#i love this project and i am grateful to quackity for all of it and have nothing but respect for it but man this cannot be serious

[sarcastictissy]

Hola :D I just wanted to thank you for being so positive lately and looking at things regarding the qstudio situation with nuance. It feels like people have been so stressed and angry after all of the admin stuff came that they began to take every bit of news we hear as some sign that bad things are to come . I think a lot of people underestimated just how long this process can take, there a lot of factors to be considered here, including: q's lack of experience, the union, the laws, the admins. And unfortunately there is no way to satisfy everyone when it comes to stuff like this. This was never going to take a week or two, I feel like people didn't fully understand that.

Some admins are going to be pushed out of the project due to the lack of funds and the fact that this is a legal issue first and for most. It's unfair but it's the law. Not everyone understands that and because of that people are going to say things without understanding the situation. Not every thing is black and white and sometimes things aren't going to work out the way we want them to. Nobody is perfect and we shouldn't expect people involved in this situation to act like that. Which is why you should always look at the situation from multiple perspectives before forming an opinion.

It makes me feel tired to see the same takes over and over agian with no nuance. So your post have really helped me feel better :) I've seen people from both qsmpblr and qsmptwt act like every ccs involved in this is a war criminal or like this is a admins vs quackity or french/brazil vs quackity. It's kinda drove me off most social sites and forced me to only watch YouTube and stuff (on the good side of things, I've been watching quackity's discord videos and some dsmp vods :D it's been fun)

What I am trying to say is that, scrolling through your blog feels like a breath of fresh air and has made me feel 8× more calm about this situation. I don't think doomposting is necessarily bad but after seeing so much of it, sometimes you just need to distance yourself and look at the good parts of life. No matter how much I complain, I am never changing the course that qstudio is headed and neither can any one else, The only one who can do that is quackity. I hope that he does the right thing and the studio gets better. I love the characters that qsmp has brought us and the community it has formed, qsmp is a beautiful project that I want to see thrive. For now the only thing I can do as a viewer is hope for the best <3

I'm sorry if this came off as a trauma dump, I just really wanted to thank you.

So, this has been in my askbox for a while because I was so grateful and happy to hear I've helped someone!! Thank you sm anon that means a lot to me and knowing I'm keeping others optimistic, helps me feel optimistic too! :D

This is a very complex situation with so many moral grey areas mixed with black and white. It's not simple, it's not easy. These things cannot be fixed in a matter of weeks, you're absolutely right about that.

I also agree doomposting isn't necessarily bad! It's a good way to get off some steam and vent/ rant for a bit. There's nothing wrong with that. We all need it at times. For me, personally, it becomes toxic when that's ALL I'm seeing in social media. When I go on my phone and all I see is negativity, that's when I need to call it quits and start blocking people or start taking time away (which is why I deleted twt off my phone) everyone's tolerance levels are different ofc, so, not everyone is affected by that negativity, but I certainly was. This is why I want my blog to be positive and uplifting and you know what? Each and every time I get a ask or a message thanking me for that, I gain faith in humanity and it just encourages me to keep being positive! I'm so thankful for your ask and dw it wasn't trauma dumping at all!! :D I hope you're doing well anon! Take care of yourself. You matter

[not-totally-blind]

I actually wanted to do something big for the QSMP anniversary. I made the base of a drawing on my chalkboard, I collected egg shells, and I was going to make each cc. I even bought paint and collected cardboard for a model. But seeing how the project is suffering so many blows, I lost the spirit I had. I hope a few sincere words are enough. 

 

The QSMP is a project that seeks to unite communities of different languages with something we all love: Minecraft

Now, is that all? Has QSMP achieved what it wanted to achieve? 

 

Yes, in fact, he has achieved even more. I have had the joy of being close to so much evidence of how much this project has achieved. 

