#god this fucking sucks

[doctorwhoisadhd]

Can't imagine the time when this isn't everything. Pain so constant, like my stomach's full of rats. Feels like this is all I am now. There isn't an inch of me that doesn't hurt.

[cosmosees]

i keep trying to type shit and not being able to commit any thoughts fully but the treatment of trans women/esp trans woc on this site the past few days has been fucking abysmal and every time i think about it my chest hurts its makes me so mad. like i genuinely cant think of much to offer but if you are transfem you are loved i promise promise promise this im so sorry about how unkind the world is

[thoughts-thoughts-thoughts]

I miss you.

I miss you so fucking much my chest hurts.

It's hard to breathe when you aren't around.

But I don't want to miss you.

Missing you is pointless.

It's over.

[theultimatepumpkinpie]

Oh my god callmekevin made a video for the transphobic antisemitism game....instant unsubscribed. I'm not even checking if it's a joke.

[tackysapphic]

how am I supposed to just go to work and do laundry like everything is normal after all that yesterday.

[aroaceacacia]

TFC :((((((((((

[earlandthedyinggirl]

in my trying not to relapse era ✌️

[stirdrawsandreblaws]

vesper and magni graduating after this long a hiatus....man

and altare didn't even know, and had to cancel streams for the day

fucking oof

[oakydeer]

Bro I haven’t been able to either afford OR find my ADHD medication locally for months now.

Apparently there’s some kind of shortage on generic Adderall which is great for me cause apparently rich white kids can find it everywhere no problem to have fun with. But I need it for my brain to function properly so I can make art so my wife and I won’t starve. :))))

[good-night-space-kid]

So they officially cut my department a month ago and today the professor I work for said that they’ve offered her a buy out contract and she might be taking it 😭

[ryoki-ph]

anyway honestly i like. fully integrated, got over all of my trauma, and then.. started doing it again in lieu of a kind of mental break i had where i was very stressed.

so like fuck me i guess

[queercatboyrights]

tumblr mobile changed the low contrast mode on mobile so now all the posts are a blinding fucking white and I HATE it, give me back my dark colored posts that don't flash bang me every time I open the god damn app staff, you fucking bastards, there was NOTHING wrong with the old low contrast theme!!! in fact you've actively made it worse!!!

[astrolabelemonia]

I don't have that indomitable human spirit. I am losing this battle. I am so tired and I just want to know what to do. Maybe I shouldn't switch courses, maybe I should. What about my future career, what about my present degree. Am I going to make it? Am I going to pass? This road is not taking me well. The path is hard to travel.

[i-think-i-need-help]

shouldn’t i be crying?

[ashenmem0ries]

i fucking miss him

everything feels so empty 🥴

[aspiringstylite]

Withdraws?? Only thing i'm withdrawing from is that pussy.