#idk what i was thinking when i did this one. i think the first line was just stuck in my head.

[crystallizsch]

“Oh? *I* get to be in charge of our lovely Princes? Hehe. I graciously accept the challenge.”

[SR] Yuusha Tala Glimmering Soirée (fan event by @starry-night-rose)

Groooovy!!: [LOCKED]

Set Home: Yeah, yeah… I know I’m just a glorified attendant and I don’t really have any say over the Princes... Look, just let me have this.

Home Idle 1: Helping Deuce act like a Prince has been really hilarious. But credit where credit is due, seeing him try his best is really charming.

Home Idle 2: Wow. Somehow Azul became less insufferable after being trained as a Prince. ….Wait. Nevermind. He’s still the same.

Home Idle 3: Kalim and Hornton seem to be a natural at this. I guess I should have expected that. It’s really nice to see them shine.

Home Idle - Login: Has anyone seen Grim? I swear I saw him lurking around here somewhere…

Home Idle - Groovy: [LOCKED]

Home Tap 1: Where did I put that ghost camera? I was just holding it just a while ago… Huh? It’s around my neck? Well, that’s embarrassing. Oh stop laughing at me, will ya?

Home Tap 2: The others say I’m like a different person when I go into “manager” mode. …And they say it either like a compliment or an insult so I’m getting mixed messages.

Home Tap 3: Ugh. This cape is cool and all but people keep getting caught by it. So annoying.

Home Tap 4: Would I compete in being the Belle of the Ball if I wasn't taking care of the Princes? Depends. Would you vote for me? ~ ♡ …What do you mean you’ll give me a “pity” vote.

Home Tap 5: No, I’m not staring "longingly" at that band! …But hypothetically, do you think they’d let me play an instrument with them?

Home Tap - Groovy: [LOCKED]

notes:

i had fun with the voice lines aaah but it might have some changes when i’m done with the groovy (and i’ll properly put her in an actual card template)

also slight lore drop from one of the voice lines: yuusha has experience hosting formal parties pre-twst. basically she just locks in (a bit too heavily) when she has hosting duties.

(some of the voice lines also foreshadow the groovy 👀)

anyways i was just messing around a lot with the outfit design and the colors hgsdfjds

i tried my best making her purple color scheme agree with the limited color palette and i think it worked out??? idk idk--

also the cape was supposed to have patterns similar to the ceremonial robes so as to label her as someone from nrc.

i wanted to include a LOT more ruffles too but i had no patience for lining all of that 🤧

(bonus sketches/concepts below)

at first i based off her suit on hans frozen but then (because of pinterest giving me ideas) i realized i wanted a more fun outfit and so here i am-

(also help me i meant to have the voice lines to be just talking to anyone but it just hit me that it sounds like she’s talking to jamil 💀 girl they just can’t leave me alone they live in my head 24/7 rent-free)

[conditioned-to-obey]

I have a confession. First time i came across one of your posts i remembering thinking what u posted was gross and crossing the line between kink and just being a terrible person then scrolled. Second time i went through your blog just a bit then exited. Third time i was wet but refused to accept it. And then a few other times after i touched myself and came to your posts. What confuses me the most is that I saw you were into edging but the idea never appealed to me and i never edged before so i just ignored the posts about it, but today when i was going through your blog again i was so close then i came across one of your posts about how i should deny myself and edge and thats exactly what i did, i denied myself that orgasm and i haven’t allowed myself since.

Idk how to feel about the fact that you’ve slowly conditioned me to obey but i can’t lie and say it doesn’t make me feel so good. Very fitting name btw xx

That is just the beauty of fantasy and play, isn't it? Listening to your cunt, finding out what you may or may not enjoy. If it enhances your pleasure? Good. If it doesn't? Take what does and disregard the rest. There is plenty of time to start small and work up to understand ourselves better.

Interesting enough, one of my pets wound up on the same path to discovery you did. With a very similar narrative. At first, disgust, disdain, repulsion. Then morbid curiosity, dark excitement, lingering thoughts. Finally, an undeniable throb. That melty tinglingly heat between her legs that led her fingers to slip below the blanket. To tease her swollen clit and try what she had been reading about. To rub to what had disturbed her. After all, it can't hurt to just try, right?

