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#being a childhood pregnancy survivor and a diy termination survivor and a tokophobe and (as far as i know and unfortunately) still fertile#is a fucking heavy weight rn#im js#i have to keep myself on a news diet#and when i do see whats ppl are trying to do i have to shut up bc i basically only have 2 ppl i can vent to without being shut down#or talked over or treated like an idiot or outright ignored#and thats some fucking insult to injury bullshit#so im just over here#quietly absorbing that there are ppl who would rather i commit suicide than get healthcare#and that there are ppl who would tie me down like an animal until i give birth then toss me out like a used napkin#and that if i ever find myself in that situation again itll be like it was then#alone in secret with no one to be with me and no one to help after and so scared of being found out#staring down the barrel of that trauma while ppl celebrate and demand that it get even worse#knowing that other ppl will experience it and theres nothing i can do to stop it#i just wanna puke
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I can handle a lot of x reader fics but once y/n starts cheating I’m out 🚶♀️
#rambles#jjk x reader#amazing how i can handle dead dove/dubcon but cheating makes me wanna puke#makes me sick#i start tweaking#dc comics x reader#dc x reader#resident evil x reader#leon kennedy x reader#yn pls just break up with ur bf/gf and get with who u want#toji x reader#gojo x reader
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I get so many comments on my Tim series like “omg it’s so hilarious/unrealistic that he gets sick this often, take that boy to a doctor 🤣” and like, I get it, it seems like a lot if you read the series straight through. And part of it is simply because I enjoy writing hurt/comfort fics, so of course that’s what I’m going to gravitate towards. Gotta spark that joy, etc etc
….but like, you guys do realize that people who have medical issues tend to get more medical issues, right? It’s not like “oh he had three things wrong with him already so he’s hit his quota now and anything on top of that is absurd.” It’s more like… this is someone with overall subpar health from a history of chronic neglect, so yeah, he’s probably going to be more susceptible to illness than most people 🤷♀️
#I’m not mad or anything I promise#it just amuses me because I get so many comments like this#and I just wanna be like ‘…okay but we all have that one friend/relative though right?’#you know the one that’s always going back and forth to doctors because their body just kinda sucks at being a body#‘Tim pukes too much I’ve never puked this much in my life lol’#dude he’s got anxiety#which often manifests in nausea#so he already throws up more often than most people#meaning when he IS actually sick from an illness he’s more likely to just puke and get it over with#compared to people who rarely puke who might try to tough it out and just sit there being miserable#(which is definitely my HC for Steph btw)#(but that’s neither here nor there)#settle our bones
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that fucking cowboy game.
#just finished it. im crashed. destroyed. broken. wanna kms. cry. puke. vomit. smash my head against the wall.#well not 'finished' cause i still have the epilogue but yk what i mean#hate it here. don't wanna wake up anymore#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 spoilers#rdr2
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One thing about Orin impersonating Halsin that I find interesting is the implication that druids have a physical connection to the world, wherever they are, and can become extremely ill if the land is corrupted or unwell in some way. Their own health being dependent on nature being properly cared for or else they fall into a state that mirrors their environment. Halsin being miserable in the city not just because it sucks but because all the suffering there flows into him like a disease. Constantly feeling the pain of life struggling to survive, the hunger and fear of the people, becoming weaker as magic leeches away into the greedy cracks of brick and mortar.
Going back to the Shadowlands must have felt like being ripped apart. His urgency not just due to a century of anticipation but because time is limited before he is completely incapacitated by sickness. He *must* open the portal as soon as he can, before he becomes a mindless, writhing reflection of the dead land around him. Before he's too weak to see this mission through or even support the others in doing so. Before potions and healing magic become impotent.
Jaheira insisting he stays at Last Light where the effects are less severe because she intimately knows what he's feeling. Her own vigil even under the relative safety of the moonshield has shaved years off her life and left aches in her body that will never fully heal-- the stakes are clear to her in a way they aren't for the other party members. Quiet, exhausted conversation over medicinal droughts, fussing over each other whenever they venture beyond Isobel's shield for too long. Making a dozen alternate plans in case Halsin succumbs out in the darkness before Thaniel can be rescued, praying to the Oak Father that He guides Jaheira or a druidic Tav through the Shadowfell if Halsin is too close to death to go himself.
