#im being a goober sorry not sorry.

[nightmare-catguy]

Johnny’s sexual escapade chapters (1) are a bit grating, however, Johnny isn’t really a super reliable narrator here. There’s some stuff he says I believe, and other things I don’t. He fucks every girl he comes into contact with, to the point where a woman entering the story, it’s pretty predictable what happens next. But then again, I don’t know. If he lies about sex, wouldn’t he lie about Thumper? Is she so Godly to him, he can’t even imagine being on her level? But thats not true really, he’s had dreams about her that are the usual flair of Johnny Horny. I guess what I find is that, there is no sanctuary for Truant.

Johnny Truant openly tells us a few times he’s a liar though, he does so very casually, opening up about his fantastical stories. At the same time he can be very honest, but only to an extent. I think to protect himself. The story of his chipped tooth is dark, and yes in some ways detailed, but not as detailed as Johnny can get. (2)

Sex is something that can take your mind off of things, especially if your stress response is “I need to get laid.” Sex is a comfort (3), even if its momentary. Pleasure, women, drugs— He burried himself in this shit. To the point of access. To the point where I question his point of view.

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1. I don’t think they’re chapters, but I don’t know what else to call them.

2. Garry Callough, “The Truth of Truant,” The New York Times, August 13th, 2003, section 23.

3. Personally I try to use sex as a way to evade my fears as well. But funnily enough I find myself often in Johnny’s shoes. I don’t think I’m as bad as he is though. I’m reading through House of Leaves at a stupid speed (i’m around 400 pages in) It’s been around 3 days since I started, I didn’t expect it to hook me so well. So needless to say I’ve kinda been lost on the sauce. A quiet treck down the stairs at night has my hair standing on end. The Navidson Record is a super cool story, but it sure does sneak up on you. It’s creepiness. Kind of like how I felt about Skinamarink, which is why I wanted to read this book. But despite trying to slip into the comfort of my boyfriend’s face. His body, especially the fantasy of it. Loose myself in a bit, so I could take comfort in the idea of his presence. I glanced over my shoulder to the black closet that stood behind me. I had a dim lamp on, I guess its light only punctured the closet’s entrance but the rest of it. Just pitch black, no wonder people think monsters live in places like that.

It had such a presence to me.

I looked away, I’m not really scared of the dark. I often feel through it in the night for a glass of water, my house is familiar to me y’know? But what if it suddenly wasn’t? I mean in some ways its changed quite a bit since I came back from college. My closet especially, mom renovated it. It looks nice but it smelled foreign for awhile. It had a unpleasant sort of sour scent. The wood was stained and hadn’t really properly dried yet, so the smell just stuck to everything including my clothes. I think my mom found the scent pleasant but it made my closet supremely more alien. So now there it is, my sour smelling closet giving me the stink eye.

No not really, it’s more akin to a hollowed out eye socket when it gets that dark.

[octoling-wearing-gauges]

look who's back

[rox-of-iu]

mind "restoring" smoke break

[fruityvermint]

I think it's really funny when in undertale aus they make sans just Papyrus. There are a lot of interpretations of blue, specifically, it's like. The character you're looking for is right there. I wish Papyrus was incorporated into the utmv more, not even necessarily as special variants but as sans brother. Like please It'd be just so fucking funny or have angst potential just listen to me pleasee 😭😭

[colourfulmes]

Day n Night modes ✨

[pixelkip]

Oh yea can we get another round of applause for THE FUCKIN ANNIE ENJOYERS GOOD WORK GUYS

[meluronsoda]

:)

[electricfied-wolf]

Still working busily on chapter two but uhhh if you guys want a StEx fic using my silly little lore to give Rusty a silly backstory then go here plz

[yakiattaki]

i love snakes so so so much and most of them are just little guys!! they're just little dudes!!! they dont want to hurt you but they will if they feel threatened!!!

even venomous snakes don't particularly want to fight you!!! yes they have the advantage of venom which is highly toxic and can kill quick, but they'd rather use that on their prey than use it defensively!

if you see a snake, its best to leave it alone. it wont actively seek you out and hurt you. if you think its in danger maybe just cautiously approach and try to get it to move and stuff like that but just. respect them and know that they dont want to hurt you.

so many people are unjustly afraid of snakes or think they're evil or whatever and it just breaks my heart. my brother in law literally said if he found a snake in his backyard he'd chop its head off and im just sat here like ??????????? why???? its just minding its own business???

i think more people should have experiences with reptiles when they're young. my uncle had uh, these big big pythons when i was a kid and i loved going over to his house to hold them and see them, and i think that really changed the way i look at snakes for the better because i know they're just animals trying to survive and, like most animals, find humans fucking terrifying because we're big and loud.

[quirkthieves]

officially broke 2k words on this draft lets go yapnation. also having fun with the weird medical metaphors

[transgender-catboy]

Have I mentioned his hands by any chance?

[beaniibunzz]

🥐: my biggest fear is a creator I like/look up to finding the power hour

🥐: LIKE HEY YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO FIND MY GOOFY LITTLE DOODLES AND STUFF I DONT WANT YOU SEEING THIS

🥐: I would be downright terrified if a creator I liked found my goofy goobers

🥐: I don’t even care if it’s positive

🥐: “wow I love this thing it seems so cool!! :D”

🥐: UM- ACTUALLY??? IT NEVER EXISTED YEAH NO THERE IS NO KAI DREW WDYM???

🥐: my rambles are over now :]

🥐: have a kai doodle for your troubles

[nishibai]

yo who IS THIS RANDOM MF ON MY DASH FR.. GET AWAY FROM ME..

[s3lkie2sato]

i am in a bit of a sappy mood as it is near 1am, but i hope he understands just how utterly splendid he is.

i hope that he knows just how easy it is to love him. it's not easy in a sense or enough to a point where i am bored in any way; it's not easy in a way that it is uninteresting or that the things we do are just... simple i suppose. they're not.

it's easy because he is ridiculously wonderful. he is thoughtful and he is caring. he is such a romantic and he is so effortlessly gorgeous. loving him is easy in the way that two people waltz effortlessly amidst a surrounding sea of chaos. it's exciting, graceful, and beautiful.

i hope he knows that i love him for him. his dimples, the way his nose scrunches up, the way he laughs, his tummy (squishy!!!! also "my stummy hurt"), every single joke he makes, the way he talks about what he likes, the way his voice sounds, the way he listens and understands, the list goes on and on and on. the things that make him who he is are so precious and so wonderful.

if he wants to change, i will not stop him. change is natural at times. either way i will love him as i did the day before. how could i not? he's still him (as far as i'm aware).

he is easy to love. his presence is truly comforting. and i feel like he needs to be told that more. i cannot express to anyone just how lucky i am to have him; how lucky it is to have such an individual love someone who cannot begin to compare.

though i may not understand, i suppose i look the same from his perspective. how wonderful it is to be that person for someone like him.

lets keep doing our best to make each other happy. lets hope that is a good long while (if you'll have me).

[blusandbirds]

i think hbo titans is a shit show but something about their dick and jason relationship really tickles my brain if only they actually developed on it well

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You see THIS is the kind of furry art I want

No NSFW, no basically human characters, just cute, fluffy little goobers being their cute fluffy selves >:D

i appreciate it but im sorry to disappoint you that i do likely make work you wouldn't be a fan of here! /gen