one of the funniest(........?) ways my brain has decided to cope with [gestures vaguely at lifelong abuse at the hands of the parents] is that i don't remember that this isn't normal most of the time. like i get shocked and confused when i see people talking about how they love their parents or something nice that their parents casually do for them. my brain seems to genuinely believe most of the time that abuse is the norm and anything better than that is shocking and rare
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more little lighthouse quilt updates <3
ive hauled the rest of the easy to grab fabrics home now, so i think this is preeetty much what i have to work with- id still like at least one more shade of light blue but I guess we will have to see what comes up!
i need to refer back to my chart to see if i need more darker tones but im pretty happy! i need yall to trust me that the two in the middle are different colours, i could Not get it to show on camera- the upper colour (the one with the cut edge) is gonna be my backing colour too as i have an absolute ton of that!
and these are the other colours! yeeees i have... 6 shade options for the reds when i need 3... i couldn't decide which route i was going.... ill probably want some help on that one soon ':) the others are my white + lighthouse detail colours
i should have some proper updates coming soon as i start to finalise placements and start cutting out! depending on if im happy with my colour range, i might even get to start piecing it together
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I really wish s4 of turn would've included a throw back to Thomas' death (Abe's brother Thomas) when he was undercover in the British army. Since I'm sure Richard would be glad if both of his sons served, maybe not so much after Thomas' death, but still. It was built up as this big impactful thing in s1, in his trial in s3 Abe confesses that he "killed" his brother. So it was still relevant to Abe's character at that point. I know not a lot of people like Abe and wouldn't care for seeing any reference to it, but it could've surfaced in his mind after losing his father: his mother, brother, and finally, father all being dead. Since his brother served and was killed during his time serving in the British Army, it could've strengthened his bond with Mary, or something, since it's his death that caused the two to get married instead.
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Just realized I agreed to cover for someone on Monday when I already told a friend I'd be on their stream at that exact time. I had a perfect reason to say no AND now I have to go back on something else I said I'd do.
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I still maintain that p3p is fantastic, I always see it talked about as inferior to fes and I take a lot of offense to that but with the new port bringing it to bigger screens it. does look pretty bad
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