#i cannot tell what its from godd

[lanaevyssmoved]

helloooo Afhiri sounds SO lovely. can you tell me more about how they feel at the start of act 1 about her predicament with the tadpoles, her companions, etc etc if you want!!

it might be cruel to say that they're pretty damn simple . actually no its not ive decided theyre pretty damn simple. literally wakes up and has a panic attack because where is flute?? where flute?? WHERE. FLU TE? flute was no where to be seen (depression). a very sad clown exploring this ship literally with minimum interest because flute :( flute :( this is a child who has lost their autistic hyperfixation toy.

lae'zel is hot. the sword scene is hot. hiri has immediate gay panic and forgets flute for 2 whole seconds. asks lae'zel if seen flute. lae'zel doesn't even know what a flute is.. smh. sticks around because was told to. does whats told (for now........ ominous.) so to start lae'zel is literally party lead this clown is NOT a protagonist (for now...... no im not making that joke twice)

SHADOWHEART IS HOT... absolutely ignores lae'zel to free shadowheart. literally dumbass tries to pull the door off. lae'zel ends up being the one like "maybe u should look around if u INSIST on saving this HALF ELF." frees shadowheart :) oh my god you have an autistic hyperfixation too?? your rock is so cool!!!!!!!

the flute is not rescued. please F's in chat for the lost flute of afhiri's childhood. her father made her that flute and it's DEAD. AND THERE WASN'T EVEN TIME FOR A FUNERAL.

the first thing they do after hoarding all of the fish on the beach like a little goblin creature is find gale's portal. shiny. Oh My God is that an arm without a body? that is Soooo cool...... high fives. they free him of course!!! used bard Magicks to calm that shit down and free the silly man. she finds him SOOO silly. he is such a silly little guy. his lil expressions and hand movements are SO funny. she wants to get acting classes from him so she can be just as funny and then she'll rank up in Clown. she's sure of it. (he is a clown to her. a truly excellent clown. there's real talent..........)

after that she gets knife throat by astarion :( not very nice of you :( i would have given you money if u wanted :( oh not a robbery? OH WE'RE WORM BUDDIES? friendship acquired :) they genuinely don't have any more thoughts rly at the start because he is mean and she doesn't understand its mean and looks at him stupidly like a dog who cannot understand the new word u just said. tilts head :)

their friendship stat is SO high all of a sudden. this clown has had NO friends their entire damn life (weirdo coded) and suddenly they've got SOOO many best friends oh my god they're so excited for the campfire stories hehee :)

next is oh my godd its the hot. gi..gi... Girlfriend? :) no its gith u stupid clown. get pied. ANYWAY tells the tieflings some absolute BULLSHITERY. this clown is So good at lying (this is a positive. their moral code is kinda messy.) and frees lae'zel :) shadowheart doesn't trust lae'zel but how can you Not when she's Also Green? I'm Green? You're Green? Da Ba Dee

after that its oh my god is that A GOBLIN? never seen a goblin before. finds them extremely cute. they're also kind of green (positive). and A WARG? can i PET IT? No? It'll eat me? bite off my hand? chew up my suit? this is supreme sadness. wait- flute still gone. that's supreme sadness. ALSO WYLL IS FUN!!!! wyll gives her fairytale hero prince vibes and is absolutely fascinated and thinks as a bard should sing of his tale because hes so cool (please don't trust them. they will make him sound like a fool.)

hearing about the spooky scary teeth-ling from wyll is super!! exciting!!!! a devil?? fought in devil war?? fire?? death?? epic story . we must find out more (not to kill. to talk to. must have some REALLY COOL STORIES!!!) very easy to convince wyll not to kil- OH MY GOD HOT?? HOT? ?? literally hot. this is the most Supreme Gay Panic. afhiri never thought about girls (or boys) like this before. none of the Lads give the Panik.. but these girls are a little too much (fainting vibes) also karlach is so fun :) daydreams about karlach throwing her like a javelin into battle

the tadpole though :/ they don't know!! everyone keeps saying. bad! evil! bad! removal! death! kill! and they're like :/ idk guys.. worms are kinda cute. u ever seen a worm do a lil wiggle on some mud? its so cool.. i wish i was a worm..... everyone is concerned. do not trust them with decisions (they trust them with decisions. they are All stupid.) they name the worm. the worm is named little buddy. it's not creative. it's not a name. but this is Little Buddy and she talks to her little buddy sometimes. she even wrote it a song. (she doesn't consume more little buddies. that's weird.. this is HER little buddy and those are OTHER little buddies. there's only one little buddy for her....)

extra: GUARDIAN. oooohhhhh my god .. never seen someone soooooo CLOWN. (this is false. guardian looks nothing like a clown. theyre projecting HARD. guardian plays along because this is clearly going to work better than being Hot and Mysterious). trust them explicitly (reminder: not smart), treats like another Best Friend like the squad. gets sad they don't ever join them in camp for her performances. does private performances sometimes :)

DOUBLE EXTRA: the possession.. of Flute 2.

a daring tale of (gale takes some of the squads money and buys them a flute. cannot bare to see the sad puppy dog eyes any longer.) AN INCREDIBLE ADVENTURE OF PERIL AND DANGER... THERE WAS GNOLLS AND GOBLINS AND MAYBE A BEHOLDER!!!!! gale.. an incredibly brave adventurer.. this is going in his next song

[bubbleonice]

Armie Hammer and Timothee Chalamet

I was interrupted so many times while doing this reading, it was insane. I had to start over and over. There’s a lot of disturbance amongst these two energies right now. I sense a disagreement, maybe even a huge argument between these two men. But let’s dive into the cards.

Armie Hammer:

Goddes of the unknown: a new chapter of Armie’s life is around the corner, he needs to remove fear and embrace the unkown. Only through darkness are we able to see the beautiful tapestry of light. Even he presently cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel, he is being urged to trust. A major chapter in the story of his life has recently come to a close and an exciting new chapter is about to begin.

Shower of abundance: he is about to be guided as to how to create and accept abundance.

Create: it’s time to look beyond current cirumstances and use the power within to create new ones. There is more to his world than the present is offering. Armie is stuck in a rut, and he believes what he sees now is all there is. It’s time to break free from the drudgery and boredom that the same-old same-old offers.

Past: Through the power of love, he releases stagnant situations or energy in order to transform his heart space.

New Love: A new person is stirring his romantic feelings.

The Emperor: Authority, establishment, structure, a father figure. The Emperor suggests that you are adopting this fatherly role, providing for your family, and protecting and defending your loved ones. You may be the breadwinner or the ‘rock’ for those who rely on your stability and security. You listen to the advice of others, but you prefer to have the final say. Conflict doesn’t scare you, and you won’t hesitate to use your power to protect those you care about. And in return, those people will repay you with the loyalty and respect you deserve. The Emperor reflects a system bound by rules and regulations. You create law and order by applying principles or guidelines to a specific situation. Create calm out of chaos by breaking down any problem into its parts and then mapping out the actions you need to take to resolve it. Be systematic, strategic and highly organized in your approach, and stick to your plan until the end.

Page of wands: When you get the Page of Wands, it simply means something is within you, something that triggers you to make discoveries, indulge in investments or take the next advancement in life. You could be just about to take a move on a certain idea, but some conflicting messages keep coming to your mind, and you get discouraged. This card resembles your inner battles which are preventing you from expressing your heroism to the world, to let the world know that you exist for a reason.

His heart is telling him that life is a series of constantly shifting cycles. When we resist change, we resist the natural flow of life and create unnessary stress.

Armie feels the need of a change. He feels stuck and has felt stuck for a while. He is ready to gain back control of his life.

Timothee:

Goddess of sacred power: Timmy is being encouraged to take a leading role in his current situation. The current situation is in need of direction. It is not important who is right or wrong. What is important is that someone takes control. It is better to steer a ship somewhere, rather than have it drift aimlessly wherever the wind may blow.

Acceptance: see others with unconditional love and acceptance. That is how he lifts others to their highest potential.

Blow off some steem: something is bothering Timothee. His ego has been threatened so he has moved to fight or flight. His body is flooded with this hormone. He is filled with fear. He is likely to make rash decisionns, say things he doesn’t mean, draw conclusions that aren’t accurate and overreact. He needs to blow off some steam, punch a bag or something. Maybe hop in the shower snd scream at the top of his lungs. He needs to grumple to the heavens and let it all out. He is holding in a lot of anxiety and stress.

Worth waiting for: while Armie is in for a new love, Timothee’s contra argument is I am worth waiting for. I just need time.

The high Priestess reversed: Secrets, disconnected from intuition, withdrawal and silence. The High Priestess Reversed calls on Timothee to be still and direct his attention inward to listen to his voice and wisdom. He may be swayed by other people's opinions or swept up in their drama when what he really needs to do is focus on what is right for him. He has been told to follow his gut, but he may be ignoring the call. As far as feelings concerned, this card denotes a decisive lack of commitment. As much as he may feel that (in the case Armie) is an important part of his life, his feelings for Armie are blocked.

8 of pentacles: skill, talent, craftsmanship, quality, high standards, expertise, mastery, commitment, dedication, accomplishment. loving someone is like cultivating a skill. Learning to appreciate new sides of a love interest is something that can deepen your love for one another. In terms of love, his work may possibly be affecting his relationship. Regardless of how demanding his job is, he needs to make some time for his emotional connections with other people.

Queen of pentacles: In a general Tarot spread, the Queen of Pentacles represents high social status, prosperity, wealth, luxury, success and financial independence. Queen of Pentacles indicates that you can afford to be very selective when choosing a partner.

His heart is saying as follows: criticising one another will only lead to further unhappiness. Love and accept each other as you are and your relationship will magically transform.

