#idk why i hc steve being great with babies but i just DO

[judasofsuburbia]

“what? hello?” steve mumbled sleepily into the phone.

“i’m going insane,” eddie nearly shouts.

steve sits up in his bed and scrubs his hand over his face. “woah woah, eds, what’s goin on?”

a high pitched wail is heard in the background and eddie is immediately cooing and shushing. steve presses the phone tighter to his ear.

“eds. eds, can you hear me?”

“i’m going insane i’m going insane i’m going insane,” eddie breathes. “she won’t stop crying steve she’s been crying for two hours—fuck, three hours. i don’t know what to do. i don’t know what to do steve.”

“who’s crying?” steve asks.

“my cousin. or my niece, maybe? i don’t know how it works. my cousin’s baby is here and she won’t stop crying.”

more crying and wailing is heard. steve has to hold the phone away from his ear when eddie gets closer to her. he can hear eddie pleading with her, trying to comfort her, to no avail.

“i need help,” eddie says. “i need help, please.”

“uh, okay. okay,” steve replies as he rolls out of bed and stumbles around his room in the dark to find some pants and shoes. “i can be there in ten.”

“make it five,” eddie nearly whines, anxiety pouring through the receiver.

“got it.”

steve’s tires screech into eddie’s driveway. his trailer is the only one with the lights still on and he could hear the baby crying from outside. he’s surprised no one has called to complain to the police station. though he’s sure callahan or hopper would simply hang up.

steve barrels up the steps and opens the door to utter chaos. toys and books scatter the ground, there are blankets and bottles strewn over surfaces (some definitely knocked over and spilling onto the floor), and baby clothes and diapers in the leftover spaces. and of course, a screaming infant.

eddie pops out of his room with said infant trashing in his arms. eddie has tears streaming down his fact too and steve’s heart just cracks.

“help me,” eddie mouths.

“uh, okay, okay,” steve is wracking his brain for any tips he learned in home economics about taking care of a baby. “what have you tried? i presume she’s in a clean diaper and…” god it was hard to think with the noise screeching in his ears. “fed her?” steve asks louder.

“yes fuck, i keep changing her and trying to feed her. i read her stories and rocked her and tried to put her in her crib. she’s so upset i don’t know why,” eddie’s voice cracks on the last word and suddenly, steve’s across the room. ready to comfort him.

“give her here,” steve says.

eddie’s eyes are panicky and wide but eventually, he hands steve the child. she continues to cry and thrash in steve’s arms so it takes a second for him to hold her properly.

“what’s her name?” steve asks.

“cheyenne” eddie responds, arms wrapped around himself like a hug. his whole body is bouncing and steve feels the urge to reach out and bring him in too but the more pressing matter is currently occupying those arms.

“hi cheyenne,” steve says gently. “seems like you’re mighty upset.”

she yanks at steve’s shirt with her little baby fists, definitely grabbing some chest hair underneath and ripping it. steve winces but recovers quickly.

“would your neighbors kill me if i take her outside?”

“probably,” eddie mutters.

“i’m going to anyway.”

steve heads for the front door and eddie goes to follow him but steve holds out a patient hand. “stay here, take a breath,” steve instructs.

eddie’s eyes well up with more tears. “but what if something—“

“then we’ll do something. right now, being around her isn’t good for you. let me take a crack at this, alright?”

eddie nods solemnly and backs away so steve can open the door.

cheyenne’s cries echo out into the night sky as steve starts to pace around the porch. steve starts to feel a little scared being alone with her but he’s more scared of what the stress has done to eddie.

so he decides to do it scared.

the baby starts to have this hiccuping breaths that pull steve out of his thought spiral. steve shushes her and props her up so her head is on his shoulder. he rubs her back with his hand, which takes up her entire back, and tries to stay calm when her cries are right next to his ear.

“you like music? 'course you do, everyone does.i don’t know how many lullabies eddie knows. his taste is a little more intense,” steve says conversationally as he continues to pace. “i don’t even think i know any lullabies. um…”

cheyenne cries with new fervor right into his neck and steve just panic sings the first song that comes to mind, “shake it up is all we know. using bodies up as we go. i’m waking up a fantasy. the shades are all the colors we used to see.”

cheyenne’s cries go down a peg, still loud but less wailing and more whimpering. steve’s heart is racing as he slowly continues the song.

“broken ice still melts in the sun. and ties that are broken can be one again. we’re soul alone and soul really matters to me.”

cheyenne keeps crying but it's getting softer by the second. steve rearranges her so she's cradled in his arms. he's blown away by how small she is. how helpless. everything must be so scary for her.

“i'm out of touch,” steve sings softly. “you're out of time. but i'm out of my head when you're not around. oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh.“

cheyenne's eyes open up and they're this big beautiful brown, just like eddie's. his breath is taken away as he keeps singing weakly. he doesn't even realize that she stops crying entirely and is just blinking at him, dazed.

it takes eddie slowly opening the front door for him to recognize the silence. he sits on the couch and bounces her gently in his arms, still humming and singing the occasional "oh's". eddie very slowly and quietly sits beside him.

steve looks up at eddie who is staring at him in awe. the same beautiful brown eyes are puffy and swollen, just like cheyenne's.

“c'mon eds, sing it with me,” steve jokes quietly.

eddie shakes his head. “i can't believe she's a hall and oates fan.”

“everyone is,” steve says simply and sings, “i'm out of touch.” he gestures to eddie to continue.

“i'm out of time,” eddie sings, looking incredibly pained to do so.

“but i'm out of my head,” steve leans his ear to the side.

“when you're not around,” eddie says flat, voice raspy from his exhaustion. it makes steve's stomach flip so he returns his attention to the near asleep girl in his arms.

they keep humming until she's fully asleep. steve leans back into the couch with a long exhale, his shoulders rubbing up against eddie's.

“you're magical,” eddie whispers.

“please,” steve scoffs.

“i'm serious,” eddie replies. steve turns his head to face him and nearly chokes from how close their faces are.

”i don't know how you do it,“ eddie mumbles.

”do what?“

”make everyone around you so calm. i feel like all i can do is make everyone stressed out,” eddie laughs weakly.

steve shakes his head. ”not true. just ask buckley, i stress her out on a daily basis.“

eddie chuckles and sniffles. steve sees his lips stretch over his teeth in a smile.

”thank you for coming over. i didn't know who else to call.“

”how did you end up with your baby cousin anyway?“ steve asks.

eddie sighs, tilting his head back into the cushion. if he leaned his head closer, he'd be on steve's shoulder. steve wishes he would.

”her mom is taking a much needed vacation and i promised wayne that he didn't need to take time off work to take care of her. that was a huge mistake.“

”you did your best,“ steve argues quietly.

