#iamsad

[purelyforscience]

The party’s over fellas, time to head on home

Chapters: 34/? Fandom: Hannibal (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter Characters: Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham's Dogs, Jack Crawford, Abigail Hobbs, Beverly Katz, Freddie Lounds, Alana Bloom, Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Murder Husbands, Sweaty Will Graham, Trans Will Graham, Will Graham is Bad at Feelings, Gentle Hannibal Lecter, Trans Male Character, Will Graham Has a Vagina, Family Issues, Autistic Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter Loves Will Graham, Will Graham Loves Hannibal Lecter, Will Graham Has Nightmares, Will Graham Has PTSD- Post - Traumatic Stress Disorder, Service Top, Coming Out, Hurricane Katrina, Explicit Consent, cannibalism as a metaphor for love, Tags May Change, Other Additional Tags May Be Added, Religious Guilt, Hannibal Lecter is a Cannibal, Past Abuse, Transphobia, Past Violence, Past Sexual Assault, Childhood Trauma, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder- PTSD, Murder, Penis In Vagina Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Praise Kink, Come Swallowing, Cunnilingus, Blood and Injury, Sweat, Nausea, Drunkenness, Blow Jobs, Hannibal Lecter is the Chesapeake Ripper, Creampie, Birth Control, Drug Use, Manipulation, Blood As Lube, Light BDSM, Biting, Hannibal Lecter Has An Oral Fixation, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Bosnian Genocide, Islamophobia, Needles, HRT, Homophobia, Jealous Hannibal Lecter, Kidnapping, Cannibalism, Brutal Murder, Revenge, Blood and Gore Summary:

Special Agent Will Graham is hunting the Chesapeake Ripper, but having little luck catching the calculating killer.The only person he can turn to for advice is Dr. Hannibal Lecter, renowned psychiatrist and FBI consultant who seems to be hiding much more than he reveals.

Hannibal is intrigued by Will, not only because he is The Ripper Will seeks, but by the man himself. Can he convince the special agent with a dark past of his own that they are much better suited as lovers than enemies?

Will can see through the eyes of the killers he tracks, but can he see the monster in his own bed?

POV: You Pass Will Graham the Aux https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5SjmNvwHfdVz8rRamEf6Ed?si=nW34EPT0RbW71UCviBEmNQ&pi=Hv-APGSBSw-dW

POV: You Pass Hannibal Lecter the Aux https://open.spotify.com/playlist/16pusJLgy5hY7UQK0ZR0Y7?si=YfqOe7szQx-Yza43u76Dag&pi=KICEv6ntRjKyA

POV: You Pass Abigail Hobbs the Aux https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0wYliIpTzxJp1nfPSLsqqE?si=y0upL-afT0O5_9qRpIBnhA&pi=Em9ViMUiQWegw

[loloslounge]

i hate my life i hate being a person i don’t like it i love being in a internet world but when i go out to irl places i get so hhh i just hate it and i hate not being able to be myself outside and i :(

[citrusbandit]

6th house stellium culture is just experiencing physical symptoms of all your negative emotions and feeling sick to the point u cant eat for weeks because u got dropped lmfao 

[kabukiyuki-jirou-smileexdee]

"One more thing... One LAST thing.... Because I don't say it enough.... I Love You."

SO I MADE A FANART OF REWIND AND CHROMEDOME BECAUSE ISSUE #15 KILLED ME

wait am i allowed to spoil

Anyway- I was listening to Blink 182's I Miss You while finishing this. Haha I hate it. I hate everything.

[premses1alena]

[icouldadroppedmycroissan]

Hello tumblr people. I have a question for anyone who cares to listen♡

I am speechless right now. And angry. And sad. I don't want to bore you with the entire story, but I have two male friends I hang out with a lot. They are nice, and I used to love them as close friends, but lately they've been getting kinda.. mean?

One of them recently got tinder. He is not the thinnest guy, but who cares right? I am not thin myself, but body positivity is a thing and I am not unhealthy and I work out a lot. I am just not thin. We should love our bodies in all shapes and sizes. All people can't be as healthy as each other, there are so many reasons people look a certain way, so why judge? But this male friend of mine, he tells us that some of tinder guys' matches were, according to both men, 'fat, ugly or freaks' just based on their pictures. Me and my best friend tell him that's wrong to say my dude. He gets mad. We get mad. Things were said, I told him I get sad because of my own bodily issues and he just answers "I don't mean people who look like you". Yikes. He tells us we're sensitive and stupid, and that we in that case don't get to speak badly about anyone ever again.