I am also afraid to let you all know that I drew the twin flame card for this reading as well as Harry Styles and Taylor Russell. Some of you might think this is bullocks and I use this twinflame aspect just to prove a point.

But it’s true, the card came out. It was when I drew cards for Timothee. So this can either mean these two are twinflames, or, it is Timothee’s perception that they are. Interpreting the cards from this reading , they are telling me that their twinflame journey is somewhat a bit different than H and T’s. This twinflame relationship is in seperation. (That is if it is a Tw relation) As for now, these two are not on good terms. There’s distance, misunderstanding and a major argument going on. Maybe it is related to Kylie. But that would have to be a whole other reading to clarify.

I hope you enjoy this reading. And please keep in mind that this is done for entertainment purposes only. I use tarotcards and oracle cards actively in my readings, as well as my intuition. Energies come and go, what is relevant for today’s reading might change in a few weeks time. But some aspects will always remain constant and the same. Thank you.❤️

[tiptapricot]

MK liveblog moments, The Goldfish Problem

Steven checks for footprints when getting up and winces at his ankle

I love Steven I love him so much

Oh my god episode one has so much foreshadowing

Wonder where Steven keeps his name tag when he’s at home bc he takes it from his chest pocket

I NEED to see the convo that happened w Dylan in a season two also she seems so fun

Taweret plushies my beloved

STEVEN CALLS DONNA CAP’N

I literally cannot see Steven as Oscar they just look diff it’s ridiculous

Ammit plushies :-)

GODD THE MUSIC IN EP ONE IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS

Steven already had a crush on Dylan n I’m just… thinking ab Jake or Marc setting that up for him again

The sound effects r so nice but on these speakers the dialogue is less crisp

Steven looks like he’s eating cereal while researching?

What is the origin of the staying awake thing like what is it for bc it sounds like it’s for somth paranormal

THE CUT FROM THE BED RO THE ALPS IS ALWAYS SO GOOD

Marc bestie whYYY did u jump out the window ily

Steven’s lips look nice w blood he should wear lipgloss

I wonder if Steven got shot while running away nnjust didn’t notice bc he was too scared

One of the ladies brings a dog to see harrow it’s v cute

Shaky cam following Steven is so gOood

“Call me Arthur” I’ll call u a bitch that’s what I’ll do fuck off

When harrow tells the lady he believes she’s been good but that the scales don’t lie it hits weird when u know he knows he’s unbalanced

I wonder where Marc n Harrow have met before. Like it had to b through or bc of Khonshu or somth with the avatar switch n I wanna know like… bc he doesn’t seem to have actually met met him so maybe he’s been watching the caped stories from afar?? V intriguing.

Steven’s lil eye crinklies :-)

The. Score. I’m. HMGGGHG.

I rlly wanna know which of the Alps switches r Marc vs Jake

Wham :-)

There should b more wham songs in MK and in action movies in general esp beyond Wake Me Up bc there’s some other fantastic songs

I’m glad that we see Steven swear normally bc it wouldn’t feel right if he didn’t

We need to hear him say fuck tho

I like that Khonshu’s voice always seems to be coming from above, like he’s in the overvoid

Oscar has such good acting in every ep but this one esp it’s like

He does such a good job w Steven’s panic

I hope Dylan n Steven get to b friends again

The failed date scene… aughhhhh

I NEED TO SEE

FRENCHIE

Call 32 looking at u so hard

Watching this on a big screen in a dark room truly brings out the creep factor n makes all the darker scenes so much more fun n dramatic

Also Steven mentions contacts which I assume he actually had w the glasses

Also fuck that lady in the elevator who freaked out from Steven just bc he was acting distressed

Also I wonder what Marc did that evening when he took back over for Steven

Also he dressed him in a flat shirt instead of a patterned one that’s such an interesting deet

Idk if I just dk how displays work but are the pillars in the gallery w Ammit on em like remakes or are those real n just not behind glass

Steven asks “are you going to kill me?” So plainly I love him. And hen Khonshu flickers the lights bc no way his avatar isn’t gonna die. Also the speech harrow gives Steven is ab Khonshu but it probably hits more like ab Marc to steven

Steven’s fingers twitch while harrow judges the body

THE PART WHERE HE LOOKS AT HIS REFLECTION N WALKS AWAY N IT DOESNT I LOVE THIS EP GODDDDD

I wonder if Steven watches horror or not I could see him being interested in the effects

I LOVE HOW OSCAR MAKES HIM MOVE N WALK ITS SO FUCKING HHHHHHGVBBB

His poor arm :-(

THE BATHROOM SCENE THE BATHROOM SCENE AHHHGGHHHGGHH

Ur not gonna die. Let me save us.

GOING OUT TO SPACE AHHHH

The way the bandages r hesitant n slow bc the switch is

The wedding ring being cracked in three haha Layla ur marrying three guys

Also didn’t realize the bullet hole in the glass in the credits has their face reflected in it

[teeto-peteto]

//RUINED KING AU CONTENT//

small extension to the school roadtrip 'let the autocorrect finish the sentence' based on a chat i had with my friends back in highschool. Im going to traslate these, they are originally in spanish but i will not correct the grammar... it's needed to look wonky and nonsensical. everytime i look into this chat i end up wheezing because we were slightly younger but definetly more stupid. DO NOT TAKE ANYTHING SAID SERIOUSLY its literally keyboard gibberish.

sentence base is 'HAHAHA'

Sarah: HAHAHA and me to the best

Illaoi: HAHAHA no what i meant is that i dont explain myself with that i have and i like girls.

Pyke: HAHAHA cool and nobody cares

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sentence base is 'Illaoi'

Braum: Illaoi and i good as always as good as good as good as good as good good good good good good good good good

Ahri: Illaoi and to be honest my hair is marbelous right now AHHH hope i die let me know if you have any questions.

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sentence base is 'Pyke'

Sarah: Pyke according to what happened that i forgot.

Yasuo: Pyke i adore you so much hope you love me HAHAHAHA so sad.

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sentence base is: 'im going to get'

Braum: Im going to get a greeting and a lot of blessings.

Ahri: Im going to get it with Yasuo fuck so good the milk the future of you.

Illaoi: Im going to get the bull and honestly i dont remember much about life.

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sentence base is: 'you're touching my'

Pyke: You're touching my balls and im sending the bill that i made the last two times we have been seing each other.

Yasuo: You're touching my piano.

Sarah: You're toching my everything.

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sentence base is: 'Maokai' (Originally this had the name of one of our teachers)

Ahri: Maokai come by you're free to come truly marvelous.

Braum: Maokai told me i dont remember.

Yasuo: Maokai and Ivern is salaam Tanzania Thailand and Vietnam.

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sentence base is: 'i like potatoes'

Braum: I like potatoes but they didnt tell me they didnt arrive

Pyke: I like potatoes and things i cannot understand.

Illaoi: I like potatoes fried and fruit salad and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit and vegetables and fruit.

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sentence base is: 'Rosalía' (i dont listen to her music that much but queen <3) ((Originally we meant the singer but sometimes the keyboard understood Rosalia De Castro, a recognizible poet and writer in spanish history))

Illaoi: Rosalía De Castro told me i dont remember about life.

Yasuo: Rosalía from XXI scared me away from home and i dont kow what a birthday is.

Ahri: Rosalía they told me that she isnt that precious.

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sentence base is: 'I got on'

Yasuo: I got on my bed with my acoustic guitar to the disco and i hope she likes Code Lyoko.

Pyke: I got on a locker.

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sentence base is: 'Yasuo's ass'

Ahri: Yasuo's ass is the reciever of this message please.

Braum: Yasuo's ass please dont feel bad i love you so so much okay

Sarah: Yasuo's ass because i pretended a lot of things.

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sentence base is: 'Hello life'

Ahri: Hello life tell me how's the world i miss you so much my little one you're going on a vacation i miss your stuff and i miss you my love you're the only thing my love i like you so much and i adore you okay

Illaoi: Hello life i've been overthinking in my opinion world is a bit weird but you know i like women and that.

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sentence base is an old twitter meme, wich says: Im (Y/N) god/godess of (keyboard predict), bearer of (keyboard predict). Tremble because (keyboard predict).

Ahri: Im Ahri, godess of the Ionian university and bearer of the faculty. Tremble because i'd love to know how to make people not trouble each other.

Braum: Im Braum, god of life and bearer of life. Tremble becuase you should tell me if you forget about the budget.

Illaoi: Im Illaoi, goddess of the rest of men and bearer of the two women. Tremble cause its actually the same without you.

Pyke: Im Pyke, god of the classroom, bearer of the company. Tremble cause i dont care.

Sarah: Im Sarah Fortune, goddess of my bed and bearer of the sunrise. Tremble cause i dont like to go to parties.

Yasuo: Im Yasuo goddess of truth and bearer of universal knowledge. Tremble because i care about my life.

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sentence base is 'Braum's first kiss'.

Sarah: Braum first kiss was with everyone in life.

Pyke: Braum's first kiss was affectionate i got it dont worry girl

Ahri: Braum's first kiss was with a friend of his dad.

[ashintheairlikesnow]

i'm fucking losing it about that most recent post and i cannot get coherent words out about it because i get too excited about the possibilities and it is extremely hard to type while flapping but !!! oh my god!!!! oh my godd!!!!!!!!!

CW: Opening to what is definitely going to be a severe trauma response in the next piece, brief victim-blaming language

Jake watches the video, and Laken can't read his expression at all. It's grim, maybe - his jaw is set, and his blue eyes don't leave the laptop screen.

Youtube starts with a stupid fucking State Farm car insurance ad, and Jake is quiet and thoughtful before the ad even ends. He didn't argue with Laken, or suggest disbelief. He only texted come to the house and show me while C is at rehearsal, and Laken had hopped on two buses and walked half a mile, but here they are, now, only a little sweaty for their efforts.

