#i need a beta reader but this is pure sin oops

[paranormalplanet]

you know you're serious about a fic when you pull open google maps, start doing math, and have over 300 words of just "bare-bones" outline and not actually started on the chapters

[littledarlinwrites]

Bad Things

Bucky Barnes x Reader x Destroyer!Chris

Word Count: oops, my hand slipped, 2057

Author’s Note: okay, late drunk drabbles post for @the-ss-horniest-book-club, but, it’s here! This request was sent in by @definitelybuckybarnes, hope you like it babe! This is probably the filthiest thing I have ever written, big shout out to @msruchita for being my beta for this thing! Leave me love cause I’m hella needy right now. 

Warnings: smut, threesome, knife play, a bit of voyeurism and breath play.

“Whipped cream?” Bucky said curiously, but obviously a little humored as well. 

“If you only knew the bad things I like.” You said flirtatiously. “Okay, hot-shot. What’s next on your list?” You fire back. You don’t miss the blush that forms on his face before he hides his face behind his hair by looking down at his list.

“How do you feel about voyeurism?” Bucky asks with just a hint of shyness in his tone. You try not to audibly gulp, but you can’t help your thighs pressing together just a little tighter, which does not go unnoticed by Bucky. He eyes your body language carefully to gauge your reaction, and so far everything is showing good signs.

“Well, uhm, that depends.” 

“On what?”

“On how you feel about threesomes.”

“I think we’ll have an interesting night, doll.” Bucky had been working with Chris lately and saw the way you would be a little distracted any time he walked into the room, twirling his knife deftly between his fingers. Bucky knew from experience that you had a bit of a knife kink. So he knew just the man for the job. Bucky waited, letting some time elapse due to conflicting schedules, and the conversation slipped from your mind. Work began getting more and more stressful with more tasks being added on to your workload and some of your coworkers becoming infuriatingly lazy so you would have to go back over their work. You had to constantly make decisions you weren’t used to making and you couldn’t wait to hand over the reigns to someone else. You walked into your shared apartment with Bucky, your heels painful, but before you could kick off your heels you felt a strong arm wrap around your waist and stubble brush against your neck before you felt lips and teeth. A sharp intake of breath released into a moan reverberated through you. You instantly melted into Bucky’s arms. You felt his metal hand at your hip while his flesh one worked at unbuttoning your blouse. At the feel of a third hand grabbing you however, you tensed, your eyes flying open to see who was in front of you. The surprise was a peasant one. 

“Relax doll,” came Bucky’s deep voice from behind you, “let us take care of you.”

You gave a small nod, your eyes quickly becoming half lidded from lust due to Bucky’s ministrations and the thoughts of what Chris would possibly do to you. Chris takes a step forward before claiming your red painted lips with his own. His tongue begs at your lips for entrance and you grant it. As his tongue explores your mouth you begin to push his denim jacket from his broad shoulders. He obliges, but you can feel his lips quirk into a smirk against yours. Your hands make their way to the edge of his shirt before you feel his rough hands wrap around your wrists. You moment of confusion is cleared when you feel him guide you forward without breaking the kiss. 

As soon as you enter the bedroom you feel Bucky leave from behind you. It isn’t until you begin to hear his clothes drop to the floor that you look up to find him stripping. When he’s down to his boxers he makes his way over to you, Chris finding his way behind you, fingertips brushing your skin and leaving goosebumps in their wake. 

“You still okay with this baby doll?” Bucky asks as he looks you in the eyes, flesh hand cradling your face. You let out a small hum before answering.

“Yes sir.” You purr. Bucky nods his head appreciatively. 

“I’m gonna join in a minute, but for right now, I want to watch, okay?” You moan at the thought and hear Chris chuckle before chiming in, “I think she likes that idea, Bucky.” You look into Bucky’s eyes to see one of the most sinful looks he has ever given you and you feel it straight in your core. 

