#im explaining hollow knight because

[mipexch]

okay i've been curious about ultrakill can ya sell me on it (if you're in the mood to ramble)

the beginning of the game offers you all the context you need to know; mankind is dead, blood is fuel, & hell is full. youre a robot with the model name 'V1' currently approaching hell in an effort to get the fuel you need. (blood is also used as a healing mechanic!) i'd say more, but seeing how things go down & figuring out the lore as you go is one of the things that made me really enjoy my time with the game.

it's an fps with a shit ton of weapons and movement mechanics that (despite how stressful it may be at first) come into play very well once you learn how everything works in part with one another. even if you don't get a good grasp on it, there are accessibility settings for everyone. difficulty settings, auto-aim, & a cheat mode really help! (do know that major assists will not let you achieve a perfect rank on levels. this doesn't include difficulty or auto-aim though) it's a really tough game when you first play, so expect to use at least one of these things.

the soundtrack for the game really heightens the experience & makes you feel so much.?!??!? the ost isn't for everyone, but i never enjoyed breakcore before i played this game so i suppose its worth a shot, even if you don't think much of it at first. going through the game & understanding some of the lore before coming back to the ost for another listen really changes a lot of things about it. the characters are really cool & with the way the story is going thus far, i'm. unnecessarily excited for future updates. there's still one more act in production along with a few more secret levels. so if you do end up playing the game and want more, (aside from the huge replay-ability the game offers) there is more to come! the fanbase is also surprisingly very nice. knowing my followerbase i should probably mention that this game has a quite a bit of homoeroticism if you look at a certain fight from a specific angle. im not gonna say anything though

ultrakill isn't a huge game, so don't go in with extremely high expectations, as again this game probably isn't for everyone. but as someone who hasn't played any fps before, i really, really enjoyed this game. it has a very serious tone, but there's tons of funny secrets that make it feel a lot more lighthearted at times. the devs put their whole heart and soul into this shit & the community is growing really fast! if youre thinking about getting the game, go for it. thy end is now!

[citricacidprince]

One of my favorite tropes in any sort of media is the immense grief that fills a character after the death of someone they love, specifically a parent grieving the loss of a child (blood related or not)

The agony that flows through them as they long to hold their child one last time, the feeling that they should've done more as if it's all somehow their fault, seeing shadows of their child in everything around them and how every reminder stings worse than a bullet, the ever present thought of 'It should've been me' since no parent should ever outlive their child

It's such a bitter and heart wrenching thing that I feel like is not focused on often in media

Like yeah, your comfort fix-it fics are great, where the kid lives and everything is hunky dory, but give me more fics exploring the grief that is left behind after losing someone you love so suddenly, please I wanna feel like my heart is getting crushed-

[relic-seeker]

back when my oc yuri was wholesome & cute (i imagine this as a pre-relationship encounter, just before they met duke)

also yes maybe i am using hk ocs to project being mixed race & passing only for one. maybe i am. xP

[keithbutgay]

i have so so many questions about hollow mind :OOO

wait so the original intention of the sigils was to straight up just kill them? that seems. unnecessarily elaborate considering the golden guard destroyed their city just fine ;—;

i mean. he needs the palismans right but when he broke one off its staff none of the green stuff came out?

also im guessing at least one of the old golden guards was darius considering luz made a comment about him being sad and i guess hes working with raine now?? maybe???

im guessing the evil belos is the green stuff like. corrupting him or something?? like how the curse is a separate entity in edas head??? it is like. blue tho which is interesting cus the palisman magic is green and his glyph magic is yellow and his general designs are yellow and brown

wait also also we still dont know who made the door if belos didnt like. go back through it?? idk i assume thats like actually a thing thats gonna be answered

is the collector the titan? because they seem to like the coven idea? and theyre kinda the one leading belos i think? at least in this memory

sorry i dont like. have a brain :PP

(this feels kinda hollow knight to me but idk why :P)

so there's a lot i want to say but unfortunately a lot of the answers to your questions are spoilers--- i will try to answer as much as i can though :PP

the intention of the sigils was never to kill them! it was for a different reason that probably would have ended in their death, however. but like. all of those people did die anyway. they just. froze to death. instead of being killed by the sigils.

