#i hope you the best my dear - im not tagging you blog because i know you don't use it anymore and you don't want messages there

[anchorandrope]

if you ever open this website and see a post claiming you can't be actual friends with your mutuals i am happy to announce that the boyfriend of one of my best friends - aka a larrie i met here on tumblr years ago - proposed to her yesterday when she left my house after we went together to louis' show.

[puckpocketed]

Tagged a millennia ago by @dijkstraspath and @cataroo sorry this was obliterated from my mind at the time </3

✨ noº1 team?

No number 1 team. I am a fickle creature whose heart is easily swayed by narratives!! My beloved teams, plural, are the Sharks, Kraken, Ducks, Wild, and recently the VGK! We have a soft spot a mile wide for losers and girlfailures. I am easily bamboozled by Antics and Shenanigans. Assume no teams are safe from my love. I always say: I have NO enemies in ice hockey except the refs/situation room <3

🥅 your favourite goalie?

My whole heart belongs to the oppressed goalie tandems on basement tier teams (Gibson/Dostal, Kahkonen/Blackwood, Soderblom/Mrazek)

Fav goalie to watch, who will always have a place in my heart? Joey Daccord! He has anime-protagonist levels of skill and he is a joy to watch in net. Truly creative, proactive, and unique. I see him going very far.

🔟 what would be your jersey number?

17! For the first two serial numbers of the Enterprise NCC-1701

🏒 what team would you love to play for?

PWHL New York, because women+teal <3

❤️‍🔥 who is your favourite player currently?

Thinking endlessly about Brock Faber. Girlies (gn) know I’ve been writing an essay about him for like a month, which has blossomed into something well beyond the scope of what I originally wanted to write.

👀 a trade that hurt you emotionally?

I haven’t been around ice hockey long enough for a trade to hurt me yet, but I’m not unfamiliar with trade heartbreak!

I have been in esports for years, and the first trade that fucked me up was support player ArK getting traded from the New York Excelsior to the Washington Justice. It was 5 years ago, the meta had shifted away from ArK’s best heroes, and the bombshell dropped on twitter. I was devastated. The NYXL core had been together through so much, I thought. They existed pre-Overwatch League, as LW Blue and LW Red. They were a family.

They reunited, briefly, during OWL All-Stars, and every moment of it hurt. ArK retired in 2020 after leading the Washington Justice to the North American Division Playoffs, where they came 3rd.

Many such trades and team implosions happened after ArK, but you never forget your first! 

🌈 what is your experience on hockeyblr so far?

Pretty amazing! I wrote a whole love letter to the kraken, sharks tag has some very funny characters who are very unserious about everything but very lovingly devoted to our losers, I’m too shy to talk in the wild tag too often but I hope this changes, the ducks tag is a wasteland populated by me and maybe 2 other people and we never seem to be blogging at the same time, and the one (1) person currently active in the vegas tag is quite possibly the sweetest person alive (!!!) they’ve been so excited to tell me about them, to welcome me and share their love!!!

The PWHL holds a very very dear place in my heart, I feel very tender and protective about it so I’m pretty quiet — but when I do venture into the tag it’s been a fun time!!!

I am putting out tentative feelers for the AIHL and the handful of people who’ve chimed in to show their support has been incredibly heartening and I look forward to writing propaganda for them when the time comes!!! <3

tag people you'd like to know these about ☺️🏒🖤

its. way way way way too late to be doing this but i guess im reviving the meme! absolutely feel no pressure to participate: @wehaveagathering @puckinggoalies @skybluerin @ppepohappy @belowthedepths if you'd like to participate consider yourself tagged by me!

[munsonsreputation]

FEBRUARY BASH 🩰🕯🍒

hey everyone, im back!!!

first off, i want to start by saying thank you for 300 followers...you guys are absolutely incredible!!! i know that i've been gone for a while and it's due to my mental health and school...but i've been slowly getting better and i want to come back on here <3

the comments, replies, reblogs...EVERYTHING has been so heartwarming to see and read. i don't think you guys understand how seeing the support has helped me fight through this weird and bumpy part of my life right now. you all are the best and thank you for keeping my love for writing alive 🥺💘

to celebrate 300 followers, valentines day, and my birth month (i turn 20 next week saturday!!!!) i've decided to host a FEBRUARY BASH!!! 🩰🕯🍒

Because it's the month of love, I will only be writing fluff and smut for this bash! (don't worry my angsty babies...i will be writing more angst soon!!)

this is open to everyone and i hope all of you get to send me your requests!!! also multiple request are more than ok!!! the characters and asks im writing are...

: ̗̀➛ steve harrington

: ̗̀➛ eddie munson

: ̗̀➛ robin buckley

: ̗̀➛ nancy wheeler

: ̗̀➛ jonathan byers (new!)

#1 song fic 🎸 - send me a love song, steamy song, or any song lyric you would like me to base an imagine off of with your character of choice

#2 prompt 📄 - send me a fluff or smut sentence or phrase with your character of choice and i will write you a short imagine.

#3 wips 📎 - interested in knowing what i have in the works? send me a character and whether you would like to have a sentence or moodboard based on whatever wips i have coming soon!

#4 recs & reviews 💌 - im all for showing love to all the writers out there so please send me your favorite stories or your writing and i will reblog and let you know my thoughts on your amazing work!!

#5 taylor x stranger things 🧣 - send me your character of choice and i'll tell you what taylor swift album and songs i think fit them best.

#6 funsies! 💫 - tag me or send me some fun tumblr games to play!! or just ask me questions or rant or literally ANYTHING...let's just have fun and be respectful!!

i can't wait to start writing again...just please be patient with me as i don't want to rush any of your beautiful requests because you all deserve a nice written imagine in this month of love ✨💘🧚🌙🫀

and again, thank you so much for the love and support...everything and all of you mean the absolute world to me and i wouldn't be able to do this without you all...happy february, my dear lovers MUAH! 💋💘💫

no pressure tags for my wonderful mutuals 🌟🏹🌷 : @sunflowerharrington @tvserie-s-world @translatemunson @esme-viridian @new-romqntics @peanutbutter-y-jams @mediocre-daydreams @maddipoof @mapleransom-blog @zariaskz @deliriousleyserious @moonxxlight @tasmbestspdrman @hstoria @munsonswhore86 @rvdsxmz @sillypurplemurple @str4ngerthingshavehappenedhere @john-joong @chervbs @sodapop182 @eddieandbird @wordsbymae

[tetsusgoing]

yes that anon who sent

"tag all of your mutuals and put beside it the kind of person they are im really curious :)"

WAS ME AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA 😏😏

anyways im ready for that kiss 😚

I love u for sending in this ask but my stupid self accidentally posted it when I wasn't done so now I'm answering this one instead. Ok where do I start,

@icedhoneyy : my #1 my 4 lifer my online best friend at this point. Isa is such a sweet and bright person it's amazing to be around her, she had a way of reassuring me that things were fine and making me feel better. Her ideas are all so cute and her writing is so so good she's terribly underrated, once she is back from being inactive I will be the happiest woman alive ok.

