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tiger-balm · 7 months

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this is such a slap in the face 😭

#jesus.....#imagine youve just been traded and the social media of your former team tweets this #im actually so sad bc wtf #I KNOW theyre talking about the win and a big pick up but like maybe think about the opposite side of things

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lixbf · 8 months

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i was so productive in bg3 today fjsvcjdhd

#did the house of hope (aka fucked an incubus and killed a devil)#did the steel watch foundry (accidentally had a few gondians die but then still said fuck you to wulbren)#did the whole ansur thing (holyyyyy fuck why are there so many revelations abt this one characters identity like)#And killed gortash (karlach my bby..... 😭)#and after all this w karlach constantly in party her approval of me is at. 51 now. wtf girl. ily and this is how you treat me fjdvckdvcjdh #this also made me think of more like. wrong/bad endings for the companions #duke wyll. god gale. sharran shadowheart. ascended astarion. dead karlach??? i guess?? lae'zel??? idk whats like the bad ending for her #anyways i am rapidly approaching the end of my very first bg3 playthrough and it makes me kinda sad #but then again i keep adding more ideas to playthroughs i wanna do....#like i wanna do everyones origin. i wanna do redeemed durge and evil durge. i wanna do regular evil.#i wanna make shadowheart and lae'zel have the enemies to lovers story they deserve #i wanna try to actually save every tiefling (rip rolan and also arabella i think bc i forgot abt her existence after the grove was done)#i wanna become half illithid and do a bunch of absolute stuff #i wanna maybe yknow uh save barcus in grymforge and not encourage nere to kinda maybe kill him and the other gnomes #i wanna play as ascended astarion but also as unascended astarion #judging by how im like 140hrs into this playthrough. all of this is gonna take me the rest of the year gjxbckdbdj

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chisungie · 5 days

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#WAIT ITS CANON THAT VITA DELETED ALL MALE ACCOUNTS IN THE MARS SYSTEM?? HELLO???#and it was bc she was playing around and trying to make theresa a male acc im fucking dyinggg shes so funny i love her #not to mention teri and vita are so funny together wtf 😭#dreamseeker and vita too but those two are just a bit funnier #everyones so silly and its nice to see familiar faces from pt1 tho :)#also teri's overseer outfit is so prettyyy its so nice on her the blue and white is lovely!!#this is cool im glad i caught up in time^^#44597 #also i was wondering why teri was suddenly allowed to be used as a team member! this makes sense #oOH seeing the shus like this is SO FUNNY ALSKDJS THEYRE SO UNSERIOUS...#THE GIRLIESSS THEYRE SO PRETTYYY <33 I WANT THELEMAS OUTFIT SOOO BADDD!!! i forgot if its free i think it is but like. i dont hAVE HERRR an #laNTERN TOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAi also missed songques battlesuit im so sAD #i actually looooove thelema and lanterns designs and voices and all #but playing them..... esp bc i can probs only get one at a time and not both......... bruh #also i think lantern looks good normally!! but when you play her it changes a bit sob sob #still wish i had them thoooooo criesss

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weezerlvr228 · 17 days

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why he so mysterious…

demur

#weezer #rivers cuomo #i had a bad day! well actually i looked freaking amazing and got sm compliments today sooo!! i am pretty as freaksauce.#it was fairly good but i failed my physics test :(( …. it’s so sad… 34 percent before the curve.#34?!??? HOW???? I THOUGHT J ATE TS UP???#so yeah; insane …. but it’s okay because i’m good at other stuff and have other things i am good at!#oh yeah so guys guys guys.#there’s this girl who i do not like and i have not liked her since freshman year; right? and she’s fairly popular; your average overachieve #ing person; BUT i always didn’t like her. she left a bad taste in my mouth and i didn’t know if i was just jealous or WHAT #BUT I HAVE REASON TO HATE JER! MY GUT WAS RIGHT!#good job lyss #she’s a homewrecker and basically likes to get w people who have partners…. AND SHE WSS BEING FLIRTY W MY BF LIKE HELLO ???#who she think she is?#my bf doesn’t talk to her anymore since i said i don’t rlly like her and how she is thankfully #but my friend was talking to me in Seminar and was like ‘oh ya if i had a bf i’d kms than let him be around her.’ is that mean ? or is it #okay since she has done that multiple times then gets defensive and hates to be called out for kt #her gf right now had cheated on her boyfriend for the girl i don’t like; and this has happened TWICE!#HELLO???#like wtf…. and she sends the screenshots of it when she stops talking w the person who cheated on their partner for her and starts to play #the victim… like the weezer song. you can’t pay for dinner w the victim card ya.#well billy talent; but you know what i mean. so she’s playing the victim and she was saying “omg…. this feels so wrong…. but-but i love you.#stfu yn 😭#like holy moly. holy guac. “i don’t know how to quit you…’ turn off your phone ! (^^) close the app !#easy as that girl dw i got you #but for real. NOBODY LIKES JER BC SHES SO TOXIC. OMG IM SO JAPPY IM NOT ALONE ONNMY HATE TRAIN #anyways yeah. i can go more in detail for you all if anybody cares about my silly high school drama

