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Hey I have a request!!
Capitol!Reader is from a rich and wealthy family which makes her an eligible wife for Snow who is in his second year as president which makes him 24. Reader is just about to turn 18 and sheās still in the academy. Sheās being forced into a marriage the moment she is of age (18) but she very much dislikes Coriolanus. She is forced to hang out with him but she is sometimes a brat to him because she loathes him, she does not love him. The day she turns 18, Snow waits outside of the academy for her with white roses but she gets furious that heās at her school infront of everyone and everyone now knows that they sale courting each other. She causes a scene (up to you what happens) and snow becomes incredibly mad at her. Honestly would love to see dark!coriolanus.
Thank you! Btw I love your fics sm š Iāve been here since you started writing house of the dragon fics!
Fallen Roses || Young President! Coriolanus Snow x Capitol!Reader
A/n: Thank you so much for this request! And thank you for sticking with me through my changes š
Warnings: possessive snow?
Wc:
Coriolanus Snow Masterlist
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
āHeās in his second year as President, and he needs a wife. You are perfect for it, y/n.ā Your mothers whispers harshly to you as you sat there, arms crossed, looking to the side. You had been called out of High Biology and into Dr. Gaul's office.
"I don't want to be his wife! I don't even know him!" You argue back to your mother as her face stiffens and her eyes darken. You gulp. "Listen here, daughter. When you turn 18 in a couple of days, you will marry President Snow whether you like it or not. You will have the honor of becoming the First Lady of Panem. Be grateful that you have this opportunity. Do not ruin this for us!" Your mother fires back.
Dr. Gaul sits across the desk from the two of you, watching as mother and daughter fight. "There is something you must understand Miss Y/L/N, Coriolanus Snow picked you himself to be his wife. That is the most highest honour he could ever give. You will live in the Presidential Mansion with him, not lift a single finger, and bask in your riches-" You loudly scoff.
"Hell sounds better than that," You spat in annoyance as you could see your mother shooting daggers your way from your peripheral vision. That was not the life that you wanted to have for yourself in the future. Your life right now was worse. You hated being the centre of attention; although that could never be avoided due to your high status, your parents, and your enormous wealth.
You were grateful without a doubt, but you'd rather give away your riches to people who actually needed it. You hated being forced into events, wearing outfits that were far too uncomfortable, making conversation about the weather and whatnot. It was not your cup of tea even though you were brought up with this kind of lifestyle your entire life. The thought of doing that all over again but as the second most important person in all of Panem? That would be absolute torture.
Dr. Gaul sighs, looking at your mother before closing her mouth again. You liked to argue and shut people up, and you were pretty darn good at it. "President Snow will be here shortly to meet you. I hope you show him the respect that he well deserves." She gives you a knowing look as you roll your eyes.
"Great," You mutter under your breath. The three of your all sat in his office in silence for a few minutes before the door opened behind you. Your mother and Dr. Gaul stand up to greet the President as you stayed sitting, staring at the wall behind Dr. Gaul.
"President Snow," Your mother greets him in her sickly fake voice that you hear every time you are at social events. "Coraline, lovely to see you again," You hear him say as you feel him move closer to you and your mother as he kisses her cheek.
"Dr. Gaul, always lovely to see you," He shakes her hand, "As to you Mr. Snow," She chuckles. Then it was silent. You were still sat in your seat. You could tell Snow was staring at you. "Y/n, it's lovely to finally meet you. I have heard so much about you." You lightly chuckle, turning your head to look up at him.
"Wish I could say the same," You remark, "Now can I leave? I really don't want to be missing out on the lesson," Your eyes move to your mother and Dr. Gaul. "Your schedule has been cleared for the whole day Miss Y/l/n, you will instead, accompany President Snow to his home," Dr. Gaul exaplains.
"What?" You sit up in your seat, hands gripping the arms tightly as they turn white. "You want me to be alone with him?" "You're going to have to get used to it, sweetheart." Snow chuckles behind you as you grip the arms even tighter, your knuckles turning white. "Y/n." Your mother sternly says as you let out a sigh from your nose.
"This is ridiculous, you can't force me into this!" You yell at your mother, "She can't. But I most certainly can. Now shall we?" Snow offers his arm as you stare at him in disbelief. You abruptly stand up making the chair screech against the floor and sling your bag over your shoulder.
Your heals click on the marble floor as you quickly leave the room. "I knew I would like her," Snow comments making your mother turn a slight colour of red from embarrassment. Students were still in their classrooms. The last thing you wanted was even more attention from everyone when they see you and the President together.
You make a sharp turn from the usual route to outside. "Where are you going?" Snow calls out as you turn to him, "Like hell I'm letting other people see me with you, alone." You cross your arms and narrow your eyes at him. He stands there, hands tucked into his jacket as he looks down, chuckling.
