#i literally cant go to the store anymore because of this

[citrinide]

Tjats a new one to add to the therapy conversations huh

[risaonda]

gets home from work starts looking into applying for boring office jobs

[mochlus]

Ugggghhhh I bought some nice pants to wear to an event tomorrow but I wasn't thinking and bought slightly snug pants on an empty stomach. So of course today when I tried them on again after dinner they didn't actually fit anymore -_-

[boydepartment]

NIKI IS THE TYPE OF GUY PLEASE🙏🏾PLEASE🙏🏾PLEASE-

I CANT STOP THINKING OF THAT LIL DUDE😭

riki is the type of guy…

a/n: I HOPE U LIKE IT BLOO ILYSM

MASTERLIST

warnings- none just fluff

wc- 250-300

other members part-

jungwon heeseung jay jake sunghoon sunoo ni-ki

song- die young- kesha

riki is the type of guy who…

🐆 feels really bad seeing you rushing in the rain without any kind of jacket or umbrella. he feels bad to the point where he stops you and gives you his jacket without even knowing you.

🐆 starts to believe in fate when he bumps into you in a convenience store. he recognizes you by your appearance and the fact you’re still wearing his jacket. riki tries not to let his ego grow too much.

🐆 blatantly asks for your number just so he can know why you were rushing in the rain. the excuse works and he scores your number.

🐆definitely brags that he got someone’s number when he got home. riki rubs it in his members faces that he bumped into you again AND got your number. they end up teasing him and asking if he got the over 1k dollar jacket back (he didn’t but riki wasn’t complaining)

🐆 listens to you talk about your day and whatever is going on with you. riki loves listening to you talk about your life, it makes him feel normal. like he’s just another one of your friends who has to do school or work or normal people stuff.

🐆gets really fed up just being your friend. he gets a little pissy around other people and seems to get frustrated around you. once you call him out he softens up. that day riki told you that he can’t be your friend anymore because he doesn’t see you as just a friend. you quite literally grin and yell “FINALLY!”

🐆spoils you. anything you need he’s rushing to get it for you. you’re thirsty? do you want tea? water? soda? he can look up how to make a milkshake!

🐆teases you, obviously. he’s either poking you in the side with his finger, ruffling your hair, nudging your shoulder. he loves watching you laugh and roll your eyes

🐆fixes minimal things. if your hair falls in your face he fixes it. your shoulder strap falls? he’s fixing it. if you have food on your face? you don’t have any time to fix it yourself before he’s already getting a napkin and doing it for you.

🖤🐆 riki is the type of guy to be down bad for you since day one. he has liked you since he bumped into you again, riki will never tell you… but he REALLY did start believing in fate and soulmates after he met you.

[charmercharm3r]

i cant NOT think about jeongin asking the 9th member for help with/practice kissing (the phrasing is weird but i lovee this idea 😭)

Masterlist

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“It’s not that I haven’t wanted to… It just never happened.”

Jeongin was defending himself like his life depended on it. Not that he needed to, no one blamed him or thought it was weird— more of a pride thing on his end.

“You don’t have to explain yourself,” you crumpled the empty water bottle in your hand and turned to Jisung. Raising and bringing it down playfully onto the top of his head, Jisung didn’t run from the scolding. “Why’d you put him on the spot like that! What’s your dating history like then, hm?”

Jisung immediately skipped over to Jeongin to take him into an embrace while the younger attempted to escape. “Ew, hyung— get away! You’re sweaty!”

When he managed to catch him, Jisung rubbed his cheek into Jeongin’s shoulder, “don’t feel bad, Jeonginnie. I’ve kissed people, but don’t worry, it’s not that fun.” Jeongin looked at you with a face that begged for mercy but not attempting to push him away.

“He’s lying, kissing is really fun,” Hyunjin chimed in and took a seat the open space beside you. “Kissing me is even more fun. C’mon Y/N’ie, just one?” He shoulder bumped you and puckered his lips.

“Kiss each other.” With that, you excuse yourself to the bathroom, only to come back minutes later to find Jisung pinning Hyunjin to the floor trying to take your words literally. You turned around and left again before witnessing anything that’ll make your eyes burst into flames.

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What was probably hours had passed and everyone since forgotten about what had been said in the practice room, entirely too preoccupied with other things. Like singing lessons, for example. The session just didn’t go as you had hoped, that one high note was kicking your ass. As you walked through the corridor towards the exit, you could hear a soft voice from another occupied room.

Peaking through the small sliver of window, Jeongin was sat alone in the tiny confined space. You knocked twice before letting yourself in. He wasn’t startled, but surprised to see you, though the happy expression he wore quickly changed to something more melancholic.

“You’re still here? I thought your lessons ended an hour ago?” You stood in the door frame not wanting to invade too much of his space. Jeongin was always emotionally delicate, though he put up a hard shelled front.

“Yeah, just wanted some quiet before going home.” He twiddled his fingers, mind clearly not in the same room.

“Okay, wanna head back together? I can wait for you, I’ll grab us something at the convenience store.”

“Actually, can you come in?”

You closed the door behind you and sat in the spare chair. “Are you okay?”

He hated talking about his feelings, let alone things as personal as what Jisung had brought up earlier today about kissing. Jeongin has no idea how to go about it. He can’t articulate that he thinks you’re so pretty and that the way your nose crinkles when you laugh is adorable. It’s hard to put into words that he’s never kissed anyone because he didn’t want to waste his first with someone temporary because, “I only get one.”

Your eyebrow raised, “one what?”

His voice caught in his throat, hardly able to push the words past his lips, “one first kiss.”

