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Attractive things the Haikyu men do
Summary: A collection of things they do or habits they have that are sexy/attractive. Really soft because Iâm in my feelings
Characters: timeskip Suna/Ushijima/Ukai/Oikawa/Iwaizumi/Osamu x gender neutral reader
Notes: No smut today lol I hope you guys still enjoy <3 Let me know what you think! Reblogs and comments are highly appreciated :)
Part 2 here
Warnings: mention of weed in Ukaiâs part, Iwaizumiâs part is quite suggestive
Rintarou Suna
Yes, smoking is bad for you. Youâre aware of that. It is actually especially bad for you when Suna does it. The sight of him smoking nearly sends you into cardiac arrest every time.Â
The cigarette in his slender hand, his half-lidded eyes peering down. The low click the lighter makes before its flame paints orange hues onto his skin. The light reflects beautifully in his green irises. Suna looks ethereal like that. The light illuminating him flatters him, sharpening the contours of his face.Â
The end of his cigarette glows red as he takes his first drag. The smoke he exhales whirls out of his parted lips, floating towards the night sky.Â
Your glance lingers on him far too long but youâre unable to tear your eyes away. Not even when Suna lifts his gaze to lock his eyes with you.Â
âYou want to have a drag?â He asks, his voice hoarse as his smoldering eyes peer into yours.
Ushijima Wakatoshi
Ushijima is a little bit oblivious. Especially when it comes to the effect he has on you. Youâve been with him since years and he still gets your heart racing - more than he should. And he probably doesnât even know how he does it.
Just like now, leaning casually against the doorframe, with his arms above his head. You ogle his impressing biceps, barely listening to what he is saying. His deep voice is only background noise to you, as you let your gaze travel down his body.Â
His T-shirt is slightly riding up, revealing part of his trained abdomen and the little trail of hair leading downwards, disappearing behind his shorts. You bite down onto your bottom lip unconsciously.Â
âAre you listening?â His deep voice reaches you.Â
You perk up, raising your eyes to his. Ushijimaâs expression is gentle, if not worried, his olive eyes fixed on yours sternly.
âYeah,â you breathe. And once again he is unaware of his effect on you.Â
Keishin Ukai
You watch his skilled hands work. Even an amateur could spot how often Keishin has done this; rolling himself a joint. Thereâs no movement too much, everything is perfectly executed. You watch his large hands twist the grinder with the weed. You observe the way the paper glides between his fingertips as he rolls the joint.Â
And after that comes your favorite part of his perfected routine. His tongue peeking out of his mouth as he licks the paper, while his eyes rest on you. The first time he looked at you like that you let out a quiet gasp (and you still thank the universe that he didnât hear that).Â
But Ukai probably still knows how you like that; watching him drag his tongue along the joint. He observes you as well, noticing the way your pupils dilate, watching the way your lips part slightly in awe. And he always hates it when you avert your gaze, reluctantly tearing your captivating eyes away from him.
Tooru Oikawa
You lean against the doorframe slightly lowering your hand that holds your phone. You forget all about what you wanted to show him when you see him.
Oikawa is sitting on the desk. Heâs so concentrated on the screen in front of him that he doesnât even notice your presence. You watch him for a few minutes; a slight smile tugging at your lips.Â
You love when he looks like that; his hazel eyes full of determination, his hair slightly disheveled, evidence of how his fingers must have threaded through his locks just a moment ago.Â
But what you like most is the way his tongue sticks out of his mouth, just a little bit. You canât exactly pinpoint why but it drives you insane. Itâs cute and all too attractive. Your chest warms as you are reminded of how lucky you are that youâre the one that gets to see Oikawa like this.
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Hajime Iwaizumi
Iwaizumi probably couldnât tell you why you two always end up like this. One moment he is in the middle of a heated argument and in the next he has your legs thrown over his shoulders. Iwaizumi doesnât know why - but you do.
Maybe you should talk with your therapist about it, but you canât deny the fact that you like it when heâs angry. Frankly, it turns you on. That is because Iwaizumi just looks good like that; clenching his jaw, which highlights his jawline even more. The glint in his dark eyes, as they gaze into yours sternly. The slight furrow of his brow, and the way he clenches his fists.Â
Your heart flutters in your chest when you observe him like this in front of you. And after some time you just forget what you two were fighting about anyway. Eventually, the anger you two feel gets channeled in a way both of you canât complain about.
Osamu Miya
You like it when the day ends like this; you sitting on the kitchen counter as you watch Osamu cooking. He thinks you just like to keep him company, which is true of course. But thereâs another layer to it, an aspect he hasnât figured out yet.Â
You like to watch him cooking. Itâs written all over his face how much he loves to. Watching him gives you maybe just as much joy as he gets from doing it.
His grey eyes are gleaming, a gentle smile on his lips, his usual neutral countenance vanished, making room for a softer, fulfilled expression. This expression on his face has your chest swelling with affection every time.Â
As you watch Osamu you listen to his deep, gentle voice as he narrates his steps to you. You donât particularly listen to the content of it, rather to the sound of his voice. You truly could listen to him like that forever.
You observe his skilled hands chopping up whatever is on the cutting board efficiently. Youâve seen this way too many times to still be impressed by it. But you still are.
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Usopp casual reaching into sanji's pocket pulling out his box of cigarettes, lights one and puts the box back in sanji's pocket. He thanks him and walks off leaving Sanji standing there in shock with so many questions.
When did he start smoking?
It's obvious it's not his first time. How long has he been smoking?
Does he do it often?
Has he been hiding it?
Why are they so open about it now?
How come his lighter is nicer than his?
AND WHY WAS IT ODDLY ATTRACTIVE?
This is extremely funny because another person sent me an ask about Usopp hating Sanji smoking, but I find this idea extremely cool and funny too, help.
This opens so many possibilities for Usopp and Sanji to grow closer!
Okay, so, Usopp starts smoking. Don't really ask why. He starts smoking. And as you said, he casually just reaches into Sanji's pocket (a thing that's already sexy as hell), pulls out a cigarette, lights it up, and walks away. And he looks hot and confident doing it because Usopp always looks hot when he's not actually thinking about his actions. It's pretty much casual and domestic and he doesn't think twice about it. But it leaves Sanji completely confused and aroused and he has to bang his head against the kitchen table because he can't- He can't handle whatever this is.
And so turns out he sees Usopp smoking more and more. Not to the same extent as him, of course, but obviously more than what he used to (which was nothing). And one night (can you tell I love it when they're alone at night? I always use this) he sees Usopp sitting on the deck failing to light up his cigarette, so of course Sanji is the one to do it for him (oh, so so so close to each other) while he sits down next to Usopp. Then, of course, after the sniper thanks him, he just has to ask when he started smoking because he has never seen him do it before. But well, they've been apart for 2 years so it's not that weird that they have new habits and stuff. Usopp only tells him that he smoked some kind of equivalent to tobacco back at the island where he ended up and now that he doesn't have those herbs he's just settling for actual tobacco. Which is not the same but it's better than nothing and it helps him calm down. Usopp apologizes for complaining years ago about Sanji smoking because he understands why it helps now, however, Sanji still shouldn't do it that much.
They grow closer after that because every now and then one will need a lighter or a cigarette from the other, and one thing leads to another and they end up having smoke breaks together. And what's more homoerotic than smoking with your bestie your pal your bro super super close and lighting up his cigarette-- What's more homoerotic than Usopp, one day, grabbing Sanji's wrist while he's smoking to take a drag of the cigarette because he doesn't feel like lighting up his own? What's more homoerotic than Sanji lighting up Usopp's cigarette with his own? Wha-
I am going to shut up now I want to write this shit uhhh I am sorry tumblr dot com I am sorry anon you gave me a wonderful idea for a fic.
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Feels Like The First Time
đđ€Enemies to lovers with Eddie Munsonđ€đ
Character uses she/her pronouns is bisexualâșïž
Warning: Unprotected PIV, fingering, oral sex (Fem receiving), language, smoking (weed and cigarettes), mentions of drinking
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Kinda short and quickly skimmed through. I was bored and havenât posted much in a hot minute:)
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You love hanging out with your uncle who is next door neighbors with Eddie. You smoke weed and drink with him. Youâre parents donât allow you to do any of those things so you go to your uncle trailer. Youâre not a fiend, you just like having a good time, especially on the weekends when you have nothing better to do. Dustin wants you to play DnD with Mike and him since you donât do anything except hang out with Steve and Robin or Robert. You declined the offer because, while you loved Dustin, you didnât wanna spend they day in a basement with preteens.
He loves movies, music and books just like you, so with him you feel like you can have a conversation. Heâs also gay and it comforts you knowing you can talk to someone about your sexuality since you realized very young that you are bisexual. You donât have many close friends, do you consider your uncle to be your best friend. It sounds sad but know one knows you like he does, heâs known you your whole life.
You already knew Eddie for class and wasnât a big fan. He never did anything but that was the issue. Youâre biggest pet peeve about him was that he would complain about failing but then not show up to class. He was also a smart ass and stared at you a lot. He did it partly because he thought you were drop dead gorgeous and partly to annoy you.
You also knew him because he was your uncleâs dealer. Sometimes when youâd spend the night, you would go out to smoke late at night only to see Eddieâs van rocking and loud, but muffled, moans coming out of it. Sometimes youâd hear it from his trailer. You couldnât believe how Eddie Munson had these girls screaming his name.
When you heard it, it turned you on. The feeling freaked you out so much that you had to go inside and grab your Walkman just so you can smoke in peace, but every once in a while you would take one of the headphones off, not only to hear if they were done, but to hear if they were still going. One day you heard him yell âfuckâ and thatâs when you felt an even heavier, wetter heat between your legs.
The days, and eventually weeks, went on and every once in a while Eddie would have some girl. You began to develop a strange, perverted crush on him and it terrified you. So every time you heard that he had a girl over, you would call Billy to have him fuck the daylights out of you. You caught yourself imagining it was Eddie and had to pause for a moment to snap out of it. But thatâs exactly why youâre fucking around with Billy. Because you want to imagine itâs Eddie. The thought of Eddie with someone makes you jealous and you wanted to blow off some steam.
Eddie knew you hated him. You werenât the best at masking your resting bitch face. But you looked at everyone like that. But Eddie annoyed you because you began to have feelings for him.
One day in class, you are sitting in study hall when you feel a tap on your back, you turn around and Robin hands you a note
How was your date with Billy? She wrote
Fine. You replied
Are you gonna see him again?
Probably not. He may be great in bed/car but heâs so dull.
So whoâs your next project?
You canât tell anyone. So burn this after class.
Promise. Who is it? Steve!?
No. Been there, done that. What do you think about Eddie Munson?
I donât. Why? Are you planning on asking him out?
I donât know. Heâs really sexy to be honest. Itâs the hair and the ripped jeans. Also his band shirts (PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS HOLY BURN THIS)
So everything about him is sexy according to you. So ask him out
Robin gets up and mouths she has to go to the bathroom. You sigh and continue to write
I donât wanna waste my time. We graduate this year and what if he doesnât? Again! I donât wanna be holding his hand while trying to get through college.
You fold the note multiple times and toss it in her chair and then begin to mindlessly look through your calculus notes.
Robin comes back and you signal to the chair to let her know that sheâs sitting on the note. She mouths âwhat?â And the bell rings.
âYouâre sitting on the noteâ
âOhâ she gets up and thereâs nothing under her. She looks at her butt and nothing. You began to look on the floor and only see a gum wrapper.
âFuckâ you whisper
You look around the desk and itâs nowhere to be found. You begin to freak out.
âItâs fineâ Robin says âyour name is not on it so if someone finds it then they wonât know who was writing itâ
âRobin⊠itâs so embarrassing. Somebody had to have taken it when I wasnât looking so theyâll know itâs me! Why do you think I wanted to burn it!â
âLike I said. Nobody will knowâ she calmly says
Your face falls and you realize who probably has the note. Eddie. Eddie sits next to Robin but a row behind. He mustâve been staring again, saw you write the note and took it when you werenât looking. You rush to Dustinâs locker to figure out whichâs ones Eddieâs
Meanwhile, Eddie is already at his locker after sprinting from class to read the note. Heâs hiding the note in his locker as he reads you pining words about him, making him smile. While your last comment stings, he canât help to only focus on your positive notes. That in this very moment, you want him.
When you run into Dustin he let you know which locker is Eddieâs but Eddie wasnât there. You asked him where he goes for last period and Dustin says he doesnât know. You grunt and he begins to ask why you want to find him so bad. You tell him itâs none of his business and give his hair a tussle.
After 4th period you still couldnât find Eddie so you decide to go to your uncles trailer and scout him out. Youâre not going to approach him because if he doesnât have to note and you ask him about it he would never shut up until you tell him whatâs on it.
You see him park his van as you sit smoking your third cigarette on the porch, talking to your uncle about the situation. Youâve never mentioned Eddie to him but you needed to rant to someone about it. He was shocked but also rooting for the two of you metal heads. You rolled your eyes and he nudged you when Eddie began to walk towards you. You turn your head and instantly get red. You donât know what else to do so you put out your cigarette and go inside. So much for keeping it cool. The door then opens behind you and itâs your uncle with a big stupid grin and Eddie behind him
âOh Y/Nâ your uncle sings
âFuck off! Iâm gonna shower!â You say running into the bathroom
âHey⊠um I read your note, no need to be ashamed sweetheartâ Eddie says
You angrily walk out the bathroom and point a finger at Eddie, âthat note was private, how fucking dare you! And donât call me sweetheartâ
âHey hey hey, Iâm just trying to make you feel betterâ
âYeah? Well you know what will make me feel better? If you went home!â
Thereâs a few seconds of silence before your uncle says âI sense a lot of tension here⊠so Iâm gonna go to work and when I get back you guys better have solved this⊠but not on my bed or the couch or the kitchen counter orâ you know just go bananas, Iâll pick up some bleach on the way backâ he goes into his room for a few seconds to get his backpack and then heads out
The whole time your jaw was on the floor and you were frozen. Eddie had a stupid grin plastered on his face.
âYou heard the manâ Eddie says
âFuck youâ you whisper, looking at his lips, you couldnât help it
âYou wishâ Eddie whispers back. His face was so close to yours that you could smell his faint scent of amber cologne, leather and cigarettes
Eddie begins to walk out, arrogantly, hoping youâd pounce on him and rip his clothes off. He opens the door and turns around to you
âDo you wanna come over?â He asks slyly
You donât say anything, but your eyes say everything. You feel your thighs throbbing and begin walking towards him. He pushes the door forward and you walk past him and to his trailer. He was always a few steps behind you.
When he lets you in the trailer you turn around and look at him. Even though you act tough, heâs making you weak in the knees. You hope he makes the first move. And he does. He puts his hand on your chin, lifting it up, and he gives you a soft kiss. He pulls away and you look into each others eyes. You lean in again and kiss him more passionately this time.
He grabs your face with both hands you put your hands on his chest, slightly gripping his shirt. He slowly inches his way down and to your breast. You let out a soft moaning, causing him to smile against your lips.
You pull away âcan we go to⊠the bedroomâ
âWhy?â He asks mischievously. He wants to hear you say it
You laugh and then gain a little more confidence âso you can fuck me so hard I canât stand upâ
ââMmmâ he says and kisses you hard. He pulls away to hold your hand and pull you into the bedroom. He removes his shirt and you do the same. You then pounce on each other before falling onto the bed. You land on top of Eddie and he unclips your bra as you make out ferociously. Once your bra is off he stares at your tits as if they are golden artifact at the beginning of Raiders of the Lost Ark and heâs Indians Jones himself. You sit up to remove his jeans and then your own
âSo impatientâ he laughs as he takes off his boxers.
âI need you inside meâ you moan
You get on top but he flips you over and kisses you down your stomach and to your pussy.
âYouâre fucking soaked, Y/Nâ he groans
You laugh and he begins to rub your clit slowly. You yelp as his finger enters you and then he begins to kiss your clit. Youâve never had someone do this before. He laps up your wetness, focusing on your clit and also going in and out of you with his fingers. The coldness of his rings are at your entrance, a stimulation youâve never felt.
You moan and run your fingers through his hair as he sucks your clit and pumps his fingers in and out of you. You start to feel heat in your pelvis and thighs and know youâre close. Youâve always had this feeling and then it would go away, but you would tell people you came to make things not so awkward. But this time an orgasm was really coming. Looking down and seeing Eddie looking back up at you with his deep brown eyes as he softly thrusts into the mattress is what finally did it. You yell an exasperated âfuckâ and writhe below him as he keeps going, causing you to squirt into Eddie mouth, neck and chest. But he keeps going, gripping onto your thighs for dear life.
âEddie Eddie Eddie!!â You gasp, and he looks up at you, clearly very proud of himself
âYes?â he says with a smile
âCum inside meâ is all you want to say
âOh babyâ he says and he leans down to kiss you.
He grips his cock and lines it up at your entrance. He pushes in easily and you both let out loud moans. He sits in, deeply, for a few seconds and stares down at you, softly stroking one of you nipples, his tongue grazing the other. He gently pulls out and thrusts roughly back in causing you to scream and claw at his back. He does it again. And again. And again.
He sits up and outs your calves on his shoulder as pumps in and out of your wet pussy. Just looking at him is enough to make you come undone again.
âIâm gonna cum, babyâ you say mindlessly
âMe tooâ fuckâ
You clench around him causing him to empty his warm cum into your pussy. Thank fuck youâre on birth control.
He thrusts a few more times before stopping and laying down his head in the crook of your neck.
He begins to laugh and you ask him âwhat are you laughing aboutâ in between gasps for air
âI just⊠never finished to fast, Iâm sorryâ
âEddie it was amazing. Itâs fineâ
âI donât know what you did to meâ he says looking up âbut just seeing you below me, I couldnât believe I was finally fucking youâ
âMe tooâ you smile
âYou know youâre not as mean as you let onâ he says
âNeither are youâ
He kisses you on your cheek and laughs
âWhat now?â You laugh
âYou called me âbabyâ⊠why?â
âI⊠what?â You face turns bright red
âYou didâ
âSorryâ you say nervously
âNo itâs fineâ
âWell you said you finally got to fuck me. Whatâs that about, huh?â
âItâs exactly what I meant. Iâve wanted to fuck you since Iaid eyes on youâ
âYou what!?â You yell sitting up
âHonestly. Youâre the hottest girl in town. Maybe in the whole state. You know what, youâre the hottest girl Iâve ever seen in my lifeâ
âOh stopâ you say flustered
âReally. Iâve been wanting to ask you out but I thought you hated meâ
âI doâ
Eddie laughs âI could always sense the tension though, but I didnât wanna assumeâ
âMe too. Plus youâd always have a girl here every weekend. I didnât know if it was the same girl and you were going steady or something.â
âNo different girls⊠wait did you spy on meâ
âNo! When I go smoke sometimes youâre busy rearranging someoneâs insides⊠Iâd⊠sometimes⊠well all⊠the times⊠wish it was meâ you confess
âFuck babyâ he moans and kiss you âyouâre gonna make me wanna rearrange your insides againâ
âThink you can last this time?â You joke
âWoah!â Eddie yells âcome hereâ and flips you onto the bed, making you two burst into laughter
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Okay but what about Hermann is just horny 24/7, but he's repressing his feelings. And Newt who sees it and maybe is enjoying a bit. And one day Newt just pins Hermann to a lab wall, ties his arms with a belt or sleeves of his shirt and teases Hermann until he melts in his hands. And Newt murmurs to Hermann something like "sweetheart, you could have just said.." This thought makes me DEAD
a fic! somewhat obviously rated 18+/not for kids' eyes!!!!! so all hidden below the cut, lmfao. dedicated to people on side twitter bc boy do I love some light d/s + nerm
Itâs not like Newtâs never looked at Hermann before. Look-looked, in like, a sexy, considering way. It gets lonely in the lab with just the two of them, after all, and usually Hermann is the only face Newt will see for hours, days, one memorable occasion when they were super-swamped with work, a week. His face is the only one that comes to mind when Newt wants to have sexy thoughts for that reasonâitâs just, like, easier and takes less imagination to masturbate to the thought of the guy you see every day than anyone else. And Hermann is kind of hot, Newt guesses, in a weird, repressed nerd kind of way. He thinks it has something to do with not knowing what Hermann's bothering to repress so bad. Maybe he's got a hot bod under all those layers or sucks dick like a porn star or something. Or he's hiding how horny he is all the time and would love nothing more than to cut loose for once. (Newt would be happy to take one for the team!) It's gotta be that, because Newt can't imagine why else the thought of Hermannâscowling and hunching over a chalkboard in one of his god-awful tweed blazersâgets him so goddamn riled up every time he sticks his hand down his pants.
