#i haven't watched the show pls have mercy on me

[ailingwriter]

I love the idea of Jimmy's conspiracy theories always being right but nobody believes him because it's DC, the stuff that's true there is like. So unbelievable.

Lois: So Smallville's an alien. What next, Martians walking among us?

Jimmy: Oh don't even get me started! Do you want me to show you the charts? I can show you the charts.

Lois: Alright then, if Martians are real, how come we haven't found them yet?

Jimmy: Oh that's easy! It's because they're - are you ready for this? Psychic. Shapeshifters.

Lois:

Clark:

Lois: Yeah you lost me.

[damiemontclair]

a gifset just grabbed me by the throat and slammed me straight into the gutter

[iguessyouregonnamissthepantyraid]

JNVEFOHBEFVQRUHBQVFUHBQCVGIU2FHBU3RGNJI3VRJNI3QRVFIJN2CRBOH2HBOV3RJN 3RV I JUST READ UR FALLOUT FIC!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG I LOVED IT!! PLS TALK TO ME MORE ABOUT FOUND FAMILY WITH THEM BC I WROTE MY OWN FIC, AND IM GONNA BE WRITING MORE ABOUT THEM AND I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THEM!! sorry its in all caps, im really excited

NEVER apologize for all caps and excitement!!!! in this house we lose our minds over found family dynamics TOGETHER and we are NOT calm about it lmao

under the read more because spoilers and also i got long winded (shocker)

ugh but literally. i need to do a rewatch because fallout is definitely one of those "watch once to get your brain blasted, watch a second time to catch all the little hints you missed the first time around" kind of shows, and also i just. NEED to watch this again with the full knowledge that cooper's been hunting down his family this whole time. yeah we knew cooper was a dad from the beginning but for us, at first, the logical assumption is that his wife and daughter must be long gone by now! it's been 219 years! it's not until the last episode or two that we start realizing that a lot of people from Before are still kicking around, and that cooper KNOWS that, and that the one thing keeping him going for longer than anyone else is the fact that he wants to see his wife and daughter again. the angst potential of this has me foaming at the mouth, by the way, and that's without even considering lucy yet

like, what's his plan? find janey and barb and... pick up where they left off? maybe two centuries of nuclear fallout will patch up his relationship with his ex-wife? how does he even know they weren't both unfrozen and lived their whole lives without him and died already? (i'll argue that he has not even considered that possibility, and will not, because that'll break him.) and say he does find them, and they're alive. maybe they haven't even been unfrozen yet and he can be the one to wake them up. ideal scenario, right? but will they even recognize him anymore? not just by his physical appearance, either! he is not the same person he was before the bombs fell, not by a longshot! janey's dad wasn't a ruthless mercenary bounty hunter who does what he has to do to survive and makes jerky out of human meat and sells random women to organ harvesters to get drugs! he was a guy who loved his dog and loved his family and who was so morally upright that he didn't even want to fake shoot a guy in a movie, because he believes that's not who his character is. and don't even get me STARTED on the fact that The Ghoul is a character to begin with, it's an act, because he's an actor who fell into this role because i guess it was easiest to survive that way, which means that at heart The Ghoul is also not someone who should be shooting guys. the kindheartedness is there under about 219 years of irradiated, decaying skin. but it's there

and then we get lucy, who's very deliberately written as his echo, a kindhearted morally upright person who doesn't want to let the wasteland change her, and i'll bet MONEY that as the series progresses cooper's gonna have to watch as it really doesn't change her. sure, she'll bite a guy's finger off in self defense, and yeah, she'll mercy kill a ghoul that's way past saving. but through it all she's going to try so hard to do the right thing, every single time, and i'm TELLING you, it's not so much that cooper's gonna get dragged back kicking and screaming into being a good person again, but it's more like he's gonna just start being better. it'll be kickstarted by lucy's influence and the fact that he cannot suppress the dad instincts to save his life, but the reason it'll really stick is because that's his natural setting! whether he wants to admit it or not!

anyway. uh. i ranted about this more than i meant to LOL but please always feel free to shout at me about grumpy morally gray old men allowing fatherhood to gently tug them closer and closer to the neutral good square on a dnd alignment chart. gets me every time

[feuqueerfire]

Our Dating Sim

Okay, I've got to actually watch this, it's like barely 2 hours long total and is fairly light-hearted, so this can't become like the few 12/16 ep shows I'd tried to watch since August and then given up on just a couple minutes in.

Episode 1 (Oct 19)

lol so this is how people feel when their job shows up in a show. why was this guy concentrating so hard on writing 5 words of comments on the code related to very self-explanatory function names lol

job interviews, worst nightmare for ever (but also… i wish i was getting some lol i want a job). At least the CEO is friendly

Gi Tae’s (Eddy) psychological warfare please he’s putting Lee Wan through it

Episode 2 (Oct 19)

ah sad, the confessing and running away

the Gameboy nickname misunderstanding is awkward to me

Gi Tae being Gameboy, that's expected but I wonder for how long he's known it's Lee Wan?

