#i was 13 and thot it was so fuckign cool and dope to kill everyone in cold blood | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

steevejr · 1 year

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i dont know whats wrong with me but every media i create just HAS to end up being a tragedy -_- like margo is intentionally like that because every character loses everything (due to their own actions!!!!!!!) but i sit down to write silly little fantasy and accidentally add the tragedy to it. it was supposed to be fun! who added the themes of loss and death to this shit!!!!!! it was supposed to be a fun silly fantasy gang adventure with clowns!!!!!!!!

#forever cursed to forever dance around the same handful of themes in every story i create #i cant even say this is beacuse of (traumatic experience of loss from 2011) because my first story ever #(mary sue vampire high school assassin if anyone cares) was ALSO a tragedy!!! and i started that in like 2007-2008 as an edgy middle school #and i think my 2020 rewrite of that story is acutally more optimistic than the orig because i think i killed off like 50% of the cast bc #i was 13 and thot it was so fuckign cool and dope to kill everyone in cold blood #anyway i think i just need to accept i will only every create tragedies and thats fine they can be funny about it but at its core its alway #a tragedy #a day in the life of steeve

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