"Like I said, sweetheart, you're going to have to get used to it. You will be Panem's First Lady after all." He tilts his head at you. You kiss your teeth, letting your arms fall to your sides. "Yeah well I want to savour the final last moments of my freedom, so let me, yeah?" And with that you turn around disappearing from sight.
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For the next couple of days, you had been forced into hanging out with Coriolanus. Whether it be having a meal with him in the presidential mansion, or him accompanying you as you are forced to go shopping for even more clothes. You had slightly warmed up to him, he could tell. But your disapproval of the whole situation was still there. Your attitude towards him was a clear give away.
Coriolanus quite enjoys your witty remarks. It entices him. Part of the reason as to why he picked you was that you hated your lifestyle and knew you had quite the tongue. He figured you were entertaining to tease. And of course, he found you the prettiest out of all the girls at the academy.
The dreadful day had finally come. You turned 18. Which meant that you could kiss your last ounces of freedom and happiness goodbye the minute Snow slips a ring on your finger. You had school that day. You figured you would be pulled out from your first class to meet with Snow but that was not the case.
Throughout the day you grew anxious by the second. You had yet to be pulled out. The bell rang indicating the school day was over and nothing happened. Did Snow pull out? Did he change his mind? You hoped it was the latter.
You pack up your things and wave goodbye to your friends as they all start to pour out of the main doors of the Academy. From afar you could see a small crowd forming. You make your way towards the crowd and was horrified to see Snow leaned up against a car, a bouquet of white roses in one hand.
"Mrs. Snow," He smirks the second he sets eyes on you as the crowd around you gasp in shock. You felt pure rage and hatred towards the man standing in front of you. You storm closer to him, yanking the flowers from his hands and throwing it on the floor. "Do not call me that," You spat, venom laced in your tone as Snow's eyes darken. He grips your upper arm as the peacekeepers open the car door.
Snow roughly pushes you inside the car as he slams the door. "You have been acting like an ungrateful little brat. Show some fucking respect to your husband." He grips your chin as your eyes begin to water. "You are not my husband." You say as he grips your chin even tighter making you wince. "I will be, whether you like it or not, darling." He smirks at you, all you wanted to do was wipe that stupid smirk off his lips.
You push him off of you as you sit furthest away from him. A tear rolls down your cheek. This was going to be your life from now on. "First thing you should now about being Panem's First Lady." Snow turns his head towards you, his hands roll up his sleeves, "Do not. Refuse. My flowers. Clear?" You don't say anything.
"I said, do I make myself clear!" He yells as you flinch. You tore your eyes away from the window. "Crystal clear." You choke out as he grins in satisfaction. "Good."
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ok, look, give me a fake dating with kevaaron and my life will be YOURS. (Please)
okay, LISTEN- š
Itās actually a travesty I havenāt written this already considering itās like my fave trope ever. Like I want to read the fake dating KevAaron fic I would write too fr LMAO
I actually !! Have !! A loose !! Concept !! For one !! But I havenāt written anything yet so I cannot offer you an excerpt for WIP Wed š I can give the overview tho
Set when Aaronās in med school/maybe his residency, and Kevin is playing pro.
Also welcome to the SALU (Shannenās Aaronās Literary Universe) where a Frequent Fixture is now his hugely queer biology study/friend group that Katelyn dragged him into. Like, as much as I am a big believer in Aaron & Seth & Matt being bros if given the chance, the unfortunate reality of the situation is Sethās being deceased before they made amends makes that quite difficult in canon settings. And Aaron is just too much of a skeptic to be cracking the ouija out. Now with Matt, I think they did get on really well when they were roomies, but their lives head in separate directions after college. So. I want Aaron to have friends. That are not connected to his family. And I use OCs very sparingly as I know the reason people come to fanfic is for familiarity and characters they already know/love, but Bio Bunchā¢ļø were well received and consequently I will be recycling them forever thanks (Aaron dated nurse Dylan in my sapphic WIP, Milesā family adopted Jean and Elodie in my KevNeil AU so now heās Jeanās lil brother, like literally theyāre my standby bonus characters now)
All this to say. Aaron very much appreciates having friends. He was not very good at making them when he was little and going through the worst of Tildaās abuse, and his teens were lost to a haze of drugs and pain where he had people he would speak to at school/on the team, but no one he was really friends with. Then he gets a brother! But oh no. Andrew doesnāt want him to have friends either and also Aaron kind of feels like he hates him so heās still alone ā¹ļø - so to finally be at a point in his life where he has a close knit group of friends, people who actually like him and want to spend time with him for some reason!, it means a lot to him. He would not want to risk damaging those friendships. Especially because heās not sure how to make new ones, he kind of just absorbed these ones via osmosis through Katelyn.
Which is why he panics when Dylan asks him out.
āDo you have a girlfriend?ā he had asked, and Aaron, thinking nothing of it, had said: āNo.ā Because he doesnāt. He hasnāt dated anyone since Katelyn. Like, heās been on his med school GRIND, yāknow? Who has the time. And who can compare to her anyway?
