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im-smart-i-swear · 1 year
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FINALLY T_T IM SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG BUT I WAS STRUNGLING WITH LINEART SO MUCH. I propably should work more on background but w/e i just wanted to finish it asap. Fake hook up scene from chapter 18 "Of Saints and Sinners" by @morningstarwrites I changed it little bit, cuz it literally started as one panel (from the middle of this comic xDD) I may redraw only this one panel full render cuz i just love Lucifer expression on this one :3. Anyway enjoy my suffering <3 I have also a cute little fanart from the 22 chapter but i don't wanna spam too much ill post it little bit later :3
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i didnt know u had a milgram oc !! or i forgor... 12 for the ask game!!
hehe i do!! i made her back in like, april or may, and then did Nothing with her... n because we weren't like, that big of friends back then i think? we were close but we weren't divorced yet i think, i didn't know if you'd think me cringe or not for making a milgram oc i think !! n msotly chatted to arc about her... but i should have known better. shes like. girl loser. anyway!! gonna respond to this under cut:3 im gonna do every prisoner. sorry not sorry also i do wanna say, aiko is very underdeveloped. so if any of these things clash. 1) sorry:( shes silly like that 2) shes a hypocrite, sorta 3) some of this will probs change as i (if i) develop her
12. What is their relationship like with the other prisoners? as stated above, i will do every priosoner:3
Sakurai Haruka this guy... this dude.... hes sure a guy!!! what a dude.... i think, they're similar enough for both of them to dislike one another. aiko doesn't like him because he reminds him of her, in a way. he didn't get well cared for by his mother in his youth (neglected) and, i'm not sure about which one(s), but he has disorders also i think? or mental illnesses? i don't know boss . i like mahiru and amane and i only know things about the two of them. and also yuno. bc she's easy to know about. and muu. and umm . kotoko . twirls hair . i don't know much about the men ❤️as in, i while i do care about thinking about them, i prefer the girls, because, the guys are boring, to me . oh you're mentally ill? so am i. oh you're on twitter? im not. oh you have a guilty concience? youre actually pretty cool shidou btut fanon has ruined you for me. oh you, are? ok. oh youre a terrible depiction of did? why does the fandom like you so much. men cannot win in milgram. theyre all so. simple. and so are the women, to be fair, but. you get it. you get it mikey. you get it. anyway, i think aiko would act civil around him, if he tried to talk to her, but wouldn't go out of her way to interact with him. sympathises, though. pre-trial one results probs avoids him. thinks of him as a lost puppy. post-trial one, pre trial-two results, maybe envies the 'bond' he has with mu. post trial two resuls, she umm. well. haruka says "oh you wont forgive mu? ok well ill just kill myself then. loser" and umm uh. thats not. good for aiko. that was her murder, basically. yea also he has "born a guy, treated like a girl because parents wanted a girl" while aiko has "born. a secret. treated like a guy because, parents. something something. trans but never confirmed if she was a canon character, just alluded to."
Kashiki Yuno yuno my good friend yuno.. i think aiko would get along ok with her. again, doesnt seek her out, but! likes her:) thinks shes silly. likes listening to her talk and indulging in conversation. pre trial 1 results, aiko is generally very closed off, but, later on deems yuno a comfortable presence:) and post trial 2 results starts seeking her out to hang out.. likes sitting with her in silence. helps her take care of mahiru after t1. and umm . yuno also takes care of her. unsure if yuno likes her, too, or if she finds her. lame
Kajiyama Fuuta does NOT like him does NOT like how loud he is!!! thinks he should quiet down. doesn't like how brash he is. she doesn't stop him from acting out (doesn't really.. dissapprove of it? doesn't like the ways with which he goes about things, but, doesn't mind that he overall tries to do them? admires him a bit, maybe. but does think hes stupid and dumb). tries to help him after t2, but he'd propably go "psh i dont need your help" and, well, she wouldn't want to push her luck. she's injured herself, after all.. . does care about him and worry for his safety, though.
Kusunoki Muu pre-t1 results, aiko is too out of it to be annoyed with muu. tries to help her a bit at first, maybe, sympathises with her - but soon finds her annoying and stops trying to help her. after t1 results, she wishes muu would act towards her like she does to haruka, but, she doesn't. and. she was voted guilty, so! thumbs down. doesnt like her:( but . goes along with her schemes n such i think. relates to her also.
Kirisaki Shidou - suicide tw for this one hooo boy ok. this one is a big one. due to the nature of aiko's murder, she gets close to this guy. sorta. doesn't like him. so! aiko's murder. its more explained in the link, but, basically, tried to kill herself and.. huh? what?? how is she in milgram if she killed herself?? well you see, basically, i consider the milgram prison more of a concept than an actual prison in its universe. so. milgram just popped her conciousness out from her last moments and into milgram. idk. ✌️the explanation is too long for this but! so. a bit into t1 - either between her and kotoko's trial or after his innocent verdict - she goes to shidou and basically asks him "am i dead? can you do a check up please?" and, i actually think shidou would take her semi-seriously - of course, he knows she's not dead, but, is propably like. just worried for her. he's been declared innocent at this point, anyways - might as well help. so he tells her, "no, youre not dead." and she gets pissed and angry and upset and sad and depressed and doesnt talk to him again until kotoko attacks her. disappointed bc, if hes right, she failed. and. angry because he Must be wrong. he Must be. or. it all sucks and is shit.
