#i'm not kidding.. i was actually sad for a few hours 🥲

[watmels]

My Dream (feat. Nishinoya)

I recently had a dream about my short king Nishinoya.

We were BFFs, I was back in school, and it was lunch time.

I said, “Bro, I’m not doing well in [some sport class, not volleyball]... you said you were gonna help me, right? When are we gonna go?”

Noya was super chill, barely looking at me, but we were like... cuddling at the lunch table LOL. 

He said something like, “Yea. Don’t worry, I’ll help you later today after lunch.”

But most importantly, while he was talking to me, he was... KISSING ME. On my cheek and my hair LMAOOO

Friends don’t kiss like that... but it felt so normal in my dream?!

I literally woke up sad.. my imagination is getting out of control...

[justaredheadf1fan]

The Monza curse

After the whole ass weekend like a zombie today I rise to watch the race 24 hours late. Anyway 😂

I did watch the start of the race yesterday, but I was so damn tired last night that I couldn't keep watching it.

So here I am having breakfast while watching this. Lewis still P18 after so many laps, Checo's brake burning, Verstappen just went in there and passed everyone, same as Carlos... Only Charles' and George's start was worthy of positive words.

And now Seb loses the engine... My darling how can he be so unlucky in his last races.... 🥲 there'll be a Safety of some kind, bad stuff. And there it is, the Virtual Safety Car. Leclerc stops and... of course the VSC ending while Charles was on the pit stop? Jesus Christ...

Carlos the king of recoveries along Max? And what about Leclerc's and Lewis' recoveries in several races? Are you fucking kidding me 😂

Meanwhile, we have Nyck fighting with a Williams in the DRS train in his debut race. That's actually very, very cool. What a guy.

Lewis eating up Stroll was a very sexy thing to see, finally seeing him race today since until now he wasn't even shown. I hope during the race they show him far more.

Alonso having trouble with the car, Russell stopping, Daniel dropping to P12... What is going on in this race? It all started so well and what now? 😭

Mick P9 at the moment makes me truly happy, I know he doesn't end up in the points but I need to savor this little moments too. Lewis passing Fernando was a nice thing to see too.

Alonso retired (the car), which I wasn't really expecting. Let's see what that brings. Very nice overtake from Carlos to Checo, honestly. It looked really smooth.

Leclerc stops for the second time... Not bad. Lewis stops as well, also a good stop. They weren't brilliant, but they were good today. Now Pierre passes Norris being quite aggressive, what I've really liked about him, AND THROUGH GOES HAMILTON!!!! WHAT AN OVERTAKE!!!!!

Lance retires too, is 3 DNFs at the moment. Mick chasing Latifi, I hope he gets to pass him fast AND HE DOES!! HE JUST THREW HIS CAR AT HIM AND WENT FOR IT!! My baby boy 🥲 I know it's Latifi, but that overtake was on point!

What's it to these commentators that De Vries is debuting at 27? He's older than most debutants, so? It's not like he's being doing nothing during the last few years. Idiots.

Daniel stops on track, he lost the engine. We got ourselves a SC. Terrified. I know what's coming and I'm so angry. Lobato saying that Lewis is always left out whenever a SC gets deployed at the end of a race. And he's right.

Daniel's car still on track, the Marshals looking at it like "what the fuck are we doing with this shit?" John Elkann is dying inside watching this crap.

So let me get this straight. Last year in AD, the last and most deciding race of the season, the race could not finish under the SC, giving a clear advantage to Verstappen and a secured win. Now almost a year later in Monza, the home race for Ferrari, the race did end with the SC, also favoring Verstappen. Isn't that nice?

Poor Charles, missing his chance (which was out of his hands) to win again here, it's so sad. At least today things went okay with Ferrari, which is nice.

Good thing to take out of this is Lewis' crazy recovery up to P5 and Nyck being chosen Driver Of The Day. Such good work, we should've been able to see more footage of them both but...

So that concludes the triple header, I'm just posting this on a break from work because I was almost late before 😂

No time to proofread so there it goes, I need a break from this crazy schedules between race weeks, work and my life, but still looking forward to Singapore.

Peace out buddies!