@boo-kugo : one my early made mutuals, so so nice and I know she will always be reblogging something of mine. Such an interactive mutual I love that you're always in my notifications and that I can feel so easy with you (read: not wonder if you actually like me or not as I usually do with people) and that your themes are always so CUTE

@kurootosis : lem where do I even start. One of my special kuroo made mutuals (read : we bond over our love for the silly guy) I love the ideas you implement into your writing so much and I love how we both write to comfort ourselves like girls who think about their fictional boyfriend to cope relate to each other so hard yk (I have some of ur work in my drafts but forgive me for not having enough time to read and appreciate it I am heart broken </3)

@mushiemin : my FIRST haikyuu mutual, and when you followed me I was jumping up and down and giggling from excitement cause wow your art is so amazing and if someone like that follows me then I must REALLY be something. I hope you're having a wonderful day whenever you're seeing this !!!

@rayesloveletters : my dear friend ray reblogs all the cutest stuff in the world, whenever she's on my dash I just experience visually pleasant thing like God I am SO thankful we are mutuals. Plus you've been so sweet and so nice to me, especially by reaching out first because I'm deathly afraid of rejection so I'm terribly glad you talked to me first otherwise idk where we would be rn (silent mutuals probably)

@sunamour : I can't put into words how much I love your work. I've probably told you before but everytime I feel like hurting my own feelings I go through your masterlist because your writing is THAT good!! I couldn't believe myself when you followed me actually, because wow.. it's like Beyoncé herself acknowledged my existence okay. Definitely check scar out for suna related works she's amazing 10/10

@sookisaurus : risu is one of my early mutuals too and I remember stumbling across your blog and also feeling excited about having a kuroo mutual. When you wrote me that one shot?? My god I died and went to heaven. Risu is so easy to interact with and she is so talented if you ever don't know where to start in the haikyuu fandom she's an amazing person to talk to!!

@tahdashi : I think everytime sayu reblogs something of mine I get more recognition than I've gotten the whole time I had this blog, safe to say I couldn't believe when she followed me because??? The sayu?? Liked my work?? That one winter kuroo piece is my most popular one now. I also love the way your mind works and I associate you with study boyfriend akaashi (rip sunkeiji)

@wakatshi : miss daria... so cool, so amazing, I feel like she's a huge star and I'm this journalist who she will talk to from time to time and I'm actually just her biggest fan. Amazing themes, amazing energy, such a cool person, and no one is more worthy of the mrs ushijima title. Can't picture him without her popping up in my head actually

@miyasann : I remember when you answered my first ask ever and you called me by my name and I was so surprised that you knew my name like it wasn't right in my pinned post... but basically another incident that felt too good to be true because you are so nice to be around and your Journaling will always have a special place in my heart. You remind me of orange blossoms ok I don't know where that came from but it makes sense !!!

@rinoomi : she's inactive as far as I'm aware but GOD I loved her art so much, I remember coming back from school and checking her blog to see if she drew kuroo again and those were the good old days

I feel like I've forgotten some so I will return to edit them in if it's necessary!!!

[rampldgifs]

hello! i am someone who has been learning gifmaking for a while now and i've mostly followed many rp resources for help, and i want to give back(? is that the right word?) i can make gif hunts, but idrk where to start? what fcs do i do first, do i have to have a proper theme and directory right away? who do i tag for my posts to reach more people?

any chance you can help? tysm in advance! no worries if you can't

hey there, every gifmaker gifs people for different reasons at any given time. i know a lot of us do it because we enjoy the challenge/find it therapeutic the way some people find brain twisters a good way to stretch their brain. or we do it because the people we want to see around don't have resources or we want to raise awareness for other groups of faceclaims to improve diversity. i suggest identifying what your objective really is. if you're not sure, maybe start with a face you really like looking at that makes you happy because you're going to be looking at that same face, for hours. alternatively you can always ask the rpc for suggestions and see what jumps out at you the most !

have an easily navigable theme for your blog and not every one of us has a directory up. i only had one made recently after years of making resources and it's only up because one of my friends did it for me (lol). do it when you feel ready, or not at all, you're not obligated to so it's totally upto you.

i don't pay enough attention to the rpc to know what all the best tags are, but i usually tag #rph, #underused fc (because i usually gif underused people), #gifsociety (@gifsociety ), #dearindies (@dear-indies), #userdevon (@katherine-mcnamara), if anyone else sees this and you want to be tagged comment and let anon know !

your first 10 tags will show up in tracked tags so go wild. or you can also tag me #userrampld i'll be sure to reblog when i see it.

hope this helps, you're welcome to pop into my ims if you have more questions !

[cwarscars-a]

Han, my dear, if it wasn't for you, then none of us would give much attention to Heidegger (at least I know it would be my case). He was a character I remember from the OG and which I thought was nicely designed in the FFVIIR and... I stopped there. 'Nice, they kept his laugh', I thought when the trailer got out.

And then I met you and - honestly, I cannot stress this enough - you have essentially removed this veil from my eyes and I saw Heidegger for the first time as you do: a multi-layered individual with deep-rooted issues, fiercely loyal to company & country and with so many other traumas and details that make him only human (and not a monster).

I am always in awe at all the sources of inspiration you have for him, at how insanely credible your thoughts his PTSD and other war-related issues are, the way he was brought up, came to marry and then divorce - honestly, for me, your Heidegger portrayal is THE Heidegger portrayal. I don't mean this to dunk on anyone else (or even SE), but because the way you have put him together makes so much _sense_ in my mind that I have a hard time disconnecting your Heidegger from canon.