And so she edged...and edged...and edged. Needless to say, she learned something new that night. The rest, as it stands, is history. Corruption at its finest.

You see, it's when you realize that nothing else makes you cum as hard. How much simpler and easier things are when your brain is broken. When you accept it. That is when you start to realize the predicament in which you find yourself.

A trained puppy. With a drooling, dripping cunt.

Conditioned to obey.

[wolfnesta]

'The text clearly says Nesta is abusive because Feyre heard her voice—‘

Listen if the narrative says something remotely close to Nesta making Feyre feel bad it's not that hard to latch on and make the worst of it as if it’s impossible to question the narrative itself. Which is what we're SAYING. Reading feyre act like that is unserious to us not everyone and that’s fine because we know what it's like to have siblings who we'll trash talk to but also idk maybe go follow them to the end of a magical fairy wall should they happen to be abducted? Kinda like Nesta did? And still not act like the trash talking traumatized us like that? So stop quoting the story as if that’s not what we’re actively criticizing?

And then SJM contradicts herself when she tried to push this idea that Feyre ‘wasn’t perfect either’ and that ‘both’ were shitty to each other but then she also tries to not uncover her poor outlining from the first book where she made the sisters ‘the wicked sisters’ by throwing in measly lines about Feyre hearing Nesta’s voice. So unreal to me. I’m sorry go ahead and be upset about it but I will never take it seriously.

Like in an alternate universe how stupid would it be for there to be a some measly line thrown in about how much it affected Nesta that Feyre thinks she's evil because she acts like their shitty mom. And so therefore Feyre is abusive. That’s all it would take, one line to be published on ink and paper by SJM, for it to be true and verified. Yea no, I’m sorry we are allowed to question things that don’t make sense to us.

Even if I chose to follow the text so religiously then I’d still make my peace with the whole mess since the sisters ‘made up’ because no Nesta wasn't as 'abusive' and even SJM herself tried to sell off as.

[the5thcellar]

I actually think Luke is serious about A. That age gap is typically what men marry these days. I think he's crazy about her and was taking it slow after a long term break up before going official. That shows intention, planning, and wanting her. I wouldn't be surprised the official IG couple post is coming soon.

I'm just upset that they took it this far with promo. Tom and Z were meeting each other's family outside of work early on, so to say you are officially brining him to meet the fame was a bit much. Closing your eyes when she touches your face? Grade A acting. I hate that it makes me believe he was never attracted to an amazing woman like Nicola. I feel dumb for falling for it all. I hope Nicola finds a handsome guy who will love her proudly.

that's a really interesting take tbh! ive actually never considered he was serious about her in the sense of marrying - but of course this is purely based off the vibes I get and is entirely my own view.

one of the reasons i say this is because luke doesn't seem too inclined to keep a completely friendly distance between himself and nic - i heard that the QC leads india and corey were shipped really hard by fans as well and he had a gf during the whole press run - and towards the end india and corey started posing separately on carpets (i.e. no touching, no friendly hand around shoulder even during photos etc) because they wanted to emphasise that they were really just friends.

luke in contrast seems to have no qualms about blurring lines - and one of the reasons the more rabid fans kept insulting Antonia was a direct result of the fact that he kept stating his "single" status to press. I think he could have helped Antonia avoid a lot of the flak she drew by just stating that he's seeing someone. but maybe he felt it would draw even more attention to his private life and her? idk. i don't want to puzzle over his motivations because I don't believe they are too complex - I've said this many times before and I'll keep saying it - no matter how good a man seems (and I do believe Luke is very good and sweet), trying to justify anything they do is still a sure path to disappointment.

more importantly: please don't feel dumb for falling for the hope that nic and luke could be together! i really don't think they were being deliberately disingenuous - i actually think the opposite - i think they themselves are often confused about what they really are and it's just easier to define it as being great friends. it's strange but i get the feeling that they see each other as a source of potential - it's simultaneously impossible and also the easiest thing in the world for them to envision a reality where they're together - there just seems to be many barriers to it happening for real. they're comfortable living in the liminal space between great friendship and great romantic love - it definitely explains why nic said she doesn't have a relationship in her life that's anything close to what she has with luke. I think there just needs to be a decisive push for them to ever move out of this grey area. it'll have to be something massive for it to ever happen... and it's not something I hold out hope for (again, just to avoid disappointment!)

