#if i tag arctic monkeys do i just... get a hit post or something?

[juicedrop]

y'all help i'm listening to weezer, devo, and arctic monkeys instead of going to bed

i mean... i'm not complaining... but i kinda want to sleep as well.

[wannab-urs]

Javier Peña Masterlist

Main Masterlist | AO3 | Kofi

in the a.m. - smut, angst | AO3

Type: series Status: in progress Summary: Between sleeping with informants and getting in bed with Los Pepes in the fight to bring down Escobar, Javier Peña also finds time to be with you. Wrestling with crippling self hatred, Javi tries and fails to keep his blood stained hands off of you. Based on some of my favorite Arctic Monkeys songs Tags: smoking, probably shit spanish, smut, angst, established situationship, emotionally unavailable!Javi, references to past arguments/past hookups because this has been an ongoing thing and I love to start in the middle of a story, loose fit series, trauma, probably, sad!Javi, self hating!Javi, Javi very briefly picks you up, Javi crying, Javi yelling, reader yelling, did I mention angst?

Perfecta, mi amor - smut | AO3

Type: one shot, request Word Count: 800 Summary: soft!dom Javi talks you through a facefucking blowjob. Tags: Soft dom!Javi P, sub!reader, Javi P talks you through it, blow job, deep throating, face fucking, excessive praise kink (obviously), reader is referred to in Spanish with feminine phrases so she's a lady this time. Reader has hair that Javi can interact with?

This Night Has Opened My Eyes - smut | AO3

Type: one shot Word Count: 900 Summary: You’ll do anything to avoid getting arrested (smut) Tags: Dubcon with a twist, reader is so very very into it, derogatory language (putita, little whore), bondage (handcuffs), rough sex (no prep). 

Something Sweet - fluff, smut | AO3

Type: one shot Word count: 2.1k Summary: You’re new to the team in Colombia and all alone on your birthday. Your partner, Javier Peña, decides to do something sweet for you. Tags: Set vaguely during season 1 before Javi gets extra angsty, canon compliant-ish, reader feeling lonely, sassy!reader, flirty!javi, alcohol (wine), brief mention of a gun bc I feel like a DEA agent wouldn’t just answer the door all willy nilly, kissing, javi asking for consent, but y’all did share a bottle of wine, kissing, fingering f receiving, marking, unprotected PinV, cuddling. I always write angsty Javi, but this is FLUFF, so sorry if it’s OOC, I’m slightly out of my element here.

Under Your Skin - smut | AO3

Type: one shot, pedrostories secret santa 23 Word Count: 3.5k Summary: You’ve worked on Chucho’s ranch since you were 15 years old, grew up with Javi, loved Javi… He comes back after nearly 20 years to find you hooking up with a certain former secret agent. He’s jealous, for sure, but of who? Tags: MMF, post season 3 of Narcos, AU where Jack gets kicked out of the Statesmen instead of burgered, Javi being bi and repressed, Jack being a bisexual slut, SMUT, MMF dynamics, oral (f receiving), javi being a dick, oral (m receiving), javi tries to hit jack, gay kissing (!!!), making out, face sitting, reader kinda gets used and likes it, nipple play, throat fucking, Eiffel tower moment, brief f masturbation, brief m masturbation, pet names (sugar, cowboy, baby, hermosa), truly unreasonable amounts of cursing i’m sorry i talk like this, and also unreasonable amounts of southern phrasing, again sorry I talk like this, unprotected PIV, creampie, cum eating, teasing Javi, actually 90% porn with like a little backstory, kind of enemies to lovers, they’re all ranch hands technically, also they’re all romantically into each other but also javi is dumb and jack can’t believe anyone would want him for more than sex haha oops :)

Bittersweet - smut, angst | AO3

Type: one shot Word count: 1.1k Summary: You're perfect to him, but he's not good enough for you and never could be. Tags: kind of derogatory mention of “whores,” SMUT, javier peña’s oral fixation, I’m imagining season 3 Javi but it’s up to you, reader is 20ish, wears a skirt, is referred to as sweet, and is able bodied. Soft and then mean!javi.

Savior Complex - angst, smut-ish | AO3

Type: drabble Word count: 570 Summary: Javi wants to take care of you, but you won’t let him Tags: angst, brief not quite smut, horny thoughts, food mention, toxic relationship, reader is wearing a skirt but is otherwise undescribed, javi grabs you in a nonsexual way, arguing.

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17 questions, 17 people

thank you for the tag @antiquitea

nickname: jess

sign: leo, and yes i do have the co-star app. (which today asked me "are you ignorning your sadness?" so that's great). anyway my friend who made me download the app would want me to specify that i am a leo sun, cancer moon, scorpio ascendant.

height: 5'5"

last thing i googled: how to rearrange photos on a tumblr post LOL

song stuck in head: "arabella" by arctic monkeys

number of followers: 217

amount of sleep: usually shoot for 7-8, sometimes 6. i used to be an intense sleeper, like 9-12 hours every night, it was not great. feel much more like a person now, haha

lucky number: 3

dream job: legit i do not wanna work, oops. changed my major 4 times in undergrad (econ, econ&math, computer engineering, film&tv), added a minor because i still wasn't sold on my major (poli sci), then panicked senior year and applied to law school. now i do in fact have two degrees staring at me and don't really want to do anything with either one, but couldn't tell you anything else that i'd rather do either. sometimes think i would maybe go back and do something with film&tv, like editing, but ya never know.

wearing: aerie leggings, savagexfenty ribbed tank, savagexfenty cropped hoodie, claw clip, white ankle socks seemingly from old navy. pretty much your everyday WFH fit for me, though lately i've been subbing the hoodie for a flannel.

movies/books that summarise you: omg hahaha just realizing i was thinking about this one and never changed it okay wow. give me some time and maybe i will think of something cause right now only the most tragic books and movies are coming to me and that’s just not accurate

favourite song: usual go to when asked for all time fave is "sweet child o' mine" by guns 'n roses. a mix of current and long-term faves, courtesy of my spotify wrapped hitting today: "atlantic city" by the band; "mardy bum" by arctic monkeys; "high infidelity" by taylor swift; "vanilla" by flipturn; "still the one" by shania twain; and "julia" by mt. joy.

favourite instrument: drums. have been harassing my husband to let me buy myself/buy me a drum kit.

aesthetic: just took a buzzfeed quiz that told me it's "dark academia" and also "4am at the airportcore." feel like that vaguely fits my personal style, because i typically dress like it's 4am at the airport, and on the rare occasion that i do go out i suppose it's vaguely dark academia? idk.

favorite author: ya girl reads almost exclusively romance novels, okay? so mostly whatever is recommended to me on the kindle app, recently read a ton from natasha knight. my sister is a diehard colleen hoover fan, which i have heard is vvv basic/lame (sorry if she's ur fave), and i've given her one opportunity to convince me. she has me reading november 9, and i cannot get past the first chapter right now.

random fun fact: i mean i feel like i just gave way too much info to every question above, lol, but my go to fun fact in college was always that i still have one of my baby teeth. still do now, as a 27 year old. no adult tooth was ever underneath. luckily it's a molar so not visible from the front, cause it is incredibly short.

no pressure tags: @theharddeck; @fandomxpreferences; @cherrycola27; @imjess-themess; @wildbornsiren; @roosterforme; @3tabbiesandalab; @thesewordsareallihavetogive; @justfandomwritings; @callsignvalley

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i was tagged by @artemiss-moonchild and @heartcravings in two different spotify-centric tag games - so i'll just morph them~ i am also high on finishing a book right now, so yeah, it's gonna be long and full of words i have to vomit out now because my brain is buzzing xDD

shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 tracks,

Brand New City by Mitski ~ probably my favourite song of hers, i feel all of her music and lyrics very very much but this song...just hits different i dunno, i guess it is the closest thing i have to describe this restlessness i get sometimes

blue by keshi ~ every single word in this songs gets me and i am kinda giddy bc i bought tickets to his concert as a christmas present for my sister and me, hehe, i'm looking forward to that already ^^