As far as I'm concerned - his first name is Magnar, he comes from Junon, he has a rivalry with Godo, a behemoth gave him the trademark scar, he has two daughters and a divorce wife. I love everything about your timeline for him and always will. If anything, SE should give you royalties for the superb work. <3

(( mari ♡

i messaged you already kinda buggin out a lil over this but i want it on my blog (ALONG WITH ALL YOUR LOVE CAUSE YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME LOVE BECAUSE YOU'RE PRECIOUS & THE BEST) just so i can keep that tag open whenever im feeling stale on my writing or a little crispy with my portrayal. it always means so much to me how much time you've given me and my heid (i say my heid because at this point, i don't know how much is canon aside from his abusive streak to his soldiers & his shinra simping lmao).

but honestly, ive said it before - i'll say it again. i wouldn't be writing him without the support from yourself and others. like, i always talk about how hard it is writing a hated character. he isn't a villain in the same sense as sephi/roth / the turks. they're 'likable'. everything they do is okay because they're young & hot. i know they're more complex than that and personally, i like them a lot too! but it's difficult fighting the battle of there being zero fanart for the character. zero fanfics (aside from ooc / fetish fics). it's tough seeing people make jokes constantly about the character that you like & when i say jokes, i don't mean 'lol seph is a cat' i mean 'lmao could you imagine if him and shinra were GAY lol GROSS' (it's so immature it makes my eyeballs strain).

i know that was a mini rant then, but it always makes me feel a little embarrassed to have such a fixation on such a generally disliked character. makes me feel weird & unwelcome in the fandom haha.

but to know that there are people like you - people who haven't only said 'haha ok, this crazy cookie is doing something w/THIS character' but people who have actively allowed me to explore elements of his character? to get him married? to allow him fatherhood? like BRUH-

it makes my heart warm & fuzzy. i'm sorry i don't always show it & i'm sorry i sometimes get all weepy on the dash about things but it honestly does mean a lot to me.

mari - yourself and others absolutely contributed to me bringing him back & despite any hangups or embarrassment i have over the character. fuck, even in squeenix do some fucked up shit like make him about stolen valour (i REALLY hope they don't) or turn him into a coward (which im prepping for with pre-emptive unwritten headcanons) - he's always going to have a special place in my heart.

not because of playing him but because of the people i've played him with. ♡

[jikjinz]

Please since I agree the stylist and love for putting them in short sleeves has been killing me😭 dongheon and hoyoung have been AFTER me with the amount of sleeveless shirts-

thank you thank you 😋 I completely agree they are very written by women agenda and minchan may be goofy but I love that goofy guy 💔 I would love an elaboration on hoyoung (even tho that will make me even more delusional-) but totally take ur time💕

Dongheon !! Taste he is so loml material I cannot blame you at all I mean .. it’s literally dongheon we’ve all seen him and his personality?? He is perfect it hurts 💔

Noted! I’m always happy to talk about verivery so I’ll be happy to fill my time about them 💞 I got into verivery from a friend! I had liked them in rtk and in trigger era she knew it was her chance to ruin my life with minchan and hoyoung and she TOOK IT 🤧 I found your blog from searching up verivery tags since there’s barely any writers for them and then I found you and I was like tehee I will become an anon🤭 I will be sure to rest well idk about not stressing but I’ll do my best ! love u too <3

-🐰 anon

sorry for taking so long to reply bUT YES??? THESE TWO ARE AFTER ME AS WELL AND ALSO DONGHEON IN THAT JEANS VEST???? i was gone bro. g o n e.

since i will have some time off this week i hope to write some stuff FINALLY BECAUSE GEEZ IM STRESSED AS HECC (and dont worry, everyone are delulu in some way)

kdblKBJSJDJSKSND I KNOW RIGHT??? i showed a photo or a gif of him to my non-kpop friend and they said something about him being a himbo?? and then i realized... he is princess coded and i love it 💔

NO BECAUSE TRIGGER ERA WAS HAWT AND THAT FRIEND KNEW DAMN WELL SHE WAS DOING and i feel like im the only one who still updates/posts stuff with verivery on here (like writing stuff) and it's 💔 BUT ANYWAY THAT'S GOOD THAT YOU DECIDED TO CAME BY BECAUSE IM ALWAYS UP FOR TALKING ABOUT THEM!!!!

do you have any albums from them or any albums in general?? and take care as always my dear!!!

[stormyoceans]

oh, my dear Monica, you grew on me so much, i check your blog at least once a day to see if you updated, answered asks or reblogged something with tags. I'm glad my message made you feeling cared for and made you smile 💛💜 I'm very very glad. you know, right now I'm not doing well. my family is falling apart because my parents can't decide if they want a divorce or nah (I'm feeling so silly that I, 26 years adult, worry about it. but i live with them and they treated me not badly. of course I'm worrying for them. but still.), my work is shitty and I'm payed not much (but there's a lot less work than it used to be. and i have good colleagues. i feel like i don't have the right to complain about it because at least i have work and getting some money. but. but.), my sleep became much lighter and now i woke up from smallest noise(and my parents make a lot of noise when they argue) and it's so exhausting. i got sick (I'm sure it's because of my not good sleep and constant stress). i stopped responding to messages from everyone just because i feel so isolated in my mind and i just don't. know. what. to. do. with my life. sure, get out of your parent's house, find a new job and seek a psychologist's help but I'm feeling exhausted just from thinking about it. I'm telling you all this because i want you to know that i was reeeeally glad when you said you felt loved. your answer made me smile too. and when you wished me all the kind things in the tags I was feeling very touched. thank you for being so kind and lovely. wish i could go for a walk with you and blabber about fandoms and weather and sit with you on seaside (💙) and just look into the distance and put my head on your shoulder hszxjjh if you wouldn't mind of course. hope your boss will be reasonable and will let you have your well deserved rest. I wish you the best 💛

i would absolutely love to go for a walk by the sea and talk with you about everything, anon, and please know that my shoulder is always here for you to rest on, even if it's just on the spiritual plane. im really glad if my silly little blog can make you smile and give you some kind of comfort 💜💜

im so sorry you're going through such a hard time. for what it's worth, i think that it's completely understandable to worry about your parents and feel bad when they fight. just because you're an adult it doesn't mean that it's any easier to deal with something like this. on the contrary, you are actually aware of the situation and of what it implies in a way that children simply can't be, so if anything it can be even harder for you to carry all this weight now. i also think we all have a little right to complain. like, yeah, there are always gonna be people who have it worse than us, just like there are always gonna be people who have it better than us, our feelings are still valid, our struggles are still real

all this to say that i really hope you're gonna be able to prioritize yourself and your well-being, which sure, in the long run it does probably mean move out, find a new job and talk with a therapist, but the small every day things count too, and before you can focus on the big changes you have to take care of yourself in any little way you can. i feel like im not in a place where i can give you advice but i wish you'll be able to eat well, drink enough water and find something to smile about every day. maybe you can also try to talk to your parents about their arguments affecting your sleep so you can get some good rest

also i know it's hard since i tend to isolate myself as well when im not doing okay, but reaching out to people is very important because we can't carry everything by ourselves. if it's easier talking to me rn rather than someone you know in rl, then please know that im here for you, whether if it's to lend you an ear or scream about fandom stuff or offer some comfort. im holding your hand tight and sending you all the love 💜💜