“I bet she does,” he says under his breath. Bucky captures your lips in a heated kiss before backing away to the chair that had been moved from the corner of the room to the end of the bed. You don’t even see him lower his boxers before sitting down when Chris spins you around. His rough hands travel under your blouse, mapping out the skin beneath it before pushing it off your shoulders. His kisses leaving you breathless. He fumbles with the zipper of your skirt for a second before reaching for the short slit at the bottom and ripping it off of you and pushing you on to the bed. He cups your hot, lace covered heat with his hand, the heel of it rubbing delicious friction against your clit, while two fingers expertly move the lace aside and begin to explore you. His other hand finds the back of your bra while your back is arched and unclips it easily. You help him push the bra off of you as his fingers pinch, pull, and wonderfully twist your nipple just right while his mouth plays with the other, a mix of teeth and tongue. Moans were freely leaving you now. You could feel the coil in your belly tense as he wound you tighter and tighter. Right before you felt as if that coil would snap you looked over to Bucky in the chair, His eyes watched you hungrily, his hand stroking his veiny, pink cock. You could see the precum beading at the end, and the thought of Bucky being so turned on while watching another man play you like a fiddle sent you hurdling into your first orgasm. When you calmed down and looked up Chris’s face was nestled between your thighs, eagerly lapping up your juices and moaning at the taste of you.

“Tastes delicious, doesn’t she?” Bucky asked.

“You weren’t kidding, she is the best I have ever tasted. So sweet.” Chris replied before diving his tongue back in, eating you out like a man starved. You ground your hips into his face when he began to draw figure eights with his tongue against your clit, alternating the pressure, direction and pattern his tongue would do. When his mouth paid attention to your clit only, he slipped two fingers into where you needed him most, making a come hither motion with them to brush against your g-spot. You felt pressure build up, and Chris had to wrap an arm across your hips to keep you from squirming too much. Your hands grabbed at the sheets as your eyes screwed shut. You heard Bucky tell you to relax and let go, and at his comment, you did just that. You felt your juices flood Chris face as you let out a cry of pure pleasure. Chris lapped at you slowly as you came down from your second orgasm. You felt Bucky’s hair brush against your face and looked up to see him leaning over you to kiss you upside down. You whined in the kiss when you felt Chris’s stubble brush against your over sensitive nub. He kissed the inside of your thighs appreciatively before stepping away to finish taking off his clothes as Bucky let you sit up. You felt something get tossed onto the bed with a thud and looked over to see Chris sharp knife that he was constantly twirling between his fingers. 

“Hope your still up to play a bit more baby doll, we’re not through with you yet.” Bucky whispers against the shell of your ear. You hear the cap to a bottle of lube being opened, and your core quivers with excitement at the possibilities of everything that lay ahead of you. You feel a wet metal digit at your backside and tense for a second, but immediately relax before Bucky reminds you to. 

“Good girl.” Bucky whispers in your ear and you keen at the praise. As Bucky warms you up with one finger, working his way to two, Chris picks the knife up off the bed. Your eyes follow the shiny metal object completely entranced. You barely notice the smirk that’s playing on his face as he brings the knife to ghost around your lips before making its way to your jaw and trailing delicately down your neck. You shiver as it reaches your collar bone, and goosebumps rise in its way across your chest. He’s adding more pressure now, just enough to leave pink raised lines as it travels across your body. Your core quivering with fearful delight as adrenaline pumps through your veins. The tip of the knife reaches the peak of your breast, your breaths changing the pressure of the tip on your nipple before Chris trails the knife to the valley between your breasts and to the other side. It isn’t until you catch his hand moving in your peripheral vision that you notice Chris’s hard, naked cock in his hand. The thought of this turning him on as much as yourself causes you to clench your thighs together with need. Bucky’s flesh hand makes its way from your waist to your throat in warning, tutting you as you relax again.

“Be good, kitten.” he growls out, knowing its effect on you and causing you to let out a needy moan. Chris draws the knife over your stomach, to your hips bones, before hovering over your most delicate spot, he looks you in the eyes before grazing the cold blunt side of the blade against your woman hood. A shiver crawls up your spine as you let out a whine. Bucky at this point has three fingers stretching you ready for him, and as much as Chris loves watching you react to his knife, all he wants is to be buried deep inside of you. Bucky bends you over, his lubed cock prodding at your ass as you lick your lips looking directly as Chris’s cock. You whine as Bucky gets his tip inside of you, and Chris steps forward just enough that his cock is brushing your lips. You open your mouth to him and hum at the taste of him on your tongue.

“That’s it baby girl, suck my cock.” Chris moans out as he begins to thrust into your mouth in tandem with Bucky trusting into you from behind. Your tongue traces the vein on the underside of cock before he beings to thrust harder so your taking him completely into your mouth. Drool leaks from your mouth as tears gather in the corner of your eyes. Bucky’s hand is still at your throat, but not squeezing, he can feel Chris with every thrust. Chris pulls out of your mouth without warning and you whine at the loss of him. Bucky pulls you backwards with him as he lies on his back, your legs falling to either side of his and Chris climbs on top of the bed, lining himself up with your entrance before thrusting into you. Bucky’s hand is at your throat, occasionally squeezing, Chris is a mess of tongue and teeth at your neck, Bucky’s metal hand finds one of your nipples and one of Chris’s hands finds the other. They both thrust in perfect harmony of each other. You feel your third orgasm of the night fast approaching and you’re squirming between the causes of it. Chris is pounding into you relentlessly, as is Bucky, and you feel yourself pushed to the edge as tears fall from your face from the sheer pleasure of it all. You feel the begin to falter in their thrust and know that they are close to their own releases. Bucky squeezes your throat one last time before his hips stutter.