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artheresy · 1 year

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Playing Jingliu’s story quest at 3 am is a severe mistake, I just got to the part of Blade thinking about the past after Jingliu killed him for that brief point and it brought me to tears, not even like single tear type stuff, like I haven’t stopped actively crying since I got to that part

I can’t tell if I would have cried this much at a more reasonable time because Blade’s my favorite and his VA’s performance like severely impacted me or if its just because I am very tired and fragile at this time of day

EITHER WAY, W O W OUCH, I am in so much pain, I am in infinite pain and seeing people talking about this pointing out stuff is not making it any better. I am so going to be annoying about this quest maybe tomorrow and talk about it because OH MY GOD it was so good jessuusss

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marsbotz · 5 months

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i had a dream i had a beautiful loving friendship with gus fring to match the one where i was besties with mike. im so broken take me BACK!!!!!

#i could FIX him #alsooooo jesse was there i think he like. helped save gus at some point idk #i was like god damn best episode EVARRRR. heartbroken #i dont rlly remember the details i kinda slept like shit so im a bit scrambled #but ik we were fucking around w like.. game code? to make a pet shop?#so fucking random #we made a starfish and fucked up dog. there was a pool. a guy tried to kill gus. OH #he got shot and i had to stop him from bleeding out until the ambulance arrived #also he called. and cus they were super busy he was like ‘i can provide information aboyt felonies. also i have been shot in the chest’ LOL #wtf mike got shot in my dream abt him too. why thats so random #there was also a separate dream abt ummm. idk some sort of puzzle thing we had to do as a team…? saul was there. he set a fire as a scheme #but the fire ppl wouldnt come until he said there were ppl inside 😭#idk if i ever talked abt the mike dream here actually.#we were just friends…. besties… and he got SNIPED…….. and i tried to save him but he died #it was so sad the next day i was sad like all morning #feels similar now. miss u gus #^^^ EFFECTS OF ZERO FRIENDS #ummm anyway. more updates #i bought a meta quest like on impulse cus i saw they were cheaper now. the thing fucking sucks but vr is so awesome #ive been mostly playing beat saber cus my room is teeny tiny so i cant rlly safely turn #i started making my own map w a patricia taxxon song. SUPER fun i can see this becoming a new hobby #ive also been fucking around in vrchat a little. that shit is mindblowing #so immersive. its like unbelievable #ive only been playing that solo rn bc im shy and also testinb how well my laptop csn hsndle it LOL….#but its so awesome. i feel like a little kid #i had to get a better headstrap and face pad bc the stock pne is So bad. like i camt wear it for more thsn like 20 mins at a time #so maybe when that comes i will muster up the courage to go into public worlds #best world i have visted so far. udons bird sanctuary. i think irs called #U CAN FEED DUCKSSSSS. WAAAAGHHHH #one day i want to make my own avatar too. im feeling the inspiration

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skunkg1rll · 5 months

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im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.

