do not know the full nature of wren’s warlock pact yet or what kind of fae he made a pact with - I think he was pretty drunk when he met his patron, and he was half aware he signed his soul away. but the whole deal is basically wren has to be travelling bard he always dreamed of but he has to carry this branch with a rose with him everywhere. he doesn’t need to worry about being mediocre too, his patron will make him better 🫶🤭 and wren, after sobering, doesn’t exactly know what his patron want in exchange, and he doesn’t know how to communicate with his patron as well the fae sort of comes and goes, but the only thing that he knows is that he’s starting to forget about all the sad things in his past and all the things he’s been running from and he doesn’t know if that’s a good thing or not.
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smth abt chan written, arranged, produced songs that make me wanna pick apart his process and brain and thoughts... i wanna make music with him i think he's so thoughtful with the instruments and sounds he uses and i wish i could talk abt it with him and know what he's thinking abt when he uses this kinda sound instead of this one...
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I don't know if this is like,,, a common trope anymore but the whole "girl with glasses = ugly and she so beautiful without them wow who knew glasses made people so ugly ewewew" has genuinely stuck with me since I was tiny
I've worn glasses since I was 4 - I'm now 18 - and they went from "Just for screen and reading" into "all-the-time" wear when I was about 8? Maybe 10 - and without my glasses I'm incredibly blind (very shortsighted) so they're a big part of my life
And I've always hated it. Because of what was pushed in movies/TV shows/books. I always thought I was ugly. I used to purposely not wear them because I thought it would make people like me. Every trip to the opticians I would hope that suddenly my eyes would fix themselves. I started begging for contacts at 14. I started researching laser-eye surgery at 15. I never gave any characters I created glasses because then they'd be ugly. Any "self-inserts" never had glasses because in a perfect world i didn't. Whenever I imagined myself/daydreamed about doing something I never had glasses and I would feel free - I would feel like the "real me".
I was looking in the mirror a good while ago (sometime last year?), just sorta staring at my face and for once, I realised I wasn't upset with my glasses. I don't know why and how it happened, I don't know when my viewpoint subconsciously shifted but all of sudden I wasn't picking out the faults that I swore up-and-down I had. I just saw me - and i thought i looked really pretty, glasses and all. It was weird and I had to sit and think for a while afterwards. This experience came back to me like an hour or 2 ago because I again was looking in the mirror (face cream and stuff) and I zoned in on my glasses because I looking at the colours of my frames (they're gold & purple - very cool) and I suddenly remembered how much I used to avoid this. I would have taken off my glasses just to look in the mirror but now I don't even bat an eye - it's weird to look in a mirror WITHOUT my glasses because otherwise i have to practically be pressing my nose against it in order to see.
And it just made me realise how less harsh i am nowadays when it comes to my looks. I now imagine myself with my glasses. When I create characters I give them funky eyesight, sometimes having glasses, sometimes with contacts. I no longer try to deflect compliments from my friends surrounding my glasses because they think they suit me and that I look pretty with or without them. I like me in glasses.
I dunno why this has suddenly come to me - nothing has happened to make me think about all this. I just,,, was thinking about it - about how that dumb trope that was EVERYWHERE ruined my perception of myself for most of my childhood/all of my teenage years. I really hope that this trope isn't a thing anymore in modern media (I don't really watch,,, mainstream stuff lmao) because it's SOOOOOO stupid. I hope the younger generations aren't having to deal with the self-hate I did.
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hearing techno curse in videos and hearing chris martin curse in songs have the same effect on me. ppl say "who cares that they cursed, tons of people do, it's nothing special" yeah but they usually dont so hearing it makes it seem more special in the context of who it comes from!! the Power they suddenly have when they curse is really funny jhdjdh. like yeah anyone could have said that but he said it, he cursed with very specific intent. for chris it's about sending a message, techno it's all for the bit 😌
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i am curious, do u have a fave djo song, and if so what is it?
i haven't listened to the pre decide ones in a while, but off of decide i think rn i like on and on a lot, like "feed the algorithm some, scrolling on and on and on" ....too true rip! but i like em all! and it's hard to decide (loool), i am also appreciating 'change' a bit more now like "i thought that change was bad, but you have changed my mind" <3
and just like musically, his songs are such a vibe, like so floaty, & coasting, but also like beep boop, idk but i LOVE it <3
AUGH its so hard for me to choose favourites i am connected to decide like a little lost duckling .. i have always been a Slitherhead i think its such a cool almost horror movie soundtrack little drama poppy thing and the perfect end cap for the album I REP #SLITHER but i do love end of beginning and get why ppl love it so much tho i love it in the OPPOSITE way he intended like living ur youth instead of looking back on it (hashtag nearly 22) which i think is actually beautiful... i rmr when change dropped it is so underappreciated bc it dropped early i think. it's so fun :) it is also the one i tend to break the rules on and put on a steve playlist or two like ummm... sorry... But somethings literally happening to him the change that he can see in your eyes the man that he could be so......... also gloom rules 10/10 no notes song Go fuck ur mother go fuck urself so true babycakes
from twenty twenty though my faves r mortal projections (brains on the wall) and i love flash mountain so much... plus it is about drugs. to me. well. it could be about anything who knows... also tentpole is so good. i want ur video and keep ur head up r like dual blades and i feel i must mention them bc ive seen ppl rank either of them so low like HELLOOOO... i want ur video AHUH.. and the like whiney tone and falsettos in kyhu um. anyway. mutual future is also such a nice last song too i like the cheesy rain even. its so upsetting how talented he is bc then u say it and no one belives u.. where r the djonas brothers the djobros the keeryheads.. augh... augh...
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