lol my mental health is declining again
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of course my brain decides to revolt on my favs bday 馃檭
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I had hopes and dreams to go study in Liverpool to see jurgen coach are all crushed, my heart is broken to pieces, how am I supposed to survive 馃挃馃挃
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not now kitten daddy's reading his emotional support fanfiction for the bajillionth time and trying not to cry
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When you get off work early cause you almost fucking die and scare the shit outta everyone
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cool so now I'm bleeding. on the bathroom floor. don't know how this happened but I'm here I guess
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Okay..
So I know I normally don鈥檛 ever
Post about this topic, or post
That much anymore but, I just wanted to address something.
Lately I鈥檝e been having many Autism burnouts, and some mental breakdowns in the middle of class, along with feeling very paranoid and shaky.
Now I know probably NOBODY is going to even want anything to do with this, but I still wanted to address it.
So like I said above, I鈥檝e been having autism burnouts, yada yada yada.
And it鈥檚 just been pretty tough lately. And I鈥檓 not going into detail really
At all, due to me not knowing how to say it, but I would appreciate it
If you would leave me some things to do to maybe calm myself down
In the comments.
Thank you, and have a wonderful day.
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Not my ass getting fucking sick not only during the couple of days my hubby is home from his trip, but also getting worse after he leaves....
0/10 would not recommend :/
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Chronically ill girlies will look like they've gotten dragged through all the circles of hell and be like: maybe I should do laundry and clean my room
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really digging this cancer scare 3 weeks after my mother's death. just peachy
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i really hate to be a tease so i am just going to come out and say that i will not be updating this week. I don鈥檛 feel good (baby daycare cold) and work is kicking my ass (midterm grades) so i am just going to try and relax this weekend and edit this chapter extra slow. thanks for your patience and understanding 馃挏
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4th consecutive day of bed rest, body pain, and fatigue. I've never had a flare last this long and so intense. I don't even wanna connect the worsening of the symptoms with my SAD.
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I feel so gross and guilty and shitty so if I鈥檓 interacting with anyone and seem weird or bad at interacting that鈥檚 because of that and general autism stuff
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I am so fatigued. I don't know if I've ever been this fatigued. It just keeps layering and layering and layering on itself every day and I'm just wandering this place like a ghost
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