Episode 3 (Oct 19)

Actually crying for Wan, man’s just got here on his first day and has work piled on him and Gi Tae also putting him through it. Meanwhile, Gi Tae seems like he’s having fun lol

Also Jamie mentioning Wan’s unrequited love twice lol

Ah, Gi Tae recommending Wan isn’t a surprise but him insisting and arguing on behalf of him kind of is

[Linguistics] Wan's unexpected boldness and confronting Gi Tae, going down to informal + 너

Not to mention all this being on a ROOF again - the original confession place

And Gi Tae's boldness back as he basically says the reason he's been looking at Wan's webtoons as Gameboy is because he's got a crush on him woah

Episode 4 (Oct 19)

The CEO is so funny for no reason, like he keeps trying to make Wan comfortable and also apparently needs to be told by Gi Tae to do his work. + him and the other workers spying on Gi Tae and Wan trying to guess whether they're fighting or not lol

Does it say that Gi Tae's been blocked on Wan's webtoon? didn't sub it

ah, the restaurant scene - funny how in Gi Tae's attempts to fluster Wan, he played himself too

pls not Wan saying he's betting on Sunny but helping out Gi Tae during the game, ah and gaining a barrage of skinship from Gi Tae for it

The film camera thing is so good, like Wan's anguish that he's making clear but Gi Tae's anguish that he hides first by being playful and fucking around with Wan but then breaking down

Gi Tae confession, nice - and at the school too, even if not on the roof

This is quite well paced, we're 4 episodes into this 8 15-minute episode drama.

I usually get annoyed by work-place or similar setting shows where one person holds all the cards while the other is kind of at their mercy but I haven't been bothered by it here much at all, actually. I think it has to do with the fact that they know each other from before so it's more even footing than if a stranger started harassing you, Wan also left/abandoned Gi Tae first so I can understand why he's being antagonistic, Wan also doesn't bend to Gi Tae's will even though Gi Tae's playing with him so much.

The way I didn't even know they had little post-credit scenes of them in high school dating sim-style until I saw someone mention it in a post

Also, Wan kind of reminds me of Pawin from GMMTV.

Episode 5 (Oct 20)

broo is Gi Tae just gonna have to repeat "I like you" in 10 different times and Wan avoiding it each time?

ah, kiss. cute but since they're drunk i hope it's not gonna be like "oh i was drunk" "oh i don't rmr"

This was an okay ep but didn't quite follow up with the emotionally charged scenes of last ep

Episode 6 (Oct 20)

Well at least they both remember but "you can try having a crush on me a little longer" is crazy lmao Wan

Ahhh I fucking love when characters do random roleplays like this "unrequited love" way of asking out on a date, so cute

Agh, this park date of them just walking around and playing hard to get and being cute T.T

ohh I saw this scene of Gi Tae getting mad at Wan's blind date setup, I didn't realize the two had started dating by this time lol

I like that Gi Tae is simultaneously straightforward and insistent but also listens well to Wan. One of my fave episode types where the characters are just playful and cute and know they like each other (a la Ep 7 in Bad Buddy), a happy time to show them just being cute and affectionate before real angst/conflict starts again

Episode 7 (Oct 20)

Wan leaving without a trace actually traumatized Gi Tae for real, from the way he's searched for him everywhere, the way his friends talk about it, even his reasoning for the plants being that they take root and don't go anywhere

woah tense breakfast convo fr

ah, Gi Tae breaking down

Episode 8 (Oct 20)

Ah, Wan getting a teeny bit of his own medicine with Gi Tae's short disappearance

pls this PD is scarred from these rookie artists turning down the opportunity while thinking of "the reason they started drawing" lol

Also usually I'm like hmmm turning down an opportunity for a relationship that's just starting out is questionable but I think it does work out better for these people in this specific circumstance

I just realized in this 1 Year Later part that Gi Tae reminds me of Shinee Key

Ah, good ending

Overall Thoughts:

The pacing of this was so good, they managed to give everything needed and timed it well within 2 hours. Well written, well acted, well planned, well shot, woah, nice. I liked and understood the main characters and even the side characters had distinct personalities despite not being fully fledged. I loved how Gi Tae and Wan were so playful with each other, whether it be with the teasing they did and playing hard to get but also the easy affection they often had whether it be kisses, pecks, tickles, hugs, hand holding, just regular romantic touching - a good balance between being strangely chaste and very raunchy. Was cute but I won't think about them again, probably.

