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hinamie · 2 months

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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mars-ipan · 5 months

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happy birthday you weird little freak. it's finals season so i can't afford to make a full drawing for u rn but i can at least give you your favorite thing in the world

bonus drawing + og imgs under the cut

cannot believe that crucified!komaeda is the cuntiest i've ever drawn him. call it divine inspiration

#martzipan #nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #komahina #komaeda doesn't like sweets. so i gave him something savory in place of a cake <3 #the first time i tried to draw these i started giggling too hard to actually get anything done #the second time i tried to draw these i had a realization mid-drawing that i'm getting an art degree #i'm gonna be a professional artist. i'm gonna make art for a living #and i'm using it for this. <3 #also crucified!komaeda happened bc my friends and i were talking abt mbti types #and i found out komaeda's. and i learned he shares a personality type with some WILD figures. you should look it up he's an infj #jesus is one of them #and immediately they were like 'you should draw komaeda on the cross'#and i was like 'i've thought about it and you just made it necessary'#and then i made it. and it was beautiful #maybe i'll give komaeda an actual birthday drawing sometime after finals are over. but for now this is what he gets #i'm finally hyperfixed on dr in time for a kmda birthday and then bam. finals week. girl ur luck cycle is affecting ME too #anyways. these are the bestworst things i’ve ever drawn and maybe ever will draw #hinata ended up darker than how i actually headcanon him but it’s ok. i’d rather him be darker than lighter

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faunabel · 6 months

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actually possibly my favorite drawings of veneziano are the ones where he looks all serene and relaxed

like this one! god he's so pretty and it's so soft

i would fold if he looked at me like this. come on... do u get it? u see my vision??

#( 💭 faun thinks )#he looks so natural here like he's not trying to play any sort of role or be cheerful for the sake of it he's just <3 so relaxed #it's lovely #hetalia #aph italy #this is one of my fave canon pics of him just so u know...#i wanna brush his hair out of his face and kiss his forehead <3 #ok... that's all ur getting from me tumblr lives forever and i cannot have my raw thoughts out here in the wild hdhfhgj

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amethyst-halo · 1 year

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ok here's a full proper pangolin style goron sheet!! i was inspired by @ezlo-x to try my hand at a new interpretation of gorons and i really like how they came out!!!

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rattkachuk · 3 months

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i actually cant believe matthew is here in calgary rn

#like i can believe it its a nhler hotspot some years #but its actually wild #came back after winning the cup?!?! ur crazy girl!!#also my last month living here and he shows up #like ok my patron saint of changing and moving and growing #leave it to me to interpret a matthew tkachuk sighting as a sign from the universe #i will be delusional like that

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marchsage · 2 years

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silver’s cringefail father (spoilers up to hgss arc)

#pokespe #silver (pokespe)#giovanni (pokespe)#pokemon special #pokemon adventures #pokemon #gold (pokespe)#crystal (pokespe)#THEY ARE BOTH IN THIS just not the focus #he didn't say it out loud but i think it is Wild that he was like ok son go study under a guy who tried to end us all (lance) and then Pryce #like???? lance ok he did that in gsc. BUT PRYCE??? PRYCE?????????#i can rly only assume giovanni doesn't know pryce snatched his kid. bc like #he held up his kid in fire in frlg arc theres no way he wouldn't have annihilated pryce immediately #actually i think when i read it for the first time (magazine scans bby) i thought thats why he attacked him in ilex forest but no ig not #pryce did not deserve to come back <3 i can only assume he wasn't allowed back into the league but then again like a good chunk of ppl were #antagonists at some pt but also the other gym leaders Would Remember #my art #also gold taught them cringe and it just became a part of their lingo #imagine ur son just immediately roasting u with cringe. cringefail giovanni #wait ignore the part abt it being magazine scans i think those ended with arceus calmed down #it was first readthru i thought he was going to beat him up #i think giovanni is a good dad and could be a great dad! but also cringe dad #100n #200n #300n #you know. once i went into the pokespe tag and this was at the top and i wa slike. huh. that looks familiar

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deus-ex-mona · 21 days

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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monsterbisexual · 1 month