tldr good excuse for angsty sickfic and maybe a little side of old people kissing idk idk
#i know it was just orin fucking with them okay i KNOW#but maybe i just wanna see a bighuge powerful archdruid drag himself half dead out of his tent every morning while insisting he's fine#what if I wanna spoon feed him thin soup and hold his hair back while he immediately pukes it back up#what about that huh what about MY needs#don't um well akshully me if this isn't lore compliant i don't know anything about dnd and I am relaxing shhh#bg3#halsin silverbough
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“you paint dreamscapes on the wall, I talk shit with my friends it’s like I’m wasting your honor” -> “you shit talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles” ///////:
#did anyone else find that parallel yet cause I kinda wanna puke!!!#like. feeling so guilty for just bad mouthing in general in the wake of someone who paints such beautiful pictures of your life for you#only to find out that person was talking badly ABOUT YOU and the very dreamscapes he had painted for you
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JUST ROLL WITH IT PROPAGANDA AND THE MAYBE SORTA KINDA PROMISE OF HIM STREAMING MORE THAN LIKE TWICE A YEAR LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#qsmp#qpurgatory 2#heyyyy if you liked his streammssss and you like charlie slimecicleeee and also bebo and gribo maybe you should come watch jrwi#ooooooooo you wanna watch the absurdly powerful dnd podcast so badddddd#alright its 5:25 am and i just puked my guts up im going back to sleep now but this is fucking awesome news
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If you're still taking HSL requests, could I request Satou and grown up Shio together? Like hanging out or whatever not like TOGETHER together, just to be clear
Bonus ☆
Hanging out at the movie theatres
#art#digital art#sketch#request#art request#happy sugar life#tw happy sugar life#satou matsuzaka#tw satou matsuzaka#shio koube#not ship#feel like vomitting ngl#is that what happens when i draw too much wholesome art of satou and shio? maybe#it just feels wrong#sorry ignore this#sorry for being depressing#not ship i just draw the wholesome side too bc i feel like it would be a disservice to displaying their relationship not to#i wanna accurately draw their relationship#okay anyways time to draw dark shit#too much wholesome making me wanna puke ngl#also ngl gave up halfway thru#my motivation ended and i became too uncomfy to finish the coloring#sorry#but yeah#tw satou and shio#tw shio and satou
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there is a very specific part of astarions own personal groupies that makes me feel so physically unwell and triggers me so bad and i cannot block them all fast enough !!!!
#fray.txt#i am trying so hard not to see but it keeps ! popping up !#i don’t wanna start drama so i’m blocking every single one !#but sometimes i read something that makes me actually puke in my mouth and i just need to scream for a second !!!!#in which i’m using tumblr to vent oho when has this ever been a good idea#i’ll probably delete this later i’m just so upset rn lol
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i just looked into the steel ball run anime and it’s only a rumor currently. the animation director had made a tweet about horses and needing them for reference, but he deleted the tweet soon after.
bawright good for them ig lol
#im like#im so im excited about a sbr anime because yay the parts i like and HP and didi#but also gogg i donT want it its gonna make me puke#also just make jjl#BUT ALSO its so popular like their gonna make it i think#but maybe they wont because idk bye bye jojos we dont wanna play with you anymore#but also also...#if sbr gets animated.. maybe.. JUST MAYBE... jojolion anime...#i swear to gOD ill animated it poorly myself in ms paint if they dont#i nEED IT NEED IT
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#I love doing leather but sales have been kinda low this month#and like its definitely as a result of my relative inactivity on here plus not making much new interesting stuff y'all haven't seen before#but idk I'm feeling very uninspired creatively right now and idk#and idk I just have no fucking energy right now like just fucking zero I'm so so so so so so so so so over this I hate this#idk I just wanna fucking puke and kill myself rn I'm just so unable to manage my ADHD right now#idk#everything feels bad right now#but I don't feel like I have any energy to fix it
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i wanna toss my phone out of the window more and more lately, like content is written and spoken by ai and the comments are ai and the ads are ai and its all slop and when you go to a different social media site its all the same only the posts have different frame ratios and you want to learn about world events but the newspapers and news channels have shown their face and their ass with their 'reporting' on gaza and twitter is absolutely pointless and the few sources i do rely on are buried under all this shit.
in the end the solution is simple, to put the phone away and do more 'real' stuff, but i grew up in the 90s and early 2000s when the internet was usable and not this mountain of trash that was dumped on you everytime you open it. It's frustrating.
#that's the post#just venting the fact that i am frustrated#the last time i used google like really used it as a search engine is ages ago#and i have friends that use chatgpt as a search engine and i wanna puke#anyways
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heyy this might be a gross ask but
can mimes throwup?
Not in the natural sense, no. They don't have stomach bile, or any digestion tract to expell from in general.
