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atinydise · 4 years

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Ateez seeing that their s/o moved on (1/2)

❦ Genre: Angst.

❦ Pairing: OT8.

❦ Word count: 1k9.

❦ Masterlist.

Part 2

HONGJOONG ft. Hyunjin (Stray Kids)

The group were dining in a famous restaurant. They like to spend few times with each other, without camera being around. They could talk about their life, privacy things or even girls. Since Hongjoong and you broke up, they tried to avoid this subject. That would be too awkward. “Guys!” yelled Wooyoung, “I can’t believe we won an award!” “Yes! Atinys are the best!” clapped San. “I wasn’t expecting to win an award this year!” confessed Mingi, grilling his meat. “We worked well! We can be proud of us guys!” said the leader. They enjoyed their meals till the end but Wooyoung noticed you at the back. He warned Hongjoong of your presence.

“Hyung!” he tapped his shoulder, “is that Y/N?” he pointed at you. The leader instantly recognized you. You were so beautiful, as always. This dress fit you so well and your smile… it could warm the entire restaurant. He noticed that you were grabbing this boy’s hand in front of you. “Is that Hyunjin with Y/N?” asked Yunho. “Seems like.” Said Hongjoong coldly.

It’s been 8 months now since you broke up. Hongjoong needed to focus on his career, but he regretted it. He couldn’t explain how he really felt toward you at his time so he just chose an easy option. “Should I go and talk to her?” asked Hongjoong. They all looked at their friend. “Why?” asked Seonghwa. He sighed, “I can’t handle seeing her happy with someone else.” He confessed. “You broke up with her. You can’t ask her to get back to you because you saw that she moved one.” But Hongjoong didn’t care about his opinion and walked up to you. “Of course, that I would like to go in Los Angeles with you!” you said to Hyunjin happily. “Y/N.” interrupted Hongjoong. That was awkward for you, but you tried to manage it well. “Oh, hi Hongjoong.” “What are you doing?” You raised a brow, “what do you mean? I’m eating like you I think.” “I mean with Hyunjin.” He clarified coldly. The boy stood up in front of your ex in a provocative way. “Guys calm down, please.” You grabbed Hyunjin’s hand. Hongjoong noticed it and repeated, “What are you doing with him Y/N?” You sighed, “Hyunjin is my boyfriend.” The leader blinked, it was too late. He hoped that you were just on a date but it’s more intimate than expected. “So please, leave us alone Hongjoong. We broke up so we can’t tell each other what we can do or not anymore.” “Y/N” called your ex. “Please leave.” You insisted, staring at him seriously. Hongjoong looked at you with a sad expression. Before leaving he gave a dead stare to Hyunjin, “if you do something bad to her, I’ll-“ You cut him straight, “he won’t. Just leave now.” Hongjoong went back to his table but grabbed his jacket and went out of the restaurant.

SEONGHWA ft. Chanyeol (EXO)

Seonghwa never stopped to regret you, since your breakup. You were non-stop arguing about his schedule. When he could rest and have fun with you, he just practiced alone in the studio. He always declined all of your propositions. That’s why you argued. Of course, being an idol was his priority but why he was always practicing? One day you confronted him, “Seonghwa! I feel like I’m not even important to you. You are always working” you confessed. “Even the boys are taking a break while you are practicing.” He sighed and threw his bag on the couch angrily, “Y/N! I’m an idol can you stop being so selfish?” he rolled his eyes, “I just get back home and you are yelling at me!” “Then I’ll leave you in peace if is that what you want” you threatened him. “Yes! That’s what I want!” he said. The next time he saw you was when you took all of your stuff back to move on in your own apartment. It’s been 1 year now. Seonghwa couldn’t move on. He tried to call you and text you, but it seems that you changed your phone number, or you blocked him. He couldn’t figure it out. The team members proposed him to go at your apartment, but he rejected this idea.

But today, he was walking to you with a dozen of roses, determined to get you back. He didn’t understand why there was so many boxes in front of your entrance door. “Y/N! You should throw few boxes!” said an unknowing voice. Seonghwa noticed that it was a male voice tone. “Never! I need all these boxes in our new apartment Chanyeol!” you answered. Seonghwa hid behind the wall, listening to the conversation. “I swear you will take more than a half space in our wardrobe.” You pouted, “My clothes are tiny next to yours!” He laughed ang hugged you tightly, “finally we can have our own house.” You nodded, “but don’t forget to comeback home after your practices and your promotions!” you said seriously. “Of course, my love” he kissed your forehead. Seonghwa was so confused. 2 minutes ago, he was ready to get you back and now he was hiding and eavesdropping your conversation with your new boyfriend. “I’ll put these boxes in the car, can you bring all my bathroom stuff? It’s heavy” you asked to Chanyeol. “Sure sweetheart.” As you carried the boxes, you noticed the roses laying on the floor. Your favorite. You put your boxes down, and read the card, “From Seonghwa to Y/N.” Your heart raced, was Seonghwa there? You rushed outside but no sign of him. “Is everything okay honey?” asked Chanyeol seeing your frustration. “Yes. I thought I saw an old friend.” You smiled, hiding the flowers behind your back.

YUNHO ft. Changhyun/IM (Monsta X)

It was a Sunday night, Ateez members were taking a rest day. They enjoyed it, they went to the cinema, restaurant and bowling. Now they went back to the dorm and they all went to their own stuff. Yunho was looking at Atiny’s posts, scrolling about their performance at MAMA 2019. He was laughing and saving screenshots every time the fan joked about Mingi’s abs. When he finally got bored, he was tempted to check your profile. Last time you talked with him was when you inform that you were sending back his grandmother’s necklace. He gifted it to you for your 2nd anniversary. You needed to go in Europe for 6 months, for work. Yunho was okay for a long-distance relationship. It wasn’t a real big deal for him, he was busy with his idol life anyway. But you barely talked for few days, not even texting. The jetlag didn’t help to fix this situation too. When you woke up, he was working. When you got free time, he was sleeping. You could really talk for few hours in weekend, when Yunho was not promoting. One night, he called you to talk about this issue. Even if you both were sad and crying a lot, you decided to stay friend.

That’s why he wasn’t expecting to see your profile status changed from “Single” to “In relationship” so fast. You broke up for 6 months now. He immediately tried to know a bit (even a lot) more about your new boyfriend. The boy noticed that a guy named Changkyun was commenting your pics a lot with nice comments or emojis. He never clicked so fast on a profile. Yunho started to check all of his posts. You were talking a bit with him since you moved to Europe. It seemed that you were just close friends. Until, he saw a pic of you and this Changkhyun. You were on his arms with a shy smile while he hugged you. The caption was “She’s mine”. Yunho saw red instantly. You didn’t cheat on him, but he was mad that another guy was close to you. He inspected his other post, few pics of him, some posts talking about you. Nothing exceptional, just this pic. Yunho decided to send you a direct message. [“Hi Y/N. I need to know. Are you dating this guy? @ChangkhyunMX?”] The 3 dots appeared on the screen. He was so stressed. [“Hi Yunho. Why do you want to know that?”] He took a deep breath, [“I just want to know. Say yes or no…”] You took 2 minutes to reply to his message. [“Yes. He’s my boyfriend”] you typed shyly. Yunho saw your message but he never answered you back. Even if you insisted to know why and how he felt about this, you never saw him on with his main account anymore.

YEOSANG ft. Yugyeom (GOT7)

Ateez members just cameback from their 4 months world tour. They went to Korea, Europe, Japan and US. They became more and more popular every day. Especially Yeosang, his unique voice and charisma are more praised than before. Sadly, fame have a bad effect on him. He started to be a bit too flirty with everyone, never too far because he was faithful to you. But you didn’t like his behavior. Every time he said that he was doing that for his job only. Flirting back with other idols or fans was really a part of his contract? Absolutely not. For this reason, you broke up with him. Now he could focus on his jobs and you could stop being jealous and hurt to every girl he was talking to. You noticed how he seemed to don’t care when you said that you prefer to stay alone than causing dramas. No expression, no sadness, he didn’t even blink at all. You seriously doubted about your relationship with him. Was he lying all the time? Was he really happy with you? Anyways, now it’s over. The detail you didn’t know about was that Yeosang didn’t want to move on. He asked the members, especially his closest friend Wooyoung, some advices. “You should just tell her the truth. The real reason why you didn’t react when she broke up with you.” Said his friend. “Why I should tell her now? It’s been 6 months Woo.” “It’s never too late” said Wooyoung eating his snack. “Okay… you’re right, I’ll go and tell her tomorrow.” Wooyoung growled, “No! Now!” Yeosang sighed but grabbed his coat and headed to your apartment. He forgot how it was close to their dorm.

He knocked at your door, repeating in his head what he could say. “Hello-“ you began as you fixed your hair, “Yeosang? What are you doing here?” “Hello Y/N. I wanted to talk with you.” He scratched his head nervously. “Huh… I think it’s not the right moment“ you said holding your bathrobe. He raised a brow, “what do you mean?” “Babe? Is everything okay?” asked a voice behind you. “Hum, yes Yugyeom, it’s fine.” “Who are you?” asked your boyfriend. “It’s Yeosang” you answered, knowing that Yugyeom was getting jealous. “Oh, the ex-boyfriend.” “Yes whatever… Can I talk with Y/N? In private.” Asked Yeosang annoyed. There was a heavy and awkward tension. Finally, Yugyeom said, “You can talk to me too. She doesn’t hide anything from me.” Yeosang was losing his temper. “I don’t care, I just want to talk with Y/N alone. Can you stop being so possessive?” “Yeo-“ you tried to say. “If you are not happy then leave. She doesn’t need you anymore as you can see.” Said Yugyeom coldly. “Y/N?” Yeosang stared at you. That seemed important but Yugyeom pushed you softly behind him and faced your ex-boyfriend. “Leave now.” “Can you mind your own business?” asked Yeosang. “She’s mine, so it’s my business.” You blushed lightly. You tried to interpose between the 2 boys before it goes too far. “Yeosang you should go. That was a bad idea to come here.” He looked at you sadly but nodded. He gave you a cute smile and headed back to the dorm. “It’s never too late huh, Wooyoung.” Scoffed Yeosang.

