Polin soccer/football au where colin is like idk chelsea’s best striker and pen is his pining best friend who thinks hes way out of her league and just watches through her tv
Until she got invited by eloise to watch live at the stadium, and when colin noticed shes there, he played the best game of his life
I really, really hate how a lot of the people I'm sending my wedding thank you cards to would not understand that me typing them wouldn't be me being "lazy" but is because of the severe pain I'm getting while hand writing cards. But so many would see it as "disrespectful" and "rude." So, here I am handwriting my thank you cards.
It just sucks a lot. I want to put personalized bits into every message, but I am in so much pain just writing a couple sentences.
(Luckily, people like my best friend understand me and I can print some messages and sign them, but it sucks how many I have to hand write.)
i think it's crazy the amount of times rafe has said "i have these thoughts" or "i just lose control in those moments" or anything to admit he has a problem nd ppl jst brush him off. like ???
hating everyone in that show, minus rafe. that's my baby idc.
yall ever get so stressed that you stay up a bit to late, have a dream that you've cheated on your partner and also seen them die, have to deal with clients at work and making an error, have three presentations due, and then wonder why your eye is twitching?
it’s incredibly hard for me to be autistic and have so many things I need to do like work, university, projects. and they are all very social:))))))
because I can’t choose the right moment to communicate with friends and close people when I’m not annoyed, not tired, not overstimulated and really want to communicate. I understand that if I really wanted to, I could spend my whole life alone. sometimes you have to force yourself to remember that you are not a robot who does a series of assigned tasks, but a person. and I exist in someone’s life. it's complicated. that’s why I prefer to exist in life’s of a very little amount of people HAHAH
life in general is kind of complicated. then I ask myself why I don’t have close friends lmao. I may seem so nice and cool wow but im an impossible person when it comes to keep a stable contact💀 it makes me feel like im the worst person in the world and everyone around me is so needy. no, little bro, you are just traumatised and autistic.
briefly: I have NO idea how to communicate with people and live my life.
First day of work, I have to memorize almost 8 pages of menu items AND 40 table numbers and the points on each at which I'm supposed to get orders from. IN THE NEXT 5 DAYS. ITS SO SPACEWYRMOVER
starting again! this time...with friends by my side!!
to: new from-izzy...
remember when you were scared that you wouldn't be able to make friends? well...look at you now? you've come so far!
no this is not a setback!
it unfortunately happened...and there's a high chance that tumblr's staff can't do anything about it!!
don't be discouraged! don't be sad for too long! cry it out! scream (okay it's 12:40am, maybe don't do that...) it out!
but don't forget your lovely mutuals! don't forget the genuine interactions you've had with them so far! don't forget the happiness you felt when they answered your message for the first time! don't ever forget these friends as you move on with your journey!
use this as an opportunity to start again! you said that you didn't like how your old posts looked right? you've found your trademark now!
rewrite it, remaster it, reupload it!
don't give up now, okay? not when there was proof before that people support your work!