[rosegoldcas]

hello!! how r u? i havent been really active on tumblr for some time but i just. u popped into my head cuz i listened to ginasfs and just wanted 2 ask how u doin asdfgh (i dont remember what my anon tag was but im the person who drew u a pfp some time ago??) also i remembered my vamp!mikey au and i. god i wanna go back to being a petekey artist life was so much easier back then anyway i hope ur doing good!!! <3

Idk how long this has been sitting in my inbox but hello Anon, it’s really good to hear from you again! Thank you again for the PFP drawing, I’ll be honest I don’t remember which one’s yours but I have all the drawings people made for me in a folder somewhere on my computer and I cherish them all dearly, so whichever one you did, please know it’s still near and dear to my heart. I’m so glad you thought of me, especially in the context of GINASFS, it really means a lot 🥹

I’m doing great right now, thanks for asking! I def miss the good old days of this blog’s prime, you’re absolutely right about things being easier then 😅 but I hope you know it doesn’t have to be over, I’m back now and I’d love to see what kind of art you have in store if you ever decide to dip a toe back into this world! To tell you the truth idk exactly what direction I’m gonna take this blog in next, but best believe it’s still gonna revolve around these wonderful bands and the community surrounding them, and there’s always gonna be at least a twinge of shipping because that’s just the kind of person I am 😭

Thanks again for sending in an ask, Anon, you made me really happy and I look forward to hearing from you again whenever you’re ready 🥰 I’d love to have a new Anon tag for you, so if you think of one please let me know!

[kaunisbaby]

ah! i remembered i had a question.. (but now i think this might be the wrong blog 🤦🏼‍♀️) anyway, i wanted to start thrifting clothes and i wondered if you had any tips as i've mever done it before 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

good afternoon alex dear 💕

well well well. thrifting. i started two years ago. i was taking bioethics courses at the time and buying from fast fashion brands didn't sit right with me. and i also didn't like the stuff they had because i always have to be 🥀the most alt looking person at the grocery store🥀. i know there's no ethical consumption under capitalism, but fast fashion was out of the question and i couldn't afford sustainable brands. being the boomer i am, i hate e-commerce as well.

one day my best friend, who's a pastry chef and has an instagram account for her creations, had to go look for a specific item to include in an instagram post. some diy related thing. so she asked me if I wanted to tag along at the thrift store.

i did. i was never the same (i swear it sounds dramatic but it really felt like this 😂)

i bought an oversized gray button up shirt that day that i use as a light jacket for chilly summer nights. it's very grungy. they also had a pair of creepers (my go to shoes. i swear i wear them at work and im a waitress) and i had only ever seen creepers in very specific shops in the heart of rome (we have two alt stores in rome. they're beside each other. it doesn't make sense and everything is extremely overpriced).

some tips i have in my mind:

don't go there looking for specific items. you can find literally anything and everything at a thrift store and it can be a bit dispersive, so looking for something specific could feel frustrating

but do have a clear picture in mind of what you like! for example, i know i like black, different shades of red, dusty pink, golden and animal print. in the thrift stores i visit, clothes are sorted by color, so i'll go check the black section first, then the red one, etc.

it can be an occasion to get out of your comfort zone with clothing. at some point i wanted to give my style a more elegant twist, but i didn't know where to start. i found a high waisted long skirt at the thrift store and it cost like 2€ but it wasn't something i used to wear. i said fuck it it's so cheap, so i bought it, and now I've been wearing long skirts for two years and i love them dearly

keep in mind what you already have in your closet! you either buy whole outfits or you'll have to find something that could go well together with something you already own

keep an eye out for big brands. until my mid 20s i only bought fast fashion stuff, but since i started visiting thrift stores I've been used to a much greater quality. i can feel it by touch when something is from a fast fashion brand. in thrift stores, you can find some much better stuff for small prices and it will last so much longer

go there often. people bring in new things all the time and the good stuff is always the first to go (except for when you're the only alt person in the neighborhood (🙋🏼‍♀️))

sizes are gonna be a bit frustrating because different brands size their clothes differently, so i suggest you try on everything before buying. you have no point of reference, unless it's a brand you already know

don't get discouraged if you don't find anything the first few times. it takes some training of the eye to start spotting the interesting stuff in the pile of same color clothes

be patient. since everything is unique, you'll need to check every item one by one. i suggest you go there when you don't have to be anywhere afterwards, take your time!

this is all. I'm sure thrifting in the UK is way more fun than thrifting here and that's saying something 😱 hope you have fun! and if you want to show me whatever you end up finding I'll be more than happy to see 🥰

[all-about-kyu]

Hii, I hope you’re doing well today. ☺️ Congrats on 300 followers 💕!! (I’m your new one hehe) May I please request a Johnny drabble with extra fluffy prompts 31 and 37? Take care~

I tweaked the second prompt to fit the storyline just a heads up! (hi dear! welcome I hope you enjoy it here! I’m doing pretty good! 💕)

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Johnny x gn!reader

Warning: thunderstorms

Summary: A thunderstorm is the perfect excuse for an unplanned romantic dinner with Johnny.

Word Count: 563

It’s been raining all day and that gave you the perfect excuse to clean around the house while Johnny was gone. You two had just moved in together not too long ago but it was like you had been living together for years at this point. By the end of the afternoon you had managed to get all of the laundry done, dust every possible corner of the house, reorganize the bookshelves, and sweep and mop all the floors. The only thing left to do was to wax the floors and that was in your opinion the best part. Only because that meant you got to slide around the house in fluffy socks afterward. Just as you were finishing up the kitchen area you hear the front door open and close followed by a bag dropping. You move as quickly as you can to the front door.

“Johnny! Don’t move whatever you do!”

He looks at you with a shocked expression “O-okay, might I ask why I can’t move?”

“I just waxed the floors,” you explain “I don’t want you messing it up like you did last time, so take off your shoes and go grab your fluffy socks.” you beam

He shakes his head looking down at his feet while letting out an airy giggle “Alright dearest, let me go do that then we can make some dinner, how does that sound?” he places a kiss on the top of your head.

