#i love you alex <3333 💗

[hiimtheproblem87times]

I saved ur wanted poster of OC.

Im adding that to a background :)

Thanks my man, Appreciate that, now im some sharing some spoilers i've written a future comic for you

The Copycat (Part 1)

Its 10:00 pm, almost every stick is asleep, on the buildings, there is Autumn. Waiting... for what? Lights have all gone out in every town, "My...my.. Everyones asleep now.." Grinned Autumn. He then jump to another building & another, until he reach the Rocket Corp base

he then started looking down, wondering how he get in.. "Hmm.. No Security... Perfect." Proudly said Autumn. He then Went inside and Explore around this Place for a while..

"Now... Where is Victim's Office..." Said Autumn, "of course, the stupid elevator :/" Says Autumn, Lil angry.

(He has Anger issues when its elevators do you want another mini story? Now Fuck off.)

He then Went inside the Elevator and got a little Mad with the Buttons, "Oh Stupid buttons, Stupid Elevators.. i hate Elevators..pssh..." angerly said By him, he finally makes his way to the office and look smt thats similar to Vic

"Anything Similar..Anything... ..a lighter..? Damn they smoke, a picture of a glasses guy..? Weird... ..a- A FUCKING CONDOM WHAT THE FUCK??? no no.. gotta ignore that. Aha! yes, a picture of...him..? Close enough, Now... i need one more-"

"Enough. What are you doing here?" Says Victim. "Well... shit.." Quietly says Autumn.

End clip.

This is all i have to share, i aint gonna do a full one. (maybe bc i'm a terrible writer idk)

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

Sorry I tried leaving this as comments on your reply to my ask but there was just too much waffle and it was all jumbled so I’m putting it here😂😂

Sorry it took me a MARATHON of time to reply to, I can’t explain how pleased it makes me that this comment made your day bc honestly every time you update it always seems to be during a v tough week and it’s just this ultimate stress relief and enjoyment that I so so love🥹

Just to quickly waffle about what you said, I’m so appreciative of how you fret over the characters sounding real bc it pays off SO MUCH and though I’m still of the mind that you’ve been given this unique ability to read their minds, I can recognise it must take so much studying of their characters and the words you choose and to have such a phenomenal skill <3333

And honestly I LOVE watching him have all these realisations through Suzy bc it’s so real and so satisfying and I’m so excited (but also terrified bc poor woman how do you compete with soul mates) to see how everything unfolds between them all.

And the LITTLE DETAILS that you should honestly trademark bc you do them so well 😭 but I literally have this growing list in my mind that I need to write down cause they make my heart flutter they’re so intimate and careful :’) I could literally waffle about them all day.

You’re so right, they have SUCH a special dynamic, and often I find it frustrating with real life ships bc it’s not like with films where though characters can be deep they have a specific kind of basis to them which fits a role. Real people are so complex and so it’s not 24/7 that someone gets them so right that you feel like you’re watching a segment of their lives (milex writers in general do tend to have an uncanny ability to write them brilliantly) but with you it feels like everything you write can just be added on to their actual interactions and it’s perfection.

I’m so so pleased that my ramblings had an impact on getting your confidence back to heights it should be at because I rlly can’t explain how brilliant you and your writing are so thank you thank you for all the work you put into it. I’m SO EXCITED for the next chapter 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and one day I’m gonna go into the absolute insane perfection that is the sex scene in chapter 8 bc the realism, build up, and EMOTIONS as well as pure sexyism (almost put sexism there which wasn’t quite right 😂) is just one of the best and sauciest things I’ve ever read.

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

Also trying to add a cute lil milex hug gif to this is impossible bc they’re all far too sexually charged or emotionally unstable 😂

hiii lovely!! 💝 oh my goddddddd i swear your asks just leave me a blushing, giddy mess every single time 😭😭

i'm so glad to hear that my updates always seem to manage to coincide with a time where they're able to provide you with a little bit of comfort and escapism 🥺

honestly i've always just found other people fascinating, and have found myself imagining what the world might be like through their eyes for as long as i can remember! it's been so much fun to get to really delve deep into that in this fic, so i really love that you notice and appreciate that side of it 🥰🥰 aghhhhhh. it truly just means so much to hear that you feel i capture something real about alex and miles and their dynamic in this fic, thank you 🥺

also STOP your flailing about the smut scene is too sweet 😭 i am SO glad you felt all the build up and emotions worked, and honestly any time you feel like going into it, please don't hold back - i am more than happy to hear your thoughts! it was hands down one of my favourite bits of the whole fic to write, actually 🥰

once again your utterly lovely words have lifted my spirits so much, thank you for your kindness and generosity in taking the time to share your experience of reading four walls with me 💖 you're an absolute gem and i cannot WAIT for your to read chapter nine! (which will be posted tomorrow... 😉)