#unfortunately he has his own shit to deal w #so bc of one thing that was actually a mistake from me #he misjudged it nd saw it from his own perspective nd didnt understand mine #nd thus concluded that he saw me wrong nd didnt actually know who i am #nd then he had decided that so strongly he wasnt wven open to hear me out or try to understand what that situation was for me #that made me very sad nd hurt nd like #he doesnt actually like me as much as i like him #bc i would always always ask him nd hear him out before jumping to conclusions #i have asked him abt this but he is a wall nd doesnt wnna talk abt it #nd i cant force anyone so... yeh. it is what it is #i wish that we had the connection where he wanted to understandwhere i was coming from #instead of being like ughshe isnt the perfect image that i had constructed #so now im writing her off completely bc she doesntlive up to my expectations #but... my heart just loves him sm i can look past that #however... that is meaningless when i dont even know what he feels for me nd i cant get an answer out of him #maybe he doesnt wanna tell me bc he doesnt return my love nd he knows i'llbe hurt nd he'll risk losing me as a friend #i'd never stop talking to him tho.. that is the worst part #if imginna get over these feelings #i need to hear it straight from him. i need him to tell me thatno i am not in love with you #then i need to never talk to him again nd never lookat his social media #then it will hurt a lot but after a year or so i will only feel empty nd not hurt when i think of him #but i am tooweak to be the one to stop talking to him now #my entire day revolves around him nd i know its unhealthy but idk how to stop #since this obsession is unrequited i dont actually wanna feel it #but i have no idea how to stop #god this is driving me insane wtf is wrong w me??

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow #not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings #and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still #but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then #so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff #that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now #were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry #i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab #bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much #but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift #god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort #were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved #bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually #b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow #im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown #i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around #but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real #unrelated

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dhmis-autism · 2 years

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drawing stuff for valentimes and u all better enjoy it once i finish bc its the sappiest stuff ill ever draw ever

#then i will go back to not doing that kjahsjah #both bc like ive said before i have a way better grasp on yellow and ducks dynamic than red and ducks #<- they make no damn sense. compel me tho #and also bc makeing cutesy stuff with these guys feels a lot like the cutesy fanart of the NOPE movie that came out after it dropped #if that makes sense #idk. esp with fandom stuff theres a lot of room i feel to get like. caught up in other peoples interpretations of characters #and not often enough think about the actual source material #which is sad to me when its something like this that i love and think about SO much #so u all get ONE (1) for my fav bday month holiday and then thats it #then ill keep posting my fcking 6 page long comics that are just duck and yellow talking at 3 am jdkfhskjdsh #<- i have TWO OF THESE. ITS NUTS.#anyways i hope the dialouge in the stuff im making now sounds vaguely like anything red would say EVER bc i think hes the one #i struggle the most with #how would duck handle being gushy? i already know in my HEART can write that in my sleep #idk wtf is going on with red still not over him driving a car into a wall #hes so like. everyone thinks hes way more serious than the other two and he absolutely is not are you kidding.#hes JUST as looney tunes as the other two #its like. sometimes. after building and building. he'll decide to be serious.#one ep we need to get the fuck out of here we need to get the fuck out #NEXT EP AND IM ACTUALLY GLAD WHOEVER GAVE US THIS BORING NON ELECTRIC URN DIED!!#i cannot sort that boy out in my head he makes no sense to me #ANYWAYS I COULD TALK ALL DAY ABT THEM. GUESS THATS WHAT THIS BLOG IS FOR LOL BUT BYE

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bunnihearted · 1 month

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#ummm but like.... why isnt there an option to like turn off certain apps showing up in the 'share' button #like when u press that box thingy with an arrow thingy #then all options come up and it's like to copy the link or share it in a message or email or save bookmark etc #bc it is making me so mad.... that all contacts from all apps show up there without allowing it #????#like everytime im bookmarking smth or sending smth to myself his name and pfp pop up there #and it makes my heart clench and ache so bad every time #bc i am reminded of how he isnt messaging me anymore and how i cant even share links or anything w him anymore #and how im sad and alone and wanting to talk to him bc to me ppl i know are special and i cant just exchange feelings for someone #like i wanna share a link with him but that doesnt mean i wanna share it with anybody else? like when i have rapport w someone i cant just #delete ot transfer. other ppl seem to have it so so so so incredibly easy to just jump between ppl and not actually share anything special #or have deep connections to ppl bc they easily just jump onto the next person and then the next one and im not like that #anyway it just makes me sad that im sad missing him wanting to talk to him #but he has filled that space with someone else and he wants to takk to that person. not me #im nothing special nothing to be missed or remembered or trasured or wanted #i dont say or do or contribute anything special. u can always find a lot better somewhere else #so yeah i dont wanna fkn be reminded of that everytime i save a fkn bookmark #but theres no option to remove it and it is quite frankly making me homicidal. like wtf???? i dont wanna be forced to have all apps there??