“Are you still thinking about what Jisung said earlier? It’s nothing to feel bad about.”

Jeongin fidgeted a second longer before deciding to bite the bullet. “Take it. I don’t want it anymore.”

Fuck, he scared you. You’re looking at him like he has two heads and is speaking in tongues. “When you say it like that, I don’t want you to jump into things just because everyone else does. Don’t rush—“

“I’m not rushing. Like, the total opposite,” he sat on the edge of his seat and that much closer to you. “There have been people who wanted to kiss me, and I’ve wanted to kiss them. But I felt like I couldn’t? If I’m going to kiss someone, I want it to stick. Those people, they were temporary and I knew that, it wouldn’t have been fair to them. Now, I’ve been putting it off for so long that I think it’s not even an option anymore. But… then I look at you, talk to you, exist around you. It feels, for lack of a better word, right?”

At a complete loss for words, how have you not crumbled around him earlier? Let alone noticed he felt that way? You sat still with your lip between your teeth, running through all the possibilities that could follow if you were to go through with what he’s asking for. There was the fact that you already kissed one of them— briefly recalling your stolen moment with Felix— and that Jeongin hasn’t shied away from complementing you when he could or being all together boyfriendly. Even if you didn’t think of dating him, what harm could kissing him really do? If anything, doing it will satiate that need for the both of you, then close that chapter.

“Okay, but don’t tell Hyunjin. It’ll make him jealous.”

“More than when you kissed Felix?”

“How do you know that?!”

“I live with him?” He said it as if you were the stupid one to believe none of them would find out. Case in point.

You sighed, “yes, more than that time.”

As you moved and got more comfortable, he copied in sitting up straight and puckering his lips. “What’re you doing?”

“Getting ready to kiss you?” You rolled your eyes.

Jeongin came from a good place, even if he was entirely clueless. You suppose he was just parroting every time Jisung exaggeratedly tried to kiss the next nearest person. It was kind of endearing, a little geeky, but heartwarming nonetheless.

Putting your hands on his shoulders, you pushed them down to get him to relax. Then scooting your chair closer to his, you spread his knees to let your own take up that space. Jeongin let you maneuver him however you pleased, breath hitching as you stole his hands to place them lightly on the tops of your thighs. His hands were huge, not new information, but definitely a new feeling now that he was touching you. He was on the taller side, broader shoulders and probably able to wrap around your entire body if you hugged him properly. All those thoughts briefly swam around your brain just from the image of his hands on your thighs.

Jeongin was felt as though he was sweating bullets, but still immensely excited. Physical touch wasn’t his most favorite thing in the world, but he enjoyed it when it was you. These small, lingering touches, like where his hands were now, he probably enjoyed it more than he should.

“I’m going to put my hands on your neck, is that okay?” Jeongin nodded immediately, holding his breath. The warmth of your palms on his pulses made him shiver. “Don’t over think it. Kisses don’t need to be aggressive, they also don’t have to be too gentle. Just find a balance, not every person you kiss will want the same thing.” He nodded and absorbed every word that dripped from your perfectly plush lips. At some point he almost stopped listening and focused on your lips all together.

“What do you like?” He blurted out nervously. You giggled, oh so beautifully.

“We’ll get there,” your fingers traced back to comb through the hair at the back of his head teasingly, Jeongin almost fully leaned into it like a puppy. “Be calm. All the time in the world.”

Jeongin’s hands lightly kneaded the flesh of your thighs in anticipation, in need and desperation and longing to just feel your lips on his for the first time. He didn’t realize you were slowly drawing in closer and closer, then he could feel your breath fanning across his mouth and suddenly all the air was sucked from his lungs. “Make sure they want this as much as you. Look into their eyes, hold them tenderly, then ask. Can I kiss you?”

Glassy, watered over with all the stars staring back at you, “please.”

“That’s not a confirmation.” You were so close that the heat radiated off your body made Jeongin overheat in the best way possible.

“Yes, please kiss me.”

You were slow to press your lips to his, whereas as soon as the contact was made, Jeongin leaned further into you, almost shoving you out of your chair. Quick to push him back, you held his neck a little tighter and reined him in. Taking the hint, he put his excitement into his hands that now squeezed your thighs tighter and tighter, not that it hurt. His lips softened more, less eager but just as excited, he followed your lead.

The simple peck ended far too quickly for his liking, chasing as you pulled away. “No, no, more please.”

He moved to grip the bottom of your chair and tug the entire thing closer with the scrape of the legs on the floor echoing with a screech. Now you had nowhere to go, further trapped between his legs where you’d put yourself and Jeongin now reaching for your waist with one hand and the other cupping your jaw. And you didn’t hate it. Actually, you loved it. Getting attention from the one person that hates giving or receiving attention feels so rewarding, which is why you let him take what he wanted.

Long fingers threaded through your hair and tugged you to meet his lips half way, you fell forward into him and let your arms wrap around his neck. For his first time kissing, he was surprisingly well versed. Everything you’ve told him up until now he applied in his rather scattered yet charming kissing technique. He was everywhere all at once and it made your brain fuzzy.

Close lipped, simple, safe, eager, yearning, wanting, warm, fervorous, you didn’t want to let go almost as much as he did. Jeongin lightly whined when you pulled away, chasing after you again and keeping your upper body pinned to his. You hadn’t realized that your knees were pressing against his pelvis until you leaned a little back and he softly whimpered one more time.

“I don’t think you really needed kissing lessons.” He shrugged, smug. “Did you just wanna kiss me?” Another shrug and a crooked smile. “You little shit.”

