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khodorkovskaya · 1 year

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I get frustrated with stuff like that too tbh

Like, I see people who can just book holidays out of nowhere and go and order loads of new clothes etc and I'm like????? A day trip on a local bus is a treat for me lmao

Or even at work and that, if I say I'm going somewhere like a day trip to a different part of the country (which is rare o havent been to many parts tbh) they're all like oh irs lively and start recommending all these expensive pubs and restaurants which are lovely but I'm like lol I cant afford that

But then I know people who have literally bought homes and I'm like lol I still live at home and in single haha, cant afford a car but there they go and in like??? How????

yeah and it's like their ignorance that really kills me. not to upset the leftist girlies, but like i don't have that much of a problem with the sole idea of some people having money. like your parents made money and now you're a nepo baby? okay whatever. but it's the ignorance of these nepo babies that gets to me.

like it really feels like we live in completely different worlds and they're never gonna understand us and grasp how privileged they are.

like i know that im already in a privileged position bc im a university student. but that's more or less reasonable bc, at least where i live, you need a diploma to basically do anything. it's a must. plus it's free so like might as well. but those people who go to elite british universities without thinking twice about it... like nothing wrong with that, good for you. but it just frustrates me how they go about their lives not being grateful for what they have.

but then again, how do i expect someone to be grateful when they have no point of comparison? and what does being grateful even mean really?

like when my manchester bestie was like "yeah i want my kids to do the IB and a bunch of extracurricular activities" i was like wow we really do live in different worlds. because on face value we have the same values, right? learning things as a child and keeping busy instead of playing on your ipad is objectively a good thing and i have nothing against it. but saying that you want your hypothetical future child to go to private school so easily is just like incomprehensible to me. and for her it's like a given. like of course she's gonna have the choice between a-levels and IB, it's only natural! so does everyone in her mind!

like when she was talking about how she got to uni and everyone who did a-levels were clueless about what was happening and she had an advantage bc she did the IB and learnt a lot more than those who went to regular state school. like yeah, that's life. that's how it is for regular people in england. you get a shitty public education, you take a loan if you want to go to uni, you have to work at the same time as studying if you have to move out of your parents'. like yeah. id want my kids to do the IB too. but it's a privilege, not a given.

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cathy-plus-e · 9 months

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welcome to a game of random asks ✨💅

sometimes I have the urge to ask people i follow the most random things. especially if they're people I keep up w.

Answer only the ones you feel comfortable answering cause i honestly sometimes go too far i think 😭 🦕

What's the adopted council? I see you posting it a lot mwehe

what's an autistic trait that affects you the most?

what's your biggest red flag? you can name more than one btw 🚩

what's your ideal romantic partner?

do you have any regrets?

what's your biggest pet peeve?

do you love your mum?

what's the worst thing you've experienced in a relationship? doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic one.

what's the biggest hyperfixation you had?

are you most likely to confront someone or be confronted?

are you an extrovert or introvert?

based on your posts, I'm assuming your quite popular in school?

do you ever have the fear that someone might be manipulating you? either online or irl. (cause personally i have the fear that someone would stalk me then use my personal sharings against me 😭

describe your closest most dear friend with three adjectives

are you more likely to manipulate or be manipulated?

what's the best thing your dad has done for you?

what's your dad like?

how much do you love your dad? lmao i already know its a yes i just want to have fun seeing how you'll describe it

do you believe in zodiac signs? if so, is your zodiac accurate to your personality?

what's your personality like when meeting new people?

are you the type of person who gets crushes on someone because of one kind act?

are you close with all your family members? what are they like?

what do you when you're bored?

what's one thing you wish to improve about yourself?

how do you deal w backstabbers or people who hate you? both online and irl

name 3 characters you kin the most

are you a dog person or a cat person?

name one goal you have in life

do you want to get married and have children?

do you think a girl and a guy can be best friends without developing feelings?

do you have a faith or religion?

name one controversial opinion you have that will get you canceled if people knew.

tehee~ im done. again, don't answer the questions you don't want to. this is just for fun

Okay this is a lot–

Adopted Parents Council is a tag all related to my kiddos and me interacting with fast food parody accounts, basically my character– And also myself! When you see my posts with that tag you notice that easily. On the other hand, the «plinko mori» tag are things that are more personal or actually real life facts lol