Where We by Ryu Ji Hyun & Kim Kyung Hee ~ part of the OST of the drama Rain Or Shine / Just Between Lovers, it's on netflix, lee gangdu is my poor little meow-meow, i cried buckets and got wayyy more invested in this drama than i anticipated xD

I Don't Even Mind by Chen ~ it's my favourite track of his 3rd album, i like how his voice blends with the instrumental, i love how his voice is so clear, how it kinda floats over the tumbles of the guitar, it's like fog over a little creek

I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace ~ i stumbled over that one by chance not even a month ago, i knew the band existed and what their sound was like but never listened to their songs, so that one is the only one i know and what can i say...a girl feels conflicting feelings sometimes xD

Nothin' by EXO-SC / Chanyeol ~ i am really fascinated by this song because it has so many layers of sound, there is just so much going on on that track, like it sounds calm and spherical and like you are floating through a dark night, but you are driven by an invisible force, by thoughts and voices and echos. this song makes me fearless, it lifts me up when i am on the ground, it grounds me when my head tries desperately to fly away from my body, it was my no. 1 song in my spotify wrapped xD

Charmer by Stray Kids ~ ok this one is less deep xD it's just a cool, very vibey song, it really got me back into Stray Kids this year and wow it seems very unreal rn that Oddinary was a 2022 release o_o

Lithium by Nirvana ~ a classic, some would say. i can play it on the electric guitar so that's cool 👀✨️ to me this song is probably even more "nirvana" as Smells Like Teen Spirit - i dunno it captured their sound really well and i might sound very pretentious now but it is such a Kurt song, i don't know how to descibe it differently xDD

Words as Weapons by Seether ~ and sometimes a girl feels a very stubborn anger against the world and some people who have deep cuts. listening to this song is cathartic.

Universe by EXO ~ doesn't your heart just open up when they sing "I'll search the universe..."?? because to me it always feels like that, like something bright is opening up my heart, ready to search along with them (it's the way the melody just keeps rising, flying across the nightsky on that long high note)

then list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist.

New Thing by Zico feat. Homies ~ this song... is just really, really cool. so cool. ahh. i love listening to it, it's always over way too soon xD

saudade, saudade by Maro ~ my Eurovision favourite this year, haha, their whole stage presence was so whimsical, they remained my favorites from start to finish. i just listened to the song a lot afterwards. the soft desperation in it is just everything, really.

505 by Arctic Monkeys ~ screaming crying throwing up about everything in this song. the musical built up, the breakdown, the lyrics - just ahhh everything about this song makes me go feral, especially the breakdown. i think i rarely show as much of myself to other people as i do when 505 comes on and i'm screaming "but i crumble compeltely when you cry"

Slump by Stray Kids ~ sad bop in three languages, made by the one and only Han Jisung who gave the sinking feeling you get when you realize you are somehow falling behind depsite your best efforts a sound. musical genius (but also are u ok bro?). anyway, i can do all the rap parts (in english because i am a chicken when it comes to korean let alone japanese and i really don't want to mispronounce stuff) in this song and i don't think it sounds cringy when i do it so that's what i've been up to musically these days xDD

RED by Survive Said The Prophet ~ the lyrics in this one are so great! it has such a raw power once it breaks loose, it reminds me of thunderstorms and a stadium full of people not minding the rain because the live music is just so good and everything fits, lights flashing and bass guitar and drums messing with your gut. it's full of so many different feelings that you sometimes can't tell apart but they make you want to move and run and run until your body hurts more than your heart.

Star Walkin' by Lil Nas X ~ this song is also so full of energy but a totally different kind. it's stellar, it's bright, it's almost delirious, it's testing out how fast you can run before you fall over your own feet, it's chasing the feeling of your stomach dropping when you go a little too high on the swings. it sounds really weird, but my first instinct when this song comes on is not to blink, not one second, because i could miss something at this racing pace. the verses are just floating in space, looking around, taking it all in, whereas the chorus is pure acceleration until the point where there is no more "faster", feeling it might hit anytime now but it just doesn't xD

Forgive Me by BoA ~ it's her recent comeback and i've never really gave her music a listen but i saw the teaser pics being absolutely my vibe so i checked it out and really liked it! there is nothing more to it haha. it reminds me a little of what i also would have loved to see Seulgi do on her solo album but it's not that big - both harmonize perfectly with their respective tracks.

Hurdle by Suho ~ he made theeeeee summer bop with this song, really. gosh, the way i freaked when i first heard this song xDD i took little notes about the Grey Suit album in my notebook back then so i know for a fact i was immediately obsessed with the funky bass line and the voice distortion and how dancable this song is.

Serenity by Xiumin ~ i've said it before and i'll say it again: this song is an early spring sunrise, when you woke up oddly early snd you go outside to catch the first glimpses of sunlight and the dew still hanging on the grass wets the hem of your pants, tickles your skin, the cold wetness seeping through your shoes but then the first rays of light hit your skin and the air is fresh and clear and everything feels better and new, like you have healed a little, like you can keep going with a new burst of energy now. this is how this song sounds like to me, i get that mental image everytime, dark greens and bright blues and even brighter white and yellow hues.

Checkmate by TheBoyz ~ again nothing all to deep besides the fact that this song is a total banger and i just go insaneeee over the whispering and member who-ever-it-is saying "you're never satisfied". my sister likes TheBoyz and she played it once or twice and that's how i know this song xD

list the first 10 songs played from my spotify wrapped/apple replay when shuffled!

Francis Forever by Mitski ~ this one somehow very quietly became my chanyeol-enlistment-song. it's all about missing someone, needing someone/depending on someone's presence, not in a full on desperate way (a little desperate maybe-) but in a way that is just like what the first lines say "I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do with myself now that your not here" kinda like you still need time to figure out how to handle things in the absence of something that has been very present before. it really got to me while Chanyeol was away (yk sorta-away because you really cannot get that man off a stage xD but the feeling has always been different than before) - in the end i think it's a lot about adapting after a change in the way somebody is present in your life.

Daechwita by Agust D ~ i am not the biggest BTS fan on the plant (thank god) but i have a sort of soft spot for their rap line because they simply are really good at what they do, especially yoongi. and daechwita, what can i say, simply a total vibe. i remember how i had this song and Lay's Lit right after on repeat a lot that year, they somehow belong to the same universe xDD Daechwita is all about speed and power and hot rage, Lit is all albout precision and force and a very cold attitude of supremacy - both have this very untouchable and dangerous vibe. they are neighboring kingdoms maybe, very peaceful with each other btw. they just come to destroy them haters xD

Raining by Chanyeol ~ this song it just a biiig loong sigh. it's taking a deep breath and exhaling loudly. the dark heavy piano really is like black paint in an artwork, it really gives the song that heavy atmosphere. then the sax soli are almost complaining, it's whining, it's telling you its story of misery with the heaviest sighs. this also reflects in Chanyeol's vocals, he also has this hint of exhaustion there, this song is just so dramatically done with everything, it just yk wants to have a drink and end this unfortunate day xD on some days i think this might be the best song of the The Box OST because they caught this very moody atmosphere so so well and it's not often done like that in populat music, i suppose (look i probably sound like i know what i am talking about but i really do not- xD)

GOTTASADAE by BewhY ~ again, nothing deep. my bestie sent me the song and was like "!!!! here listen !!!" and i was like "omg!!!!!!!" and then it was on repeat xDD

This Is How I Disappear by My Chemical Romance ~ so here is the thing, i knew about them for a long time but i never had this kind of "emo phase" in my teenage years but when they had their revival tour or whatever this year a lot of people i follow online suddenly were obsessing over them again, and when i like people a lot and they get invested in something, then i want to check that out too. so i listened to their entire discography in one weekend (coincidentally, the exact weekend they played in germany xDD) and This Is How I Disappear was the winner of the little favourite MCR song race i had in my head xD so yeah, i dig their music, especially this song. once again, very cathartic to listen/dance/sing to.