You were humming as you prepped dinner when a large clap of thunder resounded through the sky followed by your lights flickering the shutting out. Luckily you had a gas stove so you continued to cook dinner for you both after the initial shock of the power outage. Not before long Johnny appears behind you placing his arms around you just enjoying your presence. He let out a sigh before speaking up.

“Well, this power outage will last a while so now we have to have dinner by candlelight. I’m not complaining though, you always looked so beautiful in candlelight.” he holds you tighter to him and kissing your cheek, “I’ll go dig out the candles while you finish up plating and everything.”

As your dinner progressed you would continuously catch Johnny staring at you with the most loving expressions making you blush, which luckily couldn’t be seen due to the low lighting. Quiet nights like these were hard to come by recently so this involuntary romantic dinner was beyond needed. After you had both finished eating you took the plates back to the kitchen to wash. And again like a lost puppy, Johnny clung to your side giving you heart eyes the entire time.

“What do you keep looking at?” you giggled

“You.” he smiled

“Do I look weird?” you questioned back

“No, you look like the love of my life.”

You blushed and splashed his face with water “D-don’t say cheesy stuff like that! You’ll make me blush!”

“I know you didn’t just splash me.” he playfully taunted

“And if I did?” you tease back

“I’m gonna tickle you to death is what’s gonna happen.” reaching for your sides

You squeal and book it down the hallway towards your shared room Johnny hot on your trail. You were so in love with him you had no idea how to handle it, and you knew he felt the same.

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[maybege]

HI! I know Im running a little late to this party, but it I could send in a couple shout outs together? I know Im missing people and for that I apologize, but know that SO MANY people on here have touched my life in many ways over the past 2-ish years, writer or not there are so many wonderful people on here and I send you all my love as well! <3

To @princessbatears for being one of the best friends Ive ever had, for being a goodsport beta reader, always kicking me in the butt to get me going when I needed it, and for being a bombass roommate as I find my way in a new state, PLUS writing all the sweet werewolf aus a girl can ask for!!!

To @aerynwrites GIRL your knight Din will always win my heart with that rose! lol I love the sweetness and softness you put into your works even with some characters who are a little rough around the edges. ALSO it has been a joy getting to know you better and Im so glad we live closer now!

To @anxiety-riddled-mando what can I say to my dear bu? But that I love you so much and I am so glad I got the courage to talk to you over your wonderful fanfiction because having you in my life has been amazing, you are always so giving and encouraging and you deserve all the good things! Your Heater <3

To @pikemoreno Bri!!!! I know you aren't on le tumblr much because of your job (which you are also doing awesome at btw) but omg I just love how much of your heart and kindness shines through your writing. Even hard subjects you handle with a gentle hand and it is wonderful to read. Still planning on getting those ice pops with you! lol

To @justanotherblonde23 for not only being a wonderful writer, coloring her worlds with her own perspectives and experiences, but Kat! omg you are just always so kind and always have such encouraging words for everyone around you, you always brighten up my day when I chat with you! Wishing you the best as you start your new job!

To @whataenginerd for not just being a sweet and constant in my tumblr times, but I also see the wonderful writing sparks in you! There is a wonderful texture to your thoughts that I just love and I'm always so tickled when I see a tag or ask from you!

To @max--phillips !!!!! Thank you so much for not just sharing your writing, or doing the ask blogs, or our late night chats about all the things, but also being such a sweet friend. Also I know that if I ever need someone to yell about thots at? I know you're the person for the job ;)

To @mandoinevarro omg I love your writing so damn much, idk how many times I've reread some of your works anymore, they are comfort fics for sure! Also!!!! I always love our tagging antics, you are amazing just so you know! :D

And to my dear @maybege!!!! My friend!!! omg Your writing is so wonderful, and you are wonderful, and I always love our chats we have about funny things and also more serious things. I just hope I can hug you irl someday and show you all the "american" places to eat lol

A love letter for all of these amazing creators! 🥰

Also I can’t wait to meet you in irl too! We’re gonna have to go to so many places to eat so I can see what it’s all about lol ♥️ You’re awesome and I’m very grateful for your friendship 🥺

[cucumbers-and-olives]

Appreciation Overflow Post💛

Or, it’s my birthday, and i’m celebrating 67 amazing followers wtf???

hi, uh so it’s my birthday today, and i really want to do an appreciation post for all for my mutuals, because they have gotten me through so much even if they don’t know it, like

someone close to me going into hospice and then dying

my mental illnesses getting worse (one of my many christmas gifts lol)

sharing private information that for my safety i shouldn’t be sharing (i know this doesn’t really fit but it also does)

and a few other things that i don’t feel comfortable sharing

you guys helped me though so much, and i am amazed that i made it this far. i’m so happy i made it this far, because then i got to meet all of you.

i’m just a teen writing fanfic in my bedroom. (and i will block the creeps.) but you guys bring me so much happiness and i can’t wait to see what this year brings!

so without further ado- here’s me appreciating/maybe roasting/who knows what/simping (nah i’m not gonna simp for any of you) but to/for my mutuals. i apologize if i repeat any complements, there are not enough in the world for all of you

(i’m gonna go from oldest following me to youngest/newest)

@issaxcharlie issa, my very first mutual, i never quite processed that you followed me. i love all of your writing, and you interactions with @writerinlearning are so wholesome and amazing. keep being you issa 💛

@n0wornever missy, where do i start? your daily mantras help me know what day of the week it is, and if it wasn’t for them i would probably make a lot of silly mistakes (like going to the wrong zoom class) missy, you are beautiful 💛

@crybabyddl doll, you are one of my biggest inspirations on this site. dcma was amazing, and you are so talented! i am so happy you decided to follow me. you are amazing 💛

@meangirlsx sam, its so crazy that you follow me. you have thousands of followers, and yet you are following my tiny little blog. thank you. also can i take a second to just apprecate your blog aestetic? keep it up sam 💛

@bright-molina alright, is it bad that when the a majority of the people i follow changed their url to “bright-(last name of a JATP character)” i kinda lost track of who everyone was? nevertheless, bianca you are so amazing, and i am so honored to be one of your mutuals 💛

@txrii tori! you are so kind and lovely. i honestly cannot believe that you followed me, it blows my mind every day. keep creating tori💛

@blind-their-eyes kay, your support on my writing is unparalleled. i love your writing and i love to see your url pop up in my notifs💛

@jaskiers-sweetkiss erin, your writing is insane. the amount of talent you have is just so amazing, and the way your fics are written is even more so. i can’t wait to see what you come up with next! sending love your way 💛