SHIINA MAHIRU 🧡💛💗 likes her positive outlook on this. aiko is very 'love-starved', and, although i think mahiru finds her a bit creepy at first, they both warm up to one another:) theyre buddies... injrued buddies... tries to take care of her after kotokos attack, but, being injured herself, she umm can't that much. but they spend time together. shes very "our unlovable guilty verdicts... could be lovable guilty verdicts", and, just, rlly likes that mahiru is so lovely. she's so warm and always has love to give. and. aiko needs that so bad. it Is unhealthy, yes, aiko becomes sorta very dependant on her for most of her emotional needs... sorta like muu and haruka, but, not rlly, because, yuno is there to tell them "hey youre getting a bit too codependent" n keep them in line lol maybe a bit of girl yuri.. who knows
Mukuhara Kazui (why are all the guys blue?) kazui is the closest thing aiko has ever had to a father/parental figure in a long time, but, she will Not let him know she will Not she will Not let him protect her from kotoko because that would mean unraveling feelings and shit. so. yeah. thats all i will say about this. because. i am unsure if thats the path i will take she does dislike him tho. because hes 'stereotypical strong man' n she envies that she cant be that. and, again, the dad thing.. she doesnt like it. that she feels like that
Momose Amane 💛 Thinks she's silly:) likes listening to her talk about her religion pre kotokos attack- after, too, but the others probs kee the two apart (bc, amanes "you cant use medicine" actually works on aiko). but. yeah. feels bad for the kid, and, wishes she was in a better mental state to help her. at least recognizes shes unable to. doesnt stop her from trying to help her with the little things - which, amane does not like. bc. she feels like shes being treated likea little kid.
aiko mae herself:)
Yuzuriha Kotoko finds her intimidating. admires her resolve. rlly doesn't mind her attack all that much.. is a bit scared of her, but, dismisses it as admiration n such. really does Not mind her attack.
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nonbineryfoolery · 5 years
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Yeh i met (or more like saw a couple of times) someone i found very attractive on this project i was working on and now im just waiting untill next year so i canget to know them
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kurasshadow · 8 years
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Detailed plot of “Narratage” (novel)
Hey! So I just finished my first novel in Japanese, Shimamoto Rios „Narratage“. As some of you may know, this is the novel Matsujuns new movie is based on. Since there is close to no information about the story available (other than „a teacher has a relationship with a student“), I thought I could write a more detailed summary of the plot for the people who are interested.
Please keep the following things in mind:
This is about the novel, not the movie! (The movie might and propably will be different at some points)
This is what I remember from the novel. I might have forgotten things or even misunderstood them completely because Japanese is not my first language.
More than a summary, I might write with too much detail and interpretation so...I hope it's still easy to read
There will be possible spoilers (of course), so I divided it up in parts, from „light spoilers“ to „severe spoilers“ as the plot goes on
Plot and review after the cut!
1. Part: summary/ premise
One night, the first-year university student Kudou Izumi gets a call from her former highshchool-teacher Hayama. He is the supervisor of the drama club at her old highschool and asks Izumi, who was a former member, if she would help the club out for their new play, because they have too few new members. Izumi accepts, but is very nervous. Back when she had been in highschool, she had a special relationship to Hayama, so she is not sure how to act around him.
During highschool she had been bullied and Hayama-sensei had been the only one who had noticed that she was having problems. He had helped her and even unknowingly prevented her from committing suicide. They got to know each other better, shared their hobbys and interests and realized they shared a special connection. From that time on, Izumi had been in love with him. Even now she carries aorund a photograph of them and a letter she had written but never handed over. On the day of graduation, she had confessed to Hayama-sensei, but he had responded that he is uncapable of giving love to others. He then told her that he once was married. He had lived with his wife and his own mother together in a house, but he had failed to notice that the two women were despising each other. Everything ended in chaos as his wife got mentally ill and burned down their house. Now he lost contact to his mother and his wife, who now lives in Hokkaio, and he blames himself for it.
2. Part (light spoilers)
The practice is going well, and Izumi is happy to be reunited again wih her friends. She also gets to know Kono-kun,  an university-student who is also helping out the club. The two of them get along very well, and Kono-kun confesses to Izumi. She refuses, since she likes Kono-kun as a friend, but can't imagine going out with him. Kono-kuns accepts, but asks Izumi if she is in love with Hayama-sensei. Izumi is surprised, but he tells her that her affection is very apparent. Her best friend also knows about Izumis love, but advises her to forget about Hayama-sensei.
Meanwhile, both Izumi and Hayama-sensei realize that they are still very close. They start to meet up casually and some of their meetings are even a bit date-like. Both of them feel attracted to the other, but there is no open flirting or any physical contact.
Then, the whole club is in shock as one member, Yuzuko-chan goes missing. Izumi once again notices how much Hayama-sensei worries and blames himself for not being able to help a student, who had shown signs of mental illnes and trouble before. Yuzuko-chan re-appears after a few days.
During summer vacation, Izumi gets worried about Hayama-sensei since he doesn't answer his phone. She notices that he has gone „missing“, as in he is not at home and nobody knows how to find him. She tries and finally manages to track him down. They finally meet as Hayama-sensei comes back home, completely drunk. Izumi helpes him inside his flat. Hayama-sensei tells her that he got a contact from his ex-wife and that he did'nt know how to react. He asks her to spend some time with him and then requests her to cut his hair since he never goes to the hairdresser. Izumi agrees and cuts his hair, but when she is cutting his bangs, the two of them get close and they both kiss. As she brings Hayama-sensei to his bedroom she notices that there are a lot of things which do not belong to him and asks him, whether he was still in love with his wife. Hayama-sensei than confesses that he had been lying to Izumi, and that he not only still loves his wife, (who lives with her parents in Hokkaido) but that they are still married.
Izumi is devastated that he had lied to her. They spend the next day together, but Izumi tells Hayama-sensei that she doesn't want to meet him privately any more. She also tries to ignore him during practice.
After the final performance of the play, Izumi spends some days at Kono-kuns hometown. He once again asks Izumi to go out with him, and tells her that he doesn't care whether she still has feelings for Hayama-sensei. Izumi agrees and they begin dating.
Part 3 - more severe spoilers
For a few months, everything goes well for  Izumi and Kono-kun. They seem to be a good match, and Izumi feels save. One night however she gets a call from Hayama-sensei who tells her he was lonely. Izumi explains that she is dating Kono-kun and cuts him off. She does not tell Kono-kun so he would'nt worry. A few days later, though, Kono-kun confronts Izumi. He knows about the phone-call and is angry because he thinks Izumi is still too invested in Hayama-sensei. Izumi figures out that Kono-kun had been searching her phone and notes, since he also found the letter and the photgraph, and feels betrayed. To make everything worse, Kono-kun then forces Izumi to sleep with him as a proof of her „love“ to him. He apologizes to her the next day and she forgives him, but doesn't feel save anymore.
A few days later on her way home, Izumi gets stalked by a weird man. She gets scared and calls Kono-kun so he can come to pick her up, but he is still bitter about Hayama-sensei and tells her that she is selfish, only turning to him when she is in need. Since he doesn't help her, Izumi goes to Hayama-senseis flat. He, of course, cares for her, but they soon get into an argument. Izumi feels used by Hayama-sensei, since he still cares for Izumi and implies to have feelings for her, but woudn't commit to anyone. On her way home, she throws the photograph and her old letter into a river.
