#i haven't seen one irl since i was 8

[weallpartyatybcpatricksfuneral]

Hi I bring you context

Some people on Twitter dug up 7-8 year old(?) stuff abt Forever talking/flirting w underaged girls

There were 900+ tweets deleted by him to avoid him looking worse (or in his words "so they can't be misconstrued further")

The stuff came from a third party who wasn't acting on the victim's behalf (was allegedly just digging through his acc for shit bc they thought he was "sus") and a lot of tweets were translated in bad faith. Plus a lot of "USA culture is not everywhere culture" bs was being brought into the situation bc there are major differing cultural norms between places like the US and Brazil when it comes to this sorta thing. Overall a lot of the situation felt like someone just looking to be malicious towards Forever was pulling some shit.

All this in mind, I'd been under the "there's not enough credible non-malicious sourced info available" train and wanted to think better of Forever. And Twitter is notorious for dragging up old cc controversy when they start a new project, which Forever recently planned on doing. When QSMP started Cellbit experienced a similar Someone Digs Up Old Drama From The Grave thing and it was cleared up and he's since moved on

However, now we've seen that 9 ccs total (and counting?), half of which are qsmp members, have unfollowed Forever and Phil even crossbanned him (meaning banned him from every chat he mods in ie Tubbo, Tommy, etc). One of the other 9 ccs was Brunim, another Brazilian cc who as far as most qsmp enjoyers know is his best friend. With how tightly knit the qsmp members are, esp after meeting up irl so much (in fact, at least 7 are/were meeting irl within the last 2 days), I have no doubts they would not and did not make the decision to do this lightly. He was a cherished friend of theirs.

And with *that* in mind because I trust Phil's judgement, I'm no longer going to be defending or supporting Forever personally. But if more information clearing his name comes out, I'll gladly reconsider again. But knowing that 9 ccs have publicly unfollowed and/or banned Forever speaks volumes to me. We NEVER see ccs cut each other off publicly like this. And all the ccs we've seen do so are all generally trustworthy people known for not getting involved with discourse whatsoever (ie Phil and Aimsey).

holy shit man I didn't know it was that bad.

I went through the forever situation tag but most of it was just talking about the fact that Phil and other ccs unfollowed/banned him and I didn't get the full context so thanks very much for this. I haven't kept with mcyt content creators (outside of hermitcraft/life series and ranboo) so all I know about the qsmp comes from mainly your posts lol.

but yeah I agree about Phil. he's never been one to insert himself into online Twitter drama unless it was because the accusations were real and serious. and if PHIL banned forver on the chats he mods in then it's pretty damn telling that this isn't something to be ignored.

[lxrd-ren]

OK but christ now that I've thought about it more, there is a lot of shit happening at the same time rn

● Maxo (The code infection on his leg + his nightmares about the codes. The fact that he hasn't shown up in a hot minute concerns me ngl)

● Luzu's computers (There's like 6 or 8 that's been discovered on the island as of now. Still don't know what their deal is but they've just been kind of sitting there for a week or two. But the fact that the code showed up when Fit and Aypierre tried to investigate I think is a kind of hint towards this being very important)

● Eggs (Both how they turned up cracked, dirty, tired and slight amnesia + how they all disappeared the next day and left their accessories on their beds + we still don't know ANYTHING about it) This one is probably taking the most toll on the islanders. (cough cough BBH literally fading away all whilst going through of 5 stages of grief cough cough Forever might have tried to destroy the whole island) Without their kids and no clue on how to get them back, the islands in a kind of depressive / hopeless state at the minute

● Missing Furniture (The hidden messages behind it were uncovered but we still don't know the full extent of it. For example, we don't know who / what did it)

● Waystones (As the audience, we know Aypierre did kinda do this. But, as far as the majority of the islanders know, its still a mystery. Fortunately, people like Cellbit and Antoine are catching on)

● 'Missing People' (It really wouldn't be Quesadilla Island without the weekly kidnapping /hj. As far as we know, both Mike and Baghera are M.I.A. Mike was 100% kidnapped and the islanders are somewhat aware of what happened. For Baghera, the last thing we know is that she uncovered her past alongside 'There's no escaping this time'. And then there are the long-term disappearances, such as Mr Mustard and Walter Bob. We're slowly but surely discovering clues about them two but who knows if they're even still alive)

● Code (As we saw yesterday, the code is still active and will still attack. Without the eggs, they are less of a threat atm. On the bright side, nothing major seems to have happened with them since Etoiles' fight with them)

● They're fucking drugging them (Forever disappeared for a day and came back with white clothes, a big ass all-might smile and meds from Cucurocho itself. As long as Forever takes the drugs, he seems happy-go-lucky and basicly is living in this warped reality of the island where everything is 'perfect' for him. That is until he hears the ticking; then he'll become violent and scream for the ticking to stop. He'll eventually take the meds again, and go back to that artificial happiness. The islanders have made the majority aware of the situation and are trying their best to investigate. However, it seems Forever wants everybody to be happy like him, which is really fucking bad. Already Pac is 'receiving treatment' in an attempt to try and make an antidote for the meds; we'll see the results of that today. Even more concerning, Forever has enlisted Tina to make a list of all those that want treatment. PLUS, Forever wants to talk to Jaiden specifically to give her something and they've already agreed to meet up today at some point. Considering the last couple times Forever wanted to 'talk' with someone it ended up either Forever pulling a gun on them or trying to kill them with mines, well, o7 Jaiden)

● The Whole Quackity Situation (We still are in the dark about what exactly happened but as far as we know, the federation messed with Quackitys memories. They fucked him up so bad the guy forgot how to read and write. Again, he hasn't been seen in a hot minute but is likely due to unrelated irl stuff)

● Jaiden (Recently we learnt about Jaidens ties to the federation and it is concerning to say the least. I haven't been fully caught up on it regarding the conversation last night, but she is definitely important in the grand scheme of things)

● And finally, something may or may not happen on the 16th, so just kinda bare that in mind

I still don't think that's everything 🤣 I freaking love this server

[tinyidle]

Swim!teez Being Cocky During Sex

i had a pm sent to me about the pics i sent about ateez swimming. since im not good at summarizing what they said, ill paraphrase it the best way i can here:

[all of ateez are crazy] omg I feel like this feeds into this I have that they are all a bit cocky (in a hot way), especially during sex and I'd love to hear your thoughts on that

so here i am, going to do just that. leggo~

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tags: @rap1inewhore , @thequarries