āWould you maybe like to go out with me sometime?ā Dylan then said, and listen, itās not like Aaron is proud of what he did, but he panicked. He saw his friendless future flash in front of his eyes because he hurt Dylanās feelings and itās all awkward between them now and Aaron ends up iced out because he wrecked the vibe, and he panicked!!!
āOh. Uh. I have a boyfriend though.ā
And why the fuck did he even say that what the fuck what the fuck?!
But yāknow it worked because Dylan got a sad little smile but nodded and said ālucky guyā and Aaron was like PHEW! Yāknow, bullet DODGED! Except somehow this gets around their group, because wow one thing about having friends is apparently youāre not allowed secrets š (not that his relationship would usually be a secret but considering it is NONEXISTENT he would have appreciated people NOT KNOWING)
Of course Katelyn is on him like a rash because when has she ever let him get away with anything ever there is no peace in this world for him as long as they share space (he loves her more than anything). Immediately quizzing him on WHO he could be dating, because she knows he doesnāt really talk to anyone outside their friend group (because she knows everything about him shit how is he going to lie to her), and she is DYING to know who he has been hiding! (Like shit Kate me too guess weāre gonna find out together)
Consequently the panic continues as he speed skims through his mental catalogue of all the people he has ever actually communicated with who are not A) his family or B) already in committed relationships. And, listen, ok, hereās the thing. There are just not an awful lot of people in Aaronās life who fit the cross reference of those categories. Really the only person he can think of is Kevin, and then heās blurting out his name before the consequences of that action occur to him (š¦š¦š¦) because Katelyn KNOWS Kevin so there really should have been a C) someone Katelyn doesnāt know (though on reflection Aaronās search results would have thrown up entirely blank with this addition)
āAw, you always did have a crush on him.ā
āWhat are you talking about?ā No, because what is she talking about??? āNo I didnāt.ā
āYouāre dating him now, why are you getting so defensive?ā
Heās not getting defensive. He just thinks itās an absolutely insane implication to suggest he has or ever will have feelings for Kevin Day. Except he canāt say that. Since thatās his fictional boyfriend now. Fictional on the boyfriend part. Kevin Day is unfortunately very real. A fact that has plagued Aaronās existence ever since Wymack first brought that broken stray back to PSU.
Enter Kevin, truly baffled by this entire situation.
āWhy didnāt you just tell him youāre not interested in guys?ā
āWell, Katelyn knows Iām bi, so I couldnāt say that. Maybe he asked her first. Or she might mention it if it comes up.ā
āWait, youāre bi? Since when?ā
āSince birth probably, can we focus on the actual issue at hand here.ā
But like. This is Aaron. Aaron has never particularly been one to mince words. Kevin doesnāt know why he doesnāt just tell Dylan heās not into him. Kevinās been on the receiving end of Aaronās attitude and bad manners more than often enough. š¤Ø But after the truly painful and pitiful display of Extremely Emotionally Constipated Asshole Aaron Minyard trying to explain his newfound value for the Powers of Friendship, Kevin eventually agrees to be his fake date to a party with his friends. Like, whatever. Itās a small event with some med students, itās not like they even have to be overly affectionate, or that this will get out anywhere. Then they can use Kevinās busy work schedule as a reason heās never around, and after a few months Aaron will just pretend they broke up. Easy.
Except photos get leaked to the media, outing Kevin. Instead of the career suicide he expects, he actually gets positive feedback. His PR rep encourages him to bring Aaron to a charity gala for a childrenās mental health charity, thinking it could be positive rep for the kids to see a happy older queer couple as queer kids have higher rates of mental health issues. The team are doing some outreach with the actual kids before the gala - going down to play some games with them - Kevin doesnāt expect Aaron to come to this. He can just show up to the event, yāknow, itās basically just a free night out. Theyāll just postpone their fake break up another couple of months.
But Aaron is like, uhm, excuse me. Did you even think to ask if I would want to come along to meet the kids? You know Iām going into peds, right? Iād much rather come hang out with the kids than have to rub shoulders with your snotty famous rich friends all night. Of course Iām coming to both of them.
So Aaron does come. Where Kevin is awkward and fumbling and never quite sure of the right thing to say (he never interacted with kids even when he was one???), Aaron is a natural. Heās excellent with them. They all love him within the first ten minutes, and itās weird, because who is this? This is not an Aaron that Kevin knows. This is not a side of him heās ever seen at school or around their family. Itās making Kevin feel all weird inside. In SOFT and GUSHY ways.
So they go to the Gala and both get a little tipsy, and whoops. Of course everyone thinks theyāre a couple, so theyāve been given a room with one bed (because one bed trope supremacy ALSO šš»). Kevin thinks Aaronās gonna be mad or upset, but Aaronās giggly as he undresses. Which. Oh. Okay. Usually Aaron had weird hang ups about changing outside of the locker rooms. But now heās. Shirtless. And his body has changed since college. Obviously. He doesnāt spend five days a week training anymore. Heās still kept some of his muscle in his arms and shoulders, and his legs have always been naturally strong, but heās gotten a bit softer. Which Kevin realises he actually quite likes. And. Oh. Shit. Okay. He might actually be a bit attracted to Aaron. But. Thatās fine. That wonāt be a problem, right?