Laken hunches over next to him, their hands over their mouth, thick wavy black hair falling over their eyes. They'd re-shaved the sides yesterday and the air moved over the shorn-short spaces as the fan turned overhead.

They don't speak. They just watch Jake watch Tristan Higgs dance. They watch Antoni, Chris's other brother, sit quietly on Jake's other side, his own dark eyes equally fixed on the screen. When the video ends, Jake hits the replay button and watches it again.

And again.

"This video is from eight years ago," He finally says. His voice is a deep rumble, barely a sound human ears can hear. “I mean, the dancing is from eight years ago.”

Laken swallows and nods. "Um, y-yeah. So he would be-"

"Fifteen," Jake finishes for them. "Give or take. If he's as old as I think he is. And this guy seems pretty fucking sure that Tristan Higgs is dead."

"Right." Laken swallows, uncomfortable. "So, Ben-... You remember Ben. He's, um. Been looking stuff up, and... He sent me some links to, like, old news articles, and... Um..."

"What is in the articles?" Where Jake's voice is rough-edged, struggling for control, Antoni's voice is soft, hazy with his accent, sliding over consonants and coasting the vowels. "What is he sending?"

"So, um, like... This double-... Uh, double-murder and stuff. These people that were killed and just, like, their kid survived, Tristan Higgs. Except then he disappears-... just drops off the face of the earth. But no obit or anything.”

Jake and Antoni look at each other, the men sharing an expression that communicates a wealth of information Laken isn't privy to. But the one thing they don't show is any surprise.

"-and... Ben's been messaging the guy that posted the video, and-... They're gonna meet, um, in a couple days. At, you know where La Mode is? The ice cream place where they filmed that bit in that old Vince Shield movie-"

"I know where La Mode is, yeah," Jake says, watching Laken carefully. He hasn't looked at them like this in a long time, since he first met them - calculating and slightly cold, considering the risk they pose to Chris and to everyone else in his house.

"I also am knowing that place," Antoni says with a nod, putting a hand on Jake's arm. Jake is tense - Laken didn't realize it until he suddenly relaxes, consciously, now. "Why is Ben wanting to talk to this man?"

"I, I don't know. He kind of, he's really intense about this stuff. You know, when he found out Chris was, um, was... a pet..." The word is ash on their tongue, gums up around their teeth, makes their stomach flip in disgust. "... He kind of lost his shit once we got Chris calm about it. I think he thought-... Uh, you know, people like Chris, they get targeted, and... so he's been thinking about that.”

“This isn’t his business, Laken,” Jake says, weary, closing his eyes.

“No, I know, but he's got a little brother who's the same age Chris was when-... this video must have been made. Who’s a lot like him. So I think he's... I don't know. Maybe thinking, you know, if it was his brother, he’d want someone to do all this... if-... if someone took his brother away."

"Yeah, I get it." Jake swallows, sitting up slowly, rubbing at his face. He's got a day-old stubble along his jaw, the kind that made Laken grin a little when they saw the rubbed-red, irritated jawline of the guy with black hair who answered the door, Chris's other brother kind of.

The one that Laken met the night Dylan told Ben and them where Chris really came from. Except... not this. Dylan hadn't known this.

"So, we need to get Chris ready-"

"Get me ready for, for, for what? Laken, why, why are you here?"

Laken closes their eyes and lets out a slow, soft sigh. Of course - the one night they needed Chris's rehearsal to run full-length is the one night he comes back early. They turn to look at Chris and give him a slight smile. "Hey, querido, we just, um-... So, there's..."

The video has still been playing in the background, forgotten, and the music kicks into the crescendo where the second gymnast steps up, catching Chris's attention. "What's, what's that? Is, is, is, is is is it-"

He goes silent as Tristan Higgs steps into place, shoots his bright smile towards Akio Nakamura, and does his first set of flips and spins.

The three of them watch Chris watching Tristan Higgs. They watch his backpack slide off his shoulder and thump to the ground. They watch his eyes - the perfect match to the eyes of the boy on the screen - follow Tristan and Akio dancing briefly back to back, his laughter as he drops his head onto Akio's shoulder.

Something in the line of his shoulders tightens. His skin is pale under the freckles, his hair suddenly seems too garishly bright against the rest of him. There are shadows under his eyes Laken has never seen before. He looks younger... and haunted.

They hold their breath until it ends, the two boys hugging and laughing, Tristan bouncing and rocking and flapping ecstatically when the routine went off without a hitch.

The video cycles to the next one, a different set of Nakamura's. Chris blinks and then looks at the three of them, eyes moving from one to the next. "Why... are you watching... that?"

His voice shifts, change, slips into a drip-drop of words, a slowly leaking faucet language that Laken barely understands when compared to his usual mile-a-minute. He stands perfectly still.

Once again, Jake and Antoni aren't surprised.

"Chrisha," Antoni says, gently. Jake's jaw works, maybe fighting for words that don't come. "That is you, we think. You were... are Tristan Higgs."

Chris's eyes move to Antoni. Then back to Jake. "No," He says, simply. "I'm... not."

"Chris?" Laken feels a wash of uncertainty. "Are you okay? We're pretty sure this is you."

Chris stares right through Laken, eyes empty, full of a kind of fog all their love can't break through. "No, I, I'm not. I'm... not him."

Jake is the one to push himself to his feet first, taking Chris gently by the arm to walk him back towards the doorway. "Chris-"

"I'm... not, not him," Chris says, looking up at Jake, up and up and up. "I'm... not, Jake."

Chris, Laken's sunshine boy, their love and light and life, is a dull bit of broken rock, sodden earth after too much rain, the sooty stumps of trees in an empty wildfire-wrecked field.

"I know it's hard," Jake says, folding Chris into his arms, and Laken watches with a twist of something that isn't quite jealousy, but isn't that far off. Chris will always turn to Jake, first. They can't compete with that - they don't want to, even, they just sort of wish they could. "I know, Chris. But Laken's right, this kid... I think that might really be you."

"No," Chris whispers, burying his head into Jake's chest. "No, no, no. I'm... not. I, I make myself, I made Chris, I don't want to, to, to to to-to be anyone else anymore..."

"You're still Chris," Jake murmurs, and holds him close. "You're still my brother. This just tells us maybe a little bit about what happened before I met you, that's all. That's it, Chris. Nothing has to change."

"Everything changed," Chris whispers, pulling slowly back. "Because I, I did it wrong. I, I, I moved, wasn't... I was, was supposed to hide... and, and be so quiet..." His hands move, one finger up to his lips, as though shushing himself. The empty look in his eyes is cracking open to a well of pain that Laken, for all the times they've held him after nightmares and all the meltdowns they've seen... They've never seen it quite like this. 

He pulls away from Jake, and slowly picks his backpack up from the floor.

"Chris?" Laken shifts forward, but the look on his face when he glances back at them makes them stop short. "Baby, I-"

"Go... home, Laken," Chris says, and turns away from them. "Tris, Tristan Higgs is, is, is, is dead. He, he, he... he he-... he, k-... killed people, and he’s, he’s, he’s dead.” 

He's gone, his feet heavy on the stairs, before Laken can say another word.

Jake and Antoni glance at each other - another immense conversation contained in a single shared look - and then Jake sighs. "Come in, Laken. I'll drive you back to campus. Ant, if you'll-"

"Watch the house and speak to Chrisha. Got it." Antoni gives Laken a soft, sympathetic smile. "These things are not easy," He says, softly. "You cannot pick yourself back up again, simple as that, start a story where you were left off. I will speak with him."

"But, I should-"

"You'll make it worse," Jake says, rough-edged again.

"Harder," Antoni gently corrects. "He will need us, who know what it is they do to our minds, tonight."

"Wh-what do they do?” Laken looks from one of the men to the other. “I, I know memory loss, I get that, and he was clearly-... hurt, so much, but-”

“They take a frightened man-... or, child,” Antoni says, voice gentle as always. “And they teach us that the person we were before was so terrible that the person we are now exists only to suffer.”

“But he’s just a kid, there, in that video,” Laken says, a token protest, voice weak. Antoni’s smile widens, slightly, in its sympathy for them. “There’s no kid on earth who could possibly deserve that. He doesn’t even remember what happened!”

“You do not have to remember a crime to be told you are responsible for it.”

“But-”

Antoni takes their hands in his, looking them right in the eyes. “When you are alone, and frightened, and desperate to survive... you will believe anything that gives you the slightest chance for a way out.”

Laken swallows, hard, thinking of Chris whispering after a nightmare one night, they made me a Romantic pet because I was a slut who wanted it all the time - their sunshine boy, who never ever does, effortlessly believing a lie, repeating back the names they called him, acting unbothered and like he barely noticed his own words.

Laken swallows back a flip of disgust at the idea of a teenager being taught to hate himself that way. 

“Wh-what happens if he remembers everything they made him forget?” Laken’s voice is a whisper.

“If we’re lucky,” Jake says gruffly, “He doesn’t remember it all at once. If we’re not-”

A wail shatters their conversation, a low keening cry from upstairs, muffled by distance and closed doors, a sound of wild screaming wordless grief. All three of them flinch as there’s a resounding crash and a slammed door.

“If we not, that happens,” Jake says, and he’s on his feet and up the stairs before Laken can remind him that he’d said he would take them home. They move to stand, but Antoni lays a hand on their arm.

“Jake, first,” He says softly. “It is easy to be overwhelmed, in these moments. Jake first, and then you.”

What they feel now is definitely a little bit jealousy.

And guilt.

Chris’s screaming, his misery and pain, seems to go on forever, twist itself into the walls of the house and burrow in. Antoni leaves to comfort frightened people who stick their heads out of doors and ask what’s going on, people Laken doesn’t know and has never been introduced to. They look at Laken, consider them, and Antoni speaks to them with soft reassurance while Laken feels helpless, and hopeless, and pointless in this house full of hurting people, while their own hurting person finds comfort in his brother, not in them.

