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#i work at a corpo for christsake i code shit for cars there IS room to grow from here
emlos
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1 year
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#sorry but yknow there haven't been many of those recently
#so uh
#i need to drop out. stat
#i cant do this not in germany djdjskska
#just saying but it IS a step up from talking myself outta suicide every night yknow
#anyway
#it is great and i absolutely LOVE it and its my passion
#but i dont see a way to do anything good with *just* that
#i work at a corpo for christsake i code shit for cars there IS room to grow from here
#i just.
#i. am not doing well
#academically and like. job wisr
#so first step : im only allowed to do anything towards all that is when i sell shit i dont need
#aka boardgames barely played
#clearance air fryer and some figurines
#......... amassed comics
#i guess
#its a test of resolve yknow? when things get REALLY bad i either puhs through
#or get out
#and usually the fucking off and starting anew is my goto
#see: video games - art projects of EVERY kind - social and work bureaucracy fuckup - friends abd family
#point is
#i need at least a plan of a way out
#anyway an union acquaintance recommended me an autism/depression/adhd experienced psychiatrist
#so. theres that
#anyway gosh im sososos sorry
#i just. literally no one else to tell that to
#and ill need to go back and read this later
#wish i could communicate this kn German without sounding so idk childish
#see polish is patetic but german is childish and english.
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