“Don’t worry, I don’t kiss and tell.” You couldn’t tell if he lied, but truthfully you didn’t care, it didn’t matter.

Rolling your eyes again, he leaned in for a soft peck, molding your lips together sweetly, honey like moans being swapped between mouths.

That is, until the door to the vocal room was being burst open. You jumped in Jeongin’s hold, the both of you looking at who had just ruined your lovely moment.

“Oh, come on! Jeongin?! That is so not fair!” Hyunjin took up most of the doorway with Jisung peaking on his tiptoes over his shoulder.

A sigh fell from your mouth, patting Jeongin’s shoulders and reluctantly slipping from his grasp. He sat still, shriveling into the backrest of the chair as you gathered your stuff. “Aren’t you coming?” You asked him. Sheepish, he scratched the back of his head and pulled the hem of his shirt lower. “Nevermind, see you tomorrow, Jeonginnie.” He avoided eye contact again as you ruffled his hair and pushed past Hyunjin and Jisung.

The two followed behind you, bombarding you with question after question, mostly about how good the kiss with Jeongin was. Hyunjin was dramatically livid, nothing out of the usual, storming ahead of you and Jisung down the stairs to head home.

Jisung lightly pulled you back to a stop, curious eyes looking at you. “What is it?”

“I— I know I joke about kissing, said it’s not that fun and everything but…” he trailed off as though he couldn’t trust the words that he truly wanted to say. You waited patiently until he could articulate himself. “Can I be next?”

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A/N: it’s been a minute..hoping posting this can jumpstart me into posting more!! i really missed writing and finding this in my inbox after a month was so fun n cute to write, thank u anon!!!

[ddejavvu]

personally i havent ever been called any pet names, so when it does happen (however nonchalantly) i malfunction like fuck. and now i cant stop thinking abt what Eddie would do with a s/o like that.

like before, almost there, and after getting together i think it’s just a thing he wouldn’t let go of, like he’d call you a name casually, CATCH ur reaction, and then just roll with it. keeps doing it until ur in a relationship and thereafter. he’d either be a massive tease or he’d dive in and just get soft like exaggerating it all type of soft just to see you fluster and I COULD NOT SURVIVE THAT. I COULDNT

he starts calling you princess 'cause you complain every time you have to get into his dusty ass van 😭 you open the doors and boom. instant weed smell. it smells like satan himself burped on you. you step into the van and your foot crunches an old water bottle and there's candy wrappers and roaches in the door slots and his glove compartment literally has a monster sized box of condoms that he couldn't possibly run through if he fucked the entire city and that leaves almost no room for anything you wanna stash in there. he refuses to clear cupholders for your drinks because his old drinks are in there, it's old coke from three days ago that's flat and syrupy but it's staying in there goddammit and you're just gonna have to hold your water in your lap, princess.

after a while of begging for him to clean it out or asking steve for a ride instead, you beg to clean it out. you tell him you'll do everything, you'll shampoo the damn mats to get the weed smell out, anything so that you didn't have to be hotboxed anytime he took you someplace.

he says no. just for the hell of it, really, to see you nearly lose your cool and punch him in the throat. he tells you that you'll just have to get used to it, your majesty, because nothing's changing.

It does change, though. One of the coke cups is gone next time, so you have a cupholder. And the roaches are missing from the door a few days later. now there's only one food wrapper stuck under the seat, and he grabs it in his fist when he hops out to get your door for you. He helps you down from the van with a very exaggerated my lady, and then throws it away. he throws it in the garbage.

that's how you know your complaining works. you keep doing it, you grumble about the weed smell, you gripe about the sticky armrests, and he fixes it. not before teasing you gratuitously with more variations of princess, but he only does that to see your eyes go wide.

when he asks you out for the first time, instead of a coke cup in the cupholder, there's flowers. they're handpicked and they're stored in a plastic cup he'd stolen from a diner a few years back, but they're beautiful. he tells you his princess deserves nothing less, and you still have the cup in your cupboard because he keeps bringing you flowers that you need a vase for.

you realize, after he offers you a backrub one night a few months into dating, that he's not calling you princess sarcastically anymore. he's treating you like one, smearing lotion over his hands and rubbing it carefully, meticulously into the knots in your back. You realize it again when he washes your hair for you or scrubs down your back, and presses a kiss to your wet shoulder, murmuring a soft love you, princess amidst the running water. he knows it heats up your cheeks, he knows it gets those butterflies in your belly fluttering, and he loves it.

he does it when he proposes, too. he looks up at you from where he's kneeling, Wayne's tie around his neck sloppily tied with all the care in the world, and he holds out the most beautiful ring. It's fit for a queen which is what you'll be now, it's perfect and shiny and just what you want, and he says marry me, princess?

[cripple-punk-dad]

I hate abled people so fucking much. I barely leave my house just to avoid them anymore. I stopped grocery shopping in person because i keep getting harassed by employees and customers. I hate being constantly touched, i hate people taking pictures of me and my service dog, i hate being questioned constantly. Why cant they leave us alone?

I'm so sorry anon this ask got buried in my inbox but,

I wholeheartedly agree with you. Obviously I'm not talking about the people in my life who are able-bodied that care about me and aren't fucking bizarre about my wheelchair, but I do have so much fucking anxiety about going out in public simply because I'm afraid of someone deciding that I don't get to live my life that day. I've been harassed on public transportation, in grocery stores, in my fucking college classrooms, on campus. Literally anywhere in public I've been in has generated harassment (physical and verbal) against me on the basis of my wheelchair. The filthy looks I've gotten on the bus simply because I exist are fucking ridiculous.