there's no good explanation for that one unfortunately... i have no idea why the palisman soul didn't come out when he broke it off. my guess is that it's either just like an oversight or that since the soul was already manifested in the palisman soul creature in his mind, it didn't show up in his memories

darius was never a golden guard, however one of the previous golden guards was his mentor. i can talk more about the golden guards once you've finished the episode and i have a lot to say about that so if you want to hear um i guess just let me know there's a lot lot lot of secrets and little things hidden in hollow mind that are so interesting and it's so good to pick apart and all of the pictures are like foreshadowing and interesting little things and just. it's such a good episode---

so the green stuff is actually never explained, but in my mind it's palistrom wood. because he took the souls of so many palismen to keep himself alive, he is slowly being corrupted by the false magic and the inhumanity of it all, and the scar on his face looks like rotten palistrom wood. but the entity overall is made up of all the souls of the palismen he's killed to keep himself alive, cause they're like trapped inside of him since he just kinda like snorted their souls

so i actually don't remember if that's a thing that's explained that well later in the show because like the series got cut short and also i don't remember as much of the later episodes as i'd like but i can talk more about that once you finish the show i'm so sorry--- but no belos did not make the portal

the collector is not the titan! he's just such a silly little guy and i love them so so so so much and i feel bad cause i literally never draw them--- (also he canonically uses he/they pronouns!!! which is amazing i love them so much um don't look them up though because spoilers)

[anantaru]

Yoru, bby, my love, darling, sweetheart, sugar, pookie bear I have a question

Do you play any games? Ik your life must be so busy but iv been thinking and idk why but you seem like the type of person who loves Stardew Valley but also Baldurs Gate?? I don't know how to explain it tbh

hello angel stop i'm blushing 💓 i'd honestly love to play baldurs gate but i don't have much time rn i'm so sad 🥲 aside from that if i do have time i love playing with my nintendo switch, for example legend of zelda breath of the wild or tears of the kingdom 🤭 or animal crossing because it's just so fun and hollow knight 🙇🏻‍♀️ i did play the witcher 3 wild hunt during off season and finished it and also started elden ring but 🧍🏻‍♀️ guys it's so hard bye HAHAHAHA i'M mALeNiA bLaDe oF MiQuELLa STOP SAYING THAT LIKE GIRL JUST DIE ALREADY PLEASE IM SORRY👺💓

please tell me about the games you play foxy, i'd love to hear them 💓

[loafymeat]

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Hello im LoafyMeat but can call me Loafy and i post about my most recent interest and maybe a random thing from time to time

This is my sona, he is in 3d, i used him in non-fandom drawings

These are the tags i use:

#my art :I recommend checking this one out since my blog is a mess

#duskwell : a hollow knight ttrpg with mausritter mechanics

#oc :just a easy way to find the OClist, no nned to check this one atm

TF2 and Gmod: these are the ones im play atm, since i knew about TF2 i wanted to play and now that i can(with the lowest resolution posible) is so fun and i dont have to stress about winning (like in OW2) and Gmod is such a wonder to explore community maps and try things from the workshop

Online Games i play

Fortnite: right now im not playing that much, but at some point i will play for like 4 seasons and then leave it again

Minecraft: an amazing game that i cant enjoy because i know to much, i will love to forget everything about minecraft and start again a world with the scare and wonder of a new player

Roblox and Ponytown: in these two game i do exactly the same, i join a server, i walk around and interact with people with the least speaking just movement like jumping on their head or hide behind them, i dont play Roblox because i dont have a lot of customization, but i sometimes play Ponytown almost always when im to bored to see more YT videos and to tired to make anything creative

Frostbitter: a Minecraft server with mods that i will be doing, is kinda of a big idea so is going to take a while (also im open to anyone who want to help me)