Right? š
ANYWAY THATāS ALL I GOT FOR NOW. I simply canāt start another WIP until I finish some of the ones I got running. Like it would be fine if I could write things of a MODERATE length but Iāve never been chill about anything ever in my life and itās too late to start now so I write excessively and I just. Cannot risk not finishing things by starting something else.
BUT SOME DAY. MAYBE. PROBABLY.
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Darry and Paul 2.0?
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Okay I just had to make another outsiders OC- couldnāt help it š
If it wasnāt already obvious, I made him the little brother of Paul Holden, I wanted to make like a repeat of Darry and Paul being buddies in the past with Keith and Ponyboy almost like a next generation thing, but better since they keep their friendship 0:
Some short info:He loves football but not as much as science, wants to focus more on biology in the future since he feels like heās forced himself to want to play football for his future, he loves football, just doesnāt want to do it for his life. Unlike Nancy, Keith is like every other Soc, heās actually semi popular among the socs, but in the end he realizes being a jerk is not for him, at first he didnāt care but after seeing some jumping of greasers and such, he kinda felt like it was unnecessary, and didnāt like the fights/rumbles.
He actually has a good life until he decides to make a change because he doesnāt want to keep up the life he has anymore, since heās dealt with fake friends, and distrust among his own gang, sending his social fame in school kinda go down but not completely.
Paul and Keith would have some issues, and Keith wants to hate his older brother, but deep down he canāt fully or he feels confused/conflicted because they had a decent relationship, and I donāt doubt Paul Holden wouldnāt be happy about a family of his being friendly, or bumping shoulders with greasers. In short heās got brother issues š
Heād become friends with Ponyboy after some weeks/maybe months after his change in a way, theyād be best buddies, heād probably like to hang out with pony and Johnny when he could, try to protect him them from the other Socs if possible.
He would not like Steve either, thinks heās dramatic and thinks Two-bit is cool/Tuff, as well as soda pop. I could see him being Ex friends with Bob and Randy.
Alright, Iāll draw more of Nancy and him soon,and Ponyboy! Though the height chart will come first, alright thatās all I got for this moment.
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How romantic sex on a school bus. Well ig just making out but my point still stands. And Ik itās a dream but sheās all like ooh ok and Iām just like girl no. Make him take you to a bed at least.Ā
I love watching the way stiles opinion of Derek changes over time esp given that Derek doesnāt make a great first impression(not that stiles really did either but Derekās was worse)
āAte it?ā
āRaw?ā
āNo you stopped to bake in a little werewolf oven.ā
Scottās hair is sooooooooo bad š
Also forgot how much I hate this teacher(biology or math maybe? Idk) heās annoying
This may very well be the only time stiles tells Scott not to cancel a date.Ā
Danny deserves more loveĀ
Lydiaās thing of acting dumb is really annoying like if he doesnāt want you unless youāre stupid youāre better off without him girl
Stiles reaction to Scott asking Allison about their hanging out with Jackson and Lydia
Jackson is such an asshole but Ik I end up liking him more later on
Of all things to lie about; your bowling skills???
Gotta love stiles needing to know if heās attractive to gay guys(the answer is yes. Just ask Derek š)
Ngl Iāve never been sure how I feel abt deaton bc heās like kinda helpful sometimes but also super weird more often than not
I fucking adore Melissa McCallĀ
Dude I tried for literal months(tho without rewatching bc I didnāt wanna do that at the time) to figure out where the pic of Derek standing behind broken glass came from and itās from ep three when the police officer and then Scott show up the hale houseĀ
I feel like rains too much for this show being set in CaliforniaĀ
Derek is so nonchalant about Scottās freak out I love it
āWhy is this starting to feel like youāre Batman and Iām Robin? I donāt wanna be Robin all the time.ā
āNobodyās Batman and Robin any of the time.ā
āNot even some of the time?ā I love this lil convo and esp this last line bc stiles sounds so sad abt itĀ
Seriously why is the lighting so damn dark all the time even when I have the brightness on my screen turned all the way up and to my recollection it only gets worse
Scott and his fucking one track mindĀ
Yikes Allisonās closet is so bad all like boho chic and sequiny
Again a parent walking in without knockingĀ
I mean at least he acknowledged he forgot to knock but like teenage girl who couldāve been like changing or smth jeez
Love that heās clearly getting ready to go out and they decide to sneak out before he leavesĀ
Man I wanna go bowling I havenāt bowled in so long (related even if it doesnāt seem like it, Jackson Lydia Allison and Scott go bowling)
Jacksonās laugh is so obviously fake and itās so obnoxious š¤®
I can appreciate that being werewolf didnāt make him good at everything(just most things)Ā
I love love love Derekās carĀ
Why does Chris argent wash Derekās windshield for him??? Oh yes very intimidating good job ChrisĀ
I canāt wait for argent to grow a beard he looks so much better with itĀ
Breaking the window on Derekās car was so unnecessary and rudeĀ
Ofc now Scott is great at bowlingĀ
Lydia using Scott to make Jackson jealous is so annoyingĀ
Ah innuendoĀ
āHow do you cheat at bowling?ā
āI donāt know, but you did.ā But for real Jackson how does someone cheat at bowlingĀ
And Derekās being a creep again cmon man no wonder people donāt like you when this is the impression you always giveĀ
Call a code? You have to specify which one Melissa. Iām not even a nurse and I know thatĀ
Yay another cringey make out sceneĀ
āDo either of you even play baseball?ā
I love that theyāre both super honest and just say no when she asks if they care thereās a police enforced curfew
Scottās angry voice is not greatĀ
Derekās echoy voice thing wtf is that?