Weeks later, Hayama-sensei calls Izumi to tell her and Kono-kun that Yuzuko-chan is in the hospital. It's not sure whether she had an accident or whether she committed suicide, but she is in a bad condition. At the hospital, Hayama-sensei tries to coordinate and comforts the visitors. Izumi feels like he forces himself too much. On their way home Izumi finally breaks up with Kono-kun and goes back to the hospital to support Hayama-sensei. She has the feeling that they both need each other. Three days later, Yuzuko dies.
At the funeral, Izumi nearly breaks as she gets confronted by the highschool-teacher that used to bully her in the past. Her best friend gets Hayama-sensei, who defends her like he had done before in school.
Part 4 – Ending  - very severe spoilers!
A few weeks after Yuzukos death, Izumi gets a call from Hayama-sensei – he is in the hospital, too. He is not in a critical condition, but he has to stay there a few nights. He didn't know who to call other than Izumi. She agrees to help him, gets some clothes from his flat for him and visits him every day. On the day before his discharge, Hayama-sensei tells her that after Yuzuko-chans death, he finally had had the strength to visit his wife in Hokkaido. She has decided to come back to Tokyo to start living with him again. He also apllied to change schools. Izumi is sincerly happy for him.
Hayama-sensei asks if he could do anything for Izumi to thank her. Izumi than asks him if she could spend one night with him. Although she immediately apologizes and regrets her request, Hayama-sensei accepts.
The day he gets discharged they both go home to his apartment. Izumi thinks about retracting, but they soon start making out and eventually have sex. As they are lying in bed, they both confess their love to each other. Hayama-sensei tells her that he really wanted to live with her. Izumi begs Hayama-sensei to move away, and not to tell her his new contact details or school. He agrees, but expresses his wishes for Izumi to live safe and happy life.
They spend the next day together at home cuddling and watching their favorite movie and agree to part the next day. Hayama-sensei makes Izumi a present: he gives her an antique pocketwatch that is important to him. Izumi presents him with an expensive pen she had bought as a souvenir in Germany.
They part at the train station and the narrator, which is Izumi herself states that „this had been the last time I had met Hayama-sensei.“
Part 5 – Epilogue (very very severe spoilers, duh)
Izumi still thinks a lot about Hayama-sensei and it's hard for her to overcome her grief and despair of losing him. She eventually graduates university and finds a job. There, she gets to know an employee better and ends up dating him. Ironically, he becomes aware of Izumi because of the pocketwatch she always carries around. She tells him her story and soon, they get engaged.
One night at a film-festival, Izumi meets an old friend of Hayama-sensei. He tells her that he had met him coincidentally a few weeks before. He seems to be doing well with his wife. The friend than asks Izumi whether she and Hayama-sensei had been dating before. Izumi is puzzled, but then the friend explains to her how he came to this deduction: When the two of them had been alone, Hayama-sensei had shown him an old photograph, which he always keeps closed by: the photo of Izumi and himself at graduation. The friend figured that Hayama-sensei must love Izumi very much, even know. The epilogue ends with Izumi crying in public, as she realizes that she will never be able to forget Hayama-sensei and that she may never love a man as much as she loves him.
Review/Personal thoughts
There is so much to say, but I try to make this short.
I was very moved by this novel, partly because I could relate a lot to the main character. There were some dry parts in the middle, but the last few pages were really intense. I cried a lot, especially during the ending and the epilogue. The story really depicts the painful aspects and love, but also how much we can be saved by it. I also think that Jun and Kasumi will fit the characters well.
I was surprised about how the love between Izumi and Hayama-sensei was described. Upon hearing about the movies plot for the first time, there were a lot of people picturing a very sexual relationship, but in my opinion this love is depicted as a more platonic love. Until the sex-scene at the end (which admittedly was described in much detail), they barely even touched. Even in the novel itself, people tell Izumi that she is just having a teenage-crush on a teacher, or that she was just sexually attracted to him. But in the end, her love and bond to Hayama-sensei is more..
The two characters have a good chemistry, and they can't even understand themselves why they are attracted to each other this much. They know that they need each other, that they love each other, but they also can't be together. I liked that the book wasn't going for the 'forbidden love' trope though.  
The ending scene is also bilateral. Izumi cried because she was sad about having lost her soul-mate, but she was also happy about him being well, and because he hadn't forgotten about her.
In the end, Izumi manages to become happy with another man, which shows that yes, people can move on. But it is also implied that she will never be able to forget, and that she may never love another man as much as Hayama-sensei. And that itself shows how unconditional and cruel love can be.
Apart from the romance there was another theme of the novel that got to me: how people reach out to others (or not). Both Izumi and the side character Yuzuko have suffered, but both are not capable of reaching out to others. They keep everything inside and try to appear normal in front of their family and friends. In Izumis case she was lucky enough to have found someone who realized that part of her character, and who cared and reached out to her. Through Hayama-sensei Izumi learned to share some of her pain, sorrows and sadness. Yuzuko-chan, on the other hand, tried to reach out to her friend/love interest, but he didn't act according to it. Throughout the story, several characters and the reader understand that there is something troubling Yuzuko, but nobody manages to reach her. The novel also depicts how devastating one can feel when they are unable to help someone dear to them.
About the controversy of Jun playing Hayama-sensei
I think most of the negativity exists because people just know that he plays a teacher that has some kind of sexual relation with his student. And while I understand that this is morally questionable, I still think it's a good thing that Arashi can act as morally grey characters (just like Sho did in "Kazoku Game"). Also it is to mention that Hayama-sensei has no sexual relations with a student, but that Izumi has already graduated (if that makes it better somehow). Apart from this controversy, for me Hayama-sensei is portrayed as a complex, but fundamentally good person. He has a strong sense of responsibility and even tries to keep away from Izumi to protect her at some point. So all in all I get why there is fuzz about his role, but I don't think it is justified.
I could go on but I don't want to write anymore so I'll end this for now ;P Thanks for reading! I'm really excited for the movie!
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I'm thinking about taking out a Term Life Insurance policy on my ex, for $250,000; for ten (10) years. Is there any advantage in taking out a Term Life policy for $250,000; for five (5) years? Thanking you in advance for your expert assistance in this matter.""