And yet we persist. We still exist despite most able-bodied people being determined to ignore us and make life as inaccessible as possible simply by not thinking about us. That's how insidious ableism is in our society. People don't give enough of a shit to even think about us. And if they do, it's full of pity, or anger. Pity because we must not be able to have a fulfilling life, and anger because we don't contribute anything to society just by existing.

Pretty much everyone in my life has said something along the lines of "before I knew you I never realized how inaccessible everything is". Which fucking pisses me off to no fucking end. Like yeah, no shit. I'm glad that I got to be that eye-opening experience for you but what are you gonna do about it? Nothing? Ok cool. Don't get pissed when I complain about this set of stairs for the 800th time then.

That's why I stopped giving a shit about fashion. People are gonna stare and point at me anyways so I'm gonna wear my battle vest every day with the shittiest most falling apart pair of pants I own because just like everyone else on this goddamn planet I deserve to feel comfortable and happy in my own skin. Fuck anybody who says different.

Anyways, I have been having a lot of feelings lately. Thank you for the ask, anon, your rage is justified and deserves to be heard.

Peace and love on planet punk rock, unless you're a nazi or a cop!

[iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia]

dawg, lemme tell you somethin, I LOVE your writing style so far and I want more SO BAD !! I’ve been stuck by myself in the “I’ve been an arcana fan since release but now it’s like dead” hole, so I’ve been absolutely starving for content. Your headcanons are such a great length and so descriptive, each one feels like I’m reading a whole fanfiction, and it’s a real treat. I cant wait for more !! 🥺🥺 If I ever get around to scribbling some stories based on your thoughts, I am tagged u on SIGHT.

I’ve never requested headcanons before but what about m6 with an mc who walks with a cane?

The Arcana HCs: M6 with an MC who walks with a cane

~ thank you for the positive feedback @taduki ! I'm so happy when I find out my ramblings bring people joy. I have a few friends who use canes regularly, but I don't have any personal experience. I'm basing this off of the little bit of research I did and the experiences I've heard about, so if I make any mistakes please let me know so I can correct them ~

Julian

He thinks it's hot

He's a doctor, he's familiar with mobility aids and the many reasons someone may need/want to use one

Dude literally had three years of experience as an apprentice under Nazali in active warzones amputating limbs

He's the type of guy who loves learning new things, so once you're comfortable going into detail about your condition to him he will have so many questions

And then he's going to go do research about it

And then he's going to come back with even more questions

But mostly he just thinks it's hot, canes just have so much dramatic potential

Can you keep a sword in it? Can you use it like a club? You would make such a good pirate with him

Once you explain that it's actually easier to use if it's lightweight and easy to store he'll stop suggesting modifications

But if you have it with you while you're out and you don't feel like using it he'll keep it hooked over his arm or clenched in his fist because deep down he's a theatre kid

Asra

However much they knew about mobility aids before the Red Plague, they learned everything they could after you woke up

He's so tuned in to you he can tell at a glance what kind of day you're having and will act accordingly

When they were reteaching you magic some of the first spells they taught you were what they remembered you using to help with your disability

He has definitely enchanted your cane before, mostly with your permission

One of the useful ones was a shrinking/growing rune so you could keep it in your pocket

Less useful was when one of your customers made a rude comment about you not moving as fast as they wanted you to around the shop

So they enchanted it to trip them on sight

He forgot to tell you, you didn't find out until the rude customer came back on a day you weren't using it and you watched your cane fly across the room to thwack them across the shins

They're not allowed to touch your cane without your permission anymore

Nadia

The evening she first arrived in your shop you weren't using it so she didn't notice it until you arrived at the palace the next evening

When she realized she had been getting annoyed at you for being late, only to see you walk in with a mobility aid, she felt awful

It was also a wake up call realizing how many stairs you had to climb just to get to the front doors of the palace

She doesn't want to pry or burden you, but she's also deeply committed to providing for your every need, and there's a day or two of her waffling back and forth between pumping you for information and pretending there's nothing unusual afoot

Once you open up about it she's very invested

Every outfit she gifts you comes with a high quality cane, beautifully painted to match

After everything's done with the Devil and she's reworking Vesuvia's infrastructure she is definitely taking accessibility into account

She's not going to burden you with her education or assume you're an archetype, but she makes sure you know that your input is more than welcome on any and all of her plans

Muriel

That trip with Morga was hell on your body

You spent weeks riding and walking for hours with minimal rest, trying to learn physical self-defense tactics at the same time

He may be gruff but he's not cruel, he was offering to carry your bags (or you) by the third day in

Seeing how patient you were with both Morga and yourself was one of the things that convinced him to open up to you and trust you

He prefers speaking with actions more than words

One of the first gifts he gave you was a beautifully crafted cane, lightweight and incredibly durable, with the story of your journey together carved into it

He also customized it to work with you perfectly, because he knows better than anyone what a body in discomfort moves like and he's memorized all of your tells

When you move into his hut with him he makes trails through the woods for you so you don't have to worry about uneven ground or roots or loose stones

He is also very happy to carry you around if you ask him to (he will blush the whole time though)

Portia

It's cannon that the first time you meet she out walks you across Vesuvia

It takes her a little while to adjust her assumptions

Not because she thinks badly of anyone who uses a mobility aid, but because it's her job to be on her feet all day long and the concept of having difficulty doing that is totally new to her

There are definitely a few moments when she bounds up the stairs two at a time, only to wait awkwardly at the top silently berating herself for not paying closer attention

The first time she matches her pace to yours on a slower day for you her whole worldview shifts

Being the type to power-walk everywhere, this is the first time she's been able to notice all these beautiful details around her

Was that painting always there? The fabric on those curtains is gorgeous!

