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twildflower · 3 months

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watching build fighters oh my fucking god i love my boys so much

fucnin yapping again guys i think i might have adhd

why the hell do i keep saying guys. i nedd hep i need to be killed

i miss them so much theyre so silly i am sooooooo ajhdgfshfga this is so much nostalgia im aghgfhgsgkjfhakfhajkhdsjh and just episode one too i cant think how hype id get watching finale itll be so fucking awesome I LOVEEEE BUILD FIGHTER my fav gundam show.... mercury is second i guess i only watched mercury and i think its iron blood or whatever its called in eng im not even sure if its gundam lol but anyway i love sei and reiji theyre actually sooo damn <3333 i think they were the first two guys i ship together bc theyre actually so gay even tho reiji has a gf or whatever its like one of the first pieces of media i consumed and didnt just like whichever main ship the plot has... yea iirc. i think theres mainly only jp twinkle n shugo chara before build fighters but then i went back to main ship in pokemon xy and macross delta lmao... shits awesome tho i think im cool and like whatever i like i love sei so much hes so adorable and reiji is so cool and theyre blue and red theyre so made for each other like ahhghdgfsjgfhsgfisgfjgfjdghsuifguiwdg i think i mightve gave myself way too much adraline its fuckin 430 am and i wanted to cut my hair a bit tmr agh damn. i guess i could stay up the night and binge....hehe....... was watching horizons too i love horizons a lot i really dont mind ash not being protag anymore but the fact that they ended with him looking like a fuckin ugly ass idiot that looks even worse than gen 1 ash tho..... i have beef with only that fact bc like fuck you man i hate whoever the fuck made that artstyle after xyz with a passion i think tney deserve to go to hell. the fact that its a downgrade from gen1 is crazy. i dont hate that artsyle but i hate the way ash is drawn in that artysle like most other people look okay but the past travel companions and ash look fucking shit and i think theyre doing it on purpose and i fucking HATE THEM

ermm back to gunpla hehe its 6 am im so tired im gonna sleep em anyway i love them soso much damn id so build a gunpla of their moedel in the episdoe.... yknow my dad used to record the edpisodes when they played on tv and idk was it a bug or there wasnt enough space anymore so he deleted all the episodes excepgt the las one or maybe seocnd last im not sure but anyway we kept rewatching it every now and then and go feral over how awesone it was it was the best endin episode i wached when i was a kid like shugo chara i didnt watch or they didnt play till like season 2/3 i think the wedding dress end and all that shit was crazy but the only other thing i watched was jewelpet and it was like not as crazy as this one i like it alot but build fighters was a lot more visually and emotionallly stunning lollll

i think if i had to choose a best ending for all the stuff i watched itd still be xyz tbh that shit was stunning and so. urgh. my heart. i get. so much agsjhahlf. its just so good. peaked tbh. then itd probably be build fighters tbh like idk man. delta was like. cool. very cool. but like. idk. build fighters either is more nostalgic or whatever it just appeals to me more than macross. it would be third tho. i think it is. then itd be shugo and then twinkle. these are like. the main stuff i have really core memorty w lmao. yeh i uess this is it. gn im so eepy

last edit lol i didnt remember the uhhh handsome guy being just a guy that also liked gunpla a lot at the start lmaooo i just remember him being a bad guy turned good at the end w everyone to help destory the crystal........aghhhh i loveeeeee build fighters sm.....

oh yeah i guess i did watch brs too. black rock would like. hm. be at the bottom tho bc..idk. i dont have too fond memory and i like my stuff better i have my prioritys lmaooo.. hm. yeah now i really dont rmb anything i just remembered brs bc the blacckkk rockkkk shooooterrrrr is just ringing in my head its such a good song owo

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playitaagain · 4 years

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unexpected || Mayward

Request: Omg i kept thinking about ur kook!jj and pogue!pope and him fumbling around and trying to impress pope and for the first time in his life is awkward and cant impress this guy but he also doesnt knw why he likes him sm and being flustered when pope touches him when they become good friends AGHHHH I CANT STOP THINKING ABT JJ FALLING IN LOVE WITH POPE AT FIRST SIGHT AGHH SOMEONE NEEDS TO WRITE IT NOW PLS

Warning: underage drinking, JJ being awkward, probably grammar errors

Author’s Note: kook!JJ anon! Are you the same one as before? I see you. I honestly struggled a bit with this. I like the first part, but not really the second. I hope you enjoy it nonetheless.

JJ becomes friends with Kie after the other has her falling out with Sarah. They’re basically the only two in the school with no friends, often referred to as the loners of the class, but JJ thinks that might be what draws them to each other. Kie had been the one to approach first, smile bright and long hair cascading over her shoulder. JJ has never been known to let a girl slip away, but as she greets him, he knows he has to let this one go. There’s something more here, something JJ knows will be better than a one night stand.

That’s how JJ finds himself at the boneyard, arm linked with Kie’s. She smiles at him, warm and welcoming and JJ frowns. He’s pretty well known for going to boneyard parties, but it usually involved him going solo and leaving with one or two people on his arms. This was different though. Kie was taking him to meet her pogue friends, already vouched for him so he felt like he couldn't back out.