Also, one of the characters reminds me of Lee Yedam (Boys Planet, One Pact)

Rating: 6.5/10

[taeyongsfemdom]

| His Punishment 💋 |

Dom!reader x sub!Taeyong

Degradation, gags, choking, dildo riding (oh yes baby~)

Read if your horny for subby Taeyong content my loves 😈

I was furious as I watched my little slave boy on the floor with the pretty silver collar that I bought for him since he was well behaved this past week, but now my mind has changed, I caught the boy touching himself while I was gone for a few hours even after I trained him to not do that when I leave the house, he was chained to my bedpost with his hands behind his back just like how I trained him to be.

"Taeyong what have I told you countless times over and over?" I saw him look at the ground with a pink blush on his face just embarrassed that I caught him but I know exactly what he was doing, all he craves is the harsh I punishments I give him when he disobeys my rules. I haven't punished him for a long time since he's always a good boy for me but I guess his mind said otherwise

"Mistress I'm sorry but I just got horny thinking about you touching me" he said with a shy tone, the poor thing was painfully horny after I noticed how hard his cock was in the lace pink Victoria's Secret panties I gifted him along with the silver collar and he looks so fucking perfect. I know everyone sees him as this rough, tough, intimidating asshole, but in reality he's a soft kitten that craves to be dominated.

"Aww my poor baby boy...look at how hard you are for me, does everyone know how turned on you get from looking at a woman who controls you're every move?" I pulled his hair to make sure that his eyes were on me "Answer me slut"

"Yes Mistress, please forgive me please! I'm sorry for touching myself while you were gone!" I raised my eyebrow in confusion already knowing that I wasn't gonna forgive him that easily "Taeyong, you know how things go in my house, when you break my rules there is punishment involved" I watched him gulp in complete fear when I gave him an evil smirk which made me even more excited for what's next.

"You are definitely in for it now pet~"

-an hour later-

I've always enjoyed punishing Taeyong, he reminded me so much of a little doll that you can manipulate and play with. They way he breaks apart when I handle him, the cries and screams of mercy that would leave his plump and pretty lips is a blessing to hear to anyone's ears and it's hard to control myself when I see a broken boy like him, especially if he gives me those sweet little puppy eyes that no one can resist.

"Now what happened to my tough man? did he disappear and turn into my horny baby boy? Hm? You just wanted me to punish you like I always do huh? You're so fucking pathetic Taeyong" I had my manicured hand wrapped tightly around his neck while he was fucking himself on the thickest dildo that we owned, I saw tears of pleasure sliding down his face while I had a pink vibrator against his red cock head that was on the brink of cumming "I love watching you bounce on a dildo sweetheart, shows me how much you can take~"

"MMMMMHHHPHH! MISTRESS! PL-" his cute pair of pink panties was shoved in his mouth to keep him quiet, my forehead touching his while keeping the vibrator on his cock "You know how much I love hearing your screams, it turns me on so much knowing that I can do whatever I want with you and you can't complain about it because your just my playtoy that I can ruin at any time of day....isn't that right baby boy?"

"MHMMM! MHMMM!!! M..may I p..please cum mistress p..please?"

"Have you learned your lesson sweetie? I know how bad you want to cum because your eyes keep rolling back into your head from how good it feels huh?" He nodded his head super quick and the blush on his face became a darker red as the dildo hit his prostate roughly making his pace move faster. I gripped his chubby cheeks while he had the most desperate look on face, smirking evilly as I turned the speed up on the vibrator "I bet that pretty head is so empty, all that's in there is just your thoughts about me letting you cum, but that's not happening"

"Y....yes mistress! My head is just empty and I'm desperate to c..cum! MMMFFUCK!! I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON! I won't touch myself anymore when you leave mistress, I'm sorry for disobeying you"

"That's what I was looking for! I wanted to hear you scream for forgiveness, you can cum baby boy...cum for me...be a good boy and cum for Mistress" and by the time I blinked there a massive load all over my hands and black dress, the sound of him breathing heavy along with his sweet moans from finally cumming after an hour of constant denial "oh my my, such a big mess you made for me my love, you're such a good boy" I absolutely adored cooing at him after our punishment sessions because it's one of his rewards for taking it so well....

"I...I love you m..mistress~"

"I love- oh!" I look down at the poor thing passed out in my arms with his head right on my breasts and it was adorable. I told him in a soft voice while playing with his black hair, my red nails swirling in his hair while I hold him tight.