WARNING: descriptive smut, based off irl, cockiness (ofc), c*ck lol (penetrative sex), swim!teez (6/8 of the members), fem reader, dom!ateez, sub!reader, fiction ofc

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seonghwa - cocky tease

my boy before sending these swim pics said he wore a swim shirt, but after he sent them said he was teasing atiny. this to me confirms that hwa is just like that in the sheets. holding your hips down as his long-ass tongue swirls around your breasts and inner thighs, refusing to touch you where you need him until he sees that you're on the verge of tears. same thing when he fucks your breasts and thighs, tapping his head on your clit while leaving you squirming. but once his tongue or cock enters your cavern, prepare to be shuddering from the immense amount of pleasure as he takes you to cloud nine about nine times.

yunho - cockiness that is small yet powerful

he was the most innocent with his photos. but little did he know that i remember the picture san took with him, wooyoung, and seonghwa in it. so i do know what he kind of looks like. that's how i think his cockiness would be. yuyu would be acting small and shy as if you haven't seen that big dick before, but the moment that shit springs out. oh my gosh. you'd feel loved even when he seems to want to show you a bit of his harsh side-- such as jamming himself into you-- just to return soft, like allowing you to adjust and then turn around for you to be on top and set the pace.

yeosang - unexpected cockiness

i dont know about you guys, but when i saw a glimpse of his muscles during fireworks, i never would've expected them to turn out the way they are now. not to mention that his body just looks unpredictable, so for him to out of nowhere send these pics was a real shocker. now that in the bedroom is the exact same. he acts naiive and almost sub-ish in public, and although he can be a bit gullible and prefers no roles in the bedroom, expect yeo to unexpectedly take the reigns. he says you can lead tonight just for him to lock your legs in place and jackhammer up into you while you gasp and cry out in sheer pleasure.

san - cockiness that is faux naivety

speaking of naievty, here's this dude. the first two pics of his look rather innocent, then the next two dont look so innocent; yet he adds an innocent caption. this is deadly in bed oml like i swear. he's spooning you claiming to want to only love you, but the moment you innocently (and rather cutely) wrap your fingers around his, he prompts you two to discard you bottoms. he says he'll sheath himself inside you for innocent intimacy, just for your hand to fly up to your mouth in futile attempts to not scream when he pulls himself back to repeatedly thrust his long cock in.

mingi - cocky cute

lovely mingles has no pics but only one video. it may be just me, but he looks kind of sexy while swimming so perfectly. but he wouldn't have thought it that way. that's totally him during sex. he never meant to make you moan when he innocently held onto your boobs, neither did he mean to make you gasp when he knee brush against your clit. it was until he smirked and ended up with him doggying you with one huge hand tweaking your nipples and another set of slim fingers rubbing your bud.

wooyoung - subtle cockiness

this guy was the first to post swim pics, except they were on universe. he quite literally said 'pay me to see me' lol. but for real, we all know how publicly cocky woo can get, so for him to send pics in a paywall? my only theory is that he did it for the shock value and public sharing since he knows some of his pics may be shared publicly anyway. during sexy time he'd pretend to not want to do dirty things just for you to beg him. he, being his confident self, while give you all you want and more as your mouth hangs open from your pussy being pounded by his relentless cock.

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so.. what you think? 🤭 if you want me to add joong and jjong lemme know

[codylabs]

WAIT WAIT WAIT are you familiar with bionicle lore??? I need your help

Because when I was a kid I watched Bionicle: The Legend Reborn, and I fell in love with all the characters in it, and have been completely baffled in trying to find out what the hell the rest of bionicle lore is.

Can you help me understand?? Where did Mata Nui and his friends go after that movie??

Aight so first off, curse you.

Curse you and dang you and blast you and encase you in protodermis for all eternity, because this question is too difficult to answer. It's just too long. But since I love Bionicle lore more than any other lore (it is better than any other lore) and since you asked so earnestly, I will do my best.

I'm also not a real expert on this (there's a lot of tie-in novels for example that I haven't read), but I know enough that I can guarantee the rest of this will have only like 1 or 2 errors.

So.

The center and focal point of Bionicle lore (if you want the big picture and/or have already seen the big reveal (which I gather you have)) is that everything revolves around an enormous titanic robot.

This guy:

That guy.

In case THE OCEAN coming up to his ANKLES and the ATMOSPHERE ending at NIPPLE LEVEL wasn't enough of a giveaway, this lad is fairly large. Enough that he has entire civilizations and ecosystems of biomechanical people and animals living in chambers inside of him, to maintain and repair him, and fill him with life and beauty. All of the regular characters (the ones you read about in the comics and see in the movies and get toys of) are at this comparatively-microscopic scale. Most of the regular characters were actually part of this robot's original crew and passengers, and it's possible that most of them didn't even KNOW they were inside a robot. The robot was controlled by an AI called Mata Nui, aka The Great Spirit.

The robot had originally been constructed on the planet Spherus Magna. A cataclysm had split the planet apart into three pieces: the desert planet Bara Magna, and two moons, the oceanic Aqua Magna and forested Bota Magna. The robot's destiny was to remake the shattered world, but it first traveled the universe doing other tasks. Before it was able to accomplish its destiny, disaster struck:

One of the onboard crew, a Makuta named Terridax, was led astray by conceit and ambition, and sought to supplant the Great Spirit. He sabotaged his home, knocking the Great Spirit offline, and causing the robot to drift off-course and crash into Aqua Magna, where it remained dormant (though not broken) for thousands of years.

The majority of the Bionicle story (the first 8 of its 9 years) follows the adventures of the robot's inhabitants: the Matoran (workers), Turaga (elders), Rahi (drones), and especially the Toa (the warriors) as they worked to defeat the Makuta and his allies and reawaken the Great Spirit. The heart of the symbolism here is that Makuta is a brain cancer, and the Toa are the treatment.

After hundreds of years (8 IRL years) of struggle, the heroes finally accomplish their goal and reactivate Mata Nui, but Makuta Terridax had been ready for them, and managed to install himself into the mainframe instead of the rightful Great Spirit. The robot gets to its feet for the first time in thousands of years, but it's under Makuta's control. He begins to brutally oppress his body's inhabitants, and banishes Mata Nui's spirit to Bara Magna, trapped within the Mask of Life.