Snow (Hey Oh) by Red Hot Chili Peppers ~ i really like that i got this one on random! because it's the first RHCP song i actively remember hearing, probably in the radio and i was just really obsessed with it (in a way a child can be obsessed with a song it doesn't understand xD) and that just kind of lingered around and i eventually looked up the chords so i could play it on the guitar when i was 13 i think, leading to my dad showing my Californiacation and Under The Bridge and that's when i got more and more into their music in general. another weird fun fact: because i practiced the lyrics very hard back then i can now recite them in absolute inhuman speed, everytime i do it it annoys people to no end but i think it's fun xD

Shutdown by Moonbyul feat. Seori ~ (un)official sapphic anthem, let's gooo. this song is so so sexy in a very soft and casual and relaxed way. i love how their voices harmonize, i love how the melody flows, how you're just drawn into the song from start to finish. this song it somebody touching you very softly, very gently at your most secret, sensitive places. this song is knowing how to have the exact same effect on the other. it's dancing together with the smallest most minimal moves, bodies pressing impossibly close together. i just get this warm, seductive, soft, comfy, sexy feeling from this song.

Free Fall by Øzi ~ i am ascending every time i listen to this song, really. the chorus comes in like the ground beneath your feet rumbling and breaking apart, falling through the cracks. which might sound like a contradiction to what i said in the phrase before. but falling and flying are very easily confused when it's dark and you can't see the bottom. one of my favourite love letter songs <3

Tire Swing by Kimya Dawson ~ the simplicity of this song is so charming, really. it's nothing big, the melody sounds like a children's song but the lyrics tell the tale of the complicated matter that is really liking someone who is just so different from you that it's actually kinda impossible for things to work out well, at least not with anyone hurt. it's part of the soundtrack for the movie Juno (which i really like) and while the teenage romance is only a secondary part of the plot, i think this song was an amazing pick to explain the relationship between these two teenagers that lead very different lives and have to figure out how loving each other works. it's such an easy song and then again it is absolutely not.

Nothing Else Matters by Metallica ~ my dad once told me that metal musicians make the best love songs and then showed me Nothing Else Matteds as proof and, really, i could only believe him after that. i think, this song has had a huge huge influence on what i expect from a romantic relationship. it really shaped my understanding of romantic love to the point where i said (at 13 or 14) in my diary that if i ever got married it would be to this song, and i am still kind of in awe with this thought because that song remains to be very significant to me. how it's about always being together in a way, about sincerity of feelings, about trust, about getting to know the other better day by day and at some point getting to know yourself better through the other, how it's about sharing things openly, about living a life together, about having a companion like that who shows you the world you thought you knew in another light. it's about the enrichment you experience by having a romantic partner, that goes beyong anything sexual which is so often immediately associated with romantic love. and that just really left a lasting impression on me, so it's a fave ever since.

ok. this was long. and very uncalled for lol i am sorry for oversharing like that sometimes i'm just really in touch with how exactly music makes me feel and maybe i'm a little sloppy and a little too much in writing long paragraphs about it oops- ^^'

anywayyy i tag @kafkascupcake @byuns-coco @his-mochi-cheeks @cxsmicmyeon @nvwu @joon-rkive @simplypearing @xuoux @whisperingdoves if you guys wanna (feel free to pick the part you wanna do or simply ignore this tho, i am fully aware that this is a lot of time consuming text, so i won't mind at all xDD)

[just-a-honey-badger]

I posted 417 times in 2022

That's 417 more posts than 2021!

102 posts created (24%)

315 posts reblogged (76%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@an-ungraceful-swan

@frayro-called-frey

@fromthemouthofkings

@shipsgaysfordays

@bitch-is-ace

I tagged 245 of my posts in 2022

Only 41% of my posts had no tags

#bel rants about random shit - 60 posts

#ask bel - 25 posts

#bel gays homosexually - 24 posts

#bel rants about hp - 19 posts

#bel rants about marauders - 19 posts

#bel procrastinates - 18 posts

#asks - 15 posts

#marauders era - 14 posts

#important - 13 posts

#bel writes - 13 posts

Longest Tag: 124 characters

#like 'i don't want to be a woman but i don't want to be not a woman' and assumed i was just. a woman who kinda had to settle

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

✨the queue✨: a guide

the queue is great! it's helpful if you want to post regularly or if you have lots of posts you want to reblog but don't want to do all at once.

you can queue posts by either a) clicking the reblog button > clicking the arrow next to it once it opens the page where you can add comments > selecting 'add to queue'; or

b) going into settings > clicking on the part that says 'labs' (where tumblr has new features they're working on) > turning on 'fast queue' (this adds a new icon next to the 'reply' and 'reblog' icons where you basically reblog a post but 'add to queue' is the default).

and why would i want to post regularly, you ask? well, the more you post (and the more diverse posts you have), the more likely it is for your posts to reach more people. accurate tags help with this, too. it also helps if you need to post at a consistent schedule for whatever reason, but can't always log on at the same time every day.

if you want to queue your posts at more random times, go into labs and turn on 'queue 2.0'. this enables a more detailed way to schedule your queued posts. i had to play around with it before i found something i liked, and i suggest you do too.

that's it

17 notes - Posted November 30, 2022

#4

15 questions 15 tags

ty @shipsgaysfordays for the tag <33

Nickname: tortilla (from @fruutcake)

Height: fucking short lmao under 5 ft even though i'm fully grown

Last thing I googled: 'chapbook publishers' bc i'm trying to figure out if that's something i want to do

Song stuck in my head currently: line without a hook (she's a, she's a lady, and i am just a boy) <3

Number of followers: with the excessive amounts of porn bots? 47

Amount of sleep: ah. um it's inconsistent but on average 9-ish hours?

Dream job: university professor, author, maybe architect? or artist, i want that gay literature major kinda vibe. probably gonna be a ux researcher or sum tho

Wearing: pjs

Movie/book that summarizes me: anne with an e <3

Favorite song currently: r u mine? by arctic monkeys or dandelions by ruth b

Aesthetic: solarpunk/goblincore/light academia

Favorite authors: rick riordan? i don't read enough

Random fact: when a pig gets a cold or cough they shoot their intestines out of their anus and the farmer has to stuff it back in

no pressure y'all: @fruutcake @bitch-is-ace @frey-the-they @4remus @presidentroarie @too-many-fandoms-to-explore @an-ungraceful-swan @whooshsoohw @kara-night-light @that-bitch-kat3 @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm @fromthemouthofkings @adharastarlight @linh-song @xanadaus

(ik i don't interact with half of u sorry i wanted to hit 15)

20 notes - Posted December 18, 2022

#3

writing a new marauders fic where all the marauders in the afterlife react to harry's daily life (not his war stuff but like his cringe everyday stuff)

21 notes - Posted November 8, 2022

#2

new tag game!

featuring: questions i never really see

1. a time period you feel you'd do well in: the 1970s

2. a mythical animal you wish you could be: a dragon

3. your favourite time of day: sunset

4. the main character that's the most like you: anne shirley-cuthbert

5. your favourite flower: sunflowers

6. a universe you would love to be in: the potterverse (without the terf part)

7. the aesthetic you wish you had: downtown girl/skater girl

8. a character you would love to be: beth harmon

9. a character you would be best friends with: anne shirley-cuthbert

10. your favourite outfit to wear: my band outfit; aka a dress shirt and wide-leg linen pants

tags: @fruutcake @shipsgaysfordays @bitch-is-ace @an-ungraceful-swan @too-many-fandoms-to-explore @frayro-called-frey @fromthemouthofkings @4remus @presidentroarie @kara-night-light and anyone who wants to do it!

