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i'm at that point where i'm like you know what? let's just go to bed and hope for the best tomorrow
#LIKE. its over. i'm tired. good night#(this is about me slacking off studying for a test because ehhh i know what it is about surely i will be fine...)#i mean we did study all together during class last week#and i did do all the homeworks which basically are test questions#surely... surely it'll be fine....#i supposedly was going to study one last time on my own but i am missing going over one last chapter#i had. plenty of time today. and i didn't#this semester couldn't end sooner ohhh my god i don't wanna anymore!!!!!!! <- the whiner#just like. a month and some weeks left
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oh also in other news, I had my revision top surgery today and it went well!!
I keep fucking having to remember like omg right I had surgery today bc it was such a tiny revision so it's like the babiest surgery I've had to date compared to its "I can't straighten my spine" and "I can't fucking breathe" predecessors 😅
#revision top surgery#my friend came to pick me up (ie to sit with me in hospital until they discharged me & then walk me to tram stop & take tram home w me)#and then we just went to my flat to chill there#she made sure I got home ok and that everything was fine and we just chatted all afternoon so it was very nice ❤#also 10/10 private surgery W#record time between starting surgeon search (late december I think?) & actually getting it (beginning of april 👌)#earnings from new job so far have already covered the amount of money it cost & I'm still in the green for the year#((guys turns out having a stable income is amazing who knew x'D))#I wasn't even fucking nervous beforehand bc it was basically a less bad version of top surgery so familiar & known that it'd be less rough#and like I've already had two other surgeries in the last like 4 years so I'm just like used to it by now#everyone was professional & lovely and did a good job (obv I haven't seen result yet but it literally Cannot Be Worse than the original so#we shall see at my one week post-op dressing-removal appt next week#surgeon said he did a good job & knowing that (notably plastic) surgeons are more perfectionist abt this stuff than I am#I trust that he did)#also I ended up going with a non-trans specific service and they were great#my advice stands: if you're looking for private surgery and it *can* be done by a non-trans-specialist#go find a non-trans-specific one it'll give you way more options & they'll do a perfectly fine job
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see, if aftg is reliable to represent Nora's writing structure (which it is, considering how tsc has been following the same general flow pretty well), then in tsc book 3 things will get much much worse before they get much much better. smth to fear about methinks
#aftg#nora sakavic#aftg tsc#the sunshine court#the golden raven#like my baby boy Jean will suffer#if baltimore is anything to go by#so long as the kids end up happy#and we get trojans vs foxes rematch#I'm sure it'll be fine#(or is it)
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sooooo... *twirls her hair* how many asks should i send until kuwagami art. jk as well. the real question will be: does it happen often that someone else’s art inspires you? in fandom spaces specifically
well you see it’s like a loyalty card program, every 10 asks or so you get a complimentary kuwagami
just kidding you can just breathe in my direction and I’ll be tempted to draw them. kuwagami blast! (you've caught me on a... just okay art day lol)
(people still like kabedons, right?)
anyway for my actual answer: in terms of direct inspiration, it doesn't really happen much? the last two times i did art directly based on someone else's work is probably this one from this fic, and also that time i drew art of someone else's judgment au. oh! and there's that moriohpsycho art based on this comic! (filthyguts' work is so very. hgngngghh. very good.) nothing else really comes to mind, and when i think of the other things i've been into recently there hasn't been as much opportunity for that to happen...
flex and herds = strong fixation but lmao. almost nobody else made stuff about them. nobody is surprised umineko = surprisingly i don't read much umineko fanfiction? and in terms of illustration, i certainly picked up imagery and indirect inspiration but nothing concrete enough for me to give an example... now that i think about it, i did once draw andromalius from redaction/sunny, but that was years ago, and also mostly because i was acquainted with the writer. ...i don't have that artwork on hand right now death note = didn't really get involved with the fandom + i enjoyed my own ideas well enough! ...i can't recall if i drew long-hair-L art before or after seeing other artists do it. and as for everything else the same kind of reasoning applies. didn't really get involved with the fandom or wasn't really compelled to make art in response to stuff i saw, or i just don't remember anymore.
