I think what people don't tell you about mental illness is that Recovery™️ is something you have to work at forever. If you Get The Metnal Ilness, it's like someone dug an endless pit in your garden and, once you've managed to climb out of it, you still have to spend the rest of your life avoiding it. And there'll be long stretches where you forget the endless pit is there - you haven't looked at it in forever - avoiding it is easy. And then some days, seemingly without warning, you'll wake up on the edge of it and you'll spend days, weeks even, staring down it - consumed by it - wondering if you'll fall down it again; wondering whether it'd be easier to just... step into the black. And it's so, so hard to turn your back on it. Because you know it won't be the last time.
It's like. Recovery won't ever fill in the endless pit. The endless pit will always be there. Recovery is spending your life trying to avoid falling down it again.
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I am getting more and more upset at a card my mom bought for me to give to my dad for his 70th. I specifically asked for funny, I Hate sentimental cards, though I've never told her why. It's because it's fucking fake as shit anything written on those cards and I hate giving people cards dripping with sentiment that is not my own words. So I go funny.
So she fucking gave me a card that expressed my love to the one person in the family I don't fucking love. And it has beer bottles on it. I think she thought the beer was funny. THE LAST THING I WOULD GET MY ALCOHOLIC DAD IS ANYTHING TO DO WITH LIQUOR BECAUSE ITS THE REASON I DONT HAVE THE DAD I KNEW, HE HAS BEEN LONG GONE TO FUCKING ALCOHOL!!!!!!!
But I said it was okay and now I'm really regretting it because it's fucking gnawing at me. How could she ever think I would pick a card like that?
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I've fallen into Neuvillette hell I might FINALLY write something about someone who is not associated with the Fatui omg 😭😭⁉️⁉️
I gotta play the quest though so wish me luck
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um. it's okay, this is a dream! :) coil needs her alive, she wouldn't die like this! :) :)
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What a fucking bombshell for three in the fucking morning. Fucking hell.
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I am a horrible person. I dont know why I’m here right now. I’m hurting and I hurt other people constantly. It hurts so much.
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hurr hurr I'm a human body hurr hurr I'm gonna solve all my problems using mucus
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Since you guys liked Marcille as Kermit that much, it seems fitting to thank you for my 12k milestone with MORE Kercille.
And this time, Miss Falin is also here.
Thank you so much again everybody! MWAH 💗
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stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle
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