this got really long; I wish nic and luke all the best and I think they have something very special with each other. I think life has many many stops along the way and I don't think luke has found a final stop in his romantic journey with antonia - they are both very young and they don't have the vibe of "together forever" couples - if they did (since luke is such a big believer in love at first sight) - he'd have laid down a commitment a lot sooner.

again I want to emphasise that this is all MY POV - it's the vibe I get. I'm WELL AWARE I don't know these people irl. There's always criticism of how parasocial fandom and stan behaviour are but I think most fans - myself included - are very conscious of the fact that the way we perceive and interact with celebs is completely one sided. I'm also not a psychic or clairvoyant or anything of the sort. i just strangely feel a lot of things all the time and ive never been chill a day in my life 😂

sending you lots of good feelings and healing - I feel your hurt and unease and disappointment because I feel the same, but it gets easier to accept with each day that passes.

[depresssant]

'geto would burn in the fiery sea of hell if it meant only he would be the one thing your heart-stopping eyes could see'

warning!!!! : yandere is a warning in itself 💀, yandere!geto, unrequited love, kidnapping extremely suggestive themes, idk what else 😭

also reposted bc i accidenly deleted the first one 😬

to say that geto suguru was helpless was an understatement.

he was at a lost, and it felt like the entire world was against him. so many conflicting thoughts battled with him day by day, and time came to a stop the second he watched that bullet go through riko's head. that helpless feeling of not being able to save what was dear to you... to be able to not do anything except for watch as something slipped out of his grasp⏤he felt like it was happening all over again.

dark thoughts⏤ones that only you seemed to get rid of⏤dropping him over the edge plagued him like a disease with every twist and turn. these were the dark thoughts that only you washed away with your warm touch and loving smile.

but now?

now you were cold and hostile.

all because of a damn rejection.

geto knew his decade long friendship with you would never be the same after that fateful night you confessed to him. that night⏤just a week and a half after riko's death. he had rejected you. geto was scared. what if you died just like riko? you were a sorcerer with threats that had you walking across the line of life and death. what if you, too, withered from his grasp? 

but he supposed you already did.

bit by bit, you had started to ignore him. you were clearly distancing yourself. you knew he was going through internal struggles, and while you once would've been there right by his side, you weren't this time. you just... stop talking to him, acting like he was the plague, and a single look would kill you.

it killed him.

it killed geto to see you hurting because of him, and it hurt even more that he wasn't able to help. the raven haired man was bitter and angry at the time. he should've understood that you were just trying to give him space after realizing your confession wasn't thrown in at the best time. you were trying to help him in the best way possible while hurting yourself, and he was too fucking stupid to realize it.

geto had stormed into your dorm for an explanation as to why you were ignoring him. the worst fight of his life occurred that very night where you told him you never wanted to see him again. so he had granted you your wish.

thinking back at it, both of you were hurting. riko's death and the following had affected you just as much as it had affected geto, but he was too selfish to realize he wasn't alone. he was too conceited to realize that even when keeping your distance from him, you were still there for him. he was just too proud to reach out.

...

well... that would never happen again.

he furrowed his brows but he said nothing as he watched you struggle against the chains with a look of panic on your beautiful, beautiful, face. geto had plenty of time to reflect on his behavior⏤to sort through his feelings and plan, and now you were finally back in his arms.

with a sigh of relief, said arms pulled you into a suffocating hug. he held you so tightly he felt like his arms would cramp up, but that didn't matter. all he wanted to do was just crawl into your skin, become one with you, so you two would never apart again. he wanted to kiss those pretty lips of yours until his own became bruised and swollen. he wanted to hold you like this for the rest of eternity because the sound of your heartbeat was the best type of music he had ever listened to.

this was wrong, some part in him screamed. holding you captive like this just for himself was immoral and evil, but... all for himself? geto would burn in the fiery sea of hell if it meant only he would be the one thing your heart-stopping eyes could see. those eyes... those eyes pulled him in like a moth to a flame, turning him into a person he never thought he'd become. but perhaps that was one of the million things he loved about you.