buuuuuuut if we're opening this up to just... pulling ideas from other people? then yeah, all the time, though that kind of goes without saying when you have a creative hobby. ...it's probably going to be hard to come up with examples of this since it's more ambiguous.
there's uhhhhhh... kuwana listens to nickelback which was a @/four-white-trees invention, wasn't it? (EDIT: and @/overdevelopedglasses!) (not tagging in this post so he doesn't feel obligated to read my big ass ask responses 💀) as of writing this, it's not posted but i did end up making kuwagami art based on a nickelback song so. yknow. there's that LMAO
for sawashiro and arakawa, i do sometimes go reference @/todayisafridaynight 's art to help me with my own. ("how did he draw this part of the suit? oh, like that huh? hmm" <- this kind of thing)
and um. i'm not trying to pander to you (at least not this time), but genuinely it's one of the few examples that come to mind at this moment. but when i was writing my first kuwagami fic, i could feel the influence of the ever-changing on my brain... was turning over some of your ideas there...
you remember this? (you even pointed it out in your comment on my fic, and i should've said something then, but whatever i'm saying it now)
that was absolutely because of this
(obligatory poke at anybody else reading this post that you can read passthroughtime's fic here.)
so, um. yeah. not really sure what else to add to that. pretty self evident i think. (i'm always talking about the ever-changing but i don't think i can overstate the impression it left on me at the time)
anyhow there aren't really any other examples off the top of my head! these are all recent examples so they're not so difficult to recall, but there are probably others i've forgotten...
#jitxt#started writing this unsure if i could give many examples and i ended up with more than i expected. nice!#sunny is a very good piece of umineko writing and i should reread it with the author's notes toggled on. and also read redaction#“shouldn't you have read redaction first” n-no. shut up! (besides i think renall said it was fine)#nobody remind me of that 20k note post that's just an uncredited screenshot of sunny. it'll piss me off#as cosmic balance i ought to shill sunny as much as possible#anyway uhhhhhh. the everchanging.#i am awful about receiving compliments (i never know how to respond aside from a rehearsed “thank you”) but i sure am great at giving them!#apologies if i'm laying it on too thick but#1. i am being truthful and#2. i figure it's reparations for all the time i spent as a lurker on the kuwagami ao3 tag#the explosion in my brain when i realised that “the nice person who leaves lots of tags on my kuwagami art”#and “the person who wrote that REALLY FUCKING GOOD FIC” were one and the same. crazy. and now we are mutuals ❤#it is a little funny thinking of when i'd read your and four-white-trees' work before meeting you#real life foreshadowing for me meeting you both....#i still have these discord messages of me telling a friend about both your works#basically: (reading an update to the everchanging) wow that was depressing (reading a joke in four-white-trees' fic) nevermind i'm good now#i ought to reread the everchanging and take detailed notes on all the parts i like#just so you know your impact on my brain lol#kuwana calling yagami a pretty boy and meaning it sincerely oh my GOD. rewired my brain
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thinking back to that time last june when i rewatched love, simon for the first time since i was a teen and sobbed so hard that i got light-headed. anyway should i do that again this year
#i can't really articulate why it puts me in such a state but it does.#it's prob something to do with the fact that i read the book when i was sixteen and extremely closeted and living in a conservative area#(and a recent elliott smith fan)#and then when the movie came out i was graduating high school and still not out. wanting to go see it in theaters but not alone#so i didn't go. like i didn't go to pride when it came to my town even when my straight friends did#anyway. last year i was like ''hey it's june i should rewatch this inoffensive teen romcom. it was nice :)''#and then i produced an amount of tears + snot that i didn't know i was capable of generating#i think even just the little clip preview on netflix made me a bit teary? and i still thought sure it'll be fine? and then it wasn't?#anyway. i had and have my gripes with the adaptation (the georgia setting is much more obvious in the book. and it matters to me!#it also impacts the ending so much. imo the original ending hits in a way the more spectacular film ending cannot. but again i am biased)#these nitpicks aside however i'm just fully invested in nick robinson's simon's well-being to a painful degree#yeah. maybe i will make this an annual tradition actually. love simon sob-fest... 2!! coming to you (me) this june!!#rambles
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I know you're not really passionate about OPLA, but. I there two actor who "rumored" Will cast as Crocodile around internet. And i wanna know your opinion about them. They are Oscar Isaac and Joe Manganiello, what do you think from your personal taste?