 

I am a fan of using Facebook (like a fucking old man, I know) and the "QSMP International" group, where I have had the joy of seeing English speakers, Spanish speakers, Portuguese speakers, and French speakers talking in comments, sharing lore information, and even chatting. 

As a reader and writer of fanfics, I have come across all nationalities speaking in comments on Wattpad and Ao3, either about how much they liked the story or even sharing a little of their culture to improve the fanfiction experience. 

 

But even more than for the fandom, it must be seen for the creators. As someone from the fandom once said, Quackity managed to bring together people from different languages and put them together on a single server, but it didn't stop there. It made people who would never have met in any other way become friends. 

¿Do you like GuapoDuo, BuildDuo, HideDuo, DeathDuo, or MisclickDuo? Because I love them, and they have one thing in common: without QSMP, none of them would have happened. 

 

Because now we know that they are people who are friends and who have made changes in their lives thanks to these new friendships. Enigma do Medo will have Spanish dubbing thanks to the great friendship between Cellbit and Roier. Charlie learns Spanish to speak better with Mariana.

Would all this have happened if it hadn't been for QSMP? Maybe, but you never make changes as quickly as when you have a reason—that is, Foolish was already learning Spanish before QSMP—but are you going to tell me that being there hasn't paid off? 

 

QSMP stopped being just a project, because something that is "just a project" would never have changed so many lives for the better in this way.

I don't know the words to use; not everything is fine and things have changed in ways we didn't expect, but I feel that something that has changed so many lives both inside the server and outside of it is not just a project. QSMP is a community in and of itself. QSMP is... it's everything; it has given us joy and laughter as well as tears and anger. QSMP gave me a reason to live; it gave me new friends and a new way of looking at life. QSMP is an inspiration. And there are so many things that I don't feel like there are ever enough words to describe everything that this project is.

I love QSMP, and I will be forever grateful to Quackity for creating it.

[scraemoo]

One year? One Year!

Wahoo! One year of being in the QSMP fandom :D

It was a cool day one year ago. While having a tab open to watch my first Tubbathon I also got excited for Philza's stream. As usual he'd go to his hardcore world to work on his spawn area. Later on he joined the server, a great project I saw in Quackity's trailer and never knew the meaning of all behind this. (Like what's up with this one rule? That duck? Or chicken? Two Quackities?? What is this white room)

My first impression of the server?

Loud. Very loud.

Good lord Fit your mic was crispy as hell.

And so much talking! To be honest it scared me of how many people talked at the same time. So many people I didn't know yet and a language I was still learning

But holy shit JaidenAnimations?!

Then the introductions began. The beginning and attempts to try and speak each others languages:

?: "How do you say <word> in Spanish?"

Roier: "I love [spreen]"

Spreen: ?!

Roier: "Spring! Spring!"

Philza reading his Google translated introduction in Spanish: "me llama es Philza"

And of course we had Charlie: "yo tengo un ultra nombre... EL BACKFLIPPOOOOOO"

Unfortunately I couldn't watch the whole stream on this day, but it was very lovely and it feels crazy to think it's been one whole year already! Lots of things that the QSMP brought to me from this day on was a very lovely experience and I am grateful to be part of this fandom

Happy 1 year to the first QSMP viewers! <3

[ray-ray-writings]

Faking Happy-Platonic!Awesamdude

#105 from this prompt list! Check out my masterlist here!

This is a platonic!awesamdude x gn!reader in the dreamsmp! Reader is also Techno, Wilbur, and Tommy’s sibling, although that isn’t really hit on a lot. 

Trigger Warnings: Depressive behavior such as overeating, overeating unhealthy foods.

The bottle Y/N has been filling with their emotions finally tips over and overflows. 

Y/N’s POV

I let out a sniff as I wiped at my nose. I don’t know what is wrong with me recently. It just felt like everything had gone to shit. Tommy had been exiled. Techno moved super far away. Wilbur is dead and Ghostbur remembers basically nothing. And worst of allI haven’t been able to see my best friend for a long time. Sam had been my best friend for as long as I can remember. 