SENSITIVITY TO ALMOST EVERYTHING; Bright lights, I can't walk on streets 'cause of the light of the cars; textures, I avoid eating most of nuts, vegetables and fruits because of that; loud noises, wearing headphones that cancel most of the noises around with music, it's complicated because they don't work in specific scenarios that happen a lot at school; temperature, having a big change of temperatures makes me sick or when the temperature is too "a lot" for me I end up with stomachaches, panicking or easy to annoy– If not that I'll say not understanding sarcasm

I would say the blackmail or manipulation but I think my biggest flag is having a lack of empathy and almost 0 morals

Based in the few I know I can actually answer with The British is an ideal partner (maybe platonically?) but the most green flag I know is a user, close friend, called Mumu <3

Not saying a symptom to a doctor, that's my biggest fucking regret

DOGS- I HAVE TRAUMAS WITH THEM HOW THE FUCK I'M STILL ALIVE IN MY FATHER'S HOUSE?

Of course I do not love my mom, she doesn't love me either so corresponded hate 🫶🏻

My mom literally screaming when I was an infant «I wish you wasn't even born», «I'll hit you so you can cry for a good reason» and «You don't know how annoying you can be» but at least now just the last thing she says it lol she denies the rest it's annoying

Monster High, I traumatized my dad

When I get angry I confront people a lot– That will sure happen next week at least 3 days. But when I'm not angry I get confronted by almost anything I do

Introvert

I'm popular at school because I wear headphones in all moments, specially at classes, and because I get along with teachers actually so yeah "kinda" would be the right answer

Yeah I do, but then I remember I also manipulate people and I feel better

It would be probably my friends Koku or Barb– Koku would be "traumatized, kind and polite" while Barb would be "pendeja, brilliant and funny"

Manipulate, I'm a fucking Ougai Mori kinnie

Believe my words, believe me when I explained any sickness, take care of me, not having problems with my existence, being patient with me and Idk be a good not abusive dad when coming from an abusive family

Mix Beelzebub and Belphegor from Obey Me!, Sakunosuke Oda and Ryurou Hirotsu from Bungou Stray Dogs and those four together are my dad: Questionable past, can kill people, extremely kind, soft, sleeps, eats and smocks a lot, shares obsessions with me and well I took the autism from him

For you to have an idea of my love for my dad– People thought I was incestuous when I explained

I do not believe but my mother is fucking obsessed with it– She says that cancer is accurate for me but I don't know anything except the crying part. I cry a lot so at least that's accurate

I-I don't fucking know I'm so sorry

Yes I'm the type of person who falls in love because of a tiny kind act THAT'S HOW I STARTED HAVING A CRUSH IN A TEACHER

Just to my dad, I'm almost a copy-paste of him both physically and psychologically. The things I took from my mom is be 148cm/4'10" inches tall and be a tiny bomb

I read, listen to songs, practice a song or play in my cellphone

Not falling in love with toxic people that SOMETIMES are kind with me

I either cry or expect them coming is hilarious– Because this last option happens a lot so I just traumatize those people with anything or just be like "Idc"

Ougai Mori, Kunikida Doppo and Paul Verlaine, all of those from Bungou Stray Dogs

Cat person– I love cats and I'm fucking traumatized with dogs

Publish my works: poems, novels, short stories, etc

As a pansexual trans man, yes of course, I have a girl best friend and we'll never be in a romantic relationship

Satanism Of Lavey or the satanism that doesn't believe in the existence of Satan (because there are two types of Satanism lol)

I already got cancelled for loving Ougai Mori but to add something and not explain it further I'll say that defending a dictatorship

Thank you for the questions! I loved answering them 🥰🫶🏻

#long post #adopted parents council asks #adopted parents council #adopted overlords council #last tag related to question four

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subterra-rose · 2 years

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for that impression meme thingy snatcher or mustache girl :)

Someone else sent me Snatcher, so Im gonna do Mu!

First impression Oh what the fuck she's british? cringe /j

Impression now Oh what the fuck, why is she the only British person /j I really like Mu tbh I just wish we got to see her after the main story bc the DLC imo seemed weird? without her. In Seal the Deal we see everyone again except her and Grooves (But im gonna assume that was bc they couldnt get the VAs again)

Favorite moment HONESTLY WHEN SHE STEALS HATTIE'S PONS LIKE YES!! I was losing my mind because I know the cut scene ends with you being enemies after that but I would think its funny that Hattie only sees her as an enemy after she steals her pons and not like.... after Mu saying she's going to collect all the time pieces

Idea for a story I think Mu travelling around the world and meeting other people would be good? Just so she can see other people and how they live because I feel like Mafia town is probably really isolating and not a great place to grow up LMAO, Mu having experiences that are more diverse would help with how her mindset is kind of insular? She's very black and white in her thinking/sense of justice but part of that is her being a child too lol