Here are some projects

Duskwell: a ttrpg based in the world of hollow knight, nothing serius just to play with my friends a more easy ttrpg with a world that we already know (working on it)

List of OC's: im making the list, is a little hard to write down some character cuse they may be a little edgy in the way i explain them, but it doent matter, i will updating the list with more OC that i recall in the moment and, if i have corage, put more details of their story

Starburn: a project of @bagf1sh that i just did some 3d models of some starships :P, go check her out, she may have another project

this pinned post will change over time when I know how to organize it better

Future projects

Insects ttrpg: my own ttrpg without the need of using other people lore, right now its just an idea and i want to work on it when i finish duskwell

I won't leave this world without screaming and scratching

Old descriptions

I would have thrive here when i was little, but it doesn't matter, that little kid still within me, i just need to stop thinking too much and just LIVE

[ekholocationn]

HOLY SHIT HOLLOW KNIGHTS PALE COURT MOD IS SO SO SO SO SO GOOD

THE VOICES??? THE MUSIC??? THE ANIMATIONS??? EVERYTHING FEELS DIRECTLY OUT OF THE GAME WAAAAAH i was literally on the verge of breaking down in happy tears for the entirety of the walk into hegemol's boss arena..... seeing the city of tears when it was prospering and hearing the music brought to many emotions to me i cant even explain it dude

AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT ISMA'S FIGHT???? that was definitely my favorite of the fights just because of all the creativity in the attacks and how freaking alive it felt oh my goshhh seeing her use all the greenpath plants in battle,,,,,,

amazing job to EVERYONE who worked on this mod ;;;; i cant believe this is a thing that exists now and im gonna be brainrotting over it for days

[hesperidia]

so thoughts over all on the chapter:

first, the art is so clean and beautiful. These last chapters were straight up gorgeous ily harukawa <3<3<3 good art adds a lot to the story for me in particular i am 🥰🥰🥰

second, i didn't think we'd get another death so soon in the story. I'm talking about Bram's. I am SO glad asagiri included an scene where Aya could get some kind of closure even if it was bittersweet. She still got to say goodbye, it might look like she's throwing a tantrum because she is. having bra-chan back and then immediately knowing he's going to disappear is unfair. She's a child after all.

And looping back into the art i think Bram on this page is beautiful no notes:

He looks at her without an ounce of pity. "My valiant daughter, you yourself must become the knight" Nono i love this line. so much. Aya deserves her efforts and her bravery to be recognized this is so important to her udksndisn i love this line. Because it's hopeful but IT ACTS AS A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD this is such a burden to place in a child omg. Knowing Aya she Will take these words at heart.

Bram then leaving Aya under Akutagawa's care. The title of the chapter is "understood" what he says after Bram disappears. PROTECTOR AKU XNFOWJDIBISN HELL YEAH EVERYONE CHEERED Also it shows the peak of his character growth? for me at least????

Lastly on this topic, i would not be mad if Bram would stay dead. All he loved was already dead and taken from him, personally i think he projected a lot of his own daughter onto Aya and to keep being by her side, a constant reminder of the daughter he lost, It's not like they couldn't have found comfort in e/o and keep being a family, but it'd always be like an open wound i think. Also Bram must've been tired, or having to face the burden of being the catalyst of the creation of the tripolar singularity on the first place. I think if he stayed alive there would be so many obstacles he'd have to face and that would take a toll.

(besides!! i personally think that if he survived he would've been hunted down by mori. why? too long to explain here that deserves it's own post. just like Bram i suddenly have a lot of feelings about Bram as a character lmao).

INTERMISSION TO TALK ABOUT THE SKRUNKLY:

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you may now proceed

About Kunikida's "death": Personally it did not impact me as much because it was SO sudden after Teruko's, their deaths only served as shock factor and to instill Fukuchi as a very dangerous menace. His only presence was enough to paralyze Kunikida, who previously would gladly throw himself off a helicopter and ignite a grenade to stall his enemies.