”maybe but it wasn't enough.“

”hey, c'mon. don't beat yourself up. you did what you could and found help when you couldn't. it's not your fault this is her only form of communication.“

eddie smiles again and yawns. ”you wouldn't happen to have this album on cassette would you?“

steve beams at him. ”in my car, actually.“

”i'm getting it.“

they put cheyenne to bed with the big bam boom album playing softly on eddie's stereo. they stare at her peaceful form snoozing away and seem to forget how she looked not even a half hour ago.

”you should get some sleep,” steve whispers, nudging eddie with his shoulder.

“you're right, you're right,” eddie sighs. he gestures that he's gonna walk steve to the door. steve grabs his keys and turns before opening the door.

“thank you again,” eddie whispers.

“anytime. hall and oates always heals,” steve smiles.

eddie rolls his eyes fondly and shoves steve's shoulder. only, his hand doesn't move away. it splays out over steve's beating heart which is rapidly picking up speed. eddie's eyes slowly drift up to catch steve's.

“i was listening to that song yesterday,” steve whispers. “over and over and over again.”

“you must really like it,“ eddie says, a little confused.

”no. i mean, i do but…“ steve whispers. ”i was listening to it because... i start to go a little insane when i'm not around you.“

eddie's brows furrow. ”w-what do you mean?“

”can't keep you out of here,“ steve explains, tapping his temple. ”i don't know what to do. this is where i need help, eds.”

eddie's lips part in a silent gasp. he takes a step closer and rubs his thumb over steve's shirt. steve's hand comes up and covers his.

“i can help,” eddie whispers, tilting his head up so their noses brush.

that's how steve and eddie share their first kiss in eddie's living room, sleep deprived and unhurried. just four lips gently sliding over one another.

when they pull away with tired smiles, eddie murmurs, “in case she wakes up, you should probably sleep over.”

(inspired by @gothbat99 's wonderful steve harrington playlist)

[kirishimasbabygirl]

i was wondering if you could do a yandere steve rogers where reader is his wife and they have kids but he cut her off from her friends and family so they go to the media and say steve is abusive but steve has her so brainwashed he convinces her that they're jealous of their perfect relationship and that they're using captain america for fame and attention and the media believes him (who is going to believe captain america abuses women?)?

A/N: BRO I FUCKING LOVE THIS ASK, On god me and @meiwroo have HC him to be like this and 🤭🤭🤭 I love it, Thank you!!!

WARNING: Cussing, Toxic Relationship, Mentions Of A Hospital, Replacing Birth Control, Violence-ish, Mentions Of Knocking The Reader up

Word Count: 1,164

Time Taken To Write: 4 Hours (I’m Really Slow😭)

Tile: Idk

 "Y/n, I'm telling you, Steve is a toxic, abusive, asshole! I get that you have a kid with him but damn it!"

Your brother screamed through the phone, "David, Steve is a good man... He takes great care of Grace and me..." You try to explain to him, Sure Steve can get jealous, and maybe he got a little rough when pulling you away from other people and he may limit your phone calls with your family and he might have replaced your birth control with placebos but... He's a good man, he saves the world, why would he not do something for your good? You can hear your brother sigh

" He's brainwashed you Y/N." You roll your eyes at his notion, gently sitting down on your gray L shaped couch, careful not bump your legs into the coffee table,

"He didn't brainwash me bubba, I just see another side of him that you don't." " Y/N would you fucking listen to yourself!" You scoffed leaning to pick up your water bottle,

"When was the last time you seen mom, huh?" You pause, When was the last time you saw you saw her? You guess it was at the family reunion when you told everyone you were pregnant with Grace... That was 5 years ago

"David I-" " Do you even know whats going on with her?" He cut you off, you furrowed your brows

"What?"

" She's in the hospital Y/N."

You felt your heart drop "...What?" You can hear him moving over the phone

"I call a week ago, Steve answered, he said he'd tell you." Your gut begins to form knots, You can feel yourself tearing up "David I didn't know, He... he didn't-"

"Baby?" You go rigid, When did he get home? You look over your shoulder you saw your husband kicking his shoes off next to the door, he looks at you concerned "Are you okay? Who are you talking to?" You smile nervously at him

"Oh? Hi honey, I'm fine! I'm just talking to David." He frowns "For how long?" You swallow the lump in your throat "For about thirty minutes or so..." He made his way toward you with his hand out

"Say goodbye and give me the phone." You grimace "But...You said I can stay on the phone for an hour." He glared down at you making you flinch "Say. Good. Bye." You nod

"Hey bubba... I gotta go." "What? Y/N is Steve there? Let me talk to him." "David." "No, let me talk to him." You sigh looking up at Steve "He wants to talk to you." you say before handing him the phone.

He brings it to his ear "Hello?", you can hear your brother screaming at him, even though you couldn't understand him you did make out a few "YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE" and "ABUSIVE SON OF A BITCH!". You watch as Steve rolls his eyes before saying on thing "Don't call here again." and hung up.

You stare up at him in disbelief "Steve!" He smiles down at you like he didn't just tell your brother that he can never call you again "Yeah Baby?" You stand up from your seat bumping your knee on the coffee table, you hiss but continue to make your way around the couch "What in the world was that?!"

 All he does is sighs and walks away while you follow him into the kitchen, "Steve. Why the hell did you do that?!" He holds up a finger to you shushing you while opening the fridge "Hold on Doll, I want to get me a little snack before dinner tonight." You stare at him in disbelief, He...he ignoring you? For a fucking snack? After telling your brother to go fuck himself?

"Mama? Daddy?" 

 "Excuse me?! I think the fuck not!"

You screech slamming the fridge door, nearly slamming his head with it. The whole house shook, as your husband stared at you dumbfounded

"Babe?"

"Don't you 'Babe' me you lying son of a bitch!"

You screamed shoving a finger into his chest "With the FUCK didn't you tell me my bother call, huh?!" You took a step forward causing him to step back "And why didn't you tell me that MY FUCKING MOTHER IS IN THE HOSPITAL?!" you growled. He blinked a few times before his eyes hardened, He grabbed your wrist, squeezing it hard

"Where the hell did this attitude come from, Princess?" All the courage you had is now gone, staring into his eyes that filled with anger, how could you not? He beings to push you back into the counter, the marble digging into your back, "You were such a good girl for me Y/N, This is why I can't have you talking to your family, let alone your brother." He brings up his free hand and pokes your temple "They always put some nasty thoughts into your head about me!" He gritted his teeth as he strained a smile "And as for your mother." You glared up at him "I didn't want to put stress on the baby."

"I'm not pregnant." You grunt as he pushed you harder into the countertop. He smirked leaning down to your height, his blond hair falling into his face

"Not yet." 

Of course, you know that...

Both of you turn to see your daughter standing in the opening of the kitchen. Steven flies off of you see her blue eyes stare at him confused "What's going on?" You breathe in deep before putting on a fake smile,

"Hey sweetie, nothings wrong just me and daddy were having a disagreement." She waddles her way to you, her little feet slapping on the tile floor, she reaches up grabbing your hand and pulls on it

"Mama, I want to show you a picture I made!" Steve smile walking over picking up the five-year-old, holding her close to his chest

"Oh? And what's in this picture, Baby girl?"