"what the fuck do you think you're doing?" you hissed, pressed up against him, and geto felt completed. "you're insane! how the hell do you... do you⏤"

"i love you."

his hands were all over your body frantically, leaving a blazing trail of fire in every place that he caressed, and it was like he was trying to become one with you.

"... geto... what is this? why are you doing this?"

lavender eyes as alluring as a violent ocean rested on yours. "it's a form of acceptance. your confession? darling, i accept your love. i want your love... i need it."

"that was in high school! it was just a silly crush!" your brows furrowed in anger at first, but your expression crumbled. a face that you once adored now looked down at you with stinging eyes, fangs out and all. 

"don't lie to me." geto grabbed a hold of your inner thighs, pushing you down onto the bed and nuzzling into your neck as if he would die if he didn't. you'd be lying if you said that you didn't like it. it was something you had been waiting for, for a very long time.

"we're meant for each other. you just need a little help understanding it."

his hold you was like a snake wrapping around its prey, constricting like a suffocating pillow until said prey finally fell limp. you were the prey and geto was the snake.. and, well...

he was threatening to swallow you whole.

[agentravensong]

Chara without Narra!Chara: a late-night ramble

even if you don’t think narra!chara is canon, thinking chara is irredeemably evil is still missing the whole ass point of undertale

(putting this under a read more cause it got a bit long)

a) they were a child. a child who experienced something that made them hate all of humanity, enough to run away from it. a child who chose to give up their own soul rather than take their brother’s.

b) who chara presents themself as at the end of no mercy is not representative of them in life, unless you think they were LV 20 when they died. LV changes you. not to mention that they don’t have their SOUL either, which, if we’re to believe flowey, makes it harder, if not impossible, to experience certain feelings. speaking of him…

c) over all his resets, flowey has killed, at minimum, as many monsters as a no mercy frisk/chara has. but the game positions him as being, at worst, worthy of mercy, even forgiveable. it would simply be inconsistent to deny chara that.

d) toby doesn’t write pure evil characters. he even gives spade king some slack in chapter 2 of deltarune (which i don’t think he deserves, but that’s another conversation). he wouldn’t write a child character who is and always has been evil.

they weren’t the greatest person, the game (via asriel) tells us. they called him a crybaby. they wanted to use their full power on those humans. they, whether intentionally or not, pressured asriel so that he agreed to a plan with horrible consequences, one that would have had an immense mental toll on him even if he had had the strength to go through with the final step.

but the game also tells us, in exactly the same words (via monster kid), that undyne isn’t the greatest person. remember how ready she was to kill frisk, the human child, and then to support asgore as he would go on to kill more humans, for the sake of monsterkind? doesn’t that sound familiar?

and some of the other questionable things chara does are explainable without narra!chara. asgore’s poisoning could have been a ploy to genuinely hurt him, i guess, but it could have just as easily been a mistake like asriel implies. or maybe, like kris, they were a bit of a prankster, and were unaware beforehand that buttercups were actually dangerous to eat. their laughter in the wake of the event is so easily compared to other characters in ut who laugh through their pain (toriel when killed on no mercy, snowdrake’s dad, etc.).

even their hatred of humans. again, think of why a kid would come to hate all of humanity. what would that take? you don’t need the faded ribbon’s item description (“if you’re cute, monsters won’t hit you as hard”) to get the basics of that. all it does is give an additional clue pointing to that and some hints at specifics.

that’s what narra!chara does. it gives us more of chara’s personality. it gives extra context for how they tick, for why they’re the way they are. it contributes to the themes. it makes them more present in a story that, at its core, was always about them and asriel.

narra!chara does not make chara redeemable. it alone does not make them nuanced. they already were. they always were. that’s the whole point.

[presumenothing]

endless list of my favourite zhou shen songs (21/?)