Absolutely criminal that we are reminded Kunikida is the funniest character in the series moments before disaster like:

KUNI IM WONDERING THE SAME SINCE FOREVER YOU ARE SO REAL

and still even when he knows he's going to die he stands tall and finds strength to give a final order to atsushi and tanizaki

i don't exactly think his death served no purpose. at least they handled it better than Teruko's i'm still salty about hers.

INTERMISSION TO SEE SKRUNKLY #2

look at that expression. pure despair. can someone give him a break. gorgeous art i wish i could convey emotions like this on my own

Back to kuni:

"thou and this world are all equally hollow. by such logic both this blade and death itself has no power to harm thee" Why did the fukuchisingularitybeyblade say this. what does he mean.

I'm taking the obvious interpretation and say that the ppl consumed as bubbles will come back with the power of friendship mostly unscathed at some point. I admit i still don't know how amenogozen works in the singularity. (Or how the singularity as a whole works)

Also!!!! if the world and it's people is hollow. What about Dazai, who always felt like he was hollow inside and the whole "no longer human" does this mean Dazai is just as human as the others but now instead of analysis in his character it's explicitly stated in text. yada yada idk guys i am not a Dazai connoisseur i'm stepping into the unknown here. But i feel this connection could be made.

Could it be, that the complete opposite of hollow is the thing needed to defeat the singularity. Reaching here but bbtm+rashomon making an appearance 👀👀👀 ok i'll stop now.

Also. why is Kunikida dying drawn so beautifully omg. art SO beautiful it made me tear up counter: 4

Lastly i missed Tanizaki losing it he should lose it more often. I don't think he'll die in the next chapter not so soon. (if he does i'm going to be pissed off bc it would be cheap. cmon)

I wonder how the sleeping club (Tecchou, Kenji and Ranpo) is going to react when they wake up. Where are my girls (Yosano and Kyouka). Bonus points for this chapter because it didn't show me fukuzawa in turmoil.

and i think that's all!

[vee-lociraptor]

my dad letting me get ahead of him in hollow knight was a Mistake because guess who holds the cards now. "how do you do this" im telling you nothing. you wouldnt explain zelda to me when i was ten im not explaining hollow knight

[infoglitch]

Fuck.

Yeah im currently suffering. Not any wounds, not any insults, not any tragedies, just... God.

Let's talk about red like roses. (All 3 parts)

Oki need to give context. I'm glitch and I have been a... Scarred fan of rwby. I enjoyed the first four Volumes before I kinda feel off after volume 5. At first I was very much in love with it but once I finished Volume 5 I just felt hollow like I didn't want to watch the series so I left it, and I left the fandom before ever being able to interact with it.

And so as explained by my complicated relationship with Rwby I only really got back into the series because of BBtag. And then I looked into it and oh dear God it's a mess.

Apparently it's already volume 9 and apparently the writing is getting better which I find hard to believe still.

Bmblb happened which is just.. wow, took 3 volumes to finish a subplot I had no interest in because let's face it, little me didn't get sexuality because I was in a religious house hold and also because I was never exposed to that media so when first read the word lesbian. I read it as "leash-a-bin". (It sounded Spanish ok.)

Anyway I also found out about the uh... The "allegations" of rt and yeah. And obviously a combination of "i could do it better", spite, and love for rwby all mix together into me deciding to write page 1 of rwby: fate, and that's where I put my foot down and said "I'm writing this, because I need to give this series it's respect".

So now here I am 5 pages deep into Rwby fate and 63 pages deep in my own book. And I'm on my bed just looking for music to listen to and I come across.

Red

Like

Roses

I listened to it and it just... God it feels so strange listening to a song I barely listen to before and I'm flooded with melancholy and yet nostalgia. This song is still good despite everything and it just hurts to listen and know, this is a song for a series that has done nothing but fail and harm it's fans.

It hurts because this song, captures the idea of ruby. She's still naive no matter how you look at it. She became a huntress to be like her mother and the rest of her family as well as to follow in the footsteps of her favorite fairy tales. Fairy tales, y'know, the fairy tales that inspired the characters.

