#im extremely eepy

[pantherloid]

Please yap, I want to hear about the non-bio thing about Len

Okay!!! Im not gonna articulate it well so it's gonna be all over the place.

Ive said (too many times) that my hcs of len (and any other vocasynth) is theyre either physical robots or they exist in your 'puter.

At first I almost said "non-human" to mean like its a character thats not born and so doesnt live a human life like go through developmental stages, have parents that theyre born from, have a childhood especially, ET CETERA right, but non-human makes it sound like its furries or monsters so that doesnt make any sense.

Non-biological feels accurate bc there is no BIRTH and no developmental stages, no lived experiences/past experiences, and basically, i want the character to exist in a void!! No ties, no meaningful connections.

A little bit off tangent... I've had my old fursona (oldest oc) in my head for the longest time and theyre supposed to be one of these characters that Do Not Exist like theyre not a "person" who goes through life and experiences, theyre an entity that... exists in...SOME way, and I was never able to convey that idea UNTIL like last year, after experimenting for a long time with len hcs where hes a digital being, it kinda clicked. This non-existing character type that I've been wanting to convey can be well translated as a digital being or like a computer program. I think i want to say this character type is entirely intangible, like computer programs, so they "dont exist"...but you wouldn't say a computer program is "not real" right, like um WHERE AM I GOING.

Anyways HAVE YOU EVER seen that tumblr post (i think) about hatsune miku, gorillaz, and the muppets being not real but also... real... bc they exist in the real world and we talk about them *Vsauce music* or SOMETHING like that...

Where am i going now ah. The kagami-ne mirror images thing is so good because to me there is no way this makes sense if i think of them as flesh and blood people like DA HELL you mean theyre mirror images, the concept simply does not work. Like look i assume people who hc rin and len as twins hc them as 'people' because---

((context i made a tweet a while ago, i said : "I lean more on the mirror images interpretation than twins like siblings." "In my hc theyre not people so theyre not ""siblings"" bc you'd have to be born for that?? Theyre probably more like clones but also not BIOLOGICALLY bc theyre either robots/digital beings like i always say." ---

because twins suggest biology. Like they were fetuses in a womb together, man where am i going again.

The mirror images thing is really cool when theyre thought of as just ENTITIES. Just person-like beings that are just copy pasted like no further or deeper explanations. Theyre simply not real!!!!

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After yapping I realized it all comes down full circle to my escapist ass not wanting anything connected to the real world. Like the way i draw len or my human ocs, theyre only supposed to resemble humans, they should not look "real" as in look like they could be someone who you could spot when you leave your house or something.

[flowerrose14]

Star Collector Designs!

Event By @springbon-t-art (click for better quality <3)

Star & space themes are a immense weakness of mine soo when this marvelous event was announced I so desperately wanted to jazz up my lil guys with some space themed outfit & looks for it annd here we are! The lil captain persona (Rose) and her mix gang of randos <3 Hope this be alright!

I did have more upsleeve for this but sadly ran outta time .n.; it's currently past 11pm here as i'm typing so goodest of nights to you all asdfds x'3

[bunnie-bits]

i wanna kis (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) it's almost midnight ladies u know what that means .. (yearning hours)

[sweetronancer]

PERCY WHERE ARE YOU IN TBTL

Also if you want a fic rec

Read Life is So Strange (destination unknown) by socialfilter on ao3 its amazing

IM ONLY ON CHAPTER 3 💥💥

im trying to rush myself but I can't because my focus is really willy wonky right now *BUT* ill finish it eventually..

also ill definitely check it out when i can!!!! ty aster :3

[kiddokori]

i most definitely have some type of sleeping issue like it impedes my personal life that i dont sleep properly but i am also absolutely brain riddled with blorbo so all i can think is woag,, just like link skywardsword SHUT UP!!!! ITS NOT A GOOD THING

[what-immortal-hand-or-eye]

i want to draw...but i am le tired

[primsycoldbottles]

hope my BCFP teacher doesnt mind that i hand in truly the worst writing of my life every single day in the form of assignments . sorry maam i just dont care enough

[mousegirlheart]

............shorn the sheep i finally get it

[thermodynamic-angel]

I feel so happy rn like actually

[watergrapes]

pirate friends ,,,

[alex2xander]

Celebrating Disability Pride Month from my bed

My chronic fatigue has been very strong lately. Everything exhauts me. I spend the majority of my day sleeping or laying down. I'm "resting" but I never feel well rested when I wake up after sleeping for 12+ hours.

Just so eepy all day every day. Just an eepy seepy lil guy :"3

[chaotictomtom]

grrgrr the passing of time 😡 (didn't have time to watch a movie nor play a video game nor beat meat off)

[polyboros]

unsurprising but exhausting that people are only down to pay a fair price when it comes to visual art & not written work on pce. back when i wildly underpriced my work i was overwhelmed by orders but the minute i put the price point at something reasonable fur my time... crickets. it's still significantly below the price a lot of people pay for not-cat art (and, to be clear, a lot of those people should ALSO be pricing their work higher). and again like!! i'm not surprised!! there's a reason i had underpriced my work & a reason there's a ridiculously unbalanced art:writing shop ratio on the forums but. sighs. i want to write fur pce i have a lot of fun with it but i'm not willing to go back to underpricing my work either

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

warm. i’m playing roblox . i gets a haircut tomorrow wish me luck

oooh! just a trip or a dramatic chop?