Unpopular opinion I think Mu should be allowed to kill :) As a treat. But in all seriousness, I do think Mu was partially justified in her thinking considering she's 1) a child and 2) she's been basically only been treated violently since the Mafia took over the island. Ive seen some takes saying she's irredeemable but she's like? 11? and a product of her environment

Favorite relationship I think her and Hattie/Bow should be friends and have sleepovers!!!!! She needs people in her life who are like... normalish I guess, even if they're aliens

Favorite headcanon Me and my best friend Yums had one where it was like, she had some sort of connection to the tailor in Mafia Town??? I cant remember why we came up with that but I think part of it is she's kinda fashionable for a homeless 11 year old LOL I like the one that's like she's related to Vanessa and the Prince somehow too in AU, just bc I think it'd be interesting to explore

#asks #anon #long post #Rotates Mu in my mind #ask games

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pokefanbri · 4 years

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1st I have to say this b4 I repeat the post from fb. This is a place where I can speak my mind freely without judgement, speak my peace even. Which is exactly what im gonna do so prepare for a read. So think what u want idc, but the last thing I wanna do is tick some1 I know off cause on some level there's a mutual appreciation & respect regardless of my impression. And anyone that reads this isn't obligated to understand my opinion & I dont expect u to. With my brain its my thought process to let information out of my head so I can put things aside, observe & absorb more lol. Writing is another tool or coping mechanism for my anxieties & other psych ailments, treatment for my mental health depends on it & other hobbies in other words, especially during shutdown, something to focus on. Heck even youtube is recommended by my doctor if it keeps me happy lol. But because ill be working again, I may not have time to do alot of things I like sadly..idk i just wouldnt want to be burnt out & focus on more important things. I have a high respect for anyone working around people during this time & it must worrisome for u too, means I have to keep on my toes as well soon..its a scary world out there for an introvert but I was killin it in NY too. It was just a slow steady process with all the limitations & moving my life up there wasn't easy to begin with but I pulled through & did it all...only for it to be taken away.

So, I'm an Irish, German, Canadian,British Mut from tucson. Maternal & paternal immidiate families lineage mixed made me, including my NY blood from my bio dad. The rest is all over Europe but u get the idea. Tucson may be where i was born & my 1st home without a father & raised not knowing (were mardi gras babies btw 😒)

But NY is & will forever be my 2nd home i dont care what any1 says, I felt I belonged there. Its the other half of me quite literally.Theres a memory that's really been bugging me. Last day b4 i left it, a bald eagle flew across my path in the sky no joke going NE & I was departing back to the SW. I chose the eagle years ago cause I identify with it. including the background symbolism in different phases of my life that included them lol, but to actually see one was just amazing.

They symbolize strength+freedom in general despite it standing for the country from sea to shining sea lol. Also Braviary was always in my pokemon team besides pikachu since its gen came out lol. I've always been strong, whether some believe it to be true or not is their problem, only I know the things I've gone through. Point is different ends of the spectrum its always been with me throughout in some way & im glad i got to share it with someone that gave me the freedom I needed.

But yea I experienced what its like to be there & got to know that part of me even if I didn't find him & maybe didnt care...I feel I was meant to be there. I was in touch with my roots, lower Temps & above sea level rather than high temps & below sea level 🤣 I loved everything about my time up there. It'll always be a part of me, & I hope to see it again. But I digress.

