#i think the isolation of being back home is fucking wifh me
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#i think the isolation of being back home is fucking wifh me#bc like#i still talk to my bestie#and my gf#not really my bf#but thats kind of its own problem#i hope its okau#but honestly who knows#lol#but yeah#probs a good thing ill be back up near my buds next weekend#i think otherwise i might actually completely lose it#like#im halfway there already#ngl if someone was here rn its like a 50/50 split if id curl up into tjem and cry#or straight up hide#bc sometimes feeling like this gets me all embarrassed and ashamed#bc i know its dumb#but im still out here feeling it#like ik suicide isnt it#my dad proved that a million times over#id say rip but honestly he can rot#that shit fucked me up even more tyan i already was which is rude#bc i already had issues#and now i cant even really contain it#my mask is decaying actuvely#i cant do the same shit i used to manage#its all so much
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