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majorbitchwillgraham · 1 year

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It's been 7 hours and 15 days

#YES this is psychopath's song ACtually #it's been 3 weeks #actually.#im still so sad hahaha wtf i never expected to feel like this #he was my 1st friend in this new place and thats why it was special #but it's also like a lost friendship? bc i dont even know if we will continue talking or what #and it was a damn surprise that mf told me he was leaving 3 days before so. sigh. i dont even know #just that i lose #i actually discover3d this song when sinead died.. i think it was the same damn day #now whenever other people mention him i feel so damn bad. and ridiculous. why am i so sad #anyway luckily no one i know will ever find this #i had to vent #no one is letting me talk about it. not my parents. not my friends #well. if i told my 1st estp friend maybe he can listen tonme yknow #having strong coffee was a bad idea i feel a lump in my throat #wth happened its just. that i feel like he died #and i SUCKS SO MUCH just to think that he didnt care as much about me #why. in so many relationships theres always one person that cares more than the other #my post #I am so sad this song is exactly what i feel #we talked about so many things goddammit. i told him i was depressed #he told me he used to feel bad before but now had changed. i mean and he was usually talking a lot about himself but i guess half of it was #true or heartfelt #he had such a funny laughter. the sick thing is that. i wanted to know him better and experience new things togethwr and now #it will never happen #imagine that

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elegyofthemoon · 1 year

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i think this is something i have to go search around for again but im wondering if the jibashiri DID in fact leave enkanomiya or did they wind up dying/left behind in it ?

i cant remember which quest talks about this or if it was just in the books you can collect but at some point as rebellion/resistance against the sunchildren and the jibashiri, someone sought out orobashi to save them and that in turn led to orobashi taking them up to watatsumi, meaning that the people that were saved was actually the rebellion rather than the jibashiri

but i also dont think i got information about who it was that sought out orobashi. aberaku did also seek out orobashi to create helios but that was at the beginning of the timeline, prior to the sunchildren. besides, if it were aberaku, we wouldn't have the sunshadow in enkanomiya

so who was it that sought out orobashi? who created the rebellion in the first place when so many other rebellions failed?

maybe that would actually be mouun and ayame's family in watatsumi. i just haven't really found the bridging point of what happened when they all moved to the surface

#genshin rambles #snow speaks #HEAVY BREATHES sorry i accidentally watched kokomi's demo vid again #its actually one of my fave demo vids!! bc of how much lore references they pull into it #but it made me think more about the rebellion or her takl about rebellion #yes its also against the raiden but it did make me think about all the kinds of rebellion in watatsumi with orobashi and then in enkanomiya #but anyways.#i have to reread that quest with spartacus cuz i dont really remember how much info #that quest in particular felt unfinished #like we got the dragonborn fruit but now what #i dont wanna sell it for cash i want lore wtf.#we dont even get a lot of cash for it so like. id rather hold onto it as a souvenir than give it away >_> booooo #ig im just trying to figure out if there can be some trace of jibashiri somewhere and im missing it #yes this is just so i can develop the kids more sorry i just want a full story lmao #the only reason why i think the jibashiri left was because i got sad thinking about the prisoners who got left behind #WHO ARE STILL IN THE PRISONS BENEATH HELIOS BTW as sunshadows but yknow...

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lesbianuhaulindustrialcomplex · 3 days

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google how do you politely and kindly say "bestie if you just keep refusing to talk to us and work this out we will have no choice but to end this living situation and move on"

#i just. i know their only option is to each individually return to their own mother's place #and i know their mothers are both abusive. and they could only tolerate living in their mother's houses together #but their parents have both said that only their child is allowed to move back in if they move out of our apartment. not their partner #so like. what are they planning to do here.#and we can't just ignore this until they decide they're not upset and then act as if nothing happened #god im getting so close to just lying and pretending i did do what they're mad at us for so this stops #but i didnt and i dont even really understand what they're accusing us of so idk how to apologize #bc i thought they were mad bc they thought we stole something but ig according to my hgf #gf*#who is the one they texted in the first place #they're mad bc they think we used something in their medicine cabinet without asking and then just left it on the counter #and they specifically said 'i know it was one of you because me and my partner are in the habit of putting things back where they go'#and we didn't want to fucking shade their partner but like. they in fact are not in the habit of putting things back where they go #and the thing they accused us of is stealing their fucking vaporub and their partner is the only one of us sick rn!#so idk wtf is going on but i am actually so so sad about this #these are like my only friends in the world and it feels so fucking awful to have them be mad at me #and there seems to be nothing i can do to even attempt to fix it and that feels even worse #and idk how im gonna feel if its somehow revealed that one of our roommates is blaming stuff on us to their partner #i just. idk man i would never fucking do that #it just really makes me feel like they never really cared about us that much to begin with for this to be our current situation #so yea. i guess if they're just not willing to work on this at all i will be moving in a month or two

