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[sixrealmsbeneaththesea]

finally i can stop sitting on this egg. i just... the last few... several... many months have been. H E H. long and meandering. but always full of some sorta growth. and that is good.

a commission, the last great one@! commission project, rather, that gave me the opportunity to do things; for my most esteemed patron, @idridian, whom had blessed me with much reading food. to give me a feeling of rawness, evisceration, otherworldliness even (because believe me i'm mostly dead inside irl lolol, so i needed me all of the above, that inspiration ensued).

mmmm. the thing what i fondly call watarimon, a.k.a. old wammy... and a wee 'godling.' from their fic "Never Were, Never Will Be". links will be provided.

a combination of concept, fanart, mood piece. i came, i read, i learned. i will grow. thank you. now i sleep

[samsarapavillion]

🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (positivity is cool)🎶✨

Ohhhhhh ~ ! First ask jumpscare in *checks notes* many years. Okay, let’s go. Let me see here… I’ll pick some regular people, mostly non-videogame music I cycle through on Spotify (in the recent months):

1. Love Murder One - Coheed and Cambria

2. No One is Ever Going to Want Me - Giles Corey (this looks like a depressing addition… and it is, but… the song itself has a progression that’s sorta mesmerizing for me so I sit through it every time on the way home😅)

3. Heartbeat - Childish Gambino

4. This Silence is Mine - Chihiro Onitsuka (Drakengard 3)

5. Devils and Angels (Hatred) - Rufus Wainwright

I pick… I dunno. Who would want me to pick them? 😂 I’ll figure it out when I wake up in 20 minutes or more

Bless ✨✨👌

[watari-apologist]

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS DOUJINSHI?

Title: The Prodigy Circle: TeionYakedo Artist: Secco Release Date: 2005-11-3 Size: 44p

I've been looking for it on various doujinshi websites for several months and haven't been able to find it (it's quite old and therefore rare) - so if YOU own this doujinshi and are willing to part with it, I will buy it from you!

Please note that you'll need to be able to prove (via pictures) that you actually have it before any money changes hands.

The doujinshi does NOT need to be in mint condition! Small traces of usage are no problem as long as there is no major damage that would impact the ability to read it (missing or torn pages, pages made illegible by stains, etc).

I will pay for

the doujinshi itself

the shipping costs

any customs fees if you're sending from outside the EU

your next order of coffee or other beverage of choice as thanks for helping me find it

Message me here or on Discord under the name idridian (which is also the handle of my main Tumblr)! Cheers!

[vriskarlmarx]

tagged by @idridian

thanks for the tag! 😘

no pressure tags: @jeannie-youre-a-tragedy @grahamkennedy @fishmech @pseudotsugas @aristotels @blondiest @katzenklavierr @bellenatty @ossifer and anyone else who wants to play!

[mrs-steve-harrington]

Throwing some fic recs into the mix since I keep seeing the posts from others and wanting to join in. Below, you'll find 10 fics that I'm excited to recommend, in no particular order!

get a clue! by @monsterhunting [Stranger Things, Stoncy]

This is a delightful Valentine's Day fic featuring oblivious Steve, which is one of my favorite kinds of Steve! The pining is real, but the fic is lighthearted, not lingering on the angst of it all, but rather focusing on the positives. Steve's friendship and back and forth with Robin is great, but his interactions with Nancy and Jonathan are even better. It's a great time!

Don't Make Me by @idridian [Halloween Ends, Corey/Allyson/Michael]

You do not understand how badly I needed a fic like this after finally seeing Halloween Ends for the first time. That movie took over my whole brain for a hot minute and I was worried there would be nothing out there to sink my teeth into afterwards. But this fic. This fic was there to give me everything that I needed after the movie. "Allyson Corruption Arc" might be my favorite tag ever. It goes without saying, but there's a darkness to this fic that wraps around you while reading it. The relationship with Allyson and Corey is EVERYTHING! I just. This fic is beautiful and I love it!

To Run The Dog by @pterawaters [Stranger Things, Stoncy]

I love me some fic where Stancy crush hard on Jonathan and want to date him together. This is a really lovely AU where Steve and Nancy are married and keep seeing Jonathan running by their house with his dog. The way they want so badly to interact with him, and the friendship that ends up developing once they get the chance, is wonderful. The characters still feel like themselves despite not having gone through the same things as they do in the show, and it's just. Really enjoyable to read!

my body's aching and my time is at hand by whateverislovely [Criminal Minds, Reid-centric]

Gosh, this fic hits me right in the feels. There's something about sitting with a character who is feeling so low and feels like they can't talk to anyone (even though they know deep down that they could but it FEELS like they can't). Spencer desperately needs someone to see that he's struggling, but it's hard when there's so much going on at the same time. I don't even know what all to say, this fic just really gave me the angst and hurt/comfort (emotional and physical) that I revel in.