"I love you too, my sweet baby boy~"

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I was a little pent up when I wrote this but I definitely love how it came out! Very devilish 😈 hope you enjoy my loves~💋

[solaeter]

hate that I love you - Naoya Zenin [18+]

I haven’t actually written smut in like two years..well finished smutty content. I can barely start it and finish it, shame on me but I am pathetic °(ಗдಗ。)°. I am so nervous and shy, so pls no pitchforks and tomatoes _(:3」∠)_ this is a repost cause doubt hit me for a hot minute, but we gon be brave (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑ 

Word Count: 2311

Request Status: OPEN

Warning[s]: Adult content, minors dni!! idk proper warnings cause my brain is fried atm, but there’s oral [f receiving], penetration which is given, slight manipulation? Naoya cause he’s a warning all on its own, noob attempt at dirty talk [I died k]. reader chan tries to hate naoya but can’t. It’s just porn without plot unless you squint.

Just when you thought you were safe, reality had another thing in mind. Strong hands pulled your hips up with a force that had your face hugging the pillow before you could register how you even allowed yourself to end up like this.

Why did it have to be now? You really thought you managed to get away. "Why are you doing this?" You turn your head, teeth latching to your bottom lip when two fingers glide along your clothed slit. 

"You don't seem to mind." Naoya remarked, his voice laced with disinterest and boredom while his eyes roamed your body. Three months..that's how long he's been without you. His favorite toy. "You're already so wet for me, miss my cock that much?" He questioned with a sneer, sliding your pretty little panties to the side. The sudden chill made you squirm and his words bit at your budding arousal.

"Couldn't you have found someone else to toy with?" You avoided his question, voice hitching when he slid a finger up your dripping slit, stopping at your clit and circling the bud ever so slowly. It wasn't fair how he could work your body so effortlessly. Your mouth parts as your eyes squeeze shut. 

Naoya smirks, his eyes never leaving your cute little cunt while you try to look as displeased as possible. You should have known getting away from him was quite literally impossible. He owned you. 

"Why should I find someone else when I only need you?" The sentence itself sounded sweet, but you knew it was far from what it suggested. Ever since you met Naoya, he's had you by the palm of his hand. He used you for his own needs, taking and taking before tossing you to the side. Yet, you lingered and remained loyal until you tried to end things. Naoya let you live in a false sense of newfound freedom, giving you just enough space before making your world tumble back down, right where he wanted you. 

Now, there was no denying that you looked absolutely stunning before him. Your body was meant for him, made for him to fuck over and over. You were his missing puzzle piece. When you don't answer Naoya, he clicks his tongue and brings his fingers down to your entrance, the tips teasing your hole before plunging knuckle deep, your walls clamping around him beautifully while you cry out.

The sudden intrusion made your thoughts muddle together and everything seemed to spin. Naoya could make you so stupid so easily and he laughs, so humorously. "Why would I find someone else when you're so..fucking worthless without me. I haven't even done anything and you're already stupid."

You glance back over your shoulder, cheeks burning when your eyes meet his cold ones. He never showed you an ounce of love, only half an inch of interest and a load of selfish, one sided desires. "I hate you." You spat while gripping the sheets when another finger eased its way inside you, stretching you further. Naoya curled his fingers roughly, swiping over the one spot that had stars in your eyes. He knew your body better than you knew it. Or so he claimed with a sense of pride. 

No matter how long you've been apart, Naoya would be sure to remind you that no one else will make you feel the way he does. Even if you're spouting words of hate, he just knows you won't stay away for too long. "Heh, sure you do." 

You wanted to be angry, call him out for being a vile piece of shit but nothing came out of your mouth besides helpless moans. 

"Look at you, so pretty and fucking useless. Baby can't even argue with me." Naoya talked down at you, thrusting his fingers in and out of your pretty cunt until you're clenching around him with a strangled, frustrated cry as pleasure washed over your body. "Damn, you couldn't even hold it in. I'm disappointed." Naoya removes his fingers and your hole clenches around nothing, searching for more.

Oh his little whore. To ruin you is his greatest desire. To have you so wrapped around him, that nothing else in this world can compare to what he does. It makes his blood boil in such a way he can't describe and it shoots straight down to his cock. But he can't have you just yet. 

Naoya has to break you more, see you crumble. So he flips you over and the gasp that leaves your pouty lips is nothing short of stupidly adorable. Even more so is how you look at him with wide, teary eyes. As if that would make his heart soften.

"Finally have something to say or are you just gonna stare at me like a fucked out fool?" Naoya spread your legs, bending to hike your skirt around your waist before fully removing your soaked panties. You were compliant, unmoving while he did as he pleased. To be honest, words failed you more when you needed them most. 

"I– please forgive me for leaving.." 

Naoya perked up when the words left your mouth, his own lips twisting into that of a sinister smile. "So you decided on being a good little bitch." He murmurs, placing a hot kiss on the side of your thigh. You always looked so good sprawled out before him, at his mercy. It had his mind spinning in circles, all the possibilities running rampant. "Where's your fight?" He asked casually, inching closer to your puffy cunt and you look down at him only to snap your head back onto the pillow. 

"I have none, I should have listened the first time." 