Whatever the appeal is, Newt's masturbatory fantasies tend to tilt towards very particular (and well-loved) scenarios: Hermann finally gets fed up with Newtâs obnoxious behavior and shoves him against a wall to teach him a lesson, or Hermann holds Newt down on a bed or the lab couch or the floor and has his way with him to teach him a lesson, or Hermann grips Newtâs shoulders and uses his mouth in any way he sees fit to teach him a lesson. Newt's real into the idea of Hermann being in control. Or, in other words, Hermann doing the doing, Newt doing the taking. Not that Newt is adverse to topping. He'd be down for it if Hermann was. (And not that Newt spends a lot of time considering what Hermann is down for, and whether or not letting Newt top him is on that list, but yeah, Newt does kind of hope it would be.)
He's just...always assumed Hermann would want things that way. Newt's kind of assumed that he would want them that way, too.
All of his preconceived sexy notions about Hermann come crashing down around him one completely ordinary day in the lab.
It happens in a flash, too. A couple of seconds max. Hermann is over in Newt's space (he flagrantly disobeys the tape line more than Newt does, no matter what he may claim), shouting at him about something dumb and waving his cane around for dramatic effect. Only he's not looking where he's waving it, and the end of it comes into contact with a vial of some somewhat lethal weird kaiju gland extract that Newt's been planning on experimenting with this week, and the whole thing fuckin' shatters. "Shit!" Newt says, at the same time Hermann says "Bugger," and, before Newt knows it, Hermann's reaching out to save a pile of Newt's lab notes from certain kaiju gland death.
Which is royally stupid of him. That stuff is already eating through Newt's wooden work bench like it's nothingâGod knows what it'd do to Hermann's skin. Newt's messy notes are not worth it.
"Dude, no," Newt exclaims, and grabs Hermann's wrist to stop him.
And Hermann...moans.
They stare at each other. The kaiju gland extract drips to the metal floor, where it sizzles harmlessly.
Hermann pulls his arm away.
"Clean this up," he snaps. He turns heel and storms out, giving Newt a spectacular view of the fiery red flush spreading down the back of his neck.
Huh, Newt thinks. That's something new.
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"I'm not some sort of sexual deviant," Hermann assures him. "I have. Er. Entirely respectableâtastes. Typically."
"Uh-huh," Newt says.
"Only this is quite out of character for me," Hermann says.
Newt pulls his tie taut around Hermann's wrists to watch Hermann squirm and grins, just a little, before knotting it loosely. "No offense, Hermann," he says, "but bondage isn't exactly hardcore. Besides, it's fine if you like out-there kinda stuff. No judgement."
âBut I donât,â Hermann says.
âIâm not saying you do,â Newt says, âIâm sayingââ
âAnd this isnât bondage.â Hermann sniffs. âBondage soundsââ
"Look, dude, do I need to gag you?" Newt jokes.
Except Hermann maybe doesn't get the joke: his eyes widen, and mouth hangs open. Not exactly the shouty, loud response and demand for respect Newt was expecting. Also something new. Newt's learning a lot of very, very unexpected things about Hermann, and part of him wishes he had a notebook or his tape recorder on hand to take inventory of all of it. Subject A (Hermann Gottlieb) likes having his wrists pinned and his big dumb mouth shut up. Conclusion: ? "IâI beg your pardon?" Hermann says.
Today marks a week after the kaiju gland incident. A week of furtive glances across the tape line, Hermann's badly-hidden blushes, and Newt reevaluating every single goddamn thing he's ever thought or assumed about the guy (and himself, to be honest), and Newt was finally the one to snap. In Newt's defense, it wasn't totally out of the blue. At lunch time an uncharacteristically quiet and bashful Hermann slid a cup of coffee onto Newt's desk, mumbling something about how Newt really needed to get more sleep, and Newt just...
Hermann didn't moan when Newt grabbed his wrists that time; his tongue darted out over his lips, and he looked at Newt through the dark eyelashes of his half-mast eyelids. "Please," he had said.
Newt gets why Hermann was being so weird and cagey about it, he really does. Itâs hard to admit to yourself you want something kinda embarrassing, and Newt knows itâs just as embarrassing for Hermann to like him as it is for Newt to like Hermann. Newtâs weird, and small, and probably smells bad, and Hermannâs weird, and smells bad (cigarette smoke and moth-eaten sweaters, but Newt jerks off to it anyway, huh, doesn't he), and is slightly not as small. But holy shit, if he didnât melt into a puddle when Hermann breathed that out all desperately, like it took all he had.
âDo you want me to gag you?â Newt says.
Heâs using the skinny tie Hermann claims to hate so much on his wrists, or he mightâve seriously balled up the fabric and shoved it into Hermannâs mouth. Thereâs not much else in the way of gags readily on hand in the lab, no fabric scraps or anything like that. Maybe theyâll try it later. He kisses Hermann instead, slipping his tongue past those open lips, and Hermann parts them wider with a throaty groan. "Ah, Newtonâ"
Newt didnât really expect their first kiss to go like this. He didnât expect their first kiss to, like, happen in the first place, but itâs especially weird that itâs happening while Hermann is bound up and pressed up against his chalkboard. Newt's been keeping an eye on Hermann's leg, careful of any sign that it's going to give out and that they should move this to the couch, but Newt's knee between both of Hermann's seems to be all the support he needs. âIâm here, dude,â he says, and slips down to press a gentle kiss to Hermannâs jaw instead, then his neck. Hermann tilts his head back with another groan; he flexes against his restraints.
Is Newt the first person Hermann's ever done this with? Or trusted enough to tell he wants to do this?
The possibility kinda just makes this all hotter to Newt. He drags the tips of his fingers up Hermann's chest, feeling his heart pound through the thick layers of his button-down and sweatervest, and drags them back down. He stops just at Hermann's bound wrists. Hermann groans softly. "Do you want me to touch you more?" Newt says.
"Please," Hermann says, "ah, please, Newtonâ"
Newt does, smiling as he curls up on the toes of his boots and presses another kiss to Hermann's mouth. His right hand, he uses to ruck up Hermann's sweatervest and dig under his shirt; his left hand, he curls the fingers of in Hermann's skinny tie bindings to tug sharply. Hermann's chest is bony and warm beneath his palm. His heart is beating faster, and faster. "Please," Hermann begs again, and this time when Newt kisses him, he sags against Newt helplessly.
"Hermann," Newt murmurs. Hermann's breath is fogging up his glasses and making it difficult for him to see. Which is a goddamn shame, because Newt wants to, like, memorize the image of a flushed and panting and begging Hermann, tattoo it to his skin forever as a reminder of today, a whole big splash of color on his back where he was planning on putting another kaiju. Yeah, Newt takes back what he said earlier, Hermann isn't just kinda hotâhe's very hot. He drags his tongue over Hermann's pulse point, and says, just as gently, "Hermann, you could've just said."
Newt would've done anything for Hermann when he grabbed Hermann's wrists and Hermann breathed out a simple please, and Newt would do anything for Hermann now. Newt would get every single tattoo removed if it meant making Hermann happy. He bites down on the sweaty, pale skin of Hermann's neck, unable to hold back a moan of his own when Hermann's whole body writhes with it, and shoves his hand down Hermann's oversized slacks.
"I want you to come," Newt mumbles, rubbing at him furiously, "I want you to come, I wanna make you come, I wannaâ"
Hermann muffles his cry in Newt's shoulder when he does. Newt waits until he's stopped shaking to untie his wrists carefully, and isn't surprised when Hermann immediately grabs Newt's shoulders to steady himself. (Hermann thighs are still trembling from the awesome orgasm Newt gave him. It's pretty hot. But also, Newt should probably grab his cane for him.) "Youâyou've made a terrific mess of me," Hermann sniffs, vaguely annoyed, like he's reprimanding Newt for knocking a piece of kaiju intestine on the floor again.
Newt decides not to mention to Hermann that he kinda soaked the knee of Newt's jeans, too. He can do laundry later. "Sorry, man," Newt says, but Hermann gives another, happier sniff when Newt kisses his cheek. "I'll take care of it."
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Strike, Dear Mistress, and Cure His Heart
I was lying in bed yesterday morning, when I realised I would like to tie Dylan OâBrien up. So i wrote this, and Iâm not even the slightest bit sorry. Itâs just one shortish fic as I donât know how youâd continue it - there is no plot to speak of, itâs very self indulgent. I wrote it very quickly, although I did have to go back and rewrite some bits in case I ended up breaking his arms (I canât be the only one that hates physically impossible smut). Let me know if you like it.
Title comes from Venus in Furs by The Velvet Underground, which is itself based on the book by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch. Iâd highly recommend both the song and the book.
Summary: Dylan is bad so you decide to punish him
Pairing: Female Reader x Dylan OâBrien
Warnings: References to alcohol and drinking, Swearing, light BDSM (bondage and hitting), Sub/Dom dynamic, Smut, unprotected sex (use protection!), orgasm denial, might be some British spellings
Word count: 3,554
Taglist: @hernameisnoellex3â
You woke in the dark to a crashing sound coming from the hallway and sat up in bed rubbing your eyes. You reached across and turned on the light before you heard it again. There it was, unmistakably the sound of someone stumbling around outside the bedroom door.
Sitting up in your large warm bed you looked over at the space next to you. Empty. Which meantâŠah yes, you thought, as the bedroom door crashed open and your boyfriend Dylan tripped across the threshold.
âSsshâ he slurred, putting his finger across his lips âYouâll wake Y/N. She doesnâtâŠdoesnât like it when Iâm drunkâ
âItâs not the drunkenness Dylanâ you sighed sleepily âYou can have as much fun with your friends as you likeâ you watched as he tried to remove one of his shoes without sitting down, resulting in him hopping awkwardly on one leg âI just donât know why you always have to wake me up when you get backâ
âItâs noâŠno fun if youâre not thereâ he finally crashed awkwardly onto the side of the bed and tore off his shoes âgotta wake you up to have funâ his socks followed swiftly afterwards and he removed his shirt in one surprisingly co-ordinated movement, then ruined it by tipping over sideways.
You admired the way his movements had messed up his hair, leaving it stuck up every which way. You also couldnât help but look at his lean chest and the smattering of moles across his now bare skin.
He caught you looking and leered knowingly, crawling towards you across the covers wearing only his jeans. âThereâs my best girl. Missed youâ he bent his head towards you and kissed you softly on the lips, his denim clad thighs bracketing you on the bed. Unfortunately, the effect was ruined by him tasting of beer, whiskey and cigarettes.
âEw Dylanâ you squeaked âyou taste like an ashtrayâ
His caramel-coloured eyes widened, and he looked hurt âSorry, Iâll go...go brush themâ he yawned, but instead lay back with his head on the pillow next to you. âJustâŠjust going to have a small rest firstâ and with that he closed his eyes and passed out, leaving you to remove his jeans and go back to sleep.
***
The next morning Dylan took ages to emerge from the bedroom. In fact, it was pretty much the afternoon when he did, and then he spent a while having a slow shower, getting food and groaning softly to himself every so often.
This meant he didnât notice how angry you were for a worryingly long time. You werenât sulking, you didnât sulk, you just stayed on your laptop out of his way and didnât talk to him. When he bent to kiss you, you moved your head, so it landed on your cheek, and responded to his apology with a non-committal âhmmâ
âBaby, baby Iâm sorryâ he said, the aftereffects of the drinking and smoking adding a gravelly tone to his voice. âIt wonât happen againâ
âBut you always say that, and it always does happen againâ you practically growled, letting your anger colour your voice.
âIt wonât, I swearâ he pleaded âlet me make it up to you, Iâll do whatever you wantâ
âWhatever I want? You mean that?â you spoke thoughtfully, a few ideas running through your head.
âAnythingâ he put his hand over his heart and looked at you, sincerity filling his gaze. You wanted to believe him, but heâd always been an excellent actor.
âYouâd do anything I say, without question?â you asked
âAnythingâ he repeated, a spark of fear appearing in his eyes. He licked his lips as he stood in front of you though, so you knew he was interested.
You stood and slowly walked around him, contemplating your options. Youâd never showed Dylan your dominant side so far in your short but intense relationship, happy for him to take the reins. But now, now seemed a good opportunity to let some of your kinks show, see how he took it.
âHereâs how itâs going to goâ you let your voice drop an octave and leant towards his ear âyouïżœïżœre going to do exactly what I say, and if you donât, Iâm going to punish you. Hardâ you saw him gulp. âDo you know what the traffic light system is?â you asked
âY-yesâ he stuttered
âTell me thenâ you asked thoughtfully. If heâd done this before it was going to be easier than you thought to get him to comply.
âGreen means everything is good. Orange means slow down, discuss things. Red is stop straight awayâ he answered
âGood boy. Have you tried this before?â you asked, curious
âN-no. Just read some stuff, watched some thingsâ he shifted from foot to foot, embarrassed
âYou happy with it?â you questioned, mentally crossing your fingers for luck
âFuck yesâ he let out with a gasp, so you moved to stand directly behind him, pressing yourself against his back
âThatâs the correct answerâ you spoke into his ear âanything you donât want me to do?â
âUmâŠno marks that canât be covered by a shirt, Iâve got that thing Iâm filming next weekâ
âSureâ you said, shrugging, âwouldnât want any of your co-stars knowing what a naughty boy youâve beenâ
He swallowed thickly, his throat moving âapart from that Iâm all in. You can even get a little rough. That would beâŠthat would be hotâ you see him shiver in anticipation.
âExcellentâ you practically purred. Then your tone changed, becoming sharp and demanding âI want you to strip completely. Then I want you to kneel on the floor right here, with your hands behind your headâ
Speedily Dylan stripped off his clothes, throwing his shirt to one side. He hopped on one leg to remove his shoes, reminding you of last night.
âWaitâ you said firmly, and he stopped, both shoes off but still wearing his jeans. You moved round him to go sit on the sofa. âOk you can keep going, but slowerâ
He looked at you and slowly popped the button on his jeans. âGood boyâ you smiled, and he smirked back as he lowered the zipper. Youâd always liked this view, watching as he pushed the denim down and off. Then he hooked his fingers under the waistband of his grey boxer briefs and you unconsciously licked your lips and crossed your legs. Your eyes followed the trail of hair leading down as he slowly removed them, revealing his far from inadequate cock.
You watched admiringly as he tossed aside the briefs and knelt as youâd asked, hands behind his head showing off his biceps.
âNiceâ you complimented âwhat a good boy you areâ
You noticed his pupils widen at that, and his dick twitched, starting to harden. Interesting.
âNow stay there, donât move an inch while I go get readyâ you ordered
âYesâ he said quietly
âOh, and from now on youâll address me only as Mistressâ you added
âYes mistressâ he replied obediently. Oh, this was going to be fun, you thought.
Quickly you returned to the bedroom and stripped, changing into your black satin lingerie set. It was one of Dylanâs favourites. Then you put on your highest black stilettos, the soft suede ones that you only wore if you knew you didnât have to do much walking. They were unbelievably sexy but made you slightly taller than Dylan which always felt strange. Not today though, today feeling more powerful was the point.
Then you crossed to the closet, reaching into the back and pulling out a small cardboard box. You removed some items from inside, placing them on the bedside table. A couple of silk scarves, a soft leather flogger, and your favourite item â a length of black rope. It was deceptively strong but coated in something to make it comfortable. After all you didnât want Dylan arriving on set with rope burns. That would take some explaining. You thought for a moment before taking it out of the bedroom with you.
Dylan was exactly as youâd left him, kneeling in front of the sofa, hands placed on the back of his head. You walked slowly in front of him, listening to the sharp tap of your heels on the polished floor and letting your hips sway seductively. You heard him take a sharp intake of breath before you turned to face him.
âGodâ he groaned âyou look incredibleâ
âDid I say you could talk?â you snapped, the smirk on your face in contrast to your sharp tone
âN-no. SorryâŠmistressâ he responded quickly
âIâll have to punish you for thatâ you said, eyes narrowing. At that his eyes widened, and he bit his lower lip, biting back another noise.
You stepped slowly towards him âhands held out in frontâ you commanded, smiling to yourself as he quickly complied. You stood in front of him, not being able to stop yourself running a hand through his hair. He started turning his head into it, but you quickly removed your hand - âeyes forwardsâ
His head snapped up âyes mistress. Sorryâ
You bent in front of him and wrapped the rope around his wrists, tying each one tightly but leaving a length in between. You made sure the knots were secure but could be undone quickly if needed. âColour?â you checked
âGreen. Definitely greenâ he replied.
âGood boyâ you praised, and tugged on the rope to lift him to his feet âI think we should take this to the bedroom, donât you?â
âYes mistressâ he complied, following as you pulled him along by the rope.
When you got to the bedroom you led him over to the bed and made him lie on his back, hooking the rope between his hands over the bedpost so he couldnât move. You made sure the pillows propped his head up and took some of the pressure off his wrists.
âComfy?â
âNot entirely, but still green. So greenâ he grinned up at you.
âGood. Going to blindfold you nowâ you said, picking up one of the silk scarves and moving towards his head.
Dylan pouted âbutâŠwanna see you. You look so good; you have no ideaâ
âDid I ask for your permission Dylan?â you questioned. He shook his head. âYouâre just making this worse for yourself. If youâre a very good boy, Iâll let you see me later. Letâs try that again - Iâm going to blindfold you now.â
âYes mistressâ he replied sulkily
âBetter. Still think you need to learn your place though â weâll work on thatâ you said sharply as you placed the scarf over his eyes and tied it at the back, taking the opportunity to give his hair a swift tug while you did so.
Now Dylan could no longer see you, you stood back and admired the view. He looked delectable, his arms stretched over his head, his pale skin with a flush starting on his chest, his impressive cock half hard between his legs. You wanted to touch him, to lick a path between all his moles and get him moaning. Oh wait, you could totally do that.
You moved onto the bed to straddle him, first kissing a path across his stubbled jawline and rubbing your nose across his cheek before pressing your mouth to his. You licked into him, deepening the kiss and tangling a hand in his hair to tip his head back, exposing the long line of his neck. As you bit gently at the tendon of his shoulder, he bucked his hips up and you felt him fully hard against you.
âNo â no movingâ you admonished, pushing him down with your hips and being rewarded with a pained moan from Dylan. âAnd try not to make too much noise or Iâll need to gag youâ
At that Dylan made a strangled sound, biting it off before it could fully leave his lips. You shut off any protests by returning your mouth to his and enjoying the feeling of his tongue against yours.
Soon it wasnât enough, and you started licking down his body, interspersing broad stripes with your tongue with small nips and bites. When you reached his nipples, you let your tongue lave over them, then tweaked them with your fingers causing Dylan to buck his hips again. To stop his movements, you placed both hands on his hips and pushed him into the mattress firmly, turning your attention to his cock.
This was the easy bit â blow jobs always got Dylan worked up. You breathed over his cock, hearing him hold his breath in return. Slowly you licked from the base to the head, collecting the drops of pre cum that had collected and savouring them on your tongue. As you took the head into your mouth and wrapped your hand around the base Dylan started moaning
âFuck yes, yes baby. So good, so good to meâ
âSsshâ you stopped touching him to admonish âno talkingâ
You returned your attention to your actions, taking him towards the back of your throat and working past your instinctive gag reflex by breathing through your nose. You bobbed your head for a while, enjoying the heaviness of him on your tongue. You reached down with your other hand and cupped his balls loosely. And as you twisted your tongue over the sensitive spot below the head you felt Dylan tense up and his balls tighten.