We met when I was attempting to add some flare to my house with redstone and nothing I was doing was working. I asked around and many pointed me in the direction of Sam. He helped me out a lot, and by that I mean he did it all. Finishing the project did not stop him from coming over almost everyday and from then on one was rarely seen without the other. 

But a few days after Tommy’s exile, Dream came to Sam with a stack of diamond blocks. Dream asked Sam to build him a prison. But not just any type of prison. An inescapable prison. One where if someone were to be put in there, they wouldn’t be able to escape. It took days of planning but Sam finally got the blue prints and then he went to work. 

Every once in a while I would pop by and visit him. He would show me what he was doing and tell me all about it. But the more I visited, the shorter the tours and explanations got until finally all I got was a simple wave. I haven’t been back to the construction site since that day. 

My chest felt so heavy. I missed my best friend with everything I had. But I couldn’t let others see that. Anytime I went out. I plastered a fake smile on my face. I gave everyone cheerful smiles and waves as I passed through. I made time to stop and chat with Tubbo, Quackity, Fundy, and Ranboo. Always being sure to fake laugh at their jokes and waving off their worries and concerns. I would pop into Niki’s bakery, buying all the sweets that I could so I could binge eat them when I’m feeling lonely. Niki would always give me a supportive smile whenever I bought my weight in sweets but would never question me, something I would forever be grateful for. Life had just not been kind to me. 

A knock on my front door startled me out of my crying pity party. I quickly rubbed the tears from my eyes and took some deep breaths, trying to calm myself enough so that it looked like I hadn’t been crying my eyes out. The knock sounded once more, this time more demanding. “Coming!” I managed to croak out. I stood from my couch and quickly made my way to the door. With my hand on the handle I took one more deep breath before plastering the biggest smile I could muster on my face. I swung the door open and gasped in surprise. 

“Sam! What are you doing here?!” I exclaimed in surprise. Sam querked an eyebrow at the question, “What do you mean? Do I have to have a reason to come and see my best friend?” The tall man questioned. “No, no, no!” I rushed, moving out of the doorway to let him in, “It’s just I thought you were too busy with the prison to come visit me” I admitted, tucking hair behind my ear. Sam’s face slightly fell at my confession. He cleared his throat as he entered my home, “I’m never too busy to see you.” He stated walking further into my home. I let out a tiny scoff as I shut the door. “We both know that’s not true.” I muttered under my breath. 

I found Sam in my kitchen, staring at the slight mess of baked goods. “So, how’ve you been?” Sam questioned, brushing a cupcake wrapper out of his way. “Oh, I’ve been good… Yeah good.” I lied through my teeth. “How have you been?” Sam silently stared at me. “Y/N?” He asked, not answering my question. “Yeah?” I responded, not looking at him. “Are you lying to me?” Damn it. Sam had always been able to tell when I wasn’t telling him the truth. I was hoping that maybe that being away from him for so long, his ability would lessen. 

“What? No! Why would you think that?!” I claimed incredulously, slightly glancing at him, hoping to throw him off. “You are! You are lying to me! You haven’t been good have you?” He pressed harder. I swallowed harshly, my mouth felt dry. “I’m not lying. I’ve been good! I’m happy! See!” I exclaimed, looking at him and giving him a big fake grin, “Now tell me how you’ve been, how’s the prison going?” I questioned, trying desperately to get the topic off of me. “Prison’s fine. Now tell me how you’ve really been. Why haven’t you been happy?” I couldn’t help but scoff and roll my eyes, “Sam, I told you I’m fine! I’m happy. I’ve been happy. Now will you please just lay off and leave me alone about it?” I snapped harshly, maybe too harshly. 