"US!" She says happily throwing her hand in the air, he laughs bouncing her in his arms making her Y/H/C pigtails bounce as well. He puts her down and lightly taps her back

"Go ahead and go to your room, mommy will be there in a minute." She nods skipping out of the kitchen and disappearing around the corner. The two of you stood there until you hear her door shut, as soon as he heard that click he snapped his gaze to you " You need to understand " He steps closer to you; pulling you into his arms before you could runoff, "Y/N, I love you, and I would do anything to protect you and Grace from anything, Even if it's your family." You stay silent and limp in his arms "Hey." He pulls away just enough for him to look down at you "You know everything I do is for your own good right?" All you do is nod.

Everything he's ever done was for you and Grace...

Right?

[babsaros]

Hi there!! For the uh gay asks, 1, 9, 13, 15, 20, 21, 25, 27 ? Thanks hope you're having a great time!! Plus, enjoy watching OK:KO :D

Hi there!! Thank you too!! gay asks

1.describe your idea of a perfect date

ok a perfect date would just be something simple like going to an aquarium or something, that way we have something to do and talk about, plus i love aquariums

9. opinion on brown eyes?

brown eyes are so beautiful dude ugh i love em

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?

idk just that,, like it’s weird going from the outside view to realizing that you’re on the inside? bc like i grew up with the mindset of “okay it’s fine as long as those people keep that stuff far away from me bc it’s weird and gross” and like even watching glee with my mom, we didn’t talk about that stuff. and so then when i did kinda learn and realize it was weird like, it explained a lot about how i felt about gay characters and why it felt so weird watching them. i’m doing a bad job explaining this sorry but ig just that one big misconception is that anything gay is very flamboyant and provocative and in your face. it’s the big misconception that being gay is inherently sexual!!

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?

mm kinda but idk how to describe it? like i get crushes on people very easily it’s ridiculous. my type is just like,,, soft and nice and i think i esp like brunettes. i’m very picky about guys i think too, but maybe just bc i live in fuckoff oklahoma where all the guys,,, kinda,, suck,,

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)

aaaa how to choose?? idk i can’t think of like a favorite but i love a lot of the ships in taz, i wish netflix would get it’s shit together and make steve/jonathan/nancy canon, i love all my gay ocs and they make me happy! idk i think i just have more gay hcs than ships somehow

21. favourite gay youtuber

I don’t really watch any youtubers but hmm Simone de Rochefort from Polygon?  i love simone she’s great!!

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone

I’m actually kind of at a good place rn where i kinda like myself and i don’t envy as much? so idk like there’s a gal in my english class who i’m starting to crush on but i also really admire her confidence !! idk sometimes you want to be with someone for the same reason you’d want to be them so it’s tricky

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays

life fuckin sux, find things that make you happy as soon as possible. And i don’t mean to say life sux as a discouragement, i want you to live and fight and never ever give up! I just mean that things are going to happen and bad times are going to happen and you’re going to hurt and be sad and there will never ever be anyway around that, no matter how badly i wish i could protect you. I just mean that you need to have something to throw yourself into, some sort of safety net or shield so that you can protect yourself and so that when bad things do happen, you have some way of dealing with them and getting past them. for me it was dnd and the mcelroys and my cat, and it can be little things like that! Find things that make you happy!! if you can’t find something, fuck it! Make something!! throw yourself into making other people happy too!! life fuckin sux, but we can all make it suck a little bit less.

[todokori-kun]

Ack

 that sounds horrible, getting sick is the worst ;-; get as much rest as you can! I really hope you get better soon<3

(omg the pics are GORGEOUS. Like, Wow. Once I’m done writing this message I’m probably going to go back to stare at them for like an hour and silently scream over how awesome everything looks)

Don’t worry about it, I admit that Stoki is pretty much a crack ship ^^;;

And, well, the redemption fic I mentioned helped me fall deeper into Stoki hell, but I shipped it even before that XD I think part of it is just because I think they could have a really interesting dynamic- they’re just so different, complete opposites. Steve would confuse Loki so much tbh

Also, I just think that Steve (or at least, post-CW Steve) might be one of the avengers most willing to at least try to understand Loki. Partly because Steve’s just a nice guy, and then because of his relationship with Bucky- ‘cause Steve-Bucky and Thor-Loki are really, really similar and I think Steve would realize that.

And then like I said, Steve cares a lot about other people. If Thor ever told him about everything that happened between him and Loki Steve probably wouldn’t have too much difficulty in starting to see Loki as a human(?) being instead of some one-dimensional fairy tale villain.

Lastly, I feel like Steve is just the best person to handle Loki’s issues. He may not be able to personally relate to a lot of it (Tony, Bruce, maybe Natasha would be better for that) but he can take a step back and think rationally about the situation, help convince Loki that just because the rest of the world sees him as a monster, doesn’t mean he has to be one.

Hopefully this made sense? lol)

yeah, that’s pretty much how I felt about it too. It was just so freaking frustrating OTL

(And yes that letter destoyed my feelings too)

btw, can I ask what you think about T'challa? He doesn’t seem to have that many fans yet but I think he’s really cool and possibly one of the more sensible people in the CW movie (once he stops being furious at Bucky). Also the trailer for his new movie is epic and I can’t wait to see his sister…

Hisoillu is bizarre (sadistic murdery Clown with no sense of fashion + sadistic murdery needle guy with dead fish eyes) but also makes a lot of sense at the same time? Like, Hisoka got away with joking about killing Killua in front of Illumi, so…yeah. They’ve got something special LOL

omg imagine.

‘Satisfied but when you fantasize at night it’s Illumi’s eyes’

'Helpless but look into Illumi’s eyes and the sky’s the limit’

'History has its Eyes on you but it’s actually Illumi’

Why do I want these memes to be a thing

With the new revelation about who Touka was visiting at the hospital, I’m beginning to have my doubts about how this will end…maybe they might actually both survive for now???

But I’m a bit miserable rn because if one of them has to die I’d rather keep Juuzou too but it seems much more likely for Touka to survive. She’s like the main female lead, plus she has Kaneki’s baby…

R.I.P Naki, the sweetest cinnamon roll who just wanted to see his big bro again ;-;

(Also: Wow, way to go Kaneki, you finally started acting like an actual leader (in a way)! But can I just say, what absolutely perfect timing)

WTH I had no idea Soul Eater’s art style developed that much???!!! That’s actually pretty amazing! (And yeah, I know that SE has some pretty complex characters and interesting stories in it :D it’s just still a lot lighter and has different themes from the mangas I usually enjoy ^^ I might try it out though!)

