#i'm here for it!

[xjoonchildx]

jungkook really said you can dry those tears with this usher performance video and yes, thank you, i think i will

[dejavusss]

@taroet said: ” i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. ” james to ruby ):

bullshit!  who  left  who  here?  in  front  of  those  rich  jerks  who'd  wore  self-satisfied  smiles  like  loaded  guns.  the  arsenal  their  family  names  provided  was  impenetrable.  she  knew  james  capable  of  being  cruel  but  they  were  supposed  to  have  moved  past  that  ─  now  all  that  tender  longing  collected  in  the  center  of  her  stayed  untouched  walled  off  behind  concrete  she'd  constructed  herself.  and  the  insides  of  her  palms  burned  from  the  effort  it  took  to  keep  all  her  hard  work  intact.  “  don't  ─  ”  a  crack,  growing  in  size  the  longer  they  stand  there,  taking  up  each  others  space,  she  can  feel  the  warmth  of  his  body.  remembers  the  exact  shape  of  his  arms  around  her  .  .  .  but  the  eyes,  oh  those  were  the  worst.  he  could  hold  all  his  emotions  there  and  still  it  felt  like  drowning.  why  can't  heartbreak  be  tied  off  neatly  with  a  bow?

“      .  .  .  you've  made  it  more  than  clear  what  you  want  and  it  certainly  isn't  me  so  do  go  back  to  forgetting  i  exist.      ”      there  is  so  much  that  needs  to  be  done  in  the  now,  an  interview  that  could  very  well  decide  her  future  to  focus  on  and  he  wants  to  talk  now?  after  weeks  of  keeping  her  at  arms  length?  no.  absolutely  not.        “      leave me be, james.      ”

[terrence-silver]

"Sooner or later, you'll understand. I had to do this. This is for your own good, okay? Let me take care of you."

I love this for Terry. As terrifying and restrictive and authoritarian as he most definitely is, under the surface, I feel like there's a little ember of well-meaning there. Because his way is obviously the best and only way.

---

Terry is good.

Terry Silver is good.

He's done so good.

Sure, the room to your chambers is locked, and you had carved iron bars on all of your windows installed as a precaution, but that was the way it has to be because it is an extreme measure in a likewise extreme situation. Because you're acting extreme, so he counters you in extreme ways, his hand extremely pushed. Don't you know that the energy you put out into the world is the energy you'll inadvertently get back? The glass you pour into is the glass you drink from? Especially where he was concerned? That if you bite him he'll simply neuter you? De-claw and skin you singlehandedly so you can't do that shit anymore, keeping your hide and teeth as trophies? All these things; plush, velvet gold-embroidered thread pillows. Egyptian cotton covers. Heavy brocade drapes. Antiques. Persian carpets. Original Majolica lamps. Cobalt decorations drawn out in silver ornaments. A window overlooking the skyline of Los Angeles from The Hills for your abode - all of it at the palm of your hand. He's done so well. For you. Terry could and would do even better, if you only let him. There's a pool on the ground-floor. An army of staff, waiting to serve you. A wardrobe he's compiled for you that you haven't even had a chance to check. Twenty eight cars in just one the garages alone. Artwork and jewelry. A private plane, willing to take you anywhere. And him, just a corridor away from your room. What kind of idiot says no to heaven? One in need of being taught a lesson, clearly. And since you were Terry Silver's idiot, the task and the right was his and his alone.

-"Sooner or later, you'll understand. I had to do this. This is for your own good, okay? Let me take care of you."-