@ssa-cinnamon jemma, im honestly amazed that you still follow me, esp cause ive turned into a JATP blog. you come up with the most amazing fics, and i hope you dont leave, but i undestand if you do. shine bright jemma 💛

@controversial-fandom-things love, go drink water and eat some food if you havent and also take a nap cause you are most def sleep deprived. i love you but go take care of yourself. please 💛

@piratesandswords lyra, where would i be without you? the answer that pops into my mind right now is less depressed, and less heart broken. but that’s the past, and this is now. i dragged you into JATP and i hoe you are enjoying it. thank you for being one of my amazing betas  💛

@calamitykaty katy, before i type anything else, can you and @dream-a-little-bigger-x get together already? you and nele are so sweet together and i will die on this hill. i love you owen fics so so much, and the plot twists that you come up with shock me everytime. be positive katy 💛 

@funsizearsonist doll, where do i start? like lyra, i have no idea where i’d be without you. you help be channel my ideas, and turn them into fics. your support on enemies to lovers is legit unparalled. thank you for your support  💛

@mo-d3ans dear your writing, like all of my mutuals, is legit god tier. i would love to see that hat that you pull your ideas out of and steal it sometime. do what make you happy love 💛

@julieandthepodcasters you all are so amazing. i re-listened to your podcast the other day, and just hearing your voices makes me happy. your podcast is once of the only podcasts that i am able to actually sit down and listen to. amazing work 💛

@softforcal nova, i know you are on hiatus, but if/when you see this, *gives you a big hug* (or if you don’t like that *gives you a high five*) i went back to check out some of your stuff the other day, and it made me a lot more confident to post my own RPF. hope your hiatus is going well 💛

@merceret julie, you are amazing! your writing is lovely, but you are even more so. i can’t believe i get to call you my mutual (also i’m ready for those benny watts fics i got so happy when i saw the coming soon!)💛

and to all of you, my 67 (what???) followers, thank you! i keep seeing that number go up, and it makes me so happy that you guys like my work. i didn’t think i’d ever get that many followers, and if i could tag you all, i would. you guys are the ones that make writing worth it, all your reblogs and messages and asks and notes. keep dreaming friends 💛

also i curled my hair and it didn’t turn out the best but i feel really pretty!

[juwon-ah-moved]

hi friends! this year had its highs and lows and i’m ready to let go of it, but i won’t let go of the beautiful people i met on here in the past months, and those i already knew and who keep bringing joy onto my dash! i got into a new fandom that brought me many joys and new beautiful people into my life and i couldn’t be happier about that! you’re all cool so here’s my humble thank you to you ♡

i don’t follow that many people, i kinda find comfort in seeing the same familiar faces on my dash, but i have been trying to look around more because honestly especially the (lgbt) fandom for asian dramas/”bl” has so many nice and funny and talented people that it’s a pity not see who else is on here! so here’s to hoping i’ll meet even more awesome people in 2021 :^) also, if i forgot anyone, i’m really sorry! and to those of you who i for whatever reason haven’t followed back but who are always around, i want you to know i see you and appreciate you showing up in my notes, it genuinely makes me happy and know that you can talk to me any time! love you! <3

okay i talk too much, here we go:

@amasawaseiji aaaa edo!! now we pretty much only talk outside of tumblr but we did meet on here and !!!! ur the only italian i respect jdskn ur seriously one of the nicest and funniest people i know and ur a very dear friend to me, i know i always tell u but it never hurts to hear so: i love you!!!! i hope 2021 will be a good year for u and that we can finally see each other again, i will fight covid :(

@petekaos rahul, what can i say!! i feel so lucky to have gotten the chance to know u this year, we had so many never-ending convos, on here, on twitter, we shared heacanons (ram and bohn friendship forever, @ perth Listen To Us) and you’ve been a great friend to me, you’ve always supported me even when i was at my worst and i will honestly never forget that. ur kind and funny and we can go from talking about serious stuff to laughing about u quoting gandhi and that’s friendship to me! u also have read i think 2 of my fics before i posted them at this point and both fics mean the world to me and the fact that u supported me through the process of posting them when i was so insecure also means a lot to me! as do all our conversations about my engineer, manboss, petekao, etc. just... i love you! never forget to take care of urself <3

@pangwave daaaawn u are such a kind and strong person and i really appreciate how u were there for me when i was questioning earlier this year. i know u understand a lot of what i was going through and in general we have stuff in common that i know if i talk to u about, ur gonna understand. i wish u the best always and we should catch up one day, please know i am always here for u, for anything! and u have such good taste and i love seeing u on my dash :) !

@yioh yuraaaaa im gonna say it again i need to find a nickname for u. u have the worst one for me but it is so endearing at this point that i love it sjdsk ur such a nice presence on my dash and i like coming by ur askbox every once in a while bc first of all i love you, secondly u always have the best replies to asks. i can’t explain it ur just nice and ur energy is amazing !!! ur art is also so pretty and warm and makes me feel... home. i wish u the best with uni and with ur life and aaaalso ur The cherry magic blog to me. see cherry magic? think of yura. also given always makes me think of u. i associate so many little pieces of media with u bc ur just so lovely when u talk or blog about the shows and movies and stuff u like that when i see those things i immediately get reminded of u idk!!

@gigiesarocha cata!! even if we haven’t talked that much, u are such a light on my dash and i always love seeing ur posts, be it gifsets or reblogs. u have amazing taste! when u said u still listen to the playlist i made for u i was so happy, im glad u liked it :’) keep being the sweet person u are!

@morksuns sumaya!! u beautiful human!! it’s always so nice to see u on my dash, i know this will sound like a silly reason but for example i love ur tagging system, it’s so satisfying to look at u tagging everything. i just think it’s neat. u have great taste in shows and great opinions (both on Good Shows and on Bad Shows/Rep) and i know i can trust u! also, ur very pretty and i love ur moodboards! i hope ur 2021 will be filled with good things <3

@lesbian-earn may! oh my god okay, i literally have been following u for 2 seconds but! we’re getting to know each other a little and talking to u is really so nice and ur such a sweet person!! ur support for my itsay fic warmed my heart so much and so does ur general kind words and OFC the cat pics u send me. what a blessing!! i wish u the best of luck with ur exams and i hope we can talk more because i already am fond of u! <3

@brightwin jelly!! u are such a warm and kind light in this fandom and i honestly enjoy even just seeing ur url, before i see any post, because u just bring so much positivity with u! ur gifs are so pretty and i can always tell they’re yours immediately. i miss them and u tbh!! i hope ur doing well! :)

other people i love following a whole lot: @fushiguroo @labontas @mrchicsaraleo @speedrunsuicide @ikarosapollo @panncakes @makotokyoqoku @burfee @class2clown @metawwin @leoyunxi @asianmelodrama @lesbianspeedy @earthfluuke @wjmild @lakornladies @torfight @khaotungthanawat

honorable mentions for my football sideblog (@franckkessie): @captvandijk @montosmadman @hendos 

[dimples-of-discontent]

Bex, Im just so fucking sad. I liked NOTHING about that ending and idk what to do with myself now.