Since you saw the Legend Reborn movie I need not recount all the events of that story, but it follows the Great Spirit on an alien world, the same world where his body was first created, among the people descended from those who originally caused the disaster that necessitated his creation. During the events of the movie he joined the warrior caste of Glatorian, faced down a Skrall lord, and helped unify the planet's warring people.

From the moment he had reawakened, Mata Nui's priority had been to return to his body: to save his people and fulfill his destiny.

During and after the movie's end scene, he works with the planet's people to rebuild an second giant robot: the original prototype for his own body, which had been broken ages before. Mata Nui himself goes on a quest to retrieve an power source, and then uses that power source to reactive the prototype. Meanwhile Makuta, back up on the moon, senses this, looks down and sees him standing in defiance and challenge, and then COMES DOWN TO FACE HIM.

If you think you comprehend just how hype this image is, you do not. Comprehend again.

THEY THEN FIGHT

Makuta's minions swarm out of hatches in his feet, to make war with Bara Magna's people, while the titans duke it out above the cloud layer. When the land war seems to be turning against Makuta, he threatens to use a gravity beam to crush the whole planet to dust. Mata Nui grabs his arm and deflects it, forcing the gravity wave to hit the world's moons, and bring them drifting back toward the planet.

Mata Nui's prototype body is fast running out of power, and he knows he dares not harm Makuta, for Makuta's body is full of innocent lives, whom he loves.

But the story's main characters manage to win a sweeping victory on the ground, which distracts Makuta just long enough for Mata Nui to drive him back, right into one of the approaching moons AND WHAM

The cranial circuit that housed Makuta is smashed to bits, and the tyrant falls, never to rise. Mata Nui uses the prototype's last reserves of strength to finish remaking the world, and to fill it with life, before he too falls.

Mata Nui is very much the Jesus character in this whole saga. He had been a God, but defeating his enemy and bringing peace and happiness to the people he loved meant living among them a time, and sacrificing his power for their good. It's a really beautiful thing.

The series ends on a hopeful and open-ended note; the subjugation and annihilation that Makuta threatened will never come to pass, and all the other characters are free to make their own lives on a paradise planet: no longer warriors fighting blindly or refugees from disaster or cogwheel slaves in a grand design, but free people. To answer your original question about what happened to the specific characters of the movie, we get no answer. We know that Kina and Ackar and the others participated in the final battle, and we know that they lived, but of their lives and adventures after that, we do not.

If you want to get a more in-depth plunge into the lore, the Biomedia Project is pretty much your one-stop-shop. I'd recommend reading the comics. They don't give the entire story, but they're a good jumping-off point, and you can absolutely get enough of the story to make all but a few things make sense. In this explanation of mine I brushed over countless worldbuilding cornerstones and plot threads: the protodermis, the elemental powers, masks, the lost city Metru Nui with its eyelid suns, the jungle island which is confusingly but appropriately also called Mata Nui, the red star, the saga of Voya Nui, the masks of light and life, and Karda Nui, the center of the universe floating in the swamp beneath the thousand city pillars.

Bionicle is the greatest.

[therk900]

🫧February TC Challenge (Day 1-29)🫧

1. Do you have more platonic or romantic feelings for them? Romantic feelings tbh

2. Have they ever physically touched you? Yes. A has lots of times, mainly through high fives or "accidental" knee touching! I have touched S's shoulder once. M and i have knocked hands a few times

3. Would you ever plan to pursue them when you graduate? (And when you’re legal) Maybe! Haven't completely decided yet

4. Do you know their birthday/zodiac sign? I know what zodiac sign S is since i know his birthday

5. Do you know their favourite colour? Nope

6. What do they teach? B taught English, M and S teaches science. S also teaches Italian.

7. Do you think you’re their favourite student? I have no clue. Hopefully i am!

8. Are they tall, short, or average height? S is tall. And i mean VERY tall. B is average...man height?? A is 5'11" and M is just a bit shorter than S. I think N is around the same height as M, maybe a cm taller

9. Do they have any pets? B did have a cat once, but it had to be put down when B was 16. M also had a couple pets

10. Do you ever plan to confess your feelings to them? (Careful with this one, they could possibly lose their job or get you in trouble) I don't know, maybe not. i don't want them to lose their jobs. maybe after i leave if i keep in touch with them

11. Do you know any of their talents? S is good at netball if that counts as a talent. N knows how to play the guitar and A knows how to play an instrument (i forget which one 😬)!

12. How often do you think of them? Most of the time

13. Have you told anybody irl about your crush? Yes. I have told my friend. She is the only one that knows

14. Be honest: Do you think you're in love? Happy Valentines Day everyone! To be completely honest, maybe! There are so many things that i've done with all of them that have stuck with me and still make me happy!

15. Do they motivate you to come to school? They motivate me all the time

16. Have you ever seen them cry? I haven’t, no

17. What kind of dynamic do you guys have? M is so fucking nice and caring towards me! He just treats me more differently then other students! A said to my mum personally that I’m his favourite student! He is fun to be around! S likes to joke around with me all the time, and we have this special bond and also treats me differently than other students! B used to be so caring towards me! N is like S!

18. Have they ever caught you staring? I'm pretty sure on multiple occasions

19. What was the most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of them? (All of us have done some pretty embarrassing stuff, let’s be honest.) Falling in front of S multiple times (haha, i'm so clumsy) and crying in front of B 

20. Do they make you feel safe/loved? Yes

21. Have they ever rendered you speechless? Multiple times. It is a bit embarrassing when it happens. They help me to get my words out which is good

22. Are they a good teacher? They are amazing! Other students think so as well

23. Is there something they do that gives you the ick? No

24. Are you guys close? Well, kind of. With M, N and S, we are very close! A and i are quite close as well! B and i were close, but not as close as the rest.

25. Have you ever looked for their initial in those stupid TikToks that eight year olds make? I have a couple times. I just do it for fun

26. Have you ever dreamed about them? Plenty of times! I love each and ever one of them

27. Do you see yourself in a relationship with them? Kind of

28. Have you ever cried in front of them? I have cried in front of B and N once. S saw me just after I have cried which was embarrassing. M has seen me nearly cry. i was so close to crying in front of him, but i didn't.