For the record I'm not really into IRL celebrities/actors, and don't know jack shit or who's who or what they've been in. Like had Oscar Isaac not being in Fucking Star Wars (an extremely mainstream giga franchise even a dumbass like me would be vaguely familiar with) I wouldn't even know who he is. Like Manganiello. Who the fuck is he? No fucking clue. That sure is A Guy I guess. Point is. I don't know anything about celebrities or actors, I understand rocket science better than this
And... I do feel like I just struggle trying to picture actual people in the roles of cartoon characters, like I have some kind of a disconnect there, putting the two together in my mind.
So like. I don't know. Like I'm sure either could deliver on the role just fine probably, and they could. Probably. Look the part. I guess? I think?? IDK makeup artists are straight up magicians. Like looking at some photos of the two actors, I may be more inclined to go with Oscar Isaac because I have a vaguely easier time picturing him as Crocodile (based on photos where he has black hair that's kinda slicked back), but like. That could also be just the bias of me being vaguely familiar with the actor where as I have no idea who the other guy is at all???? So??? I dunno man I don't know what to think I'm sowwy 😭
Honestly the coolest thing OPLA could do would be to cast a trans man as Crocodile but I may be delulu wishing for that (And I'm not saying that for Crocodad Propaganda or my evil Queer Agenda either, it's just that trans actors can struggle getting roles in general and so giving such an important, starring role to a queer person would be poggers as hell. Like generally speaking. And like, Crocodile doesn't have to be trans for a trans actor to be assigned for his role. But if Netflix feels like they "need" some kind of an "excuse" to cast a trans man as a character who is ~supposedly~ cis, Croc being trans being a highly popular, widespread and well-known theory on its own would be enough of an excuse for Netflix to just go for it imo)
#Moon posting#Asks#OP Meta#OPLA#Don't ask me for suggestions for trans actors they could cast as Croc because literally the only person I can name at the top of my head#Is like Elliot Page and. I mean /that would be funny as hell/ but IDK man I'm not sure he's the guy for the role lmao#Honestly part of the reason I don't quite care is that if I ever do end up watching OPLA for Crocodile then I'm watching the Japanese dub#I am a fucking simp for Ryuuzaburou Ootomo what can I say lmao#But yeah like. Regardless of who they get for Crocodile I'm sure it'll be fine and cool
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AKHDMCUKSNDM Hours after essentially giving up on getting an education job I got an email back for a position I applied to literally yesterday?? which would be an after school teacher at a private school in the richy rich part of town which is actually so so funny to me but well. it's a job
#I was honestly like this private school isn't gonna get back to me but they replied less than 24 hours later LMAO#it's not exactly what I'd ideally be looking for but hey after school positions are pretty easy work#and more working w kids experience I can put on my resume#and allows enough free time to like. have energy and also volunteer somewhere that doing what I actually want to go into#so if they Do end up offering me a job it wouldn't be disappointing by any means#the idea of me working at a private school is sort of hilarious tho#I'll have to ask if body mods are okay 😭#I'm sure it'll be fine because I live in a city where everyone has dyed hair and nose piercings#and it's not like a Franchise#but ya always gotta ask#ghost posts#text
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so there's a Stop Making Sense cover album coming out in honor of the movie's 40th anniversary, and i listened to the preview tracks that are out, and the best thing about it so far, for me, is that its reminded me that Girlfriend is Better is a really fucking good song