Red riding hood,

Snow White,

Beauty and the beast,

Goldi(Y)locks, (that one's kind of a stretch I know)

RWBY

And thats not all of it because technically red like roses is only one a third of the whole actual song. Theres still part II in which is just a major tone shift

🎶I couldn't take it, couldn't stand another minute

Couldn't bear another day without you in it

All of the joy that I had known for all my life

Was stripped away from me the minute that you died

To have you in my life was all I ever wanted

But now without you, I'm a soul forever haunted

Can't help but feel that I had taken you for granted

No way in hell that I can ever comprehend this

I wasn't dreaming when they told me you were gone

I was wide awake and feeling that they had to be wrong

How could you leave me when you swore that you would stay?

Now I'm stuck inside a nightmare every single effing day

It's like a movie but there's not a happy ending

Every scene fades black and there's no pretending

This little fairy tale doesn't seem to end well

There's no knight in shining armor who will wake me from the spell

I know you didn't plan this

You tried to do what's right

But in the middle of this madness

I'm the one (I'm the one) you left to win this fight

Red like roses

Fills my head with dreams and finds me

Always closer to the emptiness and sadness

That has come to take the place of you🎶

Just, holy shit does this feel strange listening to. While the other one is melancholic and quiet, only having four lyrics during the start.

Part II is just a fury of emotions that just hit me HARD. The first was so quiet letting it's music sing for it self and the second one was the flurry of spiraling feelings. The anger, the sorrow, the regret, all spiraling into each other creating a hectic and wild rhythm. And it just absolutely HITS for me. And yet this isn't my favorite part of red like roses.

That goes to-

(yes I'm using the one for the lyrics fuck you)

Part III is interesting. It's from volume yet this feels like a volume 1 song. The song unlike it's predecessors speaks a new tune, a calm, determined, tone with it not focusing only on the past but also on the now, it's collected itself and it's ready to go forward. To escape the pain and move forward.

This is all just fancy words but I do love each part of red like roses. And it still reminds me of my love for rwby and it just..

It hurts to remember every bit of rwby and the failure it's becoming, we will most likely never see rwby V10 and if we do it'll probably be the final volume.

And I'm divided, I hate rooster teeth and want them to fail but I still want rwby to get an ending. But I've gone over this dilemma.

Right now all I have to say is...

"Fuck, I love rwby."

[canyon-of-chaos]

Me, talking about a person (okay with any pronouns) or a character, referring to they/he for them:

everyone on the internet:

Me, talking, referring with ‘she’ to a character without confirmed gender (or sometimes confirmed she/her)

everyone on the internet: HOLY CARUMBA THATS A GIRL?? WOMEN FR??

Like it actually sucks that literally every character ever is always ‘he’ (even when confirmed they/them or she/her) just because.

I don’t need to give my characters eyelashes or flowers or boobs (i can’t even draw those lol) to show that they’re she/her!! not every single player character has to be he/him!!

ppl be like ‘gender is what you’re born as ALWAYS’ okay explain how all the vessels from hollow knight aren’t they/them then (they are in this case but i’m sure these people wouldn’t say so because it’s SOOO HARD’

Anyways every single one of my characters goes by she/her or they/them (or both, or all) unless proven otherwise. i ask myself why i never make cis male characters and the answer is ‘for every assumed male character i make a she/they character’

also don’t GET ME STARTED ON THE AMOUNT OF TIMES IVE BEEN MISGENDERED AS THE ONLY PRONOUNS I DON’T GO BY ONLINE :/ WDYM ‘HE’ JUST BECAUSE I GAME- I’m not even trans, i feel bad for the trans folks who actually deal with misgendering IN PERSON

maybe women game more than you people think and the only reason you think we don’t is because you keep assuming we’re guys unless we speak

and i resist the urge to correct people on my pronouns but that’s just what ppl think ‘triggered snowflakes’ act like :(

tdlr: STOP FUCKIGN ASSUMING EVERY PERSON AND NON-HUMAN CHARACTER ON THE INTERNET IS A CIS MALE IM SO TIRED

p.s.: can some helpful person on the internet please explain to me why everyone assumes this stuff i’m very confused rn

[lulu-nightbon]

Appears from the ground, crawling on your until I get face to face

I heard Hollow Knight Wukong.