WHO HAS THE CHEAPEST CAR INSURANCE (FULL COVERAGE) AND THAT'S NOT GEICO?
I just had geico and I would like to change car insurances. Whose rates generally have lower down payments and monthly?
How long will I need an SR22 in the state of california?
First DUI in California, Pleaded no CONTEST. I know that if I want an Restricted Lic. for the next four months I need an SR22 Plus prof of enrollment in the classes first offenders program 90 (days).""
""Is a $2,000 deductible 'affordable?'?""
Obamacare: Is a $2,000 deductible 'affordable?' http://money.cnn.com/2013/06/13/news/economy/obamacare-affordable/index.html""
""What insurance is best to have for life insurance, i have Allstate for my 2 cars and house,?""
did i need to go with Allstate or other insurance, is there any insurance with nor need of medical papers for life insurance policy,, i am 49 years old and have 2 Small kids, thank you""
How high are my Insurance rates going to get up too?
I am 17 turning 18 and i am looking at getting a 2000 Pontiac trans am with 28,000 miles. how much do you think my monthly payments will be on that car at my age for full coverage? and i have been in a n accident in the winter i slid into a tree so how much do you think that will be? I have state farm. Thanks for any help you may have.""
How much will my insurance increase?
Im 17 an had my first accident when i swung in to a parking spot a little too fast and too close and my door scraped the back bumper of the car next to me...i dont think it will be any more than a few hundred dollars to have it repaired it was just a bit dented and the panel needed to be pulled out to sit flat with the rest but that really is the only real damage other than maybe a few scratches. My insurance before was at 800$ a year without full coverage so what do you think it would go up to now?
Is there any Affordable Car insurance for drivers with violations? ?
I have seven (7) points on my license and i can not find affordable car insurance to save my life. Is there anyone out there that has experienced what I am going through and got over it? I need my car and full coverage. On top of everything, im financing so i can not get liability if i wanted to. Help me please.""
Looking for affordable health insurance for the sefl employed?
i cannot find any affordable insurance and i need assistance
How can i get my car insurance quotes down?
i have just passed my driving test for a full license in the UK, i am 18, male and after looking at several different websites (some comparison ones and some direct ones) i have found that for what is considered a good first car (no more than a 1.2 engine) i am likely to be paying the minimum of 4000! and this is just for third party and theft. i am wondering if there is any way i can get this number down.. can anyone suggest a good insurance company or anything like the pass plus that will lower it by a reasonable amount? or even a specific car that is generally cheaper than others. any help would be appreciated!""
""What exact is whole life insurance, and how do life insurance companies profit from selling it?""
Agents are always extremely keen about selling my family whole life insurance instead of term. According to the agents, whole life is preferable to term since it does not expire and as a result the beneficiary is guaranteed some payment upon the death of the insured. However, why would the insurance company profit from such a setup if they are bound to pay back an amount that is at least equal to the total amount paid? I have tried to do some research on my own, but I still can't seem to fully understand this matter. Any help will be greatly appreciated!""
How much does it cost to insure a 2008+ kawasaki ninja 250?
im thinking of getting one to use to ride back and fourth to work on to save wear and tear on my car. the 250cc ninja's are pretty cheep and i dont go on the hwy so thats not an issue. im only 18 and have a clean record. How much do you pay for in insurance?
Who has the cheapest auto insurance in california?
I need full coverage. Low downpayment.whatever it takes to get my licence and tags. I don't care if its barneys insurance and feed store. I just need my tags and licence
If a car is totalled who gets the insurance check?
My car was totalled, I am still paying the bank for it. Does the insurance company cut the check to me or my finance company???""
Auto insurance required when buy new car???
I live in california and recently went to the dealer bought a brand new car, and the saleman told me that I need to buy the insurance for my new car right at the dealer otherwise he can not let me drive that car home from the dealer eventhough I have full insurance coverage on my old car(current car)? He ask me to get the insurance coverage that they offer for 30 days? Is this right or it is a scam to get more money from me? Is it true that for everyone who buy new car to get the insurace coverage before they can drive it home even if you have full coverage insrurace on your old car? Thanks""
What is the best way for me to compare California Health Insurance companies?
It's open enrollment time and I would like to compare health insurance companies without having to go into each and every individual insurance website. Is there a website with a grid for this? If there isn't, someone should create one! Thanks for any advice --""
Are car insurance quotes going to be the price that you will be paying?
Or will they raise it on you once you go with them?
My bf claims if he adds my name to his car insurance he will get it loads cheaper?
is this true? i cant drive i ahvent knwon him long and his insurance is due for renewal which is over 500 quid so he says he can reduce that amount by 150 quid if he adss my name is this true and legal? i wondered why he asked for my date of birth and postcode says he just forgot
Insurance on 04 STi.?
I am 17 year olds. I have Driver's ed, safety ed courses, and good grades. How much would insurance cost for me?""
What are some home insurance companies in FL?
I am looking for a list of home insurance companies in FL, or if not a list if anyone can tell me the name of a few? Thank you very much!""
Another car insurance question to British drivers!?
My brother's car was written off yesterday [was the other party's fault]. He was told today the car wasn't redeemable so that's that! So he is waiting to see how much they are going to pay him for the loss, but the question is does he have to keep paying full comprehensive insurance when he no longer has a car to drive? Can he now pay a reduced rate until the insurance is sorted out? It seems unfair to continue paying out for fully comp insurance when there is no car to insure!""
Health Insurance for diabetics?
If i were to get health insurance and then marry my girlfrind (who at the moment is pregnant) do you think that she would be able to get on my insurance even though she has a pre-existing condition of type 1 diabetes? She can not get her own insurance because of it, only if her work provides and her work does not and the job market is still rocky. So what would we have to do to get her insured?""
Getting car insurance if your parents do not drive?
I'm 16 and I just received my license. My older brother gave me his car when he moved to L.A (he'll be driving a company car). The only problem is getting insurance. My mother has never been a driver and therefore does not have a policy of her own. Most insurance companies that we've contacted say that unless you're 18, the insurance has to go in your parents name. Does anyone know how a teenager can have a car insurance policy put in their name?
Best insurance?
Best insurance?
How much would car insurance be...?