(god you were not wrong about the milex hug gifs, were you?! aghhh they're both so ridiculous 😭😭 anyway here, have them being their silly, playful selves having the best time together! sending you all the best vibes for your weekend 💜🌟)

[sammygender]

contenders for favourite spn episodes for my own reference so i can use this to narrow down a smaller list of my actual favourites<3

- PILOT LOVER FOREVER

- faith

- nightmare

- in my time of dying

- playthings

- houses of the holy

- all hell breaks loose part 1

- the kids are alright

- mystery spot

- lazarus rising <3 i am NOT immune to s4 angel stuff.

- metamorphosis <3333

- after school special

- in the beginning

- i know what you did last summer

- sex and violence

- the rapture is reallly good

- WHEN THE LEVEE BREAKS💗💗

- free to be you and me

- the end

- dark side of the moon

- swan song

- the man who would be king?? idk maybe not

- the girl next door 💗💗💗

- repo man💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

- i think i really liked reading is fundamental of i’m thinking of the right episode?? with meg and kevin. actually this shouldn’t be on this list at all cause a lot of other eps are this quality but i’m putting it here cause i’m curious to see if i’m thinking of the right ep and will check when i rewatch

- the great escapist and/or sacrifice? love sam trials arc and don’t remember which of these are better

- I THINK IM GONNA LIKE IT HERE 💗💗

- ROAD TRIP💗💗💗💗💗

- alex annie alexis ann

- baby

- o brother where art thou/the devil in the details i forget which has more sam cage stuff

- red meat

- american nightmare

- the big empty

- beat the devil/exodus i forget which one has more sam & lucifer & jack stuff 😭

[wave2tyun]

AHHHH ALEX!!! hey pookie ive missed u sm ong 😞😞 sori for not reaching out lately, ive been tryna balance school and other stuff esp rn on the holidays!! but anyway i love being able to see u back on my dashboard again '!!! how have u been!!!! 💕💕💕💕🫶🩷🩷🩷💖💘💓💗💘💝💕💓

xoxo, saku 🌸

SAKU MY POOKIE HI HIIIIIII I'VE MISSED YOU TREMENDOUSLY!!!!!!!1!1!!!🫂🫂💘💖💞💞💘💘 it's completely okayyy please take care and i hope school isn't too hard on you:( if you ever feel like letting things out, i'm here!!!🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️💓💞💖💘💕

i've been doing good!!!!!<3333 going to the beach and devouring some ice cream, but unfortunately there has been no choi soobin in sight so far😣 WHERE is my summer romance love story???????????!!!!😞😞

[starmotions]

ahh my lovely friend! happy birthday!! i hope your year is fully of big and small joys. please know you are such a big joy in my life, and i'm happy to know you and witness you, year after year. here is to another one 💗

sweet sweet alex!!! so sorry i missed this message. please know i am holding it to my heart, i adore your vibrant tenderness. to know you and be friends with you and admire you and conspire with you is so delightful. a boon i never get tired of getting!!! <3333

[stayxlix]

hi hi hi🩵💗 I had a really good week actually! I hadn't been on my phone much bc I actually moved to a new flat!! Aside from that though, I totally agree that our minds work similarly bc I pretty much agree with anything u say haha😭💗 AND NOW DID YOU JUST SAY THAT MAYBE YOU'LL WEAVE SOME OF THE TROPE INTO OTDE?!?!?!?! I AM SCREAMING. i literally live for this trope and otde omfg I'm unwell. I feel like it really fits them, not only bc they are so emotionally tied but also bc I also the love that evolves from hate (well it's always there but i hope you know what i mean😭) is really strong and pretty much consuming, since both hate and love are really strong emotions, so them combined is a heavenly disaster and makes the relationship in result pretty much disastrous (in a good way tho)!