The Babysitter by @stevethehousewife [Stranger Things, Stancy, Dusteve, uhh... more]

A fic inspired by my favorite horror comedy movie ever? With Steve as the titular babysitter? But not evil? AND it's A/B/O?? Yeah there are many, many reasons I love this fic. The descriptions of Steve feel like they came right out of the movie in a way that made them so easy to see in my head. But it changes enough about the story that it doesn't feel at all like a straight up rehash of what you've already seen. AND it combines some of my favorite ships, with a Steve who is just the best ever. I freaking LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH!!

close my fist around something delicate by inlovewithnight [Ted Lasso, Keeley/Roy/Jamie]

All that I wanted for these three was for them to realize that they have feelings for each other. That they can make a relationship work, if they just try. And dammit, this fic delivers! While also adding in some great angst and hurt/comfort (physical and emotional). I didn't realize quite how much I wanted to see Jamie hurting and being stood up for/protected by the people who care about him, but boy did I! This fic is really lovely, it sucked me in and didn't let me go until I finished reading.

Both Hands Holding on to the Wire by @stevethehousewife [Stranger Things, Stobin]

This was one hell of a gift to get in a smut exchange, holy moly! It focuses really well on Robin's confusion over the thoughts she starts having about Steve after accidentally walking in on him changing. The whole concept is handled respectfully, taking the weight of it all very seriously. Robin and Steve's friendship is so good, the way they can just BE with each other. It's got the angst I adore, a Steve who is an absolute sweetheart, and a Robin who is so much more like her season 4 self than season 3 (which is a huge plus for me personally).

The Hourglass by @pterawaters [Fargo s5, Dot & Gator, Dot/Wayne/Gator]

A shorter fic here, but no less wonderful! It's exactly what I needed after finishing the latest season of Fargo. Getting to see where their lives might have gone, if Dot had been able to take Gator with her when she ran away. If he had wanted to go. It gets me emotional every time I think about it. I love love love this fic!

Wednesday by @stevethehousewife [Stranger Things, Stoncy]

I will recommend this fic forever and for always. It has everything: hurt Steve! Time loops! Season 3 Steve being thrown back to the worst day of his life and forced to relive it over and over until he gets it right (hint, it's the Halloween party in s2). I fucking love this fic! I've lost count of how many times I've reread it, but it might rival the number of time loops Steve lives through (okay maybe not quite that many, but you get my point). It shows Steve a side of Jonathan he didn't get to see the first time around. It gives him the closure he probably didn't realize he needed. I just. Adore this story!!

An Oath Broken, An Oath Kept by @urisarang [Love Between Fairy and Devil, Chang Heng/Dongfang Qingcang]

This fic is so mean in the best way! Both of them are so hurt, physically and emotionally. And then Chang Heng is forced to hurt DFQC even more, which only makes it that much BETTER. It was the perfect gift to receive for the Flash Made Them Do It exchange. I laugh every time I see the a/n (the word count minimum was 300 words. The word count on this fic is... a lot more than that). And it's just as fun to reread now as it was to read it the first time around. I want to draw hearts around it!

[fishonthetree]

Tagging @mirintala @idridian @tinypinkmouse

[evil-robot-cat]

For @idridian, here's a blast from the past - L and Watari!

I drew so much Death Note fanart back in the day, I didn't need a reference, except to check if Watari wore gloves or not. I've got so many stories built around that fandom - good, bad, and really fuckin' weird. What a time in my life that was!

[mirintala]

Tagged by @case-of-traxits

Rules: Share 9 lines from your writing and tag 9 people!

Ummm…. No obligation tags @idridian @asreoniplier @evil-robot-cat @social-deception @fonulyn

Istg if Tumblr eats a section of this post again I will scream.

From What About Jane:

He laid the bacon slices across the cold pan and then turned on the heat after washing his hands. Once it started to sizzle he cracked four eggs into a small bowl, fishing out the bits of shell that inevitably ended up in the bowl as well. The egg carton and the rest of the raw bacon went back in the fridge, and he grabbed four slices of bread (picked up last month on sale with a couple other loaves) out of the freezer tapping the loaf against the side of the fridge to break the slices apart from each other. The bread went into the toaster, waiting for the right time to begin toasting. The bacon was ready to flip.

A few minutes later the bacon reached the right level of crispness and he transferred it onto a paper towel lined plate to drain before pouring the eggs into the pan where they immediately sizzled, the clear liquid parts quickly turning white. He pushed the lever on the toaster and grabbed the salt and pepper to season the eggs. A quick flip, and then the toast popped. He was a practiced hand at making breakfast for two.

[iced-sympathy]

Tag Game: 9 people you'd like to get to know better

Thanks for the tag, @empressofthewind!

Last Song: Bermuda by Aesop Rock, Lealani

Currently Watching: Invincible, Scott Pilgrim (the cartoon), The Great British Baking Show, and Silicon Valley

Three Ships: Lawlight, Meronia, Moonriver

Favourite Colour: All kinds of blue - cobalt, cerulean, turquoise, teal, robin's egg blue, indigo… Too many to list.