Now it's one of her favorite things about who she becomes around you

She will (and does) throw hands with anyone who makes a disparaging comment about you moving too slowly

Pepi tried to jump up onto your cane once when it was propped up against a table and made the biggest crash when she fell

Lucio

Ooh, nice accessory, he's got one too!

It should be shinier though. Don't worry, he'll fix that for you as soon as he's no longer an incorporeal goatman

He has no filter between his brain and his mouth, he is bombarding you with questions. Why do you use it? Were you in a particularly nasty fight?

For once he's not being remotely judgemental (except about the fashion sense involved), dude has an entire missing limb

Sometimes he'll reminisce about what it was like before he got the alchemical prosthetic he has now, and will ask you if you have any ideas for your cane

He is very happy to carry things for you and often suggests you use his golden arm to lean on instead

He says it's more fashionable this way, but really it's a point of common ground for him and he likes having you close and being dependable

If you let him he will absolutely buy a pair of matching canes for the two of you, yours to help you move around and his to make grand sweeping gestures with

[theprettyarachnid]

Which JJK characters do you think would approach their crush first? And who do you think would be the other way round?🌹

a/n: i have not posted in what feels like forever also new font because i dont feel like going through each one and changing shit

warnings: none

characters: itadori, megumi, inumaki, yuuta, gojo, suguru, nanami, sukuna

itadori

🕷 yuuji is the type of person who becomes best friends with their crush instead of shying away

🕷 he doesn't even need to tell nobara or megumi that he has a crush on you, they already know, but he insists on talking about you anyway

🕷 yuuji subtly flirts with you but you can never tell if he's actually flirting with you or if he's just being yuuji

🕷 the definition of the tiktok audio of "they're so pretty! what i am doing wrong???" and then proceeds to cry with nobara or megumi awkwardly patting him on the back because this man does not know personal space

🕷 after awhile though, he definitely ends up accidentally telling you that he has a big fat crush on you

megumi

🕷 does he like you? does he hate you? only megumi knows the answer to that question

🕷 he's honestly a little helpless when it comes to feelings because of how emotionally constipated he is

🕷 he sends very mixed signals

🕷 like one moment he'll be somewhat protective and almost endearing towards you and then suddenly youre getting the cold shoulder

🕷 it starts annoying yuuji and nobara that they start dropping obvious not so subtle hints that megumi has a crush on you

🕷 they both know that you have a crush on him to and it just consists of them loudly sighing or aggressively face palming themselves

🕷 they definitely start taking matters into their own hands after awhile

inumaki

🕷 inumaki makes the first move and this is not debatable

🕷 like yuuji he'll become really close to you but his main goal is to fluster you as much as possible

🕷 when you two are talking he glances at your lips or gets really close

🕷 he pushes any stray hairs from your eyes while smiling at you even if you cant see it

🕷 he occasionally gently flicks your forehead when you've done something stupid or 'annoying' him

🕷 he shares his food with you and always makes sure you two are paired up together

🕷 he tries to make it as obvious as possible without embarrassing himself but if you dont get the hint he just writes in really big letters 'i like you dumbass' on a slip of paper

yuuta

🕷 when he first came to jujutsu high, he would avoid you as much as possible

🕷 but yuuta has built up a lot of confidence over the years, especially because he doesn't have rika attached to him anymore, making him more likely to talk to you

🕷 he always invites you places or asks if you want anything when he goes to the connivence store or even if he's just getting up to grab something

🕷 severely protective but only when you guys are out on missions

🕷 texts and calls you as much as he can when he's sent across the country or even to an entirely different continent

gojo

🕷 do i even need to say it?

🕷 satoru didn't really leave you alone even before he had a crush on you but now he really doesn't

🕷 regularly teases you but never goes too far to the point where you get your feelings hurt or you start to ignore him

🕷 loves when you give him the same energy back which leads to the both of you playfully teasing and mimicking each other

🕷 ready to put his life on the line for you at any moment even if he never gets the chance to tell you how he feels about you

🕷 he eventually does though without having to make a big dramatic sacrifice

suguru

🕷 i have a headcannon that nanako and mimiko went through a phase of pairing suguru up with literally every single person they saw that they thought would be a good fit

🕷 like literally 'contestants' and everything, they acted as if it was some fucking game show

🕷 but besides that, suguru would approach you first

🕷 despite his reputation, he acts like a total gentleman to you and probably puts you on some kind of pedestal

🕷 goes to you when something's rubbed him the wrong way or when he needs an opinion that he can trust or if he just wants to hear you talking

🕷 rests his cheek on his hand while listening to you talk with this kind of lovesick smile on his face

🕷 i think suguru is a bit of a perfectionist so he would plan everything out before telling you how he feels

🕷 definitely has killed anyone that might've said something to you in a somewhat offensive manner, it doesn't matter if you didn't see it that way, he still has them taken care of whether thats downright killing them or traumatizing them so badly that they wished they were

nanami

🕷 i can see him admiring from afar only because he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable if you don't reciprocate those feelings

🕷 but he will make very small advances just to see how you react and depending on how you do tells him enough

🕷 also very protective and doesn't like you going on dangerous missions without him

🕷 it's not that he isn't confident in your abilities, it's more that he literally cannot focus on anything else except you and your safety until you get back

🕷 had to hide his smile when he subconsciously rolled up his sleeves and noticed how you stared before immediately looking away with a not so faint blush on your face

sukuna

🕷 i honestly don't know

🕷 like a part of me wants to say yes but the other part is unsure

🕷 in the scenario that he did approach you first, he gets rid of any competition or threat that might get in his way

🕷 i can see him slowly cutting you off to other people until he makes sure that know you're his and only his or until you're somewhat dependent on him

🕷 he probably pampers you and distracts you so you don't realize that you're seeing your friends and family less and less

🕷 pampers you to no end like whatever you want, you get it

🕷 also has killed for you

[bolontiku]

I cant... 🤣🤣 baking at a different cafe.