My Bf and I are going to be moving in together within the next year, we are going to have only one care, (i think) and possibly two within the next 2 or 3 years. We'll be living in North Carolina. I just need an estimate as too how much car insurance for us would be? Thanks!""
Roughly how much would it cost to insure a 17 year old male on a renault clio 1.2?
Its silver and just a standard model (not sport or anything extra etc..) And is from 2002 (51 reg) any help appriecated thanks :)
What do I have to do to get a motorbike license?
I already have my drivers license, and I am 17. Also, is buying a motorcycle + insurance cheaper than buying a car+insurance? My parents are unwilling to pay for me.""
Need to know where to quote car insurance!?
I have a teenager and would like to know what website I can use to find insurance quotes for him without giving personal information like my address and name etc. and a car type (he doesn't have a car!). I don't want to call my insurance place or give personal info because I really don't want my insurance premium to go up! Thanks
Best Medical Insurance for autistic toddler in california ?
My child is 3 years old and she is a diagnosed as high functioning with autism, Im fed up with dentical and medical insurance, Im looking into a new paid insurance for her. What insurance in california is best for a toddler with autism? Anyone know the benefits of the two...Price is not really an issue..""
Car insurance question.?
My boyfriend and I are in the process of buying a car, it is going to be in his name only. We obviously have to get insurance on the car and he doesn't have a car at the moment so only has a non-owners policy. We have to show proof of full coverage. When we go get the insurance are we supposed to tell them it needs to be on the car we are buying? What info about the car do we need? Also he has a not so good driving record, can he list me as the primary driver if my name is not on the car? And if so, will that make insurance a little cheaper?""
Health Insurance for Immigrant 65+?
My parents and I are bringing my grandmother from India and were trying to find an affordable health insurance plan for her. She has never worked in the U.S.A. so she is not eligilble for Medicare or other programs like it. She has pre-existing conditions. I was hoping to get $100,000 of coverage, but I would appreciate all the options I have so please list them all. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP!""
""Is it normal for car insurance to cost more than the previous year, even though I made no claims?""
My insurance is coming to an end soon, I last paid 689 for car insurance and was going to consider staying with the same company and let them renew my insurance automatically but then they said that this year it would cost me 978. Isn't car insurance supposed to reduce a little each year? I know prices can change but I have not made no claims yet they are asking for over 200 more this year, is that normal? Other companies that I have used for more than a year in a row have always gone down in price each year but this one is going up?""
Price on car insurance for student?
Sorry my last question wasn't clear enough. I'm wondering how much money I would spend on a car insurance for my son who is a junior (16 y.o) and is getting his permit in th next week. If this helps, a car is a ford 2006 please help?""
How much does liability insurance pay?
Ok so I got into a car accident the other day and now I got this letter in the mail from her lawyer asking to see my insurance policy and whether or not i have liability insurance. Since I have full coverage on my auto insurance I was wondering how much would it cover?
Why is it that girls can get cheap insurance?
i passed my test a year now payed a grand for my insurance at first then had to another one as it ran out and had gone down to 400. my bf has been driving for 4 years now and his insurance on his car is 2 grand just for fun he put into see how much it would cost to me to drive his car and came up as a grand lol he was really peed off lol his car is a 1.8 t and mine is a 1l corsa 53 plate and for fun again he went ot see how much i was for him on my car it was a grand lol. how come girls can get it soooooo cheap. so next year am getting my golf gti mk4. am sick of having my slow corsa.
When can I get my own insurance?
Im 17 Ill be 18 in june. I had chip but my mom moved states and left me with my dad and chip expired and she cant re-apply because shes not in the same state. My dad doesnt want to pay for my insurance so now Im walking around with no insurance. I have medical problems and it requires surgery but I cant get anything now. I'm supposed to go get my eyes checked but I cant because of not having insurance. I dont know what to do. None of my family wants to add me on their insurance plan because it's too expensive. My sibling is on my mom's insurance because she live with her and my brother is on my step-mom's and my dad is on his own and pays child support. Im at a loss for what to do. My dad cant apply for chip because he is tied with my stepmoms income. What do I do? Can I get my own insurance? I start college in the fall, should I get insurance from the university?""
Were would i find price range for car insurance?
im doing a power point on insurance and i need to find the best price range for car insurance
How to get cheaper car insurance?
Im 17 and looking to buy a ford ka. I have looked at quotes online with me as the main driver and using my parents as named drivers to try and lower the premium but the cheapest i have found on price comparison sites is 2100 for the year. I was wondering if anyone could help me and knew anything that could reduce the payment. Many thanks for your time, sam.""
""Im 19 years old and looking for a cool car that wont cost too much for insurance, any suggestions?""
Im 19 years old and looking for a cool car that wont cost too much for insurance, any suggestions?""
Car insurance question?
Can someone get insurance on a vehicle when their name is NOT on the title?? The insurance is in VA. My husband owns the car and was letting his little bro drive it, but we've removed the insurance and told him NOT to drive it, and found out that he has put insurance on it with his insurance company! Is this possible or legal even?""
Registering and insuring a salvaged car?
just bought a car with a salvaged title with full knowledge of such thinking i'll save some money. the car runs fine, everything functions as any other car and if the title ...show more""
Driving Insurance Quotes ?
Im 17 years old and currently taking driving lessons. Does anyone know if I can find out insurance quotes for cars at this age without holding a full UK licence at the moment. I just wanted to find out prices on insurance for me to get a rough idea of insurance quotes for different cars.
How do I advertise to people in California qualified to buy car insurance?
For the best insurance coverage all you need is a fax machine and a genuine need and intention to buy auto insurance now.
NY parked car accident insurance laws.?
Some guy hit my car while it was parked in the road. He knocked on the door and gave me his insurance policy and other information. I live in Rochester, NY and my insurance provider is AIG. If i file a claim, who's insurance pays for the damages (new fender and door)? Will there be a deductible on my part? Will my premiums go up? Doesn't NY have some stupid no-fault law? Or should i just make him pay for everything out of pocket?""
Can you get braces free if you have health insurance?
i want braces. can i get them free if i have health insurance
Lower car insurance?
I was wondering where i could find a class to take driving lessons to lower my car insurance and if that is even possible??
Is it true when purchaseing a vehicle if the cost is under 7000 you dont have to have full coverage insurance?
i am in texas if any one can help let me know
How much is car insurance per year for a oldish mini?