But in regards to the relationship itself, emphasizing on what i said b4. Just as it i got "settled" in it was gone & I had no clue what was happening without my knowledge, the whole plan to bring me back, all of it, the whole chain of events that unfolded the way it did starting with leaving a marriage in the 1st place to be with him i mean come on lol. Chasing a dream that didn't play out the way we had hoped. I took leap of faith & I ended up starting over twice in 1 year with no benefit of the doubt. I still have my ny health insurance for the rest of the yr, I have to add it to my list to apply again in az. Ive been wearing the wrong prescription glasses for 6 months under quarantine & they're just now getting to stage 4 of opening lol. Just understand how frustrating that actually is for someone like me & u totally get it 😅 U want to take care of business but sometimes you're limited & gotta work around it. had all that covered there & then was told I settled, wrong thing to say & its no wonder I didn't blow up in his face right there & then 😒. But I have retraint & can control myself. Though it was out of my hands the new relationship didn't have to go sour, been just as long if not more, could've actually thrived given the proper balance with room to grow. Idk, Sometimes I honestly don't think anyone believed in me. I mean I have no debt, no record, no kids, im a clean slate type of girl lol. Yes I did end up feeling unappreciated, underestimated, a bit neglected, insecure about my body, ashamed for being myself, & I shouldn't have to feel that way at all & if that happens there obviously something off. I just didnt know what it is he wanted & needed, i wanted to help & be a good partner to this dude but why is it bad to ask the same in return? I shouldn't have to drastically change myself to fit someones standard i know, but...i needed the old him back, I missed the old us & wanted to get back to that.. Was always so closed off & probably ended up in his own head who knows, maybe there was guilt for some of the things he did & didnt want to hurt me anymore, spare my feelings any more than it did b4 it was too late.idk whatever the excuse i still don't know what triggered it all to fail so easily & i don't think i ever will. But ending up with the conclusion that I was the problem, its narcissistic to even believe that & i won't accept it. Not when he can't confront his own issuse & put blame onto himself too.. it was a low blow & literally felt like my heart was pierced at the sound of it. If im to blame its the other way around as well. My point of view wasn't acknowledged so this is my take & experiences of happened so plz dont hate me for speaking my truth.

But yea I can tell when somethings not right & feel strong empathy for others emotions. I knew something was different, there were signs everywhere since the mistrust started & during the last half of that time with him I questioned everything but sat in my own headspace as well as he did just thinking about it. If anything we failed eachother, the blame is on us both but idk what else i could've done to get through to him. That's the stubbornness, he wouldn't budge. Despite how things went down..Leaves me to think, what was the point of having me there in the 1st place, to not follow through with our shared hopes & dreams but instead spiral into such resentment for me that the interest faded. But at the at the same time...even if it ended early for him, I didn't give up & I fought to keep us okay which it was for the most part. Hindsight is 20/20, it definitely wasn't negative all the time. In fact things were great between us & acted like goofballs together, that right there is a friend despite if the stronger feelings weren't mutual. Nobody with hate in their heart acts like that, he was good, the best, cheered me up when I was down, shared interests & did things for eachother. But that alone makes me question what was truth & what was fiction sometimes ever since the trust between us started to fade. Am I in the right to feel what im feeling right now? Im angry & upset yes very, but the kindness he had throughout..he did care in his own way...which makes things so much harder.

Tripadoodle if some way you're listening, I hope u know now where im coming from. For your own benefit & quest to be a better man like you always wanted...actually try. Head my advice. Making yourself better shouldn't be put on a womans shoulders to do for u without her getting lifted in return...its alot of weight to handle for 1 person to carry lol. Get off your ass & build on yourself, learn from everything that happened & become better for yourself & the sake of others, Because it starts with u. Go to church if possible or watch them, it really does help. Even from across the country I still want u to do just as good & help u as a friend. You promised we could remain friends & im holding my end of the bargain whether u like it or not lol it was your idea during the ride here. All I wanted in the end was to not lose u in my life completely...but i should be patient i know.. Theres more space, im not contacting u directly & respecting that, eventually ill stfu lol but I feel I need this rn. I should hate u,but I cant hate u, I do still care, u had that affect on me so much that I can't really listen to others when they say ur a douchbag lol, u were still my rock the whole time even if u didn't feel the same after a while & u did help me alot as well. I see the good in people & u are good, with well balanced snarkiness & humorous sass to boot. light a fire under ur own ass & ull be okay lol. Never stopped believing in u. Ive seen what you can do, you're very smart & know your sh*t, u will go far lol. And as a friend I'd lend u my strength if I could but the most I can do is pray for things like safety/protection, healing, forgiveness, guidance, etc. Leave it to God if u feel compelled to. Give zanabell a hug for me.

God i talk way too much 😅 No im not doing any of this for attention, I want my voice to be heard as well as a possible learning experience if it had that effect on anyone. The things we learn build character & help us understand a little more about ourselves. Probably shouldn't share cuz its nobody's business, yea ive thought of that too.. But its a blog lol, Tumblr allowed it to be that space, opinions and rants are allowed & encouraged. Nothing wrong with that 🤷‍♀️ so who gives a crap.

These are pictures of the NY sunrise & AZ sunset. Clouds always get me cuz of the shapes, used to to take pics of them all the time. once saw mario holding a hammer when I was a kid 😂 3rd & 4th pic is a split rainbow, never seen that b4...either someone found the gold or its deciding whether or not to connect. Probably was connected but I missed it lol. But then I looked behind me after the split 1 disappeared & a double rainbow was forming. Nature can be scary but also beautiful

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