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the silt verses: chapter 34

chapter 38

#p #tsv #the silt verses #im being so brave n tagging this + making it rb-able. i think #posting this for my own benefit cuz it made me go nuts (positive) when i listened to ch 38 n got to this part #i was like WAIT THIS REMINDS ME OF SMTH #n then i found the right ep to check the transcript for the first one n i was like YESSSS >:)#this podcast dude.....im eating it its eating me we're (cant spell the O word) snake eating self thing #this is like. what if we were both prophets of our faith (in different ways i think)#n bargaining w our god for the safety of our loved ones #basically threatening it w the power we have over it #And we were both trans??? :O #Also! how theyre both v like jaded abt their god when they started w good intentions (paige)#or like such zealous belief n feel the bad actions u do are justified by ur faith n its for ur god etc (faulkner but i worded it badly)#now that im rambling here: anyway i do miss that faulkner era sldjk like hes still doing fucked up stuff ofc #but at this point he admitted he doesnt feel the same abt the trawler man n is maybe more like carpenter at the beginning of the series #ok 38 made me cry it was wild actually. the stuff w his dad got me dude!!!#him telling raine that hes wanted to like confront his dad for not being around for him+his brothers n basically abandoning him eventually #but now that theyre together again he cant cuz his dad isnt even like. himself sometimes n needs to be looked after etc #this podcast is great w complicated parental/family relationships i think. faulkner n his alive brother+dad #paige w her dad + carpenter w nana glass #anyway back to 38 lol n when faulkner had to comfort his dad who thought he was his abusive uncle not his son n kept repeating #''i love u. im not him'' jeeeeez #then when his dad is more coherent n they have a long talk abt how faulkner (richard lol) has been n that he thinks hes rly fucked things u #<- CORRECT #OHH n the trans stuff omg like 'ur voice is deeper than last time i saw u' n feelin bad he couldnt afford #testosterone when faulkner was younger n stuff n saying how he looks n sounds suits him n skdjdk wah #ok posting this before i can regret it byeee

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itsmiyamore · 1 month

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Unfortunately my toxic trait is thinking I can find at least one Maisie Peters song to suit people's taste

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#even tho it was so hard for me. ofc when u can only communicate via the internet so much is lost i think... sm extra things u need to be #more secure kinda? like physical presence does a lot on its own #but yeah.. ok i actually wrote more but u can only have 30tags per post and safari on ur phone does not tell u when it's stopping so half o #what i wrote just disappeared ._. i cant rmbr what i said... and i mean this is just for myself to vent but grr im so annoyed #yeah just that he was sm more patient than i realized. i just was in the start of learning how to live w my avpd #i wasnt able to do a lot. even if i wanted to. he helped me sm to uncover things in myself to start that thing within me #i just desperately wish i had found him earlier and that i've been this far along in my anti avpd limitation abilities.... truly wish that #so im trying to accept it and just think bc i dont have a choice :') i've never wanted anyone like this and that just is how it is #i will always love him simply bc he is who he is #he's so so cool and amazing to me in so so many ways. and i always loved just how he talks and communicates bc it resonates w me #and there are simply sm details i just adore. but yeah... i probably shouldnt think abt that? i feel like.. it isnt my place to think abt i #but it is what it is but it hurts so incredibly much. will i ever be able to let go of him? the love i couldve experienced? the wonderful #person i couldve been with? will i be able to stop thinking abt all his great qualities and how much i wish he was mine? and all the things #wanna do and talk abt with him? he's just.. he just is .. i cant describe it. it feels like more than just earthly love...#maybe i sound insane or too intense or dramatic or smth but.. it feels so much larger than everything #so i struggle sm with letting go bc i want to touch him and i want to love him and i just want to be with him and experience everything w h #but that isnt my place. i know... why.. have i only ever felt like this w him... what do i do with this?? am i crazy? am i going insane? is #there smth wrong with me?#he is worthy of everything and he is so so wonderful but is there smth wrong w me for being so..#for having love that actually truly is all consuming? what is this... it's scary. esp when i cant unleash it. it's like a wild beast i have #to learn how to tame. and i want to be able to find mutual love too. but i cant force anything. will the universe grant me that?#i cant imagine myself ever being able of letting go of him but if that is what the universe has planned then..#ok im actually starting to sound intense and weird and idk O.O i think i think too much #.. it hurts that i wont get to do all of the things and talk abt all the things i wanna do w him. i'll never get to hug him...#if i could ask for only one thing it'd be one hug from him....#maybe is ound crazy but with all my disorders and feeling disconnected from the world.. and finding someone that makes me feel tethered #and safe and real.. and having to let go bc it just wasnt meant for me... why is the universe so cruel.#in the end i care abt him so much i just want him to be loved. i want him to finally feel loved.#someone else.. someone else without avpd can do that for him. i want him to be oh so so loved and .. yeah.. :(#i wish i couldve loved him as he deserves but .. its not my place. not my place... all i want is to hear his voice and live in his arms

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byanyan · 4 months

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can't tell if it's just a good day or if this epiphany/shift in thinking is actually gonna last 🤔

#I have been out in public all day but I'm like. still doing good. I've had a really nice time actually.#I prioritized my comfort re: clothes & other sensory issues and like. decided to (try) to stop caring so much what anyone thinks of me?#and it's working?? wild. granted I think I was already on an upswing w the whole Depression thing but like.#idk. idk idk tmw ur like 'ok I'm probably autistic so I'm gonna just start accommodating myself'#and u suddenly start having a less miserable time lmfjajfkgsh #anyway yeah hi I'm alive I'm feeling p good & I'm?? gonna have a nice new laptop next week????#it's uh. it's been a day lmao (but like in a GOOD way for once ajfkgsg)#I'm vibin. maybe I'll be vibin enough to write once I'm home. maybe I'll just read all night again. who knows??? not me!!!!#but I do think regardless of whether I write tonight or not I'll be back into things v soon 👀#byan is rattling the bars of their kennel again & I've had more energy the last day or two sooooo 🤞#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw

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chemicalarospec · 5 months

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pro tip: if you ever find yourself in a situation with people, you can leave.