Love that Scottās first thought is to try to get Derek arrested, again, for smth he didnāt doĀ
Ooh jump the whole staircase heās so cool guys you donāt even knowĀ
Ooh heās losing the jacket things are getting seriousĀ
The noise while he shifted was gross and not necessaryĀ
Also Iām pretty sure they change his shifted makeup look later on bc he doesnāt look how I rememberĀ
Love the choice of Destroya by MCR for this totally pointless fight between Scott and Derek thoĀ
I mean I say fight but itās more like Derek beating the snot out of ScottĀ
and now we have the rational conversation after punching each otherĀ
Oh now you give him answers after you beat the crap out of him
How come we never really discuss the fact that Scott is part of Peterās pack? At least until he becomes an alpha himself
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Craig headcanons, go
GO GAYS GO šāØ
Autistic
He's so autistic it's insane
He has shutdowns way too often :(
Even more often as he grows up
He's associated flipping people off with being able to leave class (to go to counselor's office) so he does it when he gets too overwhelmed at school
Because he's never been taught it's wrong, too, but that's secondary
When he has shutdowns he goes non-verbal too
Which has gotten everyone to assume he's simply not too talkative and let him be
Tweek eventually learnt what Craig's shutdowns were and he helped him out with them every time since then
For example getting Craig out of class when he looked like he was getting overwhelmed
Craig's so grateful for this<3
He doesn't get an autism diagnosis until 15 for some reason
Even though he didn't talk until he was 4- it's really weird it took him so long to get it actually
He had a really hard time coping with his diagnosis at first
So much internalized ableism
He probably locked himself in his room for a couple days after that
He told Tweek before he told anyone else
And Tweek helped him come to terms with it<3
Now he's fine with it :)
He hates how noise cancelling headphones feel, and instead wears earplugs to block noise
He doesn't ask teachers for permission because they can't see the earplugs with his hat anyways
His spin is totally space
He Loves space
He's infodumps to Tweek about it really often, Tweek loves it even though he doesn't understand even a third of it
He has those glow in the dark stars on his room's ceiling and a projector
His style never changed much through his life, comfortable clothes, nothing really specific
He's never stopped wearing that hat
Even though it's kinda broken now
Transmasc (he/him), only Tweek and his family know
He's always been so Boy even as a little kid that nobody's ever thought he could be anything else at all
Not exactly insecure about this but... Yes
Awful chest dysphoria
He's gay :)
His father thought that meant he was actually a girl but nope
Sorry for crushing your hopes Mr Tucker but your son is gay šāØ
He's actually fine with it after not too long dw
Craig's family life is pretty great :)
Still he sleeps at Tweek's quite often
When he's not, Tweek's usually sleeping at his
Because otherwise they both struggle sleeping by themselves
They have such a healthy and cute relationship istg
They've been fake dating since they were 9, real dating since 10, and Craig got them promise rings at 13
They've obviously had troubles a couple times but they fixed them<3
Btw Craig got braces at 12 and wore them till 14
His teeth went from Awful to Actually Pretty Ok
But the braces made him so insecure while he wore them
His favorite subjects at school are the ones related to science
Math? He's awesome at it
Physics? He loves it
Chemistry? Fuck yeah
Biology? Pretty cool too
He hates literature with his whole soul though
"What was the artist feeling here?" "How would I know I wasn't there" (mood)
He's taller than Tweek until he turns 13
After that Craig mostly stops growing and instead Tweek gets so tall it's crazy
It felt so weird to them at the beginning š
And yes, Craig is half Peruvian on his mom's side :)
He and Kenny have conversations in Spanish sometimes
It's something they bond over idk
Aaand I think that's it :D he's a pretty chill dude tbh
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My Nerd Armin Hcs šš„°
Notes: Sorry for my disappearance for anyone who noticedš i have alot of school stuff going on and i also work part time. The Armin angst is still coming and iāll try to write other characters i just love Armin omgggā¼ļø
Content: Headcannons, Modern AU, Armin is GROWNā¼ļø , one small mention of š ā½ļøbut thatās it
- As a kid he used to watch a lot of older tv shows and listen to a lot of older music due to mostly growing up with his grandfather so as an Adult he does the same thing
- He keeps it to himself though
- He also dresses kinda old fashioned too
- Wears glasses to read
- Has an extra pair with fake lenses though just because he likes the amount of compliments he gets when he wears the real ones so heās seen with glasses a lot
- Heās obviously a Marine Biology major but he also has a minor in oceanography
- Takes like 6-7 classes š
- Heās also part of his schools garden club
- This boy just loves nature and lifešā¤ļø
- He stays to himself a lot especially due to the workload but also because heās a bit introverted
- Even when with Eren or Mikasa heās just kinda there heāll talk a little bit but he just enjoys listening more