Work things under the cut

I knew people really didn't like me at work. Bahaha I didn't know it was this bad.

My Lil sister has been baking at a Cafe thats been shit to her, my other trainee was there and I got the Lil sis hired to do pan up (prep) work so she wouldn't have a hard time. Fast forward a few months that trainee went to another store (for better pay, a little suggestion to my boss). But this left the Lil sister alone, management promised to get her help.

A year later she is doing triple the work I do by herself with empty promises of help. So I talk to my Cafe GM about getting her transferred over to our Cafe as a retail employee. A step down but she wont be doing a job as stressful alone, it evens out. Everything is in the works and the baker in training decides to quit. They had pushed her transfer date back a month to train the new one. Getting closer to transfer date and the acting GM at her Cafe is coming up with excuses to not transfer her.

He will do it tomorrow. Oh, he's never done one. Doesn't know how to do it. He's busy in meetings. Promise... promise... promise...

My sister has been sick, legit vomiting on account of how stressed she has become.

I talk to my GM again, this time with the proposal of them and us switching for her last week. My GM is as bullhead as I am and literally sat there texting back and forth until the other agreed. He kept coming up with excuses "she's become unreliable" "calls off" "don't want to send you a bad worker-" I tell her that I have to hold my sisters hair back while she pukes out of anxiety. I tell her "imagine your brother coming home everyday vomiting out of stress at a job he hates". My GM is not happy.

We talk cause he is hesitant having me bake at his Cafe "cause he knows I am not the one to mess with, he's afraid cause he knows he's treated her like shit and I won't put up with it" my GM agrees. She has worked that Cafe before and knows how draining and horrible it is. How lazy and u supportive the management is.

She laughing cause he says "he doesn't want you to fuck him over" now. Why would that be the case? If he didn't screw others over he wouldn't project that onto others or expect the same shitty treatment.

I promise to be as professional as I have always been. She knows I am good for it.

Yesterday (saturday) was the first day there. He is literally scrambling to not speak to me. The other manager is asking me about my sister and why she didn't want to be there anymore. Stress from the workload. Everybody knows this. She has been vocal about it and every manager knows that a bake of 2.5k requires two people. Being told her work is crap when she has 1yr of experience and is being compared to veteran bakers of 8+yrs and being lied to about receiving help.

They stutter about not having help themselves. I deadass look at him and let him know that is their failure. You interview people, lie to them about what they will be doing and then in turn treat them like crap when they come in. Nurture and help your employees grow, train them properly, schedule them the hours you promised and be there for them. Both my trainees roughed it out at that store out of loyalty to ME. Because I trained them. How many times did I get calls from them crying because they were stressed?

The manager shook his head and dropped it. Couldn't look me in the eyes. They've fucked up. I managed to get both of them back into my Market and into cafes where they won't be as stressed.

But I get to work. The management ends up scrambling to get me the numbers they need for their catering and add-ons. Once I bake a product I won't go back to re-bake more. The staff that don't know me come over to gossip, how they've tried to help the baker but they don't know what they are doing. If she could just do her job--

I smile, "imagine coming in and having to run the dining area on top of cashiering, oh and there's no help so on top of cashiering you need to run batista and stock, oh and don't forget we need help making sandwiches and salads too."

The woman looks stressed.

"Now after working your ass off you're told what a disappointment you are and you should have done better."

"But I cannot do all of that at once!!!" She stresses.

"But you expect this baby baker to do all of it without help?" I laugh as she stands there flabbergasted and the management team stays quiet. "This store is fucking pathetic, I wouldn't put up with it. MY management team knows how to handle their catering and numbers, not only that they support me and have no problems taking over. If you treat your people good they will return the favor, yes? Fair is fair right?"

She nods and shuts her fucking mouth. Walking away quietly.

One of the boys that already knows me is giggling and I see him, scream his name and we hug. Nobody else speaks to me.

Get my sisters name out your fucking mouth trash.

[glitchdollmemoria]

that last post mentioning masks got me thinking about how like... i quite literally cannot wear a mask at all times due to one of my disabilities. i TRY to wear one when i can but it isnt always an option for me, which fucking sucks because im terrified of getting sick and potentially worsening the very disability that prevents me from consistently masking. and hardly anyone masks anymore so its not like theyre helping to keep me or anyone else safe lmfao. to spell it out very plainly i am PRO-MASK so dont put words in my mouth here please.

i experience heat intolerance, as a symptom of some kind of muscle weakness fatigue issue that still hasnt been properly diagnosed. my body temperature runs warm, im overly sensitive to my environment, and physical activity makes it worse. if i overheat, my muscle weakness (and nausea, and brain fog, and-) will flare up and ill be forced to rest for what could range from minutes to hours to days to weeks to months depending on how bad it is. i have to take IMMEDIATE action when i notice myself getting too warm because i cant risk that, and taking immediate action includes removing anything i can thats keeping me warm, including masks.

so when i walk to work in the summer bc i have exactly zero alternate options? most likely cant mask right away when i come in unless the weather is cooler than usual, because i need to take like half an hour for my body temperature to go back to normal.

moving around more than usual during my shift? the physical activity is gonna increase my temperature and ill have to take my mask off.