#thought up this post this morning before i encountered any situations or people #but employed this advice right now #acquantiance 1: 'well i'm friends with trans people but living with them...'#me internally: umm....? like i get being more comfrotable with living somone with the same body type and gender identity as you #but phrasing it that way is uhhhh...#acquantance 2 (trans): 'yeah there are different kinds of trans people'#me internally: no way they're about to discriminate against trans femmes trans mascs and stuff....#acquantine 2: 'like some are chill but some are aggressive... i mean i used to be that way when i was younger but...'#me internally: ur doing Gay People I Don't Respect in 2024???????#so i got up and left. wild.#I said this #i knew acquantiance 2 was an ass cuz i had a friend who says they bullied her but damn ok i forgot how much i dislike them

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pup-pee · 8 days

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EVERYTIME I SEE ROY OR CISSIE OR JUST ANY1 HOLDING A BOW & THE ARROW IS ON THE WRONG SIDE I TAKE -50 HP

PLSPLSPLSPSL PLSSS PLS JUST KEEP IN MIND THE ARROW WILL ALWAYS B ON THE OPPISITE SIDE OF THE ARM THATS PULLING BACK

#ITS JUST AAAAAAWO:IIIIIIIILKHFKKAKSKKKK #whenever i see improper form its not the biggest deal bc i get poses #but when i see gravity getting neglected? i go WILD I IICANT PLSPLSPLPLS #AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #pls from 1 artist who was an archer 2 another artist pls keep it in mind pls holy mother of arrows #its not THAT BIG OF A DEAL #ok i just see it a lot #im more upset when it happens in the comics cause its like mannnnn ur suppossed 2 do some research right?#sighhss #srry arrowfam fans or whatever idk what 2 say i just god pls goddddddd

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍

#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around #pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable #my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters #no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time #gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt #but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years #and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again #but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and #others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard #it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl #bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either #and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for #but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own #bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me #but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form #and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind #and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will #and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing #and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense #its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out #and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up #and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain #its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit #and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after #or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life #i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever #and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it #and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel #thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable

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recent-rose · 1 year

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the squad’s reaction to shinoa saying she’d kill mika to get yuu back fucking sends me into orbit. they said 🤨

#owari no seraph #catching up with the manga has been wild #yuuichiro said under no fucking circumstances is going to choose anybody but mikaela #and i love that for him #extremely codependent bfs live on #i love shinoa and id love to talk about how she actually doesnt love yuu she's just projecting onto him to feel closer to her sister #.txt #like ok shinoa ur gonna kill the one person on the planet that yuu would commit actual legit war crimes for???#you're gonna do that personally?? ok well good luck being dead because that's whats gonna happen if you get within spitting distance of mika #i love this manga #i love how all the characters catch yuuichiro disease when they step within three feet of him #all sensible thought out the window #ons

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cerealmonster15 · 11 months

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Sudden mass layoffs are so so so so prevalent in my field and it’s so scary I hate opening Twitter or LinkedIn and finding out another 200 people are suddenly out of a job and then going to the discords to check if my friends and former classmates still have a job. Wondering if I’ll be in that same boat if I do try to leave this company for one that might have better benefits bc it seems more common that bigger companies to this… like idk I wonder if we were unionized if it would help?? Idk how unions work we don’t really have them in gamedev. It’s such a wild and turbulent field sometimes. Like I still love what I do but it’s scary

#and gamers man. they can either be so sweet or so vile #u and ur coworkers can work so hard and so long to meet deadlines and stuff #and the gamers will be like well clearly the devs are lazy #best case lol. sometimes it’s doxxing!!!!!!#I’m lucky not much has happened to me but I still rememebr #how wild shit was my first few weeks here #for the people that had been on the [REDACTED] project for years #like all things considered I’m very lucky #but. things vary a lot #like am I safer here ? but is it worthy lower pay and lack of growth or satisfaction??#it’s a risk to stay and it’s a risk to go #there’s just so many factors #but I’m not applying elsewheee right now I keep stalling in my portfolio #AUUGUGHHH idk man I just.#like bungie had layoffs this week. thankfully my friends are ok still but they’re shaken and they had friends hit by it

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