He reasons with you, from the other side of the locked door, caressing its edges, like a lover does. Not because he's afraid of you or your tiny, downright amusing fists banging on the hard, massive wooden surface --- far from it --- it entertained him almost, and aggrieved him just as much; this lack of appreciation on your part; Terry could easily subdue you in one swift move and avoiding physical confrontation was not why this door was placed between you and him --- but because you did't deserve to see him. You've been ungrateful. You've lacked discipline. You weren't ready to receive. And he'd teach you to how to receive, in due time. Taught you would be. If you simply smashed up the whole chamber you were kept in and all the beautiful things in it, you'd sleep in a messy, sad wreckage, and that would serve no one but your own discomfort. If you rejected all the fine food you were brought, you'd merely go hungry and torment yourself. If you spat at him he'd wipe it off with his finger placed into his mouth and smile at you, tasting it. But, you wouldn't leave. You wouldn't. Because if an animal could be made to understand --- if an animal that bites could be tamed, have its claws cut, if it could be trained, collared, taught to sit, stand to attention, to expect its bowl when fed, to accept pets, to allow itself be bathed and taught tricks, why should people be any different? Thing is, they weren't. An owner didn't hate their pet when they'd come to the decision to give their animal a time-out by ushering them into their fenced off pen.

It was discipline, and discipline was love. It could be, yes.

Because it taught a higher, more polished form of self.

Got rid of all the weakness, limitations, grime and unnecessary chaos --- all doubt --- took a loved form of rough, rugged clay and made it greater than it ever thought it could become, leaving the doors open for growth and opportunity, and once you were ready to receive, your doors, both figurative and literal, would open too --- and Terry would be patient and wait on the other side, because Terry was good. He could be so good if you only let him.

[banannabethchase]

Kenny was the previous longest running champion, but MJF already had that mini feud with him. Mox had the most reigns, but MJF beat him for the belt. MJF has already beaten Jericho and had a major storyline with him. And Punk isn't here anymore.

Hanger was the previous youngest AEW world champion, however.

Is this leading to a heel!Hanger vs. face!MJF feud?

[jottingprosaist]

told my cabbie for the 3am airport trip that I was feeling a bit nauseous and he immediately took my bag away from me and said "Trip to the airport is 12 dollars. I'll drive slow." and then he did-- no fast corners, very gentle stops at the lights. and I was willing to pay the extra few dollars for it, but when the meter hit $12 he clicked stop and let me ride the rest of the way free. and it might just be the insanity of waking up at 2:30 after 4 hours of sleep but I was really emotional about it. Like ok Mr Sandeep, the world is still good actually.

[smash-chu]

make a cohost account, make a blue skies account, make a pillow fort account, make a artfol account, share your discord, make a back-up account, make another account, make another account, make another account-

[kosmogrl]

[kiryuing]

[cronenfag]

as far as i'm concerned all gore is necessary

[canisbeanz]

Silly doodle bc it was the first thing I thought of when I saw Pomni.

[the-vengeful-demon]

The way my jaw dropped

[spyglassrealms]

had a fucking hilarious dream that tumblr replaced the "block" function with the far funnier "glock" function, which did the exact same thing except whenever anyone blocked you a random bullet hole, like a png of a bullet hole, would appear on your blog. discourse blogs were unreadable bc you'd go to the page and the sheer amount of bullet hole pngs stacked over the blogs obscured everything. I woke myself up laughing

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Hey now, Let her cook!

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

having a child has taught me that every toddler is completely justified in their frustrations and tantrums because learning how to do something you have literally never encountered or heard of before is insane. and being expected to be completely calm in the face of this constant barrage of overwhelming information is doubly insane.

i got charlie a sticker activity book and it occurred to me i have to TEACH someone how to unpeel stickers. it's SKILL that requires DEXTERITY and FINE MOTOR ABILITY. i thought it was obvious that you have to curl the page a little bit to create a break in the cut so the sticker comes up.

obviously a fucking BABY wouldn't know that because they have no background experience to inform their thought process. OBVIOUSLY. and OBVIOUSLY the LITERAL BABY wouldn't get it right the first few times. it would OBVIOUSLY take practice. lots of it.

i hate this feeling. it's so obvious. why are children treated so badly when they're learning everything for the first fucking time. why do people treat children so horribly and expect so much. they're brand new. why didn't i get the same grace i give to my child? why did no one have patience for me? why, when it's this easy?

it's so easy. it's so fucking easy.

[riprendscore]

ITS PRIDE MONTH...

u know what that means >:3

Means I gotta design a rainbow icon...