They turn back to look at Jake’s laptop, sitting alone and watching a group of gymnasts hugging after getting their scores, laughing.

The title dates it as a year after the dancing video.

By the time this one was filmed, Tristan Higgs was already gone.

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[yoekko-novels]

[To Touch The Sky] Good, Wrong, Life, and Death - #004

Druchess and Hubrid continued walking along the grass as Druchess lead the way.

“How long will it take?” Hubrid says while they continue walking as the still air began to move.

“The longer, the better,” Druchess continues moving forward as the wind begins to blow against his robe.

“I thought that you’d forgotten about your people. I thought that you would have no connection with them, I’m sorry for what I’ve done,” Druchess refuses to look at Hubrid as he speaks. The wind muffles out his speech.

“Huh?” Hubrid says as the two of them continue towards their destination on the rough terrain. The color of the grass had changed from purple to green, its natural color in this world.

“Nothing,” Druchess begins walking faster.

“How far away is the meat? I don’t see any animals around…” Hubrid says as he looks over the terrain only to see green lakes and barren land with small amounts of green grass sticking out of them.

“It’s good that you remembered where meat comes from Hubrid, I’m proud of you,” Druchess says with enthusiasm while inside, he dreaded the truth he was leading Hubrid to.

“Do you remember the word morals?” Druchess asks hubrid as his beard shrinks little by little with each step.

“Yes, it means being good right?” Hubrid says with wavering confidence.

“That’s a good answer. How about forgiveness?” Druchess says as tears trickle down his face and are blown into the wind as it carries the viscous water into the face of hubrid.

“Hmm, it means to not hold grudges?” Hubrid asks as he feels water slap his skin.

“Another good answer Hubrid! However, those words bear much more weight than that. Forgiveness is hard to receive and hard to give. Morals are even trickier than forgiveness, what decides what is good and what is wrong?”

“... People?” Hubrid says with a pause as he racked his brain in search of an answer.

“Smart answer, but it goes deeper than that. Give it another try.”

“The King?” Hubrid asks in a questioning tone.

“It goes further than even that, Hubrid,” Druchess says as he looks up into the sky.

“The Goddesses?”

“Deeper,” Druchess says a cloud begins to cover the sun.

“The Creator?” Hubrid says as his frustration grows.

“I believe it is deeper than even that. I once had a friend who could probably answer that question. But, because of his morals, he no longer lives. Druchess says as he hesitates to turn his head and face Hubrid.

“He died? Why?” Hubrid asks with curiosity.

“Because of his morals.”

“Was he good?”

“I cannot decide that, but I do think he was,” Druchess says as he continues to walk as he uses his staff like a cane while his beard falls only to his knees.

“Who knows the answer?” Hubrid says despondently as the water on his body finally dried and the sun begins to reveal itself from the behind clouds.

“Anyone can answer it, but they’re all liars. Only you can find that answer inside of yourself. I once thought of myself as an upstanding man. Morals change and alter as you experience life and near death. I was nearly boiled alive for my ideals, I had to run from the sky to the ground and live in exile to escape.

“... What were your ideals?” Hubrid asks with curiosity as the sun is covered up once again, Arupio stood above them, floating in the sky whilst blocking the sun off as the two continued. Druches’s beard began to shrink even more as the two found themselves feeling cold without the warm embrace of the sun.

“I… I believed that everyone was born equal. That we all had the right to fight for the life we wanted to live. I saw the world in black and white, good and evil. Hubrid, those ideas were wrong.

Druchess turns around as tears leak down his face and he falters to his knees as he stared at hubrid as his beard fell only to his chest.

“I was wrong! We are not equal, this world was not made for me or you! This world is not good and evil, it’s all evil, Hubrid! The strong eat the weak and grow stronger and the weak only grows weaker. Look Hubrid!” Druchess cries out as he points in the direction they’d been heading. The place that was once filled with healthy grass was barren and dead.

A repugnant smell dispersed over the terrain, worse than anything Hubrid had ever smelt before despite his rough childhood.

On the ground were people littered the land underneath Arupio. Upon closer inspection, the dirt was red and small bits of vegetation sprouted out of red blotted areas.

“Wh...at is this?” Hubrid asks as Druchess continues weeping as his beard only falls down a small a bit underneath his neck.

“They’re dead. All of them Hubrid. Your friends, your family are all in the next world. They’re what we’ve been eating these past couple of months. The knights of Arupio placed magic on them so their corpses wouldn’t rot. They did it as a reminder to show the people who were in control. They poisoned the air so that no one could live on the ground any longer so that if anyone had survived by even the smallest chance they’d have nowhere to run! Rain can no longer even fall onto this barren land!”

Druchess’s beard grows even shorter, it was nearly a stub. Druchess looked on at the bodies and saw blood stains all over the dirt. Unlike the rest of the terrain, there was a single patch of grass that grew healthily, flowers that Hubrid had never seen before sprouted before his eyes in the desolate land.

“What are you saying Druchess?” Hubrid shouts out in anger as he stares at him.

“Hubrid I’m sorry. I will pay for my sins in time, but, before I do I must tell you something. You have to free Haaura from her chains. You have to free her!”

“Where are they?” Hubrid says as he falls to the cold ground as tears leak from his face and snot falls.

“The Godd-.” For the first time, Hubrid interrupts Druchess.

“My family…”

“... They crossed over into a better world. A world that won’t judge them as harshly as this one did.”

“Where is it?” Hubrid asks as he closes his eyes to stop the tears only for them to break free.

Druchess points to the sky.

“Arupio?” Hubrid asks as he wipes away the tears as they continue falling.

“No, even further than that,” Druchess points up as his beard becomes so small it’s nearly invisible, underneath the beard he’d had was symbols.

“If I help that lady, will she let me see… them again?” Hubrid says with a sniffle as he looks up at the sky only for Arupio to snuff it out.

“I… I don’t know Hubrid,” Druchess says with a smile as his beard fades away, only a single piece of hair remains and his voice becomes weary.

“I’ll go so high into the sky, that… my family will have to look up to see me!” Hubrid shouts with determination as Druchess begins to cough.

“What a stupid goal... Take my robe and staff Hubrid, educate yourself and then cross the bridge to enter Arupio,” Druchess jests as his beard fades completely.

“What happened to your beard, Druchess?” Hubrid asks with concern as his tears flow even more.

“This air and land are infected Hubrid, life can no longer live on the ground. I cleared away… most of the contaminated air with my books at a cost. Just like your family, my body won’t rot or decay. I’ll be here with your people if you don’t mind. if you ever need someone to talk to just visit…” Druchess coughs up a purple liquid and closes his eyes.

“Druchess? Druchess… What's… happening to you?...”

Druchess lays on the ground unresponsive.

Hubrid drops his book to free his hands and begins shaking Druchess violently.

“...Druchess, I never saw you as an emotional guy, when you were alive you were always so serious…” A voice calls out to Druchess as he lays unmoving on the ground.

A purple aura emanates from Druchess as a small light leaves his body and begins to move upward.

“Omaegius?… I’m so-.”

“Don’t mention it,”

“Bu-,”

“It doesn’t matter now, does it? Hey, you remember those talks we’d have about right and wrong?” A yellow aura speaks out to Druchess in the darkness.

“...”

“I think we were both wrong in the end. Do you think that everyone and everything is evil? Look over there,” The yellow aura gestures to Hubrid as it views him carrying Druchess’s body to the only green grass in the land.

Hubrid begins shoveling away at the patch of dirt and gas with his hands to dig a hole. Dirt enters the crevices of his hands and blood spills as he hits a sharp rock in the soil. He continues digging with vigor as he cries.

“What is that boy doing?” The purple aura asks as both of them spectate Hubrid digging away at the dirt.

Hubrid continues shoveling the dirt away as the soil begins to refuse to give way. Hubrid stops shoveling and with his muddied hands, he took the robe off of Druchess along with his staff and began stabbing away at the dirt. The robe changed colors from purple to yellow, the symbols changed as well from crescent moons to stars.

“It’s obvious Druchess, he’s digging a grave for you,” The yellow aura says to the purple aura.

“I’m not worthy as such a luxury…” The purple aura says as liquid leaks from its being into the dark abyss.

“Strong Holders don’t usually know how to give burials… did you teach the boy how to do that?”

“No…”

Hubrid stabs away at the dirt taking grain after grain to make space. In frustration, Hubrid screams out to the sky and stabs the staff into the dirt with both hands.

“He’s special…” Maybe he’ll be the one to strike fear into that good for nothing king…” The yellow aura says as it begins to fade.

The staff in Hubrid’s hands bends as it hits the cold hard dirt.

Hubrid lets out another blood-curdling scream then, as he began to try and stab it again a book fell out of his robe.

“Mourning,” was what the cover of the book read as Hubrid pauses his stab mid-air and picks up the book. As he touches it, he begins to feel numb.

“When all seems lost, just look at the sun and smile,”

Hubrid looks up at the sky to see Arupio once again and frowns at its sight.

“What do you think? Druchess?” The yellow aura asks as it nearly becomes invisible.

“I think… He’ll be the one to free Haaura and topple those power-hungry Gods.”

“Well, instead of discussing it, why don’t we just watch it together?”

The yellow aura fades completely as the purple aura sits in dismay.

“That’d be nice…” The purple says as it fades away.

Hubrid throws the book to the ground in a rage and the hole deepens and his emotions once again ensue.

“When you cannot see the sun, smile anyways.” The book reads as it glows inside of the hole.