29. How often do you speak to him/her? All the time 

[agentidiot]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

thanks @justhallucinating for the tag 🫡🫡🫡

1. How many works do you have on ao3? 

23 atm but i'm planning at posting more

2. What's your total ao3 word count? 

129,910 ☠️

3. What fandoms do you write for?

right now for peaky blinders but i used to be very deep in the rolling stones and mcu (and i still am just doesn't feel like writing for them)

4. Top five fics by kudos 

If There Is A Will, There Is A Way (mcu)

don't feed me, I will сome back (pb)

like real people do (pb)

Don't Forget to Subscribe (mcu fic that i translated to russian like 8 years ago ☠️)

lavender (pb)

5. Do you respond to comments? 

YES I LIVE ON THEM AND SCREENSHOT THEM AND LOOK AT THEM FOR MOTIVATION

but i used to be bad at responding tho cuz i was too shy ig

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? 

love is the death of duty but only because it's an open kinda ending. but i'm your man which is the ongoing fic i just finished and posted 1st chaper of broke my heart when i wrote the ending

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? 

pretty much all of them, apart from the ones i mentioned have a happy ending

8. Do you get hate on fics?

no which im really happy about

9. Do you write smut? 

yes

10. Craziest crossover? 

i haven't done any crossovers

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? 

no thank god

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? 

no but i did

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

kinda if dumping fic info to @justhallucinating counts

14. All time favorite ship? 

tommy/alfie and mick/keith. but. hear me out. that's might be controversial. but i'm stony shipper since the first time i saw avengers. i'm a stony shipper til the day i die. also wolfstar but mainly because fics are just too good (fuck jkr btw)

15. What's a wip you want to finish but you doubt you ever will? 

i so many but i can only think of two.

the 1st on is about modern tommy and alfie meeting at the margate's beach where alfie sees tommy walking his cat (yes dangerous is a bengal cat in this one) on a leash. also alfie went to margate to rest after chemo and tommy went there cuz his family talked him into taking some rest after he broke his scull.

the 2nd one is tommy and alfie meeting via chess app. and then they meet irl but alfie doesn't realise it cuz he never saw tommy's photos but tommy did. and he decided to not tell alfie that it's him and suffers greatly cuz of it

16. What are your writing strengths? 

god idk i wish someone would tell me that. smut comes very easily, dialogs too

17. What are your writing weaknesses? 

HAVING. TOO. MANY. WIPS.

also i struggle with not established relationships like how the fuck i supposed to get those idiots together

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

i sometimes put russian words in when i write alfie cuz well i know russian, he knows russian, so why not

and i don't mind it if it's in the fic i read until it's not like in the first pages of war and peace which is a crime against humanity. but well i haven't seen fics like that yet

19. First fandom you wrote in? 

harry potter ☠️ (FUCK jkr)

20. Favorite fic you've written? 

it's either places we came from cuz HELLO? BOTTOM ALFIE TO THE MASSES 2024 or don't feed me, I will come back which is the 1st one from baker!alfie au

that was really fun!! thanks again

tagging: @gimmeaglimmer @rysko

[oscar-fastri]

🏎️💨 THE FORMULA 1 TAG GAME! 🏎️💨:

tagged by @lestappenforever (i'm also very late to this oops?)

1. Who or what got you into F1?

simple answer: ao3

long answer: football summer break in the summer of '23 left me bored and bereft of entertainment. i was browsing on ao3 for stuff to read and somehow landed in f1 rpf and that was the beginning of the end for me

2. Who was the very first F1 driver you supported? Do you support them now? Have your opinions on them differed or stayed the same since then?

lewis hamilton :3 i knew of his existence before i got into f1 because of a feature he did with time magazine so i think i always felt a bit of loyalty to him? also because he advocates for causes i'm passionate about. he's still one of my favorites and i have a lot more context and knowledge about him/his career now!

3. Who’s your current favourite F1 driver?

it's a four-way tie between max, charles, oscar, and lewis. i never said i could choose for shit 🤷

4. Is there a driver pairing or pairings you support? What made you attracted to that pairing in the first place?

*climbs onto a table* LESTAPPEN MY BELOVEDS <33

i came for the enemies to lovers and stayed for the lore, poeticism, and homoeroticism 😌

ok but like actual driver pairing-wise... i'd say charles and lewis or max and oscar. i think it would be interesting to see some of the biggest talents on the current grid (and my favorites) match up against each other!

5. Do your parents, siblings or relatives have a favourite driver?

no one i'm close irl with watches f1 :( i do have a baby brother that i'm slowly brainwashing into the sport though!! his current favorite would probably be max (i'm guessing cause he's a toddler and i have no clue what he's saying half the time) but he loves ferrari in general. (really proving seb right here oof)

6. Do you have any favourite races? Are there any that stand out to you the most?

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH tbh idk :( none of them from this year really stand out and since i'm a new fan i haven't watched any other year!! from 2023 though i really liked interlagos :3

7. Do you have a favourite circuit? Can be from the past or from the current calendar.

also have no clue because i haven't seen all of the circuits. will get back to you later.

8. Have you ever been to an F1 race in real life? Feel free to tell us your experience going to one if you like.

not yet :3 but hopefully i'll be able to go to one of the european races this year!!

9. Have you ever met an F1 driver in real life?

n o p e. though fun fact if i ever did i would be able to talk to 15/20 of the current drivers in their native language hehe

10. Do you have a favourite F1 car? If so, what is it?

rb19 or w11 ✨

11. Do you have a favourite one win wonder?

blerf idk. i would say oscar except i don't think (and i hope) he won't be a one hit wonder, but at this point in time he's only won one sprint, so i'll still say oscar on a technicality?

also i'm not well-versed in f1 history so i don't even know that many one win wonders lmao

12. Do you have any favourite quotes from the F1 world? This can either be inspirational or hilarious.

so. fucking. many.

"i don't want to mature, i'm happy where i am" - lando norris

"just leave me alone, i know what i'm doing" - kimi raikkonen

"i am stupid, i am stupid" - charles leclerc

"i have it printed out" - torger wolff

"i don't think anymore, i stopped thinking a long time ago" - charles leclerc

"yeah it's on purpose" - carlos sainz jr

okay yeah! that's it *fingerguns* tagging @solaireverie @rinador @scientistsinistral and anyone else who wants to do it!! i'm late af so. have fun lmao

[sillyrabbit81]

Hey there Bunny, how ya doin? Been a while since I stopped by to say Hi and check up on a fellow Aussie. Ive been lurking around but haven't seen you on my dash for a while. RUOK?? Always around to lend an ear, if you need one to hear. Big squishy hugs 💜💜💜

Hey!