Part 2

#ateez #ateez reactions #ateez scenarios #ateez writing #ateez imagines #ateez angst #ateez x reader #ateez x you #ateez hongjoong #ateez seonghwa #ateez yeosang #ateez yunho #stray kids #exo #monsta x #ateez sad #got7

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luminisvii · 4 years

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anyway i’ve been playing three houses on maddening lately because i hate myself, and i also hated looking at tier lists that put some characters who are actually quite bad for high difficulty up top, i made my own tier list of suggested feth characters for if you do a maddening run. this is really just so i can scream about what characters i think are best (spoiler alert: it’s lysithea)

so, here we go, tell’s three houses tier list!

disclaimer: based on personal experience, not all characters have been used on maddening, but i have played the game like... eight times. on my ninth run. so i have some pretty decent data on majority of the characters.

tier is determined by how easy a character is to use, how much investment they require, and stat growths. crests+relics also influence this, since people who can use relics effectively are better. the game tells me not to judge based on crests, but come on!

lords are not included, jeritza is also not because he’s CF post skip exclusive, but come on, we all know where he’d place anyway

the real tier list is this: if you’re playing on normal or hard, literally anyone is fine. follow your heart. invest in who you like. on maddening, you unfortunately need to be a little more discerning. and sometimes, you just get rng screwed, even with the best, so rip lmao

TOP TIER (FOR COOL KIDS ONLY)

-lysithea: the coolest kid, doesn’t need a bed time. obvious bc her spell list and stats and access to relic are great. also look at her. shes bappy. she says so herself in her support with cyril (the only valid cyril support) all jokes aside, she can go down the basic mage line and mow down anyone who comes within her insane range. she also does well as a valkyrie, but with the speed penalty, i don’t recommend her staying in the class for long. just get uncanny blow! then hades will never miss!

-felix: he may be a shadow the hedgehog motherfucker but he has one important thing that shadow doesnt: crest of fraldarius. i guess shadow has a gun, though. felix is just straightforward gameplay baby. you send him at something and it dies. go crest boy go!

-mercedes: im legally obligated to put mercie in here because of her personal, her crest, and fortify. although restore is also super neat! miss mercie is just plain reliable as a healer. easily goes through the priest line to gremory.

-balthus: extremely helpful early game, doesn’t fall off later either. his personal skill of str/def +6 when below half health means he can either straightforwardly tank or just punch shit so hard it doesn’t have a chance to strike back. also gets a relic, healing focus, and a major crest that allows him to heal, so he’s a one man army. he does one thing really well and that’s use his fists to liquefy his opponents. also gets rally strength if you care about that. my favorite strategy with him is to let the damn poison strike archers knock his health down and then just go to town, combined with vantage for REAL fun. forget war monk, this guy should just go to war master

-sylvain: this little slut will join you if you’ve got boobs so he’s real handy to have around. plus he’s got some great qualities: flexible, strong, free relic, and maybe kinda hot i guess. you could make him a paladin, but you should give him a giant lizard. he can basically become any of the master classes with ease, although i would not recommend putting him into magic classes that much unless you wanna do a wholly mage sylvie build. will still perform just fine as a dark mage even without dedicated magery. but seriously, dragon

-petra: you want crit??? you got crit!!! this little lady can not only crit like hell but also dodge tank really well. i had fun making her a falcoknight once and just watching her line it all up and tear it all down. petra is reliable and stronk and also horrible to fight against so just. recruit her, please

-constance: entirely here because of bolting. for the low price of her reason being A you can nuke enemies from across the map. while you could make her the canon class of dark flier, i for one think the warlock line is better, because that’s four uses of bolting and even more if her crest activates. she also has a similar statline to lysithea and hits like a truck with other spells, and with bolting can supply long range support, so really, what’s not to love? the rest of her spells are good too. i go for gremory over dark flier bc while the mobility is great, x4 bolting is even better.

PRETTY GOOD TIER

-ingrid: extremely reliable, only down here instead of in the cool kids category bc her strength kinda sucks. i love ingrid though! she’s got a gambit gimmick and a crest+relic! ingrid with the chalice is super funny and i highly recommend it. i watched her fucking OWN every single siege tome user like that

-ignatz: some will say he sucks. some would argue his utility as a debuffer and rallybot. i will argue this ungodly crit. ignatz is a very luck man, blessed with great opportunities and a base crit value beyond any other. the little man will strike you down in the name of the goddess before you even know what’s going on. with a little help his strength will match the others and if you slap as much crit up on him as possible then it’ll never end. ignatz could be a one man army if he could crit more than one person at once. unfortunately he’s stuck to one divine judgment at a time. you can either use his 55% luck growth and archer level dex to gamble on a high crit rate, or you can stack his personal with another hit +20 to basically never miss anything. if you play deer, this man is a must.

-hilda: the usual, a crest, a relic, good times, a nice personal, but also like. she slaps. in general. pretty sick with an axe but works nicely as almost any physical class (i haven’t tried sword, though) because she naturally goes down the warrior line she can get some real fun times going. or just give her a lizard! women love swarms of lizards. she is a delicate little flower who will end a motherfucker

-ferdinand: fairly reliable as a cavalier class, and comes with some natural dodge tanky capability and access to seteth’s spear of assal and ochain shield which make him restore health like crazy and his personal will stay on. also a counter attack block is nice! he’s got some nice combat arts too. just a pretty straightforward cavalier. good times

-seteth: and while we’re on the crest of cichol, seteth is gonna make sure you never raise a finger against him again. you won’t survive. the only prepromote i use. he has good base stats, good growths, and he just does really well at what he does! he may come in a little late but he’s strong as fuck and is shredded. i tend to favor him over ferdie for the cichol linked items, but also i’m biased towards this anxiety dad, so take that as you will

-marianne: she tends to get left out of the healer talks because like most of the deer, she’s kind of weird. i will make an argument for her. what she lacks in utility she makes up for sheer raw power. while her crest won’t be of much use until very late and even then her sword prowess is not what you should be using her for, her spell list is all high power and she also comes with easy access to silence, which can nicely stall for some time against powerful mage enemies. she also gets a heal to herself if she’s standing next to an animal since all her friends are horses. still kinda slow as most healers are and not as much of a res tank, but a formidable edition nonetheless. blutgang is a good pinch hitter relic as well

-caspar: like most gauntlet users, caspar is good at one thing: punching. he is just really good at it. he’s perfectly geared towards being a war master. and he’ll perform that very well. he gets healing focus as one of his arts, so he can run off on his own if he wants. solidly reliable, will work at just. punching. go short king!

-yuri: the man’s utility is unrivaled. he’d go top tier if it weren’t for the fact that he’s got unreliable strength/magic growths. he could go either way as a physical attacker or a mage, but he naturally fits well in the assassin class along with trickster, and even dancer if you like (i’m trying that and honestly the male dancer animation is so sad. like. why can’t you put as much energy into it as the women.) but this man can go. hes fast. he’ll fuck you up

-hubert: while not as hard hitting as lysithea, the man still fucks things up with dark magic like she does. he lacks her double crests but he makes up for it by still smacking people’s nuts clean off and with the added bonus of range and debuffs dark magic provides. even better, you can make him a dark mage/bishop! however points off because they won’t let me stack fiendish blow. love u vampire man!!! unfortunately locked to CF so rip.

NICE TIER:

-lorenz: i adore him but hes a little unreliable as things go. in house, hes the better paladin than leonie, and his personal grants him a nice damage bonus with a battalion. lorenz shines as a dark knight the most, he has a heavy hitting spell list and if you really want to, thyrsus is technically his relic even though everyone puts it on lysithea! i really like him and he can perform really well but unfortunately like most of the deer he is Weird and this can put him in strange places with his growths. tis a cruel world, being a lorenz stan!

-dorothea: also suffers from strange statline. for some reason they’re pushing sword with her. honestly, because she’s outperformed by other mages, even on black eagles i tend to put her into dancer and kinda forget about her. she has quite a bit in heavy hitting spells and her personal skill grants a very nice mini heal to people around her, but honestly, i usually favor lysithea over her. she functions best as pure support but can still pull through on the offense. sadly, the competition is really rough.

-ashe: does his job, and does it well. not as heavy of a hitter as some of his fellow archers, but still good nonetheless, and has access to deadeye for extra range (although don’t count on it on maddening). his personal means he can unlock things no matter what class he’s in, so you can focus on others! i personally think that, you guessed it, he should get a giant lizard.

-annette: she does well, sadly outperformed by other house mages. functions as a rallybot and gets crusher if you care about that. i missed crusher completely in my first lions run, whoops, and then in my second one i had constance so uh. sorry, annette! she’s so very sweet, but her spell list has her down here.

-leonie: im hiding before the leonie stans get me. sure, like sylvain, she has his ability and shared flexibility for any class, but unlike sylvain she lacks power, a crest, and a relic. i see people keep arguing that she’s a massive damage dealer, but i honestly never see it. she falls off damage wise really quick, even if she’s got more than enough speed to deal with it. she’s basically just a lamer sylvain or ingrid without the crest abilities that those two have to make them stronger. what? the game keeps TELLING me crest = bad but as far as i can tell, all the best characters have one! on maddening GD, she’ll be good at first, but she’ll drop.