I talk to my mum about it. She tells me I get mad to easily and that I just have to let him be, ignore statements like that because he is just behaving "stereotypically for men in his age". So my question is:

Should behaviour like that just be ignored for the sake of friendship, or should we be allowed to express our opinions on the matter? I honestly don't know what to do, and I'm feeling very sad about it. He does this a lot, that man. He has some strong opinions and whenever our opinions clash, he tells me I'm stupid and wrong. Am I? He called me a cock sucker once, just to be mean. I have never sucked a cock in my life, if you were interested. I cried. He never said he was sorry.

Thanks for listening to my ted talk. Have a nice evening, remember to wash your hands, and be kind to each other. The world is mean enough ♡

[brokenlove999-blog]

Again the universe leaves me alone and again tears slowly flow from my eyes.

I don't know why, but I really feel the need to have someone by my side - but wait, I have headphones.

They never left me, they were with me in the most difficult moments.

[bitter-swift]

can’t believe a show as beautiful as anastasia is closing but b* m*** c**** is going to officially be on broadway. 

[starponywars]

Not okay, not okay, it’s not okay, nope, not okay. #sagacomic #iamsad https://www.instagram.com/p/Brg-JpznHEP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qk4aj6ogd161

[naughtygirl286]

The world is alot less colorful now 😢  thank you for sharing your imagination and creativity with the world and daring us all to dream especially those of us who looked to you for inspiration with our own creations and finally thank you for all you did for the industry and the fans you will be missed

[soultosqueezey]

i feel alone

Why can’t I be loved. I end up giving pieces of myself to everyone I come across.. I end up losing myself along the way. I dont know where to go. My mind is too crowded to think.

[rae0fsunsh1ne]

Officially (F)unemployed 💫 #jokestoeasethepain #iamsad #nomoremagic #sendgoodvibesplease https://www.instagram.com/p/BpaQziUhixQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d5d7jt46oaq0

[pensamientosentintaprojecto]

[anxietyriddenkiwiposts]

1. Any scars?: Yes

2. Self-harmed?: Yes

3. Crush?: @queenbean17

4. Kissed anyone?: Yes

5. Coke or Pepsi?: Coke

6. Someone you hate?: myself ngl

7. Best Friends?: I don't understand this question?

8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?: Yes

9. What’s your dream job?: I don't even know 

10. Ever been in love?: Yes

11. Last time you cried?: Boy lets not

12. Favorite color?: Blue

13. Height?: 5′3″

14. Birthday?: February 2, 2002 

15. Eye color?: Brown

16. Hair color?: Black

17. What do you love?: Crystals 

18. Obsession?: I don't have one

19. If you had one wish, what would it be?: To have my mother back

20. Do you love someone?: Yes

21. Kiss or hug?: Hug

22. Nicknames people call you?: Momo, Manatee, Roadhog

23. Favorite song?: Mercy by Brett Young

24. Favorite band?: *cries*

25. The worst thing that has ever happened to you?: Watching my adopted mom die

26. The best thing that has ever happened to you?: rescuing my dog

27. Something you would change about yourself?: everything

28. Ever dated someone?: Yes

29. Worst mistake?: I have too many

30. Watch the movie or read the book?: BOOK

31. Ever had a heartbreak?: HAHAHAHA y e s 

32. Favorite show?: Scooby Doo (don't judge me)

33. Best day of your life?: I don't think I have one 

34. Any talents?: I can play clarinet

35. Do you wish you could ever start over?: yes

36. Any bad habits?: Yes

37. Ever had a near death experience?: no

38. Someone, I can tell anything to?: My dog 

39. Ever lost a loved one? I’ve lost 5 

40. Do you believe in love?: yes 

41. Someone you hate/Dislike?: lets not

42. Are you okay?: s u r e 

43. Relationship status?: Taken

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Had a really rough few days health wise. Absolutely horrific seizures. Mum thought she was gonna end up doing Resus on me on the new decking. She had to call palliative care today, but unfortunately it’s not something we can fix. All we can do is ride it out. We’re lucky to have an incredible hospice who are there to support us even when there’s nothing they can do other than tell us “we’re here for you”. Ironically my mental health and mood has been really good despite being so poorly, but tonight I’m just very tired at the prospect of dealing with this shit for the rest of my life. I am genuinely really positive about my situation and I love my life. But tonight the prospect of so much suffering (for myself and the people I love) is utterly, utterly exhausting. I am feeling poorly, in pain, and more than anything, I feel very sad. Please send some words of encouragement, puppy photos, or tell me something good about your day 💛 need some cheering up! I’m hoping my meds will kick in soon and that I’ll feel better tomorrow after some sleep. I am sad... for now. This too shall pass. #iamsad #fornow #thistooshallpass #palliativecarewarrior #tellmesonethinggood https://www.instagram.com/p/CD2ZHhqD2gp/?igshid=71640v1dvik2