#idk but also hope i didnt do toooo much

[chappell-roans]

I dont always skip those songs except maybe cowboy like me. I like sad songs or even slow ones, but it just feels like a slog to get through that one in particular. I dont really love the chorus of happiness so I think that might be it lol. I do like evermore, I just dont love bon iver's verse. I liked the background vocals but I didnt like the switch up between her part and his, it takes me out of the song so I think I got used to skipping it. my most listened to rn I think is no body no crime, it's just such a vibe and has that narrative element that I like and could just picture it being a movie.

yeah I was hoping for gothic romance, or dark academia vibes just based off of the name of the album so I think thats why I was a little ehhhh. I would have loved her indie style applied to those aesthetics and subject matters, especially because evermore and folklore had more interconnected storytelling aspects and you can do so much with that applied those aesthetics. Focusing on something like dead poets society or a secret history would have also been something new for her and if it veered more into gothic romance I think something crimson peak/horror like would have been interesting.

OOooh okay interesting and tbh I've heard that complaint too so I get it. I skip various ones really just depending on my mood, if I don't want something slow I definitely don't listen to "cowboy like me" but that song just hits when I'm in the mood, phew. That's all fair critique tbh and interesting. I'm realizing I don't listen to evermore all that often but most recently I've mostly been listening to "dorothea," "tis the damn season," "cowboy like me," and "coney island." omg "no body no crime" is seriously great and I've definitely had it on repeat before, it definitely has that narrative element and such an idk attitude that I love. It's very fun and clever. I also adore "right where you left me," can't remember if I mentioned it before, but that's an all-timer for me. I had it on repeat a LOT in the past it's... I love it.

Mmmm oh yes absolutely! I honestly didn't expect this toooo much because I knew it was gonna be like, well, a breakup album, but also you can have hope because I know she freaking loves Crimson Peak and Guillermo Del Toro's movies generally. So I could see her leaning into that at some point, but I also feel like there's a chance that reputation is as "intense" (or however you wanna put it lmao) she's gonna get in that sense. But you never know? But I do definitely hope she continues that type of writing style from folklore and evermore. I really wonder whether Justin Vernon (of Bon Iver) or Aarson Dessner (of The National) are involved in the production, because they were both pretty heavily involved in both folklore and evermore. She gets the credit, of course, but their influence is undeniable. (And you can tell from her collabs w them on their other projects -- Big Red Machine is Bon Iver x The National and co, essentially. "Renegade" and "Birch" by BRM and "The Alcott" on The National's recent album.) SO there's that. There's hope? Lmao. She's also gonna have a song on Poets with Post Malone who's apparently making country/rock now (I haven't listened ngl) and Florence and the Machine which... love. There's hope for your dreams! Maybe isfdlkmsifdnlk

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

hii i’m alive and i miss you,, happy *insert seasonal greeting of your choice*!!! ❄️

it’s been forever and i miss you and i want to hear about your day/week/month— spare no details bc i want to hear about them all!

i just finished my first finals season and it was cold and miserable, but now im on a month and a half long break where i plan to do nothing but eat chocolate and binge queer shows. (i watched aloto, good omens, and yr s2 all in the last like month lmao)

also also i’m going to india in like 9 days and i’m so excited and i will be giving u random updates and pictures and spilling all the family drama in your dms.

tiny gay update (with tiny gay flag 🏳️‍🌈): i came out to all my friends in the most neurotic and awkward way possible loll but they were all v cool. and now i just randomly drop in that i’m queer in conversations?!!

ilysm lil dude and i hope ur having a fun winter season! if it’s cold where u are, i’m making us hot chocolate and we’re having a snowball fight (i’m winning by the way!)

*launches a snowball at you sweetly*

mwah! mwah!

- indi <3

hi indiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed you so fucking much how is it literally 2023 omh

i am so so sick :( if i take another step i will collapse into hysteria grrr but my voice is giving me such gender euphoria. i sound like death but hot yk. my cousins visited over the break and they are so fun but they are also so much !! i love them but at what cost. other than that, i read nine books over the break and im so so happy bc i didnt get to read very much all semester (they were the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater, the arc of a scythe by neil shusterman, and a reread of the picture of dorian gray). what about you!!! what have you been up to my darling light of my life

good omens is so good can i get a moment of silence for good omens. ah men. i looove good omens. i want to watch young royals so baddd, i need time and alone so i can watch it, so many people are telling me to.