-dedue: i would rank this man higher since i simply adore him but he’s SUPER difficult for me to use. his defense is unrivaled, this man will flinch at nothing, but his speed is almost always shit and he tends to get nuked from orbit by mages. i love him, i really do, but man he can be a lot to manage. he does really well early game but can’t keep up. which is a shame, i really like him :(

-flayn: she has quite a bit of capability with rescue and fortify, and her major crest means her healing is even more potent. however she’s a little slow, extremely fragile, joins low leveled after you’ve already invested in a different healer, and is not very strong. she IS a res tank, though, and learns seal magic, which adds to her res tanking capability. she also synergizes with the caduceus staff, so she can be very self sufficient, and hit from farther away! flayn does very well. the major penalty is a lackluster spell list and significant investment buy in.

-hapi: she’s… weird. i like hapi quite a bit but she’s got it worse than lorenz in terms of stat growth. her personal ability makes her an extreme aggro target for monsters and she can’t even avoid their attacks, and the bonus damage it grants unfortunately isn’t better than fellow DLC mage constance, who hits harder just out of sheer momentum. for having a healing crest, she doesn’t have a particularly interesting white magic line. her dark magic grants her utility similar to hubert, but she’s slower and can’t quite strike like he does. sadly miss hapi has to be down here. id like to put her higher but boy did she struggle

-raphael: well, he’ll do his job. he’s only beat by caspar since caspar has a little bit better tools at his disposal, but they’re basically the same character. raph will do very good at punching the living shit out of things. starts off better than caspar, but unfortunately in my current run i have balthus so raph had to get benched

YOU CAN DO BETTER TIER

-bernadetta: she’ll work alright, but only with lots of attention, and her personal doesn’t seem to make up the difference. for a sniper she seems to have far less hit than her rivals in ashe and ignatz, especially since ignatz makes him more reliable. her crest doesn’t actually grant her much since it has such a low trigger rate and by the time it does work she probably already can double. also she gains no levels between pre and post skip which is hilarious but like. HELLO? ive also been told she has the worst starting stats. personally, i only use her on BE runs. i know she’s a popular character and a lot of people rank her highly for persecution complex and the fact that she learns both encloser and deadeye, but deadeye is unreliable in maddening and she’s a lot of work to keep up with the others.

-cyril: he can become a killer, he honestly does really well, but he starts so far behind you need to invest a significant amount into him. i don’t recall him having a particularly stellar combat art line either, but if you choose to put in all the work of catching the kid up, he will do well. but it’s not worth it most of the time. i use him on church route runs bc it feels right. on other runs, you’ll already have someone who fits his niche--the guy becomes a wyvern rider, and the likes of sylvain can do much better in this line.

-linhardt: kind of a shittier flayn, without fortify or rescue. lackluster spell list for both black and white, and terrible growths. he’ll do fine if you play eagles, but if you’re going to import a healer, mercie or flayn is the better option.

-anna: oh lord, anna is difficult. her offensive stats are horrendous. flayn hits harder than her. with her unique stat line, inability to get supports, weakness in authority, and all around just odd set up, anna is not a reliable character and you should use yuri instead. they’ve basically got the same crest.

DIDN’T USE SO NO OPINION TIER:

-hanneman

-manuela (heard she’s not good anyway)

-alois

-gilbert

-catherine

-shamir

(yes there’s a trend to this which is past FEs have trained me away from using prepromotes!)

and there we go! im still biased towards GD but the characters who do best are the ones who have a clear class line to follow and a statline that matches it.

#don't tell me tell #i should just write ridiculous game guides and analysis at this point #i enjoy it even if no one reads it

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jinmukangwrites · 5 years

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Cub

((I promise I had this named Cub before Ort posted their fic!!!!! I swear I’m not purposely naming this fic after theirs, just the title “Cub” works really well with this fic and what im going for and i really dont want to change it. if ort wants me to change it i will))

Prompt: it's not exactly how the prompt wants it, but I had a lot of fun writing it so I hope you'll be happy with this.

Summary: He's the Hero of the Wild, it's only fair that the creatures get to know him.

Notes: this is the most fluff you guys are going to get out of me. There is angst, but not a terrible amount. I had to put a certain hc in this fic... I had loads of fun with the perspectives, it's interesting trying to write in the mindset of creatures instead of humans.

Warnings: brief mentions of physical/emotional abuse towards a child from a parent, extreme fluff, both emotional fluff and animal fluff, Jin struggling to write happy things, Jin struggling to not kill Wild, Jin being Jin.

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On a clear, bright, and beautiful night, something magical happens. There's a house sitting in the middle of a field of golden wheat, miles from any cities or civilization. The castle is a far off dream, though the people who live in this house don't mind one bit.

Animals don't usually come here, the scarecrows warn against the birds and the men have bows and arrows. The wolves know by now that the sheep in the barn are off limits, the foxes know that the cuccos are well protected, the rabbits don't dare to nibble on the crops for fear of an arrow piercing their hearts. They make their homes in the forest and they don't go near that house, but tonight… they get a feeling. Something important is happening.

The stars are bright as the stag and his herd step carefully through the golden fields, the moon glitters in the alpha wolf's eyes as his pack approaches through the shadows. The birds land on the roof of the house and bats flutter around. Not a single animal attacks each other, not even the mother bear who arrives with her cubs give the boar a second glance. A squirrel scrambles up the wall of the home and pokes its nose against the glass window from the ledge it sits on. The inside of the house is bright and warm, and across the room is a cracked open door, a man sits besides it with his head in his hands. There's yelling and swearing on the other side of the door, though it's not terrified, it's full of pain but also love.

A beautiful creature jumps up besides the squirrel, it's fur glows and it's eyes are bright and wise. It tilts its head the moment the screaming turns into an infant's healthy cry. The man jumps from his chair and runs into the room, and there is a glimpse of a woman laying exhausted in her bed as a dirty and red baby screams as a towel is wiped across it's squirming body.

Oh, the animals think, this is very important.

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A child, just a toddler. His hair is growing long, the owl thinks. Too long for normal Hylian boys his age, though the owl supposes that's nothing out of the ordinary, the child is very special.

The owl sits upon an apple tree branch and watches with wide and very wise eyes as the child swings a wooden sword against a scarecrow in the field. He has gotten the sword as a present from his father just a few days prior and already the child is exceptional at swordplay. The owl thinks that one day the child will grow up one day to become a very, very strong man.

"Link!" The mother calls from her house, her stomach is round, heavy with another miracle, "you're father is leaving! Come wish him goodbye!"

The child looks up from his swordplay and grins before it sprints away towards his home. He dances around the fathers legs, lifting their tiny arms and tugging on the tunic of the father. The father smiles and riffles the boys hair before he fixes the sword strap around his shoulder. "You be good to your mother," he says, "and maybe someday you'll come with me."

"Honey," the mother says, there's a tightness to her smile but the father laughs and kisses it away.

"Bye daddy! Bye bye byeee!" The child sings and the father runs a knuckle over his head kindly. The child grins and waves the little wooden sword in the air.

"When I get back, I'll teach you how to use that, okay?" The father says. "You'll become a knight like your old man."

The mother's lips thin but she doesn't say anything because the child is cheering now and hugging his father's legs tightly.

Then the father leaves not long after, and life continues as normal. The owl hoots and flies away.

-o-o-o-o-

The boy is hurt, the fox relizes. She was going through bushes, looking for a rabbit hole or an easy mouse to grab, when her ears perk up to the sound of a cry. Now, she's no fool, she would never approach a child of any species. Mothers can get furious easily, and fathers are quick release their fangs and claws. Hylian children are on a whole other level.

Yet, this boy is alone. She can see him curled up in front of a tree sobbing into his hands. The smell of blood hits her nose and sends the hairs on her back standing. She gently pads forward, careful to not step on any twigs and let herself be found quite yet. As she gets closer she can see where the smell of blood is coming from; there's a long slice going down his arm, allowing precious fluid to escape and stain his sleeves. It looks painful, she wonders what could have hurt a child so small.

The boy continues to cry and no mother or father are coming to comfort him, so she decides it's safe to do so herself. She lets her paws drop more firmly onto the ground and the boy looks up at her with the bluest eyes, rimmed red from his tears. She continues towards him and lays down next to his head, he continues to watch her with silent tears streaming down his face.

She yips at him, trying to tell him that he will be okay, but Hylians cannot understand animals. He seems to calm down though and he smiles at her. He hesetatly reaches out and she allows him to stroke her head. She lifts her snout and gently licks at the wound on his arm, he doesn't move away from her.

After she's content with cleaning his wound she scoots forward. The boy takes the invitation and gathers her into his arms and cuddles her close to his chest.

"Thank you," he says, and his voice is so mature for a Hylian his age.

They stay like that for quite awhile, comfortable and content, his eyes slowly drying, until a voice breaks through the air.

"Link!" A woman calls out, sounding worried.

"Link! Get over here!" A man shouts.

The fox jumps out from his arms and he makes a distressed noise, but the fox knows she cannot be around when the parents find their cub. They will think she hurt the child, and they'll lash out without any hesitation. She jumps into the bushes just as two adult Hylians come into view, sprinting. The mother grabs at the child and cups his face, talking quickly and worriedly as the father stands off to the side, breathing hard and looking angry.

The father's hand lashes out and grabs the child's arm, looking at the exposed wound roughly, too roughly. The fox almost jumps out and snarls at him when she sees the child wince.

"I taught you how to block that move," the father growls and the fox feels her hackles rise. She doesn't like how the child looks down, as if ashamed.