25 notes - Posted December 24, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

okay, but what if peter didn't exist and regulus was in his place and james and remus took sirius and regulus's last name and the marauders were all the blacks and they went to see walburga and were like 'hey mom!' and walburga fucking flips

173 notes - Posted September 23, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[conchshell]

Thank you so much for the tag @autumndagger!!! 😄

Rules: Answer these questions and tag as many people as you like (because how many of us realistically have 20 people to tag???)

Name/nickname: Oh man I have so many, but the main one is JoJo

Gender: Female

Star sign: Gemini

Height: 5′2"

Time: 6:50pm

Birthday: May 29th

Favourite bands: To be honest I don't really have favourites, I just know what songs I like, and I don't really care about it being from a specific artist. Although going by my Spotify, I mostly have songs from Gorillaz, Glass Animals, and Florence & The Machine.

Favourite solo artists: Same as above lol

Song stuck in my head: Red Rubicon by Cloudboy

Last show: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D

Last movie: Source Code

When did I create this blog: January 2021, although it feels longer 😂

What do I post: Umbrella Academy related stuff mostly, peppered with the occasional meme and cat post 🐱

Last thing googled: Local vaccination centres

Other blogs: Just this one!

Do I get asks: Sometimes! It takes me forever to answer them lol, but I really love getting them! There's also the 🐐 emoji person that always sends me AMAZING asks and I have to spend ages to think of a worthy response, I love getting them so much!

Why I chose my url: I wanted something simple and vaguely tua related, so I went with the candy name that the Handler gave Five back in S1

Following: 226

Followers: 568

Average hours of sleep: 6-8 hours

Lucky number: 7

Instruments: I used to play cello and trumpet back in school, but I probably stopped learning around 15. I'd really love to give the piano a go though!

What am I wearing: Floral cowl-neck dress with black tights

Dream trip: I must admit I don't think there's anywhere I'm desperate to go to at the moment. Although saying that, I have got some historic buildings that are on my hit list; Lord Leighton House, Watts Cemetery Chapel, and Chatsworth House.

Favourite food: This is impossible, you can't make me choose. Words can't begin to describe how much I love food!

Nationality: British

Favourite song: Oh damn I have so many!! But maybe Clint Eastwood by Gorillaz, Pork Soda by Glass Animals, Comin' Home Baby by Mel Torme, Money for Nothing by Dire Straits, When The Sun Goes Down by Arctic Monkeys

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: 1) Covid free Earth, 2) Doctor Who, 3) Umbrella Academy - if I could have powers lol!

Tagging: literally anyone that wants to give this a go!!! 💛

[a-curly-person]

Tagged by @adixiebelle Thank you so much for tagging me, specially about music <3 <3 <3! 

playlist shuffle rules: hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 20 songs, then tag 10 people, no skipping! (So I don’t think Spotify allow us to just hit play on whatever haha. I need to choose a playlist for this. So I’ll choose my liked songs)

Na Ponta dos Pés - Apanhador Só

She Moves In Her Own Way - The Kooks 

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want- The Smiths

You - Glimmer of Blooms

Torcicolo - Apanhador Só

Youth - Daughter (Who is here since 2013/2014 knows how much I reblogged this song or something about it haha. It’s a FAVE <3)

I Tried - Lucy Rose

Hero - Regina Spektor

Golden Trunks - Arctic Monkeys

Sometimes - HONNE

Lost Control - Alan Walker

I’ll Show You - Justin Bieber

Like an Arrow - Lucy Rose

Not Going Home (feat Gia Koka) - DVBBS

Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

How - Daughter

King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men

The Ultracheese - Arctic Monkeys

Easy My Mind - Skrillex

Home - Daughter

10 songs i’ve been listening to lately: (Only 10 :( haha)

Perfect God - KJ Scriven

Count Me In - Switch

Mistakes - Unspoken

Counting Every Blessing - Rend Collective

Unrivaled - Leeland

Temporais - João Manô

Somedays - Vanic (FAVE!)

Half Your Age - Joywave (FAVE!!)

This Mountain - Faouzia (Influenced by @whatsthemetafor! Thanks for sharing Faouzia with me <3)

Blinding Lights - The Weeknd

post my 9 most influential albums: (oooohhh I really thought this was going to be super hard and then when I started seeing I really like a lot of albums. I don’t know if they are my most influential album ever but right now they are haha.)

Different World - Alan Walker (It’s without a doubt my most listened album from 2019.)

AM - Arctic Monkeys (I don’t think I dislike even one song of this album)

Love Me / Love Me Not - HONNE

amo - Bring Me The Horizon (I love this specific album I’m not a huge fan of BMTH, but this album is mine hahaha)

Apanhador Só - Apanhador Só (This album I own one. It’s my favourite brazilian band!)

Esperar é Caminhar - Palavrantiga

Father of the Bride - Vampire Weekend

Pearl - Rubel

Los Hermanos 2019 (Ao Vivo) - Los Hermanos

I’m tagging @allisonaergents and anyone who wants to do it! Do it and tag me I love disocovering new songs. No pressure at all to do it haha.

[hazzasgayvodka]

17 * SNAP OUT OF IT * 17

Impact: Chapter 17

Chapter title song: Snap Out of It - Arctic Monkeys

JESS

I wake up to see the sky already dark outside his window. He's snoring softly above me and I turn in his arms to look up at him. The usual crease between his eyebrows is nowhere to be seen and the constant smirk that adorns his lips has been replaced with a parted pout. He stirs in his sleep as my phone buzzes on the nightstand and I curse under my breath as I untangle myself from him and turn it on silent.

Despite my efforts to keep him asleep, he rolls over into my lap and peels his eyes open with a groan. I mindlessly run my fingers through his bedhead as I scroll through countless posts I'm tagged in from the party last night. Most of them are just drunken sing-alongs and the beer pong game but a significant few are pictures of me and Harry kissing.

"What are you looking at?" He asks quizzically, straining to look at my phone while leaning on my shoulder.

"It's nothing." I sigh, turning my phone off and setting it back on the side table.

"It's not," He says, looking up to meet my eyes, "What's wrong? You went from being fine to being pissed in like two seconds."

"It's just," I huff, wondering why I'm even mad about this, "There's so many people posting about us kissing last night and rumors are everywhere about me dating two guys."

"So what? Who cares?" He laughs, standing from the bed and walking over to the mirror above his dresser.

"I do, Harry," I sigh, following him to the other side of the room, "I don't want to be known as some school slut."

He turns around suddenly, grabbing me by the shoulders, "Hey, you aren't, it's just a bunch of people with nothing better to do than talk shit."

I sigh, letting my eyes drift from his to the floor but he's not having that. He grabs my chin in his hand and tilts my face up to meet his again.

"If it's bothering you than let's do something about it." He assures me.

"What are we going to do? Never speak to each other again?" I huff.

"No, obviously not, who the hell would I play beer pong with?" He laughs, "No, we're gonna go somewhere."

"How is that going to help?" I groan, watching as he paces over to his closet, deep in thought.

"I've got it, The Stroke." He says simply.

"The what?"

"The Stroke, it's a bar on the rougher side of things but-"

"Wait, a bar? That's how we're going to fix this?" I huff, folding my arms across my chest.

"Listen dollface, think about it, I'm intoxicated in a room full of easy women, it won't take long for the student body to find another rumor to spread." He winks smugly, a smirk spreading on his face.

I roll my eyes, shoving him out of my way to get to the bathroom but of course he follows me all the way there defending his idea.

"My god Harry, you're so-"

"Charming? Charismatic?" He suggests, leaning against the closed door of the bathroom, "Oh wait I've got it, ruggedly handsome?"

"How about not nearly as badass as you think you are." I smirk, opening the door and shoving him back through it.

I close it again and hear him protesting on the other side, his fist banging against the wood.

"Jess! Oh come on, I'm joking you-"

I open the door abruptly to see him with his arm still raised in the air, the end of his sentence dangling on the end of his tongue.