That sentence you knew by heart considering you've had to confess your wrong doings on multiple occasions. Naoya hums, content as his nose brushes against your sensitive bundle of nerves. Your body reacts on its own, knees bending and toes curling into the satin sheets. You tried to resist him, tried your damndest but it never worked. It frustrates you, so much that you groan and nearly close your legs around Naoya's stupidly pretty head. 

Firm hands catch your legs and dark eyes land on you. "Oh [Name], tell me what you're feeling. I'm dying to know." He didn't care. You let out a half laugh and sit up on your elbows. 

"I hate you. With my entire being but I can't get away. It's not fair. You're– ahh not f-fair." Your words falter when Naoya's tongue slides up your cunt, lapping up your essence before going back down to your entrance.

"Mhmm.." He listens half heartedly, instead enjoying the sweet taste of you that graces his lips. You became putty in his hands, just like that. So simple, one movement. One hand threaded through his short locks, fingers grasping onto what it could once his tongue dipped inside your awaiting hole. 

"Fuu–" You toss your head back, involuntarily pushing Naoya closer which causes him to chuckle and the rumbling of his body only has you sinking further into his palm. He watched you, how your chest would rise and fall as you panted, moaned and clung to him helplessly. Your reactions had his cock throbbing in his pants and he wasn't going to be able hold out much longer. 

Adjusting one of his arms, Naoya's fingers soon met your clit and circled it quickly, building you higher and higher. Your body jerks and he keeps a hold of you, halting your hips to keep you still. 

You tasted divine, like a special wine made just for Naoya. Your pretty moans were like music to his ears and when he pulls back, the whine that leaves your lips sounded almost sinful. "N-Naoya.." You look at him, eyes blown wide and vulnerable, so close to paradise. He smirks and continues his assault on your clit.

"What? You seem to be getting off just fine with my fingers. Now be a good little slut and cum for me." Naoya coos and just like that, your body listens to his every command. The coil snaps and your body trembles, legs spasming and threatening to close around his head but his unoccupied hand keeps them open while you cry out, incoherent words leaving your lips. 

Naoya can't deny the sight and he groans, the desire to fuck you clouding his thoughts. ""Ah– fuck – what a good girl." He praised, an odd thing coming from him but it has you smiling so stupidly. You watch Naoya through half lidded eyes as he eases you from your high, rubbing small, slow circles around your sensitive clit. Your hips still move with him, your body wanting more.

"Naoya..I need you inside me." You barely manage and if it wasn't for the fact Naoya was so turned on, he would have bitched at you. Instead he uses his free hand to undo his pants and free his aching cock from its hellish confines. 

Your eyes lock onto the throbbing member that now rests in his hand as he pumps it languidly. "Do you really deserve my cock? Last I checked," Naoya hovers above you, situating the tip right at your entrance. "You've been a bad girl." He teases you, pushing the tip just barely inside you before pulling back out. You whine, loudly with a pathetic pout forming on your lips. 

"Please, I need you. So bad, I'll never leave again!" You cry, beg and lift your hips in search of what you wanted so bad. All fight, resistance and negative feelings vanished when all your mind and body wanted was him to consume you..

“Is that so?” Naoya hummed, bottoming out inside of you before you could continue your pleas. Your eyes roll back and he has to suppress the groan that dares escape his own mouth. He never grew tired of how you felt; how your walls fluttered around his cock, how you took him so willingly. So easily. You were truly meant for him. 

The pace is set with languid thrusts, Naoya driving himself deep into your velvety walls. He watches your face contort and twist with pleasure and pain due to his size, it had him surging with a sense of animalistic pride. “Remember who you belong to.” He says lowly in your ear and all you can muster is a quick nod of your head as whimpers and cries leave your delicate lips. Your arms snake around his shoulders, keeping Naoya close while your legs lock around his waist.

“Look at you,” Naoya groans, shifting so that you now sat on his lap, his cock hitting places that made your head spin, “Taking me so well- goddamn - be a little louder. Let everyone hear what a slut you are.” He demands, his voice low and strained. You helplessly comply, bouncing up and down on his lap like a good girl. Your head was warped, just like he wanted. Every moan, cry and wail sounded like a symphony that was only meant for him. Naoya held your hips tightly, guiding your frantic movements, hitting every spot inside you that made you grasp onto him like some type of savior.

Ah yes, Naoya definitely is your savior in his sick twisted head. Though he hisses when your nails scratch his neck, leaving noticeable marks that surely would be questioned later. He didn’t mind, not in the slightest. If anything, it made him fuck you harder, his cock ramming your drenched hole as if it were his last day on this earth. The lewd sounds of your juices squelching every time he fills you had him going crazy and he ignored how you drenched his lap, uncaring of the mess since he so graciously caused it. 