I would also like to say that you write the tension between lix and mc so well — it's so real and never seems forced.

BUT YES THE MOODBOARD IS VERY MUCH IN PROGRESS, IN FACT IT'S ALMOST FINISHED!!! for now, I decided to portray their relationship/the overall feel of the series rather than them as specific characters (or specifics of the story BC IT WOULD BE SO LONG AHAGWH) and I totally agree that the two colours could definitely fit our two mains, though I would say that Felix in otde is pretty much dark red coded and mc green but a vibrant one (but I also feel like a dark green or forest green could fit really well ANJW IDK??!?!) if that makes sense? I might look into some specific shades and then see🤔 (also, why do i feel like Vans just for some reason fit otde...)

ALSO you are not rambling!! I'm so glad you are sharing your thoughts on this too bc I wanna hear EVERYTHING you have on your genius mind💗 i'm so unbelievably happy that my asks make you giddy 😭😭 I always love LOVE LOOOVE to read your answers and really make sure to go through everything that you said, just to make sure that I didn't miss anything! No seriously I appreciate you sm and I'm so glad I've found you, your blog, and your beautiful story😭🩵

I AM ALSO VERY MUCH GLAD THAT YOU SHARED YOUR PLAYLIST, sorry for yelling but I listen to it veeeeery often (maybe too much for my own good...) and I'm still so happy that I could share mine with you! At first, I was pretty scared that you wouldn't enjoy some of the songs, since I wasn't sure what you like/enjoy and I haven't met many people who listen to crosses/ onlyoneof but now that I know you like it (and listen to it DAILY??!?!?!? OMFG) I'm so incredibly excited and giddy and ahahwbwbbw

I love you too, Alex😭🩵 thank you for enjoying my rants even if they are so long (especially this one💀) and responding! You always brighten up my day, and I really really really appreciate you sm! 🩵💗 you're really special to me too🩵 stay safe, and I wish you VERYYY good luck with everything! Stay safe and take care dearest, i love you and am sending another hug your way🩵

hi love🩵🩵🩵 i hope youre getting settled in at your new flat<3333 im no stranger to how much of a pain in the ass moving can be lol, so im very happy to hear that you had a good week despite how crazy busy i’m sure it was💕

(ITS TRUE I DID LET IT SLIP THAT I MAY OR MAY NOT BE ACTIVELY WORKING ON WEAVING IN SOME OF THE TROPE INTO OTDE) it’s just too good not to😭😭 and if we’re being honest i have been quite obsessed with the whole idea of it ever since you brought it up🤭 because let me tell you i am WEAK for any kind of love that evolves from hate (or maybe love that grows stronger from hate since, like you said, it’s kind of always there??) and that is exactly why enemies to lovers will forever be my number one trope.!!!!! well really just anything angsty but the two kind of go hand in hand i guess. and (maybe it makes me a bit of a sadist😂) but i absolutely crave love that begins with tragedy or heartache like don’t make it easy give me angry passion and raw emotion make me feel something😭😭. because it makes the bond between two characters that much stronger when they do eventually fall in love/realize their feelings for each other (okay i need to relax or this is actually going to be the longest reply anyone has ever written on this website😂)

ahhhh🩵🩵 it makes me so happy to hear that you like the way ive written the tension between mc/lix so far🥹🥹because tension between characters is something i always look for when im the one reading fics, so this makes me so incredibly happy/giddy/elated/all of the above ugh (giving you a forehead kiss rn🥹💕)

AND HOLD UP. DID YOU JUST SAY THAT THE MOODBOARD IS ALMOST FINISHED?!?!?!!?!?!!! i loveee that you ended up deciding to portray the overall vibe/relationship as a whole (even though though i don’t think it could ever be too long lol) and i am so very excited to actually get to SEE your interpretation of the story in a moodboard because i have a certain vibe/energy while im writing it and i am just suuper curious about how that might all be interpreted by someone who reads it (especially you my 🩵). AND I WAS GOING TO PICK LIX AS RED (specifically dark red YES) and mc as green!!!! i was going to include this in my last response i swear✋(but then i decided not to because i wasn’t sure if you might think the opposite and i didn’t want to put any kind of pause to your creative flowww) but come on, it’s us i should have known we’d have the same opinion lmao. (also your comment about vans made me chuckle, because it’s so random and yet, i can TOTALLY see it😂)