âOh god right there yes, so good gonna â gonnaâ he moaned above you
So, you stopped. You removed yourself completely from him and climbed off the bed. Dylan let out a frustrated huff.
âN-no! Why did you stop?â he pleaded, breathless.
âI told you to be quiet. Youâre not being very good. Only good boys get to comeâ you stated simply.
âIâm sorry mistress. Please, please let me comeâ
âNopeâ you said, emphasising the âpâ sound with a pop of your lips âyouâll have to be good first. Now, I think we can put your mouth to better use, donât you?â
Dylan made a sound that was half pained, half hopeful. A kind of questioning whine. Quickly you removed your bra and panties, leaving you just in your black suede stilettos. You climbed back onto the bed and moved up, so your knees were at his chest. You dug your sharp heels slightly into his sides, just to remind him they were there. Placing a hand on the headboard for leverage, you moved so your core was in front of his face.
âLickâ you instructed âand make it good, youâve got to make it up to meâ
âYes mistressâ he said obediently, already moving his face forwards and feeling you out with his tongue. Quickly he started to lap over your clit, sending electric signals down your spine.
âSeeâ you groaned âyou can be a good boyâ
He groaned in return, clearly enjoying this. You let go of the headboard and moved higher, placing your hands flat on the wall so you could manoeuvre yourself over his face more. You buried his lips in your core, gasping as his tongue prodded up into your entrance before returning to your clit and moving in small circles. You moved a hand to your breasts, pinching hard at the nipples to increase the feeling. Slowly but surely you felt your release start building from your toes upwards.
âC-colour?â you rasped, worried you might be suffocating him below you
âGreenâŠgreenâŠgreenâ came the muffled reply, and it was the vibrations from his words that finally sent you tumbling over the edge, crying out. âFuck yes. There, there!â. He kept licking you through your orgasm until you felt over sensitive and moved away from him.
You moved back down the bed on slightly shaky knees and looked at Dylan. He looked almost as fucked as you felt, his face slick with your juices and his cock leaking pre cum onto his stomach. The scarf blindfold still sat over his eyes and the blush that had started on his chest now extended to his throat. A light sheen of sweat covered his body as he panted.
âVery goodâ you praised him âI knew you could be a good boy really. Eating me up so wellâ
At your words he twisted slightly on the bed, his cock looking harder if that was even possible.
âDo you like that Dylan? Do you like hearing what a good boy you are?â you asked
He seemed to struggle with words for a moment, and then replied his voice cracking âYes, yes I like that mistress. Want to be a good boy for youâ
âOf course you do. Good boys get to come. But not yet, right now I think you should be punished a bit more until you know your place. Then if youâre very good and quiet and donât move, Iâll ride you until you comeâ you promised
âYes mistressâ he capitulated quickly
You nodded in satisfaction even though he couldnât see you and got off the bed to walk to the bedside table. There you picked up the soft black leather flogger â made up of many strips of leather with a handle it resembled a small whip but could be used in a number of different ways.
First you ran it over Dylanâs face letting him smell the leather. Then you moved it downwards, letting the tips fall over the planes of his chest like a brush. The blush on his throat moved up to his face, and you saw him bite off a sound.
âGood, thatâs really good Dylanâ you said softly, continuing your ministrations with the flogger. You teased it down his chest and the trail of hair there, ending up brushing over his balls and cock softly. At that he couldnât help it, his hips bucked off the bed desperate to get more contact on his hard leaking length.
âOh no, what did I say about moving?â you admonished âI can see Iâll have to punish you more harshly. Colour?â
âGreen. Still green, goddamn youâ he replied
âThereâs no call for thatâ you said and brought the flogger down sharply on his stomach letting the leather snap. He gasped at the feeling but managed not to make any other sound or move.
âIâm going to do that five more timesâ you stated, âand youâre going to count for me, ok?â
âY-yes mistressâ he said shakily
You moved the flogger down to his inner thighs so he could feel it there, and then snapped it against his pale skin again.
âOneâ he dutifully counted
The second hit landed on his other thigh, and you alternated back and forth each time. The skin reddened until you knew it was overly sensitive. When he got to a gasped out five, you bent over and sucked right over the reddened skin, leaving a darker mark that would remind him of the feeling for days.
âWell doneâ you praised âthat was excellent. I think you deserve a reward now, donât you Dylan?â
âYes mistress. Please, pleaseâ he didnât seem able to get any more words out. His cock looked painfully hard now, and he gasped against the pillows. You decided heâd probably had enough punishment and could be put out of his misery.
You returned to straddle him on the bed. Still soaking wet from before, you easily took his whole length as you lowered yourself onto him in one movement. You felt your walls flex around him and you braced your hands against his chest as you started riding him. Slowly at first, then faster as you heard his breathing quicken. You reached down to circle your clit with your fingers, determined to come before him.
âHold on Dylan, just be a good boy for a bit longer and donât come until I say soâ
âPlease mistress. No more. I c-canâtâ he pleaded; his voice wrecked
âYou can, I know you can. Hold onâ you increased the pressure on your clit and felt yourself tense up. Below you Dylan bit his lip to stop himself crying out as he desperately tried to hold off his own orgasm. As you felt your release wash over you you clenched around him, and you took pity on him
âOk, go on â come for me Dylanâ you whispered into his ear
His hips bucked up into you at that, and you reached up and removed the blindfold. It seemed that the sight of you finally did it, and he came with a scream, his body arching against the wrist restraints. You felt the warmth of his cum filling you up as you rode out the last waves of your own orgasm.
You reached up and quickly untied the knots securing the rope, removing it and examining his wrists for any damage. Luckily there was nothing permanent, and you tossed the rope away, letting him slip out of you and moving to cuddle against his side. You licked a bead of sweat from one of his nipples and he twitched sensitively.
âSoâ you asked, âwill you be waking me up drunk anymore?â
âBaby, if we get to do that again Iâll give up smoking and drinking completelyâ he growled, voice low âthat was incredibleâ
âThatâs the correct answerâ you smiled back⊠âwhat a very, very good boy you areâ
THE END
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pairing : co-worker! Yuta Nakamoto x Reader
summary : You need to go to your family on a holiday and Yuta has no where to go. Will your little pretend turn into something more?
genre : fluff
warning : mention of cigarette (please, it's bad for your health)
word count : 2.1k words
taglist : @ailoveyuta @aiforyuu @yutazen01 @cosmiclatte28 @2-3-t-i (If you want to be tagged, please let me know. đ)
Lunar New Year. A holiday. But this isn't just a regular holiday. Since it is the start of the year in Asian culture, you have to go home to Jeollanam for a family gathering. You're too old for this. You only go to these gatherings when you are young because of the money. But now that you're a grown-up, this doesn't entice you at all.
Additional to your dilemma were your relatives who kept asking when you're getting married. You don't even have time to date because of your 8-5 office work. How do they expect that you to get married?
You listened to your mom's rambling on the phone, about the importance of family and why you should make it to the family gathering when the door opened, and out came one of your co-workers. Yuta lit a cigarette, even offering you one that made you shake your head. The distraction made you stir away from your mother's voice. "And I found you a date for Valentine's." Your eyes widened in surprise. Oh, it is Valentine's Day on Sunday. But what? She found what? âHeâs a doctor in the clinic. Such a charmer, youâll like him.â
You love your mom, you do. But her tastes in men are really out of this world. Besides, how many times had she been setting you up for a date? And none of it worked up well. âMom, I have a boyfriend.â You lied through your teeth and you saw how the guy beside you scoffed. âI canât go to Jeollanam and be back in Seoul on Sunday so Iâll skip this year, hmm?â You whined when she said no. âEommaâŠâ You called. âBut I bought sexy lingerie for him.â Yuta chuckled.
âYah!â Your mom shouted that startled you, almost dropping your phone. âBring your boyfriend here in Jeollanam before you get naked for him.â And you swore even the person next room could hear her voice. She dropped the call before you could say anything.
Annoyed, you leaned on the railing of your office rooftop. You just dug a bigger hole for yourself. You need to go home and bring a boyfriend. Yuta laughed offering you the cigarette again before you took one and just placed it between your lips. Youâre really not the smoking kind but it seemed tempting, like wanting to transfer your annoyance somewhere. Â
"How sexy exactly is that lingerie?" You glared at him that made him chuckle. Yuta had been in your department for months now and you grew a little close to him since you're the same age. But this guy is trouble. A complete rebel who has the reputation of dating different girls weekly. "You should just go home since it's a long weekend."
You realized that unlike you who can only travel for 4 hours to see her family, he's pretty much lonely in Korea. "What are you going to do this holiday?" He answered that he'll probably just stay at home and watch movies all day since some establishments will be closed. "Netflix and chill?"
Yuta chuckled. "Just Netflix." You feigned a shock as he put the cigarette on the ashtray. "I do wish I can go to Osaka just this weekend." He might have missed his family. Working in a foreign land is honestly hard so you kind of understand why Yuta is like this.
You smiled, leaning your back on the railing as you put the unlighted cigarette on the ashtray. "I wish you could." You muttered under your breath. "Maybe I can come with you and escape my family." You said unconsciously that made him look at you.
A lightbulb pinged in your head. You cannot escape them yet you can still save face. "Yuta, do you want to come with me to Jeollanam?" You asked that made him raise an eyebrow at you. "It's harmless. You don't have anything to do tomorrow anyway." You explained. "Just pretend to be my boyfriend then we'll go back on Saturday and you'll have your date on Sunday." He laughed at that. "Help me, Yuta."
"You want to introduce me to your family as your boyfriend?"
"A pretend boyfriend." You corrected.
He stared at you for a while and you're suddenly scared that he might say no. "What if your family looks for me after this pretend date?"
You shook your head. "They wouldn't care."
"Okay. Sure." You were surprised. Did he say yes? "But you'll have to let me see that sexy lingerie." He teased you and made you punch his arm, laughing.
It's still early in the morning yet you're waiting for Yuta in front of the station to start the four-hour ride to Jeollanam. To your surprise, he looked different. Well, it's the first time you saw him outside of the office and just in his casual clothes. He does look handsome. No wonder girls fall for his charm. Evident was how a group of teenagers giggled at the sight of him. Such a player.
You walked to the train first but he took your lavender-colored backpack, slinging it on his shoulder. "What should I call you? Baby? Babe? Darling?" You rolled your eyes at that. You just wanted to sleep, not to be pissed off by Yuta. "Are you sleepy?" You nodded as you sat down on the assigned seat on the train. He guided your head to lay on his shoulder. "Just sleep, darling."
It was a long ride before, something you really hated. But now, you felt as if you were energized because of sleep. When you woke up, you were hugging Yuta's arm and he just chuckled when you sat up straight, avoiding his eyes. The moment the train stopped at your destination, he held your hand so as to not lose you in the crowd. There was a tingly feeling yet you just convinced yourself that Yuta is somewhat different from the office one.
When you reach your home, you give a heavy sigh. "Y/N!" Your mom called then stopped when she saw a certain man beside you. "Yah, Y/N brought a man home." She shouted that made Yuta snicker.
Your family loved Yuta. They had endless questions about him being Japanese and his hobbies. When your dad found out that he likes to hike, he invited him to hike the Jirisan mountain that startled you. He never invited you to hike with him. What's with this sudden bonding?
Other relatives were welcoming to him and he even helped your cousins make dumplings. "Hyung, what do you like about noona?" One of your cousins asked which made you look at him in surprise. What the hell is that question? Why are they embarrassing you like this?
Before you can scold the younger one, Yuta smiled. "Your noona works well and she's pretty." He then looked at you, winking. God, Yuta is so handsome. "Can you pass me the pepper, love?" You only stared at him. What did he just call you? "Love, hey." He called waving a hand in front of you. "Are you alright?"
"Noona, your face is red."
"Do you want to go inside?" One of your aunts asked but you just shook your head. You took the pepper then handed it to Yuta who just gave you a smile. That really enchanting smile. No, it can't be. You shouldn't think too much of that smile.
Even at dinner, the topic on the table is you and Yuta that made you annoyed. They're enjoying this so much. "Yuta, you can sleep in Y/N's room." Your mom claimed that made you choke on the water you were drinking. What? "Why? Didn't you wear that sexy lingerie for him?"
Yuta had to smirk then turned to you. "Did you, love?" And oh my god, he's also enjoying this.
It's not the first time that you're sharing a room with a guy, especially a bed. But you were so nervous when Yuta slipped on the bed next to you. He was chuckling at your embarrassed face that you hit him with your pillow. "We'll go back to Seoul first thing in the morning."
"We can't." He revolted. "I promised abeoji that we're hiking tomorrow morning." Abeoji? He called your dad abeoji? "You know, your family isn't bad. I feel bad that we had to pretend like this." You nodded then pursed your lips. You just lay down on the bed, turning to the side to not face him then covered your body with a blanket. Why is it so cold?
You felt warm when he suddenly hugged you from behind that surprised the hell out of you. "I feel like your mom is just going to peek on the door. Just let me hug you to sleep." He whispered against your ear that sent shivers down your spine. You could hear your heart drumming hard against your chest and you hold your breath, scared that he may hear it. "Love, just go to sleep."
It was the first time that you cannot sleep properly in this place. The room which you had since young and that is all because of Yuta's warmth. You were even awake when his alarm rang so early. "Did I wake you up?" He asked in a sleepy voice then grinned at you. "I'll just prepare for hiking. Go back to sleep." You didn't know if it was a dream but you felt him kiss your forehead.
It was almost 9 in the morning when you went down to eat. Your aunts were giving you side glances even teasing about you and Yuta hugging while sleeping. He is right, they came in to check on you. "He's such a dream, Y/N." One even noted.
He is, isn't he? He's so gentle, so warm. You smiled to yourself. It isn't bad that you brought Yuta here. You just found out a new side of him that is truly endearing.
When they returned from their hike, it was almost afternoon. You can now go back to Seoul but Yuta was the one who begged you to stay for one more night since his body is sore from hiking. To your surprise, your dad told him that they should hike another mountain next time and Yuta agreed. There is a next time? You raised an eyebrow at him when he started carrying your younger cousin on his back. You should have been back to Seoul.
You were quiet the whole time that you said goodbye to your family and Yuta understood that you might have missed them already. But it's not. It's just that Yuta is shaking you that you don't know what to tell him. You don't know what to say. Your family loved him. They'll hate you if you come back next Lunar New Year without Yuta, worse with another guy. And you're annoyed at Yuta who promised your family that he'll come to visit some other time.
Going back to Seoul is an eye-opener. You are not Yuta's girlfriend. This is just a pretense. And your lives are coming back in order once you reach the Seoul Station. You were walking so slow that he had to hold your hand again just to get you out of the train in time. You wanted time to stop. You wanted to stay in Jeollanam for another day and be Yuta's pretend girlfriend.
"Thank you for inviting me to come with you." He said that made you stare at him, nodding. "Your family is really great, Y/N."
You smiled. That's such a compliment. "Yeah, they really like you." You whispered and he smiled. The silence stretched between the two of you, hoping that time could rewind. You hope it's Lunar New Year again. How could you like the holiday that you despised earlier this week?
"Oh." You remembered, seeing the bright red balloons scattered outside the station. It's Valentine's Day. You took something from your bag and handed it to Yuta. "We made that yesterday so I don't know how it would taste." You claimed eyeing the small box of hand-made chocolate.
Yuta chuckled. "You know, in Japan, giving chocolates to a guy is a sign of confession." You glared at him, taking back the chocolate but he just chuckled while shaking his head. "I'll do better on White Day."
"Don't be bothered, it's notâŠ"
"I do hope it is." He stepped forward that you had to step back but he held your waist to pull you closer. "Shall we make this real, Y/N?" You gulp at the question, scared that this might be Yuta teasing you again.
But he smiled which made you weak on your knees. You nodded and his smile grew wider. You felt your breath hitch against your throat. He's handsome. "Dating on Valentine's Day is so cliché." He claimed taking your hand. "Let's just Netflix and Chill." You laughed. Suddenly excited for this real, budding relationship.
Happy Lunar New Year! đđ
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Prompt My Own Damn Self # :Heâs Not the Guy You Marry, But He Is The Guy You [REDACTED] in the Night Club Bathroom at Two OâClock in the Morning, Which is Also Important
Summary: Literally what it says in the title, except we find out what [REDACTED] means, which is very fun and exciting. Thatâs right, everybody, weâre đ going đ there đ
Warnings: âŒïž18+âŒïž Extremely Explicit Sexual Content. Do NOT be uncool and read it if youâre not of age. Otherwise, thereâs alcohol involved here (wow what a surprise đ), like one mention of drugs, and smoking. Aside from that, itâs pretty straightforward.
Genre: Mediocre Smut
Pairing: Hatter/Fem!Reader
Notes: There are two types of people in this world: people who are very attracted to the weird sexy hat guy who started a death-game pyramid scheme, and LIARS.
Real talk, though: this is pretty explicit. More explicit than Iâve gone in a very long time, so Iâm a little rusty. It veers into âhate sexâ territory, which was kind of fun to write, honestly. I live for the banter. (Also, the âyouâ character in this is kind of great? I like her.)
HEY! Just another reminder! This is 18+ so if youâre not of legal age, do yourself a solid and ditch this little thing, okay? Okay.
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It starts with tequila shots.
Salt licked. From your wrist. His chest. The hollow of your throat.
Lime bitten. Held between your fingers. Between his teeth. Between your pushed-together breasts.
Music pulses. Lights flash. Heâs got a hand on your ass. Youâve got your lips on his neck.
âWanna go somewhere?â
âYes.â
And he leads you, hand on the small of your back, away from the bar. People stare. You like it.
âSomewhereâ is, apparently, a two-stall womenâs restroom, tucked away in a narrow little hallway which runs to the left of the bar. A place for shooting up drugs. A place for scribbling on the walls with permanent marker.
A place for sex. Hot, sweaty, anonymous sex.
...Well, semi-anonymous, anyways. Itâs impossible to live at the Beach and not know who the man in red is, the man who sells a shot at salvation for nothing more than a few playing cards.
You lean against the tastefully cream-colored counter which hosts, among other things: a sink stained pink with cheap soap; three forgotten tubes of lipstick; a small mirror, holding an abandoned credit card and two small lines of cocaine; a crumpled up hand towel; a half-finished bottle of Asahi beer; and what was probably once a wedding ring.
âGreat ambiance,â you murmur flatly. The harsh light of fluoresent bulbs burn your eyes, diverting your gaze to the white floor, âBeen ages since I got fucked in a classy place like this.â
âAges?â Hatter flicks the lock on the door with a low thunk.
âHours,â you answer, mournful tone betrayed by a smirk tugging at the corner of your mouth, âHad you not come along, my dry spell mightâve gone on through the morning.â
âPerish the thought.â
And he does not so much approach you as he descends upon you, mouth sucking at your collarbone and leg pushing between your thighs.
âTell me,â he pants into you ear, breath hot and fingers deft as he unties the strings of your bikini top, âHow do you want me?â
âNow,â you hiss back, âDonât care how, justâfuck, just give it to me.â
âThen, if you would be so kind?â He holds a condom between his index and middle fingers.
In truth, youâre glad for itâyouâd rather not deal with the mess after all is said and doneâbut thereâs no way youâll give him the satisfaction of a âthank you.â
âFine,â you huff, snatching the foil square from his grasp, âDonât suppose you have anything better toâoh!â
Hands on your hips spin you around so youâre facing the mirror. You grip the edge of the counter, knuckles straining, and watch as he reaches around to palm your breast.
âApologies,â he makes eye contact with you in the mirror, âbut I seem to have my hands full at the moment.â
And thatâs when you feel fingertips slipping beneath the seam of your bikini bottoms, an insistent press against the slick of your slit.