I hear you, friend, and the main reaction I had to reading about this hot garbage fire of a finale (b/c I didn’t have an easy way to watch it...and now I plan to wait until my emotional investment is lower) was concern and love for all the people who are going to be so let down by this. It’s not me, because at the moment I have more emotional distance from SPN than in the past. But I’ve been there. The show and this ship was there for me when I needed it the most and I cannot imagine what today’s episode would have done to me back in 2017/8 when this community is what kept me feeling ok with my life and connected to other humans. I hope anyone in that position will take a minute to remember the things that are good about the fandom, and about the show in the past, and remember that endings aren’t everything. I know it sounds so trite, but it really IS about the friends we made along the way.

So, I’m ok and ready to crack jokes as a coping mechanism. But that’s because I’m very used to getting bad news. And if you’re not, this ending would really knock you back. Like, it seemed almost aggressively insensitive to what the show and especially the DeanCas relationship mean to people in the fandom. I was prepared, mentally, for it to be open-ended. For example, way back when I even spec-ed that Dean would die and and Cas would meet him in Heaven, smiling and saying one final “hello, Dean.” Or even that they’d just amble off to ambiguously spend Dean’s life together on earth. To not offer that--and to so explicitly not offering it after going where 15x18 went--shows either how out-of-touch they are or how deliberately cruel they are. I’m hoping to go with the first option.

Let me back up a sec. When I tell you I’m very used to getting bad news, believe it. In January 2019 I was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer. That’s the latest stage and my best case scenario is constantly living in treatment (no “getting through it”)  that keeps cancer from killing me. That sounds dramatic and it is. My life expectancy (at 34) went to an average of 1.5-3 years. I have a tag for it and a sideblog about it if you want to follow, but that’s not the point. The point is that I’ve been through the wringer with this (currently in treatment 4 in 20 months, none so far have worked for long) and the way I prepared myself  for tonight’s finale was exactly like when I wait for the scan results that tell me if the cancer is better or worse. Like, even now that’s how fucking serious it felt to me. And yes, I can and do put it in perspective by thinking “hey! it’s a tv show! and I get all the good fandom things no matter what!” but don’t for a second feel bad for taking it seriously, ok?

So to answer a little the question of what  to do with yourself: feel sad. Or feel angry or feel like getting high (and go for it!) or play the cowboy scene in 13x06 on repeat...whatever lets you feel your feelings. Don’t tell yourself your feelings are “wrong” or let other assholes on here make you feel bad for having them. (And seriously? People on here? Just be fucking kind, ok?) Also don’t set a limit on how long you can feel sad. It takes as long as it takes. None of us have a lot to make us feel better right now, with this terrible year and heading into lockdown again, and this show used to. Now it’s been taken from you. It’s a loss, and you should grieve that loss.

Also, figure out what is making you feel worse and stop doing it. If that’s Tumblr, take a break for a while! If it’s particular blogs, mute them or unfollow but make a note to follow later. If it’s all of SPN, symbolically remove it from your life or (and I do this a lot!) find a new temporary hyperfixation. (Have you watched “Buffy” yet? Watch “Buffy.”) You don’t owe attention to negative things in your life. It makes them stronger. Ignore trolls and use the block button at will.

I’m not leaving and I hope other people will consider not leaving too. The show gave us a LOT, even if very little of it was in these last episodes. 

And, in the meantime, dear Nonnie, may I recommend diving into my archive through tags and getting heavily, heavily into Cockles because honestly they will never let you down and they are all sweetness and light. There’s a reason that I have a tag for “cockles is a happy destiel au.”

Take care, Nonnie, and so should the rest of you. Feel your feelings, disengage if necessary, but know that I at least will be here when I can. Our community has way more life left in it.

Love,

Bex

[jidai]

jidai’s budget mutuals/friends appreciation

Hi, all! I’m quite late with this but I decided to put a small friends and mutual appreciations post in hopes of brightening up the end of this year a little bit. ❤️ If you were tagged, please make sure to check below for a small little message from me. However, I want to make it very clear that I truly appreciate all of my mutuals. You guys brighten up my dash and always reblog or create so many funny and creative posts. I just wanted to give a few special shout outs to those that have taken out the time to reach out and interacted with me past my ask box or we just see each other often.

The messages are ordered by your URL, so you might have to scroll for awhile before you see your messages. I’m so sorry lmao. 

Happy New Years, everyone!

@25th​​, Nonnie, the Young Genius. bro, remind me how old you are 🧍‍♀️ Like my brain CANNOT fathom the thought that you’re so skilled at SO many things and you’re not even in your twenties??? PLEASE SPARE THE TALENT. i will even accept crumbs. But I’m writing to tell you that you are such a wonderful presence on my dash. I always look forward to your gfx. They’re so SO good and you’re improving from one post to another. Like WOW. Now, you’re even starting an art blog, too? You’re so dedicated to the arts. I respect that a lot. Your hard work and commitment will bring you very far in life, whatever you decide to do. 

I love interacting with you. You’re such a big sweetheart and full of positivity and energy. I look forward to seeing more of your art and gfx ❤️

@biscuitwalk​, Dann, the AK Wiz. Dann, I know you’re not as active on here so idk when or if you will ever read this but I want to say that I miss you and your creations so, so much. I will say it a hundred times over and OVER but you inspire me so goddamn much. You have no fucking idea. Your works are absolutely gorgeous and unique. I can look at it once and I can instantly recognize your style (and your cute lil’ pufferfish <3). The way you utilize colors and implement various techniques, shapes, textures into your work. Goddamn, you’re so good. I always look to your work if I ever need inspiration and they help me brainstorm. God, I wish I could put it into words how much I adore your works.