OMH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i eagerly await your messages, im so excited!!! can i ask which part of india? i feel like i should know this but i also have memory worse than dory's so idk

!!!!!!! SPILL!!! i want to know 🔫 give me the whole story or else. and indi you so deserve that<33 im so glad youre safe and happy. i love you so much!!!

ILY TOOOO<33 *drinks hot chocolate gratefully* *makes you marshmallow chai*

awhh *blushes and gets absolutely obliterated looney tunes style*

mwah! mwah! mwah! love ya indi<33

[ccsthemovie2]

(I think it's a word over 500, but:)

"Speaking of Tsukishiro, how's he doing?", Eriol asks. Frying pan to fire to volcano.

"He's good," Touya says quickly, before Sakura can say anything. Yukito is not even in the ballpark of "good". Yesterday he called Touya and begged him to bike over and said it was important and when Touya showed up he was asleep, and stayed fast asleep right through to the next morning. He keeps trying to make appointments with doctors, and then falling asleep before he can call, or, when Touya calls for him, before he can make it out the door. Privately, Touya isn't sure how much good a doctor can do for him, but anything has to be better than this, right?

"Really? I'm glad to hear it." Ugh, how much has Sakura told him. Not that she doesn't have a right to talk to her friends, but, come on, would it kill her to least keep it between her and Tomoyo and the funny looking cat.

He's good, that's an obvious lie. Ruby has said Yukito could barely stand upright at school. Every inch of Touya Kinomoto is packed full of magic. Sooner or later, Eriol figures, either Sakura will be powerful enough to sustain him, or Yue will have to get over himself and just eat already. Touya can't actually do anything with his magic, so it's not like Yue, even weak as he is, will have to face much of a struggle to take it. (Aside from competition with Ruby, of course. There's something to that, right, articles and studies about animals being healthier if they need a bit of careful planning to get their food? Yes, so this works out nicely.)

Or maybe- oh, that's probably it. Yue's on to him, isn't he? He's just being stubborn as usual, figuring sooner or later Clow will appear via Eriol and save him. He can imagine how surprised, overjoyed, grateful Yue would be, if Eriol showed up and saved his life. He can imagine Yue's head resting on his neck as clearly as if he had kept Yue well-fed with magic a thousand times in his lifetime. It would be nice, in the short run, but it wouldn't be right, no. Clow is dead, and Yue needs to learn to live with that. If he knows what's good for him, he will take responsibility for his own life, and if he doesn't...

Ahh, well, maybe it's Clow's old sentimentality, maybe Eriol is just warming up to Sakura's moon guardian all on his own, but he can't bring himself around to the idea of letting Yue just die. He'd save him, if it came down to it. But, he tells himself sternly, only as an absolute last resort. He's just worrying because he misses Yue and wants to get to know him better all at once in that past-and-future way- it's worth a visit, soon. Yes, a nice little visit, and Yue will never even have to know it happened. Just to check in.

(sorry the formatting got weird when i copypasted lol!)

hiiii thanks for the ask!!!

if we talk about this convo we need to back up and talk about how it got here. this should give you some idea of how badly this needs to be under a cut for length lol.

so it all starts with the bit about how someone falling and being caught is something that happens a lot in ccs. how with eriol, it's purposeful, and with fujitaka (and i misremembered it but since found out she fell *on* him and not *caught* by him, which lolol i hope he broke a bone, but also its fine the fic's already marked canon divergent, or maybe the story gets misremembered, whatever, in any case), it's an echo of clowriol's intentional artificial-trustbuild-dangersaves but without the magic or purpose to back it up (just like fujitaka himself!), but it's a situation he quickly makes favorable to him, because it may be a blank slate but it's made of the same material.