You spit a curse and fumble with the condom, desperation setting in as his hands continued to dance across your flesh. After some moments (too many for your liking), youâre successful in your endeavor, and pass the unwrapped nuisance over your shoulder.
âMuch obliged,â he thanks, removing his hands to sort himself out, âYou know, I appreciateââ
âI didnât come here to talk,â you snap. He laughs in response.
âOoh, youâre mean!â
And heâs sliding the crotch of your swimsuit bottoms to the side, exposing only what is necessary and lining himself upâand, okay, thatâs the kind of semi-impractical hotness you were looking for from this particular encounter. Your muscles clench involuntarily around nothing and you cant your hips back to get him to move it along...but nothing happens.
God, what is this guyâs problem?!
âBut, I wonder,â he whispers into your ear, âare you desperate enough to say âplease?â
Of all the guys to pull for a quick fuck, of course you get the one whoâs a total tease. So smug, arrogance blooming as he presses a soft kiss to your left shoulder. Thereâs no way youâre giving in to this asshole, so you glare at him in the reflection of the mirror.
âFuck you,â you spit, teeth bared and mouth formed into a malicious smile.
He shrugs his shoulders.
âClose enough.â
You both cry out when he fills you with a single, fluid thrust. Andâfuck, fuck, fuck!âthat is good. One of his hands curls around the jut of your hip, while the other splays across your collarbone, thumb and forefinger framing the base of your throat in a firm but gentle touch.
Otherwise, he remains stillâperhaps heâs being gentlemanly and allowing you time to adjust? No, no, heâs definitely being a tease again.
Seriously, what is his goddamn deal?
Since he seems content to take his merry time, you take matters into your own hands, moving against him in a somewhat-awkward but still satisfying rhythm.
âYou,â he says between heavy breaths, âseem eager.â
Thereâs something in his voice that seems amused, as if he finds your candor endearing. You lean forward a bit, angling your hips so his length is able to sink deeper and, oh, thatâs much better.
âWant something done right,â you pant, âgotta do it yourself.â
âYou donât think Iâd do it right?â
âSweetie,â you coo with a condescending smile, âI know you wouldnât.â
And youâre lucky that guys like him are all the sameâarrogant, showy, desperate to prove their sexual prowessâbecause he finally (finally!) decides to get his sorry ass into gear and make something happen.
The hand that was around your neck gropes at your breasts, the cool metal of that stupid-ugly-tacky ring catching on your skin in an annoyingly tantalizing way. The other shoves its way between you and the edge of the countertop, deft fingertips circling your clitoris in a way that makes your toes curl in your sandals. You bite your lip to keep from crying out as he fucks into you, hips snapping hard but steady against the plush of your ass.
âYou know, the people I fuck usually try to be nice to me,â he says, ânicer than you, anyways.â
The hand on your breast pinches your nipple, earning him a sharp gasp.
âWhy be nice?â You clench around him, causing his rhythm to falter, âYouâre just the means to an end.â
âAnd here I thought we were making love.â
Teeth scrape down the length of your neck, and fuckâyouâre getting close. Your arms are shaking. Your heart is racing. You hate to admit it, but heâs good at this.
âDarling,â he growls into your ear, âI do believe youâre about to come.â
âShut up,â you snap, trying desperately to sound cool and unaffected despite the fact that your composure is about to shatter and there is not a goddamn thing you can do about it.
âWell, go on then. After all,â he hisses, âI donât have all night.â
What starts as anger is quickly overtaken by pleasureâwhite-hot and blinding, enough to make your knees shake and your eyes spring with tears. Itâs exactly what you were looking for, exactly what you had been expecting from the most notorious sex fiend at this God-forsaken place.
Apparently, he mustâve come too, because heâs pulling out with a surprising tendernessâgentlemanly in one way, at least. He even makes sure to right your bikini bottoms, making sure that theyâre once again covering you completely before turning his attention to himself.
âYou know, I didnât know people could glare their way through an orgasm, but you made it happen.â
âIâm a woman of many talents.â
Before you choose to look in the mirror, you fix the rest of your bathing suit with a tremble in your fingers. You can feel him watching you, and honestly, youâre not sure how you feel about that. Good, mostly, but tinged a bit orange with annoyance. You try not to think about that too much and, with a deep breath, look at your reflection.
The first thing you do to assess the damage of your little liaison is check your makeupâyour eyeliner is a bit smudged, but thatâs easily fixed with a few swipes of your littlest finger. Your hair, however, is another story, so you set to fixing it with a dissatisfied huff.
You hear the snick of a lighter behind you and the scent of fresh-burning nicotine hits your senses. You turn around to see him leaning against the tile wall with a cigarette between his lips and smoke curling in wisps towards the ceiling.
He raises an eyebrow when you approach him, then chuckles when you snatch the cigarette right out of his mouth and take a long, deep drag. Itâs almost as good as the sex.
âYou know,â he says, âI think you might be a bit in love with me after my spectacular performance.â
That makes you choke, your lungs switching from laughter to coughing and back again.
âSpectacular?â You quell your sputtering with a gulp, âYou were passable. At best.â
âCareful, sweetheart. Youâre getting awfully close to giving me a compliment.â
You take a step closer to him, shoulders squared, fingers ashing the cigarette onto the floor.
âNot your sweetheart,â you say, taking one last drag and blowing the smoke directly into his face. You smile when he flinches.
âNow, if youâll excuse me,â you say, pressing the mostly-smoked cigarette between his lips, âI have somewhere to be.â
You turn on your heel and begin to walk away, making sure to sway your hips just so as you do. Thereâs no way his eyes arenât glued to your ass, and the thought makes you smile triumphantly.
âUntil next time, then,â he callsâand itâs cute that he sounds so sure that youâll come crawling back to him.
You exit the bathroom with a self-satisfied smirk, enjoying the thought of him lighting another cigarette and trying not to chase after you.
Three days, tops. Thatâs how long itâll take for him to beg.
You canât wait.
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also just in case you were wondering, he DID leave the sunglasses onâBUT they were on his head kinda holding his hair back because I truly believe he would do that. also the kimono has pockets and he thinks itâs very cool to carry around all his stuff in there (for example he keeps a granola bar on his person at all times because sometimes you just get hungry yknow?)
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Yandere ocs voice headcanons
Dunno just though this would be fun Iâm sure you guys have your own voices in mind but here how it is
This contains: talk of sex, lot of characters, yandere talk
Theodore
Okay so you know yuki from fruits basket....
Make the tone louder and warmer and boom Theo
He has a very soothing voice like the type that you can hear talk for hours or fall asleep to
When annoyed or angry his voice lowers in pitch and is strained from him trying to keep from shouting
He always keeps the same tone of voice usually itâs always sweet and calm and nice
He talks very very proper like he makes sure to always sound like a gentleman
When heâs angry though he will absolutely say the word fuck or shit under his breath with a growl following it
Is the ceo of fake laughs
His fake laughs are always soft and short
His real laugh always has a shocked snort or him choking before bursting out laughing
He makes sure to cover his mouth and apologizes when he laughs cause he sees it as rude
Hikaru
Okay so as yâall know he has two sides
His stage persona voice is super sugary sweet
But donât mistake that for hyper nope
Somehow no matter what he says it sounds like heâs smiling while talking
Never raises his voice but he does have his cracks of his real personality seeping through
With those heâll clench his teeth
Like you know those people who speak with a fake laugh when they really wanna choke you
There are times where he has to pretend to be all cute and shy while on stage persona
His voice will get soft and sweet down to a shy little whisper
He hates doing this so there will be a slight annoyed tone in his voice that he tries to hide
When heâs pissed at you but he has to keep cool it always sounds kinda scary
âHehe y/n my...sweet y/n, can we talk in private please sweetie?â
Normal hikaruâs voice is much deeper and cruder
Not quite bakugo tone but like just as crude and mean
Somehow always sounds like heâs one step from snarling out his words
Legit swears in every sentence
Kinda talks like a delinquent
Everything about him changes from posture to tone
Heâs legit just a violent tsundere
Axis
Okay so..his voice is like ultimate sub energy
When he talks to anyone else besides you he is cheerful but also pretty normal
When itâs you..simp
You can hear the obsession in his voice. Its always sounds just absolutely happy and filled with joy
I always say that axis is like a happy puppy when he hears his darling is near
He bad mood instantly vanishes and he is just nearly squealing with joy
When he gets all bratty his cheeks puff all out and he lowers his tone making sure you know that heâs upset with you
As far as his whiny yandere side it sounds so desperate like heâs going to die if he doesnât kiss you or hold you
I think I said this before but axis is the loudest so if you try to walk out the door or something he will scream and beg you not to go anywhere it sounds like it physically hurts to have you leave
He has a habit of hurting himself to get you to stay during these moments he would have a pathetic stutter
âI-Iâm h-hurt! Y-you wouldnât leave someone bleeding out all alone right? Right!?â
When heâs serious his tone shifts low
Not like mature low no it still has that youthful innocence but it sounds deadpan and soft like as if all feelings other than hate or anger vanished
During these moments he would say something like âstay away from my sweet perfect y/n...or Iâll kill youâ
Salem
Yuri from yarichan bitch club
Okay though seriously something like him except more lower in pitch
He does slur his speech and I think I said this before but the more excited he gets the less English comes out of him
It goes from shaky toddler talking to barking and random garbled words and crazy laughing.
The only time he would talk ânormalâ is when heâs docile aka heâs high as hell or if he spends a large amount of time cuddles up to his darling
In that case his voice is soft though there is some stutters and crackling cause heâs not used to speaking normally
He also pauses a lot cause heâs not smart at all and words are hard
His manner of speaking is very toddler like
Words would be dumbed down and even nicknamed
Expect phrases such as ây-y/nnn, wuv wuv wuv! Ooowahhhh!â In a squealing happy tone
All in all his voice..is interesting
Prince
Prince is a fuck boy
So he sounds like a douche
Like to use the word babe and baby a lot
He honestly thinks heâs the shit so everything out his mouth comes off as cocky
His voice is kinda like those lead singers from boy bands thatâs the best way I can describe it
Like those fake bad boys who are all like âyeah baby wanna smoke cigarettes in the parking lot of McDonaldâsâ
His voice squeaks A LOT though when nervous
Like he tries to keep his voice low and cool sounding but the moment darling flirts or gives him attention itâs just đđđ
When flustered he talks in a high pitch flustered tone
Itâs absolutely adorable
Takes him a while to bring it back down though
He likes to speak in Korean sometimes
It sounds so smooth when he does
He has such confidence it sounds like heâs in a kdrama or something
When things are getting steamy he likes to slow down his pacing of words and talk lower
He thinks it sounds sexy but it kinda sounds fake
Itâs cause he doesnât wanna admit that heâs a switch but whatever prince you do you boo
Prince laughing is amazing
You know Kurooâs laugh?? Yeah take that and make it a tad bit higher and as a ton of hiccups and gasping for air and boom prince
This is why prince has a fake laugh
Like heâll do a simple little heh. And thatâs it
Yuki
Super hush
Barley a whisper
His voice is flat and cold
Very blunt
He mostly responds in grunts or sounds when in public with his darling
If he absolutely has to speak itâs a single word
Some would deem his voice boring and dull
He has very dry humor and this is the same with his tone of speaking
You will get simple responses from him
When he is with his darling just alone he is far more warm and sweet his voice is still barely above a whisper but it has a nice rumble to it
Even when heâs pissed itâs soft and calm sounding
He doesnât like shouting cause loud sounds make him cry
That being said the only time he would get loud is when he cries
If something is hurting him he canât take it for long
His voice cracks and he sounds whiny almost like heâs terrified
Just a shaky âs-stop!â
His breathing would get all intense and his words would come out as stutters as he tries to dial it back down to that soft calm tone probably adding his last response with a hush âplease. Stopâ
Not much to say about his voice though there is always amusement swinging within it whenever someone gets annoyed by his dry humor or antics
He canât help but fight a smile as he tries to keep from laughing
Also! Yuki laugh is amazing
He has two different kinds he has his soft chuckles
And then his louder laughs which are still soft by normal standards but they are so filled with joy
So cute..
Rocket
Okay so even though rocket is a southern boy he will absolutely use his fake âbroâ voice when meeting people you deem important cause he doesnât wanna embarrass you
His worst fear is them seeing him as some southern loser
So his bro voice is very frat boy like
Typical college guy voice
Like stated before when flustered or angry his real voice seeps out
His real voice isnât too deep or anything itâs very warm and happy
That southern accent though?! âšStrong âš
When he says darling you can feel that shit
Even him saying normal word itâs still strong as ever
It fits him so well though like his voice isnât deep despite his height and build
When excited though he talks super fast
Another puppy boy
He is just so excited he canât hold back his words so heâs talking a mile a minute
He just canât stop!
His tone of voice very much shows how he feels
When sad his voice is soft and hushed down to a pouty whimper as he looks down shoulders slumped and posture just spilling out sadness
Same when heâs happy he is so perked up and just âšhappyâš
When he laughs itâs one of those loud happy laughs
Those laughs from deep in his chest
When heâs flustered or feeling submissive he has a very soft way of speaking that shows that heâs vulnerable at the moment
All around cute bara boy has cute voice
Rin
Twink
Just straight up a brat
Sounds like he could commit arson at any moment
He has this very cocky coy tone in his voice
Sounds kinda childish at times
He doesnât take anything seriously so thatâs to be expected honestly
His voice is quite high pitched yet smooth
When serious though his childish tone remains but it gets scarier and deadpan
âIâll show you why you should never mess with me and my gang..â
Heâs a person who grins when pissed so itâs hard to tell when heâs angry unless you hurt his darling
Ike if heâs tweaked off you wonât know
You wonât know any of his emotions honestly he kinda smiles though it all even if heâs depressed
When he loses that childish charm in his voice itâs usually when heâs having a breakdown
His voice sounds so weak and hurt and all his bottled up feeling explode
Heâs a PFFFT laugher he usually laughs so hard his face turns red and he canât breathe
As far as fake laughs itâs very cookie cutter just a few ha haâs and thatâs it.
When having..steamy times his voice lowers and that childish tone is there but itâs sadistic like heâs enjoying toying with you and breaking you
Zeke
The deepest voice out of all of them
Rich deep and sexy
Also a person with dry humor at times
Likes to respond with sounds as well
âHaaah?â âHmmm..â âeh?â All those are acceptable
His voice rumbles in his chest
Put your hand on his chest while heâs talking and itâs like heâs purring
Very much likes using more slang terms
âIf I were to rock your shit..would I be wrong?â
âBitch do I look like boo-boo the fool to you?â
He grew up in a very cultured household so yeah he has different mannerisms of speaking unlike the others
He usually sounds bored or calm when heâs speaking to someone he doesnât trust
Now his friends on the other hand this bitch hype
Constantly laughing, joking and grinning
He canât stop being chaotic as hell
His tone is much louder as heâs more comfortable and he tends to use more swears and slang
When speaking in Spanish his voice is just as deep and he adores rolling his Râs every. Single. Time
As far as singing goes his voice is so smooth
Filled with soul and passion like he loves what he does
He has such a beautiful voice
Scarlett
Soft sweet and creepy
Hushed and very gentle
Her words are usually followed by a hush giggle
No matter how threatening she sounds there is always a sweet smile and giggle at the end
She likes the idea of toying with people so her voice always sounds so eel coming at first
Then her sadistic side kicks in and sheâs stepping on you with her heel her voice drowning with pride
During those dom moments she can sound very degrading
Talking to you like youâre beneath her instead of an equal
But normally she is nothing short of kind
Even in yandere mode she never shouts or yells or does anything like that
Itâs always calm collected and lightly frightening
Definite mother vibes
Just very nurturing
Yuuta
A deep voice member
Full delinquent
âGot something to fucking say to me?â
Aggressive as all hell
At least to strangers that is
To his darling or his twin itâs still lightly rough but also soft? I know confusing
He tries hard to keep that tough guy act up but when anxiety and everything hits heâs a mess
âE-eh!? W-why are you starinâ at me for!? G-go away!â
Hella paranoid all the time
During those anxious moments his stutters and tics are ranging in tone and pitch
He has various tics such as popping sounds, crude phrases like âno more daddy! Nope nope!â Or even âf-f-fucking c-cocksâ and many others he canât control these and they only come during panic attacks
Some of his other phrases are things heâs said as a child when his family would violate him so lot of them have the word stop and no in it
A âcuteâ one is if you were to say âwhose a pretty boyâ he would instantly reply âIâm a p-pretty b-boy!â Oddly enough that tic always makes him feel better and calm down
Anyways normal voice yuuta is tough boy
He scoffs a lot and plays this very dominating role
He likes to say nicknames like doll or angelface
Makes him feel tough
He usually tries to sound as sarcastic as humanly possible
But when heâs sad or vulnerable he whines so loud and is so clingy
âD-donât leave me along! T-the monsters are g-gonna get me! Nooo! P-please!â
Heâs like a scared child clinging to you sobbing and trying to jump in your arms just shaking
Yuuji
Also a twink voice
Except his has more sparkles in it
Kinda valley girl tone but not as annoying
Just a lot of âoh sweetieâ and âhoney noâ
Super sugary sweet like so sweet and fake it could kill ya
Behind closed doors though
That sugary tone is the same just sadistic
âOh sweetie, whose a sad little ball of trash? You are! Yes you are my little parasite!â
Talks in baby talk when degrading his darling and yuuta
They are beneath him in his eyes heâs god
So he should be treated as such
When pissed off his sweet tone stops and itâs pure disgust
âYou bottom feeder, do you know who youâre fucking talking to?â
His pissed off voice would give you shivers from how cold it is
He can switch from angry to sweet and back again so fast like one minute heâs threatening to violate every hole you own and the next heâs like âIâm sorry! Iâm being a big old meanie pants! Teehee letâs goooooo shoppinggg! Yayyy!â
Likes making his voice as cutesy as possible
Mostly cause when he switches to his more serious side the fear in their eyes is much more delicious
Ren
Yâall already know
Stutters every sentence
Canât even form proper words without stuttering
Growls in anger when annoyed and sounds like he wants to rail you so hard you break
All around soft sweet voice
Whimpers every single time he speaks
When annoyed or gets more confidence his voice is soft but sharp
âYou shouldnât do that. Stop.â
Very short and quick like you better listen to him or else
His voice goes dead and his eyes show no mercy
He keeps his voice low and warm though
When happy he is just so warm and bright
Absolutely adorable
When ranting there are no stutters or anything he can talk for hours if you let him
Loud as fuck in bed though
Full on sobs and cries so loud the neighbors hear yâall
His voice cracks and squeaks as he pants heavily and tries not to pass out
All in all
Shy boi
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âPairing: Taeyong x Reader
âOther Members/ Characters:Â Ten | JohnnyÂ
âGenre: Smut (w/ plot!)
âWarnings:Â Weight is mentioned a lot | Self-esteem & Self-worth issues | Could be triggering for people with weight issues | Fingering | Vaginal sex | Oral (M)
âWord count:Â 4,321
âSummary:Â For many reasons, you havenât had sex in a long time. Though you love yourself and your bigger body, youâre always aware that other people might not. After a bad night with someone who didnât want to be seen in public with you, your best friend Ten offers to set you up with his friend Taeyong.Â
*This is very body positive, but it does deal with a lot of negative things that are very close to reality for most people. I tried to portray things as accurately as I can, given my own experiences. I know not everyoneâs experience is like mine. Itâs a very honest outlook on having a one-night-stand or FWB relationship while being a bigger girl.Â
 Mr. No Name. He hit all the right notes and strokes. He was attractive and mildly interesting. More importantly, he said he didnât care what you looked like, or that it had been awhile since youâd had sex. His clothes flew off mid-air, and you watched them land here and there. Mistakes never landed in one spot, you thought. They peppered your life like seasoning, and even so, life had been tasteless, as of late. You still found yourself craving the morsel that would poison you.
âCan you give me a moment?â you asked.
