#i struggle so much with daytime medication 😭 i just do not have the motivation to take it :( | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vanillabat99 · 1 year

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I think I might have another ulcer, since I'm experiencing the exact same thing as last time, however I refuse to spend my birthday in the hospital. I've been trying to ignore it for like a month now and I haven't been feeling worse, so hopefully waiting another week doesn't kill me!

I'm a little freaked out about it since if it is an ulcer, then I might have something a bit more serious going on. Last time we thought it was due to my painkillers, which I haven't taken since, so I have no idea what might be causing it this time. On top of all that, I'm likely going to have a lapse in insurance coverage and I have no idea how that would impact a sudden hospital trip. At the very least, my digestive system is fucked up 😔

#and i did just. stay on the medication they gave me for my ulcer last time since it helped with a whole bunch of stuff.#so idk what that means in terms of treatment options if it is an ulcer since like. whatever im taking now isnt stopping it.#like its been the best med so far for reflux issues and other tummy problems but lately its been acting up again #its highly likely that its because i stopped taking it twice a day and only kept up with once a day #i struggle so much with daytime medication 😭 i just do not have the motivation to take it :(#now is really the worst time for a medical scare and i just. im so tired. my heart is still fucked up and cardiology ghosted me.#still trying to figure out my therapy situation too. like. theres just so much going on ._.#i just gotta make it through friday. i just wanna have my birthday. after that i can have a medical emergency.#i swear to god i will be having my birthday. its like the only good thing that happens in spring. i need to make it through my birthday.#i am having a rough time. sorry for all the negative blogging the past few months.#batty blogging #text

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