Death The Kid seems really cool! (does he really have OCD in canon, though? Like, I’ve seen a lot of Soul Eater fans talking like he does but idk if it’s actually a thing? Maybe I sound weird but it just seems insensitive to say characters like DTK and Levi have 'OCD’ and talking about it jokingly when it’s actually incredibly difficult and stressful for people who actully have OCD, so I’m not sure how to feel about those fans)

Yay! Gotta go and try to find that fight scene now…

Join me in my suffering. I loved L so much ;-;

(But hey, don’t be too sad (what’s this? Is Evans actually COMFORTING Queen Luna for once instead of rubbing salt in the wound?!)! There’s always the book Death Note: Another Note (The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases)- it’s a prequel to the Death Note manga/anime with L chasing a murderer known as Beyond Birthday (…no comment on that alias). It also shows how he met Naomi Misora which is awesome if you like Naomi (I did, and kinda screamed when Light kiled her))

Eh, I think I’m one of the few people who doesn’t mind it being set in America because what’s the point of making an American adaptation if it’s going to be set in Japan anyway? I also don’t really have a problem with 'white-washing’ for this same reason (though I am disappointed because being Japanese-American would have added an interesting layer to Light’s character; despite fighting for justice, in canon, LIght’s never actually been victimized or discriminated against. He’s a handsome, intelligent young man who appears to be cisgender and heterosexual (even if it’s never confirmed) and is Japanese, just like everyone else around him. Japanese-American Light, on the other hand, would have really experienced how the 'rotten’ world could hurt people, so his acts as Kira might have more personal emotion in them)…like, it’s possible to cast a white actor as Light without it being white-washing, and since they changed the entire setting I think it’s fine to change other things too. Just, I’m cool with anything as long as they portrayed Light’s character properly…BUT THEY DIDN’T SO

I’m really just disappointed that they botched the characters and all the themes of the original Death Note story so badly. Sure, change the setting, change the circumstances, change the plot, changehe designs, but why did you have to take Death Note’s philosophy away?

But, because I might have been a bit too mean:

I will say that the movie LOOKS really good. The visuals are great. The soundtrack seems decent too. Also, though Ryuk’s motivations/role also weren’t done very well, Ryuk’s actor did an amazing job…and while I’m not happy with how L was portrayed in this movie, I do think that the actor they cast for him could have been a good L if not for the bad writing.

Well…from what I know, Light Turner ends up in a hospital at the end of the movie with his One True Love Mia(Misa) dead, so nah. The Keikaku failed.

(which just proves that Light Turner really is nothing like Light Yagami, because Light Yagami’s keikakus never fail.

Until the end of the Death note manga/anime, that is.)

Yeah, I know about SU’s terrible fandom, so I’m not going to actively participate in writing fanfic, drawing fan art or making HCs/theories with other people…I’m just gonna watch the show with my sister and look at pretty fanart XD

Tysm tho!

(Question: Which character do you think you are? And what kind of gem do you think you’d be?)

Aww, I’m so happy my awkward rambling actually made you feel better??? Like. Come on. You have no idea how much our convos helped me with anxiety and stress, so I have to thank you for that too <333

(And seriously, Queen Luna is amazing.)

For most people, they start going to elementary at seven (in international age) as far as I know, and then go to middle school at around thirteen. Then high school at…um…sixteen? Maybe? I’ve never really gone to school here so I might not be 100% correct but it’s something like that ^^;;

I really wanna try Mystic Messenger but since my phone is an old flip phone…I like my phone but sometimes this can be inconvenient LOL

(I’m totally fine with messaging here, but are you really ok with it? 'Cause if you’re not, we can try to work something else out!)

hi im luna and i wanna die.

HNNNNNNNNGH have i ever told you how much i hate school?  because i freaking hate school from the bottom of my heart i can’t feel my neck anymore from the amount of studying ive been doing that’s depressing.

anyway. heartfelt advice: do not fuck your stomach up in any way, because you will suffer if you do. take it from me, i’ve managed to develop this amazing thing called Gastritis and now i cant eat anything without getting the feeling that im gonna throw it back out which is absolutely wonderful. thankfully, i don’t throw up, but it’s freaking annoying and ive lost waay too much weight already. best part? the whole reason why i have it is apparently purely psychological,  too much stress. i got it in the middle of july. HOW my mom is also being INCREDIBLY helpful by basically telling me to ‘get over it’ like i can just snap my fingers and tell myself ‘oh yeah this is only in my head’ and it’ll all pass over. cause that’s how it works.  so is my sister by always laughing at me

oook moving on.

yep, school started and i am suffering. ive already gone through 4 tests and a bunch of oral quizzes. yay. thanks teachers for totally not putting horrible pressure on us from the start.  i stg, one of my most common thoughts these days is ‘see, this is exactly why i have a psychosomatic sickness.’ they’re sending my to a psychologist to see if i can let everything out and maybe get some advice on how to handle things better. i will laugh my ass off if i get diagnosed with a mental disorder. that’d be absolutely hilarious (I am in no way trying to make fun of people with a mental disorder, I’m just saying I honestly wouldn’t even be surprised if they said something like Burnout Syndrome or Depression (im not even joking when I say that I’ve been sleeping pretty much all afternoon + night these days, cry way too often, feel no motivation for anything, feel worthless, no apetite and also occasional suicidal thoughts which is oh so fun (ok but in my defence, the thoughts are really rare, probably caused by the fact that I feel nauseous like 90% of the time, and I would never ever do it, mostly because some people would miss me (I hope). there are moments when I go ‘wouldn’t it be easier to disappear?’ tho))

sorry about that rant

MOVING ON TO HAPPIER THEMES (and proper writing):

Yeah, Norway was truly gorgeous ^^ I don’t think I’ve ever felt more at peace than then. I fell asleep in the car at one point while watching the scenery outside, and it was one of the best sleeps in my life, despite being in the car. I’m glad you enjoyed them ^^ If you want, I can upload random pics like that every once in a whole.

Aaah, that’s pretty good reasoning! It makes a lot more sense now, thanks for explaining! 

Yeah, I kinda see why you’d ship it. Steve is a pretty understanding person and, like you said, would probably understand Loki the best ^^ Recommend me some fics and I might even start shipping it myself ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I LOVE T’CHALLA THANK YOU FOR ASKING YES.  I mean, he angery™, but also freaking cool! Not to mention crazily powerful *^* I’m pretty excited for his movie, cause more badassery from him!

Wow those sound like genuine memes. Seriously why can’t i draw XD

Also HIstory has its eyes on you but it’s actually Illumi will give me nightmares.

GODAMNIT I JUST WANT JUUZOU TO BE HAPPY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?? (apparently yes)

Yep, since I have all the volumes, I like to flip through them sometimes and I’m blown away every time by the development.  I also cosplayed the main character a while ago, so it holds a high sentimental value to me. But it is a lot lighter than your usual reads, true...

