Y’ALL I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE FUCKED UP. So I just flipped off our mom because it’s what I would do in that situation if it was anyone else. I then speedran through the 5 stages of grief while simultaneously making various hand motions suck as finger guns, thumbs up, and more. Please why am I like this 😭
Ngl been thinking about wth could happen during the drive home between reader and Donnie like???
It could be dead fucking silent with so much pining in the air you could cut it with Leo's swords. Which would hurt so bad like ow???
Or it could be Donnie asking for an explanation to the rest of it and it just being more emotional and hes just sitting there listening while also going 'I fucked up I fucked up Ifuckedup'.
Or maybe as the van starts driving and reader is sitting there like fuck. This is awkward. And Donnie basically throws his seat back and groans into his hands. Reader is just like ???? Donnie???? And he just goes "I'm such a fuckup"
And we're like "Well. Kinda. But why now specifically"
"I didn't mean that I couldn't love you because I-" insert frustrated growl here "-ugh, what I meant is that I'm still processing and I need a bit."
We blink. We process. "Uh. Yeah, sounds about right. We should save the talk for when both of us can think clearly, yeah?"
OR (and this is highly unlikely but its where my brain wishes it could go) is Donnie just. Needing things to feel real. To connect with reality again. So he just... hugs reader. Think full-on, reader in his lap as he clings bc we're the only thing there right now that is solid and real and he needs that right now. And reader is just like. Well. I guess this is happening. And decides that now is not the time to say something because we can feel his tears landing on our shoulder.
Or some combination of those or something entirely different and I'm just SO EXCITED FOR CHAPTER 11 NO MATTER WHAT IT IS
Fanfic within fanfics, I am alive and well!!! Oh especially the pining one? I mean come on! There is nothing like lovey dovey tension so thick, but something keeping them apart so when they finally give in it's like boom.
None of this is to say that will happen, of course, but what delicious fun.
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