Sam’s eyes widened at my tone. His face screamed hurt which made my stomach twist in guilt. “Sam,” I began gently, trying to move forward but he recoiled. “You know what? I’ve got to go,” He stated plainly. Sam moved out of my kitchen and back toward the front door. “Sam!” I pleaded, trying to get him to stay for a moment. He wasn’t listening. “I’ve got to go back to work at the prison. Dream needs it done soon.” He claimed, throwing open my front door and taking a few steps out. I followed him and was met with cold water hitting my face. It was raining… perfect. “Sam, please listen to me. Let me explain,” I begged the man I called my best friend. Sam pulled out his enchanted trident from his inventory. I knew he was about to fly away. “You know Y/N,” Sam stated, pausing after taking his trident out, “You’re my best friend. I want nothing more in this world for you to be happy. “I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.” “Sam” I choked out, silently praying that he would turn around and hear me out. My prayers weren’t answered. “Goodbye Y/N” And with a flash of lighting, he was gone. 

My legs gave out from beneath me. For once, I allowed myself to break down outside the comfort of my home. I sat there outside of my front door, sobbing in the rain. I didn’t care who saw me at this point. I had lost my best friend. “Y/N?” I heard a sweet voice call. I didn’t register them in front of me. They helped me stand up and go back inside of my house. They closed the door and helped me sit down on the floor in front of my door. I don’t know how long I sobbed in their chest. But they held me and stroked my hair. 

When the tears vacated my eyes, I was able to see that the sweet voice had belonged to none other than Niki. When our eyes met, she gave me a soft smile. “I knew something was going on with you, but I never wanted to over step. You want to talk about it?” She questioned softly. I mentally debated with myself before deciding that yes, I did want to talk about it. And so I told Niki everything. She patiently listened and nodded along to show she was listening and interested. And when I was done, she sat for a moment to digest everything. 

“You need to talk to him,” She declared after a moment, “He’s your best friend and he deserves to know how you feel. Especially if you’re feeling like this.” I let out a sigh and nodded. “You’re right. But after today, I’m not sure he would want to see me.” “Your best friend as much as he is yours. I’m sure he would love to see you.” Silence settled between us for a brief moment. “Okay,” I claimed slowly standing up. “I’m going to go see him… and I’m going to take a pumpkin pie.” Niki let out a giggle as she stood up as well. “Oh I’m sure he’ll love that.” We both laughed at that. Sam had always been a sucker for Niki’s pumpkin pie. 

I thanked Niki profusely for helping me and listening to me. She assured me that it was no problem and then she left. I quickly packed for the small journey to the prison, making sure not to forget the pie and then I set out. It didn’t take me too long to get there, the many times I had made this trek before really came in handy. The walk was now basically muscle memory, I could do it with my eyes closed. Which was good considering my eyes were really puffy from crying. 

I let out a deep breath as the prison came into view. I noticed that the outside was a lot more finished than when I was here last, but I could tell there was still work to be done. I quickly made my way to the entrance and stopped in the doorway. My eyes scanned around and didn’t see him. My shoulders deflated in defeat, maybe he already left for the day and I missed him. 

“Y/N?” A voice called from behind me causing me to jump. I whipped around and came face to face with the man I was looking for. “Hey,” I greeted sheepishly, taking a small step forward. “What are you doing here?” He questioned, a stony expression set on his face. “I… Uhh. I came to apologize and explain.” I confessed. His hard expression fell from his face. “Go on…” I took a deep breath before nodding. And so I let everything spill out of me. I told him all about how I felt like I had lost all of my brothers. I literally lost Wilbur and the other two are so far away, I might as well have lost them too. On top of that, I told him how not seeing him had affected me and my mental health. How I had been faking being happy because I didn’t want to be a burden on anyone. I admitted to him my unhealthy habits of buying as much as I could from Niki’s and then binge eating instead of facing my feelings. And finally I told him that seeing him today and him calling me out just caused everything to break in me. 