Well, uh, it’s kinda hard to explain? I mean, DTK is obsessed with symmetry and will go to crazy lengths to preserve it, get mad if someone disturbs it, will jeopardise missions if he’s not sure if he left something perfectly symmetrically at home etc, but it’s not so much as a mental illness as it is a consequence of who he is (part of the Grim Reaper)? Like i said, it’s really had to explain.

Did you manage to find the fight scene?

My reaction to Death Note in general:  FUCK YOU LIGHT YAGAMI. oooh, I’ll search that manga up!

Well, I’m not so much upset about the whitewashing, more about the fact that I feel like the japanese general ideology plays a big role in why light decided to start killing bad people? Idk how to explain it... 

Oh, Japanese-American Kira would’ve been a really interesting thing to see!

Yay, at least you found some good things? Well, it’s nice that you managed that ^^

Damnit, so it didn’t go according to Keikaku! It’s all because they didn’t include the potato chip scene.

Uuh, i don’t exactly remember much of SU, but I guess I’m most similar to Pearl? I didn’t really sympathise with any characters that much tbh. As for gem. Uuuuuh *quickly googles gem meanings* ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.  I like Zircon because of the colour and alexandrite because it changes colour which is incredibly cool!

Your rambling always makes me feel better tbh. It gives me a looong message from a friend I appreciate incredibly much so, yeah, I always smile when I see a message from you (even though my replies are so slooooooooow)

Aaah, I see! That’s pretty interesting ^^ Quite different from our system.

Ah, shame, you would’ve liked the most recent route, there is so so so much suffering.

Yeah, I am 100% fine!! Don’t worry about it! The reason why I suggested something else is because on sites w an instant messaging system, my replies would probably be a lot quicker,

I AM IN LOVE WITH THE AESTETHICS, ESPECIALLY LIZZY, THAT IS GOALS

and the drawings are adorable ^^ Hide tho ;-;

[pony-and-soda]

hey queen! could i have a hc for the gang dating a horseback rider please? thanks girl! i love you ❤️

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SINCE I RIDE HORSES SO THIS HAS SUCH A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART TY BBYPonyboy:• would unironically be made fun of for his name (mostly playfully) by the other riders at your stable• would love to just come out and watch you jump and just like watch you practice• would try to brush your horse but your horse didn't really like him that much lol• like he would always try to warm up to it since riding was such a big part of your life, but ultimately fail• tbh pony isn't really an animal guy• would always ask you how to put on the saddle and bridle and literally make you do it over and over again so he could learn• this only deepened your horse's disliking to pony• would be at every single competition and show• he would be sooooo excited for you when you successfully did something at a comp/show that you worked really hard on and we're super nervous about it like he would be sO HAPPY• always would be trying to help you around the barn• like making sure the horses have your food and stuff and helping you wash them and it would be so sweet :)))Sodapop:• literally ALL of the riders at your stable gushed over soda• even the straight male ones• they did not care• "is soda coming to practice?"• "is soda going to the show?"• "is soda coming? I want to show him my perfected canter transition!"• (idk if you do English but that's what I do so that's kinda what I'm writing from lol)• literally you never got jealous since you knew they literally just wanted to impress him just bc he's sodapop• he would literally be OBSESSED when he found out you rode• like bc of Mickey Mouse he had such a soft spot for horses so he thoroughly enjoyed being at the stables• every single horse liked him• every. single. one.• he was a horse magnet• HE WAS SUCH A NATURAL OMG• he loved watching you ride, and lowkey wanted to start taking lessons• but he mainly just liked horses in general, not necessarily riding them• would literally just chill with all the horses in the paddock while you practiced jumps and groundwork and all that jazz• would be so proud of you when you did a really good job at a competition aWwDarry:• would always be asked by the owner of the stables to help out since he's so muscular• (lol there's this really muscular guy that works at my barn who reminds me of darry so much omg)• he would always help out, but never for pay• he genuinely just liked the atmosphere• like Darry doesn't strike me as an animal person, but I think he would like the nitty-gritty vibe• he would be sO freakin mad if he stepped in poop• "y/n, these are my work boots!1! How am I supposed to go to work tomorrow?!1!"• "idk, clean them????"• he was such a pouter• he and your horse had a mutual hatred for each other that was so passionate it was almost a friendship• like your horse would neigh and throw back its head and back from him an stuff and Darry would give it the diRTIEST looks but then you'd also catch him petting your horse from time to time• but neither of them looked like they were enjoying it• would freakin rebuild the barn for no pay like no doubt• couldn't go to every comp or show bc of work but would always make sure either soda or pony went in support :)Dally:• he HATED your horse• but it LOVED him• like your horse would always nuzzle its head into dally's tummy or like nudge dally's arm to let it but he would freakin get so annoyed• "stop it, beast"• you'd get so offended bc you knew he meant every mean thing he said• Dallas did not care he hated your horse• but he actually really liked the fact that your did horseback riding• like he would always be chillin on a bucket at the stables while you groomed your horse like he just liked being there• while you were racking up your horse he'd be like "what is that mess you got there?"• you would sit there and explain it to him and he'd be super interested but wouldn't let on that he was too much• he'd be smoking while watching you ride and your instructor would have to tell him to stop and he'd be like "make me"• he got kicked out• would take you out to the dingo every like Friday or something after practice• ^^ a great example of why I personally think that dally would be a really great boyfriend without thinking twice about it• like this was just a casual thing between y'all but he still thought he was heartless• you knew he wasn't though, but you never said anything• competitions/shows weren't exactly his thing, but he came to all the ones he could• he was actually really supportive of you :)Johnny:• literally was so interested in it• like he wanted to know all the facts about horses and riding that he could contain• like he would always ask you questions• "y/n, what kind of horse is this?"• (PLS IMAGINE RAPLH MACCHIO WALKIN AROUND A STABLE SAYING THIS WHAT A THOUGHT)• "how do you make a routine for a horse?"• "how much food do you feed it?"• lived for watching you jump• his heart would skip a beat every time you went for a really high one• literally never doubted your ability• like it even in the back of his mind or secretly doubted you like he literally thought you were the freakin best equestrian to ever walk the earth• lowkey liked to braid your horse's mane and tail (only after you taught him of course!)• he would always walk around the stables into the stalls and just smiling at the horses and watching them with wonderment• he loved horses sm what a precious babeTwo Bit:• he LOVED that you rode horses• two is def an animal guy so he was running around the barn, petting all the horses and getting them riled up• all the other riders over when you brought two bit to competitions and shows and even just around the barn bc he always lifted people's moods so much• would cheer SO LOUDLY at comps/shows• literally would never offer to help you do anything horse care related lol• even though I see him as somewhat a gentleman, he had absolutely zero interest in helping you do dirty work• he did, however, like to braid your horse's mane• like whereas Johnny would take it super seriously, two bit would do it as a joke, but he always took his time with it• (his sister taught him to braid aw :))• he would probably only wear cowboy boots to the barn and nothing else• this boy is so country omgSteve:• was kind of neutral on you riding horses• like he was really glad that you enjoyed something so much but he kind of didn't care??? if that makes sense???• like he cared but it wasn't like he was super excited about it• he's not much of an animal guy either so :/• but he loved going to the barn• he loved watching all of the really strong thoroughbreds running around in the pastures and doing jumps in stuff (so manly right)• he always had a secret desire to race his car against you riding your horse lol• he really liked bringing soda with him to watch you ride since he knew soda loved horses• when you got off your horse to go put him up and you just had a really awesome ride and you were super giddy he literally loved that so much• like he LIVED for those moments• "I saw you out there. good job, baby."• HE WAS SUCH A PROUD BOYFRIEND• I WANT A STEVE