They can, however, "throw up" items from their voidspace. If there's an object in there that they want to take out, they can either reach down their mouth and grab it, or puke it up. Calamea does the latter a lot.
#they could also just reach behind their back or behind like a table or something#and grab the same object#but a lot prefer to pull from their mouth because it's the closest most personal dark space#anywhere that mortal eyes cannot see etc. etc.#brambleramble#there's the possibility of a mime... erm. collecting puke i guess#and storing it away so they can *look* like they're puking but honestly#i don't wanna think about that AVEJDBFJDVWJEBFJDBS#like why would you go that far#well. some mimes would do anything for the bit so. who knows
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I consume a LOT of horror in all forms available to me (you know, cause of the mental illness) have been since I was a fairly young kid. Generally, I have a decently high tolerance for it. I have my preferences, of course, and there are things that i've seen/listened to/read that have really freaked me out, but for the most part there aren't too many things that can really get under my skin.
I say that so yall understand that my getting incredibly squeamish and uncomfortable and outright nauseous while researching and writing this bit for the next installment of House of Elle series is a pretty strong reaction from me.
(I do not recommend researching the kinds of things you need to research to try and accurately relay the kind of medical care needed by someone who has been vivisected unless you really have to. Why am I doing this to myself 😩)
#house of elle#i was fine until i got to the stuff involving the ribs#yall i'm curled up eating pretzels right now trying to settle my stomach#it's all fascinating don't get me wrong but also#i'm not even looking at graphic images or anything just diagrams#and i wanna puke#started trying to write with just what i had and it made it so much worse shit got so visceral 😭
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tged webtoon ep 151 spoilers plus some thoughts below cut
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lynn live reaction to seeing tyrannus human form HES SO PRETTYYYY
LIKE LOOK AT HIM WOWWOWOWOWW
I DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE A HUMAN VERSION OF HIM AT ALL his son got his eyes weeheehee
also verkis has a sister what!!!! i wonder if she shows up in dragon king's chef hmmhmm
also robo lloyd return hi lloyd HAHA this is one of my fav expressions he just looks so Stupid
WHY IS THE PUKE ON HIS HEAD MULTIPLYING TOO BTW HAHAHA
also tiny javier in the back made me giggle,,,,,,
him sitting like that is so silly fun to me,,, just thinking to himself,,,,,,,,,,, weehehehe
ALSO LLOYD COMFORTING TYRANNUS WAS UNEXPECTED FOR ME AAWWGHH AAAAWWW i know its played as a little bit of a ploy by lloyd but i cant help but feel my heart squeeze at tyrannus finally feeling heard idk
a lonely, old dragon whose children have all grown beyond him, outside of his reach. he worked so hard to teach them and raise them and they're off and out and away
"[they] are flowers that bloomed because you became their fertilizer." LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEE UUUAAAGHH
ALSO SEOUL OOOOOOOAAA r they gonna go there??!?!? is he gonna ask verkis to dimensionhop him rq ,,, wonder what theyll do,,,, LLOYD WHATS GOING ON IN THAT BRAIN OF URS WHAT IS HE THINKING IN THAT LAST PANEL i need next ep rn !!!!!!
ok yep thaaaats all from me see yall next week!
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#tyrannus#javier asrahan#tged spoilers#lynn misc#and almost the whole time theyre still covered in rainbow puke. goofy ass guys#i also rlly liked the panel of all of them just. laying there. i like javiers expression in that#theres actually more i wanna say but i think its just my brain speculating lol#its the fic brainrot in me... it takes literal millimeters and runs for miles...#thinking abt what lloyd might say when he sees verkis again too#lloyd: man wtf ur father told me-#verkis: *horrified* u met my father???
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first time i go to the cinema in months (which is unlike me btw. rip my mental health) i get food poisoning from a veggie hot dog… how could my beloved cinema snacks betray me like this .. evil.
#the movie was mid but felt worse by the fact i spent the whole thing feeling like i was gonna puke from this hot dog 😭#i haaate leaving a movie when it’s on because i don’t wanna miss anything so i just stayed and tried to be brave#and the second it ended i speed walked to the toilets and threw up .. and then when i got home at like 10 i spent like 3-4 hours on and off#just throwing up honestly my tummy is in biiittts i feel horrid still even now 🥲#i texted my manager saying i can’t come in in the morning but might be ok for the afternoon but ough.. idk man lol#anyway. was so nice to see my friends at least i hope i didn’t ruin their evening by wanting to rush off home at the end and whatnot 🥲
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