"Don't get mad at him," the mother snaps and tears the child away from the father. She looks at the cut, more gently. "He's three-years-old, he can't use the sword like you."

The father glares down at the woman. "If he's going to be a knight, he has to start now and work hard."

The mother returns his glare and gathers the child into her arms, picking him up and placing him on her hip. "Who says he has to be a knight?"

"If he's my son he will be," the father says. "You want to be a knight, right Link?"

The small child nods slowly and the mother frowns as the father grins triumphantly.

The mother and father begin to walk away back towards where there house must be, arguing back and forth, and the fox is left sitting there, watching as the child pokes his head over his mother's shoulder, waving sadly.

-o-o-o-o-

Goats are not very intelligent creatures, but they do really love their owners. They love the grass they get fed, they love their haircuts, they love their exercise. As long as they have space to roam and a source of food, they will love most everything. The farm they live on belongs to a nice family of four. They see the oldest woman and her youngest daughter the most, but sometimes the male and his son come into the fields to fix the fences or pull weeds.

Right now, the big male is holding up a bit of the fence as the son wraps a strand of wire around it to keep it standing. The goats all shift with each other and look at the fence with little interest as they continue to munch on the yummy grass.

"We will leave to the Zora's Domain next week," the adult male speaks, his voice is low and gravely, some of the goats flick their ears to it.

"Harvest starts next week," the son says softly. It's a bit deeper than the last time the goats have heard it, though not like any of the goats care. The grass is too delicious.

"And?" Male asks.

"Well… I was thinking I could stay this year… and help Mom and Angie out."

There's… some sort of tense atmosphere that blankets the land. Some of the goats lift their heads nervously as the grass somehow doesn't taste the greatest anymore. One goat looks at the two owners in anxious curiosity. The adult male is staring at the son with a tight jaw. His posture almost reminds the goat of a wolf or something like it.

"Your relationship with Princess Mipha is very important," the adult says slowly, "it is why the Captain invites you every year."

"Yeah but-"

"Don't interrupt me," the adult snarls and the son backs up with his hands raised in surprise. The wire snaps and the chunk of fence falls to the ground with a crash. Both the adult and the son fall silent. The goats look to and from each other, some making nervous baying, others kicking the ground. The adult rubs his face and takes a deep breath. "You are coming."

"I want to help mom-"

"Link, you're coming."

"But the harvest-"

"LINK!" The adult snarls and a goat jumps and runs a few feet in a random direction. The son falls silent, his mouth shuts with a snap. The adult glares at him before he sighs. "You have to go on these things if you want to be a knight, son."

The son looks down to the ground. Mumbles. A goat flicks its ear, though it's not like the goats are interested in what has been said anyway.

"What was that?" The adult asks.

"I… don't want to be a knight… anymore..."

Smack.

The goats bay loudly in surprise and a few jolt as if they're about the run away in terror as the son falls to his backside, his hand on his reddening cheek and eyes wide.

"You will be joining me to the Zora's Domain," the adult says, his voice eerily steady and calm, "do you understand?"

The son nods and slowly stands up. A goat goes down to munch on the grass again, thinking that maybe the weird tension has finally calmed down.

"Tell me the rules."

"D-don't get in anyone's way."

More goats go back down to the grass.

"And?"

"Don't talk unless told to."

The grass is very good.

"And?"

Very, very good. All the goats are eating again, as they should.

"Make you proud..."

-o-o-o-o-

The stable dog's name is Cherry, and he's a very good boy. That's at least what his master has told him. He likes to spend his time laying in the sun and getting pets from guests. The horses are all very nice to him though the cuccos are a bit rude. He once tried to play with one and he got his nose pecked. Cuccos are mean.

He hears movement behind him and he opens his mouth, panting excitingly. He loves guests. They like to pet him and give him food. He gets up and spins around to see a blond haired boy swinging a sword back and forth in silence. The boy is very interesting, he looks almost like a kid but he acts like a grown up. He's always standing quietly and doing what he's told, though Cherry has caught the boy staring at him multiple times.

Right now, the boy is alone. The sun is going down and most guests are getting dinner or going to bed. Cherry wants to play with this one.

Cherry shakes out his fur and pads over to the boy. The boy blinks down at him and swings his sword again, though he stumbles just a little. His jaw tightens and he looks above Cherry to an imaginary target and ignores the dog.

That won't do. Cherry wants to play.

Cherry jumps in the air and barks, but the boy just scowls and continues his practices. Won't do. Won't do at all. He lets out a whine and falls onto his back, kicking his legs in the air and letting his tongue loll out cutely—the way most guests find adorable—and he wags his tail when the boy looks down at him again.

Finally, the boy smiles and puts the sword away after he looks around him and sees that there is no one else around. Cherry squirms in victory when the boys hands go onto his stomach and start rubbing gently. Cherry can already tell that the boy is very kind. He loves this boy already.

"Link," a deep voice growls.

The boy jumps up like he's been burned and spins around. Cherry twists his body to see a man standing a few feet away looking very angry. Cherry rolls to his feet and whines but the boy ignores him and folds his arms across his body. Cherry instantly quiets down, knowing something bad is happening.

"Did I tell you you can stop practicing?" The man asks. Cherry doesn't like this man. Cherry does not like him at all.

"I'm sorry," the boy says quietly.

It's silent for just a second before the man suddenly lunges and punches the boy in the gut, or he would have if the boy hadn't whipped his arms out and expertly blocked the blow. Cherry scrambles backwards in surprise and barks, but he goes ignored as the man continues to attack the boy.

"Da- sir," the boy grunts as he blocks another ruthless blow. "I'm tired- can we-"

"Did I give you permission to speak!?"

The boy shuts his mouth with a click and the brutal fight continues. Cherry's tail sinks down beneath his legs and fear makes him whine. The man is still attacking and the boy is slowing down and starting to get hit. Cherry likes the boy, and it makes his whole body flinch when the boy takes a blow to the stomach, bringing a whimper out of him.

Cherry is a good boy. Cherry doesn't bite guests. But something takes over him and suddenly he's launching himself at the man. His jaw snaps closed around an evil arm and the man howls in well deserved pain.

-o-o-o-o-

"You pulled the sword?"

Izzy, a cat who lives in the castle, stops when she hears the hushed voice somewhere down the corridor. Curious, she pads forward and sits when she sees a man talking down to a young man. In the young man's arms is the most beautiful sword Izzy has ever seen… not that it matters. It's just shiny. She kind of wants to go over and swat at it.

"You know what this means, do you?"

The young man nods, his fingers are trembling. Strange, though that's not important to Izzy.

"You will bring the family name fame for years to come. This is what I have been training you for. What has the King said?"

"I'm to become Princess Zelda's personal appointed knight."

The man laughs and rubs his chin. Getting bored, Izzy brings her paw to her face and licks at her toes.

"Amazing. The rules are even more important now, son, don't forget them. You must keep up the image I have made for you now more than ever."

"Yes, sir."

The man reaches over and ruffles the young man's hair, but the young man simply stands still and stoney faced during what should have been an intimate gesture. Okay, now Izzy has completely lost interest in what's going on. She yawns and turns to leave.

-o-o-o-o-

The vulture is a sign of death, and he thinks there is plenty signs of that right now, but he's not dumb. The thing bringing death is evil and it won't let him eat, it will just kill him too. The sky is red and fire blazes and he just wants to fly away, but he's blinded by a golden light as he flies, a strong, powerful, hopeful golden light. It scares him more than anything, he doesn't stick around to find out what the light was.

-o-o-o-o-

The wolf is the most powerful creature in the wild, or that's what this wolf thinks. He wonders alone and hunts alone and is perfectly content doing so. The world is so wide and he's the king of it. He owns the forest, he owns the ruins, he lives and goes where he wants because no one, not even the monsters, will dare challenge him.

He has his territory, anything that goes in it dies.

He's wondering his forest, looking for a bite of food, when he sees something he rarely sees anywhere. A Hylian.

It's male and skinny and wearing horribly tattered clothes, not providing a smidge of protection for it's ugly bare skin. It is walking like a newborn, stumbling and panting. The wolf narrows its eyes. He's seen starvation before, and this Hylian clearly is suffering from it. Many have, he's seen so many Hylians collapse and whither away in the past few years.

Yet, this one seems special, important, even as the Hylian trips over its feet and lands on the ground hard. Even as it stills and clenches it's fists and screams into the dirt in anguish.

The wolf should kill it. Put it out of its misery… but that feeling that this one is special sticks around stubbornly. He growls to himself and turns away.

The sun sinks lower to the ground by the time he returns. The Hylian is still there, completely still, just blinking. The wolf sighs through the dead rabbit in its jaws and walks closer to the Hylian. It looks at him, startled, but too exhausted to do anything. The wolf sets the rabbit carcass down and the Hylian does nothing but stare.

The wolf huffs. Of course. The Hylian needs a fire to eat meat. How pathetic.

He turns and picks up a stick in his mouth, feeling humiliated but also that he needs to do this, and sets it down next to the Hylian. He goes and picks up another, and another, and another, until there's a small pile by the Hylian. Now it's up to it to eat. The wolf can't start a fire, he can't bring the Hylian all the way there.

He sits down and stares as it slowly blinks, then it's hand lifts and it's pushing itself up so it's sitting hunched back against a tree. With hands shaking, the Hylian reaches into its bag and pulls out a small black rock and a dagger. It takes a few tries, but soon there's a fire and the smell of cooking meat.

The Hylian eats, and when it looks up again, the wolf is gone, having finished what he felt he needed to do.