 Nameless stretched across your bed like a God, his arms draped out in what he must have pretended was satin. IKEA might have felt honored. When he spoke, he told you to hurry back quickly. He said he didnât have that much time, but you suspected he was the type to fuck and leave.Â
  âOkay.â you said.
 You left your bedroom, not really thinking that youâd just left a stranger to rummage through your personal belongings. You went into the bathroom and turned off all the lights. You didnât want to look at your body stuffed into the lingerie you carefully picked out for the occasion. You didnât want to know what he saw when he looked at you. You hated that you were that girl, but old habits die hard, or rather, they come back from the dead and pick you apart until youâre just bone.
  Sex. It never mattered much to you. You would consume it when it came, just a notch above feeling grateful that someone would stick themselves inside of you. You didnât know if it didnât matter because it didnât, or because you couldnât fathom caring so much about someone that didnât care for you back. It was easier to skip the hurt altogether and go straight for the parts where you ate the ice cream without the excuse.
âGet a grip.â you told yourself in the darkness.
 It had been awhile since youâd had sex because, despite being happy in your own skin, you were still terrified of someone seeing you naked. It was hell to explain how fulfilled you felt as your own person until a man looked at you and diminished your worth by calling you the most unfuckable person in the room. It was so easy for someone to tear down years of hard work and self-reflection for a two second shame fest by a stranger in a passing car, yelling about your weight, or what you should and shouldnât be eating. And, yes, you hated that you cared what people thought of you, even after all this time.
 Enter: Mr. No Name. You called him that because he gave you an alias to call him by, and the fake name didnât sit well with you. You wanted to ask him why he didnât want you to know him, but deep down, you already knew. No one wants to be seen with the fat girl. You knew you were completely right when you asked him for coffee, and he looked as if youâd asked him to march around town with a parade float tied to his leg. Not everyone would look at the straight-sized man and the plus-sized girl and think negatively, but there would always be people who were still looking. Maybe you didnât want to be seen as much as he didnât want to be seen. Maybe you were also the problem.
 Still, you were horny and touch starved. After all, all you wanted from him was sex. That was the agreement. And you loathed yourself for briefly wanting more, for looking at him and his desire for you, and thinking that it could extend beyond the bedroom. Silly you for wanting what some people had. You had to forgive your own poor self-esteem and hope that others would, too.
 When you went back to your bedroom, he had passed out on your pillow. He was hugging the other one, his naked body smooth against the fabric. In his sleep, the prospect of him didnât seem as scary as you thought. You wouldnât hold it against him. You woke him and told him to put his clothes back on.Â
âSo what?â he said. âThings donât work out. It wasnât meant to be.â
 You looked over at Ten and felt that he was completely missing the point. It was your fault. You were never honest about how you felt because you didnât want to bring attention to it. He knew your lingering insecurities as well as anyone, but there were things he could never truly understand. Last thing you wanted was for someone to pity you, or worse, think youâre just making it all up in your head.Â
âI want sex,â you said. âI think Iâm drying up down there.â
âDating apps.â Ten said, as if his genius idea would save you.Â
âAbsolutely not.â
âYou have to start somewhere.â
âIâm not a fetish,â you said. âDating apps make me realize why I donât date in the first place.â
âIf you wait for things to happen organically, you might miss out,â Ten said. âDo people still do newspaper ads?â
âAre newspapers even a thing?â you asked.
 You and Ten looked at each other and shrugged. There were so many things you understood about each other. You sat down and wiped sweat from your forehead. You were supposed to be cleaning your apartment. There was something about deep cleaning that soothed you. And Ten was supposed to be helping, but he was sipping his hot tea and playing around on his phone.
âCan I be honest with you?â you asked.
 It felt like now or never. He didnât need to know everything, just a little bit where you were coming from. There were sirens going off in your head telling you not to say anything to him. Your big mouth couldnât stop once you were dead set on something.
âAlways,â he said, putting his phone down. âIs this about the date?â
You nodded. âItâs about me, too. Iâm..I donât love the body Iâm in..sometimes..other times, I love her. She gets me from point A to B. She makes me feel sexy. Forget what makes you healthy and what doesnât. I donât listen to anyone else but my doctor. All I know is that I love myself, from my ridiculous long second toe, to my double chin. All of it. And I think that scares people away, and I think I let them scare me away, too.â
âWas he that bad?â he asked.
âHe didnât want to be seen with me. Before we entered my apartment, he asked if anyone knew he was there,â you said. â I would have cried if I was any other person. You know, Iâm not even mad that he was like that. At this point, I expect that more than I donât. Iâm mad that, for one moment in time, I really expected him to be different. He kept saying how much he loved my body, and I didnât get fetish feelings from him. I thought, âWow, he could really be the one. He could be the fuck buddy of a lifetime.â Despite fucking it up in so many other ways, he made me feel like a person. I felt wanted.â
âHe sounds like a dick.â Ten said.
Slowly, you nodded in agreement. At the same time, you and Ten sipped your drinks, lost in thought.Â
Then, as if he remembered something important, Ten tilted his head and said, âI know a man.â
âThatâs great,â you said, dryly. âI know a lot of men, too.â
ââNo,â he said, slapping the table. âI have a friend.â
 You raised your eyebrows. You thought about being sarcastic, but Ten wasnât paying attention. It was no fun if he didnât play back. He was excited by his own thought process, the wheels in his head spinning.Â
âYou just want sex!â he said.
âCorrect.â
âWith someone who will be seen with you in public,â he continued. âSo they donât kill your lady boner. I know a friend who will do that for you.â
âNo.â you said, flatly.
âWhy not?â
âIâm not a charity case,â you said. âI donât want a man to fuck me just because he feels bad.â
âThis guy isnât like that.â
 You wanted to say that all guys were like that, but that way of thinking didnât help anyone. It wasnât true. You knew there were men out there who were what you wanted, you just didnât know why they were halfway around the world. You thought of Tenâs friends, which were also your friends, by default.
âWhich friend?â you asked. âAll of them are with someone. Besides, I wouldnât have sex with any of them. It would be too weird.â
âYou donât know him.â
âBut I know all of your friends.â
âNot this one,â Ten said. âHeâs in my art class. Youâll love him. Come to Saturdayâs class. Iâll introduce you.â
 They say fat girls shouldnât wear overalls. You looked at your tummy in the reflection of a car and pressed your hands against it. Your thighs looked like they were bulging in the little shorts. You shook your head to rid yourself of the thought demons that tried to make you think you were anything less than sexy. Whenever it came to the opinion of men, unfortunately, they liked to show up and rear their ugly heads. You looked adorable in your overalls, and youâd look smokinâ hot out of them.
 You werenât good at art, so you didnât know how to dress up, or how to behave. You showed up and stood by a bunch of people smoking cigarettes and gossiping. You thought the atmosphere would be more like the movies, and you thanked yourself you didnât show up in some ridiculous scarf and a beret.Â
âYouâre earlier than I am,â Ten said, hugging you from behind. âThatâs not something I can get used to. You look like an art ho.â
âWhat is an art ho?â you asked.
 Self-consciously, your eyes started going towards your reflection. Ten took your arm and led you inside, past the smokers, and right through a door into a cool and brightly lit studio. Ten came every week, and you could see why. The place had a cheery vibe, and everyone around you was smiling and sitting down at an easel. There was food in the corner of the room and all of these prints on the wall that you could look at for hours.
âSo,â you said, sitting down. âWe just...paint things?â
âYes, âTen said. âWe get a theme for the day. No rules. No stress or worries. It doesnât matter what it looks like. All that matters is that you have fun.â
âThatâs easy for you to say, youâre a great artist.âÂ
Ten blushed. âI try my best.â
 Taking your place and watching everyone slowly trickle into the class, you noticed how attractive everyone was. You didnât know what Tenâs friend looked like. You didnât even know his name. You imagined him in your head, building him up like a clay figure. He had eyes and a nose, he was tall and resembled a beautiful marble statue. You looked around the room and realized there were mostly couples, their eyes finding each other wherever they went. Your eyes kept swimming around the room, too, even as the class began. And thatâs when you saw him.
âWhoa.â you said underneath your breath.
 He was beautiful. He was tall, like you imagined. So much of his broad shouldered body peeked out from behind his easel. He had black hair, which he swept back from his forehead. He had a smile permanently fixed to his face, and the warmest brown eyes you had ever seen. You physically gulped before nudging Ten.
âWho is that?â you asked.Â
Ten smirked. âThatâs Johnny. All the girls love him.â
 You were all the girls. You couldnât stop staring at him. You wondered if painting him would be too creepy. As class began, you tried focusing on the project at hand, but your eyes kept going back to him.
âI need to get laid, â you whispered. âI need to get laid so badly.â
âWill you relax,â Ten whispered back. âI donât need you climaxing in front of my class. I think thatâs frowned upon.â
 You forgot about Johnny as best as you could and painted the sexiest fruit bowl of your life. You were proud, tired, and most of all, itching at the chance to talk to Johnny. You were thankful for Ten in that moment, so thankful that you could have kissed him. But, your attention was not on Ten. You were thinking about Johnnyâs big body slamming you down onto your bed and fucking the still life out of you.
âI want you to meet him now.â Ten said.Â
 You stood fast, your knee knocking into the easel. Several people looked your way because of the loud noise. You waved and tried to shake off the embarrassment. Johnny stood too, his face a model of perfection. He was so happy that it was infectious.
âHeâs a little too attractive.â you said.Â
âJohnny?â Ten asked. âI guess so.â
 Ten ushered you forward. As you were getting ready to extend your hand out to Johnny, Ten kept pushing until you were in front of the easel at the end. A man stood up and wiped his hands on his jeans.
âHello, â he said. âIâm Taeyong.â
 You were speechless. You cursed yourself for automatically thinking it was Johnny. The look on your face must have said it all, because Ten needed to cover for you. He told Taeyong your name after fixing you with the longest side-eye in human history.
âTaeyong,â you said. âRight. Iâm sorry. Iâm just...so..in love with your painting.â
 You looked at his painting. It was chaotic. The fruit were different colors and they were all smashed, the seeds ripped out, and the juices flowing. He had more paint on his hands and arms than what was on the canvas.Â
âThis?â he asked. âThank you. Painting gives me energy.â
 Ten put his hand on your shoulder and said he was going to clean up his station. You couldnât recover from the initial embarrassment, so you offered to go help him.
âItâs okay if you donât like what you see,â Taeyong said. âI understand.â
 Ten gave you one last âI will fuck you up if you ruin this for yourselfâ glance before disappearing. Everything in you felt apologetic towards Taeyong. It wasnât even about him.Â
âItâs not you.â you said.
Taeyong laughed. âThatâs usually how the saying goes.â
âNo!â you said. âReally, itâs not you. Youâre wonderful.â
 And you meant it. Though he was different from Johnny and different from what you expected, Taeyong was very handsome. In your mind, you didnât judge the way he looked because you didnât want him to do the same to you. You knew how it felt too well, which is why it hurt you that he was feeling that way.
âCan I be honest?â you said. âI think I fucked this up. Ten didnât tell me anything about you, and I thought you were someone else.â
âAhh,â Taeyong said. âImagine the disappointment.â
 You could feel yourself growing dizzy. You took a seat in the chair next to Taeyong. When you stood, you were a little taller than him. When you sat, your body felt massive in front of his smaller frame. You looked into his face, into his eyes which didnât look as upset as they should have been.
âIâm an idiot,â you said. âAll these years wanting people to censor themselves for me, and I end up doing it to someone else. Can we start over?â
Taeyong sat. He placed his hands between his thighs and nodded. The way he moved was so cute that you couldnât help but smile.
âTaeyong,â you said. âWould you like to come home with me?â
âY-e-eesss.â he said, drawing the world out cutely.
 You found yourself back in your bedroom, in a role that seemed too familiar. You were starting to feel scared that Taeyong only came back because of some fat fetish. He had been seen with you in public, had even reached for your hand on the walk back to your apartment, but fear had a way of resurfacing in intimate spaces.Â
âThis is nice,â Taeyong said, gesturing up at the painting above your bed. âI draw on my walls, but this is much more sophisticated.â
 You couldnât seem to talk. Your mouth was dry. You asked him if he wanted a drink so that you could have one to loosen up. He said he didnât drink much because his neck got all splotchy and red. You skipped the drink and disappeared into the bathroom, like a coward.
âWeâre here again,â you said to yourself. âJust fuck him al-â
 There was a knock at the bathroom door. You turned on the lights and opened it slowly to see Taeyong standing there.Â
âAre you okay?â he asked.
âIâm good.â
âItâs just that,â he said. âYouâre talking to yourself. I talk to myself sometimes, too. Do you want to do this another time?â
 He looked so sweet that something in you just toppled over the edge. You didnât say no. You didnât say yes. You crossed the threshold and kissed him, grabbing the back of his head. The kiss itself was so soft and tame that you kept trying to make it more aggressive. Taeyong released his lips from yours and rubbed his mouth. He laughed nervously and looked down at the floor. His lips were red and swollen, his eyes more lustful than before when he finally looked back up at you. He stepped forward and kissed you, pressing his body up against yours. Normally, feeling someone's tummy against yours would make you retreat, but you were so lost in the moment that you didnât notice.Â
âBedroom?â Taeyong asked.
âYes.â
 It was Taeyong who guided you to your own bedroom. Your eyes went straight to the painting above your bed. There was a new appreciation for it. When you looked back to Taeyong, he was looking at you like he was looking at art: admiring, questioning.
âYouâre nervous,â he asked. âWhy?â
âItâs been a long time since Iâve been with someone.â you said.
 You and Taeyong sat on the edge of your bed. You were itching to kiss him, but you felt that the questions on the tip of his tongue would get in the way.
âBeing nervous is okay,â he said. âBut I want you to know that Iâll take my time and make it enjoyable for you.â
 He leaned in to kiss you, his hand pushing your hair out of the way so that he could rest it on your cheek. Your hand was on his thigh. Things started escalating, like you were both trying to one-up the other. Taeyongâs hand was on your breast, trying to figure out the machinations of the overalls. You were rubbing his leg a little too much. He had to ask you to stop or he'd explode. You laid back on the bed and let him hover above your body. Your thighs felt extra jiggly when his hands caressed you. You felt yourself clamming up, and Taeyong sensed it and stopped.
âIâm not entirely comfortable with my body sometimes.â you admitted.Â
âDo you want to stop?â Taeyong asked. âWe can watch movies or play board games?â
âBoard games?â you asked.
He shrugged. âI like games.â
 You wanted to laugh. Taeyong was much different from Mr. No Name. Being with him felt less like a performance. It was like you were being intimate with a friend, only intimacy looked a lot like awkwardness.Â
âI donât want to stop,â you said. âDo you?â
âNo.â Taeyong said.
 He sloped down to kiss you. His hand continued moving up your thigh and into your shorts. Having someone's fingers inside of you after not having anything for so long felt like an epiphany. You moaned and stopped kissing Taeyong. Not because you wanted to stop exploring his mouth, but because you couldnât contain your excitement. You opened your legs and let him finger you, his skinny and long fingers jerking in and out of you with zeal.Â
âDonât stop,â you moaned. âDonât stop.â
 You came around his fingers quickly, your hand reaching out to grab his wrist. He delicately kissed the side of your neck, double chin and all. You took a minute to catch your breath, but Taeyong was all over you. He unhooked your overalls. He lifted up your shirt to reveal your stomach. Checking to see if it was okay with you first, he kissed your soft flesh. You moved further up the bed so that his face was down below. He helped you remove the outfit, and you finished it off, sitting up on your bed naked and fighting the urge to cover yourself.
âDonât tell me Iâm beautiful,â you said. âDonât say anything at all about my body. Tell me about yours.â
 Taeyong smiled in understanding. He yanked his shirt over his head and pointed at his scar. The pink jagged line was shiny. You yearned to place your lips against it.Â
âA scar,â he said. He brought his hands up his body, his ribs noticeable. Seductively, he brought his hand back down until his fingers caught on his zipper. It didnât take much for Taeyongâs baggy pants to fall to the ground. He slipped off his briefs to reveal his soft cock. âCan I show you my body?â
âYes.â
 He was going to come to you, but you scooted to the edge of the bed. You didnât love the way your body looked while you were sitting, but your attention was saved by Taeyongâs cock. You took over, working him in your hands, and watching as he came to life. You leaned down to suck him, enjoying how he whimpered from the warmth of your mouth. You stopped momentarily to kiss his scar before you were back at it, drawing him closer and closer. Before he could spill, you let him go and climbed back onto the bed on all fours, your ass facing him. The position was easiest for you. You didnât have to look at men when they fucked you, your fat moving rabidly, and your mind wondering how distracted they were by your body. You waited for him to come to you and thrust his cock into you from behind, but Taeyong didnât.Â
âI want you on top,â he said. âI want to see you.â
 You watched Taeyong lay on your bed, his body just below the painting. He was relaxing in a bunch of pillows, and he was smiling. If you went on top of him, his small frame seemed like it would disappear underneath you. The thought of your thick thighs rubbing against him made you queasy. Yet, there was something so sexy about him wanting you that carried you forward. It was an interesting situation.Â
âAre you sure?â you asked.
Taeyong lifted his arms behind his head. âRide me.â
 You gripped his thighs and climbed on top of him. You were hyper aware of your body touching his. You lifted your ass up and tried to situate yourself. As you did, Taeyongâs hands were all over you. He poked and prodded you, smoothing his fingers over your skin and exploring everything there was to see and not see. At first, you froze in place. You had never had anyone feel your body like that, like a painter painting a canvas. You could feel his brush strokes as you closed your eyes, his fingers moving over your nipples, and the way he touched you when he went between your legs.Â
 Lowering yourself down onto his cock, you had to slowly let him in. Every inch was felt, moving inside of you so intensely that every time you moved back up just a little, you wanted to lurch forward in pleasure. Taeyong held your waist and kept his hands there as you rocked over him slowly.Â
âI forgot how good this felt.â you said.
 You hadnât ridden someone since university. It was the second time ever, and the first time with someone you could actually see yourself liking. You tried pushing the L-word thoughts out of your head. You and Taeyong were only having sex, not dating.Â
âFaster.â Taeyong said, the words coming out of his mouth surprising him.
 You rode him faster, trying not to think too hard about the way your body bounced, or how it looked. He touched you as you fucked him, his hands getting increasingly more desperate. The way he looked up at you made you feel bold. You pressed down on his chest and started fucking yourself on his cock with a new pace, your body slamming down on him hard. The sounds of your bodies slapping together was loud, and at one point, you slowed down because you were scared you were hurting him.
âNo,â he moaned. âKeep going.â
 You fucked him until you came, throwing your head back and riding the wave. Taeyong watched you with awe, even when you didnât stop moving. You wanted him to come, wanted to finish him off the way he deserved.
âGive it to me,â you said, fucking him. âI want it, Taeyong. Come for me.â
 You pushed your breasts against his chest and kissed him. The moan that broke free from his lips was loud and whiny. You kissed his neck and kept taking his cock until he came, his body stiffening before relaxing. You let him stay inside of you long after he had come, his fingertips drawing love hearts on your skin.
âI was thinking,â Taeyong said. âTomorrow we should get that drink.â
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X-Men Abridged: 1978
The X-Men, those take-me-to-the-ballgame mutants that have sworn to protect a world that hates and fears them, are a cultural juggernaut with a long, tangled history. Want to unravel this tapestry? Then read the Abridged X-Men!
(X-Men 109 - 116) - by Chris Claremont and John Byrne, Tony Dezuniga
Yes, the plan here is to toss Kurt at Magneto and yes, itâs objectively the best panel of 1978. (X-Men 113)
If the X-Men were a tv-show, the Phoenix mending the MâKraan Crystal would probably have been the finale of season 1 of X-Men: the New Generation. Now that weâve had this big finish, Claremont takes his time to sow new plot seeds and navigate his team of merry mutants in new directions. Compared to 1977, 1978 is a lot more laid back, with smaller arcs and more character moments.
