#i hate everything right now

[justc2world]

Now that I hear the full radio

He sounds on the verge of tears in the end 💔

[softbabyshifts]

I saw other shifters doing tarot to help with their journey and I decided to do the same and I realized why I don't be doing tarot like that I'm beefing with this fucking deck

[paranorahjones]

i just.

why do i even try at this point.

spent last night hanging out at a game night with some friends. a certain guy was there, one who i have talked about recently, and we clicked pretty immediately and i felt like there was definitely a vibe going on.

woke up this morning to find out that one of my friends who was also there learned that he has a girlfriend whom he recently started dating.

i'm just done. i'm so done. there's always something. every time i think there's a chance, the rug gets ripped out from under me and i'm humiliated once again. i give up.

[foxy-kitsune]

fuck ferrari

[masonjarsmoments]

Not sure what ruins my day more Pierre being 20 in Quali or ZDF Not showing Skijumping like they should

[mooseyspooky]

could this day be any worse

[webshootersandwingdings]

“In a nod to that big revelation from the Ms. Marvel series finale, the new comic will be titled Ms. Marvel: The New Mutant. Like her onscreen counterpart, the comic version of Kamala is officially a mutant now.”

[palmtreepalmtree]

Me, screaming into my work emails: HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!

[yorkshire-rockchick]

Had to come off Dialysis super early for medical reasons, but my taxi isn't due until 4.20am. I need a shower, I want to go home

[mxanigel]

My video monitor isn't working on this flight, but my seat neighbors do have video, and it sure is unsettling to see what Fox News covers (and how) vs MSNBC...

[miupow]

the irresistible urge to quit writing

[misskelley]

Just released.

[his-eclipse]

Tonight I’m frustrated.

Im frustrated and I’m angry.

I don’t know why I had to turn out this way. If I hadn’t, would things even be different? Would I have met you? Would my company be as enjoyed? Would I still have suffered as much? Liked the same bands? The same people? The same relationships?

Would I still be aching and yearning just to speak to you? Too scared to push you away if I sent you another message?

Tonight I want to be anyone than me more than ever. I want to be fitted to you, filtered out and drained until everything about me would be perfect for you.

Tonight I’m aching and I’m tired.

I wonder if I was just born a women you’d like me. Would I be your type? Would I be pretty? Would I wear skirts for you and dress up just because I knew you’d be there?

Would you open doors for me and hold my hand when other guys are around?

Would you get jealous so I could reassure you that you are all I’ve ever wanted?

God tonight I am so angry.

-M

[niniblack]

I'm kind of infuriated at the moment that the county court and district court don't share info. I was summoned by county court in April and excused due to disability (should be permanently) and now I've just been summoned AGAIN by the district court and have to get a new form filled out and mailed in so that I can again be excused, hopefully permanently, due to disability.

I'm not magically sane enough to serve on a district court when I wasn't sane enough for county court, jesus christ. The amount of anxiety this is causing is insane.

[lovecatsys]

uugghuggjjggghg :((

[explode-this]

Reasons that I am currently in sensory hell

Lack of sleep making blood sugar wonky —> continuous glucose monitor that cannot be silenced screaming at me when blood sugar dips too low during the night —> can’t sleep for more than two or three hours at a time —> can’t take the meds prescribed for diabetes rn b/c the insurance company decided it didn’t want to cover the medicine my doctor prescribed and it is $1,200 a month —> still controlling diabetes with diet —> but cannot control diabetes with diet when I am fucking unconscious —> so now running on three hours of sleep and I am losing my fucking mind over sensory issues like pain, smell, and light —> and I hurt like everywhere for some reason, possibly because it’s cold and layering doesn’t help —> my joints are screaming at me for mercy but what the fuck do you want me to do about it, elbows/knuckles/knees/shins for some reason even though they are not joints? —> also I am very hungry all the time even though I’m eating a reasonable amount —> I am currently feeling like I do not want to exist and now I have to watch THAT too even though it’s nothing to do with my feelings and everything to do with my idiot body —> except that the idea of a life with no reprieve from pain and no prospects for pleasure opens up a door for my idiot feelings to compound that —> wish I could get some sleep but I know the glucose monitor app, which can override phone silencing, will not allow this to happen