this whole convo was part of one of the very first chunks written, but everything was going to go in a very different direction at first. (there's a lot of Cut Content from this fic, some that i just didn't like, some that wasn't connectable with the rest of the fic after it took the shape it took but might pop up somewhere else one day idk). in this particular bit i cut the later half of the conversation because i really didn't like what i'd written, but then even though the direction of the story changed the conversation was still going so it had to bounce somewhere else, so it bounced to yukito. here we are answering your ask 2 paragraphs in!

yukito, iirc in the anime, did catch her from a fall, (in the manga, which made way more sense for why she had to change her clothes and rest so much, he saved her from drowning, again iirc because who can trust a memory) and at a point where eriol still has some investment in making yuekito/sakura (ewwwww) happen, he's going to try and draw on that symbolism to nudge her in that direction, right?

so all this said, SPEAKING of yuekito. how are they doing.

bad, obviously. touya's freaking out. i imagine that part of what's stopping yukito from seeing a doctor is yue, though- he knows it wont help, and i dont think yukito has, like, person insides that will stand up to medical tests, and yue would pick up on yukito like, not wanting to be outed to the doctor as a magic construct because he, like, doesnt actually have a real heart that pulses, just a repeating heartbeat sound. doesn't for real have blood etc to test, just records of blood type (for personality reasons).

and also touya's a very like keep-ur-problems-not-everybodys-business type so hes like imagining sakura venting her fears to this weirdo and getting pissed off. but that didnt actually happen, eriol knew all on his own lolol. touya you have to say something nice should happen to sakura to make up for wrongly suspecting her now

and this bit on eriol's end is all wrong information and inaccurate conclusions and i was really worried ppl would take it at face value but i hope nobody did. in ccs we get moments where eriol wants sakura to take power, or to learn that power can be taken- his final battle with her, for example, where the answer to his light and dark puzzle is to use kero and yue's power, except that's not something she would ever Want to do or would even Occur to her to try. the power is gifted to her by kero and yue (and syaoran!) because they love her.

same concept, here- the answer to the 'yue is dying' puzzle is to eat touya's power, and he can't imagine the real reason why he won't just do that, and when he thinks about it too long it goes right to his ego- yue looovvvvesss clow, and by extension me. he wants meeeeeee to save him. he wants to neck kissy MY magic soo sooooo bad. but yue isn't considering any of that at all. he's thinking about yukito and what touya means to yukito and why that would make yukito hesitate to reach out, and that no way in hell will he just ambush his other self's crush down a dark alley and take his magic, even to save both their lives. he's a lot more selfless than clow and eriol ever realize. maybe- this is just a half formed thought right now, i dont know if im like certain about it, but- maybe they feel his devotion to clow was a form of selfishness, that he Wanted Love as a thing he could hold and own, whereas pretty much everybody else who meets him goes like YOU SELFLESS MAN YOU CANT JUST DIE FOR PPL YOU CARE ABOUT YOU GOTTA TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOOOO

and there’s also that bit of teacherliness intrinsic to the three of them again: im doing this to teach him a lesson. im letting ruby do her thing without telling her what’s going on to help and encourage yue, etc.

anyway, that (in terms of fic weaving itself into canon) solidifies his decision to do uhmmmm a thing that creeps me out real bad in the anime (knocking yue out to have a moment with him, and oh, ding, there's another 'you fell but i caught you' moment!). eriol loves this manner of hanging out with people, you see it later in this fic, even:

It's important to say what's in your heart to the people you want to say it to, even if you have to make sure the other person never hears it. It's important for your own emotional freedom.

he loves to spend time with people exclusively on his terms, to the point where the other party never even knew he was there, because he knocked them out, or because he was just staring creepily at the outside of sakura's house while she did homework, etc etc etc.

tldr: it's all connected, aaaaaaaaa

[jaehyunsuh]

hii ! i was wondering if i could get a ship for each unit (i love ur work btw 🥺)

i am an esfp-t (entertainer) and an achiever (sorry i forgot what number it was 😭) on the enneagram test

i am of chinese ethnicity and i have long dark brown hair with blond peekaboo highlights :) my height is 167cm and i weigh 47kg

i have quite a resting bitch face so almost all of my friends and mutuals said they were rlly intimidated by me at first but when i warmed up to them they realised that im the kinda random and spontaneous one in the group (like i kinda do weird things sometimes hehe and im pretty loud at times) also tbh i dont like authority and i dont particularly like to follow rules (im the kid who never listens in class oop)