- Has many posters on his wall of random old actors and sea animals
- Just completely covered
- And of course heās a big reader too
- So just stacks of books everywhere itās crazy
- Heās a bit messy but it can be excused due to how much he has going on sometimes
- He keeps it to himself too but he gets stressed easily ā¹ļø
- So sometimessss heāll smoke a joint or two to relax his brain
- He didnāt like the idea at first when Eren introduced the idea to him but once he tried it and felt at ease he got into it more
- He only does it once or twice a month
- He did date Annie for a little bit in high school but as they got older they grew further apart and naturally broke up
- It was on good and sad terms
- Since then he doesnāt worry about girls too much just school
- Gets hit on a lot when he does his tutoring lessons
- He lowkey kinda hates it
- He just politely declines and the girls normally āsuddenlyā donāt need help anymore
- His favorite scents are vanilla and sandalwood
- His favorite food is garlic bread and he loves coffee and tea
- He once dyed his hair brown and hated it
- I feel like heād be allergic to all seafood which would fit his love for the ocean and marine life tbh
- One of his favorite book series is Scythe
- Secretly a Star Wars fan
- He listens to alot of classical music when alone and/or studying
- He doesnāt make his bed alot š
- Heās a bit lazy in every other area but school
- So a lot of people think heās super organized and stuff until they see his room
- He doesnāt plan on having many kids, maybe one or two but no more than three for sure
- He also wants a cat super bad but he has slight allergies to them which heās cried about alot š
- Once did an Escape room thing with Eren, Connie and Jean and he figured it out in record time (10 minutes) and he won an award and everything
- In the picture the place took he was red as hell and Jean and Connie didnāt let up on that fact for weeks š
- He was āTomato boyā for a month too
- So now heās never going again and he refuses to talk about it
Ok thatās all i got, i wrote this in like 20 mins so if itās ugly sorry š
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GUYS I think I found my style, still working on it, but I'm definitely getting there. That's the first time I loved my digital drawings, omg. That has never happened before. I have already made 2 drawings( well, one done and the other one is a sketch) for the fraxus week prompts, I'm so excited and nervous about my first entry. Anyway, here's my "little" rant, because I have no one to talk to about it and I know no one will see it( kinda treat this blog as a diary at this point) but I guess if you want to get to know me better here it is. I was always drawing only realism - portraits, skeletons, skulls and nature with a pencil on paper( can you tell I major in biology lol), a little bit of anime style too. i find it a lot easier to do realism, I just have to copy what I see. I love artists with stylized styles so much, you don't understand how muchš, it's a lot of work and I love all of the unique styles. If someone who makes art is reading it, I want you to know you're very loved by me, no matter if you're a pro or a beginner, I love youā¤ļø I'm not an artist and I'm fine with that ( I'm a science teacher lol, I hope none of my students will ever find out about my hobby) I just love drawing, learning how construction and color work and it takes away my anxiety and worries, makes me focused only on the art I'm making. I really did feel like I was already good at art. But not that long ago I got an iPad with procreate and wanted to try digital art. I have never been so humbled. I couldn't understand how layers work, I was chicken scratching all the time, because I couldn't get the pressure sensitivity right and IT DIDN'T FEEL LIKE PAPER AT ALLš probably didn't help that I use a fake ass apple pencil, that can't do it right. I needed like 3 months( probably less, but felt like it) to finally start being confident in my lines. I knew I didn't want to draw realism anymore. It felt boring. At first I tried mixing it with an anime style, but I hated it. You have no idea how much time those first drawings that I posted took. No less than 10 hours. And a lot of the lines there were traced from my paper drawings. I was only starting to get into digital art, it's all so embarrassing to look at right now. If I could redo them now I would change a lot of things. I didn't know anything about blending modes, now that I look at the hair and eyes IT'S SO BAD, I didn't know how to change the size of canvas and so on. I have never been in any art community, because I didn't really own any social media, my friends are all from STEM and I'm forever an outsider :) I don't think I have ever even talked to an artist, even though I wish I could. I was very stupid back then about many digital art topics, but now I've educated myself a lot more. everyday I draw and everyday I learn something new and it's so exciting, I haven't felt that way about art in a long time. But at the same time I'm this š¤ close to give up on digital art, delete this whole blog , break down and hate myself for ever trying
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15 questions for 15 mutuals
,Thanks for tagging me @simsmonoā and @chinsimsāĀ āŗļø I enjoyed reading yours!