Explain.

SO

when brain rot originally sent out the post wanting to collab on an au a few weeks back, i suggested making a hollow knight au, and ive recently done more thinking about it i decided that wukong would be thk, as wukong does canonically get possessed in the show and. cmon. mothra lbd. do i even need to explain? she's the only vindictive bitch that would canonically fit the role of course, this means i may end up having to make whoever the fuck fills joni's role be orange but eh, whatever, i dont feel like orange-ifying lbd then i had a bit of trouble deciding who would be the knight, as mk is the main character of lmk, but macaque... well let's just say that it would make a LOT of sense if macaque was the emotionless chaos bastard we know and love. however, i ended up going with mk because of main character correlation and i also like the idea of a more bastardous mk in general- most of the mk content i see is him still being a wholesome good guy and while i enjoy the fluff GIVE ME THE LITTLE SHIT AUS. I WANNA SEE THE ONES WHERE MK'S THE BAD GUY, OR INSANE, OR JUST WANTS TO STIR UP TROUBLE, I NEED MORE OF THAT so, of course, if mk is the knight, the only role macaque could logically fill is hornet. half spider, half god. princess of the kingdom. not only do i get awooga mac titties, but mac's still sibling to wukong like this (as while i enjoy some good shadowpeach content, im fairly sure that the show's canon is going to have them as brothers). just, instead of being the only non-failed vessel, she DOES have emotions- a lot of them. and she wants to save her sibling, even though her first duty is to this dying kingdom as the only other one possessing royal blood, despite the queen still living in her garden. of course, this does present... some logistical difficulties. it means that, as it stands, whoever is the pale king fathered mac, wukong, mk, and all the other vessels (including whoever ends up being the broken vessel), the white lady mothered all of those people except for mac, who was mothered by herrah the beast (im leaning towards spider queen for her, but im not too sure yet). it also presents difficulties for silksong's canon to this au buuuuuuuuuut we'll cross that bridge when we get there i don't really have much else figured out, rn im using hollow knight as bone broth and throwing in lmk as veggies to make stew and the meat, which runs the show, is made up of crack because lord knows that's what happened to the fandom when trying to draw interactions between those three (ie ghost committing shade skip to reach the cookie jar, hollow becoming a christmas tree, and hornet being the one that has to keep these two idiots in line), but i will figure out more! ... eventually im more than willing to accept help on placing people because brain does not want to think hard yet

[ebijinua]

i need to be active on my tumblr more lol

but before i post more art, i would like to show y'all a hollow knight novel i've been working on that im hopefully going to continue and not stop because i swear i just wanna stick to a story without losing the energy to by the time im at the third chapter guh

but hey, other than that, my story's just mainly about an ex soul warrior and his mental and physical experiences as he struggles to atone to his past mistakes- i cant explain it any better so just read the smelly convoluting story (if you wish to lol) cause i'd love to hear anyone's input on it weh

[eyelessfog]

I don't know much about HK but I know there's writhing about of weird bugs. who's the most wiggly beast in the au?

im humanizing all the characters because. um. im really bad at bugging human adjacent characters. but the most wiggly beast...

aughghg.. i can't explain it but pix [who is both seer & lemm] feels very wiggly to me despite the fact that he. probably wouldn't be??? like seer and lemm are the two least wiggly guys ever but pix feels it. for some reason

now. the sausages [and there are two of them] are also quite wiggly. to be clear, sausage is both The hollow knight and ghost

[swiftfootedachilles]

people are so weird how are u gonna bash a well meaning person and then refuse?? to tell them?? WHY you’re bashing them?? if ur post was offensive then explain why jesus christ this is not how u have healthy useful dialogue with people, it’s just piling unnecessary hate and cruelty on someone. i’m really sorry you’re being treated so shittily by this fandom, i love your posts.