Thank you for reaching out. Thats really kind of you.

I haven't been around as much lately. But I am doing okay. I have had a few people asking me similar things lately so, I might just let it all out here and tell people whats going on.

IRL things have been a lot for me lately and I just haven't had the time/headspace to be as active. Plus, if I have an hour or two to sit at my computer, I'm usually using that time to write (or stare at the doc and force out 50 words LOL).

The IRL stuff is mostly about my kids, but I also have had issues lately with my own mood regulation and other issues. Turns out I have Premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), which I tell people is basically like PMS but on Liver King levels of steroids. I think I've had symptoms of this for a couple of years, but its recently gotten much worse and I have seen an endocrinologist recently and started a treatment plan that will hopefully help, but it will take a couple of months before I will see any results.

I don't generally talk publicly about my family. Mainly because I feel like my blog and writing is my safe haven, a place for just me. But there has been a lot going on lately so maybe it will make me feel better to talk about it real quick. A lot of people who I talk to in chat/DMs already know most of this anyway.

Both my kids and my husband are on the Autism Spectrum.

My son is 13 and just started high school, so that has been a tough transition for him. He has been involved in a couple of incidents that has resulted in his suspension. Supporting him through that has been tricky and dealing with the school and trying to get the right supports in place for him has also been a slog.

My daughter is 8 and she requires a lot of support at school. She really struggles at school and so there is a lot of time spent ensuring she gets the supports she needs. On top of that, about 6 months ago she had a tonic-clonic seizure that was quite serious and lasted for over 10 minutes. After some testing was then diagnosed with epilepsy, probably as a result from a brain injury she suffered during her birth (she had a lack of blood flow and needed an emergency c-section). So its been trial and error with meds, (she also has absent seizures which we noticed a few times) but after a while we thought things were okay. A couple of weeks ago, she had another serious seizure and we were back in hospital.

So yeah, while I'm okay and my family are mostly okay, there has been a lot going on for me IRL over the past few months that has obviously taken precedence. But, I'm still around when I can be. I still want to be around and still love to write and make gifs and stuff, but its just been a matter of priorities and a significantly limited free time compared to what I previously had.

I hope you are doing well! I hope you're going to have a nice summer break (if we actually get a summer... I know in Sydney its bloody cold so far!) And thanks again for reaching out. That was really sweet of you.

❤️ Rabbit

[craycraybluejay]

Hey Anouther. I wanted to seek your guidance on some stuff because I trust you and it's something that has been bothering me for a long time. One of those things you don't speak about with anyone.

First of all, I don't think I'm a paraphile myself. I think it's a traumatic response to some stuff that happened in my childhood, OCD style stuff. It doesn't have anything to do with children or anything like that, I just wanted to clarify that it's not that type of situation.

The first instance I remember of having anything to do with this paraphilia was when I was like 7/8 years old. I have no idea of where it came from, but when I was really young I was shown porn by older people and it has led me to believe I was shown porn of that type of content and I tried to reenact it thinking it was normal, but it wasn't anything serious that harmed anyone. A second time happened when I was maybe 11, and at that time I knew it was wrong but I dipped my toe in that water and immediately went "Nope, this is wrong. I don't like this/want this" so nobody was hurt. Those are the only instances where I've done something irl.

When I was 14 I was fapping it to some fictional content that didn't have anything to do with this at all, but I stumbled across real porn of that paraphilia and that sent me into a rabbit hole of it for a while. I don't think it's the porn itself that excited me, but rather the fact that it was prohibited, and I know that because I've been able to replace that feeling with healthy alternatives and I don't really wish to go back to that type of porn anymore. I think I fell into those habits because I was lonely and traumatized.

I've been clean for months, if not years, because the last time I checked that type of content was to see if I was still attracted to it and it make me deeply disgusted. I remember feeling like shit everytime the post nut clarity hit me when I was still stuck in that situation. Nowadays I feel nothing but genuine disgust to the thought of people actually perpetrating those actions in real life, which is why I think I'm not a paraphile myself, and I don't recall ever finding the specific subjects of the attraction of this paraphilia attractive despite of what I told you I did in my childhood.

My point is that I feel like a bad person despite having left those habits behind. Am I a bad person??? Like you, I don't believe that thought crime is real and I believe actual paraphiles deserve respect as long as they don't act on their urges in real life since thoughts are harmless, but knowing that I tried to do what I did when I was young and that I've seen real content of certain stuff makes me sick to my core.

I like to believe, like I said at the beginning, that it was a response to trauma. Again, nobody got hurt from the times I almost did something irl, and I say almost because the things I did were more of a pre- of doing actual things. I promise I would never hurt anything in real life, and if anything, the fact that I shyed away from doing anything before I actually did is what really tells me and secures me that I wouldn't.

Am I a bad person???? If I haven't done it again and never will????

Hey anon, it warms my heart that you are trusting me for guidance on this, and I hope you're feeling okay right now. Quick disclaimer that I am not a therapist and while I am happy to help and to listen I cannot claim to offer professional advice. Every paragraph is a response to each paragraph above in order.

Let's get into it. It is not unheard of for trauma and mental illness to mimic other mental illnesses or sexual fixations that one doesn't necessarily have outside of its traumatic connection. It happens, and it is a normal and healthy brain's way of trying to make sense of and make good out of a not so normal and not so healthy situation. Without the defense mechanisms that make up trauma, human brains would struggle even more. It is not your fault for experiencing a trauma response in this way and I believe you when you say it is not a paraphilic attraction.

It is also relatively common for someone exposed to sexual content at too early an age (generally pre-puberty) to try to re-enact it. The other common response is fear, my therapist told me at one point that prepubescent people exposed to a visual depiction of sex read it as violence. An understandable reaction considering the appearance of the act itself without knowing anything else about it. It is a really unfortunate situation to be in and can absolutely cause trauma even if its something relatively benign like accidentally catching your parents doing the deed.

It's also understandable to compulsively feel drawn to things that are "not allowed" or "taboo." Humans in general are wired to want things they shouldn't, and because sexuality is a very "exciting" thing it connects pretty easily to other "exciting" (adrenaline-inducing) things both positive and negative. The rush you get from skydiving is not so different from the rush you get from touching someone you are attracted to for the first time. Some people, particularly those with a predisposition to compulsive brain activity or understimulation, are more thrill-seeking which can result in more intense, sometimes dangerous experiences if not kept in check.