[kylosrehn]

001: MCU (excluding AOS) 002: fraida, assuming no one's asked it yet 003: ummmm Jemma

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my:

Favorite character: Tony Stark, hands down. Iron Man is kind of what got me into the MCU in the first place so it’s always going to be special to me.

Least Favorite character: Going with heroes-only, I never really cared much for Bruce Banner or Sam Wilson.

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): OH BOY.

Pepper/TonyNatasha/ClintStephen/ChristineNatasha/SteveNatasha/Ward (this is cheating kind of but)

Character I find most attractive: Tony Stark tbh. And Peter Parker. Out of the ladies probably Pepper?

Character I would marry: Again either Tony or Peter.

Character I would be best friends with: Oh man. Thor seems like he’d be a chill friend tbh. Also Peter. 

A random thought: Ant-Man is one of my least favorite films in the MCU.

An unpopular opinion: I really didn’t like/get GOTG. It just didn’t feel…I don’t know, serious enough? And the idea of like a CGI raccoon and the Avengers interacting in Infinity War I mean, idk.

My canon OTP: Pepper/Tony

Non-canon OTP: I guess Clintasha (they’re canon in my mind okay.)

Most badass character: They’re all pretty cool but I always go with Tony because he doesn’t have superhuman abilities or agent training, he’s special because he’s incredibly smart, makes amazing tech and worked hard to get to where he is. 

Pairing I am not a fan of: I don’t get Bucky/Steve, like at all. Also that Clint/Phil ship that was around for a bit after the Avengers came out. 

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): I still don’t get what the Nat/Bruce thing came from. Like why.

Favourite friendship: Tony and Peter, definitely. I love how he’s mentoring him, how he wants Peter to be “better” than him. 

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when or if I started shipping it: I officially stopped watching AOS after the S2 finale, didn’t watch any of S3 or early S4, just lived in blissful ignorance. Then a friend of mine said that they’re doing this Framework arc thing and that Ward is back and there’s Skyeward and okay I (ship)pped Skyeward so I was like okay let’s watch this. I was confused as all hell, didn’t have a clue who Aida/Ophelia was supposed to be but from that kiss in 4x16 I was hooked. Literally, ‘I have no idea what’s going on or who you are but this? I like this.’

my thoughts: It gets too much hate. I’ve definitely seen weirder/more questionable ships around. Just let the shippers have their fun. It’s not like there’s an army of us so, no need to feel threatened. 

What makes me happy about them: Man, Iain and Mallory just have such great chemistry. I was immediately on board with the ship. Their entire Framework relationship is just so damn hot. It was great to have like a darker kind of love story on the show.

What makes me sad about them: So much wasted potential, both for the character of Ophelia and the ship as a whole. They definitely could’ve kept her around for longer, with Fitz teaching her how to be human and her slowly becoming a part of the team. Also it would’ve been more realistic if he’d still had lingering feelings for her after the FW. I mean, he has a lifetime of memories where he loves her, I don’t think that would just go away so easily. And even so, I don’t believe he wouldn’t want them to at least try and help her. In any case she should’ve gotten a better send-off/ambiguous ending. It was all very hasty and lazy and anti-climactic. 

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: Literally nothing because fic is written by like three of us, so I’ll take anything. And honestly most of it is really damn good, so I can’t complain.

Things I look for in fanfic: People writing for this ship is a miracle in itself so again, can’t really complain, I’ll pretty much take anything and everything. 

My kinks: I’m such a sucker for pregnancy/baby fic. This is a known weakness of mine. Also FW Fitz being kinky and possessive, wanting to touch her all the time, let people know she’s his, spontaneously touching her in public, etc.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: I kind of like the idea of Ophelia/Ward, although mostly in a friendly and not shippy way. I guess she loves Fitz too much to be with anyone else. I like the idea of Ophelia just going away and discovering herself when/if Fitz rejects her though. So Ophelia/happiness I guess? As for Fitz, well, she’s kind of his first/only love interest outside of Jemma. Fitz/happiness too tbh. Give this boy a break. I kind of shipped FitzSkye way back in S1 (and there’s like tiny hints of it in the FW eps) but that probably wouldn’t happen. So like, someone else entirely maybe. Someone who’s not involved in the whole SHIELD mess. 

My happily ever after for them: Just. Let her live. Please. But seriously, I wish they’d just stayed in the Framework together. Alternatively Fitz mentoring her in a Team AU sort of setting, helping her learn about herself, adjust to being human, while also realizing he’s still got feelings for her and them slowly learning to love each other again. 

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you

How I feel about this character: I’m pretty meh about Jemma. Sometimes I like her more, sometimes less, but she’s never been a favorite of mine. 

All the people I ship romantically with this character: Everyone but Fitz basically, lmao. 

Ward (S1)Trip Skye/DaisyBobbiWillHell, even Aida/Ophelia could work, if you squint.

My non-romantic OTP for this character: I like Fitzsimmons as a friendship only, so I guess them. Also Jemma and Lincoln were kind of a cute friendship and the whole thing about them both being doctors. It could work. 

My unpopular opinion about this character: Not sure if this counts as an unpopular opinion but I hc that Jemma’s bi.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: She and Fitz take a break from each other. Like please can this happen. I think they went through too much (Fitz esp) to be forced together for the sake of fan service right now. It would just be healthier for both characters to go their separate ways (or at least not be in a romantic relationship with each other) for now and just be…themselves. Most of Fitz’s/Jemma’s plots have been like, “oh I have to save him/her” to the point where Jemma “can’t think without [him].” Let them be their own person.

My OTP: I don’t think I have one? I’ve def read a good bit of Biospecialist fic back in the day though. Oops.