going somewhere other than work, having to either walk or take the bus? either way i have to spend time in the sun and so again i will probably need a cool down period once i get inside / on the bus, depending on how hot the weather is.

and theres an intersection here of my multiple disabilities and my poverty. i cant drive due to another illness, and i cant afford to use a rideshare service or even regularly take the bus, so walking in the heat is my only option to get to work. my work options are limited because i couldnt complete college and cant perform heavy physical labor, so i have to stick with a retail job that requires a lot of moving throughout the store, which itself is physical labor that can potentially make me sick if i go overboard.

mostly i just wanted to put this out there because i never really see people talk about actual reasons they cant wear masks, its almost always antimaskers who dont give a damn about people like me. but if you take anything from my ranting, let it be these two points:

while most people who dont wear masks are just making that choice because they dont like doing so or dont think its important anymore, a few of us out here literally cannot always mask despite knowing its a risk to ourselves and others; and

IF YOU CAN MASK PLEASE KEEP FUCKING MASKING. covid still exists! disabled people still exist! many of us are extra susceptible to the long term effects of covid! please fucking help to protect us! please give a shit about us! i feel like im shouting into the void here because i hardly see anyone mask anymore but please.

[zaramnd]

good girl's guide to murder (spoilers obvs)

i genuinely just cant get that final confession out of my head man it was so messed up and crazy

the confession of Elliot Ward (Sals Murderer) and how he killed Sal is so messed up i almost cried like genuinely

the way he didnt even kill him instantly and js overdosed him and literally held him in his arms as he died like??? to top it off he tells Sal how wonderful and great Oxford is if he had went HES LITERALLY TELLING SAL ABT THE LIFE HE COULDVE HAD THAT HE HIMSELF TOOK FROM HIM LIKE??

idek bro when i read that scene i was actually speechless and had to take a breath for a good 5 minutes before i continued reading dawg it was so messed up

also becca's story is so sad :((

obviously murder is bad (dont murder people guys) but the reasoning actually makes me feel bad for her

she only had andie in that household that she thought she could count on only for andie to turn her back on her like that?? thats so sad i cant even imagine how hurt she was

Pip was so right to go over to becca's house first and to try and tell her to run because she didnt deserve jail its just sad how things ended up going

ALSO PIPS INTERNAL MONOLOGUE WHEN SHE FOUND OUT WHO THE MURDERER WAS :((

dawg we can't forget abt Cara Ward who's the only one in her family to have done no wrong and was still punished

she lost her whole family but her sister (who she prolly cant even look at the same anymore knowing abt the hit-and-run) and to hear it all from her best friend like man i cant do this

i actually cried at pip's text to cara telling her abt everything she found out i cant even yall

and the way pip literally saw elliot as a father figure to her too only to have her whole world view shattered

personally i think pip and cara lost more than they gained all before they even graduated highschool like MAN I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

for a novel with no graphics this book broke me so much more than it shouldve and with the story already wrapped up there i have no idea what the sequel has in store and im so excited to read it once i get my hands on it :))

(also im doing a book switch w my friend to get 'they both die at the end' so if thats any good ya'll will hear abt it in like a month or two)

[fecto-forgo]

Not sure if its a genuine question but if it is oh boy oh boy i get to be the one to tell you :D yeah american schools have been phasing out pencils since i was in high school (i graduated 10 years ago) in stores and stuff the stationary sections are just getting smaller to the point where if you want materials you almost have to go to a specialty store. even before covid it was causing problems where poor families who couldnt afford computers were struggling and its basically keeping some of our libraries afloat (im sure this has nothing at all to do with why rich folks in power want to destroy all libraries /sarcasm) but also because kids are assumed to have grown up with modern tech they also dont teach kids how to use them anymore. leading to slow typing speed and poor online safety skills among others. also because its all online schools and teachers feel justified to make more homework (busy work) because its not a tangible physical thing to keep them in check anymore, theres no "stacks" just digital "files" (although that part has always been not great anyway). i dont know HOW bad its gotten specifically (there arent any kids in my family that im close to) but even then the end results are pretty obvious

what the fuck bc i literally found ppl talking abt this in that post abt linux everyones using to ego rub they know more than literal children.the fact ppls reactions to "kids now struggle with typing so much they cant write their papers fast enough" wasnt "why are computers mandatory if poor kids cant afford decent ones if any at all? why arent they being taught how to properly type by any adults in their lives? why has traditional writing been phased out?" but "oh my god these DUMB new children cant do anything 🙄 (unlike me)(im so smart)(i know more than a child does!)" is so.is actually very typical for this website actually that makes sense anyways WHAT THE FUCK

[look-how-they-massacred-them]

hi this was Forever ago but i submitted Glitch of the Ben 10 reboot here and i was looking thru the comments and i wanted to respond: i watched every episode i was legally able to. the cartoon network site forces me to "sign in with cable" to watch and i cant afford cable anymore and i didnt feel like the show was worth the virus risk of finding a pirate site. maybe i will try again though idk.

i know glitch can fuse with the other aliens. thats neat as a concept but it isnt character development, it's a design gimmick to sell more toys.