“I am really really sorry for what I said to you Sam. I didn’t mean it. I don’t want you to lay off. I don’t want you to leave me alone. I always want you to bother me and check up on me and talk to me. You’re my best friend and I love you.” I finished, a single tear falling down my cheek. Sam didn’t hesitate, he rushed forward and wrapped me up in his arms and held me close to his chest. He brought his head down and rested his chin on the top of my head as we hugged. “Thank you for apologizing,” He murmured, “I love you too. I’m so sorry I didn’t realize you were hurting sooner. I promise that I will bother you everyday if need be. I never want you feeling like that again.” “I’ll hold you to that promise. If it means I get to go back to seeing you everyday, count me in.” I stated with a grin, tilting my head to look into his eyes. I felt Sam’s chest rumble as he chuckled at my statement but said nothing else.

After a few more moments of hugging, I suddenly remembered my surprise for him. “Oh!” I gasped, unwrapping myself from my best friend’s hold, “I brought you something!” I carefully pulled the pie out of my backpack and presented it to Sam. “Tada!” I exclaimed, extending the pie to my bestie. Sam let out a gasp as he accepted the gift. “A Pumpkin pie? From Niki’s?? Oh you’re actually the best!” Sam exclaimed, grabbing the spoon I had brought him as well and immediately began digging in. I let out a laugh as he shoved the pumpkin dessert in his mouth. “What?” He questioned, his mouth full. I shook my head as I giggled, “Nothing. Nothing at all.” 

There you go! I hope you guys enjoyed it! If you did, please be sure to leave a like!

[utlana]

hurt comfort prompts for c!karlnapity

#2: "how long are you staying?" "for as long as you need me."

(#1) (#2 you are here) (#3) (#4)

(all prompts come from this post)

pairing: c!quacknap (background/pre c!karlnapity)

“How long are you staying?” Sapnap sniffles and reaches for a tissue.

He’s already surprised how long Quackity’s stayed in his and Karl’s house. And while Sapnap’s super grateful Quackity was around to help him get home, it is a little embarrassing having Quackity watch over him like this.

Quackity shrugs.

“For as long as you need me, I guess.”

Great!

“Well then you’re free to go,” Sapnap says.

“Hm, how about I stay until Karl at least gets here,” Quackity smiles, but clearly unconvinced.

“He’s on his way right? I’ll be fine.” Sapnap’s head starts spinning again as he speaks.

“I don’t know about that man. You basically fucking passed out on the path a few minutes ago.”

Quackity references just moments before when Sapnap was stumbling on his way home from a training session he may have gone a little too hard on. Quackity had seen Sapnap struggling and helped to take him home and into bed.

“Plus, Karl said he didn’t know how soon he’d be able to get back,” Quackity adds. “Which if you actually told him you were sick, he’d probably rush over here you know.”

“First of all I’m not sick.” Sapnap blows his nose into a tissue. “It’s just a little over exhaustion from fighting some mobs.”

“Yeah, in the rain for hours,” Quackity rolls his eyes. “Look, how about you let me stay here and I won’t tell Karl you’re sick.”

Sapnap immediately opens his mouth to protest. But in a way, he’d rather have Quackity forcibly take care of him than make Karl rush over to frantically fuss over him, as he tends to do. And it’s not like Sapnap doesn’t love and appreciate Karl, it’s just that Sapnap isn’t a fan of people worrying over him and turning his problems into an inconvenience for everyone.

“Fine okay,” Sapnap says under his breath.

“Cool. Thanks for finally giving in,” Quackity laughs quietly.

“Can I at least ask why you’re, uh, so willing to stay here?” Sapnap asks. It wasn’t like they were particularly close. Friendly acquaintances sure, but not anything that would warrant this level of care.

“Karl helped me, so this kind of paying him back,” Quackity explains.

Right. Sapnap remembers when Karl had let Quackity stay over for a bit when he was exhausted the other week.

“Plus, you know I would like us to maybe…” Quackity starts talking, but pauses and his face turns a light pink. “Actually nevermind, I’m getting you some soup.”