Hubrid’s vision is blinded from his tears as he drags Druchess into the hole. He began to toss the dirt back on top of the hole, but as he turned to move the dirt, it had already been filled and a red flower was placed on top along with a marking. Hubrid grabs the book “True Kings,” and places it on top of the grave on its back. He opens it and the last page is visible. A tear falls onto it and causes the ink to smear.

“May The True Goddesses Forever Be in Your Favor and May Your People Forever Know Peace…” The last lines of the book were written in a dark bold crimson color.

Hubrid looks at the rose and remembers who he once was. A slave boy who lived his life with no emotion, always so far away from the heavens. Now, the heavens looked closer than they ever had before.

Hubrid walks slowly and exhaustively to where his family had been massacred and begins to dig more holes as he takes out more books.

[heroiclives]

100+ starters from “Alice Through the Looking Glass” 

" time is a thief, and a villain."

"perfect, we should go."

"we'd always be welcome."

"he seems to have gotten over your public rejection."

"you're leaving again so soon?"

"you won't have to worry about anything."

"must you always be so headstrong?"

"no it's just more fun that way."

"what a surprise."

"we were afraid you would never come home."

"yes i've just returned."

"highly enjoyable, you should visit it sometimes."

"the world is open to us."

"it's because i turned you down when you asked me to marry you."

"you can't do this. "

"and give up the wonder?"

"otherwise we cannot help you."

" five minutes ago i was a sea captain."

"time is against you and you're running against it."

"he never would have let this happen."

"you can't just make things however you want them to be,."

"the last thing i want is to end up like you."

"and give up on the impossible?"

"just like her father, a great man no doubt."

"oh no not again."

"all my men to the rescue."

"you've been gone too long."

"and do mind your step."

"thank goddness you're here."

"have i come at a bad time?"

"and no schemes of ours can bring him a smile."

"somehow put him in mind of his family's tragedy."

"he's just not himself anymore."

"well, where is he."

"you're you, and you're here."

"you are you aren't you?"

"look, i found this."

"it's impossible for it to be here, but here it is."

"i thought i wasn't worthy."

"you're not well. what can i do?"

"no one can bring them back."

"it's impossible."

"you, are not you."

"i don't know who you are."

"unless you could."

"it is dangerous, perilous, it is too much to ask."

"that sounds very dangerous."

"its not impossible, merely unpossible."

"if he is in need, i will help him."

"in the hands of time. it's his."

"im sorry, time is a he?"

"and do try not to break the past present of future."

"it clings to me like a pair of sweaty pantaloons."

"will this day ever end?"

"who has stopped?"

"who has ticked their last tock?"

"your time is up."

"i hope you were happy."

"i hope you used your time well."

"who is there? i saw you."

"if i could just have a moment of your time."

"young lady, i am time."

"the infinite, the eternal, the immortal, the immeasurable, unless you have a clock."

"everyone parts with everything eventually my dear."

"you want to borrow it?"

"you cannot change the past, but you may learn something from it."

"i present you with a gift, made entirely out of love."

"i'll treasure it forever."

"but my love, i have do so much for you already/"

"and i could rule, past present and future."

"which idiot labeled that?"

"thank you for admitting your mistake."

"did you say perish?"

"all our hopes lie with you."

''you cannot win in a race against time."

"it's you, you're you again."

"it makes perfect sense."

"you seem to have time all mixed up."

"actually he's angry."

"i realize now that day will never come."

"i hate you all."

"why don't you tell them the truth."

"didn't think so."

"everything you now are not."

"all i did was laugh."

"why am i never good enough for you?"

"why are you such a disappointment to me?"

"the last thing i want is to be like my father."

"either way i'm fine with the outcome."

"i have always wondered when soon is."

"if you vex me, it will be an eternity."

"if you can't get along there will be no more tarts for either of you."

"your attempts at mockery fall flat."

"im having the time of my life?"

"i merely said i invited her."

"enjoy the present."

"tell the truth."

"but you did, you're lying."

"don't blame your sister."

"you cannot change the past."

"he kept it."

"your foolishness astounds me."

"you cannot escape time."

"revenge is mine."

"he's barely ticking."

"i should have believed you."

"i'll always believe in you."

"you see from now on dearest, i'm in charge."

"i could feel that they were here.."

"a teeny tiny you, but still you."

"what happened to you?"

"well what are you waiting for let's go !"

"she has broken the past."

"it's catching up."

"i won't leave you!"

"time's up."

"i have not ticked my last tock yet."

"did i miss anything?"

"why does this always happen to me?"

"why does no one love me?"

"this is all you're fault."

"if it's not to late, please forgive me."

"that's all i ever wanted to hear."

"i always liked tiny things."

"i always knew you were."

"all is well."

"i know you tried to warn me and i didn't listen."

"i used to think time was a thief, but i see now you give before you take."

"no i want you to have it."

"the only thing worth doing is what we do for others."

"time is a friend to no man, but i will remember you always."

"and please - do not come back."

"i fear i may never see you again."

"who is to say which is which?"

"a dream is not reality."

"time is money."

"time is many things but he isn't money, nor our enemy."

"you're not a nice man."

[everbrilliantheartbreaker]

Fanfiction Reader Tag

Tagged by @eyeliner-vampire  ♡ ♡

Fanfiction Reader Tag!

1. When did you start reading Fanfic (How old you were or how long ago)?

When I was probably...11 ish? so like 13 years ago

2. Do you have an AO3 account?

Yeh (LadyWisteria)

3. Do you read WIP (work in progress)? Why or why not?

All the time. I’m not picky about this at all. I’m a simple person. I see fic I think I’ll like? I read. doesn’t matter if it’s finished or not. I’ll make up my own ending til it is lol. also authors need that encouragement. finishing stuff is hard

4. What time of day is your ‘fic reading time’?

Usually late at night (like 1 a.m. and later..much later) but sometimes I’ll waste an afternoon instead (2 p.m. ish til I either have to go to work or I finish the fic)

5. How much time do you spend reading fic per week?

Not remotely as much time as I used, that’s for sure. Anywhere from an hour (if I’m rereading That favorite fic) to 2-4 hours if my friend has sent me a longfic again.

6. Do you listen to podfic (fanfic recorded like an audiobook)?

I...didn’t even know this was a thing tbh, so no. Sounds very neat but also I don’t listen to audio books anymore bcus my attention span re: audio input has gotten so bad over the years I can’t focus for more than a few minutes. 

7. What’s your favorite fic genre to read?

AUs AUs AUs. and fantasy. and fantasy AUs (although good long AU fics are harder to find). I am a very simple person. I see magic mentioned, I read. I also read a lot of romance fic (proving once again that fanfic writing is often better than mainstream original writing, bcus romance is one of my least favorite YA/movie genres). I don’t read as much of them but I also love mystery and paranormal fics

8. Are there any genres that you tend to avoid?

Super angsty no happy ending type stuff. “Major Character Death” is an automatic nope lmao (unless the summary looks reaallyyy interesting or it was recc’d to me). Tragedy is definitely Not my thing

9. What tag(s) do you track?

I don’t track any fic tags (I stopped tracking tags at all since Tumblr changed it from “keeping track of new posts in said tag” to “dropping random posts from that tag into the middle of your dash, and usually the same three”)

10. How do you find new fic?

Nowadays I mostly just read what friends send me or the new stuff a very few writers I follow post, but sometimes I also come across stuff through Twitter or Tumblr and curiosity wins out

11. How do you organize your fic bookmarks?

I..don’t? Is this a thing people do?? If I wanna reread something I either search through my bookmarks by title/author or just. filter by fandom. 

12. Do you subscribe to authors or stories?

Yeh. I only keep up with a very select few of them though. altho part of that is due to several of them being people I followed on fanfic.net years and years ago and never unfollowed, even though our interests may no longer be the same. (the other part is me going “oh I’ll read that later” and then just. never doing it.)

13. What is your favorite fanfic trope?

fake dating and bed sharing are always good

everyone is gay. also Good

14. What kind of plot line are you always here for?

“everything’s the same but they’re soulmates” (oh my god they were soulmates)

mafia AU

MAGIC

I really like in-between scene fics too. the events and character interactions that happen off-screen. I like writing those

15. What can an author do to make you love them?

write about my faves frequently

cool AUs

write about minor characters

good sense of humor

16. What can an author do to make you avoid them?

not into mpreg fics

a/b/o fics make me super wary I usually pass on those, even if the summary looks mildly interesting. they’re rarely if ever done in a way that isn’t rapey and gross

don’t care for fics period that have rapey scenes but you’re supposed to find them romantic

adult/minor ships

characterization is a big deal to me so if I don’t like how they handle the characters, especially faves I probably won’t be back

17. What do kudos mean to you?

when I get one I have a few seconds of “oh someone kinda liked this thing I wrote” and then I carry on about my day >.>;;; (I do appreciate them tho)

18. What kind of commenter are you (No comment, short comment, keyboard smash)?

I don’t comment as often as I mean to or wish I did, but when I do they’re loong comments (I’ve passed the AO3 character limit at least once kshg)

I tend to quote favorite parts and then react to them, and I like to theorize and ask questions about character’s thoughts at a certain part or what author imagines happens before/after the fic

19. Have you ever stopped reading a fic? Why or why not?

Yes. Once because I stumbled into a very sexually explicit fic when that was. Not at all what I was expecting (I was also very young lol), I think there was a very few I quit because they were boring or very poorly written, but most often I “quit” a fic for the same reason I don’t do audio books anymore lmao: because my attention span is sht and my motivation and commitment are extremely fickle things. I either forget or just wander away for a bit and then forget. Often I mean to come back and finish it; it’s just a matter of how long it takes. (I also second hand embarrassed out of a fic so hardcore that it’s been a whole 9 months since I’ve touched it khdfgd)

20. Have you ever read a fic more than once? What is it about that fic that makes you want to read it again?

YES. This requires like a minimum 4 separate posts to really answer but:

Behind Bricks and The Penance of a Killer by Deathbelle

this person is my fricking favorite author ever and these are two of my fricking favorite fics ever, I must’ve reread Behind Bricks 6 or 8 times now and Penance is the BokuAka-centric companion piece to my favorite fic of all time that I always wanted 

Mending Bonds and If the Heart Breaks, Does That Mean There’s No Home? by RussianSunflower3 

Mending Bonds is soft found family fluff centering on a very minor fave of mine and If the Heart Breaks is very angsty found family fluff that also focuses on some minor characters and it always hurts my heart but the ending and the soft middle always heal it right back up (“[Hanamaki] has a heart big enough for everyone in the world, and then some.” ohhhh my godd)

Boiled Frogs by ReginaGalaxia 

this one is. a really hard read centered around emotional abuse and manipulation and hoooo boy it is a rough read especially if you’ve experienced any of that personally but it’s so well written and the character dynamics are great and in its lighter moments it’s fricking hilarious. 