-o-o-o-o-

The horse is annoyed. Here she is, just wanting to nibble on the grass when all of a sudden a skinny person jumps on her back and grabs her hair. She's strong, she's wild, and he's weak. She kicks him off and he goes flying. She huffs and glares at him, but he's grinning and standing up from where he's landed, mud splashed against his face, making him look untamed.

She snorts and trots a distance away and continues to eat, but that's interrupted by the same skinny body and impish grin. She bucks him off and is extremely satisfied when she sees his own face screw up in annoyance. Good. He better be annoyed. It's only fair since he's ruining her lunch.

She trots away again, third time's a charm. Or it should be. Because once again the small body jumps on her back and clutches onto her hair. She doesn't even react. She just turns and glares at him.

He gives her a look, letting her know that she's not going to get rid of him.

Sighing in defeat, she shakes her head and let's him soothe her hair behind her ears. It kind of feels good... Though, the moment the small body gets off hers she's going to sprint away. She'll let him think he's won for now.

He rides her all the way to a small stable in the middle of the field. She can feel him get ready to jump off and she's about to bolt when he suddenly loses balance and tumbles hard onto the ground, an apple rolls from his hand.

Intrigued, she goes towards the apple and ignores the little person as he scrambles to his feet and brushes off his pants. He grabs the apple before she can get to it and holds it up in a teasing manner.

"If you want apples, you have to stay with me."

She glares at him. Who does this boy think he is? Does he really think she can be bribed with apples?

She eats it. Gets a new saddle. He calls her Zoie. As long as she gets apples she doesn't care. No, she doesn't care for the small person at all…

-o-o-o-o-

The cub is freezing, the bear thinks. The clouds rush above them and rain pelts down, soaking the world. Even she is cold, and she has thick fur to protect her. But this cub doesn't have fur, he's naked except for the strange cloth on his body. She can see him shivering beneath a tree canopy, rubbing his hands and glaring at the grass. The poor cub, she thinks.

She's about to leave it at that, she has her own cubs to think about back at the cave. She has to get food for her own, not this strange cub who looks like he won't survive the night with this rain.

Oh whose she kidding?

She goes through the undergrowth and approaches him. The moment the cub sees her his eyes widen and he jumps to his feet, a sword is drawn.

Not that it would do anything to her, he's weak and she's strong. The fear in his eyes confirms that he knows this. The wolves think they own the land, but the bear owns the wild. Nothing is stronger than she is.

She continues to approach and he sinks down to the ground, as if accepting his fate, but she doesn't bite his head off like what he must think. No, she grabs him by that strange cloth behind his neck and starts to drag him like she would with any other cub. He makes a surprised noise and a strange protest, but she ignores him and continues to gently carry him over to her home in the face of a cliff.

Her cubs make excited noises when they see the one in her mouth and they accept him willingly when she lays down and pushes them all against her, trying to keep them all warm. The strange cub stays very still for a very long time before she feels him relax and slowly fall asleep. She huffs and memorizes his scent, he's hers now. A child of the wild. He has a long road ahead of him, she's sure. But… she just knows he'll do just fine. Call it a mother's instinct.

-o-o-o-o-

The birds love to fly, but there is one place they never go. It's that really tall pointy thing in the middle of the fields. There's evil that lives there and strange monsters that like to shoot fire from their eyes. No way, they would like to keep their feathers on their bodies thank you very much.

But one day, that evil goes away with a grand explosion of golden light. It's so pure, and so beautiful. They watch as the great beast is taken down and destroyed, as light returns to the land. They fly, fly towards that structure and they wonder why they thought it was evil. It isn't, it's just a building. As they fly, they see a small Hylian. Two of them. One with a beautiful sword on it's back and the other with the face of a goddess.

Something special has happened, they think. Something very, very special.

-o-o-o-o-

"Wild, don't-"

The sound of a Hylian's voice is all the warning the stag gets before he's pounced on. Legs straddle his body and hands grab at his horns and he runs.

There's laughter coming from the person on his back, but the stag isn't happy at all.

-o-o-o-o-

For all of Wild's life, he has known the animals. They have always been there for him when people weren't, they have always brought him comfort, food, shelter, something to kill the boredom. He feels connected to them, even the ones he kills for food. He whispers thanks to them as he ends their lives, and he promises not to waste a single bit of their bodies. It's the least he can do, he thinks.

He's the Hero of the Wild, after all. The wild is his home, and the creatures that roam it are his brothers and sisters. It's strange, he knows, but he wouldn't ask for it to be any different.

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savnofilter · 4 years

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!! She said - I didnt want to say anything more about the drama cause I am honestly extremely over it, but you are completely right. This is exactly what she is doing. And she KNOWS that.

thats her message directed to my friend twice.

heres the screenshots of her coming back again to say the same thing again.

not to mention based on the diction from the original ask, i know its bob. because its the same diction used on the anonymous hate i received not too long back. and the same diction i was communicating with.

just because you have screenshots doesnt show the whole narrative. you took bits and pieces of the times i was present in conversation, and any person would be confused to what the fuck is going on. i dont know if youre upset that i actually own up to my mistakes, but im not some heartless "discord gremlin" like you people want to believe.

im not playing a victim, and someone making a HATE post about me does make me one ah... 😂 you got stuff mixed up man....

i dont get how im using it for clout? thought itd be the other way around. because what would i need it for? i never @ed you a single time, and im not even active on ao3 lol. and it just shows yall are stalking my blog. just like on my server, waiting for me to fuck up. like on my blog ready for me to slip up. its strange that youd be on my posts like

that. because you even implied that my shit is trash LOL so theres not reason why you should even responding to a post...? on my blog?? girl what... if i was such a "manipulator", why didnt i make the callout post first? if i wanted to absolutely fool my followers (yup because you think that theyre that dumb) i wouldve @ed you and everything!! not.

i write because i want to make stories and share it with people. im nice to people because theyre nice to me. i like letting people know their important. idk if you think its fake because i am no longer nice to you, but im friends with almost everyone i meet so take that with what you will...

you dont accuse people or use strong definitions to describe someone because they have beef with your friend. you pretend like i cant be upset and i have every right because all you guys are doing are twisting my words because you guys dont like me and feel everyone else shouldnt either.its always, "what did sav say" "its not what you said its how you say it" but no one gives a fuck how they come to me. no one gives a fuck "how they say it" to me. if i feel defensive of course im going to get cold.

EDIT: its called watching porn and reading,, doujins. unless you do those off incog then youre a real troop. on any day you will see the incognito tab guy at the top of my screen LMAO. and my friend sent that and i had to protect her privacy ahah. also im sure you cant copy and paste? id know because when i first got tumblr, id try copy and pasting blog names but itd never works so i had to get the app.😔 plus im not tryna have some person in my actual life got pulled into bullshit. im not hearing anything until someone tells me dude. and i cant go on my inbox either? and those screenshots were from when you sent them if you checked the timestamp lol.

you say that we're children but you attack us. 🤔😂 vent is supposed to be where you share whats troubling you and when people attack you instead of course someone is going to get defensive. arguing with people in vent is so inappropriate, and im really speechless. if you were trying to really "open" her eyes, you had to send it twice? if youre easily angered by someone saying they dont like people celebrate early than thats your prerogative.

dont try to claim harassment when you made a post about me first, sent your minions after me. you know whats harassment? coming into my server the sole purpose to basically get me annoyed and fuck up, make posts and reply to hateful messages like "yes yes hate sav the cunt child!" this is me defending myself. if you were truly done youd stop. bbs.

stop trying to push this weird narrative that i dont give a fuck that i hurt peoples feelings. ive explained it all dude. its up to you if you dont want to believe but im just going to ask kindly that you stop dude. you dont create this demonizing post, delete my replies and everything ive said, block me and say, iM oVeR iT, and proceed to talk shit about me behind a block? stop acting like that post wasnt an act of just pure hate. like you got what you wanted, i just ask that you stop.

i said i was going to drop it and you responded so... im done because you and your people want to believe that im terrible person, its fine. at the end of the day i know me and the people who know me will stick with me. i just ask that you stop and i'll delete my stuff if you delete yours. best of wishes dude. 💃🏽

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captain-kingliamsqueen · 5 years

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Let’s Go On An Adventure - Until We Meet Again - Part 1

Pairing: Liam x MC

Summary: …DISTANCE MEANS SO LITTLE, WHEN SOMEONE MEANS SO MUCH!

When King Liam manages to break free from his Marriage to madeleine and takes a trip to new York for the biggest UN event of the century. What happens when his suitcase doesn’t make it to new York with him. when a stranger comes to his rescue to find appropriate clothing for the Event. What happens when he meets the woman of his dreams but she already has a home along with a Mutli-billion dollar business in New York.

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Two weeks had gone by.

Two weeks since Liam had his divorce from madeleine finalised. That awful marriage his father and Regina had forced him into over a year ago. He spent the first year of his reign as king…depressed…lonely...he wanted more than a queen for Cordonia, he wanted a wife…a mother for his children…someone to love him just as much as he loved her. He was brought up on the basis that his life was not his own, he didn’t have the luxury of falling in love. Everything he done would be for his country. He had spent the past year consistently disagreeing with madeleine, arguing with her over the littlest things. The last straw was when he had been in Prague for two weeks, he returned to see that madeleine had totally refurbished his mothers’ study, having all her things either thrown into storage if she thought it was worth keep, or thrown in the trash if she thought it wasn’t worth anything. The fight that took place shook the palace, all the staff were sent home by Liam to avoid any further embarrassment to the crown;

Liam had just got off the long flight from Prague, he sat in the back of the SUV, with his head leaned back, eyes closed. He hadn’t spoken to madeleine in days, even then it was a brief conversation about the upcoming ball. After a forty-minute journey in the car, the car pulled up at the palace. After Liam was informed that they had reached the palace, he opened his eyes and sat up, removing his seatbelt. As he looked out the window, he frowned seeing a large removal van sitting in front of the palace doors.