Are you named after anyone?
Nah, itās just a name my parents liked.
When was the last time you cried?
Watching Guardians of the galaxy 3, I cried so much š I loved the movie, but it has so many sad and emotional parts.
Do you have kids?
No thank you, never ever.
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
I wouldnāt say a lot, but a bit yeah. And a lot of times I canāt tell if people are being sarcastic š
What sports do you play/have you played?
Nothing official. When I was a kid, I used to play basketball on the basketball court down the street, itās where all the kids/teens hanged out.
More recently, Iāve played badminton. Itās just for the fun, no rules. Itās just trying to not let the thing fall. I donāt know the name of the badminton thing in english lol
Edit: I just found out itās called shuttlecock, and now Iām laughing like Iām 10 years old š
Whatās the first thing you notice about other people?
Their mouth I guess. Either smile, teeth or the way they use the tongue when talking. Like, if they talk Christian Bale type of way š
Scary movies or happy endings?
Depends on what Iām watching.
Sometimes I prefer if a movie/series/anime doesnāt have an happy ending, because it becomes less believable and seems āfakeā in the context they are written. Life isnāt all about happy endings. (eg Attack on titan, Promised neverland, Alice in borderland).
Sometimes I want the characters to have a happy ending (eg Given, Sasaki to Miyano). It depends on the context of what Iām watching.
I also like scary movies though. But not like the Exorcism or Friday 13 (I donāt find those scary at all). I find it scarier when itās psychological horror or creepy Sh*t. (eg Forgotten)
Any special talents?
Nope.
Where were you born?
Portugal.
What are your hobbies?
Making sims clothes (I do that more often than I enter the game š
), watching anime and series.
Do you have any pets?
No.
How tall are you?
160cm ( 5ā² 2)
Fave subject in school?
I really enjoyed biology (theoretical classes and laboratory ones) and English.
Dream job?Ā
I agree with Simsmono on this one: getting paid to travel and eat hehe
Eye colour?
Dark brown I guess.
I canāt think of anyone that hasnāt done it yet, so Iām gonna tag people from the notifications.
@gifappels-stuff @bast-sims @gaiahypothesims @jazzysimlife
Well thatās it xD I see that many people have already done this.
Feel free to ignore š
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me: okay, just a simple little vampire au, I don't need to go all in
Me an hour later:
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Bridgerton / season one episode one
you know what, i'm doing it. As a treat before plunging myself into the deep horror of biology revision (my actual worst enemy aside from ap math). this will be just very messy snippets of my thoughts by the way !! Sorry if you're expecting analyzation and the incoherent sentences ended up ruining your day, you've been warned.
first of all, "my lord" as a pet name? ummm thinking. thinking very hard.
i actually love eloise sm. and her and daphne are so cute, like just in this scene alone
this scene <//3
this is actually so cute??
the enemies-to-lovers banter brewing in this scene *chef's kiss*
she ate this up left no crumbs btw
please, please, please, let her, let her, let her get what she wants. i think marina thompson is an angel and deserve the world, but PLEASE im begging on my knees for them. FOR PEN. she's literally a sweetie pie and i want to see her getting what she wants and deserves! end of discussion. (also colin?? yes sir)
before moving on to the ending, i need to talk about that scene with marina thompson and lady featherington. i was seriously scared for her life š want to slap that lady back for what she did to her.
this scene is so terrifying to watch, to be honest. what a piece of shit.
her punching him though >>>
and our enemies-to-lovers has turned into fake romance // with benefits?? i was silently screaming and giggling. this is so fun. i love this.
don't know bestie i think i might have just found a new obsession i don't have the time and space and resources for...
(if this went downhill, you never see me. i don't know anything guys i swear. Iām really scared that some of these characters i said i like ended up the opposite thing by the end of the show š)
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Thinking of. Trust verse reincarnation au. Thinking. Rachel and Ellie in the modern world. Rachel's gay I'm very sorry I have made my mind about that. Ellie is artistic I am throwing headcanons but that's at least better than where my head was a few minutes ago. One of them is somewhere on the trans umbrella.