i had multiple reasons for calling it a bad show. they made max a brainless chauffeur with no motivation or personality other than "i do literally whatever my 10 year old grandchildren tell me" —in fact, i should have submitted him here, too. in the original series, his motivation was the struggle between keeping his family safe and keeping the world safe (knowing he doesnt have the ability to get the omnitrix off ben, thus forcing him to acknowledge that ben is often the only person who CAN save the world, but he's also an immature child who needs structure and discipline so he doesn't turn into a monster. reboot max lets him do shit like watch cartoons for 30 hours straight while gwen doesn't even get a turn with the remote, or trusts him to just hang out unsupervised in a giant department store for hours while max wanders off to go eat normal hotdogs or whatever. original ben wouldve just started straight up stealing shit like when he went greymatter to search for sumo slammer cards in cereal boxes)

also many of the villains felt weak. the cockroach guys' motivation is basically "there was a lab accident and we're evil now." (contrast with the original show, where that one bug guy's motivation was "my house is being torn down, i don't want to be homeless, and insects are literally my only friends why does everyone keep KILLING MY FRIENDS? IF YOU KILL MY FRIENDS I'M GOING TO KILL YOU"). the rich kid's backstory is just that he's a rich kid. zombozo isn't scary enough AND hes incompetent now. they kind of fused kevin and albedo into one character which was sort of interesting if taken on its own but immensely disappointing if you know the originals.

the vil and gax thing was interesting but it makes the timeframe of the show confusing and inconsistent, because (in the original) vilgax was the whole reason the omnitrix landed on earth, but he can't have done that if he's just reduced to a shambling husk of himself with no warship or army. and yet in the timetravel ep with the rich kid, it's implied the omnitrix still landed that way in the same place? so they half imply something different happened and half imply the same thing happened, and just never bother to explain how the hell ben GOT the omnitrix in the FIRST place.

also this is the least important of my complaints but they just made all of ben's aliens bipeds. why are they so scared of alien bodytypes? why does stinkfly just look like some guy in a bug costume now? where are wildvine's five vine legs? what happened to wildmutt?

Oh this is juicy

[soctherapy]

I saw Ryan Gosling at a grocery store in Los Angeles yesterday. I told him how cool it was to meet him in person, but I didn’t want to be a douche and bother him and ask him for photos or anything. He said, “Oh, like you’re doing now?” I was taken aback, and all I could say was “Huh?” but he kept cutting me off and going “huh? huh? huh?” and closing his hand shut in front of my face. I walked away and continued with my shopping, and I heard him chuckle as I walked off. When I came to pay for my stuff up front I saw him trying to walk out the doors with like fifteen Snickers in his hands without paying.

The girl at the counter was very nice about it and professional, and was like “Sir, you need to pay for those first.” At first he kept pretending to be tired and not hear her, but eventually turned back around and brought them to the counter.

When she took one of the bars and started scanning it multiple times, he stopped her and told her to scan them each individually “to prevent any electrical infetterence,” and then turned around and winked at me. I don’t even think that’s a word. After she scanned each bar and put them in a bag and started to say the price, he kept interrupting her by yawning really loudly.

can we honestly e date? you’re so beautiful. You always make me laugh, you always make me smile. You literally make me want to become a better person… I really enjoy every moment we spend together. My time has no value unless its spent with you. I tell everyone of my irls how awesome you are. Thank you for being you. Whenever you need someone to be there for you, know that i’ll always be right there by your side. I love you so much. I don’t think you ever realize how amazing you are sometimes. Life isn’t as fun when you’re not around. You are truly stunning. I want you to be my soulmate. I love the way you smile, your eyes are absolutely gorgeous. If I had a star for everytime you crossed my mind i could make the entire galaxy. Your personality is as pretty as you are and thats saying something. I love you, please date me. I am not even calling it e dating anymore because I know we will meet soon enough heart OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i hecking love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your girlfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninsterested in me it hecking kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i’m begging you to eaither love me back or remove me and never contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you dont love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life.

[isdalinarhot]

personal non cosmere post so sorry about that also me posting about problems i have but also probably getting horny with it sorry about that as well but. i have an issue right now. where i have gained a significant amount of weight since last august/september. for "i get very drunk pretty much every night" reasons. like i dont know the exact numbers because i dont own a scale and only weigh myself at doctors visits and my parents' house. but im pretty sure im within 20 pounds of 300. and if we were a nudist society i would not care. i would be like yaaaaaaaaaaaay i am hotter in my own eyes and less hot in the eyes of bigots who i don't want the time of day from anyways. but oh my god since we have to wear clothes. im in hell. because you see short sleeve shirt and shorts season is coming up fast. even faster because of climate change. im gonna have to start wearing t shirts and button ups and shorts again by the end of february probably. and from all ive tried on NOTHING FITS. like i had a shirt i got for christmas. a band t shirt. and i loved it because it was so big on me. it was so baggy and so good at hiding my features and like no clothes ever do that for me anymore. none. but i wore thaft shirt yesterday and it was TIGHT ON ME! like my whole goddamn body shape was visible!!!!! there was a goddamn motherfucking belly button indent!!!!!!! thats the sign of a shirt thats just too small. and if that shirt is too small, then all of my t shirts and button ups are too small to a degree more than just "unflattering" but rather "unwearable because you literally cannot just go around with your belly peeking out of your shirt at all times". and its like i dont know what to do! because apparently that means im a 3x in shirts now and they dont sell that size at stores like target and shit but its going to cost so much money to replace my wardrobe with clothes i wanna wear? clothes that dont make me feel like killing myself? like i just need eight shirts. thats all i need. i just need eight shirts if i do laundry once a week. but even then thats like 400 dollars? i only have 2 button ups that fit and i need to wear a button up every day or i die. and i dont know what to do. i just dont have the money to wear clothes that fit for summer. and i cant lose any weight as long as im drinking half a liter of vodka a night but im certainly not going to stop drinking half a liter of vodka a night so i dont know what to do :( i like being big huge large but ive gotten quite frankly too big huge large :(