I'm 18 in June and I would really love a mini say 2005 or something like that. How much roughly would insurance be per year for one of them. Thanks guys :)
Getting car insurance if your parents do not drive?
I'm 16 and I just received my license. My older brother gave me his car when he moved to L.A (he'll be driving a company car). The only problem is getting insurance. My mother has never been a driver and therefore does not have a policy of her own. Most insurance companies that we've contacted say that unless you're 18, the insurance has to go in your parents name. Does anyone know how a teenager can have a car insurance policy put in their name?
Insurance for a 2010 Ford Fiesta Edge?
Hi, Im saving up to buy my first car and as it may be used for some fairly long commuting i was wondering what the insurance would cost, i will be shortly taking a driving test and so this would be useful information, as to help me save up the funds in order to buy the car and insure it, the car costs on average 8.995, but there have been cheaper models that are 08,09 etc so what would be a reasonable price for a new shape fiesta edge or style. Thanks 10- points today for the best answer....""
How much will I get back in the settlement from the Car Insurance company if...?
I have a 98' honda civic, 4 door, silver, perfect paint, moon roof, all options automatic locks, windows, mirrors, new tires, 153,00 miles, automatic everything works! I was in a car accident (guy hit me) my car is totalled according to the adjuster... How much will I typically get as a settlement, dont they have to give me enough to be able to atleast replace the vehicle with a similiar or same model w/ same options? i looked up on NADA, KBB & Edmunds... and for my car which is in GOOD condition, not excellent, not fair, not poor, GOOD it runs (based on figures from all 3 web sites) anywhere from $2800-3600... what can i expect so i can start to look around for what i can afford, because im probably just going to buy a car outright like i did w/ this one...I dont want payments, yet.""
Where can I get consultation for health insurance?
I have been having a lot of insurance problems after about a year ago I went to a PCP for chest pain. They charged me for a general check up ($100) and referred me to 3 places, a hospital for an ultrasound (hospital bill $3500, doctor bill $750), a place for x-rays ($75), and a thoracic surgeon consult. The surgeons office was the only one to warn me that my insurance would not pay for their consult. My insurance, UnitedHealthcare, has only put in about $2000 towards the ultrasound and I am left with a lot of bills that I had no idea I would have until months after these was all done. Now I feel very frustrated and I do not feel like I can trust any insurance company to help me. I was wondering if there are businesses that can help me get the best insurance for me and explain how much everything will cost as I do it. I find it way too confusing to figure out on my own. I have a thoracic disorder which I was born with and I may need surgery. I have had health insurance under my parents until 23, then I got this insurance with UnitedHealth care when I turned 24.""
Cheap Health Insurance in Arizona?
My dad and I haven't been to the doctor in years, he's almost 55 and it's really time he gets a checkup. Unfortunately, we're not the richest the people but we make too much to get state insurance. I was wondering if there are any cheap insurance options. The cheapest I've been able to find is $133 a month which is still pretty high for us. Oh and I'll be 19 in a few months, which seems to be the cutoff family insurance age.""
What is the best car insurance for a young person in new york?
Im a female 19 years old in New York city..........i need to know what car insurance is the best......
Insurance on a 2005 ford focus?
What would the average insurance for progressive be on a auto 2005 red focus with 70k miles. For a 17 year old and a 45 year old. Can I legally put my car in my parents name to lower insurance cost?
How much for insurance on a Scion Tc? Does it get good MPG?
I am looking into getting a Scion Tc, I went to the dealer to look at the car and the sales man said that insurance will be a lot for a new scion. But he didn't know how much. I am 18, female, I will have my license for almost 2 years(by the time I get a new car), I have no tickets and have never been pulled over by a cop. And I live in California (if that makes a difference) Instead of getting a brand new Scion I am looking into a used one. A 2006 or 2007. I have Wawanesa car insurance. So does anyone know how much it would be a month? Oh, and from someone who has a Scion Tc, does it get good gas millage? It will be a deal breaker for me if it doesn't.""
How much would insurance cost me on a 2008 Mustang GT?
I'm 17, I've never had a ticket. If I were to get it under my mom's name with me as a driver, how much do you think it'd be?""
""I need some cheap car insurance. I have a 2005 suburvan, a 97 chev pickup and a 97 mercury tracer.?""
I need some cheap car insurance. I have a 2005 suburvan, a 97 chev pickup and a 97 mercury tracer.?""
Life & house insurance on rented?
If you are moving into a rented property how does life insurance work as it usually goes against the cost of the home as it is paid off? Also, what about house insurance, would you just need contents insurance and take off building insurance as that is covered by the landlord isn't it?""
Afordable health insurance for a person diognotis hep-c?
helth care provder
What wold be the cheapest and best insurance?
I'm 19 and a full time college student and I live in Wisconsin. I have a work study job at school as well as a full time job in the summer. I live with my grandma because I was technically abandoned by my mom while in high school and she is unemployed so I don't think she has insurance. I wrestle in college and earlier this year I sustained a concussion and a few days afterward I got rear ended which made the symptoms a lot worse. Theyre insurance is paying for some of the bills but not all. So what insurance should I try to pursue.
Can I take my soon to be husbands insurance for Pre existing condition?
My fianc and I are getting married in 6 months but my health is going down hill fast. He said we could get married sooner and I could get on his group insurance but will they accept Pre existing conditions on his work plan and I can start to get treated with his insurance and how long does it take to be active? Thanks!
How much does medical insurance cost per month?
I'm talking about medical insurance gotten through an employer. And I'm interested in the FULL premium, not just the employee's share. (So if your employer pays half, multiply your payment by 2.) Whatever your situation, please let me know. Because I want to know what to expect for each of the following situations: - Employee Only Insured - Employee + Spouse - Employee + Child - Whole Family Thanks!""
HELP! Im 14 and looking for cheap car insurance!?!?
my Said That I Would Have To Pay For My Insurance Every month HELP ME With The Cheapest
How to get low mileage discount from Progressive auto insurance?
I know that many companies will give a huge discount on your automotive insurance premiums if you supply them with proof that you drive far fewer miles than average. I understand that the best way to do this would be to mail a copy of recent vehicle inspections so that they can officially see the low mileage driven over time. However, Progressive does not mention anything, anywhere about low mileage discounts. I have been told you have to ask for this, or else you would never know it is possible. Does anyone have any knowledge, advice, tips, etc regarding this? Furthermore, does anyone know how you would go about this specifically with Progressive?""