#i think girl in red's cover is fun but whenever i listen to it i have to listen to the original afterwards and be like DAMN!!!#i don't really like that she jumps into the chorus and 'stop making sense' parts early- kind of messes with the build up of the song for me#the original track is so killer. a song of all time#nothing is better than that!!!#i need a text post tag#i love MUSIC!!!! AAAAAAA (as a casual listener... i don't know like. any fucking music theory or terminology)#the thing about most of the tracks out for the cover album so far#is that they're like. not really very transformative?? they're very straightforward#so hayley williams is obviously having fun and doing a fine job singing burning down the house#but also its like. this isn't bringing anything new to the table for me... very listenable though. burning down the house!!!!#meanwhile in the little preview she's done; miley cyrus is sure putting a spin on psycho killer. but i don't like it#very excited for the full album to drop because i want to hear what kevin abstract does with once in a lifetime#and i love the national but i'm kinda like. can they do anything interesting with Heaven? i hope so! but i'm kinda expecting to be let down#like they'll just cover it straight and it'll be like. yep that sure is the national covering heaven by talking heads#im hoping they'll add something fun with drums... it'd dramatically change the vibe of the song but like. i like the national's drums#at the end of the day i think part of the problem is that talking heads are a tough act to follow
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GOOD MORNING. HOW ARE WE FEELING
Good morning! I'm about to start chewing at my skin like a stressed animal
#jay rambles.txt#jay gets asks.txt#/j I'm not actually that worried#sure it'll be a rollercoaster but it'll be fine in the end and that's what matters#I'm probably just not gonna watch it bc being outed plots is a no-go for me anyway so *shrug*#but it's good to see everyone so hyped for it though! the nervousness translates me to me also
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Funny idea.
Everyone's so focused on The Promised Day at the end of the month they're not really keeping track of the date beyond "X days until we maybe all die?" So no one clocks it's Yusuke's birthday on the 28th until Hamuko checks her calendar and has a panic attack
#berry blast brigade#to be clear Yusuke does not care#like he's very understanding that 'preparing to stop the impossible to stop end of the world' is like important?#but mina and ham care#they care so much#Yusuke; It's fine if we don't do anything special this year! it's not like it'll be the last birthday we'll spend together.#mina and ham: NOT GOOD ENOUGH WE'RE THROWING YOU SUCH A NICE PARTY#Yusuke: I'm sure the others wouldn't#everyone else: *emergency party mode*
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I'm going to be real with y'all, I want to be excited but the depression is winning atm
I'm too exhausted to rewatch s1, or to even think about S2 😢
I'm going to try though
#I'm sure I'll recover before the season finishes airing I'm just feeling overwhelmed rn#i wish it wasn't front loaded like this with the three eps#to give me some /time/#like i don't want to miss out on being excited with y'all#I'm sure it'll be fine once im watching it#i just feel so unprepared. like I'm going to do it wrong#when really. at the end of the day. it's just a so-so tv show#woes of emily
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just realized i still haven't finished setting up my theatre journal from the shows i saw in february 😭 i wanna do that and add a spread for the b&c pro shot. i won't get it done before my trip next month, but i do want to get it done
#idk why it's so hard for me to keep up with#considering since i live on the west coast i see shows way less often#it is just a lot of work#and it takes so long to write all my thoughts#that's honestly the really hard part my hand cramps up so quickly lol#but in the end i know it'll make me so happy to have this journal to look back on#i never finished writing my sweeney thoughts bc that was the page i had set up#but when i come home from my trip next month i still have 2 weeks off work so i can for sure get it done in that time#that'll be a fun thing for me to do while i'm on vacation#and i still remember like everything from the last trip so it'll be fine#post: mine
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april please be kind to me. please