I know what that's like. Shame and guilt are unfortunately common with sex; and it can be a lot worse when the subject of your current focus is taboo. The excitement of it spawns from the cultural shame and the shame spawns from the excitement. It's a vicious cycle.

I want to make a small nitpick here. There are a lot of anti-contact paraphiles that are also very much disgusted/angry about people who commit acts of sexual abuse. While I believe you when you say that you are not a paraphile, this is not a good point.

You are not a bad person. You answered your own question here a little; thought crimes are not real. I understand feeling guilty of "almost doing" something but it is again not the same as actually doing something. I cannot count the amount of times I almost did something stupid; anecdotally, someone touched me and on instinct I almost punched them in the face. Without the lucky moment of hesitation I probably would've beat the crap out of them. But I didn't. No action, no crime, and nothing to torture oneself over. I do hope you can feel better, and I think it can be helpful to discuss this guilt in depth with a therapist who you've established trust with.

You do not need to reassure me or anyone that you didn't hurt anyone; you already said it. You are fine. I believe you.

You are not a bad person for having thoughts. You are not a bad person for having gotten off to something that would be unethical irl (although the ethics of actual abusive pornography are a little more complicated in that sense. there is a major difference between the exploitation of an actual living thing and something someone wrote or drew.) <- regardless, you were a small child reacting to trauma. is it great if the scenario in the parenthesis is the case? no. but it holds less weight when you remember your situation at the time. you are not a bad person for having trauma. I hope my response was somewhat helpful and that your day gets better and you stop worrying.

[lunar-years]

Re: Richmond winning the whole thing.

It's quite unclear exactly what's going on since we haven't seen much football. I think this was the league table the last we saw it:

They have only played 15 games out of 38 at this point. So they have 23 games left with a potential 3 points from each match, so a max of 69 points.

69 + the 24 points they already have = 96

It's definitely feasible for them to win the league with those points (the highest ever points total IRL is 100), but it would be dependent on what the other teams were doing (of which there are way too many possibilities).

But if we look at say Man City who are currently top: if they also won every match (except their next one against Richmond)... 22 games remaining at 3 points each = 66 + the 37 points they already have = 103

Obviously this would means it would not be possible for Richmond to win. But bear in mind that 103 has never been achieved in the PL (in fact AFC Wrexham won their league today as the first team in the top 5 leagues (I think) to score more than 100 and their league has 4 more teams, so 8 more matches)

I am wondering if they will be so close and then lose on goal difference. Or get a ridiculously high points total and still lose (Liverpool lost out to Man City with 97 points to 98 a few years ago). I, personally, don't think that they're going to win, but it certainly is mathematically possible at this stage in the season.

THANK YOU SO MUCH. This was so thorough and exactly the explanation I needed.

(personally I'm kind of hoping they don't win at this point, only because a string of losses followed by a change in strategy, new motivation and a big win at the end is pretty similar to the football plot from last season. But we shall see!)

[reblog-house]

Get to Know Me Better

Tag 9 however many people you want to get to know better.

Tagged by @cassandralie !

Three ships:

Ineffable Husbands

And the next ones are hard, since that's like. The only ship I actively read fics of now. In previous fandoms, I always had like a handful of fics to fall back on, but now...

I do like Anathema and Newt though.

... Okay, hear me out. This is where the ship dilemma I mentioned comes in. Wait actually no, i haven't mentioned it yet. I mean i have, but in the next question. I'm jumping from point to point. But anyway, the ship dilemma is the following: what even COUNTS as a ship? Because I really like this non-GO "pairing" but not romantically. In a more "they're meant for each other whether they like it or not — and they don't. They're doomed to be put in awful funny situations and make a fucking mess and blame the other and they're great friends! but also enemies" way. Honestly, the thing stopping me is that they're mcytbers lmao. Except they're not, since I couldn't care less about them irl. It's just the characters they play that make me go *chef's kiss*. If you guessed Grian and Scar. Yeah. Not Hermitcraft though. The Life series. They make each other miserable whenever they're paired up and it's hilarious. Wouldn't read a fic though.

First ship ever:

Oh this is awfully hard. You have no idea how hard this is. I don't know how to even define ship here (as you can see, this is the ship dilemma actually mentioned before). Cause I liked Pucca and Garu, but I also acknowledged Woody and Buzz, I also liked Anastasia and the baker, and I may have imagined something about Coop and Mr Kat (not even enemies to lovers, just a specific situation i can still remember to this day — and I'll just note down that Mr Kat is an alien who looks like a cat, Not a cat),  etc etc. It's really fucking hard to say only one. But if i focus on me Aware of shipping... Fuck, probably some creepypasta ship. Jane and Jeff? I didn't know she was a lesbian back then. But i may still be off by a long shot.

Last song:

Never Love an Anchor by The Crane Wives! Aziraphale my beloved.

Last movie:

20,000 Species of Bees. It was very good. And ouch. It's about an 8 y.o. trans girl figuring herself out and oof. If you don't like open endings, don't watch it. It was 2h long and honestly? I realized it was long while watching it, but not that long!

Currently reading:

I had actually meant to re-read Good Omens today, but didn't take my book with me. But i didn't, so nothing? But the last thing I read was Boethius' On the Consolation of Philosophy and I have to re-read some passages for a project so... I'll count that.

Currently consuming:

Air, barely (mask in a bus — not much air to consume (I SWEAR THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I'VE WRITTEN THAT SENTENCE WHAT THE HELL. WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'VE WRITTEN THAT PHRASE BEFORE)). Unless this is a general "consuming", in which case, I'm listening to the song i mentioned before (that was my last listened song before i saw this, and it made me want to listen to it again. But now the song just switched (and now nothing again, woops)).

Currently craving:

Honestly, literally any food whatsoever. I'm hungry and i won't be home for at least another hour and a half. (An hour, now. Like I said, jumping around from point to point)

Anyway. I don't really know who else to tag?

So uh. Hm.

I. Did not mean for this to be as long as it was. I can't help but ramble, as you might've seen right there.

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

to the anon who asked me to answer almost all of those horrible ask questions:

Id skip the inappropriate ones:

Yes have a pretty good one.

I think lilac witch di or Swap bhaiyya

Yes. A lot of things. It's mostly regretting not doing it.