My OT3: Jemma/Fitz/Ophelia. Hands down. Guilty pleasure ship af.

thank you sm for asking! ♥♥♥

[clockworkcheetah]

owo todd brotzman for the ask please

i am always down to talk about my boy

three facts about them from my personal headcanons

1. ok everyone who knows me knows this hc but i like viewing him as asexual (like demi or grey and plus biromantic) idk why but it kinda just made sense to me 2. hes really good with kids! (im assuming cause of the age gap he helped out with amanda when she was a baby) i like to think he kinda wants kids (not an endgame goal but yknow he thinks about it from time to time) 3. he has/had piercings. like a looot of them. for reasons. a reason they suck: the show gave a pretty solid reason why he sucks asdfghjkl;

a reason they are great: hes a big softie who tries his best even tho he fucks up a lot- and he tries to do better

a reason I relate to them: tacky dress-shirts fuel me and him (also ive like self projected a lot of stuff onto but idk how much of that counts lmao)

(what I consider to be) the top tier otp/ot3 for that character: brotzly obvs

five things that never happened to that character that I believe should have happened: i mean the show got cancelled so like theres a lot of potential (im hoping the animated series will give us something) 1. mexican funeral reunion like im assuming theyd be really pissed off at him but who were they? would we have heard their music? 2. his parents- not cause i think theyre like interesting, just wanna know the dynamic (cause of the agegap with the sibs (not saying this is the case with all sib agegaps btw) was either todd or amanda planned (were they p young when todd was born or old when amanda was born)? and do one of the parents have pararibulitis? i need to know 3. pararibulitis- like i dont think hes like amanda (as in i dont think he has visions- or can amanda share her visions with him?) but im still curious how it wouldve affected him throughout the show 4. dymanic with mona /shrugs we never see them interact so 5. unless its with dirk i hope they never planned a love interest with him. him being a steve harrington type of character fits his arc a lot (and more characters where romance isnt their ending is nice imo) five people that character never fell in love with and why: uhhh considering romance is pretty backseat in the show i dont think i can even really think of any but 1. farah- i think they did have some infatuation but it was shortlived 2. tina- shes big fan of his but thats it i doubt its anything romantic 3. literally anyone who isnt dirk lmao (none of his interactions with other characters really have like... a romantic lens to them? like romance just isnt intended)

send a character

[todokori-kun]

(Ok, so I wrote out this super-long message but wifi died when I was submitting it. Tumblr told me I’d lost connection so I’m pretty sure it didn’t reach you.

If it somehow did, though…sorry for sending in another one OTL And sorry this keeps happening, my computer is being really weird ^^;;)

Tysm ;-; I’m glad I’m not annoying you or anything :D Queen Luna is honestly one of my favorite people to talk to as well, though. Thanks for being so amazing and supportive <3

Yep. Ishida’s Back.

I’m honestly not too sure how I feel about this pregnancy though. On one hand, since I never really cared too much about Touka I don’t think I’m going to have a hard time caring for this kid, even if they ARE also Kaneki’s child. I also think this wasn’t really necessary and I don’t want drama between Touken and other ghouls over the child- I want the plot to move forward and to get some questions answered…

However, it is really interesting how this parallels with other parents throughout TG’s story. Touken right now reflects the Yoshimura-Ukina-Eto dynamic, and I’m pretty sure the Touken child is meant to connect to Eto.

See, what I’m thinking about is that TG’s parents have a history of abandoning their children in favor of their ideals, even if they don’t always mean to do so. We have Mado, who was blinded by his black-and-white worldview and ended up dead, Arata, who sacrificed so much for his children that in the end he couldn’t even stay with them, Yoshimura, who left his daughter behind to create Anteiku (no matter if he meant well, it still affected Eto in a negative way and Yoshimura’s actions could be seen as partially selfish; he never considered how Eto would feel about this situation, after all), Kaneki’s mother, who was unable to choose between her child and her sister, and Kaneki himself could also count, having completely abandoned the Qs the moment Arima and Eto gave him the title of ‘One-eyed King’.

The only non-background-character who was actually a good parent is Shachi, I think.

So the question is: will Touken (Kaneki really, Touka seems to have made up her mind completely about this) be able to break this cycle? Will Kaneki choose his child like he wanted his mother to choose him over his aunt? Or will this child become motivation for him? (he’s never been the best candidate for the OEK after all, and he basically admitted to Amon and Seidou that he’s seriously depressed and just doesn’t care)

I’m also curious: pregnancies take a few months, y'know. I sincerely hope there won’t be a time skip. Or a miscarriage, because not only would that be too much for Kaneki and Touka, it would also be bad for the plot (why make Touka pregnant in the first place then?). Maybe the baby will be born in an epilogue or the last chapter. Maybe Kaneki and Touka will die, this kid will become the new OEK and Ishida will make a third TG series. Idk.

Wow, I didn’t intend to make such a long rant ^^;;

I think Thor’s new hairstyle looks cool (sorry Queen Luna) but yeah, it does also look a bit weird on him. Like, now I can’t look at him and think 'oh that’s the god of thunder’, I just think of Chris Hemsworth lol

That typo tho 'Nat and Clit’

Even after all that’s happened in canon, I still feel like Blackhawk have a deep bond and understand each other in a way the rest of the team can’t.

I feel like the fact that Sharon is Peggy’s niece alone makes it a 'NO’ ship XD the lack of development for both the relationship and Sharon as a character just added to that.

As for Loki…ah, well. If he wasn't such a jerk he wouldn’t be Loki.

Oh that sounds really cool :D And well, like I said above. It’s Loki. What can you do.

Haha, thanks ^^ I was obsessed with Bucky’s costume for a while after Winter Soldier. I literally had never heard of Captain America up until then so I didn’t even care about him (sorry Steve…do you still ship me with him? lol). I might actually have had a crush on Bucky at the time. Idk. I was nine(?).

I will drag you into Remember This Cold hell no matter what. It is my MISSION. I WILL make you have feels about Loki’s kitty (Steve got him a cat because he thought he might be lonely). I WILL make you sob over Loki’s redemption arc and his reaction when anyone dares to lay a finger on Steve (SPOILER: when he thinks Steve is dead he teams up with Bucky and absolutely destroys Hydra. When he and Steve are captured and tortured for information he threatens to cut open his own veins and summon a beast with the blood to destroy them all…he’s completely serious about that. One of the major things Steve has to help him with is how he gets desperate and suicidal whenever he thinks he might lose Steve).

Oh, so you won’t talk about Kanae, huh?

With my short existence, I can make a difference- I can be there for him, I can be his knight

Imagine this is Matsumae teaching Kanae about kagune usage and what it means to be a servant of the Tsukiyama family. For bonus angst, imagine that the slip-ups ('do it for her- that is to say, you do it for him’) are Matsumae talking about the late Mrs. Tsukiyama (HC that Matsumae was around when Shuu’s mom was alive, though I guess that’s unlikely considering her age…shush. Just ignore it for the angst.)

Kanae singing the 'I love you’ part from If I Could Tell Her as they fall off the building

Kanae singing 'But what you do when there’s this great divide? And what do you do when the distance is too wide?’ when Shuu is ill

 'I wondered how you learned to dance like all the rest of the world isn’t there’ and 'There’s nothing like your smile, sort of subtle and perfect and real. You never knew how wonderful that smile could make someone feel’ as they remember their memories with Shuu as a child.