Take the first two issues of the year, for example. The victorious X-Men come home from their space capers and for a moment, all is well. Ororo is a plant mommy, Kurt is a grade-A cutey and Jean comes out to her parents as the Phoenix. (Intrigued? Read more here.) And, because Moira going back home to Scotland, the X-Men say goodbye to her through⊠a baseball game! (Which, I guess if youâre comic book character bound by the comic book code, is the next best thing to just getting drunk together.)
Itâs all very straight-edge wholesome.
Lilandra is very absent: Iâm assuming she is sleeping off the space jetlag somewhere. idk
Sure, thereâs still a few action-packed B-plots: a fight scene is mandatory in a comic book, after all. Weapon Alpha tries to claim Wolverine in the name of the Canadian government and some nobody named Warhawk sneaks into the mansion as a phone repairman to rig the Danger Room into a Death Trap.
(Look, you have a danger room. Why are you calling phone repairmen? During breakfast, did Charles go around the table, asking anyone if they wanted to fix the phone and everyone was like ânnnnnno, I am le tiredâ.)
Anyway, how would you unwind after a baseball game? Scott has an awesome idea! (I'm betting Scott would have embraced the Comics Code.)
This is the one issue not drawn by John Byrne this year. Dezuniga does a fine enough job, but Jean using her powers looks like sheâs barfing psy-energy all over the place. (X-Men 110)
Warhawk traps the rest of the X-Men in the Danger Room. Wolverine gets a moment to shine as the teamâs rogue, finally getting a win after getting knocked on his ass lately. Also, Kurt calls Warhawk Krieghabicht. (Hee.) Jean, meanwhile, is startled because despite her phenomenal powers, she was taken out so easily. She makes the formal choice to rejoin the X-Men.
And the next time we see them⊠THE X-MEN HAVE VANISHED? (yes, i know this sentence contradicts itself, shut up)
We find Beast at a circus in Texas, investigating their disappearance while on a sabbatical from the Avengers. See, Lorna called him because Havok was kidnapped in Scotland and the X-Men did not pick up, so she called good ole Hank McCoy. We know Charles is honeymooning with Lilandra, so where are the X-Men?
Cerebro leads Hank to a circus and, dude, for someone whoâs supposed to be a genius, you draw the conclusion that these are the brainwashed X-Men way too slowly.
I by no means wish to belittle Stormâs situation, but Wolverine is in equally skimpy clothing while chained the fuck up, Beast. Canât spare a little sympathy for him? (X-Men 111)
Beast continues being the worst detective mutantkind has ever known: even Jean, whoâs currently a cigarette smoking trapeze artist named Miz Destiny, barely convinces him that these are the X-Men. When Beast finally confronts the Ring Leader, it turns out to be⊠Mesmero!
This pose: appropriate for a super villain or suitable for a Harlequin novel cover? Especially with all this talk about enthralling? (X-Men 112)
Apparently Mesmero doesnât give a fuck that half these X-Men arenât the same X-Men that fought him before. Revenge is a dish best served cold and to the wrong table, apparently. Beast fighting ole Messy causes Wolverine to spring free from his hypnotic influence. Wolvie proceeds to slap Jean out of it (literally) and they free the rest of the X-Men. But when they come and confront Mesmero in his little circus wagon, their villain is knocked outâŠ
By Magneto.
dun dun DUN
Magneto proceeds to kidnap them, like this:
Magneto, who has no patience for narrative baggage, also yeets out Mesmero over the Andes, no big deal (X-Men 112)
Just like Mesmero, Magneto wants misplaced revenge. Instead of exacting vengeance on Charles, Moira and the Defenders involved in (literally) infantilizing him - no, seriously, he was a baby - Magneto comes for these All-New X-Men. (Look, logic has never been one of Magnetoâs super powers.)
He takes the X-Men to his secret base below the South Pole, tucked away under a literal volcano. (He really should be on the tourist board for Amazing Antarctica, this is his third base there.) The X-Men, after they have safely landed, attack him, but they are tossed around like rag dolls, falling one by one - even the Phoenix.
Jean does have the right idea, though: itâs my theory that the key to defeating Magneto is being equally dramatic and hammy. (X-Men 112)
Somewhere on a cruise ship, Charles loses contact with the X-Men and proceeds to do absolutely nothing about it. Damn, but Elizabeth Taylor Lilandra must have some pretty choice moves in bed.
YOU COULD TRY FINDING OUT, CHARLES. (X-Men 113)
When the X-Men wake up, they're bound by Nanny, a robotic⊠uh, nanny! And Magneto unveils his revenge: he has scrambled the X-Menâs brains: they are fully conscious, but are trapped, powerlessly in their bodies, which wonât follow the instructions of their brains. Itâs as if theyâre the minds of adults, trapped in the bodies of infants - just like Magneto was. (He does not succumb to an evil laughter, but heâs definitely drifting into Evil Overlord territory.)
Look, a lot of this is very silly. Magneto hasnât really been codified by Claremont yet: heâs still very much the sixties super villain and he doesnât have his Holocaust-past yet. His motivations donât make much sense: itâs never made clear why he needs the base, for example, or why he doesnât just kill the X-Men. And yet, he seems more menacing than he used to be. Might be because these X-Men actually have a hard time beating him.
A lot of this era works like that. Thereâs the occasionally very silly trappings of a superhero comic, but thereâs also glimmers of exceptional writing. Take the following scene, for example, which Iâll just include in its entirety, because fuck it. Storm is trying to break free, on the flimsy premise that she was a highly advanced baby who had the motor skills of a toddler. (Iâve met babies. They basically eat, sleep and poop. They canât really do this.) And yet? This scene kind of works.
Like, the fact that this scene works despite the fact that Magneto thought to give his Nanny-robot a sixties copper bob-cut and a aluminium French maid headpiece is a testament to effective writing. (Also to Magnetoâs attention to detail.) (X-Men 113)
No worries, Storm succeeds the second time she attempts this.
Together, the now free team manages to almost defeat Magneto, but Phoenix grows a little too zealous, destroying precious machinery. It proves to be their undoing: the roof to the base cracks open, letting lava in. Things grow dire and Magneto gets the nope out of there.
The lava turns on the heat and the team gets split up. Phoenix escapes together with Beast, and they both collapse into the freezing snow in the Arctic. A helicopter saves them, but what about the rest of the team? Are they dead?!
Theyâre dead enough for Professor X, and I really have questions about the effectiveness of Cerebro. After a brief mourning period, Beast rejoins the Avengers. But what really happened to the X-Men? Well, they fled into the Savage Land!
So, are we getting a sexy costume change with every new locale and/or story arc? What is this, Charmed? (X-Men 114)
The Savage Land plot is⊠kind of messy and confusing? First, Storm is attacked by Sauron (yay!) and he even hypnotizes Wolverine and uses his love for Jean against him (ew!), but as soon as Karl Lykos gains control again (boo!), he explains how he
Did not fall to his death;
Is suppressing his pterodactyl side (ainât we all);
allied himself with the Savage Landers.
Then Ka-Zar, MarvelŽs discount!Tarzan, explains how someone named Zaladane transformed a hapless innocent into Garruk, the Petrified Man, who is some sort of⊠living god? Who stopped some sort of interdimensional invasion by mending some sort of⊠portal rift? And then he set up shop in the swamp and built some sort of futuristic city? And he wants to enslave all of the natives of the Savage Land? And he built his city on the geothermal fissure that heats the Savage Land, so now the jungle is being choked out by snowy tundra?
Such a mess. And I know Zaladane gets important later, but, ugh, the socio-political tensions in the Savage Land is generally not what Iâm here for.
One of the few Savage Land scenes I do like is also messy, but the emotional kind of messy. See, the X-Men on their part believe Jean and Hank are dead, and Scott takes it rather⊠lightly? When Storm confronts him about it, he confesses he does not mourn Jean as much as he thought he would, as if she were a different woman ever since they crash-landed the shuttle. Storm rejects this confession, always solidly in Jeanâs camp, and basically tells Scott to man up. Scott has a point: Jean has changed and itâs not like people have fallen out of love for less, but thereâs something to be said for Stormâs firm âfor better or for worseâ-argument. The scene ends unresolved, and I like that.
Anyway, thereâs some X-Men fighting dinos and flying lizards, so thereâs at least that. Oh, and Colossus develops a suddenly intense bond with a Savage Lander with a mohawk, which is a detail that becomes important later. Another significant detail?
Thereâs a lot of weight to that snikt, bub. (X-Men 116)
The implication is that Wolverine simply kills the guy in cold-blood. Itâs a little weird that both Storm and Kurt are so okay with this, especially because Storm tries to save Garruk later. This, however, also marks an important direction in which theyâre taking Wolverine, becoming the most ruthless of the X-Men.
In the end, Cyclops blasts the foundations of the citadel to smithereens, solving everyoneâs problems and putting a neat bow on this tangled plotline. Also, all of a sudden? The X-Men are monthly again! (yay!) And theyâve upgraded from All-New, All-Different to Uncanny on the cover, though the name of the comic wonât officially change until issue 142.
Best new character: Like Hell Iâm giving this to Weapon Alpha! So instead, itâs going to the two stylish, mohawked ladies who âshow the islandâ to Piotr. (Again. Theyâll be relevant later. Sort of.)
What to read: X-Men 109, for the denouement of the Phoenix Saga (or the first part thereof). The rest is rather inconsequential.
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The Heartbreak Series
A Short Overview of Markâs Love-life Throughout the Years
Mark-centric AU
Pairings: markhyuck, markten, yumark, renmark, jenmark, lumark, and side!johnten
word count: 3.4k+ words
written in bullet form cus I'm a lazy shit
unbetaed so read at your own risk lmao
very self-indulgent; i.e., I just really wanted to hurt Mark... sorry Mark
suggestive themes. contains swearing and mentions of alcohol, drugs, sex, and cigarettes. reader discretion is advised!
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MARKHYUCK - âThe timing wasnât rightâ
Mark didnât hate Donghyuck when they first met; he just didnât get him
Where Mark was quiet, respectful, and peace-loving Donghyuck was loud, brash, and always spoke what was on his mind without any regard to anyoneâs feelings
But somehow everyone loved Hyuck and Mark couldnât understand why
Until he took the time to properly get to know him
That was when he realized how irresistibly magnetic he was
He was funny in a crass way
And was horribly honest (for better or for worse)
He knew the best ways to rile people up but somehow always smiled his way out of any fight
And god was his smile beautiful
He made you want to be his friend with a single look
But understanding this didnât mean understanding his own feelings (especially as a supposedly âstraightâ Catholic boy), so nothing truly develops between Mark and Hyuck aside from a weirdly tense friendship
Where Mark was constantly craving his attention
And Hyuck was constantly torn between giving it to him or staying away for his own sanity
They move away from each other after high school and end up in different universities so they donât hear from each other again until years later
MARKTEN - âthe mentorâ
Mark was in his first year of college when he realized he might not actually be straight after all
Being away from his Catholic parents and being exposed to other types of people really helped broaden his horizons
But meeting Ten was the turning point
They kissed during a game of Truth or Dare and the next thing Mark knew was that Ten was bringing him home to his bed
The morning after a confusing but terribly pleasurable fiasco, Ten was laughing at Mark's naivety because
(1) he hadnât left like most guys do after a one night stand and;
(2) Mark was a cuddler when he was drunk off his ass
A literal octopus that pouted and whined and unconsciously sucked hickies unto exposed pieces of skin he could reach overnight
Mark tries to make sense of what happened
He thought that he and Ten HAD to be a thing now after what they had done (and they had done a lot)
Mark doesnât really understand yet the concept of a one night stand
Ten explains to him that they donât have to date or be exclusive (Ten just doesnât roll that way)
They can just keep things casual between them
But poor Mark just looked so lost
So Ten takes him under his wing
Ten spends the next few months helping Mark explore his sexuality
They try different positions and different roles and even have a few threesomes with Tenâs more regular hookup: Johnny
Ten goes to great lengths to teach Mark about the wonders of hookup culture and one night stands and bars with sexy drunk men and sex full of passion but without any of the strings attached
He does all this before sending him off into the world like a chick leaving the nest
But Ten is still Markâs favorite go-to for a long time
He just never had a chance with Ten
Not really
Especially not with Johnny always around
YUMARK - âthe first heartbreakâ
Yuta was Markâs first boyfriend
He was known around the school as the problem-kid in Johnnyâs year because he had skipped and flunked so many classes, has repeated his 3rd year twice
He was also notorious for his black-painted nails, devil-may-care attitude, and smoking on school grounds
He was the type of boy your parents warned you to stay away from
And he was also Tenâs go-to supply for happy pills and alcohol whenever he hosted parties at Johnny's frat house
Mark had known about him for a while
Had heard about him from all his seniors and even his batchmates
But they first meet at Tenâs graduation party when Mark was in his 2nd Year
By then Mark had been well-taught and fully immersed in hookup culture and he wanted to try his hand on someone different like Yuta
He let the older boy take him to his dorm room which smelled of weed and cheap beer
This isn't really what Mark would call attractive
But somehow spending the night with Yuta made Mark crave more than was deemed healthy
Even Ten wanted him to stay away from Yuta after hearing he had slept with him
But something about his aura made Mark fall to his knees
So they spend a few more nights together wrapped up in each otherâs embrace
Yuta showed Mark things that Ten didnât dare (and that was saying something as Ten was quite kinky himself)
Mark would probably never disclose to anyone the kind of shit he and Yuta regularly got around to doing
But one of their tamer endeavors, and one that they particularly enjoyed doing, was fucking raw while they were high or drunk
During this time their inhibitions would be completely thrown out the window and their fucking would often border on dangerous
Like fucking on the windowsill with the window wide open
Despite living on the 3rd floor
On one of those blurry nights where their vision was hazy with smoke and their throats burned from liquor, Mark blurted out that he had fallen in love with Yuta
Yuta didn't exactly reply
But he pulled him into a kiss and they didnât speak of it again
They spent most of their free time together making out, fucking, or chilling at Yutaâs dorm with bongs and Japanese horror movies after that
They skipped classes to go on long drives to the countryside where theyâd happily fuck in (and occasionally on) the car
Mark picked up smoking as a habit after having been given the task of carrying around Yutaâs lighter and lighting his cigarettes for him
The hefty metal had âN.YUTAâ messily carved into its body with a box cutter
And carrying it around made Mark feel useful, powerful, and gave him a sense of purpose
But he didnât realize how dependent he was becoming or how much of his life he was slowly ruining
Mark lived in this toxic relationship believing Yuta needed him
Yuta told him that he needed him
When in reality it was actually Mark who needed him to feel alive
One day the relationship took a nosedive when Mark finds Yuta cheating on him with Winwin
Mark had never known what rage felt like until that moment
Mark cried angry tears
And he threw the metal light out the window, shattering the glass and causing Winwin to wince at the probable cost of the damage
Yuta tried to apologize but ultimately they decided that the relationship had already died months ago
They werenât good or healthy for each other
And this was apparently just an incident waiting to happen
So they broke things off without another word
Mark has long since forgiven Yuta but only because it was in his nature to do so
But despite having uttered the words âI forgive youâ he still feels the sting of heartache every time he sees Yuta and Winwin together
Because he couldnât deny that Winwin made Yuta better than he ever could
RENMARK - âthe one that got awayâ
Renjun was unique and enigmatic in many ways
He was smart, funny, artistic, and had a great personality, but was closed off and always kept his guard up
He made Mark want to use big words he otherwise would never use on a daily basis (like Abstentious, Deleterious, and Grandiose) simply because it made him smile
And Mark really loved his smile
Renjun would tease him for it, saying Mark probably didn't even know half the words he spewed out
But Mark could handle a few hundred blows to his ego if it meant Renjun would look at him for a few seconds longer
Following his relationship with Yuta, however, Mark just couldnât find it in himself to ask the damn boy out
Renjun wasnât an overly affectionate person and was stingy with skinship
But that made it all sweeter when he would lean against Mark while laughing his loud, full-bellied laugh at something Mark had said
Mark avoided smoking around Renjun because he had said once that he didnât enjoy the smell
And he had associated cigars to his absent father
So regardless of the heavy withdrawals he experienced, Mark eventually quit smoking altogether because Renjun was less likely to recoil from a hug if he smelled more like sweat than if he smelled of burnt nicotine
Mark thought that maybe this was Renjun making him better (the same way Winwin had made Yuta better)
This made Mark think "Ah yes, he's the one"
But he wasnât
He knew he wasnât because of one night where Mark invited Renjun to his dorm to watch a movie over some beer and popcorn
They watched Love, Rosie, because Renjun wanted something cheesy to cringe to
They werenât cringing though
Instead, they had the lights dimmed and the movie set to a low volume as they seriously talked about what couldâve happened if Rosie and Alex had just confessed to each other sooner
Hearing Renjunâs thoughts made Mark want to confess his love for him sooner too
And it was a little deeper into the night when Mark was on his 5th bottle and Renjun was on his 3rd that Mark found himself staring at Renjunâs side profile
He allowed himself this moment to trace the boyâs features
From the soft curve of his eyebrow down to his dainty ears and his perfectly carved out jaw that was hidden underneath a smooth expanse of unblemished skin
When Mark looked up again, Renjun was staring back
A moment passed where Markâs heart felt like it was trying to jump out of his chest
And then he was leaning in and kissing Renjun on the lips
It wasnât rough or passionate
It was slow and all-encompassing
All sighs and deep breathes before a gentle brush of parted lips
Renjun ended up on Markâs lap, his eyebrows furrowed and his eyes closed like he was scared to know if this was real or not
But he knew it was real because he was holding unto Markâs shoulders for dear life while Mark held him gently by the waist
Renjun sleeps over at Markâs that night but they didnât go beyond soft kisses and lips against smooth skin
Mark thought it was perfect
But when Mark wakes up the next day, Renjun had left him a note on his bedside table that said
âPlease, letâs not talk about last night.â
So they donât
Because when they meet again, Jaemin was all wide smiles and sparkling teeth
âI finally got the courage to ask Renjun out, and he said yes!â
Mark tries his best to forget about his crush on Renjun because he still wanted him around and because he couldnât ruin his friendship with Jaemin
Even if he couldnât rest his hand on his lower back or press gentle kisses on his forehead, having him around was enough
Mark tells himself that this is enough
Seeing Renjun happy, even if it was in the arms of another, is enough
Renjunâs presence and his friendship is enough
It was Mark that wasnât enough
MARKJEN - âthe reboundâ
Mark wasnât enough for Renjun and Jeno wasnât enough for Jaemin even when they both gave their all for the other
Mark still avoided smoking around Renjun but without the boy teetering him down his withdrawals became too hard to resist
So he allowed himself a butt or two whenever he was out, drinking his sorrows away with Jeno
Jaemin and Renjunâs relationship became their common denominator and they decided, after multiple bottles of whiskey and gin, that they should fall into bed with one another
Sex with Jeno was surprisingly rough and fast-paced
There was no love there; just calloused hands on his body and teeth marking his tanned skin
And a battle for dominance which Jeno was surprisingly unwilling to relinquish
After having been emotionally used by Jaemin for years, something snapped in Jeno that made him refuse to bend over for anyone ever again
And Mark, after having Renjun take everything he could give, was happy to let Jeno take the reigns and give it to him harder than anyone else ever did
They didnât fall in love with one another
They never shared gentle kisses or whispered sweet things to one another
But between them bloomed a strong friendship that helped patch the emptiness in their hearts and anchored them back to the ground all the way until graduation
MARKHYUCK (2) - âit was you all alongâ
Of all the people Mark thought heâd meet on the bus, he didnât expect Donghyuck to drop unto his lap (quite literally) during his commute home
After suffering multiple heartaches throughout his years in college, Mark thought himself too old to believe in fate or soulmates
He instead believed in the art that is hooking up with strangers he would meet at bars (Ten liked to call it âgoing back to his rootsâ)
(Not that Ten had any right to speak when he and Johnny were getting hitched in two monthâs time)
But meeting Hyuck had him thinking that maybe fate wasnât all just a can of baloneys
Even after Donghyuck had quite literally fallen unto Markâs lap, he still had the audacity to get mad at the older boy for sitting in that particular seat that he couldâve fallen into without incident
And Mark could barely believe his ears at the words
Donghyuck was still just as brash and rude as he was when they were in high school
But the mischief in his eyes was aged, more mature, and less childish
Clearly, he's seen and experienced things and grown up a little
Even if it wasn't obvious
Perhaps they shared a few experiences between them?