Ofc I am insecure. About a lot of things.

Single by choice

Preferably in sleep (a.k.a the thing I love doing the most)

Peanut butter and chapaati.

I play sports only in school hours uk. Stuff like basketball, football and kho kho

No. I don't.

Yesterday in the evening with my beloathed and beloved sister.

A lot of people lol. I'm a simp with attachment issues.

NEVER. I can't stay up after 12 hi bhai. Going 48 hrs is faar too impossible for me lol

Meri behen.

Yes. a lot of people. Mainly this sundari @tum-se-hi

No. No pets

Sleepy? Even tho I slept for 8 hours.

No I'm not scared of spiders. I just think they're gross and creepy. It's more like eww no.

Yes, who would miss that opportunity? I wouldn't change anything tho. Id just live in that moment and come back.

Pdhai.

Not my own. I'd rather adopt some. Maybe 1 or 2

3 in total

All of them hehe. I'm good at all subjects. SST and maths maybe

mostly frnds I'm no longer in contact with

CHOCOLATE AND COFFEE

No lol. I haven't. I have never had the chance to haha.

Nope

Single since birth

The kids making noise neeche

Im sure many people love me. But I don't think anyone romantically does lol.

Turquoise and Dark blue

no. I don't.

I don't remember. It was about papa or mummy I think.

Meri behna. We share the same room so I cry uske samne quite often.

Yes bcz I'm very forgiving.

It's easier to forgive mere liye toh

So far it's the worst.

51. south indian

yes Everything happens for a reason

Backed up some screenshots to my Google photos

No. It isn't

Idk. Nobody has ever told me that I am.

My one and only sister

Yes. I believe in true love

Rainy weather it is. Actually the weather that's there before its gonna rain heavily. Hawaayein, bijli, baadalon ki gadgadaahat, the black and gray sky, and when the air smells of rain. Fuck I miss Maharashtra.

never seen it irl. I love the idea of it tho.

im not sure. I think no. I don't wanna get married. Maybe it'd change with time. Who knows. lol

Already answered

Many things. Books, cute movies, music, and also seeing others happy (mostly little babies and kids smiling), a pretty sky, the moon, sunsets, trees and birds in the evening etc etc.

No. I would never change it.

65 already answered

I act my complete self around all of my friends lol no matter how close I am with them. I don't have a close guy friend. I had one 3 yrs back but he now lives in a diff state.

Online, it was the Tele guy I keep ranting about. In person it was a classmate 2 days back.

I'm not a deep convo person actually. I rarely have such convos. I think it was the guy friend from (66). We talked online.

Yep I do.

meri bhn

[otakween]

Digimon Adventure V-Tamer 01 - Volume 1

I'm doing things slightly out of order here, but I'd like to get to all the side stuff that came out prior to Tamers before I move on from Adventure. This is the first Digimon manga that came out (aside from C'mon Digimon which is contained within this release) so it'll be interesting to see those humble beginnings.

Ch.1

-So I guess this is some alternate universe version of season 1? (Or maybe like a beta version?) The plot feels a little similar to Digimon World where digimon are a battling v-pet IRL and the main character gets sucked into the digital world solo.

-In this version of the story, Taichi has a V-dramon. Unclear so far what level digivolution a V-dramon is or if it's related to Veemon. Zeromaru is a dumb name...

-Goggles AND a cape? That's a bit much Taichi...

-I like how doofy Gabumon looks in this. The digimon are way more cartoony and expressive so far.

-Full color and actual, red blood!? This manga looks fabulous on my tablet <3

Ch. 2

-More Digimon World vibes. The Holy Angel Castle looks a lot like the ice castle that you can only enter if you have a vaccine digimon in the PSX game...

-There's a "should digimon have human partners?" element here that we haven't really seen in the show yet. I feel like this question is inevitable for most mon series.

Ch. 3

-Okay, I'll admit, I didn't see the pun in "Zeromaru" (maru is another way to say zero) until this chapter. I hate the name slightly less now.

-A Tonosama Gekomon and a HolyAngemon are a pretty bizarre combo lol

-I really love the art style in this actually. Chibi-mode Taichi was adorable in this chapter and the colors are really nice as well. I wish we got more full-color manga releases like this one!

-So Demon is gonna be the big bad in this? That's kinda nice actually cuz he got majorly short shrifted in 02. Seems like his design is completely different here. Kinda looks like Ogremon...

Ch. 4

-I kinda like how the wild digimon get names in this. Since every digimon from the same species seems to be pretty much identical, giving them names allows me to become more attached to them.

-Only just realized that I don't really know why Etemon is called Etemon. I tried googling it and the Digimon wiki's explanation didn't really help...

-Pretty wild that Gabo said "God is gone" lol. Also, Digi-world creation myth confirmed.

-The manga's McGuffin was introduced: V-tags. I'm guessing the "V" is for "Virtual," but if you're going to call everything "digi" that seems to go against the branding a bit...

Ch. 5

-Okay Gabo's incessant "You guys need to act more concerned!!" gag is getting really annoying. He says it like every 3 pages!

-I had no memory of Deltamon so I thought he was new, but I guess he appeared in an 02 episode? He's really ugly. Also, how many samey dino digimon designs do we need!?

Ch. 6

-These chapters are super short and since a lot of them are battles, they take like 2 minutes to read. Perfect for young kids I guess!

-That triceratops with pecs was pretty cursed.

Ch. 7

-When the digimon are hurt their skin cracks like they're made of plastic or something. Kind of a weird choice...

-Another thing that differs between the manga and anime is that we see Taichi perform first-aid care after fights. The anime doesn't really show a lot of wounds in the first place and usually the digimon just rest to heal.

Ch. 8

-I was surprised to see MarineDevimon who doesn't appear in the anime until 02. I wish I knew more about which chapters of this came out when because it apparently came out over the course of 5 years (1998-2003) -- Edit: this info is thankfully on the wiki

-In this chapter Gomamon says that Triceramon being a data-type means he's a "good" digimon. In the anime they said that even virus-types can be good. So maybe that's more of a prejudice than a fact? (Or it's just different in the manga).

-Gomamon is so baby in this!

Ch. 9

-This manga reminds me of Yu-Gi-Oh! season 0 where everything is just slightly off.

-The digimon are more blatantly programs and apparently if you go inside them it's just a neon void? Also, I guess the 01 in the manga's title is a reference to binary.