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fettery-fetterie · 2 months

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I'm the real fake idgafer I will vaguepost about it on tumblr.com

#echoes of the fettered #wait how do i write this down #uhhh #it's like uh. uh uh?#ahhh fuck ok hold on let me think #ok yeah alright uh #so the idea of seeing someone else succeed right? like that shit hurtsssss and I'm sooooo jealous #im coping and seething #not really. but it's about hyperbolics #definitely feel jealous and envious tho #hell even got money for it. fucking lucky bastard #but it's like. oh maybe i could've been there had i actually tried to engage with the outside world and like. actually make something #for myself #ultimat. wtf why is there an ultimate sex machine tag???? ok.#whatever i was saying #ultimately im the only one holding myself down for reaching the stars #the fault lies with me #so it's kinda sad bc it's a good reminder of how i stop myself from doing more ambitious stuff #and that sucksssss #i should do something about that. yeah #not today nor tomorrow #but one day i should #Im missing the 'wishing bad out of jealousy part' but that's kinda a whole other thing that wouldn't really fit the conclusion #so like yeah #it's fine tho i get to be a pity bitch once a year. it's fineeeee

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gaysexforlosers · 1 year

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boyfriend being so niceys to me rn. what the fuck

#how am i supposed to respond to this. wha t the fuck #hes like ur pretty like?? ok?? i want to slam u against a wall and violently make out with u. shut up.#unfair bc now i dont get to see him for a while bc im rlly busy this week #and the thing we normally see each other at isnt happening next week i think #:c #so. hh #stole his hoodie also which is nice :3333 #always wanted to do that w someone #im gonna give him one of my dr who hoodies i think since one of them i have 2 of the same kind #hes also. SO warm wtf.#cuddled with him yesterday and like. jesus christ i was overheating so much #like it was worth it but damn #forgot body heat was like. a thing #anyway.#then i cried a lot for a bit bc i got sad & he was like. there #and actually made me cheer up & shit #and him and my friend showed me pictures of dogs and it was like.#it was so stupid but it made me so happy #and he and all my other friends waited for my train with me and we walked around and like.#idk #its been a really long time since i got to hang out with people like that #like. genuinely i think that was the first time i ever cried in front of people and wasnt like. self concious abt it #bc i actually felt safe.#wtf #yeah #percy posts stuff #weird to me that im having like. positive emotions #i fucking love. people #i love him soo much wtf #boyfriendposting

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skunkg1rll · 6 months

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#idk i just feel so scared????? men are soooo terrifying #like i can think a guy is normal then the more i learn pfc he gets off to rape!!!#like it really feels like all men love rape and idk it's just so...#even if they use the excuse of only fantasizing abt it .. theyre fantasizing abt raping someone (mostly raping women lol)#if they watch a show and a horrific rape scene comes on they get turned on. bc they like the idea of raping a woman. they like rape itself #if i watch a scene like that i get distressed nd heartbroken nd sad bc *i* see the humanity of the woman nd the extreme pain nd suffering #she's being caused. i dont get turned on???? i feel sad and feel empathy for her #but men dont feel empathy for pieces of meat that much is clear #idk its just so sick and vile that they see a woman being caused extreme pain and they like it #they get turned on??? wtf is wrong w them how can u even do that??#and im supposed to.... be in a relationship w a man??? who doesnt view me as a human who gets off on hurting nd abusing women.....#like even him i love said that he got off on the idea of me being asleep nd not being able to consent skksksks #how do u think like that abt someone u supposedly love????? if i love a woman i'd never think abt hurting her or seeing her in distress????#and if you're w a guy who openly admits to jacking off to raping you how do u know that he wont actually do it?#if hes in a situation w you nd he has the opportunity means nd motivation nd he knows u wouldnt say anything.. why would he not rape u???#idk men are so fkn terrifying i dont rlly wanna be anywhere near any man like theyre so sick #rape is heinous. and clearly men dont care bc theyre always the rapists so why would they care abt the fear of being raped #no idk. even if i love a man sm it hurts i dont think its safe or smart to be with one. they'll always rape or abuse or hurt u

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