hey thank you so much for this. the handful of people ive talked to have been very understanding of my side and agree that it seems like this person already didn't like me and was looking for a way to renounce me+my posts

truly, i don't know why she feels my posts are offensive. i hate the idea that a jewish person feels i was antisemitic and fetishizing jewish culture. i researched antisemitic fetishization tropes in opera during my undergrad program. ive always tried my hardest to understand minority communities that i am not a part of, without overstepping and seeming like a white knight/savior. i have always been guided through life by my ethics and a burning need for social justice. i want to fix this!

i was really pissed off yesterday and used more aggressive language in my posts and replies. today my head is clearer but im just as confused. i never expect minorities to do the emotional labor of researching topics for me and handing everything over on a silver platter. i will gladly educate myself, but i cant do that when i don't know what i did wrong. this isn't a situation where i did something clearly wrong and there's an obvious gap in my understanding - ive asked multiple friends where they feel i went wrong, and all of them have said they aren't sure

one very kind person messaged me about how, from an outsiders perspective, they were reminded of other situations where autistic people have their words or actions purposefully misinterpreted, and that seriously opened my eyes. OBVIOUSLY im not saying this person is accusing me of antisemitism because she hates autistic people. but i have often experienced people purposefully misrepresenting me and getting mad without explanation. everything starts out good, great even, and i build a script with which to interact with others. but eventually, you get very comfortable and stop following a script, start to unmask a little. and suddenly all hell breaks loose.

you're not acting right. you said the wrong thing. who would say something like that? so inappropriate. and when you ask for clarification because you genuinely do not know what you did wrong, all you receive are eyerolls and more hate because you should already know this, im not gonna spoonfeed everything to you. you're an adult figure it out yourself.

like i said, i don't think she's, like, hating on me for being autistic. i think ive gained a certain reputation (of what i don't know) in the shameless fandom, and people are projecting their preexisting judgement into me. this means that they don't actually want me to apologize. they don't care. they think i am already not a good person and just want to point that out to me to shame me into saying sorry because they think it'll knock me down a few pegs. whatever. my real offline life is much worse than getting mildly ganged up on on the internet. ill survive. i still want to finish my mickey embroidery and my edits/webweavings and my fics. maybe i will, maybe i won't. like ive mentioned many times before, i have pretty bad rejection sensitive dysphoria and i need to be reassured i will get feedback on my works before i ever post them. my fics were already being ignored by most of the big fandom writers - i think those will just have to be scrapped because i genuinely cannot take hollowing out my chest and putting it to paper only to get a few nice comments/kudos. the embroidery though, that's for me. i definitely wanna do it. the other original posts like webweavings, idk maybe i really don't know

[dean23456]

Dean23456

hi, I'm Dean23456, I mainly draw and do other things. I don't wanna reveal too much yet, only if I get more popular I will.

Pls don't send porn or NSFW because im a minor, if you do I'll report and block you.

Things I like

Papa louie

Hollow Knight

Pokemon

Peanuts

Omori

Dead cells

Wakfu (only the shows first 3 seasons as of Sept 2024)

DDR (Wii only as of Sept 2024, don't talk about this one a lot)

FNF (only base game)

On my YouTube and Newgrounds account, I have a series called (In)sane, I have a post explaining what happened so far.

Here are my other accounts on different platforms

Cara

https://cara.app/n1suepapalouiefan

De9nx (Instagram)

https://www.instagram.com/de9nx?igsh=aDRwcG04YWczeGNu

Chocolate without nuts (youtube)

https://youtube.com/@chocolatewithoutnuts4254?si=lgQDO5O8Rr9k5Efy

Fridaychoco (newgrounds)

https://fridaychoco.newgrounds.com/

Here's the 6 main ocs

(Top, Right to left) Korosu, Makoto, Hypno, Cythral

(Bottom, left to right) Damil and Kiernan

DNI! If you do go fuck yourself: Pedophiles, Racists, Nazis, Zionists, Homophobes, Transphobes, Anti LGBTQ, Proshippers, Pro lifers, Misogynists.