"What was that you were going to say? You...fantastic person who is also my best friend in the whole world?" I grin and the worried look in his eye vanishes as he throws his arm around my shoulders and walks me back to his bedroom.

"Yes, exactly what I was going to say." He laughs, shoving me into his room and shutting the door behind us.

We agree to meet Sam and Louis at the bar in an hour. Sam is overly excited considering I never want to go out anywhere and both of them are overly in love from staying with each other for a solid week alone. As soon as we get inside they're sitting on barstools and grabbing all over each other, their lips super glued together.

I turn away from the burlesque next to me to see Harry snapping at the bartender to get his attention. He comes over with a pad of paper, a pen, and a name tag that reads Kevin.

"I'll have a Jager bomb and she'll have a vodka and sprite." He says nonchalantly, taking a cigarette out of his pocket and lighting it between his lips.

I roll my eyes knowing that he is fully aware that I'm not a fan of vodka. He turns to me with a smirk and blows a cloud of smoke the other way.

"Can I get some I.D.?" Kevin asks, interrupting our staring.

Harry turns to him with his eyes narrowed, removing the cigarette from his lips. While Kevin looks unbothered I know that Harry's about to chew him up and spit him out.

"I.D.? Really kid?" He asks, rolling up the sleeves of his shirt to display his forearms completely covered in tattoos, "How's this? I didn't get these yesterday mate."

Kevin rolls his eyes, "Listen, it's procedure."

Harry huffs, his cigarette bobbing between his lips as he takes out his wallet and produces his I.D., sliding it across the bar counter and I do the same. Kevin takes a look at both of them and nods, handing them back to us but Harry grabs mine before I have a chance to.

"Harry, give it back, it's horrible." I groan, reaching around him to grab my I.D. from his hand.

"Wow, Jessica Rose, huh?" He laughs, handing it back to me.

Before he has a chance to put his away I snatch it from his hand hoping to see his middle name too. I'm surprised by his picture to see his hair cropped short and his arms free of tattoos. He looks like any regular guy without any metal in his face and his hair above his shoulders.

"Oh my god." I gasp, holding it out of his grasp as he wraps his arms around me to get it back.

I scan the rest of it, Harry Edward Styles. Birthday is February first, he's twenty-five.

"Hold on, wait," I think aloud, turning to see his face over my shoulder, "You're twenty-five?"

"Yeah, why?" He shrugs.

"Because we're both seniors and you're another three years older than me. You started college at twenty? I thought schools in the UK graduated from high school sooner than us, not later."

"They do, I just didn't go to college right away." He says carefully, taking the card from my hand and putting it away.

"What did you do out of high school then?" I ask curiously, the image of him tattooless still in the back of my mind.

He opens his mouth to speak but Kevin cuts in, placing our drinks in front of us as well as taking orders from Sam and Louis who have pulled away from each other long enough to get two beers. I desperately want him to finish explaining but we're once again interrupted as a blonde girl in a pink dress approaches him with a wicked smile on her lips.

"Harry! I had no idea you'd be here tonight." She smirks, resting her hand on his shoulder.

"Oh, Lynnette, what's up." He grins, turning on the charm as he turns to talk to her.

Suddenly I'm between two parties of flirting, third wheeling on all sides and wishing I could just go home. I take a sip of my vodka soda and gag, putting it back down quickly and wiping my mouth with the back of my hand. Lynnette grabs Harry's hand and starts to drag him towards the dance floor before he's barely taken a sip of his drink. I know he needs at least two beers worth of alcohol in his system to be up for dancing, but he lets her drag him to the middle of the crowd.

She grabs onto him, running her hands down his chest and moving her hips in ways that I could never. His hair is sticking to his forehead in minutes and his hands are roughly grabbing her waist and moving her against him. She presses her lips to his and I turn around, sighing as I come face to face with the bartender.

"You've got some shitty friends." Kevin remarks with a smile as he leans on the bar top across from me.

"They're just having a good time, this isn't my scene anyways." I shrug, mistakenly taking another sip of the vodka soda in front of me.

He laughs when I nearly choke on it, putting it back down and pushing it away from myself so I don't accidentally drink it again.

"Want a real drink?" He asks, taking the glass away from me.

"Please." I laugh.

He grabs a shaker and multiple bottles of schnapps and syrups. He measures them all expertly before pouring the mixture into a cocktail glass and garnishing it with maraschino cherries. He slides it to me and I bring it to my lips, taking a small sip of the sweet pink drink.

"I call it the love potion." He grins, expectantly.

"It tastes amazing, almost too good, I could probably drink five of these and not feel it until I stand up." I laugh, taking another sip.

"I'll make four more if you let me drive you home after." He smirks, finally working his play into the conversation.

I open my mouth to answer but I'm cut off by his voice behind me and his hand on my shoulder. I look up to see his face reddened and I can't tell if it's out of anger or being flustered on the dance floor.

"Don't you have some glasses to clean up?" He huffs, glaring at Kevin.

"No?" Kevin says innocently.

Harry grabs the cocktail glass and shoves it off the bar top, letting it hit the ground and shatter into a million pieces.

"Now you do." He smirks, grabbing my hand and dragging me away.

I rip his hand away from mine and shove him away, "What the hell are you doing?"

"You didn't drink any of that did you?" He asks, cutting me off.

"Yeah, I did, I was having a great time until you just had to-"

"Jess shut up, how much did you drink? Did you see him make it?" He asks worriedly, grabbing my shoulders worriedly.

I shrug him off, finished with his over protectiveness, "Harry this isn't some college party, he didn't lace my fucking drink!"

He grabs my hand midair and tugs me to him, keeping his voice low, "Jess, this place is famous for drugging girls up, they have a track record."

I roll my eyes, trying to decide whether or not to believe him. He's always like this, trying to scare me into letting him control me. My mind goes back to Kevin's suggestion of letting him drive me home. No, he's wrong, he's just trying to make me nervous like he always does. I was barely talking to a guy and he just has to ruin it. Meanwhile he's eating Lynnette's face on the dance floor and I do nothing. Not today, not tonight. If he's going to ruin my night, then I'll ruin his.

"You're right, I'm sorry." I say as confidently as I can.

He eyes me warily, he knows this is out of character. I've never apologized, perhaps that was too far. I grab his hand and drag him back to the bar where Lynette is sitting with two beers for the two of them. My blood boils when I look next to her and my eyes land on none other than Ashlyn, waving Harry over to them excitedly. I grab Harry's hand and wrap it around my waist instead. I can read his eyes as we approach the only two seats left at the bar, I can nearly hear his voice in my mind, "What game are you playing, Lawson?"

He takes a seat on the barstool and Lynette offers me the only one left right next to him.

"No thanks, I've already got a seat." I grin, taking a seat on his lap and nearly making him spill his drink.

I reach for his denim jacket, hung on the back of his chair. I slide it over my shoulders and grab his beer from his hand, bringing it to my lips and taking a sip. Lynette and Ashlyn are looking at me with daggers for eyes and Harry is trying to suppress his surprise.

"Oh, it's you, what's your name again?" Ashlyn asks carefully through gritted teeth.

"Jess, you're Ashlyn, right?" I ask.

"Yup, that's me," She smiles, "so I didn't know you and Harry knew each other."

"We sure do, we hang out all the time, not sure it's in the same light that you two, hang out, however." I smirk, raising my eyebrows.

Her jaw nearly hits the ground and suddenly Harry is choking on his beer, spitting his sip back into his cup accidentally. I lean back into him, grabbing his arm and wrapping it around my shoulders. I smirk at Lynette, a confident grin to let her know to walk away. I know I've had the intended effect when they both stomp away from us and over to Sam and Louis sat at the other end of the bar.

Harry picks me up and sets me back on the ground, getting off the barstool and following them. I grab his hand and tug him back to me and he eyes me angrily, glancing between me and the other girls a few seats over.

"What the hell are you doing?" He huffs.