“So close, Naoya please,” Your voice is weak and broken, body trembling as it reaches the peak of nirvana. Naoya wasn’t far off from his own release and instead of being a total asshole like he wanted to be, he held you close.

“Let it go, baby.” He urged before biting down on your neck, sucking the tender spot to leave a claim on your body. You whine and unravel, pleasure overwhelming your body, legs trembling and shaking, you were thankful to be on his lap or you would have gone down. Naoya continues to fuck you, chasing his own release and groaning loudly when hot ropes of cum paint your delicate walls. He fills you completely, uncaring if you ended up bearing one of his kids. Hell the thought only made him feel more possessive. It would give him a greater claim over you, keep you with him.

Before Naoya allowed himself to get aroused once more, he removed you off his lap and got off the dirtied bed to fix his clothing. You watch in your fucked out daze, the grips of confusion and longing playing tug of war in your heart. 

“W-Where are you going?” Your voice sounded so soft, so submissive. Naoya glances back and he admires his handiwork. You were an absolute mess. “You can’t..just leave me like this.” 

How desperate. Naoya bit back a laugh, bending to pick up your discarded panties and toss them onto your stomach. 

“If you want me so bad, you know where to find me.”

With that, Naoya bids his farewells and leaves you like you did to him three months ago. But he knew that you’d come crawling to him before the night ended.

On the other hand, you stared at the ceiling until your heart calmed down and were able to get off the bed. Would you run back to him? Even though you wanted to say no, your body said otherwise with the longing for his touch.

The only thing you knew for certain was that you hated that you loved him. 

[endless-oc-creations]

okay i’m not in the fandom but i have been hooked so pls tell me about mercy’s miraculous survival and memory loss!!!! <3

You are an ask a fairy godmother to me you know 🥺I appreciate you so so much because I always get to gush about my ocs with things I keep to myself.

Especially something like this that I want to gush about.

I didn't plan on getting so deep into the Sherlock fandom again, it just happened when I was reorganizing my DVD collections and saw my completed collection boxset.

I've been a fan of everything about Sherlock Holmes since reading the stories when I was a kid and of course, when BBC Sherlock came out I was beyond obsessed. It's just been a few years since I had gotten back into it so now I'm watching an episode every night with my dad when he gets home from work and he's never watched the show so it's like getting to experience it again so to speak lol.

I also will recommend the show to you if you haven't seen it...

Anyway onto that fateful day. This is a long post so that's why it goes to keep reading. It's to spare some people scrolling through all of this.

I should go into a tiny bit more detail about why she was shot so I will.

Mercy had thrown herself into a heavy caseload in Scotland Yard after Sherlock's 'death' because she hated going back to 221B alone. She had her dog, Pepper, for company of course, and her nan always popped in to check on her but it just wasn't the same without seeing either John or Sherlock.

A year after there had been a serious leak in Scotland Yard about dangerous information being leaked to criminals that shouldn't be given in regards to the safety of London and Greg recruited Mercy's help because she was the only one he could trust during that time.

So of course Mercy took the case, but she had taken a Sherlock type of route and investigated things on her own. It was obsessive trying to follow the clues and figure out who was doing this game and well when Mercy finally found the truth she herself was shocked and couldn't believe it herself it was in an abandoned factory, texting Greg that she had found it, was caught by that person.

It was there Mercy was shot in the head and left for dead, the 'killer' didn't know she had sent Greg a text message that told him to come immediately to the factory and just thought she would be left to rot there or until somebody stumbled upon her body.

That person had gotten rid of the evidence Mercy found in the factory and left just before Greg showed up and found Mercy, saving her life in the process by slowing down the bleeding and requesting immediate help.

Now there's a lot of science about surviving a gunshot wound to the head, like the angle of the gun, which gun is used, which lobe is damaged and a front-to-back shot is more survivable than receiving a shot from the side. So I will do more research about how Mercy survived medically, should I finally get off my ass writing and finishing my fanfics, so in fewer words, Mercy's case is like any few lucky survivors from getting shot in the head.

The only people by Mercy's beside while recovering were her grandmother, Mrs.Hudson, her boss, and friend Greg Lestrade. John was trying to cut ties with Baker Street so he didn't even know this had happened to her.

Mycroft knew of course but never told Sherlock what had happened to her knowing that it would distract him and force his brother to come clean about faking his death just to visit her.

So neither John nor Sherlock knew she had almost been killed until returning to Baker Street a year later.

Mercy was released in the care of her grandmother 6 months after being shot. This only meant that Mercy wasn't close to death anymore, she still had to deal with the long-term effects.

Mercy also had to leave Scotland Yard and take a momentary leave of absence as a working detective while she tries to recover. So Mercy focused on her therapy and art since she is a painter and painting helps calm her.