“Bastian…what on earth is she doing?”

“I have no idea your Majesty…” Bastian replied confused as to what was going on. The two men climbed out of the car and headed towards the doors, it was when Liam passed the open doors to the Van that his rage raised from zero to one hundred…the furniture from his mother’s study. As two men walked out through the front doors, carrying the large wooden rocking chair, the one she had cuddling him to sleep in, many nights when he was just a baby.

“stop right there!” he demanded, the two men quickly putting the chair down and bowing.

“what on earth are you doing with this furniture?”

“Her Majesty the Queen asked us to remove it all…” one of them replied, shaking as he spoke

“well, your king is asking you to put it all back…immediately!”

“of course, Your Majesty” the two men started on their new mission, to put all the furniture back. Liam made his way into the palace, headed down the first hall towards the door at the very end, one he had over the past year found himself walking through, a lot. He walked in to see the room had been filled with all new furniture, all his mothers’ journals…gone, all her paintings…gone! It was just then that Madeleine walked through the door.

“ah, your back!” she smiled

“HOW DARE YOU!! HOW VERY DARE YOU!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?!”

“Liam will you please calm down, I was just re-decorating, this room was looking a little Shabby and old”

“IT WAS MY MOTHERS! THIS WAS ALL I HAD LEFT OF HER MADELENE!!...BASTIAN!” he called for his security. Bastian was in the room within seconds.

“tell the staff to go home”

“but yo-”

“Bastian! Tell them to go home! All of them!!”

“of course,” he nodded then left the room.

The room stayed silent until Liam got word that everyone had left…then he let her have it.

“WHERE ARE MY MOTHERS THINGS?”

“THEY’RE IN STORAGE, LIAM!” she shouted back.

“YOU HAD NO RIGHT! NO DAMN RIGHT TO TOUCH ANY OF THIS!!”

“Why are you sending all of the staff home?”

“BECAUSE…MADELEINE, I’M DONE! YOU’RE DONE! WE ARE DONE! WE ARE FUCKING FINISHED! YOU HAVE UNTIL I RETURN FROM RESTORING WHAT YOU’VE FUCKED UP TO GET YOUR SHIT PACKED AND LEAVE! GET OUT OF MY PALACE”

“LIAM! YOU’RE OVER EXAGGERATING!”

“NO! IM SICK AND FUCKIN TIRED OF ALL OF YOUR SHIT MADELEINE! IM DONE! I WILL HEAR NOTHING MORE! GET OUT OF MY FACE!”

“BU-”

“GET OUT!!” after madeleine left the room, Liam slammed the door shut behind her. He had never felt so angry in his life. After giving himself the chance to calm down, he called for Bastian to come into the room.

“get Andrew here, in the next thirty minutes…I’m filing for divorce.”

After having the divorce finalised, Liam went into a bit of a funk with his friends, as much as he despised the woman, he was now a twenty-six-year-old, single, divorced man. When Drake, Bertrand and Maxwell found out that Liam was due to attend an event with the UN in New York, they proposed a plan to Liam, to go a few days before the event, allowing them time to go out and have a guys night, go to a bar, get some drinks, just get away from all of the politics for a night. Liam quickly agreed to the plan.

The four of them had not long landed in New York, once they landed the guys all headed to the baggage reclaim to collect their cases from the carousel. They watched as everyone collected their bags and cases, Drake collected his large black case…followed by Maxwell’s, bright green one then Bertrand’s brown case. One by one the carousel emptied, Liam frowned as it stopped moving…empty of all the bags.

“no…not now…not today” Liam groaned as he headed over to a member of the airport security. He informed the young man of his missing case, but the guy just shrugged him off…not really caring “sometimes it’s just delayed, or if it’s been missed it will come in on the next plane.”

“I NEED that case!” Liam informed him.

“well, there’s nothing I can do about it, sir.”

“nothing you can do?” Liam repeated after him, condescendingly.

“Listen man! Do you know who this guy is!? He’s a king…” Drake stepped up

“right…” he laughed “and I’m Obama!”

“ha ha funny guy! listen, I’m not joking! He’s royalty…he's here for an event with the UN”

“listen I don’t care who you are…you want your suitcase back, all I can do is direct you to the main desk, you can leave your number with them, they’ll call you if they find it!”

“come on, Liam…why don’t we go to the hotel, get some food, maybe it will come in on the next flight!?” Maxwell stated, after Liam agreed the four then headed straight for the hotel, they unpacked, ate, then wound down for the night. The next day, Liam called the airport to find out if his suitcase had come in on another flight…but to his dismay, it was a no show, he got himself some clothes from the hotel boutique then headed down to a local bar with the men for dinner and drinks.

They were greeted upon walking through the doors, by a young brunette.

“good evening gentleman, there’s a free table just over there for you, why don’t you sit yourself down and I’ll be over to take your orders in just a moment.”

“Thank you, may I ask your name?” Liam asked

“it’s Allie” she smiled

“well Allie, it’s great to meet you”

“it’s great to meet you…”

“Liam”

“well, it’s great to meet you, Liam”

Once Liam and the guys got seated Allie headed behind the bar to get her notepad, then made her way over to the table where they sat.

“so, what can I get you guys?”

“we’ll just have four of your best burgers, and four glasses of whiskey” Drake smirked as he ordered for everyone.

“okay, coming right up so are you guys here on business or pleasure?”

“both” they all replied at the same time

“I see” she smirked then headed to go and put their order in.

It was about 20 minutes later than Allie brought their food to the table. As she walked over, she overheard their conversation.

“so, what are you going to do about your suitcase? It’s got your suit for tomorrow night in it” Drake asked

“I’m gonna have to try and find someone that can pull one together for me, in not even twenty-four hours…”

“I think I seen a store just down the block that had some nice ones in the window.”

“Drake…Liam can’t just turn up to the UN party in any suit! He can’t just wear any suit from a regular high street.”

Allie began putting their plates in front of them.

“what happened to your suitcase?” she asked

“it got lost on the way here, never made it to the airport.” Liam sighed

“oh no, they can’t track it down?”

“apparently not, no”

“that’s, awful I’m sorry your trip started off so badly, so you must be a big shot huh? Getting an invite to the big bash with the UN” she chuckled along with the four men. “you know, if you’re looking for an upscale suit, I might be able to give you hand with it?”

“Liam's actually a king” Maxwell grinned

“max! what part of incognito…don’t you understand!”

“oh wow…well…bigger shot than I expected” she chuckled

“oh no, we couldn’t bothe-”

“I offered, it’s not bothering if I offered to do it.”

“how can you help us?”

“well, I happen to know a certain Kayliegh Reed”

Maxwell nearly choked then she said her name

“THE Kayliegh Reed?” he asked gobsmacked

“Mhmmm” she smirked as she nodded.

“sit…sit!” he shuffled along making room for her to sit down “how do you know her?”

“she’s kind of my sister” she smiled

“WAIT!!! Your related to her!!!!”

“yes, I am”

“so, you can really help me?” Liam asked

“yeah, I mean she’ll probably beat me up after you leave but, hey ho!” she laughed

“oh no, I wouldn’t want you to get into trouble with your sister”

“oh, don’t worry, honestly…she’s just someone who likes her own company so bringing people to her house is a really big thing for her.”

“only if you’re sure” he smiled

“of course, if you want once I get off from my shift, I can take you guys to her house.”

“Are you sure, I mean, it’s a little late-”

“honestly its fine!”

“alright, if you insist!” he smirked.

After the guys finished eating, they had another drink each whilst they waited for Allie to finish her shift. Once she finished work, she changed into her normal clothes then they all headed out to Allies Car.

“so why does your sister not like having a lot of company?” Maxwell asked curiously

“well, a few years back, someone she was really close to tried to steal a lot of money from her, since then she’s always been really wary about who she lets into her life and her home, it’s a shame, before she found out what was going on, she was the most outgoing, social person you would ever meet”

“oh no…” Liam whispered to himself

The group spent forty minutes in the car before they pulled up to a set of huge black cast iron gates. Allie rolled the window down, pressing the buzzer to call through to the house. Just a moment later a voice came through the speaker.

“Who is it?”

“It’s your favourite sister”

“Al…you’re my only sister” she chuckled as she pressed for the gates to open.

Once the gates opened the car headed for the main doors of the large white mansion. The four climbed from the vehicle and headed for the door. Allie pulled her keys from her pocket, she found the key she needed then unlocked the door. she guided the men into the house, through the foyer and into the most glorious sitting room.

“wow…this place is beautiful” Liam smiled

“hah! Coming from a king that actually means something” she smirked

“why don’t you guys have a seat and I’ll go get my sister.”

Allie headed out of the sitting room and towards the grand stairs.

“Kayliegh? Are you up there?” she called

“just coming” her sister called back. just a few moments later, her footsteps were heard coming towards the stairs. Allie met Kayliegh as she came to the top of the stairs.

“what are you doing here so late? I was about to go to bed” her sister asked after hugging her.

“well, long story short, there’s four grown ass beautiful men sitting in your living room”

“WHAT?!” Kayliegh barked

“I met them at the bar, one of them lost their suitcase on their flight over here, he needs a suit, an upscale suit, he’s going to the UN party tomorrow…you should see him Kayliegh…He’s GORGEOUS!”

“SO, YOU BROUGHT HIM TO MY HOUSE! ARE YOU CRAZY! ALLIE YOU CAN’T JUST BRING STRANGERS INTO MY HOUSE! WHERE ARE THEY?”