i have a tiger mother ☹️ shes kinda like one of those rich asian ladies who believe anything they say/believe overrides the beliefs of others and the type that likes to use her children to her benefit (sorry i may sound conceited and ungrateful but my mother is not a really kind person) she puts studies before health and likes to overwork people and i think that growing up in this toxic environment has led me to dislike authority so much and not be willing to go down the career path she has chosen for me (aka medicine)

i think im pretty emotional at times for situations that others might not find worth thinking too much about (basically just a mass overthinker 😔🤚🏻) and this is just a weird fact but i dont think i ever rlly cry when im sad like i cry 99% of the time because im angry or frustrated or indignant about something. maybe sadness was the initial emotion but it always develops into one of the mentioned emotions before the tears come yay

also i LOVE pda and skinship in general :) this might sound weird but hickeys are so cute to me idk why hhhhh and i like to be the small spoon when cuddling ☺️ (yes i like taller guys but the members you decide dont have to be the tallest :))

another thing is that im a dancer ! ive been dancing for 12 years now and i really really love using my body to express myself :) when i was rlly young i started with ballet to get my foundations right and then i progressed to jazz (because ballet was too much effort 🥲) and then later contemporary/lyrical and now i kinda stick to urban/kpop style 👍🏻

also this is irrelevant but yg is having global auditions soon in the city i live in so yeah i rlly hope i have a bit of luck because being able to dance and sing has been my DREAM since i was a kid 🥺

anyways i hope i didnt give toooo much unnecessary info and thank you so much ily 🤍🤍

hey! I wish you all the best, from the bottom of my heart I hope that you really go to the yg audition and you do well💕 good luck! I hope i’m writing this for a future idol, pls don’t forget me when you are famous lol

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haechan

let’s start with the fact that would loooove that you are so spontaneous, I think we all can tell that haechan is a free spirit and that he constantly wants to do stuff, have fun and live life. He would support you in any of the random stuff that you want to do, and he would follow you in any impulsive plan that you have out of nowhere. He would just feel so excited about it and he would be so comfortable too. I think he also doesn’t listen to other easily and always wants to do what he wants, so I think that would make you to understand each other really well. He is a rebel to, he definitely is, so he would be really attracted to that part of you. He would see the whole situation with your family and your career and all of that, he would be super supportive, he would tell you to follow your dreams, do what you love and what you that’s the best for you. I mean it, he would be super intese and he would really want you to do what you really like, he would probably even talk to your mom about it lol. He would just care a lot about your well being. Since you are a dancer and love dancing he would encourage you to join an academy, a company, go to an audition, because he knows it would make you happy. When you cry a lot and start being really emotional he would be there for you, get you back to your senses and let you know that everything is gonna be okay. He loves skinship a lot so he would always be all over you, kissing and hugging you the whole day!!

jeno

I just think Jeno would be such a good boyfriend to anyone and he would know how to adapt to a lot personalities. He is really chill and he likes calm, but someone as spontaneous as you would just make his life more exciting and he would have a lot of fun being around you and trying to take care of you while you are doing random stuff. When you don’t listen to others and just do what you want he would laugh a lot because he loves that you are like that. He loves that you are so determined and that in important situations you go with your decision, he would admire that a lot. When you are being to rebellious he would try his best to make you cool down a little bit and relax, he doesn’t want you to go all crazy lol. He would take care of you a lot, always wanting to know how you are feeling, what you are doing and just everything that has to do with you in general. He would want you to purchase dancing since you really love it a lot, he would have deep conversations about this. He would like to do some dances with you and that would be the coolest thing ever. When you start to be really emotional about something he would worry a lot and he would always be there for you so you have someone to rely on. I feel that he wouldn’t really be into pda but he likes having skinship with you, always hugging you and giving you the softest kisses.

johnny

Johnny is such a fun and cool guy to be around. His personality woud go really good with yours, he likes to have fun so he would always want to spend time with you, so like that we would enjoy all of the random stuff and the random plans that you figure out. He would always make you company, he wants to take care of you and be there for you for anything that you need. I think he really expresses his opinions, but he still considers that you are a little bit more rebellious than him, he would fins it really attractive and bold from you, but he would also tell you when you need to step down a little. He would always want the best for you, so when it comes to you carrer choice he would want you to do what you really like, he would be really worried if you feel upset by doing other thing. Tbh, I also feel like he would try his best to even talk to your mom about it. When you are being emotional he would try to make you laugh and forget a little bit about the situation. He would like to have you wrapped around his arms and kiss forever.