“Wait,” Sapnap reaches out to keep him here and make Quackity finish what he was going to say. But he walks off too fast for Sapnap to catch him.

And as Quackity is making food in the kitchen, Sapnap can’t help but think about how Karl told him about how cute Quackity is.

And how Sapnap is starting to see the truth in that.

~***~

A/N: I’m starting my xdnf story now that I’m done with my main life stuff, but I really want to use these prompts as writing warm ups (even though they’ll still all be karlnapity based).

Again, I am taking writing requests: link for rules

And here’s the AO3 if you want to read some full stories by me :)

[ceykore]

Long ask incoming

There probably is a way for c! Quack to convince c! Ponk to join las Nevada. It is love (platoncally of course). If Ponk were to be convinced that Quack was their friend, they would willing join. Ponk doesn't have many people in their corner so they might just believe him. Especially if Quack tries to subtly undermine their faith in others.

"Ponk, fighting is a language all listen too. Would someone fight for you? Is there anyone who would help hunt down your enemies? Who would be on your side as long as you are loyal?

"... I have. I am not sure but I must have somebody."

"And that someone is me." If Ponk thought that Quack genuinely cared about them, he would listen. Maybe not believing it entirely but he would listen.

If we know one thing, it is that Quack reads people like a book. Ponk doesn't have someone who would fight. And Ponk wants some one who would fight for him. Foolish is a pacifist so he wouldn't jump the gun on fighting even if Ponk needed him too.

And Ponk has no reason to be suspicious. He doesn't have major beef with Quackity. If he tried to make himself appear as a friend and treated them well, Ponk would be even less suspicious.

"Okay so what's the catch? This just feels too good, Quack."

"Ponk, Ponkie, the only catch is to help me protect las Nevada. You could be a citizen and we could help each other out. I just need to take care of some things. If you could do just that, I'd be forever grateful. You could even have dual citizenship between Lemon city & Las Nevada."

If Ponk was offered a deal in a new nation that looks amazing and the only deal is to help protect it by a friend they have no reason not to trust, who wouldn't be tempted?

But why would Quack even want Ponk in?

Ponk is isolated and doesn't have many allies besides Niki & Foolish. They is a doctor and hella smart. For a new up and coming nation, they are a good pick.

Ponk has a tendency to be loyal to people who don't return it. They were loyal to Shlatt to the end and Quack knows that their loyalty is hard to lose.

But Ponk isn't easily fooled. The more Ponk would learn about Las Nevada and its people, the more they realize what is wrong. Ponk would also learn to be able to see through Quack too.

If Ponk cared about Quack the way they do with people who they held dear, Ponk would try to change both him and Las Nevada. It probably wouldn't work but they would try.

Ponk isn't a damsel in distress and changes both themselves and the people around them. So what they do with Las Nevada would be very interesting.

But what do you think?

Tldr: Ponk is a great addition to Las Nevadas and I want

let’s go!!! long ask time!!

If Ponk were to be convinced that Quack was their friend, they would willing join. Ponk doesn't have many people in their corner so they might just believe him. Especially if Quack tries to subtly undermine their faith in others.

I don’t think it would be hard for ponk and quackity to become friends tbh. they share a lot of things in common: starting casinos, a sense of losing your loved ones, losing the projects that you started and grew yourself, etc. i don’t think it would be a terrible friendship for both parties, but we, as the audience, would be aware of a power imbalance between the two.

I think if quackity tried to undermine ponk’s faith in others, it might backfire because a lot of their allies (past and present) are in Las Nevadas and it would be an internal mess if they weren’t able to collaborate with the other citizens, but i see where you’re going with this tho. instead of undermining others, i think quackity would just harp into the fact that many of ponk’s friends are in Las Nevadas already and point out the fact that they just seem lonely or isolated and try to sink into that fact. maybe quackity would try to convince ponk that the way to strengthen their faltering friendship with foolish is to be closer in proximity to foolish and in the process, become better acquainted with the members of Las Nevadas.