“in the sitting room”

“YOU LEFT THEM ON THEIR OWN…YOU’VE LET STRANGERS INTO MY HOUSE…THEN LEFT THEM TO RAID THROUGH MY THINGS!??!”

“listen to me Kayliegh…the man who needs a suit…he’s a king!!”

Kayliegh’s eyes widened when the words left her sisters mouth.

“I don’t care who the hell he is…I DON’T KNOW HIM!” she bellowed “did he tell you this himself?”

“his friend told me”

“oh, that must make it true then!!! Oh, and I take it his friends a duke? Come on then…humour me…what damn country is this king from?”

“uhhh…. ummm-”

“YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW?!?!?!? OH MY GOD ALLIE!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!” Kayliegh quickly made her way down the stairs and into the sitting room. As she ran in, the man stood in front of the fireplace turned to face her, she quickly halted when her eyes fell upon his.

Liam stood in front of the fireplace looking over the framed photos standing on its ledge. He felt terrible when he heard Allie being shouted at by her sister, he fully understood her annoyance though, it was true, they were strangers…in her home, they had invaded her privacy. After the shouting stopped, he heard two sets of footsteps running down the stairs and into the sitting room. he turned to face the door as the footsteps stopped, that’s when he seen her…her bright ginger hair tied up into a messy bun, the freckles that covered almost half her face…her blue eyes…she was gorgeous. She was wearing blueish-grey joggers with a light grey lounge top, over top was an untied baby pink robe, and a pair of white ankle slipper socks.

“H-Hi I’m L-Liam” he stuttered as he walked over to her, with his hand out to shake hers.

“Hi…Kayliegh…K-Kayliegh Reed” she smiled unable to take her eyes off him.

Allie smirked as she watched Kayliegh, she had never seen her sister looking so captivated by someone before, she had never reacted that way when meeting someone…even when she met, he who shall not be named. The two just stood looking at each other, with smiles on their face.

The two were brought back to reality when Drake cleared his throat.

“ummm…I’m sorry, but what are you doing here…in my home?”

“Allie said you might be able to help me out with something”

“yes…she told me you need a suit?”

“yes, I will be attending the UN party tomorrow night, my luggage was lost on the way here. I can pay whatever the price”

“well…I’m afraid I don’t really dabble in men’s tailoring, dresses…women’s fashion is more my thing...plus before I do anything I need some kind of proof that you are who you say you are, I wont just take your word for it...im not stupid, I'm not gonna keep you in my house without some kind of proof.” she informed him.

“i one hundred percent understand, I can show you my diplomatic immunity card, it says who I am...where I'm from? will that be okay?

“I'm sure that would be fine“

As Liam pulled his card from his wallet he held it out to Kayliegh, who walked closer and looked over at it, her heart skipped a beat with the card confirmed who he said he was...this was a real king...in her house!

“alright...fair enough...but like I said, I don't do men’s fashion...“

“Kayliegh, can I have a word” Allie piped up from the door way, gesturing with her head to the

Foyer. Kayliegh left the room meeting Allie in the foyer.

“what are you doing?” Allie prodded her arm

“what?! I can’t make a full 3-piece suit in just a few hours Allie…you have to design it…take measurement, create a sewing Pattern, select the perfect material, cut out all the pieces…create ablining…sew it all together, make adjustments, re-stitch it…make more adjustments…it doesn’t just happen in ten minutes! it can take days to perfect something like that!” Kayliegh shouted in a whisper.

“Take a chance Kayliegh, live a little, you’re always cooped up in here, take a chance, do it, if anything you get a little company from a very good-looking gentleman”

Allie could see the sadness in her sisters’ eyes, she knew the past few years had broken her, She wanted nothing but to help her get back to her outgoing, happy self.

“Al…I-I don’t know” Kayliegh whispered.

“you and I both know, you have the skills. You have the materials, you’ve made men’s clothing before…you and I both know, you can do this, no doubt about it! You are New York’s, Multi-billion dollar fashion designer…you said just a month ago, that you wanted to get into the men’s fashion industry what better way to do it…than dressing a king!?

“Allie…you are the smartest little motherfucker I know” Kayliegh smiled “only you could meet a fucking King in a bar in New York.” She chuckled. The two made their way back into the living room.

“I’ll do it…but I’ll need help!” Kayliegh stated looking at Liam.

“of course, anything you need!” He smiled

“we’ll have to get started straight away…like right now”

“of course! Guys, why don’t you head back to the hotel, and I’ll stay and help miss Reed” Liam Suggested.

“man, I don’t think it’s a good idea to leave you alone…what if something happens, Bastian would murder us if we let something happen to you!”

“I’m sorry, so you’re going to come into my house…ask a favour of me…then speak as if I’m a criminal?...what am I going to do…stitch his mouth up with my sewing machine?...He’ll be fine…I have cameras all over this house, for security reasons, no one gets through those gates without me approving it!” Liam chuckled as Drake was taken back by the woman’s response.

“I’ll be fine, Drake, honestly, you guys head back to the hotel”

After Liam finally persuaded the guys to head back to the hotel, Allie offered to take them. After they left Kayliegh turned to Liam with a smile. “we should get started…but first, can I offer you a drink? Tea, coffee?” she asked

“Tea sounds great”

“great…kettles in the kitchen…off you go, two sugars and a little milk for me, thanks” she smirked, Liam smirked as he nodded “on it” it was a breath of fresh air for Liam not to be treated like royalty.

After Kayliegh showed Liam to the kitchen, he made the two of them tea. They sat down at the kitchen island, whilst they drank their hot beverages.

“so, it’s true then, huh? You’re a king?” she asked as she took a sip of her tea.

“guilty” he chuckled “listen, I apologise for intruding in your home and disrupting your night.”

“it’s fine don’t worry about it.”

“so, what’s the plan then…how do we go about making a suit?”

“well first, I have to get a sketch together, you tell me what you’re looking for, the kind of style you want, I’ll put a sketch together for you, then we can get to actual materials and stuff.”

“thank you, for all of this, I really appreciate it”

“”don’t worry about it, you’re basically repaying me for it by just wearing my design to something as big as the UN, ive been kind of dabbling in men’s fashion, so when the occasion arises when a king wants to wear one of my designs, it’s a win-win situation, plus…your nice to look at…it may spark inspiration” she chuckled causing Liam to laugh. After the two finished their drinks Kayliegh put the mugs in the sink then turned to face Liam.

“If we want to get this thing finished in time we should get started”

Liam stood from his seat, then followed Kayliegh out of the kitchen.

“you have a really beautiful home” Liam stated as he looked around.

“thank you, I worked hard for it”

“I can see you have; how long have you been designing…professionally?”

“since I was seventeen”

“seventeen? Wow…that’s amazing”

Kayliegh guided Liam up the staircase and along the corridor to a large wooden door. Kayliegh twisted the door knob then pushed it open, she walked in followed quickly by Liam.

Liam looked around as he took everything in. The walls from ceiling to floor were white with gold detailing’s, the huge windows covered with deep purple tieback curtains, the furnishings were all that deep purple, a white oak T shape desk with a brown top. A desk chair sat behind the main part of the desk, whilst two smaller chairs were on either tide of the other part. The chandelier that hung from the ceiling was what caught his eye, it was stunning, much like the ones at the palace.

“this is stunning”

“thank you, now, please…have a seat” Kayliegh pulled once of the smaller chair round to sit beside the desk chair. Liam sat himself down, followed by Kayliegh.

“now, first of all, I need to know what you’re looking for? What style do you want? Fitted…structured…”

“fitted…definitely fitted”

“alrighty, the lapels? Peak, notch or shawl?”

“Notch”

“how many buttons?”

“two?”

“alright let’s see what we can do”

“so…Liam…tell me about where you’re from”

Liam smiled thinking about his home as he began telling Kayliegh about the beautiful Cordonia.

“It’s called Cordonia, it’s a beautiful country…it’s extremely picturesque, the summers are warm…we get a little snow in the winter I mean it’s not huge compared to a lot of countries…but its big enough, any bigger I think I’d have my head in the sand” he chuckled

“I can imagine, I don’t think I could run a whole country” she giggled as the pencils scratched on the paper.

“I’m sure you would be fine!”

“so, is there a queen in Cordonia?” she asked

“there was but…we just recently divorced” he smirked

“you seem awfully happy about that” she smirked as she looked at him

“oh, you don’t know the half of it!”

“oh, trust me…I do…my ex-husband…my goodness was he an asshole!?!” she laughed

“your divorced?”

“yes…thankfully”

“my ex-wife…every tiny little thing had to be an argument…the pettiest little things…” he laughed

“so why did you marry her…what about her made you want to marry her?”

“nothing…literally nothing, it was an pretty much an arranged marriage, we have a thing called a social season, it’s the main point of year when festivals, parties and such take place…I spent the one before my coronation with a bunch of women competing for my hand in marriage, the only reason I chose her was because she was the only one who I could see strategically running the country”

“ah I see, so you didn’t love her?”

“not in the slightest…I wouldn’t even say I liked her…so what about your ex-husband, what made you want to marry him?”

“when we first met...oh my he was the most perfect man, so chivalrous. the whole time we were dating, I just couldn’t fault him at all, he proposed in Paris…on-top of the Eiffel tower, it was so romantic…then we married, we went through the whole honeymoon stage, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other…but about a year after we married, I found out that he was sending deposits of my money into an offshore account…”

“oh, my goodness”

“did he get away with anything?”

“yeah…a black eye and burnt belongings but that’s it, he was depositing money for two years before we married, that whole time I thought…oh this is a real gentleman” she laughed

“hah sounds like he deserved what he left with” he smirked

“oh, he did!”

