So :) I finished Supernatural finally and now my world is crumbling down around me :))))))) MY ATTACHMENT TO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS I'VE WATCHED 15 SEASONS OF BE DAMNED I cannot beLIEVE that Dean went out like that. Like everything was GREAT???? And Sam and Dean were doing great and then BAM Dean's dead. EXCUSE ME???
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jenson and mark in goodwood??? fucking alonso is also in goodwood?????? why is everyone there? can they meet up? have a hoe down? why are there jenson and mark pics where is your throupkesmxbsldn
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tw: me being unwell about krisnix, what else is new, but i'm actually sick with the thought of krisnix being one-sidedly genuine except the side changes over time. phoenix befriends him immediately after the disbarment and sees a kind man, the only one who voted in favor of not taking away his badge, a fresh start of some kind, and falls carefully but inevitably, gives his trust carefully but inevitably as well. his heart recalls the softness of love that was there with iris in college: he finds himself a little lovesick sometimes, laughs at the feeling of that warmth and joy but cherishes it. kristoph laughs at it as well, to himself.
they watch each other, in different ways: phoenix looks at how the sun gets caught in kristoph's pale hair when it's down, while kristoph watches with the determination of a predator and the fear of the prey.
phoenix starts noticing other things, though. the stiffness of the movements, the feeling of something left unsaid, the way kristoph hides and locks up and fixes his glasses as if to hide his eyes from the world. so phoenix does more research, and the more he knows, the colder that feeling in his heart grows.
but to kristoph, the information has been given freely. he has been watching, he has been asking, he has been paying attention - so now he knows phoenix's vulnerabilities and weaknesses, but he also knows how he likes his tea and how much he loves his daughter and how his hair stays spiky even after he washed it. when phoenix asks to play a game of poker with him, kristoph finds himself unable to refuse. years later and imprisoned, he says phoenix's friendship was never genuine, but his own feelings on the matter are best not to be voiced.
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No because if I had been driving for NINE HOURS and my little brother and his boyfriend hit me with "she's a genius Jonathan" I would've killed them
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Does anyone have screenshots with Tim and Alex on screen together?
I'm (maybe) making some sorta toxic yaoi wallpaper or collage or something, and they need to be the stars.
So...
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
(I'm not feral, I promise. I just want my hatelove boys. I want to see them on my screen constantly because they being me immense joy. I'm sane.)
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Coworker: is being micromagining and misogynistic
Me internally: what if I killed myself in front of you right after you said that stupid shit and made you rethink everything you ever said for the rest of your life. What if I traumatized you forever, huh. What if they cleaned up my corpse and you still found bloodstains on the products and it kept you up at night. What if I forced my death on you and permanently changed your life for the worst. What if, huh
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i'm having feelings about the way mental health has been discussed in this album and tbh none of them are good... as someone who was drawn to taylor's lyricism when i first started listening to her i'm only enjoying this album because i like the music production lol i'm straight up ignoring so many lyrics. not that there aren't any good ones it's just that so many of them are making me feel icky. idk i know it's meant to be raw or whatever but so many lyrics sound so unkind when it comes to dealing with mental health issues specifically. what do you think about it, especially since you're majoring in psychology?
This is such an interesting point, because I've been having several thoughts about the way mental health is being discussed in the fandom rn. Right from swifties giggling at the that one interview where she says "I don't need therapy. I'm sane." (as if therapy is only for someone "insane", whatever that is) and joking about the psych ward, taking the asylum and functional alcoholic lyrics in light and lowkey making fun of someone's addiction is just....disgusting? I think taylor tried to be earnest in her portrayal of her struggles but it's getting lost in translation for me, because some of the lyrics seemed to not only imply that her partner's struggles with depression or addiction were a reason for the relationship to fall apart (which is fine, that happens and is an extremely difficult process for both partners) but also point out how it's their fault for not being able to get over those struggles? I keep reiterating that I still haven't played the album in its entirety so it's possible I'm missing a few facts, but there is a very fine line between expressing your mental health issues through art in a way that is cathartic and important to the artist + inspiring to their audience and cherry picking imagery that you find the most "aesthetic" for your art with little concern over how those who actually experience these issues may perceive it + its actual public reception
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