[queencryo]

@silly-go-round is asleep right now.

i guess i should make a journal for the past few days. as good a time as any. as AMY. heh. cuz shes super good and amazing. heh.

uh...... lessee.... for the two days after the last journal i just. hung out at the house while silly worked. i managed to not keep her in bed and make her late the second day. hung out a lot, watched more adventure time, worked on my tumblr filter script (lie. i judt ran it on my main. 200 posts / day is a bitchhhh) , played a good amount of ds3 (to pointof tetris effect at a couple points the nexg few days)

also did some like. helpful tasks. washed some dishes (undone quicklu, but. eh). not enough, mot as much as i shouldve, but... i tried i guess.

alao we've like. said the same thing at the dame time a Lot while ive been here and its like. nice. its really nice. same wavelength! i feel so close go her.

oh! alxo night before last we went grocery shoping. got food for prolly enoygh for the two weeks, but i guess we'll see. also a cheesecake! it was.... echausting. hily fuck it was exhaysting. jesus. the store was big and it took like 3 hours and $200 to get everything but. we did itttt.

we both mentionef that like. it felt nice to like. have a full fridge 2gether. cuz. it feels like were gonna have a futjre togetjer? u know. like that is. i love her a lot and it feels good for this to feel like a home for a little while. we hope that it can be so in tbe future.

so YESTERDAY she finally FINALLY taught me how to play magic the gathering. it was. a long time coming. but she brought me into the store and like. sat me down w some regulars and had me play commander. i played moooostly her snake deck, so like.that was fun!! i kept talki g about how i woulda gotten lorescale Coatl up to 39/39 and flying, had i like. gotten q more turn. but on that game D was running a mill deck that was. extremely long to play (that game took like ~>2 hours ugh), and was very bery annoying, so i didnt get to actually do that.

but it was fun! part of me wants to blog everything, but i dont think i will.

im glad to be able to use silly's decks, bc i dont think i want to make my own. im considering making a cheap angel deck or smth, but we'll see if yhat actually ends up happening.

i also met her girlfriend Iz, who is sweet. i played magic w her fkr a while, which was fun! she was runni g an annoying mono black deck (i kkow all these... these Terms and Words now, its incredible...)

shes sweet and i think i like her. dunno if enough to date yet (which makes me Partially regret flirting w her so much in the groupchat but. hey)

talked w her some, mostly about magic, hung out while silly closed the store, pet her cat, silly discovered that cyddling w TWO girlfriends is very nice (not rhat id know ;;;;;;;), was good times. i dont think im as comfy w izzy physically yet as i may have implied in messages, which hopefully wull be rectified by the message i just sent her (my initial physical comfort with people varies, it depends very much on the person)

skip forward, me and silly make a pizza at home cuz were fuckin tired, she admonishes me for not eating for uh... like 11 hours or smth (that mornings bagel was VERY good tho omg), but adderall, so like... meh.

uh... i dont think anything else on yesterday...

today! we waaamted to go to the store at like. 2. but in actuality got there at like! 330.

i went back to sleep cuz im a losenerd, and she. made this breakfast casserole thing. which hse put into a bagel abd brought to me bc i guess shes the best person on the entire earth oh my GOD. jesus

skip... apparently she knows maximum the hormone and doesnt like them very much... fair fair. (cause for xeath)

came to the store agai. tofay. it was fun and good. iz didnt come in today, do played some more with regulars. played w what is apparently called a blink deck, which revolvea arounf exiling cards then immediately bringing them back, to capitalize on "when this enters battlefield, do smth" cards. neat!