'I love him, but every day I’m learning- all my life, I’ve only been pretending’ from On my Own when Eto is torturing Kanae

And then most of 'It’s Over, Isn’t It’ is from Kanae to Sasaki/Kaneki, of course, but then imagine that the chorus ('And she chose you, and she loved you, and she’s gone- it’s over, isn’t it? Why can’t I move on?’) is like a duet between Kanae and Shuu. Kanae’s pining over Shuu, of course, but Shuu’s POV is after Kanae’s death (referring to himself as 'you’).

Hope you liked this :)

But wait, if you knew all of Urie’s songs, that means you know Still Sane…does this mean you’re a Lorde fan? Because I thought Still Sane was one of her lesser-known songs. I’m obsessed with Lorde’s music, so…

And I’m also a fan of Fall out Boy and Marina and the Diamonds. It'd be cool if you listen to them as well :D

Seriously?! Because blue is my favorite color…wow!

I haven’t watched FMA but I know quite a bit about it (the Roy rain jokes are the best lol)…we actually talked on your FMA blog once ^^ And I’m excited to hear about any of Queen Luna’s OCs! I’m sure they’re all amazing :D (hahaha, I can relate about embarrassing old OCs. I can’t think of any right now but I know I have some). I’ll send you a little info about my OCs in a seperate submission, since this one seems to be getting a little long (though I can’t be sure) ^^;;

Oh, all four of those are lovely! I feel like the girl with the yellow hat (top row, left) has the most icon-ish look, if that makes sense? She also reminds of Queen Luna a little bit, idk why XD but that’s just my opinion, all four of those characters would make beautiful icons <3

Yep, your internet did die ^^;; This is the only thing I got from you... So no worries about spamming me ^^

Aww *hugs* I love talking to you a lot, a lot! So if you ever need anything, I’m here ^^ (I’d add gifs, but internet is slow).

The pregnancy is as out of place as that chapter (once again avoiding pervy words hahah). But... if Kaneki’s a ghoul (halfway) and Touka is a full ghoul, why does the baby need human food? I’m gonna assume Kaneki is the dad because I don’t want to think about the other options. 

I, too, think that the ghoul eating human food/human eating ghoul food for the baby to survive is a parallel for Eto, but we all know how that ended, so idk how i feel about it. Maybe the baby will be a cute and healthy kid who’ll live a nice childhood? Hopefully? Pls let me hope. 

Maybe Eto’ll adopt the baby since she knows the feeling of being abandoned and will give it a nice, happy childhood? HOPEFULLY???

Honestly, I don’t remember who Shachi is, so...

*gasp* you wound me... How could you like that hideousness that is the hair (or lack of it). Jk, you’re free to like what you want ^^ I mean, it’s not that bad I guess... I just liked the old version a bit more.  A lot more.

So much for avoiding risqué words.

I think their bond is mostly platonic? I mean, if Clint wasn’t married and didn’t have tons of babies, I’d assume there was more, but this way, I’d like to think it’s more of a brother-sister relationship. Why am I getting Love, Rosie flashbacks ;-;

Don’t tell me Sharon’s another Jane, this time with even less character -.-

I guess I’ll just avoid Civil War as long as possible :))

AS FOR KANAE

That’s my feeling about everything.

Well, my music taste isn’t quite definable by ‘likes this artist’ or anything, because it’s mostly a ‘I’m browsing youtube and I like this song, so i’ll download it’ one. So Still Sane just happens to be there. As for Fallout Boy and Marina, I do have quite a lot of their songs there ^^ But, generally speaking, most of my songs that aren’t idol songs ?uncomfortable cough* tend to go in the rock direction. Sometimes remixes and sometimes songs no one ever heard about, like Texas by Magic Man or Change My Life from Ashes Remain. Also, Holy by Zolita, although I mostly like that song because it’s so different from most songs nowadays. It’s a bit weird, though.

I really, really want to see all your OCs, especially the TG one that suffers a lot :))

Oh god, here’s my most embarrassing one, the FMA one:

Kk, her name’s Arya, she’s an alchemist (of course) and depending on how I felt at the moment, she was either shipped with Roy or Ed. Most of the time, it was Roy, so the info I wrote down was based on that. Is the cliche ‘sarcastic, but actually a huge softie’ character with right about 0 character flaws, other than being stubborn (’But it also helps when she’s suspicious about the homonculi!’). Now, this isn’t so bad. But here’s the best part. She has a stepdad (bc no oc can have a normal, fully functioning family) that tried to ‘merge her with a wolf, giving her enhanced senses and strength and making her hair white + eyes purple’. I still cringe when I think about her. Literal nightmares.

Then we have a soul eater one, where the girl is both a meister and a weapon (which is, by the way, impossible by the laws of that universe, since the souls of the two types differ greatly) AND a witch to top it off.

Thankfully, I never went too far with the looks, the white hair + purple eyes was as far as I went, but I knew to change it to normal (or try to make an excuse *coughwolfcough* if the universe was one where the colours were mostly normal. And I never gave them DDD+ boobies. 

As for the newer ones, I don’t have many, but from the fandoms we share, I have 1 for YoI and 1 for MCU (this one was created yesterday :P )

The YoI one’s name is Nara and she’s a skater from Detroit, therefore Yuuri and Phichit’s rinkmate. Honestly, she’s not that talented at skating, but she does try to make up for it by practicing a lot.  However, she doesn’t magically get better and lands 1st place, she’s content doing her best and just participating in the competitions, since she has a secondary job.

The MCU one’s a bit more mary sueish, but that’s what makes it fun. Kya, her power is ‘manipulating’ animals (well, not manipulating, it’s more along the lines of ‘animals like her and listen to her) and in extreme cases (when she gets very emotional), human manipulation (technically, humans are animals). When she was small, she was experimented on, granting her the powers. However, the faculty was attacked, allowing her to escape. She tried to live a normal life and was actually succeeding, but then Loki attacked New York and lo and behold, she actually managed to do some hero work, so the avengers were like ‘we’re not recruiting you, but you could be useful in the future so we’ll keep an eye on you’. That’s as far as I got, but I do plan on expanding a bit.  Also, probably predictable, but Loki is her love interest ^^;;;;;;

Alrighty, seems like that’ll be my icon ^^ I’ll probably change the general colour scheme of the blog, so don’t be surprised if everything’s different the next time you visit :P  The name definitely stays the same, though.

As for the ‘she reminds you of me’, you couldn’t be more right ^^;;; In the whole Love Live series, she’s the most similar to me looks wise, but also personality wise. A quiet bookworm who’s fine staying in the library whole day hahah I always cry during her character arc, because I relate waaay too much ;-;

Also, completely random, but I’m listening to ‘Merry Go Round of Life’ from Howl’s Moving Castle as I write this and it would actually make a pretty nice waltz song...