I wrap my arms around his waist loosely, catching a glimpse of Ashlyn's angry stare from the corner of my eye. I can't help but grin as I look up at him, his own face pulled taut and glaring.

"I have no idea what you're talking about." I smirk, releasing his waist and taking his hand instead.

"Jess, I thought-"

"Call me dollface, you know I like it better." I tease obnoxiously as I lead us past them making it loud enough for Ashlyn to hear clearly.

He looks at me like I'm insane, he knows how much I hate the nickname. I decide we're both going to need another drink if I'm going to make this work. Just glancing at Ashlyn makes me livid and reminds me of the time I walked in on her and Harry in her dorm. It makes me sick just thinking about it.

"Fine, dollface, I thought we were here because we didn't want people to-"

"Let's dance, come on, Louis and Sam are already out there." I say quickly, cutting him off.

I feel Lynette and Ashlyn's eyes on me as I drag him towards the dance floor. I shove him in Sam and Louis's direction and go back to the bar to order two double whiskey cokes. I bring the glass back to him and clink them together, both of us knocking our heads back and chugging them down. He's eyeing me warily; does he know what I'm up to or have I fully confused him?

I grab his hands in mine and tug him to me, turning around in his arms and placing his hands on my waist. I move my hips to the pulsating beat coming through the speakers around us and bump into countless sweaty bodies around me. He's rigid at first, continuing to spew questions of what I'm doing and why I think this is a good idea, but I don't care, I only pay attention to the awestruck faces of the two bimbos sat at the bar.

I can feel the whiskey hitting him as his movements get sloppy. Surely enough his hands are moving all over me and my vision is doubling. The world around me is moving like it's under a strobe light. I can hear my heavy breathing echoing in my ears and the bass from the speakers is thumping in my chest. His hands are like fire on my skin, holding me against him and occasionally reaching to rub the sweat off his forehead.

Suddenly his lips are pressed to the back of my neck and I'm gasping as every inch of my skin is covered in goosebumps. He blows cool air against the veil of sweat on my skin and causes a shiver to run down my spine before his lips continue moving down my neck and to my collar bone. I'm nearly shaking in his arms as the fiery feeling of his lips on my skin lingers. Suddenly Sam is standing in front of me and grabbing my hand to tug me towards the pool table. I'm ripped away from him and as soon as I'm no longer intoxicated by his touch I can think clearly. What the hell was I thinking? What just happened?

"Come on, there's a pool tournament, Louis and Harry should play." She slurs, tripping over her own feet as she drags me along with her.

Louis and Ashlyn are already leaning against the table with beers in one hand and pool sticks in the other. I look around for Harry and my eyes meet his across the room. He's chugging a glass of water, blinking his eyes rapidly and swallowing hard. I walk myself over to him and convince myself not to grab his face and kiss his swollen lips.

"I thought we were, I thought we weren't doing this." He says exasperatedly.

"Doing what? Surely I have no idea what you mean." I smirk, my words slurring as they pour from my mouth.

His eyes follow me, and I can sense the anger in his glare but the way he's eyeing me with his lip ring pulled between his teeth tells a different story.

"You make absolutely no sense, dollface." He groans.

"I know, now come on," I grin, grabbing his hand and tugging him, "You said you were going to teach me billiards and I'm holding you to it."

He reluctantly allows me to lead him to the now crowded pool table. He picks up the remaining pool sticks from the corner and passes one to me as Louis and Ashlyn walk around the table, blindly shooting at the billiard balls on the table.

"Have you ever played pool?" He asks, leaning on the table and lining up a shot into the right corner pocket.

"Maybe once or twice." I say but it comes out sounding more like a question.

He brings his arm back and shoots the pool stick forward quickly, causing the sharp snapping sound of pool balls hitting each other before he sinks two of them in the right corner pocket. I don't expect him to be as good when he's drunk but he stands up proudly, his usual smirk adorning his stupid face as he tosses his pool stick back to Louis.

"Alright, Lawson, bend over." He smirks, obviously buying into my challenge.

"Cute." I muse, rolling my eyes as I meet his glossy, drunken ones and he moves behind me with that slumped grin on his face.

He guides me to lean over the table just like he was and wraps his arms around me, holding my arms in the right position. He pulls my right arm backwards and prompts me to shoot it forward just like he did. Despite being worried that I'll somehow injure him with my elbow, I do as he says and hit the striped ball straight into the left middle pocket. I look over my shoulder to see him already staring, a huge grin covering his face.

I hear Ashlyn's huff of exasperation from across the room and my eyes just barely flicker to see her walking back towards the exit into the full bar. Just seeing her sauntering across the room makes my blood boil and my eyes instantly move back to Harry to make sure he's not watching her little show. When his eyes drift to her, I'm livid. I hate that he's staring at her the same way that he was staring at me only a few minutes ago.

I position myself against him, leaning even further down against the table and I feel his arms tense around me as he helps me line up for my next shot. He sucks in a breath, his body going rigid against me.

"Fuck, baby, what are you doing?" He grunts mindlessly.

His words make me shiver and instantly I want to do anything that will make him say it again. Suddenly Ashlyn and Lynette are nowhere in my mind, only images of his swollen pink lips and dangerously green eyes. I turn around in his arms and he shakes his head, running a hand through his hair.

"I'm sorry, that just came out-"

I cut him off, grabbing a hold of his shirt and tugging him down to me, connecting our lips. Our lips meet with a smack and several gasps can be heard around the room. He's surprised at first, his lips like statues as he tries to take a step away from me, obviously I caught him off guard.

"Jess, what are you doing?" He mumbles against my mouth.

"Shut up and kiss me." I huff, wrapping my arms around his neck and threading my fingers through his hair.

He smiles against my lips, that devious smirk of his, I can taste the liquor on his breath. His hands reach around my waist and pull me flush against him, causing my breath to nearly catch in my throat. He presses his mouth to mine, much more elegantly than I did. His hands reach down and grip my ass, pulling me upwards to straddle his waist before he sets me on the edge of the pool table and positions himself between my shaking legs.

Every nerve in my body is exploding with fireworks as his lips move against mine and Howlin' For You plays through the speakers above us. I can feel Ashlyn's eyes on us along with everyone else's, the surprise in the air is tangible. He pulls away from me and rips his denim jacket from my shoulders, letting it fall to the floor, his burning eyes never leaving mine. The curve to his lips and the severity of his gaze sends a chill through me and I'm shaking as he leans back into me and tugs my lip between his teeth, making me shudder.

Suddenly he pulls away from me all together, grabbing his jacket from the ground and shrugging it back up on his shoulders. He takes out a cigarette and lights it between his lips, running a hand through his now messy hair, while I'm sat on the edge of the pool table, frozen. Why did he stop?

"Why did you-" I mutter, my voice barely audible.

"Show's over, right?" He quips, cutting me off, "They all left." He smirks, gesturing to the empty space around us.

"What?" I huff for the second time tonight, "What's that supposed to mean?"

"I just didn't think you were the type." He shrugs thoughtfully, leaning against the wall and twirling one of the pool sticks in his hand while he takes a drag of his cigarette from the other.

"What type?"

"The jealous type." He laughs.

"I am not jealous." I argue, "I have nothing to be jealous of."

"Oh, whatever. Look me in the eye and tell me that kiss wasn't just a stunt because you want to prove something to Ashlyn." He says maliciously, stepping closer to me and leaving the pool stick leaning against the wall.

"I have nothing to prove to Ashlyn! Who cares what some whore thinks of me!"

"Exactly." He smirks, "So why does she get to you?"

It takes every fiber of my being not to scream in his face that it's the way he wraps his arm around her waist that makes my blood boil. That thinking of the day when I walked in on her in his room makes my skin crawl. Any thought of her is enough to bring on a rage I haven't felt in a long time and all I want to do is shock her to the point that her perfectly puckered lips hit the floor along with her gaping jaw. If he would have just left me alone with Kevin none of this would have happened, he could have gone home with Ashlyn and I wouldn't have batted an eye. I wouldn't have wanted to ruin his night just like he ruined mine. This is his fault.