i DID actually manage to win today!!! the victory was. literally handed to me, but like. thats fine! i was playing silly's uhhh... elintor the masked? idr her name :( the mask planewalker! deck, which. i had SO much land, most of wh8ch was enchanfed. meaning it could be tapped then untapped w eljntor's thing, then tapped again for DOUBLE MANA. i mean. i had like 9/turn even b4 that but. BUT. i also had. i think i drew 3 creatures total. bit anyway. i had the white card that gave me a life whenever a creature was put on tge board (and also, w another enchantment, made all non-me creagurss and enchantments enter the board tapped, so. nya). so... rob had a card what dealt one damGe to all other players whenevr he puta. creature on the board. then he played united forces, which lets each player commit X mana to create X 1/1 soldier tokens on all players' boards. so. we made 28 white soldier tokens on everyones board. this killed perry, ans gave me, uh. 56 life (84 - 28). i then attacked ron for 28 w the soldiers, and drew sacred mesa, which lets me sacrifice 2 mana (1 any color, 1 white, but i had so many cards that said "this land can instead be tapped for 2 of any color, so like. ueah) to create a 1/1 flying pegasus token. so i. ended the game w 44 white 1/1 tokens. goblins get fucked.attack w my ssoldiers cuz his were tapped, so brought him down to 7 life. i didng catch what he did w the enchantment, but i think he said he like. put a copy of every creature on my side of the board onto his board, and then. cipying that enchantment 3 times. so. holy FUCK. wow. BUT those all came in tapped and i had 18 flying yokens, so. i still won! yay!!!! i won a game of magic!!!!!

goblin decks scare me. stop running krenko you fucks. exponential goblins goddamn

silly would come by every so often and like. look over my dhoulder and say "oh that was dumb whyd u use fabricate for thay" which is fair. but also god i love her. (i used fabricate for a mana generator insteaf of lightning greaves. whateverrrr) i love her so much dear god. i wish i coukd help w the store more, but. on the same time i also. dont enjoy working. so. maybe part time.

hm. what ekse. oh yeah i kove her so much.

by the end of the night it was just. me and her, rob and the two regulars i started out llaying w yestwrday. theyre sweet, i like them. theyre married. the dude calls me honey smtimes, which is. kinda weird? dunno how i feel about that. i guess fine. its gender-nice, but still a lil uncomfy. otherwise i like em fien, though. but they talked abouy moving into sillys apt. so thats cool!! better than her current (awful, terrible, lazy / horrifically depressed / manchild roomate, who doesnt clean ever) roomate. i was reading the monster of the week gamebook thruout, which i... bought, for some reason. idk. oh also i wanna make a fallen angel divine, because im... predictableeee. also a conspiracy thworist whos just a trans woman w way too much time and really weird hobbies (throwing knices, butterfly knife, net friends, etc). also a spooky. i speny like. 3 hours reading thr7 the monster of the week book while ppl played magic around me. i kinda wish i hadnt bought it, but hey! its neat c:

oh, also i didnt take adderall today. i dont think it went toooo bad, i think i like. was meaner and less thohghtful with what i said, but like. i guess thats better than feared. i took a caffeine pill (200mg) at ariund 10 which is. prolly why im wide awake right now. i regret doing that, sincr from what shes said tmos gonna be big)

she says we gotta be at her moms by 4, for reasons she WONT TELL ME. bit she says its part of one of her plans, i ASSUME the romantic one? im kind of afraid that ill like. no-sell it unwillingly because im abroke and soulless human being, but uh. i guess rhats thw risks we take to be alive :shrug: im excited. were also going to a shop (diff one) tmo, which im Quite excited for, as ive only been in similar shops by accident before. also doing laundry!!! which is important ^_^

oh ysah. so we got white castle on the way home. its. yeah she was r8ght. mediocre-at-best sliders. onions are bad.

we also made a pizza. whifh i ate most of. i overate. sob.

she fell asleep halfway thry an episode of nailed it. cant blame her, she seemed really tired. i hipe i dont disturb her rwst. and i feel so utterly blessed thay i can be around her.

ih!! i also fell down the last few staies ywstersay. bruised my arms, but otherwise fine. it was. idk, it is nice to knoe that others worry fir me and like me. she was very concerned. i love her.