She had to have therapy help her in the hospital to grasp and hold things again normally. Sometimes Mercy will fumble and drop things accidentally now and again, but it doesn't really stop her from doing things.

Mercy also struggles with PTSD, any sounds that are similar to gunshots she gets in a panic, she course knows from doctors reports she was shot in the head Mercy can't remember who had done it. When she hears gunshots her mind is brock back to a jumped mess of a memory, a disorientating voice talking to her, feeling something press against the back of her head, and the BANG.

The thing Mercy really has trouble with is her memory loss. The doctors aren't really sure if it will be long-term or short-term because a year after being shot isn't much time to tell.

But to give a few examples, which are angsty, on some details on what she forgets is.

Mercy forgets who John and Sherlock are sometimes it's for a moment or it takes more than a few minutes for her brain to register who they are. The only two that Mercy never forgets are her grandmother and her canine companion Pepper.

She even sometimes forgets where she lives when walking Pepper and can be lost for a bit of time.

There's no real reason or trigger for these mini memory loss episodes it just happens in the spur of moments. Mercy can look distracted or lost when it happens.

Luckily when Sherlock and John are back in her life they both help her through her struggles with memory loss.

I get in my feels thinking about the small understanding things that Sherlock does for Mercy to help.

For example, the fluffy thought of Sherlock going out for a ‘walk’ turns into finding Mercy on her walk with Pepper and without making her feel silly or pressuring her to admit that she forgot where Baker Street was and even him for a moment, both end up walking back home together.

Like his silent patient understanding too🥺 it makes me weak.

If he looks at her and sees that she's struggling he always manages to coax her out of her episodes and act like nothing happened to help Mercy feel normal.

[catartiha]

hi

(edit: i wrote this at 2am when i was slightly drunk so,, sorry ig)

aso after YEARS, i finally gave in and started watching cobra kai. this post is just gonna be a brain dump on the first season which i've just binged.

i'm 18 years old, i started doing karate when i was 7 and trained regularly until covid started. unfortunately at the moment i'm on a break because of my family's financial situation and because i just started college.

i'm a second degree brown belt in shito-ryu karate. i did tournaments from 2012 until 2019. (that sounds kinda like i'm bragging, sorry)

i'm also a psych major, left-wing activist, punk enthusiast & was recently diagnosed with autism.

lets get to the actual show.

i have to say, it wasn't NEARLY as bad as i thought it was gonna be. (it's pretty good so far actually). i expected the karate itself to be terrible, which it wasn't. i recognized all the katas (i'm not saying they were good, but at least they actually exist, which is more than i was expecting.) AND considering the fact that the students (hawk and robby especially) have only had A YEAR of training (in the show, i have no idea how much experience the actors have), they did extremely well.

the fighting was decent, but it was definitely not kumite (that's what the fighting category at karate tournaments is called), and all of them would've gotten disqualified a 100 times over, especially at an u18 tournament, but i get that it'd probably be boring to watch otherwise.

i still think the fighting was actually pretty good though (although i have to say their legs are incredibly slow), it's just all less sports-karate oriented i'd say, and they've included some techniques from other forms of martial arts, but that doesn't make it bad.

i think larusso pisses me off the most because i'm really not buying the whole karate champion thing. but that might also be because i just really don't like his character.

for the approach, the entire "only for defence" vs "no mercy", i've seen (and had) senseis with a similar approach to both larusso's and lawrence's, though larusso's is the more traditional one, i'd say. i'm not the one to judge which one is better though.

cool ok so that was the technicalities and from here on i'll shift from my karateka self to my traumatized escapist self.

i haven't related to a lot of characters as much as i've related to hawk. i was bullied at school, which was why i started karate. i found a family in my dojo, i gained a lot of confidence and i eventually started seeing karate as a way i could get all my anger out. anger at school, the system, everything. so my fighting style evolved accordingly. (i got a grip of myself though and i realize i was Not Fun to be around). i also have the same haircut as hawk does. and the same name (i go by eli, though it'a short for my actual name which i hate. that's also why i'm calling him hawk, cause saying my own name feels weird lol) and i'm involved in my local punk scene. (yes i'm simping for him. lets go get a tattoo together please.)

all in all i've liked the show so far, and i will continue watching.