I mean I'm assuming these two babies exist in the reincarnation au??? I took highschool biology??? For like one year??? I don't know shit about this??? (Done with that shit so glad can't wait to start with humanities in August)
My mind was kind of shit but I just realized how much the gang help me when I'm down the depression hole. like I just think of them...wow if someone told me last year dead founding father fanfiction would bring me comfort I would've laughed
Okay bye ā¤ļø
omg the babies!!!!!
love how Rachel is the one you have assigned homo when she is literally only a baby in the actual Trust 'Verse au š
Ellie is artistic you're SO right rn. fun fact when my mind is rotating a modern au, I very often make John an artist! inspired by historical John Laurens and also it just fits his vibes lmao
so....... imagine Ellie growing up making art with her dad....... I'm literally sobbing just thinking about it š„ŗš„ŗ
YES OMG. imagine them all going to pride together and hrhdhhsjssjjs what if they took family pictures with all of their respective pride flags,,,,,,, I am melting into soup right now š
of course!!!! I don't care about biology the rules I have constructed for my silly little reincarnation au say that everyone has exactly the same family as they had, so Ellie and Rachel havešš¼tošš¼existšš¼ (big mood biology is so much to study for I was also glad to be rid of it š)
well first of all I hope you're feeling better now! but between you and me, that's also what I do. these funny fake people give me so much joy, and I'm beyond happy to hear that they do the same for you <3
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just finished the book after like maybe 2-ish hours of sleep and two coffee, and I'm not disappointed. That's a great way to end a book, sorta like a full circle, with her visiting some places he's been to, and eventually returning to that diner. Genuinely amazing book, made me think a lot about what the *fuck* life actually is lol. I actually kind of enjoyed the nihilism aspect of the book, mostly because I haven't seen it very often in modern books, especially not executed well in a way that doesn't throw you right into the next depressive episode lol
I'm moving to Australia cuz i like really gotta get away from my family and this town, and I think *I* will commit serial mass murder if I don't put at least half the Pacific Ocean (or Atlantic, i think it's the atlantic) between me and them. Originally wanted to go to uni there, considered astrophysics, marine biology & egyptology, realized I have zero idea what to actually do with my life, so I'll be moving around a bit, probably a la circa supernatural (supplement the monsters with spiders), and see if something comes out of it, if a sudden life plan magically manifests before me. Visa only lasts for so long, so that'll be a ride ig..
the beaches in the far north of Queensland are literal fucking heaven, mangoes and coconuts on end - there's this old lady that always cuts the mangoes down and attracts all the cassowaries, which is an absolute pain in the ass because they mean as piss - but like feel free to drop in? motel room/apartment will always be open for you lol
absolutely stoked you actually liked my daryl request, and super glad you're out of the depression slump at the moment - and hopefully for a while longer. Even better that you've got a love interest on the line, definitely hope all works out well in that matter. Apartment hunting is literal hell, though it is fun, so i hope u can snatch a decent one. I once went hunting on Craigslist, did *not* go well, mistakes have been made.
you just threw me back like a bunch of years when i was thirteen and tried to craft my own fake id (with pic n all), to buy the worst possible brand of beer the local grocery store had stocked - it went horribly wrong, and that absolute cunt of a manager called the police to "teach" me a lesson. Thank fuck I'm more creative now.
and *please* share that rec for the other book you mentioned? in desperate need for some nicely dark, gory literature to sink my teeth in.
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the end of fucking Blackbird cracked something wide open in my brain. the scene where she's standing at the crossroads, i think it was, and she sees the street names............
i have respect for people who can root up their lives and transport themselves to a new continent entirely. it's like you're in a subgroup that managed to unlock the other 90% of their brain power
this new book is called Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica, and you can get the pdf for free online if you just google "tender is the flesh read online free." essentially, at its core the premise is that in some nearby future setting, all flesh derived from animals has become deadly to humankind because of a mysterious virus strain making their meat totally inedible. so relying on their produce as we do now would have society facing mass extinction. basically, the world has no choice but to institutionalize and "normalize" human cannibalism as a last ditch hope. and BABY, THEY DO.
it is so incredibly fucked up because the story is not even an interpretation of cannibalism itself. that's not what's supposed to GETCHA. essentially, they start literally breeding human beings to create a sort of secondary species to solely rely on for meat harvesting. it introduces people living (with the mental capacity of domesticated animals) as slaughterhouse cows do. so you're exposed to a sort of conscious separation of people and then humans who are not people and will never be viewed as such. they're meat. the main character is a nihilistic, depressed butcher who's profession is to quite literally slaughter "the meat."
i think what makes it so intense is the fact that it's not a barbaric story where the cannibalism itself is meant to be the big shock affect. it's set years after the initial "transition" to this lifestyle the world has been forced into, and it paints a picture of this sterile dehumanization of society with the presence of specific laws regarding human breeding/a sense of normalcy and acceptance based around the whole thing, etc. really showcases how easily our morals can be stripped from us. a slow, lethargic horror with graphic social commentary.
book contains some HARD ass quotes though. weirdly philosophical.
āHe tried to hate all of humanity for being so fragile and ephemeral, but he couldn't keep it up because hating everyone is the same as hating no one.ā
"How many heart need to be stored in boxes for the pain to be transformed into something else? But the pain, he intuits, is the only think that keeps him breathing. Without the sadness, he has nothing left."
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