Are 2 door cars higher insurance? even if it is a hatchback?
the car im planning to get is two door, a hatchback and is a 5-seater. how much higher is insurance?""
Whats a cheap affordable classic for a young man?
im 20 had my lisence for over two years but i can never afford insurance! i dont live with my mummy and daddy so i cant blag there insurance, and i also cant borrow money from them! so if you have ideaas for me i would prefer a TAX exempt classic? any ideas? thanks""
Temporary Car Insurance on my Mums car?
Hi, Is it possible to get temporary car insurance on my mums car, even for just a day or two on her current policy, or is it even possible to get temporary comprehensive cover with another car insurance company on her car while she is still on her own policy? Thanks, Boss1996""
How to get cheaper insurance on a Motorcycle?
I'm 24, 25 in 10 days. I have wanted a motorcycle for the longest time, I have rode dirt bikes most of my life. I plan on getting a 600cc bike, but can't understand why the rates are so high. I hear about people who are 18 who are only paying $90. a month but they want to charge me $200.+ I have called around and just would like advice for those who might be paying less for insurance. The bikes I would like are 2006-2009 Yamaha R6/CBR600/GSX 600. Let me know if anyone has one of these and is a new rider and got pretty cheap insurance. I currently have Geico, and even with a clean record and multiple cars they still want a ridiculous amount.""
I pay over $950 for car insurance each year. Should I look for another company?
I am a 22 year old female, and I have a squeaky clean record. I own a 2010 Impala. Am I paying too much for car insurance? I pay the most in my household, but I have the best record. I know I am young and people expect those my age to make driving mistakes, but I'd like to know if about $1000 a year is the going rate for insurance. That's a lot of money, and I'd rather use it to save toward a master's degree...""
Car hire insurance! HELP?
can i hire a car/van with third party insurance or do i need to be fully comp. please help
Any idea how much insurance is on a slightly new mustang for a 16 year old?
pretty much said it all but maybe a 2000-2005 mustang.. idk how much insurance would be since its his first car.. thanks
What car insurance would one recommend that's good and not too expensive?
I currently have geico but paying too much and looking for something more of low cost,any ideas?""
Has anyone used Service XK for car insurnace before UK!?
Hello, I'm just on a price comparison site looking how much car insurance would be, SERVICE XK keeps coming to be the cheapest by 500 pounds on some occassions but when I looked for their direct website I couldn't find anything? Was just wondering is this real or a false company. if you could help i'd really appreciate it, thank you :) This is a UK company by the way and is advertised with GoCompare.com""
Getting car insurance if your parents do not drive?
I'm 16 and I just received my license. My older brother gave me his car when he moved to L.A (he'll be driving a company car). The only problem is getting insurance. My mother has never been a driver and therefore does not have a policy of her own. Most insurance companies that we've contacted say that unless you're 18, the insurance has to go in your parents name. Does anyone know how a teenager can have a car insurance policy put in their name?
https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/can-any-one-say-best-insurance-sitewhich-dealing-better-mccormick"
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kingseyes · 8 years
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My Weakness (27.02.2017)
Today Has Actually been a surprisingly positive day considering everything i’ve done today that usually would mess me up heavily! 
Started off with a very determined couple of eyes poppin open at 6:00 AM. i laid in bed just thinking for a couple minutes before i popped on my Younow and streamed while i was waking up. a very uneventful stream. a couple of people left some comments. one in particular loved my raspy morning voice. something that was dealt with efficiently once i got some coffee in my system.
Once the Coffee was ingested and an apple was consumed, I got dressed and headed to the gym to do a Chest, Back and Triceps session. Because i want to be as effective as possible i arrive with all my gear on. Its the very first time ive trained in a long Sleeve almost compression like shirt. I bought it last week along with a new Polar Balance weight scale. Anyway. 
Long Sleeve was a good and a bad call. it looked awesome on me is one thing. but it was hindering me during the lifting to some extent because there was so much fabric down at the elbows. Which you will know if you saw my instagram from last week. i injured both my elbows in the same kind of session. so any added pressure on this Area is propably not a good call. :)
My Elbows did not hinder me at all though and even with a week away i felt like my strength had gone up slightly, i was able to do more reps, and did more different lifting with free weights than i did last week when i inadvertently hurt myself. i also tried Creatine Monohydrate in my drinking water for the very first time. It’s a very strange substance. it doesn’t like nothing at all. but it makes the water Murky, and adds a strange consistency to it. Almost like how it tasted when people would dip your head in puddles of rain water as a kid... that didn’t happen to you guys? -.-
The only Massive Gripe i had with myself working out today were my shins and calves. i couldn’t run for more than 10 minutes before they completely cramped up on me. pissed me off royally. but i know myself well enough now that by the time i step on the mill tomorrow to try again. ill at least be able to run 15 minutes before the same shit happens again. -.^
i Spent 2 hours at the Gym before taking a shower, getting changed, and heading to work. Once i got there i threw down a Protein Shake i had prepared the night before. and i was ready to go. didn’t feel at all bad or whimsical like i usually do when i work out in the mornings..
Interestingly today. Me and my boss actually had no like sour undertone to our conversation. We spoke calmly and openly on how we should arrange the store, new products we were keen on bringing in, a couple of things that needed to be done and all in all i’d review today as propably one of my best Mondays at this job ever. At the very least the best monday ive had at work so far in 2017.
We even shared a laugh one point. thats not standard! 
Soon enough i went home. i chilled on the couch, i had a look at myself in the mirror with no shirt on, and i smiled. i’m really liking the progress im making on my chest and shoulders. so ill keep the routine of working those on Mondays. tomorrow is either Legday, or just full on Core and abs. because thats definately where im lacking at this moment. can hardly do 20 situps for crying out loud... i can do like 70 speedy russian twists though. but 20 situps is unacceptable! 
Today I also settled finally on a proper training program that i wish to start doing. and it is Out Of Your Mind Fitness. Currated my John Hennigan, AKA Johnny Mundo from Lucha Underground. He made, and does that program himself, and he is everything id ever aspire to be as far as physical shape goes. minus the wrestling. i can’t be asked doing that! but Movies, Parkour, Kung Fu, and other Flippy shit along with his ridiculous physique. Thats my aim. 35 weeks and some good old determination will get me there! 