We didn’t really talk for long but you seemed like such a kind and fun person to be around. I wish you the best in your future endeavors, wherever you are. Stay safe <3

@elriccs, Mirai, the Short King. 🧍‍♀️ ok look I know, I know I’m TERRIBLE at replying to you and I’m so fucking sorry. I absolutely love to talk to you but my dumbass cannot seem to reply in a timely manner LASELKSAL. That’s on me and I gotta do better. Anyways!!! Thank you SO fucking much for always leaving such kind messages on my work. I swear to god you’re one of my biggest hype man and I ALWAYS look forward to reading your tags. They’re so funny and it makes me all tingly and happy inside. Bro, like, you just radiate big fun vibes, bro. I really hope that I can get to know you better so I can just insult you until it’s too late to walk away </3

And of course, let me also remind you that I love your works so much. They way that you utilize your textures and those muted colors... OOMPH *chefs kiss* I will always love--

@lockhvrts​​, Em the Soulsborne GOD. hi em 🥺 it’s been awhile since I’ve had a proper conversation with you and I hope you’re doing okay! I miss you and our conversations where we do nothing but geek out and complain about the game industry lmao. if you manage to read this, I just wanted to let you know I miss your presence here. It’s been kinda dull not seeing your beautiful soulsborne gifs and your game rants. Let’s catch up soon. <3 stay safe and well!

@nathanprescutt, Benn, the Man. BENNNNNNNN.  I love you a lot bro. I know we haven’t had long conversations for some time and I hope I can change that! You were my first friend on this blog and I will always appreciate it. I remember us just geeking out over your works and how I would always send you a gfx request like once a week LMAO. The one thing that I have always appreciated about you was the fact that you’re very opinionated (if not, very vocal on your stance on things) and you hold your ground. There were a few time where you encouraged me to speak on topics that I think I shouldn’t and that stuck with me for quite awhile. I’m still a nervous rambling mess when it comes to debates but just know that the one time you supported me to voice my opinion--I hold it very dear to my heart. 

While I don’t spend much time together, I will always remember our animal crossing session. It was  so much fun just trashing and chilling on your island. Especially the bar :( that bar was fucking AMAZING. Maybe once FFXVI comes out, we can geek out hehe

Also, thank you so much for sending in photos of all your doggos, omg. I miss seeing them so much I hope they’re doing well. Stay hot, my German bro lol. Ich bin sehr dankbar, so eine tolle Freundin zu haben. ❤️❤️❤️

@noxdivina​, Lin the Big Dick Daddy Kind. The church is open for business bitch and I’m here to preach the GOSPEL.

Okay, jokes aside, I’m really happy that we became mutuals. You’ve always give off this like, mysterious cosmic vibe (????? huh). And your selfies just further proves that you are wtf. But you’re always so kind to those that you interact with. You’re an absolutely sweetheart and like I just want to give you a giant hug every time we interact. You’re such a soft human being. It’s so nice being around you. It’s like being tossed in the oven and baked at 250 degrees F for 25 minutes. And to boot you’re really talented, hello? God really said let there be a perfect human being and yeeted you into the universe. Thank you for always leaving such kind messages and words in my DM/askbox/works. I cherish them so much. I hope I can get to know you better in the future bc you’re rad, bro <3

anyways, updated drawing of u and maya:

i always assume you’re in a black fur parka 24/7 and maya is coatless neck down. also deck me with those jacked arms of yours thanks  🧍‍♀️

(edit: fuck i forgot to draw a PARTY HAT ON MAYA IM SORRY)

@rokuseis​, Sei, the Dumber.

i have nothing to say to you go away you banana hater ASELKSAEKL

BITCH, you doo bee getting on my nerve 24/7/365 🧍‍♀️ you were an unexpected but a very welcomed addition to my life. I can’t believe we really went 1 fuckin’ year without speaking to each other and then suddenly our friendship blew up because over a stupid BANANA. Now you gotta deal with me and my stupid, random, crude ass messages daily. I cannot. Clown to clown communication. But thank you so much bitch for being there for me and telling all of these funny ass stories and life experiences.

I know I don’t say it a lot because when we talk it’s literally just dogs barking at each other but I want to make it clear now: I love your humor and vibe so much. You never fail to make me laugh anytime I talk to you and I appreciate it so much. I can’t tell you how many times I felt better after talking to you. Even though sometimes your fucking jab hits hard and I end up actually inSULTED BY IT. But thank you for becoming my friend and I look forward to all of our stupid moments together. Looking forward to shitting in your sink when I finally fly to your home <3

@wolfamongthem, Anna, the Grinch. Please don’t hurt me for that title. I'm just saying if someone needs a live casting, it’ll be u. Anyways, did you know that I was so fucking intimidated by you for a long ass time, even before we became mutuals aseljas LMAO. I always see your gifs around on explore and they’re so gorgeous and then I look at your text posts and it’s u roasting people like there’s no tomorrow- 🧍‍♀️ bitch I was SCARED OF U KSKS. Now that I’ve talked to you a few times, you’re really funny like where do you find those reaction memes????? Like bro you and your shitposts is my morning cup of coffee. 

Anyways, in 2021 I expect a full-fledge review of all AAA games from you-- no more shit talking in the tags let it all out BITCH. Thank you for being such a great mutual! I look forward to see what weird shit you will send me the next time we talk lmao

@zenien​​, Selm, the I’m-gay-for-Lady-Maria-or-anything-that-moves-in-BB-Bitch™. ok bitch if I’m being honest I wrote yours last so my brain is FRIED. so everything i say from here is raw from the HEARt cause that’s all I got left. But anyhow, we savin’ the best for last! honestly, i didn’t expect you to barge into my life like that. i really didn’t. i was just gonna keep admiring with my 7 feet (2.1336 meters) pole. I’m glad you made the first move because look where we are wtf 🧍‍♀️ friends??? I wouldn’t believe you if you told me that in 2014 when I first followed you lmao. 

You’re such a kind soul. I know you may disagree but I’m determined to convince you. I can’t tell you how much I want to thank you for taking the time to talk to me during my rough bits. It’s like sitting on a wooden bench in a park during sunset and you sit next to me, just enjoying the vast sky. You radiate such peaceful energy. It’s very calming. Or you know, 2 seconds later i’m suddenly suplexed by your 40 tons of insults like what-- 

Thank you for everything, so far. Truly. It’s been so fun listening to you talk about your Bloodborne journey and see your reactions live. It’s been so fun to see you post your graphics and it continues to blow me away. It’s been so fun hearing about your life and the stories of your adulthood. Every words that we have exchanged, I hold dearly to my heart--more than you ever know. Love u bitch.