(bits and pieces of) The Roost by Ugglabarn 

 bits and pieces only bcus Roost has a lot of very heavy dark content that I’d have to be in a specific mood to reread the whole thing because it hurts my heart way too much but also it’s one of the best Fukurodani-centric longfics I’ve ever read (PLUS AN AU..!!) and I love love how they write the characters and how much focus there is on the minor members and ships and in its lighter moments Roost is also really funny the most recent chapter was hilarious

Expensive Hotel by Crown_of_Winterthorne

smut. explicit smut. excellent explicit smut with loving polyamorous boyfriends and plenty of consent discussion and kissing. my entire jam right there

Class 1-A Whomst? by Ya_Boi_Hal

this is the funniest chatfic I’ve ever read in my life and the first good chatfic I ever read. absolutely hysterical. also has some really good serious content in the middle and some Aizawa dialogue that punched me right in the feels. 12/10 will read again. sometimes I just randomly say “Mineta whomst??” and cackle to myself

and back in the day it was:

The Flame of Betrayal by DataIntegrationThoughtEntity

I guess traitor! Tahu was a popular trope back when Bionicle fandom was at its peak?? and not everyone liked it apparently but I enjoyed this fic greatly every time I read it it was well written and had interesting OCs and I am actually highly tempted to go reread it again

and Asleep Beneath a Wheat Field by Feline Freak

this was a very peculiar little OC-centric one shot that was also very sad and I don’t know why it grabbed me like it did but I remember rereading it 3 or 4 times at least

21. Do you like sequels?

The fics I like don’t usually come with sequels but The Penance of a Killer is one so Yes

22. Do you like dabbles?

I guess? I haven’t read too many I don’t think but hey, more fic is more fic. Who’s gonna complain about that?

23. What do you wish more fic authors would do?

Write about minor characters more

24. What do you wish more authors would stop doing?

that thing where they latch onto one facet of a character’s personality - or worse, one that fandom made up - and write them as if that’s the only trait they have

25. Do you like one-shots or multi-chapter?

Multi-chapter. I mean both are great obviously but the majority of my faves are multi-chapter and obviously if I like a fic I’m gonna wanna spend as much time in that universe as possible

26. How long do you like chapters to be?

Usually I feel the longer the better. once in a while I’ll hit one that’s so long it’s kind of distracting but extremely rarely

27. What’s your favorite POV (point of view) to read (first, second, third)?

Third

28. What do you think of OC’s?

I didn’t use to care for them very much but as I started reading fic by more advanced writers I found several I really liked. have a very small list of OCs from recent fics I’ve read I would actually kill a man for I love them so much

29. Do you download fic?

No, but seeing as my absolute favorite Bionicle fic vanished off the face of the earth several years ago and I cannot find anything about it an y wh ere sometimes I think about saving my faves. I never got to finish reading that fic and I am absolutely devastated every time I think about it. 

30. Tell me something else about your fic reading! Anything else!

best thing is when my friend and I buddy read a fic and send each other our favorite parts

Tag!

@yaelathewordsmith and @samantha-girlscout  ♡ ♡ ♡

[theskyexists]

Resolution

Liveblogging

I LIKE how the romance actually made me feel fond of these random characters, it JUST made it past sappy. I know because I dread them suffering the consequences of digging up a monster.

Also tentacly thing in plastic bag. Yikes. Genuinely yikes.

Loved the custodians quite a bit. Loved that the fam went around to multiple new yearses.

They love doing continuous moving camera shots and I feel like they did better this time than on Ghost Monument - snappier.

WHO THE FUCK walks closer to a terrifying pulsating GIANT octopus on the wall??? THEN TRIES TO TOUCH IT. She's companion material. No fucking sense.

Instant assumption of authority - oiled teamwork! That's! What ! I'm! Talking about!!!

Ohhh this has really got her worried. That FACE after Yaz escorts em away. (!! Second in command copper Yaz!!)

Lin absolutely has been affected....physically. perhaps even...............taken over?

Is that your intruder alert or mine? - it's the doorbell - oh ha yes...

Hahaha

'oh' instant judgement in the Doctor's voice hahaha

Oh DAMN. Doctor. Wow!!! So! Fearlessly, ....KNIFE UNDER THE RIBS SHARP. That's none of that broiling anger and bluster. That's ....crazy

'dads are, so ive heard'

MORE REFERENCES TO DOCTOR FAMILY LIFE AND CHILDHOOD

Ryan deliberately calling Graham gramps in front of his dad!!!!

Lin didn't tell the Doctor that she swallowed a monster did she. That's what's gonna happen here Huh. She's gonna puke up a Dalek or whatever. Gotta hand it to Chibs. He's finally gotten better at horror.

Oh Yikes. YIKES.

Ok. Yeah. I think. He did well on the Dalek.

Ok uh but I feel like the voice exposition was unnecessary or ruined it a tiny bit

Yikes. Are they gonna delve into how Lin is still in there I wonder...

'dont like when you go quiet' :)) lil character note

Love the acting from jodie. Not sure about the diagonal shots.

Lin's actress does an impressive impression of what I think is an unedited Dalek voice

Hmmmmmmm. Forgot for a sec that police don't carry guns in the UK normally.

Wow. But I liked that speech though. From Ryan. Like his dad too. I can relate. But he shouldn't just explain himself. He should say SORRY.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! HOW RYAN STOOD UP FOR HIMSELF AND WHAT HIS DAD PUT HIM THROUGH!!!!! god Ryan tho. I love Ryan so much.

I'm really enjoying the pacing and the Doctor getting more and more worried and especially! Revealing so much. Finally

Even tho the companions don't even know how much. 'im not having this'

Ah dead LGBT character again huh. That's the problem with making all your side characters gay. They DIE. Moffat's really got that at least. Chibs.....very much does not. At least I can't get attached. They're literally throwaway.

'im your secret conscience.... Not really we both know you don't have one' lel good one doc

FUCKING BREXIT KILLED UNIT HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA

Why doesn't she have Kate's number holy shit

Aaron and Graham :'))) he grandads EVERYONE

all I can think is, that must have been one cool job!! Playing Lin!!!

Since hits to the heads have been shown to be non-lethal and effective at knocking a person out, the most effective thing Lin can do is knock herself out! Probably. Maybe then it can continue a central nervous system takeover no problem.

THE DOCTOR SENDS EM AWAY. good job. BUT Ok the TARDIS is safe, but they still gotta get there.

'me and a Dalek? It's personal'

Understated, but steel.

Why all this plastic shit, farmer? XD good effect tho.

Noice new design. But lol. That must have taken ages!!! Why did they show up so late when they have a time machine!!! Hahahaha

Love how this Doctor loves humans. 'theyve fought off so much. Even the worst of their own people' hmmm

Daleks and the Doctor, they never manage not to monologue at each other

THAT DARK GLEE AGAIN!!! That grin 'oh mate' (!!! I LOVE HER!!!)

That was weak lol

Doctor must be destroyed. BUT actually I'm flying away now because - other priorities??

They always SOMEHOW underestimate the importance of killing them.

How longs a WHAT? I cannot understand

The Doctor is a lot more generous with the TARDIS nowadays.

Who informed these soldiers that this thing called a Dalek is a Dalek and hostile? Ahhh a drone. Like that. Topical.

Commander says: run

Soldiers say: shoot and die!

This Dalek clearly needed a win or something. Wasted some rockets all that shit. Feel better? After that scary run in with the Doctor?

Why the country and not the world? Not enough juice? No, now I'm rationalising shit away.

Too much telling again.........like he needed to fill up the writing. Too much exposition too much reading from screens repeating the same thing again and again. WiFi internet yes it's all down.

And it makes me think. WELL WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT??? ITS FUCKING RAMPAGING DOCTOR!! THIS IS THE WORST CASE SCENARIO FROM 'DALEK'!!!

That was much too on the nose about New Year's Day. Smacked of 'technology destroys all relationships'

OH NOW! you manage to land - after it's enacted its whole plan and killed a WHOLE LOT of people

' I tried right I really tried' ahhh they're trying so hard. Trying so hard!!

Lol all you had to do was....run an alternating current through the casing???? THATS ALL YOU GOTTA DO???

For that matter, why not burn the goddamn Dalek fleshy bit back at the battle of hope. This broke the back of suspension of disbelief both for this plan and that battle.

One moment it can fly, the next it can be mobbed by ten people easy and get fried.

Absolutely and definitely ducking the question of 'is it dead'

Hahaha 'extended fam'

Taxi-ing a Dalek in a TARDIS - should be shivers!!!

Can you imagine if RYAN LOSES HIS DAD LIKE THIS AS WELL?? GODD NO!! Leave my kid alone!!!

Eh. Killed it. But it was life or death huh.

Ryan SHONE. But I dislike how....the Doctor has to fail for him to get that.