“alright…do you want any embellishments? Just a plain jacket?”

“what kind of embellishments are you thinking?”

“well…” Kayliegh smiled as she began scribbling away, once she was finished, she lifted the book and held it out for Liam to take, as he went to take the sketchbook, his hand grazed hers, Kayliegh blushed as her breathing hitched. A smirk found itself on his face as he looked over the sketch “it’s perfect…it’s so much nicer than the one I had put in my case”

“alright, we’re getting somewhere!!”

By the time morning came, neither Kayliegh or Liam had slept, they had gotten Liam's measurements taken, a pattern made, and pieces all cut out. They spent the next few hours putting the pieces together.

by the time the pieces were all put together it was hitting five O’clock, Liam had just an hour before he had to head out to the venue, where he was meeting up with Drake, Maxwell and Bertrand, Kayliegh handed the clothing to him. “alright, I’ll let you try it on” she smiled as she headed out of the room. just a short few minutes later, Liam opened the door, letting Kayliegh into the room.

“so…does it need any adjustments, anything you want taken off, anything you want more of?”

“I think it’s perfect” he smirked “I don’t know how to repay you for this” he added as he ran his hands over the material, making sure there were no creases or anything.

“it was my pleasure” she smiled… “now…a dickie bow” she added as she went to her cabinet and opened the bottom drawer, she pulled out a black dickie bow, then walked over to Liam. She carefully lifted his shirt collar, then placed the material around his neck and began to tie it. Liam watched her, his eyes not leaving her. He didn’t know what it was about her…he took a deep breath she looked up at him once she had finished.

“perfect” she whispered as she folded his collar back over.

“thank you” Liam whispered

“you know…maybe…you could come with me?” he asked not taking his gaze from hers.

“what?”

“maybe you could come with me…to the party?”

“oh…no, I couldn’t intrude”

“I promise you won’t be…come with me?”

“I-” before Kayliegh could decline his offer again, she remembered her sisters lecture from earlier “you’re always cooped up in here…Take a chance, live a little” … “O-okay” she smiled “I’ll come with you”

“really?” he whispered with a grin.

“yes…I’ll come with you, my sister said I have to be more adventurous, what time do you have to leave?”

“six o’clock”

“oh, my goodness, I have to find something to wear…I have to shower…I have to do my hair and makeup!” she quickly made her way out of her office and down to her bedroom. Kayliegh spent the next hour rushing around the bedroom and bathroom, getting herself ready for the party. Liam made a few calls whilst he waited in her office, one of which to Drake, he informed the guys that he would be bringing Kayliegh to the UN party. Once Kayliegh was ready she headed down to her office, she took a deep breath then opened the door. Liam's breath caught in his throat as he looked at her. She wore a wine-coloured dep v neck open back mermaid gown, with her hair in large barrel curls and pulled over one shoulder. Her makeup was light and neutral, with a deep cherry lip. He looked her body up and down… “you look…WOW” he smirked as she blushed, the dress fit her body perfectly in all the right places, the open back made his heart pound.

“Thank you” she whispered a little flustered. Liam approached her, lifted his arm for her to place her hand on his forearm.

“Shall we?”

“yes, let’s go be adventurous” she giggled as she placed her hand on his arm, then they made their way down to the car they had waiting outside.

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sorry for le long post slash rant but i needa vent dis shiet because it kills me every second im awake and asleep.

ive known you for years and we dated for a little bit. but that time when we dated and when we didnt was one of the best and worst experiences of my life. when we first started talking i immediately felt a connection with you that ive never felt and havent since i met you. you made me feel like the happiest man on earth everytime you talked to me because we would literally talk from morning to midnight and we’d fall asleep during our calls. yeah i know i fucked up when we dated but i tried everything i could to make it right and everytime you said it was “fine” youd always bring it up everytime we argued just to hurt me. after we broke up you started dating one of my best friends a week later… i was heartbroken because because i felt betrayed by him and you because you would always tell me you loved me. even when you dated him you would do lewd with me, cheating on him. after you two broke up i said lets back together and make it work… you said no, that you werent ready but you still did lewd with me. not long you got another boyfriend after i told you lets get back together and you said you would date me again when it felt right… this was the first lie. after you got this new boyfriend you cheated on him with me too, calling me when you were in the mood to do lewd and one day when i couldnt pick up you dropped me like nothing… after you did i did something horrible as well and ive regreted ever since… that was the first time we stopped talking for months… after a while i messaged you on steam just wanting to reconnect after our fallout. after that you got angry with and told me you sucked your boyfriends dick just to spite me… it worked. you hurt me really good lol.

after that i fell into a depression. got out of that rut after a few months then you message me during april fools after months of not talking to me saying “jorgie? i have something to say… i still have feelings for you…” “SIKE NIGGA YOU THOUGHT….” honestly it was pretty scummy of you to do that. and not just to me but you also admitted to doing it to other people while you had a boyfriend. at this point in life i was over you. you hurt me and i found someone else that made me happy… you know who was… after months of talking to this girl i had the courage to confess that i liked her and she said that she liked me too and that she WOULD want to be in a relationship with me but she didnt want to hurt as shes hurt her other partners in the past. this was in the beginning of spring break of 2014. at the end of spring break that girl was in a relationship. i was heartbroken not because i loved her, although i felt like i did love her because i was trying to replace you, no, i wasnt heartbroken because i lost another love, it was because ive been lied to again… at this point ive begun to have trust issues, beginning to think that every person who made me feel special or happy was just using me as a stepping stone until they finally got the person they were hoping for to say yes finally did… i told you about what happened to me with this other girl and from this point you said you hated her for me as well. you had no idea how happy you made me feel and asked you to promise me to not do what this girl did to me… you promised… another lie from you…

from this point onward we’d talk everyday. i went from being over you to being completely head over heels for you. i realized the reason why i felt such a special connection to you when we first met and its because you were dream girl. the perfect person for me. heh. you would constantly cheat on your boyfriend that you were still with and everytime you two broke up youd come to me and i would help make you feel better with you saying that you loved me. the very next morning you would always get back with him even though you told me that i was your only ex boyfriend you would get back with… another lie. from this point on we would have an on and off relationship until the beginning of summer of 2016 where it seemed we finally met halfway. boy was i wrong. for the majority of summer of 2016 we would talk from the moment we woke up and everytime we left we would text each other and then call when we got home. come july 4th. you ignored me all day. until it was late at night you told me you spent the whole day with your boyfriend and it such a special day for you… wow, way to tell that to someone you know that loves you and the person that you also said you loved romantically… that night i cried in front of my friends which i never wanted to do. lol. you then got mad at me for telling them everything about us saying “now they think that im a thot” which i mean… cmon… of you got angry for that reason it should say about how you see yourself. after that we mended our relationship with us doing lewd every so often and you constantly telling me that you loved me and that if you had the opportunity that you would be with me… another lie… at this point we were so in sync that one morning we talked from morning to midnight but we didnt stop there. we continued to talk from midnight till the break of dawn with you telling me your secret that i was your first love and that i still was and i reciprocate those feeling by saying you were my first love and that you still were… and you still are. so essentially we talked for a whole 24 hours with you falling asleep at the end. after this i had a complete mental breakdown… one day at work i kept trying to call you during my break and text you… turns out you were ignoring me because you were with your boyfriend and then you dropped the bomb that you think itd be best if we stopped talking for good. i broke down. at work i was crying non-stop, i was hyper-ventilating so much that a coworker had to pull me aside to get fresh air. i was on the floor trying to call you but i kept going to voicemail and left you some voicemail… you told me that your boyfriend heard it all and that we should stop talking for good… that night i had to call my best friend and just cry and hyper-ventilate… it was by far the worst experience ive ever felt to date. before this happened you would constantly tell me how much you loved me and how much you wanted to be with me but you couldnt because you had a boyfriend and shit… another lie….

and this point we did stop talking, come new years eve where i messaged you on facebook telling you how much i missed you and how i still love you and how much i still want to be with you… i blocked you right afterward so you had no chance to respond lol. a week or two passes by and i find your instagram by chance.. i followed you and you immediately message me saying “you blocked me before i had a chance to respond… hehe.” and we started talking again. a mistake again. after a while i said i couldnt take it anymore. you have no idea how much it hurts being lonely, being in love with a person who says they love you on minute and then acts cold you the next… i had enough and i said to talk to me when youre single… that was another mistake by me… because one week later you were single… not for long. you added me saying “finally im single” and i didnt believe you because you told me you were single before just to keep me around… and apparently you were single this time but you got a boyfriend 3 days later… i had to find out BECAUSE YOU TRIED SNEAKING IT IN… YOU SAID THAT YOUR “BEST FRIEND IS DROPPING MAD HINTS THAT HES INTO ME” AND YOU WERE FUCKING DOING THIS SHIT AGAIN… YOU WERE ALREADY IN A RELATIONSHIP AND YOU HAD THE GALL TO SAY “hes kind of like you and joa” AS IF THAT MAKES THINGS ANY BETTER. IVE NEVER FELT SUCH A RUSH OF EMOTION RANGING FROM DESPAIR TO FULL HATRED… you were doing this to me again… you called ME your best friend… and you were doing this to hurt me again… i was used as a stepping stone again… i hate you. but i still love you. i think about you every day and it hurts me every waking and sleeping moment… i hate you and i hope you die… no i dont. but you better watch out because i fully believe in karma and youre going to get whats coming to you for all the times youve cheated on your boyfriends with me and all the sins youve done. oh yeah i hope your guardian angel leaves you because of the amount of times youve sinned… so much for you being a “child of god” huh? fuck you. i hate you… but… happy birthday 4/25… goodbye.

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