“Cum, for us kitten, cum on our cocks.”  Bucky comments, and your body listens as your walls flutter around Chris’ cock, milking him of everything he’s got. Your vision whites out and the next thing you know, Chris is grabbing fresh blankets that were set aside as Bucky wipes you down with a warm washcloth to clean you up. The two men settle in on either side of you and Chris hands you a water bottle to drink from, keeping a careful eye on you. You nearly choke though when you hear a telltale hiss sound.

“Whipped cream, anyone?”

[yumichanhamano]

So I started writing some meta for the QiShan Wei series I have over on ao3 (the comments might i add lol) I thought I would share them here with some more thoughts because I seem to have too many feelings about it lol

Also putting this under cut so people don’t have to deal with a long post :D

I also find that walls of text are hard to read, so I put jot notes for a quick read! And so I don’t cry myself when I go back to read this lol I’ll probably add more as I write more to the series, but let me just spill my feelings for now lol

Uh, warning for spoilers for my fics? XD You can always read them on ao3! I embedded the link above ;)

The whole idea stemmed from someone mentioning that Wei WuXian and Xue Yang both started out in similar situations, wandering the streets, hungry and tired, but Wei WuXian ended up in a better circumstance as he was taken into a prominent sect and trained into an amazing cultivator. Xue Yang, on the other hand, had to learn to survive on the streets, and I would assume that he had no one to look after him and he was on his own.

I thought it would be interesting to explore this path where Wei WuXian was never taken back to YunMeng Jiang sect, lived a life similar to Xue Yang, and how he would turn out.

I’ll just focus on Wei WuXian for now, and then do the other characters later.

Wei WuXian is still the same person at the core, but his moral compass is no longer there

I wanted to keep key parts of his personality there, though his moral compass was definitely skewed over time as he learned to survive on the streets. Wei WuXian was still charming and a tad flirty, but he didn’t care for his image. He was shameless, but he was also fearless. He had nothing at his point. 

Wei WuXian’s moral compass was crumbling when he first killed a stray dog by accident in Street Rat

It wasn’t exactly clear, but the descent began when he accidentally killed a dog fighting over food. It was the first time he gained control in his life. As a child who I would assume had been taught to be kind and gentle to people and animals, it came as a shock to him. But the guilt in his heart slowly faded as he realized he had more options if he killed. Stealing was already a sin he committed many times over, but killing took time to accept.

Eventually, he convinced himself it’s something he needed to do to survive, just like stealing. It was a gradual process where he just convinced himself that he needed to do it before it became something he did.

Wei WuXian only considered the idea of harnessing resentful energy as he was unable to properly form a core

Due to his lacking of proper training, Wei WuXian was eventually able to form a core, but it’s very weak and not really useful. But by nature, Wei WuXian is very curious so when he was unable to purify the resentful energy from the corpses he and Xue Yang just chop down with their swords, he wondered if there was another way to use the energy instead of purifying it. Xue Yang also being highly intelligent would help him theorize ideas even though they had nothing to go off of except for what he experience as two sect-less people who had the very basis of a core.

Wei WuXian has no loyalties except to himself

Even though he has taken Xue Yang with him and considers him a younger brother, it’s Xue Yang who is loyal to him, not the other way around. Which then creates an interesting dynamic. Someone actually commented something really interesting but it was also very true.

I love dark!Wei Ying and the relationship between him and Xue Yang (who literally treats him like his god and master as well as his big brother all mashed up into one) and honestly it's so fun. (TheMadCatQueen69 on ao3)

And it’s true. I’ll go more into depth about his relationship with Xue Yang later, but Wei WuXian is dependent on Xue Yang in some ways, but he would not hesitant to cast him aside if it came it it. Xue Yang is more dependent on Wei WuXian than the other way around, and they both acknowledge it.