No idea what that goodbye from his dad meant.

'everywhere' means nothing to me. Eleven at least made it an abandonment thing ha!

Nice last shot.

[breathinginthevapor]

Goddes of love

Summary: You are the goddess of love, and Ashton is a human. 

A/N: I’ve been working on this for a reaaallyyy long time because I never finish anything rip and even though the 5sos fandom seems pretty dead right now, I’m gonna post it anyway. feedback will be very much appreciated! x

TW: Mentions of death

Masterlist

You are the goddess of love. Just like your fellow gods, you have been gifted many names; Aphrodite, Hathor, Rati, Venus, Oshun, Radha and Freya, to name a few. You answer to all of them, just like you help and love every human no matter which shape of you they believe in. And you play all the roles they give you because that is what you have to do. You are put in this world to be at service to all mankind, and it does not matter what you believe in yourself. You know that. And you are grateful that you are able to do something for the humans; that you are able to grant them some love in their everyday-lives that are otherwise challenging and hard. But some nights, when you are all alone, lying on a blanket of grass or on the gentle waves of the ocean, you find yourself wishing you were free to do whatever you want. Free to be whoever you want to be. Free to do something for yourself, for a change. But then you put yourself and your own feelings and dreams aside. The humans need you. And the last thing you want to do is letting them down.

But then one day when you are walking barefoot, a long white dress flowing around your body on a beach in Sydney, you hear a cry for help. The sound is more disturbing than any sound you have ever heard before and your eyes, which are better than human’s eyes, search the otherwise idyllic turquoise ocean. Right there, just a small spot in the horizon, you see him. Quickly, without thinking, you start running, not even noticing the sea foam that explodes under your feet. In some religions, you are not only the goddess of love but also goddess of the sea which have granted you the ability to walk on water.

“Help me, please help me!” he screams and the panic in his eyes bring psychical pain to your heart. Perhaps it is because of the man’s beauty but it is not until you have already broken the surface and begun to get him out of the water, you notice the reason why he was stuck in the water in the first place. A big white shark has its teeth wrapped around his leg and his blood paints the water around you red. “Help me,” he begs, but this time his voice is low and you can see the life slowly leaving his body. And you do not know why, because throughout your immortal life you have seen death in all its forms but this time, for the first time, you fear it. You fear the death of this mortal man with hazel eyes that seem so pure and drags you in like no god, goddess or any other creature has ever done before.

You only have to shoot the shark one glance before it drops its grip on the tanned man and swims away. You drag him out of the water and holds him in your arms while running faster than you’ve ever ran before to the shore. Your hair drips saltwater down your back and your dress clings tightly to you but you do not notice as you sit down in the hot sand and lay the human’s head in your lap.

His hair is a dirty blonde, on the verge of brown and his face with sharp features but the gentle curve of his lips and the long, dark eyelashes leaves a calmer impression. He is more than beautiful, even with the paleness on his face as the blood leaves his body. Red. The colour of love, your colour. And the colour of death as well, you realize.

He opens his eyes, and you are once again struck by the beautiful hazel colour. But it’s the way they look so incredible kind and good that takes you most by surprise, although the small pecks of pain and fear destroys the otherwise perfect picture. Humans have a tendency to let greed and selfishness poison their minds but this man seems to own a pure soul and good heart. And how do you know, some may ask. Well, let’s just say that you’ve after living an eternity watching the humans doing both good but mostly bad things towards each other can see people’s mind and intentions through their eyes.

“Who are you?” he whispers, growing weaker and weaker by every passing second. You can see how hard he’s fighting to keep his eyes open, but you know it is vital that he does.

“My name is Y/N,” you say, referring to the name above all the others, the one that isn’t defined by any religion or human. You have never told your name to any non-god, but telling this man makes you feel free in some way, like some great weight has been lifted off your chest.

He shoots you a small smile while the colour slowly disappears from his face.

“At least I’m going to die surrounded by beauty.” His voice is so low only your improved hearing makes it understandable, but his words makes your whole body grow cold. He uses his last powers to grab a lock of your hair and looks at you with both admiration and fear, clearly afraid of his life soon coming to an end.

“Please don’t let him die, save him, he does not deserve this,” you silently beg one of your fellow gods. “I will do anything, please save him.” Your prayer is not answered.

“I will not let you die, stay with me, please.” You are desperate now, the look on his face tells you that he has not going to stay among the living numbers much longer.

“My name is Ashton,” he says. “Please stay with me until it is over, I do not want to be alone.”

“Of course,” you promise, voice almost breaking. And then he takes his last breath, and the life leaves his body. You have never cried before but without your notice, the tears start streaming down your cheeks. It is so unfair that this young man had to die and the sadness is all you can feel. Why was your prayer not answered? You are a goddess, after all. But not even you had the power to save him.

You cannot bear to look at the dead man in your arms so you look up at the sky instead and shout at your fellow immortals for not interfering, for not helping you. And while you shout like never heard before, your tears fall down on the man with the golden locks. As the tears land on his closed eyelids, a beautiful red light appears around his body and he opens his eyes and breathes in.

“Hello again.” His voice, this time deep and gentle, startles you. You look down at the now living and breathing man.

“Ho- how? You were dead five seconds ago.” He smiles, the golden colour of his skin perfectly complimenting his pearly white teeth.

“You saved me, Y/N. That is all I know.” The way he says your name makes a fire spread in your body, and looking into his hazel orbs, you feel calmer than ever before. “I do not know how it was possible, but you did.”

You touch his cheek delicately, fearing that your godly power will somehow break him but instead you feel the strength within his body. “I have a feeling you will save me too,” you whisper, heart swelling with the feeling you have granted other for millenniums but never experienced yourself.

Now, as you have saved the man your heart has been longing for since the beginning of time, you realize that the power of love really is the greatest power of all time. And while you possess that enormous power, Ashton Fletcher Irwin, the man whom you saved, possesses the heart of the goddess of love. And that, he will soon learn. But for now, you are just Y/N and Ashton: two people falling in love and belonging to each other for the rest of your immortal lives.

[chuyenvienmatrixfield]

Space is more serious than American DOD can imagine, you better understand Space before you are guessing with your Space Force, because you might committed something wrong with your apps in Space, then you did not even know what is wrong in space functions, then you can destroy or mess up something in Matter of Conditions you have built before; especially, computer space, before you are talking or building about SPACE FORCE, you better understand Space better than NASA, better than LHC, better than CERN, better than FERMI LAB, and better than PARTICLES PHYSICS, THEN YOU MIGHT BE QUALIFIED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT space; other wise, you might wipe out your Memories in a blink of an eye If there are computer systems in the universe, then today Science, TSci, Today Physics,TP,Today Scientists, TS, American authorities,  DOD or Chinese Authority and Chinese Scientists have no idea where is computer of the universe, who built it, how it works, is it working now??????  . . . . . . . . You should read my book to have more information to observe and think for yourself(selves); Unfortunately, I have written a lousy book ,I am  sorry! it is my first book in my life, I cover too much but the explanations are so vague and so much missing information, but you can collect some information, DATA those nobody else or nowhere else had such data or information, then you can become ahead of everybody if you are Good , or really Godd, or even better than ME REALLY? Tho Huynh Dark Matter Maker Space Science Founder(do not be confused with NASA space program or any other space program) Quantum Initiator Final Particles Mfg NOTE So far I did not see Chinese Communists are advance in "Space" in this article, so far the report about Chinese communists space force is still very much as physical results in physical Conditions UNiverse PCU!!!!!!!!! Ts, TSci, TP , DOD , American Authority, and Chinese Communists and Chinese Scientists are still very confused between Space, Particles, and Non-matter, do not try to use Space in position of  matter and Matter in position of space Matter is not Space, Space is not Matter, but Matter Space are as 2 in one or one in 2!!!!!!!!!! Chinese SCientists might Giai ma about Space better and faster than WEstern Scientists counter part if they , Chinese Scientists know how to use combination of old chinese SCience and TP, TSci, and TS, Am Duong Ngu Hanh va Dich ly Thai Cuc, LUong Nghi, Tu Tuong, Bat Quai 128 hao que or even up to 256 que va hao and quai . . . . . Theo toi biet, there are very few Chinese still know phuong thuc so hoc dua tren nhung yeu to tren; unfortunately, Chinese scientists have lost and have been lost due to culture of Chinese SEcrets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On the other hand, I work with TP, Tsci I found something and I still have a lot to learn and to find the ways to explain and apps THere are differences between Western Science and Eastern science; even though, Western Science just step in Nothing ness for the last 2019-2010= 9 years, and Eastern Science has been in Nothingness for the last 2600 years or may be just about 2100 years!!!!!!! Actually, Western Science will make experiments to double check, to compare results, to explain, to test  their theories, their ideas. Mean while, Eastern counterparts assign the reality to be named by Hao Que to be on the top of REALITY, then experience the processing, moves, and proceeding of the events or realities, then observe to report and record and experience and  critics and explanations and predictions; however, they are lacking of experiments and even ignore experiments, because they are experience Realities, then there is no need to dupe the reality with experiments or man made reality as experiments It is very complicated story of Eastern Science and Space; however, I should learn step by step, especially, Yin and Yang first, NO Ngu Hanh to prevent the complexion forget Ngu hanh for now,  then more later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Human Space Body might change with Frequencies about 10^9 HSB per second up to 10^32 Human Space Bodies per second Space force should know; however, Space force should never applies Space Information for weapons. in fact, Earth might carry function as Disks like computer disk in Earth Diameter, D=12,000 km=12,000,000meters or D=12,000,000,000mm, I can say from 12,000 disks up to 12,000,000,000 Disks depend how good your space force is to detect those Disks in your abilities in your technologies. NOTE 12,000,000,000 disks might contain 12x10^18 DATA if there is 1billion Data per disk, it is too many Data!!!!!!!!!!!! you should figure out how Earth Rotation and Earth Revolution generated Space on you; especially Cycloid Space you are in everyday without even know and understand, it might be even not exists as Earth Revolve around the sun; however, you put or set conditions together, then Earth Cycloids will appear at front of your eyes!!!!!! Too Much to talk today!!!!!!!!Then those Cycloids will determine cycles of 12 and cycles of 10 by in- limit of Earth or out- limit of Earth depend on how you set Reference for Earth Rotation!!!!!!!!!!!2020 had one extra day in February 29 days If you want to talk about Space, then those things are space; unfortunately, NASA cannot know, Today Physics cannot tell, Today Science may be never heard before, Today Scientists have no idea what I am Talking about!!!!!!!!!!!!!, or NObody knows What I am talking about Do not think it is as Imagination!!!!!!!! Do not think it is not real!!!!!! Do Not think it is as Real!!!!! None of the above, do not let your mind fool you, just look for conditions, then set,and put them together to see to observe phenomena, actions, and reactions, the symptoms, the causes, the results, the effects, the realities, Space force should not be applied as weapons; especially, with natural conditions are already exist, but not physical exist at all; for example, the Earth cycloids are not physical exist, but they are in Earth Rotation project onto 2 dimensions first , then in 3 dimensions later Note: Earth Rotation and Earth Revolution with your point of standing on Earth project on 2 dimensionsis as one example that TSci ,TP , and TS have missed for the last 2000 years until now; unfortunately, it is just 1 xample of Missing Spaces; there are more ways we are TS, TP and TSci have miissed many other Space Dynamics similar to Cycloids