#liz blogs#i know i started the year on a bad foot and i was like 'aa haha this is not my year! the whole 2024 is bad! oopsie!'#but i was thinking it was just. yknow. a rough patch. my whole year isn't ACTUALLY going to suck! theres time for it to be Fine#yeah well we're almost done with march and guess what. the whole year has sucked so far. oh my god the torment does not end#i say that as a meme a lot but no this time i mean it. i cannot Stop having Problems. and Lots of them#i have yet to get to a point where i thought 'yknow i think the year is turning around'#I'M SURE ITS JUST A BAD... FIRST QUARTER OF THE YEAR. IT'LL CLEAR UP IT'LL BE FINE#STILL GOT UHHH NINE MONTHS LEFT RIGHT ??? THERE'S TIME. THERE'S TIME#GRITTING MY TEETH AND STAYING OPTIMISTIC BITCH !!!!!!!!#I'M GONNA COMPLAIN ABOUT IT THOUGH !!!!!!!!! IM GONNA FUCKING COMPLAIN BECAUSE IT KEEPS ME SANE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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what if I renamed Storm as Zephyr instead. what if I renamed myself Zephyr. hmm. hmmmmmm.
#nothing permanent decided just yet of course#but I was just reminded that the word exists and hit damn. it sure does have a certain pull to it#if I do rename Storm then like... 'Storm' would definitely still stick around as a nickname at the very least#but like. I'm honestly considering it for my own name. I've been looking for a better one#my birth name is just ehhhh to me. I don't feel a ton of connection to it really#and Color is fine for online spaces/with people who know this side of me. but it's not really something I tend to introduce myself as irl#I mean to be fair Zephyr might not be taken much more seriously either but it does have a certain feel that I like#eh. if it doesn't really really stick with me then maybe it'll end up as the name for an alternate Storm form or something#like that angel design I made for her yeaaaaars ago#ironically it's about this time of year that I decided to change her name from Color to Storm. that was back around new years 2017...#holy FUCK how is that SEVEN years ago#I. huh. what .. what the fuck. yeah it was winter 2016/17 I'm pretty sure? if not then it was 2015/16 which means eight years and. man. huh.#okay checking old refs it was in fact 2017 when she officially became Storm#wild.#anyway that's tonight's 2:30am thoughts#the snowjag speaks
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t minus three hours... how are we feeling, magnus people
#really hope the digital premiere will work for me bc it's only available at the archival assistant tier or above...#and i donated to the kickstarter at the tier below that but i was still a patreon supporter back then and filled in the backerkit survey#so they *should* have bumped me up to the next tier. but idk i'm just a bit worried that my survey response didn't go through or sth#oh well we'll see soon enough i guess#might just have to shoot rq an email if i can't access the premiere#i could become a patron again just for this month but my credit card still isn't working so i can't make online purchases atm :/#ugh. it'll all be fine in the end i'm sure. i'm just getting worked up over nothing probably#tmagp#the magnus protocol
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I have writing to offer this week, keep an eye out, but still no art
#I'm gonna go ahead and call this an art block#A weird one to be sure but it's Blocking my Art so what else could it be lol#The art is ''done'' - especially digital stuff! I have finished digital stuff! But it's backlogged behind traditional stuff#Again - stuff that is ''done''! The thought is complete it's just Not Yet - brain won't release it#I've gone back and looked at my older art! It's even messier than the stuff that I have onhand right now and that's fine!#''Because it was then and this is now'' yes okay brain but now won't be now until you Let it be#Grah#Gotta find a way to get things moving again#At least writing is still going <3 If I didn't have /an/ outlet I'd really get fidgety lol#I think the outline of In-Patient is done.... Still gotta put all the words in the right order but like#The end is in sight - I think I know where it's going and how long it'll take to get there#It's kind of amazing how much the one sidefic brought everything together#Writing begets more writing! Who knew haha
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