#i was so upset I gained five pounds bc my candy binge and now I’ve lost six pounds
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#being anorexic sucks#it’s like always checking the scale#counting how many bites you eat#I can tell you everything I ate today down to the bites#one banana a small orange four chips one fry half a small steak like five to six bites#my legs felt like jelly#i was so upset I gained five pounds bc my candy binge and now I’ve lost six pounds#I was six pounds heavier four days ago#or maybe three#my grandma looked me in the eyes today and told me she thought I was doing something stupid with my body#im slowly killing myself I know it#my bones my organs#I can’t stop#it’s a compulsion#I have to control my weight#how much I lose#what I look like#at least my hair is growing back#70 pounds in less than a year#and what’s fucked up I have goals to hit#I wanna lose like 50 more#god this fucking sucks
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