"I can't believe you think I'm stupid enough to get caught up in this jealously bullshit." I sigh, turning away from him.

He reaches for me as I'm walking away and calls my name behind me, but I just keep going. I'm not jealous, there's no way I'm jealous. What do I have to be jealous of? Sure, Ashlyn has him along with every other slut on campus, what do I care? But why would he kiss me back like that if he thought it was all a show? Why did he play along?

My head hurts as I approach the crosswalk and try to decide where to go. If I could go back to hugging Miles in the drive way I would, I never would have walked into that bar. I made a mistake, that's all, it was nothing. The tingles from my fingertips to my toes, the exquisite feeling of his smirking mouth pressed to mine, it was nothing. It keeps replaying in my mind over and over and suddenly I realize it was something, it was everything, because now I'm sat at a cross walk at midnight, miles from anywhere with my trembling fingers pressed to my electric lips hoping that the feeling of him pressed against me never fades.

[horrorfllms]

I was tagged by the lovely @spaceageboudicca thanks for tagging me sweetheart <3

Nickname: I don’t have a nickname now since y’know, my name is really basic or maybe just because I have uncreative friends, maybe it’s both but anyway,, in middle school they used to call me “jelly” and I used to think it was the most creative shit ever but like,, boy,, was I wrong LMFAOAOA.

Star Sign: Scorpio! ( I will not tolerate any scorpio slander, i dunno which scorpios hurt y’all but it wasn’t me so pls don’t come for me )

Height: I’m 5’3,, im rly out here being bold as fuck whenever I tell someone to fight me because they could easily tip me over and I’d cry so,, TEA.

Last Film I Saw: Black Mirror, BanderSnatch. ( I GOT THE SHITTIEST ENDINGS SO IM KINDA STILL PRESSED ABOUT THAT )

Favorite Musician: I’m gonna list five because the person who tagged me in this did that so don’t mind if I do the same!

• This is so cliche but the 1975 of course are going to be first, not just because of their “aEstHEtic” or because of their edgy, love songs, or ‘bops,’ I’ve just always admired how they care so much about music and making sure people can connect to it in their own way and how, they write songs we can soundtrack to our lives as cliche as that sounds, also because they practically saved my life so,, it be like that y’know?

• Miss Ariana Grande? Yeah I’d die for her in a split second, without a doubt. The way she carries herself and does whatever the fuck she pleases is something I think is hard to find in some artist or bands because usually they listen or do whatever the fans want/what makes them happy instead of themselves, so props to ariana for putting her foot down and putting some messy ass people in their place, I honestly could NEVER.

• Paramore, their music will always have a special place in my heart. Hayley Williams? That right there is a fucking WOMAN I’m always gonna love and look up to, shes so resilient and I don’t how else to explain it, all I know is, I’m whipped as fuck for her.

• Arctic Monkeys, their album “AM” helped me through my last break up, alex turner and his vocals and the LYRICS?? sign me the fuck up, that’s some good ass content right there, honestly an album that I’m for sure always going to love and remember, especially since it made me feel not so,, alone.

• Harry Styles, that man right there, has my WHOLEASS HEART, his album?? PURE FUCKING GOLD. the vocals and the lyrics and the emotion he put into that album, makes me tear up because he’s come such a long way since one direction and not only is he a good artist, he’s a genuinely good person with kind intentions and I will NOT tolerate any slander towards him. talk shit get hit ya hear?

Songs Stuck In My Head: Sunflower - Post Malone, Swae Lee. I listened to this song probably about 10 times this morning as I was getting dressed, I just love how it’s so light and soft and the beat, the beat is so catchy, it makes me feel like I’m in a superhero movie y’know? It’s an amazing song and no one can convince me otherwise, although I do wish it was longer.

Other Blogs I Like: I don’t necessarily use this app everyday, but when I do, I always find myself reblogging whatever makes me happy or what I think will help my followers feel better because believe it or not I care about y’alls happiness. In conclusion, I reblog whatever I like.

Do I Get Asks?: No I don’t, which is s a d. I don’t bite so if you guys want ask me things pls!! ( this is me nicely begging for y’all to talk to me but also trying not to look rly desperate )

Blogs Following: 1,651! If I haven’t followed some of you back since I’m stupid and don’t really check my notifications, don’t hesitate to let me know!

What Am I Wearing?: An old the 1975 shirt from the ILIWYS era ( that was an iconic era btw ),, some ripped jeans and my black vans.

Dream Job: Therapist, or anything that has to do with the mind and helping people really because I know what it’s like to not really feel heard and how sometimes you just need someone to hear you out and actually know and see that they CARE.

Dream Trip: Paris, the reason being it seems so soft and romantic and like, it’d be amazing to go there with my girlfriend some day so we could make some unforgettable memories. I mean, what’s better than taking the most beautiful girl I know and love to an ethereal place?

Play Any Instruments: No I don’t but only because I suck at learning and have the attention span of a squirrel but I mean, I’d like to learn how to play something one day!!

Languages: English, Spanish and my girlfriend is suppose to teach me ASL since she’s fluent in it, my lil smart baby.

Favorite Food: Sushi, Wings, Tacos, Ceviche, Mac And Cheese, Grilled Cheese, Fries, Basically Anything just as long as it’s cooked right!

I’m Tagging: @sidekickjoey @bitch-egg @sunshiney-thot @syntheticapparitions @teyris-leigh @mossyross @yukfool @trumanmatthew @hsnccarsbending @the1975zac

[moon-night-god]

Rules: Answer 21 questions then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

Thank you for the tag @toygowther  loved reading ur answers UwU! 💞💕💞

1. Nickname: don't really have one :/

2. Zodiac: Pisces! altho i don’t really seem like one

3. Height: uhh not sure ,,im pretty short tho ? maybe 5″1 or slightly over 

4. Last movie I watched: texas chainsaw massacre ,,even tho i dont really like horror movies bc im easily spooked

5. Last thing I googled: jelly shoes (i really want a pair of jelly platform heels but i can't find any grrr)

6. Favorite musician: Arctic Monkeys hhbshxbsbshgdhsd they own my ass

7. Song stuck in my head: nothing really :// 

8. Other blogs: i don’t have any,,i had a sideblog at one point but i got into an argument , freaked out and immediately deleted it ksksskkjs

9. Do I get asks: I’ve had a couple ,but for the most part nope!

10. Amount of sleep:  on average? not alot lol i drink alot of coke

11. Blogs following: maybe 130? I don't wanna follow too many bc i don't want a cluttered dash,,which is why I tend to avoid following people who post a l o t

12. Lucky number: don't have one

13. What I’m wearing: im in bed so a hoodie

14. Dream job: honestly i’d like to do something in art but the market is super oversaturated so hairdresser would be fun!

15. Dream trip: America,,maybe california ? or new york (altho i am going to ny with school in feb!)

16. Favorite food: junk food in general,,i like crisps, McDonalds ,cakes and stuff

17. Play any instruments: nah im really not a musical person

18. Languages: only english ,,,i’m doing spanish at school but i suck 

19. Favorite songs: batphone- arctic monkeys, Humongous- Declan McKenna and holy-zolita

20. Random fact: I got hit by a car once and now tell absolutely everyone i meet about it,as if its some charming ,interesting story and not just me being a dumb bitch who walks into roads

21. Describe yourself as aesthetic things: grainy photos of roses,spidery eyelashes,lipgloss,grey skies and uh glittery pink jelly heels

I tag: i would tag people but i just,,dont know anyone and im a weak ass bitch so i’d freak out abt it being awkward

[diavolosauceboss]

Tagged by @vampirarts! I was really excited to be added in one of these, thanks!

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you wanna get to know better

Gender: 

Star sign: Taurus

Height: 5'5"

Time: 7:19pm CST

Fav bands: Caravan Palace, Queen, Scissor Sisters, and Arctic Monkeys currently.