Currently Consuming: Mint Oreos were the last ones

First Ship: Lawlight! I was 17 and it was the first time I had ever read about explicit M/M content

Relationship Status: I've got a partner and a friend with benefits

Last Movie: I think it was Baby Driver. I'm exposing my partner to all the good driving movies

Currently Working On: Almost finished with chapter 5 of 23 Days! Tagging @idridian @iknowwhereyousleepatnight @brothercrush @blondiest @13eyond13 @dominote @lawtism @foxboy-light-yagami @god-of-this-new-blog

[asylos]

The Sudden Stop At The End (A Death Note Musical Poem)

AO3 Link

Notes: Ryuk (& Rem). Written while watching the musical (again) during the gun scene. (For @idridian )

It's over now. The sudden stop at the end. I've avenged you, my friend. There was no real meaning in your loss. I'm sure you'd disagree. You did it for love. What meaning is there in love? A fleeting thing for beings such as us.

I go on, Another game to play, More bones to toss, More lives to take. It's lesser now without you, but I'm sure in time I will move on.

They accuse me of stealing their Notes for my own gain, They'll never know, It's so things like this don't happen.

Dust in the wind, That's all you are. I'll never say I miss you, But the bodies tell another story. No Shinigami ever died for killing a human, Out of love for another of our own.

[sixrealmsbeneaththesea]

tagged by @idridian biggest big ass blessings~ ✨👌😌

last song: in my head while I work at my station? Persona 5 OST - Ark. Last song as of my Spotify? Coheed and Cambria - True Ugly.

favorite color: purple

currently watching: A melange of Tale Foundry, various art and video game shit (shoutout to watching three whole ass different playthroughs of Mouthwashing back to back), and music shits~

last movie: I got to watch the entirety of Batman Begins in the corner of this one dude’s art stream while he drew Batman fanart lol

sweet/savory/spicy: Split between sweet and savory, with only rare adventures into spicy Brazilian butthole territory

current obsessions: Ganondorf (help), bbq pork (by extension), language/linguistics/creative writing, refining my Sephiroth fic, drawing bodily interaction… you know how.

last thing i googled: “nothing works for sinus pain” immediately followed by “sciatica stretches” kinda self explanatory lol.

I tag the world~

[vriskarlmarx]

List the top 5 songs from your on repeat playlist/heavy rotation mix/just the 5 songs you've been listening to the most lately and let people pick one!

tagged by @seadeepy <3 thanks for the tag

no pressure tags @bellenatty @grahamkennedy @jeannie-youre-a-tragedy @idridian @aristotels @fishmech @pseudotsugas and whoever else wants to play <3

[vriskarlmarx]

I was tagged by @tangled-pixel-harpsichord to name 3 songs that have been stuck in my head for the past few days! I'm making a new post because the thread was too long lol thanks for the tag and also your musical taste is ��� impeccable.

1. La familia, la propiedad privada y el amor - Silvio Rodriguez

2. X ESO BB - Jere Klein and Nicki Nicole

3. Klámstrákur - Hatari

no pressure tags @jeannie-youre-a-tragedy (silvio being on here is your doing btw) @idridian (hatari being on here is your doing) @pseudotsugas @fishmech @blondiest @aristotels @sylvia-on-the-run and whoever else wants to do it :3

[vriskarlmarx]

Everything I Gave

Relationship: Watari/L (implied)

Rating: M

300 words

Summary

After being brought to a breaking point by Watari at his own request, L catches his reflection in the bathroom mirror.

Inspired by and set directly after @idridian's Bound Down and Sleepless (part of their Spoiled Monster series, which you should read!)

[vriskarlmarx]

tagged by @pseudotsugas thanks kay!

last song: currently listening to dance crip by trueno

favorite color: i gravitate to the color purple like a moth to a flame if I'm honest

currently watching: honestly nothing super actively. i finished watching the sympathizer a few days ago, and last night i watched the first episode of blackpool (due entirely to idris influence) but i don't feel like I'm watching it actively yet, it was just one episode

last movie: first of all I'm so glad i influenced you into rewatching y tu mamá también lol. last movie i watched was alien, over the weekend. i hadn't seen it before but my friend iker convinced me and he was so correct

sweet/savory/spicy: i genuinely think i have never said no to anything sweet

current obsessions: i don't think i have any atm?

last thing i googled: borro cassette maluma

no pressure tagging @jeannie-youre-a-tragedy @fishmech @dicaeopolis @idridian @grahamkennedy and anyone else who may want to play

[vriskarlmarx]

tagged by @seadeepy to post 5 songs I've had on repeat <3

1. y cuándo nos vemos de nuevo? by Koe

2. 赖宁 by 海龟先生

3. Las de la Intuición by Shakira

4. Escarlata Remix by eleven1.1, DrefQuila, Kidd Voodoo, Harry Nach and SOULFIA

5. No Hay Nadie Como Tú by Calle 13 and Café Tacvba

no-pressure tagging @jeannie-youre-a-tragedy @pseudotsugas @fishmech

@aristotels @blondiest @idridian slash anyone who wants to play