Mark didn't have time to ponder on this as he was completely stunned to silence
Mark got up from his seat and offered it to the angry boy, who wasnât really all that angry to begin with because he didn't know what else to do
Donghyuck was hesitant but he eventually sat down on the chair that Mark offered
It was the wrong decision though as Mark decided to stay rooted to his spot, right beside the seat, a little rigid and causing Hyuck some intense discomfort
Mark stared down at Donghyuck who was getting red from all the attention
After barking out a âwhat?â Mark asked the first thing that was on his mind
âDo you want to get some coffee with me?â
Of course, Donghyuck was taken aback
But the guilt of having stolen Markâs seat and STILL acting rude despite all of that made Hyuck turn away with a blush high on his cheeks and a silent âsureâ falling from his lips
The silent 'sure' that made a smile blossom on Markâs face so Donghyuck didnât really mind (to him, Mark was still as handsome as he remembered)
They stop by the first Starbucks they see and sit down to catch up
Mark finds out that Hyuck had just started working at the same company he and Johnny worked at
Donghyuck was also scheduled to move into the same apartment complex Mark lived inâalbeit on a higher floor
Something pleasant wriggled inside Mark at the knowledge that he could potentially be spending more time with Hyuck depending on what department he'll be working in
He was pretty fucking convinced that it was fate paying him back for all the years of heartache he endured
Mark quickly offers Donghyuck his assistance for the move but the younger of the two quickly rejects, telling him that he was plenty capable of doing it on his own
Mark wanted to argue further but he feared it would scare Hyuck away, so he let it be and simply settled with buying the boy jjajangmyeon to celebrate getting his own place
They quickly become close friends after that and Mark takes Hyuck as his + 1 for Johnny and Ten's wedding
Mark decides that slow and steady was a good move for him and Hyuck
But what he didnât anticipate happening was Donghyuck meeting Jeno at the wedding and seemingly becoming infatuated with the other boy
Mark was starting to think that life was a bit too unfair to him as he watched Hyuck and Jeno become fast friends
He wanted to scream and retaliate
And tell Jeno to stick to his lane as he was already flirting with Jisung anyway
But instead, Mark runs away wanting to spare himself another heartache
And Hyuck was left to stand there, baffled by Mark's sudden inattention
LUMARK - âitâs not me, itâs him.â
In a desperate attempt to forget about Hyuck, Mark starts sleeping around once again and meets Lucas
He was a boy his age who he likened to a giant puppy
A puppy he definitely shouldn't have met at a gay bar because he was much too kind for his own good
Lucas is as sweet to him as life is cruel
On the first night they met, Lucas had bought him a drink, danced with him on the dance floor, patted his back while he hurled into a toilet from drinking too hard, and then let him cry on his shoulder after bringing him back home (supposedly to make out so more but that didn't exactly go as planned)
A week later and Mark finds himself getting picked up after work every single day
He walks him home, regularly takes him out for dinner dates, and even asks him if he wanted to move in after his lease was up
All within a month of dating him
Once again Mark finds himself thinking that maybe Lucas is the one even if he knows very well that he didn't deserve the giant puppy
He couldnât deny, however, that the relationship fell short
Lucas was very kind about this and asked Mark if maybe there was someone else
Technically there wasnât
But really... there was
Because Mark couldnât get the thought of Donghyuck out of his head
Mark blurts this out one night but hastily explains to Lucas that nothing is going in between him and Hyuck
Mark could never cheat on anyone after suffering so badly with Yuta
And Mark hasn't really been out to see a lot of his friends since he met Lucas (mostly to avoid Hyuck) so he didn't really have the time to cheat on him
He will just try harder to love Lucas as much as Lucas loved him is what Mark says
But all Lucas says in response is âI am not Donghyuck, and that's okay."
MARKHYUCK (3) - âsay yesâ
After the relatively peaceful breakup with Lucas (who agrees that they should at least remain friends), Mark is once again alone in the world
Mark and Donghyuck still work for the same company and still go home to the same apartment complex
But where Mark used to have Lucas pick him up and walk him home, he now had no one to spare him the uncomfortable small talk that Hyuck has insisted they have
âWhat happened to Lucas?â
âWe broke up.â
âOh.â
âWhat happened to Jeno?â
âHeâs with Jisung.â
âOh!â
Mark was clearly taken aback as he knew Jeno used to flirt with Jisung long before he even met Hyuck
Shouldnât having them hang out make Donghyuck uncomfortable?
Just like before, Mark was deeply baffled by Hyuckâs behavior
âIs he not crushing on Jisung anymore?â
âHeâs literally head over heels in love with him.â
âThen whyâd you let them hang out?â
An uncomfortable silence envelops them that causes Mark to look up at Hyuck properly
â... cus theyâre dating?â
Mark was confused by this
Itâs true he hadnât been with his friends in a while, completely focusing on Lucas and avoiding Donghyuck
But he couldnât have possibly missed something this big
âI thought you and Jeno were dating? You two became so close after the wedding.â
This time it was Donghyuck who gave Mark a confused look (although his was laced with anger)
âMark Lee you canât be that fucking stupid! I was asking him to help me ask you out.â
A whirlwind of emotions washed over Mark as he stared at the angry boy in front of him
He found it more and more difficult to do anything BUT stare at Donghyuck; he just had that effect on him
He stared so hard that he didnât realize they had reached their stop and that Donghyuck was getting off the bus
Mark allowed his body to move on autopilot as he helplessly followed Hyuck into their apartment building
As if he was watching his life pass by like a movie, Mark watched as Hyuck pressed (slammed) the button for his floor for him and allowed himself to be pushed out of the elevator when he had reached his supposed destination
But instead of walking to his apartment, Mark turned back around to the closed elevator and stared some more
When the elevator doors opened again to reveal one of his startled neighbors, Mark suddenly snaps out of his trance-like stupor
What the fuck was he doing out here?
As the moments before suddenly rush back to him, Mark makes a move for the elevator (even getting slammed between the doors as it was closing) to go to Hyuckâs apartment
He bangs on the door loudly, not bothering to put down his suitcase that was undoubtedly scuffing the wooden door
Donghyuck flings the door open angrily to yell at Mark but is instead cut off by the older boyâs voice
âWhat do you mean ask me out?â
Hyuck stared at Mark in disbelief for a moment before attempting to close the door on his face
Much to his delight and Donghyuck's anger, Markâs reflexes were much faster than either of them knew and he easily pushes himself into the room to simply ask again
âHyuck, what do you mean ask me out? You were going to ask me out?â
âYes you big oaf, I was going to ask you out! But your stupidly small brain encased in that big forehead of yours decided to date Lucas before I even had the chance.â
Mark bites back a smile but ultimately fails as he backs Haechan further into the apartment
âAsk me now.â
âWhat?â
âAsk me out now.â
At this point, Donghyuck looks downright murderous but Mark pays him no heed as he keeps smiling down at Hyuck
âIâm not asking you out anymore, Mark Lee.â
âThen Iâll ask you.â
âNo you wonât, Iâll say no.â
âGo out with me, Donghyuck.â
âNo!â
âWhy not?â
âBecause I donât want to anymore!â
âPlease?â
Hyuck stared up at the soft, pleading look on Markâs face and feels himself crumble for a moment
So he turns away from temptation, a scowl deepening the lines on his face
Mark only follows his gaze and smiles back at Hyuck
He could see the younger boy's resolve breakaway but he also knew that Hyuck was a stubborn bitch
So finally, in a last-ditch attempt to get what he hoped will make them both happy, Mark decides to take Donghyuckâs hands in his and looks directly into his eyes
âI know I was a dick, Hyuck.. but please give me one more chance? Go out with me...â
Hyuck seemed like he was at a loss for words
The last of his dignity and his inflated ego had been chipped away and he felt like he was suddenly laid bare in front of Mark
Completely and 100% at his mercy
So instead of dignifying Markâs begging with a response, he looks away once more and gives him a curt nod
The small affirmation, however, lights up Markâs face and he hurriedly throws his arms around Hyuck and pulls him into a tight hug before spinning him around once (completely ignoring the shrieking it caused)
When Mark pulls away, Donghyuck's face is flushed red and he's scowling at him once more
But that didnât dim Mark's smile at all
Instead, he asks Hyuck if he could kiss him
And Donghyuck, of course, says yes
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gladys/alice + 53
53. Take off your shirt. (apologies in advance to any hal fans reading this lmfao i feel like i did him kinda dirty my bad. but hal haters are not allowed to clown on this post. also this did not turn out sexy just sad lmfao sorry)
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She knew tonight would be a shit show. Didnât matter that she had spent two weeks saving up money to actually buy a respectable enough outfit for dinner with the Coopers when she could have just stolen one. Because she wanted to fit in. Wanted them to like her. Didnât want to feel like even more of an outcast in clothes she swiped from the local department store.Â
Turns out, you can take the girl out of the South Side, but you canât take the South Side out of the girl. Not according to Prudence Cooper and the giant stick he has lodged up her ass, anyway.Â
Alice had been on her best behavior from the second she stepped foot on Elm Street. Had smiled and said all the right things. Had gone so far as to make Hal teach her proper dinner etiquette because she wanted to get everything perfectly right. And none of it mattered. Because all Prudence Cooper had done the whole night was look down her nose at her. Did that shit that all those bored, stuffy, suburban housewives do where they make these cryptic little jabs at you with a smile on their face so you have to think twice about if youâve just been insulted. Because God forbid they say what they really feel. Thatâs too tacky, apparently. But playing mind games with a teenager is acceptable.Â
By the time dinner was over Aliceâs palms were bleeding from her nails digging into them so hard. Because, for as much as she wanted to jump over the table and deck Prudence Cooper in her little Puritan face, she knew better. Because, in spite of his nutjob mother, Alice still loved Hal. Even though she was questioning that allegiance now.Â
Not once during that dinner from hell did he pipe his big mouth up to say anything in her defense. Heâs her boyfriend. Thatâs supposed to mean something. All the shit she gets from everyone for dating a North Sider, a Cooper, no less, and she always defends him. And he canât say one thing to his mother.
So now here she was, at some house party drowning her sorrows, her anger. Sheâd come here with Hal, she remembers that much. But the minute she stepped inside she made it her mission to stay away from him the rest of the night. She wanted to wipe all memory of Hal and the Coopers from her mind, and she was doing a pretty damn good job of it, if she said so herself.Â
There was some blue concoction in a giant bowl in the kitchen that kind of tasted like ass, if she was honest. But, fortunately, it had lost all flavor by her third cup, so she kept going back for more.
Sheâs lost count by now of how many times sheâs sent some freshman to fetch her a refill while she hides out in any other corner of the house that isnât the kitchen because Hal gave up trying to chase her only for her to dodge him. Thought he was being smart parking it in the kitchen to wait for her to come back for another drink. Like she wouldnât figure out a way around that one.
But apparently Halâs wizened up to that plan, too. She can see him moving through the crowd of partygoers, obviously looking for her. Sheâs got the advantage, though, crouched down on the floor out of view. Time to move, though. Canât risk Hal finding her and turning this night into an even worse fiasco.
Getting up proves to be a little more difficult than anticipated. The room immediately starts spinning, and she has to reach her hand out to the nearest wall to steady herself. Stands still, takes a couple of deep breaths, then sheâs good to go.Â
Except sheâs not. Barely a step forward and sheâs falling sideways into the wall.Â
âFuck,â she says on impact before falling into a fit of giggles. The wall suddenly feels like exactly where she needs to be. Itâs nice. Soft. Safe...
âJesus, Al, how much have you had tonight?â
Thereâs arms around her suddenly. Strong, but skinny. Not Halâs. And that voice... definitely not Halâs. Too feminine, even with the grit it possesses. Something oddly familiar she canât quite place.
ââm fine,â she says, trying to push out of whoeverâs hold sheâs in. The roomâs so dark around her. Canât see shit in front her, but that doesnât matter. Sheâs just gotta move forward.
âLike hell you are. Câmon, whereâs that boytoy of yours?â
Aliceâs eyes flutter open at that. Suddenly the roomâs not so dark anymore. Gladys Cohen is the one holding her up, she sees now. Because this night just had to get worse for her.
âDonât wanna see him.â The words slur coming out of her mouth.Â
Gladys huffs beside her. âFine. Whatever. But Iâm cutting you off.â
She reaches for the cup just as Alice is bringing it to her lips. The reaction is slow, but once Alice is keyed in to what Gladys is doing, she jerks her hand away out of reach. âFuck off.â
âDonât be a brat.âÂ
Gladys reaches over again for the cup, this time successfully getting ahold of it. Only serves to make Alice pull back, an anger flaring up inside her.Â
âGet off me!â
âIâm not letting you get alcohol poisoning over a fight with your boyfriend, thatâs so fucking cliche, Al!â
âItâs none of your business!â
Alice swings her arm back towards her in full force, and she feels it instantly. The warm liquid spilling down her shirt, pressing it to her skin. She looks down and sees nothing but a big purple splotch, the blue drink mixing in with the soft pink of her satin blouse.Â
The blouse she spent weeks saving for. The blouse that was supposed to solve all her problems. The blouse that couldnât save her from making a bad impression on Halâs mother.Â
A dam breaks. Tears free flow down her face and thereâs a whine coming from the back of her throat, high and shrill and she doesnât even care.
âAw, shit. Al-â
âEverythingâs ruined!â She yells with everything she has in her. Pounds both her fists into Gladysâ chest, hard enough that she stumbles back a step, before running off to the nearest bathroom.
She slams the door shut as soon as she gets inside. Grabs the nearest hand towel and places under the water and furiously starts scrubbing away at the stain. Some color rubs off onto the towel but itâs doing nothing to remove it from her shirt.Â
Vision blurry with tears, Alice gives up, throwing the towel down with a growl before gripping the countertop in front of her. She squeezes her eyes shut, trying to stop the tears, but it does nothing. She shouldâve known better. Playing dress-up for one night doesnât change anything. Sheâll always be South Side trash, and the universe wonât let her forget it.Â
Thereâs a soft tapping at the door. Alice rubs her sleeve under nose before answering. âGo away.â But itâs half-hearted.
The door slowly opens. Gladys peaks her head through, like sheâs making sure it wonât get bitten off. When she deems it safe enough she lets herself fully in, closing the door behind her. âYou okay?â
Alice sniffles. âDo I look okay?â
âMaybe not your finest hour, but Iâve got no complaints.â
Alice rolls her eyes.
âTake off your shirt,â Gladys commands, jutting her chin out at her.
âIâm not in the mood, G-â
Gladys laughs. âAnd Iâm not trying to fuck the drunk girl. Take off your shirt.â She sets a jug of detergent she mustâve gotten from the laundry room down onto the counter before sliding her jacket off.Â
Alice gets the hint, then, and starts unbuttoning her blouse. Gladys is removing her own shirt - some old and hand-me-down Runaways tee - and handing it over. Stands there in nothing but her bra and ripped jeans.
With a tentative hand, Alice takes it, tries her best to avoid looking. Their fingers brushing for the briefest second before Gladys is reaching for the stained blouse. Gets to work on making it look new again.
Alice slips the old shirt on. Can smell the brand of cigarettes Gladys smokes on it. The ones they used to share under the bleachers between periods and behind the Wyrm before Alice decided to quite. Thereâs an undercurrent of something pleasant there, too. Cinnamon and cloves. A mix that is so distantly Gladys. It makes her head spin, but sheâll blame that on her drunken state.
It makes the tears start falling again.
âWoah, hey.â Gladys abandons the shirt in the sink and turns to pull Alice into her arms. âWhatâs got you all worked up, blondie?â
Sometimes Alice feels like she made a mistake. That she chose wrong. And she hates to admit because, because she loves Hal. But. She misses her old life, too. And right now... everything feels too familiar. In Gladysâ shirt, in Gladysâ arms. The way Gladys is petting her hair and making her feel okay when everythingâs not okay.Â
She pulls back enough to look Gladys in the eyes. Gladys traces a fingertip softly at her temple, pushing a lock of hair behind her ear and in that split second Alice makes the decision to lean forward, press their lips together.
Itâs wrong. She knows. Halâs outside looking for her, worried about her. And here she is hiding away, kissing her ex girlfriend.Â
Gladysâ mouth opens in a gasp, and Alice takes it as an invitation. Except.Â
Gladys presses the palm of her hand to Aliceâs chest, pushing her back gently. âIâm not doing this, Al,â she says. Thereâs no anger in her voice. No hostility, surprisingly. Just... a rational calm that Alice feels so far away from.
âWhy not?â Alice pouts.
Gladys smiles, but it seems sad. âBecause your boyfriendâs outside.â
âYou donât even like Hal.â She goes in for another kiss, but is stopped short with Gladysâ hand to her chest again.
âBut you do. Youâre drunk, and upset, and Iâm not interested in taking advantage.â
âGladys-â
Gladys slips her leather back on. Zips it up to just her navel before turning to open the door. She pauses, turns to nod at the shirt in the sink. âBe gentle with that but keep scrubbing. Should come out just fine. Then go make up with your boyfriend.â
She turns to leave for good this time, but the moment doesnât feel finished. Things never really feel finished when it comes to them.
âGladys?â
Sheâs chewing on her bottom lip when she turns to face Alice again. Eyebrows raised in expectancy.Â
But thereâs no words coming to Alice. Nothing feels significant enough to encapsulate the moment, everything sheâs feeling. Hell if she even knows what sheâs feeling. Longing? Regret? Apologetic? All of it all at once.
The silence hangs heavy between them, but Gladys must feel it, too. She gives Alice a final nod before leaving, shutting the door behind her. And Alice is left alone, wiping a tear from her eye.
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Pedro Characters Taking Your Virginity but Itâs Accurate and Iâm an Asshole to the Characters
I do obviously very much love Pedro and love all your guysâ fics for his characters, this is simple fun!