起风了/ qi feng le (cover) ↳ live at bilibili 11th anniversary livestream + audio on spotify + bonus: a capella clip

{ ZHOU SHEN 29TH BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 18/29 }

[chanyoungies]

sorry, i love you = red lights => the view = mixtape: oh => silent cry > secret secret = gone away > star lost > cheese = domino > ssick = wolfgang = thunderous > surfin'

[minnesotanaccent]

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[security-alert-woo-woo-woo-woo]

So I was just playing Help Wanted and idk if this was supposed to happen or if it's a bug or what, but Glitchtrap didn't wave at me. He just stood there, staring and twitching. If it was meant to happen or not it still kinda freaked me out estftfftrdy

[cottageivy]

doing every crochet project under the sun that doesn’t involve granny squares so i can avoid learning them

[girlyliondragon]

Got done watching the first Godfather movie, because I’ve seen it brought it up a few times and as a result it touched my curious side. So I was like what the hell ya know?

To keep it brisk, it is not a movie I would usually watch, being a slower 3 hour one and it’s not my genre to delve into (I don’t go looking for mob drama movies, so it was a first), which meant that I had to watch it in like 30 minute snips to keep my attention every now and then and ofc, I was squeamish to some things but swallowed it for that because I wanted to watch it that much atm, but it had me on the edge of my seat when it wanted it to be.

I might have to rewatch it a few times or maybe just watch a few YT vids so that everything going on can ingrain in my head, but I def liked it even tho it was just just to be an experimental thing. I might check out the second movie uuhhhhhhhh some time in the future but no promises to myself for that.

[poptartmochi]

i was tagged by @skogenflicka​ 😁! thank you for the tag sarah, and sorry it took me so long to get around to this!! (even now you can see it took me ~2 hours to actually sit down and make this ; w ;)

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to! put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people!

I don’t use spotify, so I had to roll w youtube’s ‘Recommended for You’ for this ^^; also, I apologize for the picture quality? i took the screenshot on my phone and i’m not sure if it degraded because i stretched the screenshot down to capture the 10 songs, or if its bc i drafted this post on my phone and am finishing it on my laptop...in any case, here’s my playlist! :D lots of kimbra...

i tag @fullmetal-the-last-alchemist​ @gamer-grandma​ @lotuscoves​ @fawnchild​ @glasses-n-freckles​ @ebosu​ @khatulim​ @darthyolk​ @pugnaciouspomegranate​ and @methargicism​ to do this as well, if you’d like! no pressure otherwise ^^/ edit: also tagging @mrscitty​ @the-witch-from-next-door​ and @im-hopeless-not-romantic​ if you guys have the time for it! c:

[words-writ-in-starlight]

I’ve been trying to answer this question since I was a kid, but what do you do with anger about trauma, anyway?  

I can’t undo what happened.  I can’t hurt anyone for it.  I can’t even call someone up and say “I thought I’d understand what happened when I grew up, I thought it would make sense, but now I’m an adult and I’m a medical professional and I can’t understand what you did, and it keeps me up, sometimes, thinking about you doing it to some other kid.”  None of them would care.

I can’t imagine telling a kid that they were imagining anesthesia not working.  I’ve tried.  I really have.  I really, really want to think that those encounters were just...ignorance.  Just people who didn’t know that sometimes anesthesia doesn’t work right.  It would have been disgraceful, not to know that, but I really want that to be the truth.  But even if that were the truth, I cannot imagine, not on my worst day, telling a kid that they were imagining that.

Sometimes medicine hurts.  God knows I fought like an alley cat over every vaccine I got until I was six, and only stopped because my doctor discovered that I could be bribed with shiny objects.  I absolutely can’t dream of telling a kid that they were imagining anesthetic not working.

I’m just so angry about it.  The more I learn, the angrier I am.

Talon cusps have real tissue inside them.  Dental pulp under the enamel.  They’re part of your teeth.

No fucking wonder it hurt to have one filed down.

What do I even do with that?  I can’t fix it.  I can’t go out and be angry for other people, because I can’t talk about it, I can’t go to a dentist’s office, it’s a good year if I can remember the week before an appointment.  I can’t let it go, no matter how hard I try.  I can’t just keep talking about being angry, running the same rage over my tongue until it wears down like sea glass.

So, what now?

[dirt-grub]

i feel this way literally daily but dan vs would be a beautiful fucking show if it wasnt flash animated 

[wavesmp3]

I just had the best idea