[meyhew]

happy 1st hoeversary !

i just wanna start this by saying a big fuck u to all of u except for ary and farben….. yall have honestly put me thru hell these last couple weeks – first when u kicked me out of the gc and wouldn’t fucking add me back and then yesterday and today when yall doubted my love for u all and thought i fuckin forgot what today is or that i wouldn’t post anything… im truly genuinely hurt and hope u choke! also an fyi mely…. i Did wish a happy anniversary in the only chat im in but guess what? ur extra fake ass doesn’t check it so u wouldn’t know :) henyways 

i cannot believe its been a year already it feels like we just started talking yestedary pero also i cant believe its only been a year bc i feel like ive known u all my whole life. u’ve all helped me thru a bunch of stuff and we’ve sent each other presents (farben and i have smh) and planned our weddings and uhh im gonna say a lil smth to all of u i don’t have a cool fancy photo fight me

celery @eversincencwyork – u remind me of my brother a lot bc like,, 80% of the time i just wanna strangle him bc he’s always tryin to get on my very last nerve and always wants to fucking fight but like also,, i love you a lot can u believe?? i think one of my fave memories with u so far is that one time we were facetiming and u fell asleep on me but i didn’t realize so i kept thinking you’d come back and i stayed on the call for like 45 mins before i texted in the gc like ‘bro i think she died on me or smth’ and meme was like,, bitch she’s probs sleeping and honestly i felt so dumb also that one time we reviewed mitam?? i think it was mitam wow henyways i love u so much loads i’d go to war with u and for u

illuminary @lilacfortress – aru ur  a fuckin angel oh my god i just wanna say that i admire u so much ?? ur such a good friend to all five of us and to aurora like,, u’ve had some shitty times and this last year wasn’t an easy ride for u but u just kept holding on and didn’t let it drag u down. you’re always so positive and happy and never start any unnecessary shit with me, unlike Some ppl,, and i honestly adore u and admire you so much. i remember when u were confused about ur sexuality when we first started talking and seeing u now, embracing that part of urself, i just get so proud of u godd,, i hope u know how much i love you and i cant wait to see where u go bc i know ur gonna do amazing things

memeria @onedirectionwho – let the record make it clear that there isn’t anyone funnier than u in the whole wide world,, u make me smile on my darkest days and always lift my mood. u take basically no shit from anyone about anything and ur relationship with ur sister and brother is honestly one of my favorite things,, when we rabbit and theyre all there sometimes i feel like a tiny part of ur family and i just :’)) it makes me happy and im very proud of u, u know. i’ve seen u do so much this year and a lot of people might have cracked under that pressure but u didn’t and it just makes me feel some typa way so just know that i love u always and support u in everything u do but i fuckin hate the emojis u use

farben @heyangel – (someone send this to her thanks jfkshfgs) farben!!!!!!!!! ur an angel farben and im so so in love with u and ur personality and i miss u so much sometimes bc you’ve been gone so long doing ur thing and when i see u on insta i feel so proud,, like my lil baby is off to coffee ur doing that, despite all the shit life has thrown at u and ur still swimming and honestly, i love your strength so much and i want nothing but the best for u. ur such lovely person, i miss hearing u laugh and haunting me with ur shrek obsession, i miss jackie and whats ur friends name? giovana? miss that bich too hope shes okay send her my love tell her i love her for always being there for u okay also,, if ur gone for a while can i have heyangel? thanks !

last but not least…..

radish @lunarosa – i just wana be nice to u first and tell u that i love you a lot Always even when u don’t love me bc ur my best friend and i would tear the stars from the sky for you.. i’m so so proud of everything you’ve accomplished, i’ve seen you grow so much as a person this past year and it makes my heart so feel so full when i think about the shit you’ve overcome, the demons you’ve defeated and continue to fight. seeing u be so happy with carm and knowing ur gonna meet them soon makes me so damn happy and a lil teary eyed bc i watched it all happen and im just :’)) i lov e You a lot . now that being said i fucking hate you for the dumb shit u say about me all the time,, the nerve and audacity are really quite astounding and one day ur gonan realize how mean u are to me

goodbye now u hoes im gonan eat dinner

[hirosesyasuho]

What are your thoughts on ZTD?

i’ve been thinking about this since lunch so here it comes

(zero escape spoilers in general ahead)

i both like and dislike ztd, and let me tell you why. i’ll start with why i dislike ztd, and it’s simply because it was so rushed. like i mean???? delta’s story and everything oh my god free the soul was a really interesting concept but it got so fucked up? idk i expected a longer explanation or something but not that. i mean it’s cool to know that delta’s parents are diana and sigma but i mean that’s the least of my worries?? they could have explained SO MANY THINGS, especially those ones mentioned in vlr!!!! i don’t I wished they could have explained more things¿¿?? because well what the fuck actually they only explained how delta was born, how he met Left and so on and his (complex) motives - the reasons for this nonary game?? anyways

more rushed thingssssssssssss well basically the whole game was so rushed. i want to think that they wanted to explain as many as things as they could and even insert new ones. but what the fuck. they opened more holes and did not even closed them??? idk for example what happened with aoi? snake? clover? i mean uchikoshi said we would know how they were doing and so on in ztd but we got? absolutely. fucking. nothing. okay junpei talks about working with seven but that’s all? NOTHING ELSE????? i don’t know boi but I was pissed af. anyways I think they opened new holes by introducing the whole Q team and so because I MEAN okay they were necessary for the game but still………. i was so indifferent at the end? like they meant nothing for me (and every ze character are important…) mira would be important if we take into account she is the one who injected phi with radical-6 and so on BUT THAT’S IT¿¿¿??? then well of course she’s the killer that killed eric’s mom and the snail and so on (with this I wanna end up with Akane’s parents dying), but srsly I didn’t see that really important like?? 999 worked perfectly without us knowing why aoi and akane’s parents died. i don’t know boiiiiii

then the transport machine and the fuckign aliens oH MY GODD I’M FUCKING CRYING FROM LAUGHTER LIKE REMEMBER WHEN UCHI ASKED WHAT MEMES WERE AND SOMEONE REPLIED WITH THE MAN SAYING ALIENS jfhkg okay but. what the fuck was that. srsly totally unnecessary¿¿??

some dilemmas were….. bad too. like that’s really personal but kjfhgf.

the true ending? was………………………… also bad. so bad. really bad. awful. the worst. i mean how do you dare to finish these games like this. how do you fucking dare. they fucking got to stop radical-6 but you don’t know if they fucking killed the man who killed 6 billion people? i mean srsly…….. no. we deserved a clearer ending, damn.

then…….. akane’s change. like what the fuck bitchhhhh jAJAJA OH MY GOD HERE COMES ANOTHER THING I DIDN’T LIKE AT ALL. like okay we hadakane as this machiavellian woman who will do anything in order to save the world and follow her ideals and so on (even being killed as seen in vlr, or giving up on the love of her life), and this is what we learn in both 999 and vlr. she will lie, kill or do whatever is needed in order to keep forward but suddenly she gets this yandere complex? really? akane is, by far, NOT LIKE THAT. (anyways i love akane so much don’t get me wrong)

junpei deserved fucking better but this is not related to ztd so let’s keep it like that.

ah… the fuck i don’t remember its name but those things you could read once you finished the game? the ones who talked about junepei’s future and so on? okay c’mon that is NOT ENOUGH. like you cannot not expect us to simply be satisfied with that, especially not knowing d-team’s future? what happens to old!sigma? and diana? and phi? srsly fuck off.

i will edit if I think of something else but I think this is it

and now for good things well I like junpei and akane fucking confessing to each other like WOW IT’S BEEN 84 YEARS (no but ty I was so glad with that……..), I also enjoyed c-team and d-team!! like i don’t know I like how they work together and their dynamics and so on!!! i don’t know i really liked carlos and diana!!! my bbys. I also enjoyed the ost, as always, and actually I pretty much liked the new art? i don’t know, it pleased me really much!!! ohhh SOME PUZZLES WERE SO GREAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesss i enjoyed that very much actually!!! anddd idk for now I think I will end here but will edit if something comes up to my mind

that’s it ty for asking!!!!