If we know one thing, it is that Quack reads people like a book. Ponk doesn't have someone who would fight. And Ponk wants some one who would fight for him. Foolish is a pacifist so he wouldn't jump the gun on fighting even if Ponk needed him too.

And Ponk has no reason to be suspicious. He doesn't have major beef with Quackity. If he tried to make himself appear as a friend and treated them well, Ponk would be even less suspicious.

i think ponk is simply looking for a ride or die lmao. foolish is willing to do some things for ponk, but wouldn’t jump the gun to kill someone (which, in foolish’s defense, is sensible). also, foolish is trying to shake off his pacifist ways and find a balance when it comes to violence and peace. 

and quackity himself isn’t much a pvper but is supportive in people’s time of need. quackity is also willing to stab a bitch tho and is willing to go to extremes (pans to the butcher army + techno’s execution). but in the scenario we’re both thinking about, i don’t think quackity would help ponk kill sam due to sam and quackity’s bond with one another. i’m sure quackity would feel empathetic towards ponk, but wouldn’t be ponk’s ride or die in this scenario.

But Ponk isn't easily fooled. The more Ponk would learn about Las Nevada and its people, the more they realize what is wrong. Ponk would also learn to be able to see through Quack too.

i agree with this, especially because Las Nevadas includes a lot of people ponk cares for deeply. if it didn’t pertain to their close friends, then i wouldn’t agree. ponk has said before: “you can’t scam a scammer” and quackity is kinda scamming LN citizens out of their agency in a way (idk if agency is the right word tbh). ponk would have to realize over time though or through LN citizens telling ponk the truth of how they actually joined LN.

ponk has been a strong contender as a las nevadas citizen in my opinion. i really do hope that they get involved with this storyline and has a major influence on it, but fingers crossed though.

[420pogpills]

I really, really like your input on things because it makes me feel like I'm not the only one who saw it like that?? Like how George gets treated etc. I know they have different personalities but the one thing they all have in common is bully george because to them it seems like george doesn't care. This is not just a George simp talking but ugh. I watched Sap's alt livestream and before they started talking abt George they were also trash talking each other but the thing is its always quackity and alex and dream and sapnap but no one always back up george so it's always george who gets the end of the stick lmao. But when an outsider talkshit about george they're the ones who come to the rescue so I really appreciate them for that jsjsjsjab I just got a lil bit frustrated at George's stream cos he tried to explain and they all talk over him and I'll honestly feel frustrated if I were him.

— 🌱

aww thank you i’m really glad you like anything i say! :) 

i think everyone has their personal opinions and everyone has different boundaries - so we might be a bit more sensitive than other people who may not be annoyed about this at all, and that’s totally okay! we’re allowed to feel how we feel. so don’t worry about sharing your thoughts, especially here because i absolutely do not and will not judge anyone, i am more than happy for people to come and express their worries or opinions in my inbox :)

i personally am just sharing how i feel, i am not at all trying to project my feelings onto anyone else, especially not the feral bois, and nor am i trying to talk for anyone else. i don’t know george personally, i don’t know how he feels so i won’t speculate about that, all i can speak about is how i would feel if i was in his position, and this is based on my own personality - not his.

i just know if was trying to ask my friends to stop doing something and they kept at it, it would grate on me a little. george is amazing at being unbothered, i could never be at his level. i just think there’s a limit to everything so i wonder if he’s really that unbothered, or if he will continue to be that unbothered, or if this is just how they show their affection and he loves it? idk idk but it gets a bit annoying to watch those bits now. 

this is why i want a solo george stream SO bad i literally can’t put it into words. george never talks trash about anyone when he’s streaming by himself, he’s calm and collected and just talks to his chat, he does his own things and there’s no toxicity whatsoever. it’s just been a while and i would love a break from the chaos :’)