Their relationship is also fucked up but what isn’t in this AU :)

Wei WuXian would have joined the QiShan Wen sect if he found that the sect was guiltless when it came to his parent’s death

Aside from it being the sole drive Wei WuXian had to live, it also served as a basis for why he would attack Wen sect. I had it planned that he would aid in the effort against Wen sect rather than assist them. With the way I was writing him, he was likely going to the side that was able to give him what he wanted, and Wen sect was just that. But nope, even i can’t have Wei WuXian join Wen RuoHan in his pursuit of power lol

Wei WuXian always craved for some semblance of a family, thus he took over QiShan Wen sect and made it into QiShan Wei sect (and you just gonna love that English one letter difference)

Wei WuXian had a family before his parents died. I wanted their deaths to be related to the Wen sect, but I never planned to that detail oops.

That aside, Wei WuXian always liked having people around. He liked having people to talk to and what not. It was incredibly lonely the years after his parents death and when he found Xue Yang, which I think is about 7 years? I have to revisit my own fic to check, but it’s late and I should be sleeping now haha oops

I never intended for Wei WuXian to have anything planned, aside from seeking revenge. After meeting Xue Yang, he added Xue Yang’s revenge to his plans, but nothing outside of that. He never thought about what he would do after.

His original intention to befriend people in QiShan Wen sect was simply to learn all the connections he needed to find out whether or not his parents’ death were related to him. But through building those relationships, he found himself liking the people around him so he decided to make a home in QiShan, after taking down the sect leader.

Hey look, another parallel to Xue Yang, playing house to make you feel better (:

Wei WuXian is indifferent to killing, he doesn’t prefer it

I feel like this is something important to mention? Even though this is a dark!Wei WuXian idea, he doesn’t prefer to kill people or torture them. He only sees it as an option. I feel like this Wei WuXian is quite detached from his emotions but at the same time recognize that they exist in certain moments. There are moments were he lets himself feel, but he always denies the feelings of sadness, tricking himself to think that he’s happy when in reality, he hasn’t properly grieved over his parents’ death and is still a little strung up about it.

Wei WuXian has a very twisted idea of love. He does actually love Lan WangJi, but he doesn't recognize it and act purely on instinct.

I had the biggest headache trying to fit wangxian into this because i need my ship to be together lol I was originally going to keep it solely focused on Wei WuXian and Xue Yang by posting the first oneshot and leaving it at that, but people were interested for more so there’s more :D

I’ll talk more about the relationship when I mention Lan WangJi and his characterization at some later date )hopefully not too much later). 

For Wei WuXian, I had been wondering what his feelings and thoughts were in If You Would Have Me since it was  focused on Lan WangJi and how he fell in love with Wei WuXian. Even i had doubts that what Wei WuXian felt was love despite how he acted. (Not going to lie, these hands write what they want, so half the things I write aren’t even planned). Lan WangJi was actually infatuated with Wei WuXian at first, when they first met, but it turned into love over time.

But for Wei WuXian, Lan WangJi was a source of entertainment, even just someone to keep him company after he left Xue Yang behind. It didn’t have to be Lan WangJi, had it been anyone else offering to accompany Wei WuXian, he would have accepted.

Even when they met again during the Sunshot Campaign, I don’t think Wei WuXian loved Lan WangJi yet. It was more like a seeing an old friend.

Wei WuXian being Wei WuXian, is naturally a tease. So when he invited Lan WangJi to drink with him that night, it was all a game to Wei WuXian. And to quote my beta reader, they fucked that night. (thanks friend, you’re the best). Even then, it was all part of the game he was playing.

While he was genuinely taken to Xue Yang in some weird brotherly relationship, his relationship with Lan WangJi was more of a fascination of how far he could bend someone to his whim. Wei WuXian just does things that feel right to him, holding Lan WangJi’s hands, sitting on his lap, kissing him, fucking; it’s not out of love.

I think that once Wei WuXian actually spends time with Lan WangJi, he does actually fall in love (which I haven’t written yet haha). Wei WuXian does whatever he wants because he knows that Lan WangJi will still be there with him at the end of the day. Lan WangJi’s unconditional love for him is likely what causes him to fall in love, but he doesn’t recognize it and still thinks and act as if it’s all a game to him. (which now I want to challenge but it’s going to be heartbreaking to all of us :) )

Anyway, it’s late and I gotta get to bed. Gonna slap this on twitter and then head off. Will do Lan WangJi and Xue Yang some other day. I’m thinking of doing on for Mo XuanYu as well, but it’ll be significantly shorter until I actually develop his character more, so I know actually write a little more for the series before writing something for him! (also send me a message if you spot a mistake, I’ll fix it lol)