“They’re going to love you!” Kie reassures and JJ rolls his eyes at the other. She’s been saying that for days now, since she decided to plan this little party with them in order to introduce her two worlds. JJ isn’t too sure, knows the rivalry between kooks and pogues goes deep, but Kie smiles at him and he knows he can’t say no to his friend. “I’m so excited! It was getting tiring of splitting my time between you guys.”

“You’re talking like they’ll instantly accept me,” JJ comments, eyes glancing around. He doesn’t really know what he’s looking for, but Kie said they’d be around the keg. He does spot two guys hanging around handing out drinks and he notices one waving over to them.

JJ’s breath catches in his throat.

The guy’s smile is lighting up his whole face, cheeks a little pink from alcohol as he waves. JJ can see him laughing at something, hanging off his friends shoulder as another touron comes up to the keg to fill their newly empty cup.

JJ doesn’t think he’s seen anyone so beautiful.

“Pope! John B!” Kie’s voice pulls him out of his trance as she nearly drags him over to the two boys. Apparently, he had been a little more entranced than he thought because he ends up tripping over one of the dead branches, nearly taking Kie with him as he stumbles forward. “JJ! Oh my gosh, are you okay?” JJ can’t help the blush that dusts his cheeks as he shifts into a sitting position with Kie’s help.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” he mutters, brushing the sand from his knees and he pushing himself up again. Luckily, most of the party is pretty drunk so not many people noticed his fall, but JJ can feel eyes on him, meets a pair of brown ones with his own, a nervous smile pulling up his lips as he lets Kie lead him the rest of the way to the group.

“Well, anyway, this is John B and Pope. Guys, this is JJ,” she introduces, not bothering to mediate any further as she goes to grab a beer for herself. JJ hadn’t really expected her to disappear, but he looks over for some help only moments later and she’s gone, lost in the crowd.

“Beer?” Pope asks, breaking the awkward tension between the three of them. JJ nods in answer, trying to find the right words, but Pope is looking at him with this kind smile, one he isn’t used to, and JJ is never at a loss for words. This is all new to him. He’s never had to work when he wanted to pick someone up. It usually comes naturally.

JJ takes the cup, not wasting any time as he chugs the liquid, hoping that it will ease him up a bit. It doesn’t though and JJ shifts awkwardly, trying to figure out what the hell to say as the three of them stand in a circle, all of them waiting for Kie to return.

“Did you know you can be declared dead in some states, but not others?”

JJ furrows his brows at Pope before glancing at John B, who is sighing in annoyance. “Not dead bodies again,” he mutters, walking away without another word.

The other continues before JJ can even process this, spewing facts about dead bodies left and right. JJ doesn’t know why, but he finds it endearing. The other is clearly passionate about the subject and JJ just likes watching the excitement flash across Pope’s face when he realizes that JJ is still sitting there listening to him.

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After the initial introduction, JJ fit right in with the pogues. It was easy to get along with people who didn’t expect everything of you. It was refreshing really. The guys were pretty welcoming, but JJ was still trying to get used to having friends.

The hardest thing about this whole friendship thing was the touching.

JJ doesn’t do touching. He doesn’t mind when Kie slips her arm into his or he rests his arm over her shoulder. He doesn’t mind when John B goes in for a high five. He doesn’t mind when Pope reaches out for their little hand shake.

It’s the sudden movements that get him. It’s when Kie goes in for a hug, sudden and happy. It’s when John B slaps him on the shoulder, good natured and friendly. It’s when Pope leans closer to him, hand on his shoulder. He doesn’t know if the group notices the way he stiffens at the touches. If they do, he’s thankful they don’t mention anything.

It’s different with Pope though.

The other is always so gentle when he reaches forward, deliberate and kind in a way to make sure JJ knew he would never hurt him. It didn’t change the fact that JJ would tense under Pope’s touch, but it was for a completely different reason when it came to Pope.

Other than that, It was easy to be around the other. JJ couldn’t help the way his cheeks would heat up when the other directed a comment at him or when Pope would get excited about one of JJ’s plans. He was pretty sure it was starting to get obvious at this point. Kie had even made an off handed comment about it one day, but it seemed like the only one who didn’t see it was Pope. And JJ didn’t know what to do about it. He hasn’t really liked anyone before. He’s always been a one night stand kind of person.

“Just go for it,” Kie says one day, knowing smile on her lips as she heads for the road.

“Go for what?”

JJ’s eyes widen in shock as he turns around to find a curious pair of brown eyes watching him. Kie one hundred percent did that on purpose. She knew he was behind them.

JJ opens his mouth, trying to form the words, only to snap his mouth shut again. He catches disappointment flash across Pope’s face, frown settling on his lips. JJ hates that he put that look on Pope’s face, wants that bright smile he loves so much.

Well, he might as well just go for it.

JJ steps forward, tentative at first as he watches Pope’s eyes widen in shock. The shock doesn’t last long though as JJ glances down at Pope’s lips, asking for permission. But Pope doesn’t wait, uses that glance as his permission and simply steps forward to connect their lips.

JJ has to admit that he’s pretty happy Kie introduced him to her friends.

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