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enderspawn · 1 year

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are you pulling away from fandoms temporarily, or will it be a more permanent thing?

whatever you decide to do, i wish you the best and hope you feel better soon <3

is semi-permanent an option?

at the very least, i think i’m pulling away from contributing and interacting w fandom spaces for a bit til i can sort out my own junk, but afterwards i might return! however tbh even a hiatus of sorts won’t stop me from Consuming Materials and likely rb’ing stuff from them? it just won’t be like…. personal, if that makes sense. i don’t plan on actively interacting w fandom as much and instead just kinda. quietly rb’ing and enjoying things

if anyone’s interested jic, my main is @zozzlez and my “other interests”/misc fandom (kinda?) blog is @rekaleido

#really it’s just… I’ve gotten a little Too Self-Invested in fandom/this blog and I think it’s to the point it’s harmful #(like. basing self worth on numbers or interactions or Needing Everyone To Like Me So Much or whatever)#so I’m hoping kinda removing myself from that and Stopping myself from investing myself into it will help #and once I’m in a more stable position and less likely to immediately jump into doing the Same Thing I can return to like. PARTICIPATING #in fandom rather than just. observing it (like I plan to)#I hope this answers your question?#also THANK YOU for your well wishes I really truly appreciate it <33 #og post #answered #anon #personal #AGAIN like. it’s a slow plan. im not quitting cold turkey! but it likely will Decrease at least #ill also likely keep using my spam but that’s bc I can’t shut up HDKDNN #but who knows w that one either

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