-Let's see how much random stuff the digivice can do in the manga. So far it allows you to scan digimon for their HP and to communicate telepathically.

Ch. 10

-Already 2 out of 5 tags collected which means that this tag collecting thing is probably just one out of many arcs.

-For some reason the official release goes up to chapter 10 for volume 1 but the fan scans go beyond that? I'm going to stick to the official release because 10 is a nice clean end point.

This manga seems pretty typical for a game/anime-tie in for young boys. The chapters are very easily digestible and nothing too deep happens. The magazine it was serialized in, V-Jump was also home to things like Yu-Gi-Oh!, Dragon Ball and Dragon Quest, so the demographic is pretty clear. I'm really enjoying the artwork mostly. I wish there were more character moments but the reoccurring cast is pretty dinky at the moment. Let's see where this goes!

[random-blep]

Got tagged by @secret-strawberry to do these so I guess I will

1. What book are you currently reading?

-currently none, I haven't been reading any books lately. The last book I think I was reading was I was rereading Hungry, which isn't a genre I usually read. And before that was Doctor Sleep

2. What’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?

- within the last 12 months I haven't seen any movies in theaters. The last movie I saw in theaters was probably Death on the Nile or the animated movie Adams Family 2. Though truthfully my favorite was Dear Evan Hansen.

3. What do you usually wear?

- My go to is an oversized pink shirt and pajama shorts, I value comfort a lot.

4. How tall are you?

- 5'3"

5. What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event?

- Aquarius. And I'm not really certain of I do

6. Do you go by your name or a nick-name?

- I mostly go by Matt but lately I've been using Moth and I'm actually quite attached to that one.

7. Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?

- No I have not. As a child I guess I knew what being poor was and I didn't want to be poor, so I thought I would grow up to be a doctor. Of course I'm no longer interested in pursuing that field anymore.

8. Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?

- I have neither a relationship or a crush

9. What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at?

- I have a natural talent for writing , though I have quite the poor ability to hold myself to deadlines as I have trouble with the passing of time and I have issues with maintaining inspiration

10. Dogs or cats?

- I enjoy both but after having owned both of them I find cats are great companions that are much easier to care for than dogs. But truthfully I would rather own a fish

11. If you draw/write, or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year?

- I can't decide on my art but in my writing I did a bunch of poetry this year so I'm going to pick one piece and say that I like it more than the rest. "You used to call me crazy for believing that there was something out there that could take your flesh and pretend to be you. But here we are, I am the same and you are not the girl I once knew. "

12. What’s something you would like to create content for?

- well I'm not certain in fandoms, but I do want to make more content on AO3 and truthfully one day I would like to make internet videos for fun

13. What’s something you’re currently obsessed with?

- Easy Genshin Impact

14. What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

- Friendships, don't get me wrong I've made friends but just some stuff didn't work out you know

15. What's a hidden talent of yours?

- im not sure about hidden. I guess I just have an insane capability to memorize things if I try. Especially if it's an interest of mine I can commit it to memory, though I tend to forget actually important stuff.

16. Are you religious?

- No not particularly. I was raised in a religious family but I've since fell out of it. I'm not not religious, I just don't worship any deity in particular but I am very open to new beliefs and adopting them into my life.

17. What’s something you wish to have at this moment?

- Truthfully more companions to interact with :)

The questions were great, I'm not sure if these people did this already but I'll tag them and if they want to do it then they can.

@watatsumiis @qimindu @irl and anyone else who wants to do it can as well

[daybreakrising]

3, 5, 8 and 10 !

End of year asks | @claysplosion

3. How have you grown as a rper this year?

kinda ties into the last question on my previous ask but i've stopped worrying about "holding back" when it comes to the way i write. i'll never over-complicate my writing but i'm not going to restrain myself. if i wanna take three paragraphs to describe 3 seconds of a reaction, i fckn will.

5. Have you read/watched/played anything new thanks to the rpc this year?

idk if this counts bc charlie is also my irl best friend but they've bullied me into watching a couple of new series (which i still haven't watched any more of bc why would i when i can watch something i've already seen a thousand times >__> calling myself out before charlie has a chance to)

that multifandom sideblog of mine still sits there gathering dust but i promise, charlie, that i'll finish things eventually and test out those new muses

8. Talk about one of your favorite headcanons you posted this year.

it's gotta be my favourite ragdoll monster again bc that's all i can remember from this year

i love every headcanon i've shared about his past, filling in the gaps we never got to know and giving him reasons for his path into villainy. there's nothing i love more than to give relatively minor or bare-bones characters detailed histories and motives, so k.akuzu's poor childhood & sick mother being the drive for his obsession with money is definitely up there as a favourite

10. Did you the mun learn anything about yourself this year? What?

well i learned that i'm a lot more neurodivergent than i've been thinking for the last 5+ years, so that's been fun to adjust to. nothing like learning this shit in your 30s, guys ! especially when a member of your family tells you they had suspicions since you were a kid and you're just like ??? and why didn't you say / do something ????? but hey, at least i know now, right ??? =/

[eka-paige]

I have MORE. Raven Queen x Maddie, Lumity, your favorite (gay if possible <3) Monster High ship and I haven't found anything Amphibia-related on your blog but Sashannarcy, google if you don't know them and watch some AMVs or smth. GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I got earth shattering devastating news today so I cant sleep so I made this to feel better, this is my explanation for the like 2 people who know me irl and are gonna be like "why you posting at 12:30???"

I wouldn't actively search for fanart or fics but I thibk this is cute and the asthetic is nice

Lumity my beloved, you got me and my sister through the shit show of 2020 and I'll always love you for that

My favourites? Hiccstrid because the execution was just so 👌 and it's babies first ship (I've shipped it since I was fucking 5)

Dappling cause they made me realise lesbians exist and I shipped them when I was like 8 (and still do)

And raymaari because my fam watched raya last week and I'm obsessed again

For monster high ships: cleuce my beloved, I ship this to the fucking grave ok? NO ONE BETTER COME AFTER THEM

I haven't seen to many other ships other than the main ones however idc about draculaura and clawd but I hate gill with a passion

I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING SASHANNARCY BECAUSE I AM CRAZY OBSESSED WITH THEM ITS SO UNHEALTHY I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH

Thanks again @phrogfrommars I'm claiming you as my friend now cause you replied twice

Anyone else who wants to join feel free and have a good night (or don't I won't tell you how to live your life)