Agent Whiskey
you enjoy a romantic meal with him at Dennyâs
itâs in the parking lot, in That Car, where the two of you start getting frisky and decide to Do the Do
Whiskey thrusts twice then rolls off you
ever the gentleman he asks, âDid you cum, darlinâ?â
youâre not really sure but you nod bc he looks so sweet with that smile and somehow his mustache
again, a gentleman, he drops you off at your place
pats your ass as you get out of the car and leans back in the seat to keep his eyes on it until youâre inside
âHoo, doggy! Hate to see you go, but I love to watch you leave! Yeehaw, pardner! Put up your dukes!â
1/10 for virginity taking
Dave York
probably doesnât hear you when you say youâre a virgin
fucks in his clothes
somehow sweats all over you anyway the fuck?
literally flopping on top of you and moaning and panting
puts all his weight on you bc that was so much work even though he fucked you for 30 seconds
âYOUR PUSSY IS TIGHT WOW OH GOLLY.â
swiftly murders you when heâs done
1/10 for virginity taking
Din Djarin
Din is also a virgin or has only enjoyed a few people quickly against the wall of cantinas
that means itâs awkward!
both of you are weirdly sweaty like not sexy sweaty but your palms are slippinâ
if his helmet is on you bump into it several times and youâre gonna be bruised
âIs that...the wrong hole?â
âYou arenât in any holes yet.â
he cums before he even gets into any hole bc heâs pent up and touch starved
3/10 for virginity taking simply bc youâll both work on it
Ezra
itâs been a while for our dear little space prospector is that what he is
which means when you offer yourself up heâs like âokayâ but of course he canât say that so itâs more like
âI certainly could be obliged to indulge myself in your exquisite body.â
heâs a little rough bc heâs ecstatic and also heâs just not used to like being gentle during sex
youâre okay and you do cum but also youâre very overwhelmed bc heâs all
âVerily forsooth fair maiden I am climbing thy garden wall.â
4/10 for virginity taking
Frankie âCatfishâ Morales
this is actually the kind of guy you want to enjoy your first time with
heâs very protective and worried for your pleasure
heâs going to be asking you every couple minutes if youâre okay
heâs never taken anyoneâs virginity before and he doesnât want to make it seem like a big deal but he knows this is awkward and new for you so heâs extra soft
if you donât cum before he does, he makes up for it when youâre done
he knows this can be a special time for people and he does NOT WANT TO FUCK IT UP
will offer you a satisfactory enough time tbh
8/10 for virginity taking
Javier Peña
youâre in such disbelief that this suspiciously sexy man is coming onto you that you donât tell him youâre a virgin bc youâre embarrassed
mind you this man sleeps with prositutes with his teeth bared I???????
even if you told him you were a virgin he probably wouldnât know what to do and fuck you like he fucks anyone else
you cum but at what cost to your poor little vagina
he immediately rolls over and stands naked by the window to smoke a cigarette
might do a second round if you donât want to walk for three days
âI had a lot of fun bye.â
-487/10 for virginity taking
Marcus Pike
The Perfect Man
honestly cannot believe youâre a virgin bc youâre so pretty and sweet that thereâs no way NO WAY PEOPLE HAVENâT WANTED YOU
he wants to give you a life and a home and a family if you want *starts sobbing*
heâs so gentle and patient with you
âYou can stop anytime you need to, okay?â
probably tells you he loves you during it
you cum because he cares about you and makes sure youâre his priority in bed
10/10 for virginity taking
Maxwell Lord
he gets off on taking your virginity. why, maxwell?
fucks in his tie. only his tie.
âItâs Armaniâ or something
he likes to fuck in front of a mirror so he can watch himself
his hair dye bleeds with his sweat itâs fine donât LOOK AT IT DONâT TOUCH IT
of course you donât cum. why the fuck would you cum with this absolute bastard of a-
âClean yourself up, youâre a mess.â
-3,346/10 for virginity taking
Max Phillips
this man is a pervert ofc his goal was to sleep with you?
being a virgin makes it even sexier to him
he gropes you all over and itâs like fuck bro RELAX
he does his salesman smile the whole time?????????
âSales is seduction. Selling is service and service is selling.â
you do cum!!
and then he drinks you and turns you into a vampire so
4/10 for virginity taking
Oberyn Martell
the man knows his way around the Pussy
youâre definitely going to cum probably like four times
why are there several other people in the room with you???????
you get in bed and some guy just pops out from under the covers like âhey nice tittiesâ
Oberyn sends him away with a slap to the ass then looks at you like nothing happened
he starts by eating the pussy
which would be a lot more fun if there werenât eight other people in the room watching you but hey it was pleasurable
6/10 for virginity taking
Pero Tovar
this man is in a time where itâs pretty typical to marry a virgin
heâs as gentle as a mercenary can be
which is not very gentle at all lmao heâs also just so big?
he doesnât make you cum the first time bc that wasnât taught but he figures out your body eventually
very hungry once the deed is done and youâre imprinted into the mattress from his weight and thrusts
you roll off the bed to get him some breads and cheeses
âMORE MEAD!â
3/10 for virginity taking
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U always have *chefs kiss* writing! Can we have drunk!clingy!horny! SF9?
I love this request, but the more I wrote the more it got stupid. I hope I can at least make you smile :)
The text below has some suggestive parts.
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Drunk! SF9
Just a party where the boys drink too much
Youngbin:
Seems that will never get drunk.Â
Is still apparently doing all right and sounding pretty coherent even though he drained way too many bottles.Â
Ok Maybe heâs cursing much more than usual and stopping what heâs saying to stole you a kiss in front of all your friends, just to come back to talk again. But heâs still very collected.
Youâre already sure that heâs doing better then you, who didnât drink a single drop. Heâs happy, funny and shows affection. No problems, right?
Until he gets up saying that need to pee (yes, he didnât said go to toilet or something because his filter is nowhere to be found) and falls on his face. OMG
Everybody stops but he gets his head up so fast âIâm fine!!â Heâs laughing, everyone around is laughing and stuff, but you decide to follow him and help, because itâs a long way (not really) to the restroom and itâs full of dangers.
âWhy are you coming with me y/n? What are you gonna do to me there?( ͥ° ÍÊ ÍĄÂ°) â âIâm gonna help you! You canât walk properly.â Heâs not convinced though.
Will clain that he wasnât really drunk in the morning after. But donât touch his chin, itâs sore.
Inseong:
Doesnât have any alcohol tolerance
Whatâs self control? Everybody is his new best friend and he will say that he loves them.
Sits on your lap (Man heâs heavy) and tells you stories about his childhood that you know that are lies.
Forgets what heâs talking about in the middle of a word and stares at you intensely. Eventually forgets that he forgot something and initiates another crazy topic.
Probably gets sure that heâs a video game character at some moment of the night. Thatâs when you say that you two need to go home.
Good luck at collecting him. He will run away from you as heâs a 5 years old.
You finally gets convinced that he entered little space and youâll only have your boyfriend again the next day. Letâs pray together to 27 years old Inseong to come back
Youâre kind of dragging him home when he suddenly yells at you âMom I donât wanna go home!â
This is the history of the day you think about breaking up with him for the first time.
Jaeyoon:
Manages to get more overwhelming than he already usually is.
Seduces the DJ so them play the song he wants.
You sees him almost kissing the DJ from where you were, because Jaeyoon openly told you that he had to have some important talk with them.
When you question him about what he did, he acts like it was the most normal thing. âSometimes a man have to fight for what he wants.â âJaeyoon you just wanted a song to be played.â He ignores you.
You ask yourself if he doesnât deliberately seduces people when heâs sober too.
Shameless Jaeyoon in the building.You lose count of how many people he flirted with when you were literaly by his side.
He wants everyone to follow his choreo when his song plays. Remember that Michael Jackson Thriller dance scene in 13 Going on 30. And it works because heâs a Leo after all.
Wakes up in the next day as he had done nothing absurd. Looks at you like a pure angel.
Dawon:
Everything is cool until he forgets heâs your boyfriend.
But wait, itâs not a tragedy, he somehow wants you to be his baby tonight.
âSanghyuk, Iâm actually your girlfriend.â
âWhat? Do you wanna be my girlfriend? Youâre kinda easy... But I just wanna something casual.â Boi what?!
You decides to play that role so he wonât disturb another person.Â
Pays you a drink and you feel like youâre knowing him all over again. Itâs actually nice. He does his best to impress you and you remember how much you hated that he wanted you to think he was cool in your first date. Because actually he is and aways was perfect just being himself.
You get kinda curious to know how it will be if you both have sex as it was the first time.
But he falls asleep a little bit after you take your skirt off and you just lay by his side nesting yourself on his chest for some minutes before taking a shower.
Rowoon:
Turns into a coala or maybe he thinks your bodies just exist glued one to the other.
Lets you interact with your friends and the other guests as long as you let him hug you.
Complains when you jerk or move around. He has no idea of what is going on around him but doesnât mind.
Actually is sleepy but you misundersand him as just your clingy tall boy.
Thatâs your mistake.
sleeps on your shoulder and I ask you: How will you take him home now dear?
Heâs already drooling and you wanna cry because he doesnât wake up.
Zuho
Introduces you to everyone he knows. And man he knows so many people.
Squeezes your butt while casually talk to them, your eyes almost jump out off your face but you try to play it cool and talk to him about that later.
Lets one of your spicy cheesy pet names escape from his mouth while explaining what you work with. It gets so awkward. You look at his friends with panic in your eyes and they try to laugh it off but damn. Itâs bad.
Juho doesnât see any problem on it though. âYouâre my Hot Candy, whatâs wrong with it?â
He eventually understand that youâre upset and apologizes. Because youâre upset not because he did an absurd.
Asks if you donât wanna taste his lollipop to cool down. Heâs not kidding
You come back home early and use all the sweets vocabulary you both can think while havind the most wild sex ever.
Taeyang
You have the impression that this boy have never drunk before.
âY/n this drink is so gooooood.â he says for the 10th time.Â
âI think you better stop Tae.â
âWhyyyyyy???â
He develops a brand new way to talk, extending the vowels and sounding really cute indeed but annoying and silly too.
He seems to forget heâs introvert, because God, He dances with everybody and shares drinks with strange people after you said he wouldnât drink anymore.
Tries to persuade you to change your mind by seducing you.âcâmon weâre both sexy, letâs have more fuuuuuun. Where's that drink?"
Hwyoung:
The peace and love drunk
Insists to walk around with an empty bottle and stop the people he finds beautiful to compliment them. Donât take the bottle off his hand.
Didnât really bother anyone. He gets people complimenting him back (because heâs a beauty, look his hair). What makes him feel a happy little beanÂ
Eventually sleeps in the most weird position, but you prefer to not move him.Â
You wink and heâs gone. Just his bottle friend is there. How did a very drunk Hwiyoung just desappear like smoke.
You find him crying in a corner because he doensât know where he left the bottle.
Chani:
Has very deep conversations with you while using a snack straw shapped as a cigarette.
His low voice gets even more sexy. How is it possible?
Tells you things that you never thought you would ever hear from him. Things he have done and things he wants to do but would never assume when sober.
There was that time he couldnât contain his need to pee when he was on a bus (he was 17)
Doesnât want to move much because what's the use if everything is already spinning around him?
Complains that everyone is boring and you are included
Still loves you the day after.
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Guardian (Jumin x Zen)
Happy Birthday @maniart1o9â!!! For you, I wrote some JuminZen with one of your favorite themes (ïŸâăźâ)ïŸ*:ïŸâ§ I hope you will enjoy it! Read more under the cut â„â„ ~_^
Word Count: 1945
Warnings: Mild swearing, smoking, references to a car accident
Jumin knows heâs seen him.
Even upside down, with the airbag so closely pressed to his chest that he couldnât move, his vision spinning, and the overwhelming scent of gasoline making him dizzy, he sees Zen outside the front window. And heâs glowing, so bright his eyes water. Then, as someone pulls him out of the car, heâs gone.
Thatâs not possible, assistant Kang insists next to the hospital bed heâs sitting in, both waiting for the doctor to come back. Zen was nowhere near C&R International, and she only just warned the RFA 5 seconds ago of the crash. He could not have possibly arrived here that fast.
Ah. The crash. The car crash. The one Jumin was in because Driver Kim had his day off, and Jumin saw no issue driving to the client himself. The one where Jumin had to swerve to dodge another car cutting off his lane, and caused his own car to topple over and crash against a tree.
Sheâs right, Jumin thinks, thereâs no way Zen could have been at the crash. Most likely stress from the crash, a concussion, his panicked imagination going in overdrive.
Yet, not a minute later, the doctor tells him he doesnât even have a bruise. As if he never was in a car accident. That should not be possible, the doctor says, and assistant Kang is equally confused. Jumin however, is not.
He is certain now, heâs seen Zen.
And he has a suspicion why.
~~~~
Jumin Han:
Do you sometimes find yourself in places you werenât before when you travel?
ZEN:
Dude itâs 1 AM why are you messaging me
Also wtf are you going on about
Are you high???
Jumin Han:
You still replied.
ZEN:
Go to sleep and leave me alone, asshole
~~~~
Heâs always wondered what was up about Zen. He knows about albinos, they often took great care of themselves when going outside, and sometimes had other health issues. Not Zen, who is so handsome, not that Jumin would admit it out loud. Who is so fit, he jogged daily. Who has no problem taking selfies in broad daylight with no sunscreen or sunglasses in sight. It had been only after Jumin made the last comment, a year ago, that Zen suddenly mentioned jogging at night, or an extensive skincare routine.
Back then, he stopped caring very quickly. It wasnât any of his business, of course, what the narcissistic man did.
Now he cares again. He remembers how Zen had gotten into an accident, and V told him in full detail how Zen had healed insanely fast.
A handsome albino with super fast healing skills. How very strange, he tells Elizabeth, and she meows in agreement. He pets her while leaning an elbow on his mahogany desk, laptop showing a website of occult creatures.
Maybe he is a vampire. The ones in that one teenage movie sparkle. Which is not a glow, his brain reminds him. Plus the whole sun thing would still be an issue.
He entertains the sexy albino vampire idea a bit too long, before he realizes and cuts his thoughts off on purpose.
Maybe he is too paranoid. Maybe Zen is human. Zenâs allergy for cats seems real, at least. Even though Zen is an actor, Jumin thinks, he hides his emotions poorly.
And then Zen mentions that, sometimes, he has prophetic dreams.
Strange. Very, very strange.
Too many things don't add up for Zen to be human. And Jumin wants to know who he truly is - very much so.
~~~~
Jumin Han:
Do you often glow?
ZEN:
Of course I do, my beauty is radiant
Blessed by the Gods themselves
Jumin Han:
Gods. Interesting.
Tell me all about them.
ZEN:
What? What do you mean?
Youâre creeping me out
Also why are you messaging me again what the hell
Jumin Han:
You always reply to me.
ZEN:
No I donât, stupid jerk
Jumin Han:
And yet you did it again.
ZEN:
Argh! I canât with you! Screw you!
~~~~Â
Zen is calling him a weirdo in the chat again. Jerk. Freak. The words have never mattered to him, but now Jumin wonders if itâs a smokescreen. Heâs paid very close attention to all of the chatrooms with Zen in it, to the point it felt like stalking. Itâs interesting how often Zen brings him up as a topic, even when itâs completely unnecessary.
He starts to understand why Luciel thinks Zen is obsessed with him. Perhaps because there is more than Zen shows.
But Zen denies everything he asks. He denies whatever screenshots Jumin sends him. He insults and denies and rants, and Jumin doesn't get any closer to the truth. At some point, Zen mentions that his behavior is akin to his older brother, but it comes over as an excuse to make Jumin shut up.
To the outside world, it seems that Zen truly despises him. Jumin is just not convinced.
Thereâs only a few things Jumin knows for sure. Zen was there when he crashed. And it had to be connected to the fact that Jumin came out of the crash completely unharmed. Thatâs it.
It drives him mad that he is denied more knowledge.
So he makes a decision. He tells assistant Kang to watch over Elizabeth. Heads down to the garage. Opens the car door. Takes a deep breath and wonders if heâs gone insane.
He gets behind the wheel again.
~~~~
Yoosungâ:
Hi Zen!!
Jaehee Kang:
Hello Zen, good to see you!
ZEN:
Hey guys
Whereâs Jerkmin?
707:
Lololol why do you ask~
Could it be....
You miss him??! (~ËâŸË)~
ZEN:
What?! Of course not
Why would you say that
Iâm glad heâs not around to spoil the mood!
I just find it suspicious heâs not here
Jaehee Kang:
Mr. Han said he had something important to do
Now I have c-fur on my suit again T_T
Yoosungâ:
Poor Jaehee, hopefully youâll be free soon
- Zen has left the chatroom -
Yoosungâ:
Ehhhh????
707:
Zen suddenly leaving? Now thatâs suspicious àČ°_àČ°
Jaehee Kang:
I hope nothing happened to him.
~~~~
Jumin never crashes. The moment he turns on the engine, Zen is there, in front of the car lights, scaring the hell out of him. In a split second, the lamps in the garage flicker, and Jumin swears he sees a faint glowing outline of feathers behind Zen.Â
Zen is wearing his trademark turtleneck and holds a cigarette in his hand. He takes a drag and blows out the smoke, looking bored, as if he had been waiting.
âYou're such a jerk, you know that?â Zenâs voice echoes in the large garage. They are alone. He hears nothing in the background, as if time stands still.
Jumin is too stunned to reply. Zen sighs, and walks to the side of the car, opens the door and takes his place in the passenger seat. He grabs the key from Juminâs fingers and turns the engine off. The smell of tobacco and cologne fill Juminâs nose, yet he doesnât find the will to tell Zen not to smoke in his car.
âIf me sitting here will stop you from killing yourself, then so be it,â Zen says, and takes another drag after closing the door.
Jumin realizes his hands still grip the wheel, and he slowly lowers them to his lap.
âWhat⊠what are you?â he asks.
âI canât answer that. You already know way too much because I fucked up. Don't worry, nothing will happen to you,â Zen replies, and the smoke surrounding him makes him look more human.
âAnd to you?â
Zen looks out the open window instead. âItâs fine,â he finally replies.
That isnât what he wants to hear. But if nothing would happen to him, then possibly Zenâs punishment wouldnât be too severe.
Zenâs words do confirm other things - there is some higher power at work keeping Zen in check. And Zen did protect him, heâs sure of it now, from dying. So much so that Zen is in trouble for it.
âYou protected me⊠too much. I should have had some damage,â Jumin says, inadvertently licking his lips. Heâs nervous, because the bratty vain actor had been the one standing between life and death for him.
Zen runs a hand through his hair. Maybe Jumin is projecting, but he feels Zen is nervous too.
"I know that, trust fund. I just⊠couldnât deal with⊠that." Zen waves his cigarette-free hand at the air in front of them, trying to stay as cryptic as possible.
He cares too much, Jumin instantly realizes. He watches Zen cross his legs - a defensive stance, Jumin notes - and wonders how much Zen has said in the chatroom is real.
âFor someone like you, you arenât exactly good at keeping it a secret.â
Zen chuckles. âYouâd be surprised how much people accept. In fact, the stranger you seem, the less likely they suspect.â
Jumin hates to admit that it made sense. âAre you always fighting me because you have to distance yourself from me on purpose?â
âI can't answer that.â
Can't or shouldn't? Either way, Jumin is content with the answer. Yet, he canât stop asking questions.
âDoes everyone have⊠someone like you?â
âNot me specifically.â
Jumin makes a mental note to check all sun-loving albinos in the country. âDo you know who else is like you?â
Zen shook his head. âI know there are others. No idea who.â
âSounds⊠lonely.â
â...It is.â
Jumin knows all about loneliness. He imagines Elizabeth on his lap, and sees the photo of V, Rika and him on his desk, and hears his fatherâs voicemail on his phone. So many days heâs convinced only Elizabeth would be there to catch him, when he comes home tired from work and falls down the abyss in his mind. Awful, lonely thoughts.
He wants to ask more. Menial questions like is Zen truly allergic, or deeper ones asking about the forces unknown. Jumin decides that he doesnât want to push it.
âSo⊠what now?â
âYou,â Zen points at Juminâs chest, âWill stop trying to drive, you menace. I actually like it here, so donât make it worse.â
Jumin grins. âYou like it here? Even with me?â
âYeah, I know, must suck being guarded by someone you hate.â Zen rolls his eyes.
âI never hated you.â
Zen whips his head towards Jumin, eyes wide.Â
âNever. Not even when you tried your worst. And now, knowing it is you watching over me⊠It is a blessing. Thank you, Zen.â
He means it. There is a happy light feeling in his chest, knowing thereâs a very logical reason for Zen to act so irrationally towards him. And he knows that heâll have to act irrational back in order to keep up the facade, so Zen can stay.
He wants Zen to stay.
Zen blushes, and tries to hide it poorly by looking out of the window again. Jumin canât help but find it endearing. âWhen you say things like that, people will think youâve gone crazy.â
Jumin smirks. He doesnât care what people think of him. Wasnât there still that rumor of him floating around?
Zen flicks his cigarette stub away and sighs. âWell, I need to go. Take care.â
âShould I, when I have you?â Jumin sasses. Itâs too close to flirting to be misconstrued otherwise.
âWh- N- Whatever, just donât drive!â he yells. His cheeks are redder, and Jumin notices before the car is filled with a bright light.
Once again, Zen is gone. A very typically Zen to do. Jumin smiles, and sits in the car for a while.
He still has no good excuse when Assistant Kang finally finds him there.
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