#i spairned my back yesterday and everything is pain
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#this has been such a shitty week and were only on wednesday#my rent will be raised in may w 30 euros#i spairned my back yesterday and everything is pain#and top of everything i just. cant get myself a fucking job#for the last month i have been waiting an answer while constantly exchanging emails from this one place i really really wanted to go#and the ceo there said id really fit there but none of the project managers seem to want to take#me as their apprenctince or whatever i cant come up with a better word#so now i gotta keep looking but ive already sent so many applications and 0 asnwers#i just dont get it what is so incredibly wrong with me that i get no answers#its this same struggle every single spring#im so so so scared i wont have a job this summer#like hello im turning 25 and have had like . one proper summer job since turning 18#it fucking sucks so fucking bad i just dont get whats wrong with me#am i really that bad at writing applications??? i just dont get it aaaaaaaaa#im so sick of everything i just want a job please give me a job#im so tired of stressing out money everything costs so fucking much and i just know the prices will never lower again#bc we live in a capitalistic hellhole#im disappointed in me and everything and#idk i wish i could sleep for the next 3944 months
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