“I was pretty scared that you wouldn't enjoy some of the songs” omg don’t you ever be afraid to show me something!! i am always open to trying new things especially when it comes to music so i was thrilled to see a number of songs on your playlist that i hadn’t heard before. i promise.💕💕

i am so glad you don’t think my responses are too long (although you might change your mind after this one😂) but like you said, i just want to make sure i get to touch on every little detail because you have been so kind to me and you have put so much thought behind your asks and the playlist/moodboard are so much more than i could ever have asked for to come out of this, so i owe you that much at the very least😭💕and i am so so thankful that you stumbled across me and my little blog/story🥹 i have so much love and admiration for you and it just keeps growing<333 thank you for sharing your rants with me🩵 and for not giving up on me even though it might take me a day to respond🥹 (work sucks lol) but just know that you make me feel so special and seen and appreciated here🩵 i love you too, you take care of yourself, okay?? i wish you nothing but the best as you get settled into your new home and i am sending the biggest hug your way tonight🤗💕💕

[kylewalker-peters]

ELEANOR!!! wishing the happiest of birthdays to u angel <3333 i adore u and u adore annoying u even more. u are so so funny and smart and big brained and i’m so glad we bonded over the infamous bvb zombie au bc now i know u!!! love u so much, can’t wait to beat u again at mini golf soon 💘💕💖💞💓💗

Alex I love yooooooou thank you so much beloved

[nathanbatemanfucker]

alex hi bestie!! how are u?

I wanted to stop by for our weekly check in <3. I hope life hasn’t been too hectic lately and that u had a lovely weekend!! sending u all the love and wishes for the happiest week in the world 🫶🏼💕💗

(with some more triple frontier oscar bc yes this is so dark but the WINK!!!) love youuuuuuu <3

H my absolute love, weekly check in lets gooooo! i was being emo the day you sent me this so sorry it took a minute but im out of that and feeling better! it’s been touch and go here a little bit but i think todays a good day and hoping the rest will follow similarly. how are you??? how’s classes????

ok time for me to be SOOOOOO normal about this man he’s…santi is just….the wink the hair the facial hair…he’s so sexy and FOR WHAT!?

thank you for stopping by and for this lovely gif(t). love youuuuuuu <3333

[bfish]

hi moon!! just wanted to drop in and say hello and i hope you’re doing well <3333

ALEX MY LOVE 💗💗💗💗💗 im ok !!! a little stressed out at the moment cause exams are coming up but it should be alright :^) how are you ? hope you’ve been doing ok ilysm <3 <3

[nathanbatemanfucker]

hi my dear alex 💗 i just wanted to stop in and say that i hope your week has been good! im sending you the biggest tightest most coziest hug ever and tons of good energy bcs its what you deserve! love you forever and i hope you have the best weekend! 🤍 xoxo

my sweet mely!! sorry this has sat here for a bit, ive been on vacation and all over the place. it has been a fantastic week in sunny cali and tomorrow we go back home :(((

i hope this past week and weekend were as wonderful as you are <3333 love you so so bad

[nathanbatemanfucker]

ALEX, MY LOVE, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! wishing you all the best for 2022, i hope it only brings you good things !!

(sappy moment below the cut!)

i was browsing my own gallery at 2am the other day, as one does, and i found a memory from a year ago that i saved for this moment - Last year when i spent new years in my room distracting myself by listening to 1D (apparently) and i had you and our lovely discord to keep me company and make me feel loved <3 very happy to still have you in my life for another passage of time! i love you so much, you deserve the world !! <3333

LOVE YOU!

(apologies for the sappy post but i had to the second i saw this image!!)

Ana my sweet sweet love, happy new year to you! yours is gonna be so absolutely amazing just like you, i know it.

this screenshot has me so 🥺🥺🥺🥺??? im so lucky to have found you and the rest of our baddies in that discord. still blows my mind that it’s been a year? but the sentiment still stands! you are never ever alone, always right here. love you to pluto 💗