Today i also Discovered an actual weakness that will push me to tears everytime. Soldiers surprise homecoming. those videos, and the thought that they have risked their life for their country, and been away from their loved ones for so long. that Reunion, where both parties jump for joy, Shed Tears. and you see the smiles on their face. that moment will forever put tears in the corner of my eye. and a big big joyful smile on my face. 
Today i also edited who gets to see my story on Snapchat. Theres such a heap of people on it that just give no fucks. and quite frankly im not bothered talking to. those people don’t need an Insight into what i think, or what i do. they want to see it, they can bother asking for it.
I think that leaves it off for today. Now im heading to bed. Getting some good hours in of sleep before its back up, and one hell of a leg session before work tomorrow! 
Speak to you later! (Or Tomorrow!?)
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im-smart-i-swear · 2 months
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tfw youre trying to reconsile with your estranged '''''twin''''''' after months of avoiding each other (their fault)(they were a dick to you)(and shot you) but they just cant stop making it weird & about how theyre a terrible person
i think these twos relationship is very interesting. at the begenning buddy treated kuro like shit bc they were projecting their self-hate and guilt on him, also exasparated by them being technically twins. later kuro moved out bc of that and the two of them didnt see each other again for months.
when they met again buddy apologised but they didnt really form any deep relationship. they are both uncomfortable with each others presence due to how their relationship started & the imposed familial status that neither of them feels good about.
buddy feels guilty for how they treated kuro, they are also aware that this is just another failure in a long line of their failures. they know they fucked up, theyre used to that feeling at this point, and they simply accept that fact. theyre sorta weirdly apathetic about the whole thing when meeting kuro again - they made peace with what theyve done wrong and are just trying to do damage control atp.
basically they said 'i know what i did to you was fucked up and im sorry. i have a history of fucking things up and i did it again. im trying to be better and i fail time and time again but i will try again anyway, even if theres a huge possibility ill just mess up again. im trying to set things right and ill disappear from your life if thats what you want. you dont have to forgive me or like me. im sorry' (<-also notice how this apology is still sorta centered around how bad of a person bud is and not what they put kuro through. buds self-loathing is still shining through here even as they are trying to set things straight. in their effort to try and explain their thought process they accidentally focused on the wrong thing!!!! they dont really mean it that way but to kuro thats what it comes off as)
kuro used to hate or at least heavily dislike bud for a long time and thinks theyre a self centered asshole and also just plainly annoying. even the apology he got from them after months of radio silence on both ends didnt feel like enough to him. it felt like buddy was just using the apology as an opportunity to say 'im a bad person. sorry for that lol it will propably happen again, do with this info what you will'. it pisses him off a bit and he propably yells at buddy for it, who is very apologetic and just takes it, which just pisses kuro even more bc he WANTS a confrontation, hes angry and hurt and is airing out his frustrations at bud and he wants a reaction but he gets none. buddy knows very well what they did and are treating this as a sort of righteus punishment
so overall. i think their relationship is just kinda like this for a few years - long periods of avoiding each other interspersed with a few outbursts (sometimes kuro starts and sometimes bud does). after a few more years i feel like things might start being better, but thats only bc they both gradually grow as people sepeartely, which just has the side effect of making them both more chill. maaaaybe after a decade or two the animosity stops and they become friendly with each other but i dont rlly think they ever get to Twin Level Closeness. at that point both of them have their own fullfilling lives and are fine with things as they are
...or maybe not. idk man im still working shit out so this might all change and in a few months this whole rant will be ooc and innacurate, who knows! i certainly dont
(Also the doodle at the top isn't meant to portray The Apology itself, its just a little scene i thought was neat, dunno where exactly it (or if it even) falls on Da Timeline)
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im-smart-i-swear · 2 years
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Hi! I found your Tumblr and I am tempted to ask you something.
What are your opinions on Manfred from FNiN?
hi!! thank you so much for the question, i wanted to ramble about my favourite polish YA book series for a while and this is the perfect oppartunity!
hoo boy, Manfred! the short answer is - i love him so frickin much.
the long answer:
Manfred is one of my favourite characters in fnin(theyre all my favourites but shhh). he provides a nice contrast to felix net and nika's teenage antics. Rafał Kosik managed to create an artificial intelligence that is both belivable as - well - an artifical being driven by logic and propability while also being a sarcastic little shit who really cares about his friends and wants his teenage creator to grow into a good independent person.
he is a very helpful tool for the plot, often helping the trio with their shenanigans and practically being their interactive wikipedia - wnich is great and makes thing easier for the main characters and pushes the plot forward..... but beacuse of that it sometimesn feels like the trio mostly care about manfred beacuse of his skills(maybe except for nika). Manfred himself often complains about the friends’ treatment of him. (i do know they do care abt him tho!!)
at the same time, its not that he is sorely confined to Net’s minicomputer - beacuse of the nature of his existance he can simultanuesly coexist in a infinite amount of places(and synchronises with his other copies to remain a one whole). he is mentioned numerous times to have friends(other AIs) and invests on the stock market(hes propably a billionare lol), not to mention the fact he controls traffic in Warsaw. hes a busy guy!.... but the version of him in net’s computer is often bored tho
Manfred often feels like a tired reasonable adult trying his best to keep three extremely intelligent and troublesome teens at bay, and i really love that! its common in media to portray an AI as somethin otherwordly and cold(not that manfred cant be those thing sometimes!), so seeing an AI so... human, while still being distinct enough to cause a certain level of disconnect is a nice change!
overall, as i said before - i really adore him and every time he appears in the books is a delight!
i could talk more about him and his relationships with other characters(especially Net) but its late and im a bit tired! mayhaps ill add something later..
again, thanks for the ask anon! i hope my answer satisfied your curiosity!(and was somewhat comprehensible) 
have a good day/night!
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im-smart-i-swear · 2 years
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uhhhhhh i guess im meking a fursona?? been thinkin abt it for a while actually
went to see puss in boots the last wish for my bday a few days ago and got the urge to draw cats standing up on hind legs lol
cats are pretty basic but im a warrior cats kid trough and trough so it seemd fitting
the design is barebones so ill propably change thing later
honestly i dont know if ill even use them but it was fun designing them!
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