ALSO if you watch cobra kai and u wanna be friends pls text me i promise i'm nice (:

[fyrapartnersearch]

Originals and fandoms even though I haven't even made a character sheet after 6 years

Hi! You can call me Sinnamon. Or Sin (how edgy is that). I’m looking for roleplay partners to give my sappy heart fuel to live. I’ve been roleplaying for 6 years, though I picked it back up in February after a long, unplanned haitus. I was too busy playing League of Legend and Overwatch I’m sorry I’m a she, or as you may know us better…*flips on nerd glasses, tight shirt, some weird hair style, hot pink headset, an oddly large bust* A GRILL GAMER. I’m also 18+ 🔵Style🔴 I don’t actually have enough time to sit still and type out a long, long novel as a reply. Regularly. Because I like to reply fast, I really do, and typing a novel is a turn off, especially when I’m required to do so. I suppose it’s really basic, but no one-liners, as they give me too little to work with. More or less the length of my intro up there 🔝 🔴I’m interested in…🔵You! Just joking. Maybe. Anyways. For genres, I like romance, fantasy, action, anything. I’d prefer less Creepypasta-ish stuff? If I had to name my roleplay genre interests I’d call it ‘Fanfiction’. Like you have the action, nice build up, romance, fluff, smut, and all the goods. 🔴Fandoms🔵Clearly League of Legends and Overwatch. I don’t watch anime, sorry, and I prefer roleplaying video-games than shows. I love Supernatural and Sherlock, but if asked to roleplay them, I’d say nah. I do only FxM, but I fully support IRL LGBT. Ships? Ooh boy. *cracks fingers and stretches intensely* (Just realized most of my ships are gay and I don’t roleplay gay.) *Overwatch* -Mercy76 -Mercykill -Gency -Widowreaper -Anahardt (Haven’t thought of roleplaying our protective grandparents ._.) -Symrat/Junkmetra? -Meihem

You guessed it, Mercy is bae. The first 4 would be preferred.

*League of Legends* It’s been a while since I’m played, I think I can remember their names. Lee Sol? (Mermaid guy) Gin? (The one with lots of tails and shit) Jkjk Like give me any ship tbh, I’m going to list down the champions I can roleplay. -Ahri (bae and personal favourite) -Sona -Soraka -Janna -Leona -Syndra -Nidalee -Ashe -Akali -Nami? -Huh. （´-`） -Can barely remember oh god

🔵What I’d want to avoid🔴 This will be short. Incest, smut driven roleplays(but a healthy build up romance is noice), pedophilac, anything unhealthy in general. Harem is just weird. Rape is a big no-no, but having it rough is- I don’t mind age gaps, but I prefer the female being the one who’s younger, if any. Nothing unhealthily older, but if it’s supernatural-timeless-being older it’s fine. Depression roleplay. I don’t think I need depressing stuff in roleplay, but I’m happy to be there for you IRL. 🔴Timezone!🔵 I live in Singapore? I guess? I’m having an exam for the next two weeks, so I might not be up late too often. But I’ll up later after the 9th of May. Then I’ll be going overseas from 13-22, Sweden, so I’ll reply at night in that country. I’ll be perfectly free afterwards. 🔵The rules should have been up there but okay🔴 I am but a simple grill. When you hit me up, I’m open to planning or to see what starters you may have. I don’t have any starters in my inventory, sorry. I was out for a while, and my stuff last time was so cringey it’s hilarious. When we start, please be committed. I reply fast, and will give a valid reason if I am unable to, including lack of interest in roleplay. I’d love for you to do the same, it breaks my poor heart to see someone go without saying anything. I’d stick for roleplays that suggest romance, have some form of action. Nothing I didn’t list under 'pls no’. I’m not much of a leader, so it’d be nice if you did the 'leading’ and stuff. In more ways than one *COUGH* Also, I play only female characters. It’d be noice if the guy is taller. Not 2 feet higher but like 'head under chin’ higher and stuff. Also, if the moment is especially soulful, I like to insert a meme about it because even though I’m a sap, my heart just malfunctions and switches to full on nervous-bad-humor mode. You’ll see.

That should be it. I’d love for us to become friends, because I honestly think I’m quite friendly to decent people. Introduce the memes later on, fandom stuff and all. You can contact me on Tumblr @leagueofsinnamon, or my email, toastysinnamon@gmail.com. Thank you for actually reading~

[vishwaspur]

Welcome back Mais! Did you follow past couple eps? Yesterday toh Omkie totes lost it bro, seemed like he was channeling Darr's srk. My god, I couldn't even focus on Kunal's acting cause the whole scene was so catastrophically stupid. Ek toh bad VFX, upar se aastha's paintings, which i don't even know when omkara accumulated, i dyinggggg!! If you haven't watched it yet, then pls do cause you will die laughing 😂😂😂😂😂

I just read updates. Oh lord..have seen/heard so much about yesterday’s episode I am dreading of watching it. Ek toh I can’t get over the Burning of Astha. Like C’MON!!! This show is FULL of screw ups so it’s saying something when I say that’s the BIGGEST screw up of all time. AT LEAST GET YOUR CHARACTER RIGHT!! They were focusing on Astha’s pictures and I was all asdkjhaskdjaskj! MATLAB SHARAM KARO YAAR! The CRINGE tauba! And then the new version of Saathiya is also something straight out of NamoonaLand. Lord have mercy on me xD