Fav solo artists: Can I count Wax Tailor? If a singer, David Bowie.

Song stuck in my head: Alcohol - Barenaked Ladies

Last movie I watched: Annihilation. Saw it at the theater, was fantastic.

Last show I watched: Stranger Things.

When did I create my blog: Last year when Jojo started trying to take over my sideblog.

What do I post on this account: I post figure pictures on occasion, but I mostly just reblog Jojo art that I like. Usually VA stuff, sometimes Dio and Diego.

Last thing I googled: "Wonder Festival 2018" because apparantly there is going to be another one in April?

Do I have other blogs: @theworstbear for MonHun and Godzilla fandom, @theworstbear-nights for shitposts and things that don't otherwise fit on my main blog. :v

Do I get asks: On occasion, primarily on my main blog. I like sending them and am always happy when I do receive them.

Why did I choose my url: I like diavolo sauce and also the Boss.

Following: Lots of art blogs for monsters and Jojo mostly, a few blogs devoted to toy photography and collecting, and I usually keep track of the monster hunter/godzilla/jojo tag when I have time.

Followers: Around 100, which is a bit surprising to me for this blog. Thanks all!

Fav colors: Browns and other earthtones.

Average sleeping hours: I have incredibly poor sleep habits. Will usually nap for two or three hours, wake up for two, then nap for another four or five. A long, continuous, good night of sleep is a dream within a dream at this point unless I'm sick.

What am I wearing: A t-shirt and sweatshorts because I am at home and also garbage. :v

Dream job: The job I went to school for: surgical first assist!

Dream trip: Would love to do a road trip and hit up a bunch of national parks.

Favourite food: Curry.

Nationality: American. Living in this dystopia.

fave song right now: Touch-Tone Telephone - Lemon Demon.

Fav animal/spirit animal: I'm more than a little partial to crocodiles and bears.

Fav weather: Winter. Let me freeze.

Dream haicut: I don't really have a preference beyond what's the least of a hassle to deal with.

First toy/fav childhood toy: Had stuffed dinosaur made out of parachute material that I remember loving quite a bit. If you squeezed it it "roared" (*screamed).

Last book you read: I’m currently reading Something Wicked This Way Comes.

Tagging:  @hongzhizhu, @metallicoxide, @featherflesh, @sovietray, @kao3wauso, @greatduwangs, @gothsailor, @badcoin, @konodiavoloda, @kittu-chan, @glittery-buccellati, @oceance, @itsy-bitsy-peakspider... Anyone that feels like it, I guess. :v

[show-me-distraction]

 I was tagged by @stuffwelostinthefire, thank you honey!! 

rules:

1. always post the rules

2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you

3. write 11 questions of your own 

4. tag 11 people (or however many you want)

1. Favorite colour?  

dark red or purple

2. Bands you love  

BASTILLE!!, The Vaccines, Nothing But Thieves, Arctic Monkeys, Panic! At The Disco, The Wombats, Kings of Leon, Imagine Dragons 

3. Last movie you watched.How was it?

The Graduate. 

I did really like it since I like old movies and I thought the camera and music was really great even though the plot is a little weird. 

4. Favorite song right now?   

Writer in The Dark by Lorde! 

You guys this song is soooo amazing. the lyrics are so beautiful and also just the music and ugh I love it so much I get goosebumps everytime I listen to it. 

5.What makes you roll your eyes everytime you hear/see it?   

People who don´t support marriage equality, feminism etc., very arrogant people who think they´re the greatest and Donald Trump

6.If you were a ghost and could possess people, what would you make them do?   

Oh wow this is hard... maybe like bungee jumping or stuff like that because I would never be brave enough to do that on my own. 

7.What songs hit you with a wave of nostalgia every time you hear them?

Dancing in The Moonlight by Toploader because I danced to it with a guy and he was special bla bla, Can´t fight The Moonlight idk I just really liked that song when I was younger (very scary that those are both with moonlight btw) and Lucky by Kylie Minoque because I remember singing that on SingStar when I was young and couldn´t understand a word I was singing. 

 8.What was the best thing that happened to you today?   

I bought myself and Iced Caffe Latte after Uni and it was delicious. 

very cool that something like that is the highlight of my day :D

9.How do you make yourself sleep when you can’t seem to get to sleep? 

I don´t. If anyone knows how to make me sleep please tell me because I have no idea

10.What movie or book do you know the most quotes from?  

Dirty Dancing or Notting Hill

11.What’s the most recent show you’ve binge watched? 

Orange is The New Black

my questions: 1. What´s your favorite TV Show? 2. What country do you want to visit? 3. What are your favorite fictional characters? 4. To which concerts have you been? 5. What´s your favorite animal? 6. What´s your favorite outfit to wear? 7. Are you in love? 8. What is your biggest fear? 9. What is your favorite smell? 10. What was the last song you listened to? 11. What calms you down when you´re stressed out?

I tag: @xjennifx, @supermassive-skulls, @ragnbonedan, @dansmithsgingerbeard, @farguarson, @justhereforlefood, @send-my-flaws-to-hell

[castawxayaway]

eleven questions

was tagged by @stuffwelostinthefire thank you sweetie 💛✨ 

rules:


1. always post the rules 
 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 
 3. write 11 questions of your own 
4. tag 11 people (or however many you want)

1. Favorite colour? 

probably grey, or a pale shade of purple or blue *aesthetic* and all that

2. Bands you love 

way too many: amber run, island, 5sos, bastille, hey violet, oh wonder, the japanese house, arctic monkeys, to kill a king, LANY, london grammar (just to name a few)

3.Last movie you watched.How was it? 

If I’m correct in remembering I think it was A Streetcar Named Desire, the black and white version with the dreamy Marlon Brando. Personally I love the film, I watched it to revise for my exam this week.  4. Favorite song right now? 

Writer in the dark- Lorde Stargazer- ISLAND Bad Liar- Selena Gomez Forever boy- Ariana Grande broken- lovelytheband Radioactive- Imagine Dragons You Are In Love- Taylor Swift 

5.What makes you roll your eyes every time you hear/see it? 

mentioning certain people I know who I don’t get on with, cat calling, waking up at 5am, my bank account. 

6.If you were a ghost and could possess people, what would you make them do? 

Live, since I’m dead. Honestly I’d just try and do things that I hadn’t tried, if they died as a result I could just go to a new body and try something else, fulfil my bucket list and all. 

7.What songs hit you with a wave of nostalgia every time you hear them? 

Wonderwall- Oasis  Enchanted- Taylor Swift Who’s Laughing Now- Jessie J Mr Blue Sky- Electric Light Orchestra Anything from Take That. 

8.What was the best thing that happened to you today? 

My first ever YouTube video finally processed and got uploaded. Not to promote myself but here is the link to my channel ;) 

9.How do you make yourself sleep when you can’t seem to get to sleep?

Erm, as someone who had insomnia for over a year I’m not the best to answer this but I guess put yourself in the right mindset with the right music that is peaceful. 

10.What movie or book do you know the most quotes from? 

Jane Eyre. Thanks to my AS Level Lit teacher, secretly I’m thankful as it is my favourite book. 

11.What’s the most recent show you’ve binge watched?

The Vampire Diaries, for the second time. 

so now I need to come up with my own 11 questions so here goes: 

1. if you could only see the world in two colours what would they be and why 2. item you would save first in a fire 3. a quote you would live by 4. socks or no socks in bed?  5. thunderstorms or fireworks? 6. favourite conspiracy theory 7. one song that immediately lifts your mood 8. best piece of writing you’ve read on tumblr  9. best meme  10. candle scent you adore 11. how are you today? 

those are my 11 questions and now I shall tag: @words-for-glory @5secondsofteenwolf @darkspring @carpediemwithtea and @the-girl-who-swaiting

obviously this is entirely optional, and for those who see this and want to do it feel free to! enjoy :)