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#i think i also feel incredibly FRUSTRATED that losing weight HASN’T changed my bloodwork
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I’m 5 lbs away from being under 200 lbs for the first time in my adult life, and I’m not sure how I feel about it.
#i went to the doctor a year ago because i was worried about my relationship with food
#i was constantly hungry. constantly eating. binging multiple times a week.
#… and now i have to coax myself to eat most meals. have to schedule in lunch or i’ll skip it.
#a n d my last round of bloodwork was worse than it was a year ago
#so what the hell am i supposed to do???
#also. none of my clothes fit. but i’m still losing weight.
#how do i know where i’ll stabilize?? when do i buy new clothes??? what if i start regaining!
#i do not have anyone irl i feel comfortable talking about weight with so i
#i will put it here i suppose.
#i have a lot of feelings and thoughts about all the time i put into building myself up. body positivity.
#… and there is still so much satisfaction in seeing the scale going down
#and i think i feel guilty about that
#i think i also feel incredibly FRUSTRATED that losing weight HASN’T changed my bloodwork
#when everyone says being fat is the problem and losing weight is the solution
#….. i’m still fat. like SIGNIFICANTLY so.
#but why is it getting worse instead of better?
#😐
#it’s a mess and that’s all i know
#and also i would have to lose more than double what i already have just to drop down from ‘obese’ to ‘overweight’
#i’d have to loose 100 lbs to be a ‘healthy’ weight
#so i just………. don’t know
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