[lunatens]

i... don't remember what i was upset about it was probably a bit if not very petty alSO did you know that according to the google dictionary, a synonym of "petty" is "chicken sh*t" it's listed as "vulgar slang • north american" i mean... just why.... 🥴 hhhh yes it'd be nice to be awake when you see your family for the same time even if you feel 🤪😩🥴 (because you might need 😴 and you better be getting a lot of 😴 even tho im sure u want to hang out with your family bc i know i want to) ++

skgjsjs that’s good i’m glad it wasn’t something super bad then! 😌💕 also LMAOOO I DIDNT KNOW THAT that’s so funny thank u for enlightening me with this information 🤩

yes i’ve been hanging out with my family lots + also sleeping so it’s v good!!! altho idk what happened to me i’ve been falling asleep at like 11pm and waking up at like 7:30 pls what happened to me 😭😭 i’ve nEVER in my life been a morning person 😖😖 am i getting old

AWE YAY IM GLAD YOU SAW YOUR SISTER!!!!! and that y’all get along really well that’s so sweet 🥺💖💘💘💞💓 hehe yay!!

lol yeah it’s a lot of work but it becomes routine!! ik not everyone loves pets/animals but i can’t imagine not having one personally i love them so much 🥺🥺 (also those eMOJIS WHY ARE U SO CUTE 😭😭)

ooh i hope you get to go on one with your friends some day!!!!!!! road trips are the best!!!! where would you go on your road trip do you think? i just love being in cars idk whY but it’s so nice, my longest road trip was i think 20ish hours with my family once but we split it up over a couple days 😌

oh also i tried taking a couple quick pictures on my drive home for u bc it looked really pretty but the pictures didn’t turn out that nice lol but i’ll still show u anyways 😎😎 enjoy canada woop woop (the pictures make it look uglee but i promise it’s nice in person)

SLDKDJJSSH U SENT THESE ON SUNDAY AND IM REPLYING ON TUESDAY 🤡🤡🤡🤡 I HOPE U GOT TO SLEEP IN THO‼️‼️ND YES I CAUGHT UP ON SLEEP DONT WORRY 🤩🤩

i do celebrate christmas (not religiously tho!) !!! i am vERY shocked it’s so soon like omg woah 😳 i’m getting a cavity filled tomorrow though 😖😖 merry christmas to me yayyy 🙃 slfjsjsj but i’m very excited for christmas!!!

i’m assuming you also celebrate christmas then? if so i hope it’ll be a good christmas!!!!!!! hAPPY HOLIDAYS TOO HEHE DRESS V WARM!! 💖💘💘💕💓

OU YEAH THE PHOTOCARDS!! ik what u mean sometimes they aren’t the best photos, like i have two other joshua ones but like idk they’re not The Best photocards yk but these ones were so cute 🥺🥺 also OMFG YEAH wow twice and svt doing the most in their albums 😳 AND THANK U I HOPE I GET IT TOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭 ILY 💖💝💘💕💓

[jungsungchans]

oh school twins lmao. how’d your test go? i’m doing ok. testing just finished for me too & my school starts break in like 4 days so that’s nice. i’m looking forward to sleeping a lot. i don’t know much about games but i hope you have fun!! (also my response is super long so you’ll probably get like 6 messages. sorry 😅) (1)

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i’m actually a missive multi stan lol. i’m into like 80 kpop groups or something ridiculous like that. (i get bored of music really quickly, so i end up seeking out and consuming a lot of new music and get into a lot of different groups because of it) i’m honestly pretty much like everyone and if i were to try and list my favorite groups there would probably be like 20 names 😅 but i’m super super fond of ateez, stray kids, e’last, a.c.e, itzy, & sunmi!  ohhhh who’s your exo bias? i never really got into them but i do admire them as artists & musicians!! i do like superm so i like kai and baekhyun a lot lol. do you maybe have any song or mv recs?  actually thank you for the can of worms!! and i totally agree. jaehyun really seems so chill and cool. but nope. he really is such a secret dork <3 not to make the can of worms larger, but what are some of your favorite moments of him? your favorite cover? your favorite performance? and do you prefer rapper or vocalist jaehyun? i actually got into nct because of superm sometime in february. i didn’t really like lucas at first. mostly cause i just didn’t like his face??? not sure why, but now i feel kind of dumb for it lol. eventually wayv had a comeback and i just sort of got into them. i’m not sure what really changed my mind about lucas. but one day i just kind of went ‘i think lucas is my ult?’ and now he’s my ult 🤷 it just kind of happened. like i didn’t fall hard or anything, i just comfortably landed in place??? again sorry that was so long. i hope you have a good day/night <3 🎄🎄 (6) 

hey hey hey sorry this is so late im so fuckin lame omg. i mentioned last time that id started genshin impact but then it like consumed me over the course of the day even though im really bad at video games etc etc. but yoooo school twins!!! this was my first semester of college and idt it went as well as idve liked it to have gone but like oh well. how was ur semester? are you lookin forward to vacation? 

ohhh word thats a lot of groups!!! i can really relate to that getting bored of music thing 🤔 but i dont rly listen to a lot of kpop outside of the groups i like. im def w u on atz skz itzy and sunmi! i haven’t heard any elast or ace though ive heard theyre good, so if u have any recs...! 

in exo kai’s my bias actually!!! hes my longest standing bias, its been nearly Five Years of erigomism for me ig lol . unfortunately theyre not so active anymore but his solo fucking rocked so im rly happy about that....for recs idk what kind of music ur into? but i guess love me right lotto growl and monster should cover like...most of the bases of Types of Music People Enjoy i think. 

jaehyun is so fuckin ... jeez i think he’s great but like favorite moments is hard cuz hes rly just very endearing on the whole...but if i had to pick, this is the dawdger dog wow dawdger dog only here at dawdger stadium from 127 hit the states, all of nct x vancouver, and just about any jcc w him in it specifically the ikea one i think 🤔 there r just toooo many. fave cover ill b basic and say ilmb but the moment he drops anything rnb ill probably like that. i rly dont have a super favorite performace for jaehyun i think hes just a really good dancer and performer who has great presence! but i WILL say that idgaf about anything suits i think the sm stylists need to retire boring ass office wear and embrace tradition [simon says more experimental styling]. im definitely a vocalist jaehyun advocate i think hes got such a nice voice like i normally am Not Into Slow Songs but try again has me by the throat him and dear put something in there fr

YOU DIDNT LIKE LUCAS’ FACE AT FIRST????????????? ok No offence meant whatsoever. ik looks r subjective and all but like. i did not expect that. but i definitely also kind of Just Wound Up being a lucas stan like it wasnt something that was a very definite realization but he is just somehow. very likeable 

i hope u have a good day too bud! take care! 🔥

[scifiromance]

my endgame wants and theories before i see it i just need to be annoying one time bc I've been v quiet i think lol so it’s allowed now

how does antman leave the quantum realm on his own 

will there be quantum time travel? and does cap stay back in time to be w peggy? im hoping not lol but i mean i could go for a dance between them before the end of it all that would be nice 

peter and shuri ! do they meet

nebula avenging gamora?

less quill lol 

okay want tony and nebula to have some “gravity” moments

pepper in rescue suit 

OH valkyrie! cap recognizing that as the name of the plane he died in also idk!!

val and thor reunite and create a place for new Asgard?? 

cap marvel and thor and val 

i havent seen cap marvel so im excited to see her powers and shit 

bucky sam and t’challa like hello pls be in this 

world after the snap 

okoye!! being in the legit mix lol dont let me down too hard or being temp head of Wakanda i guess

also i think i saw that tony and nat die??? dont want it but hopefully that makes full sense if it happens 

i guess i just don’t know what to expect lol and i dont want anything toooo dumb to happen u know 

oh and hulk better like hulk out bitch 

thor and grooot good pair i don't care about other guardians unfortunately 

i just want good final moments for everyone even tho its just one movie lol 

and peter! how is he so fine for ffh do the people that were snapped like gen public understand?

any multi-universe shit happening 

i JUST want it to be better than my semi-low expectations/ way too high expectations 

i saw iw 6 months late and didnt love it as much as i wanted too there were great moments but like eh i guess 

ive hyped it too much for myself but its only the 3 marvel movie ive seen in theaters so ive hyped it up!! 

im done i pray no one read this 

also they should revamp the agent carter show