You've now filled my head with nothing but Alastor and Lucifer brainrot. Any other sharing thoughts you have for them? (I cannot stop thinking about them, I quite literally thought about them sharing me during my entire 8hr retail shift yesterday)
alastor and lucifer sharing you pt 3!
pt1, pt2
this was highly requested, thank you all for the love <3 im tagging anyone who asked/was fine with it last time but now you can fill out this taglist form to ensure you're tagged for future posts!
tags: @lu-ferri12 @my-anime-garden @princessdreamss @polytheatrix @reaper-of-light-12 @ambi-squirrelly @hazelfoureyes @meggletoomanyfandoms @afernandez21
cw: angst ig?? idk reader is upset cause they keep fighting, general relationship issues for a moment, smut, reader gets eaten out, there's some light praise and condescension i think, alastor has a master kink, alastor discovers he LOVES eating pussy, there's like a weird sexual tension between alastor and lucifer for the majority of this if you squint, the ending is VERY suggestive
other: not 100% happy with formatting on this but i wrote majority of it on a 6 hour flight so like. you win some you lose some. not proofread that well, i kind of ramble at times too but it's fine. 2.1k word count and half of it is formatted in a headcanon cuase, again, lazy 6 hour writing. i also don't use the bolding and coloring that much cause it'd be a lot of work.
left the ending a little open, will probably do a poll tomorrow on if people want me to take this that direction.
ā okay so sex aside i would think outwardly everyone knows you're in a relationship with lucifer at the very least
ā but it's kept lowkey with the other part of the relationship
ā which both are fine with btw
ā lucifer loves pda so he's happy, alastor isn't a fan so it's whatever
ā the public part works out because alastor would genuinely be worried about someone trying to use you to get to him
ā it's bad enough that it's known the king of hell has a new partner, but nobody knowing that if they fuck with you they're fucking with the king of hell AND the radio demon is a silent advantage
ā if anyone knows, it's charlie. but only to the extent of like the fact it's a hinge relationship, everything else she doesn't know and honestly doesn't need to know
ā she's just happy her dad seems happy and is getting along better with alastor
ā i think alastor is the kind to really start caring during the relationship vs. lucifer caring about you deeply before
ā so occasionally alastor will pull you aside, or if no one is watching will just press a quick kiss on your forehead.
ā meanwhile lucifer is always making it known he's in love with you
ā arm around your shoulder, holding your hand, everything
ā again, alastor doesn't really mind unless lucifer decides to be an ass abt it
ā look they still compete with each other sometimes they can't help it
ā then it becomes a game of how much the other can get away with before you either get upset or it's too telling
ā that's the other thing is like, the competing gets really fucking annoying to you
ā we saw them in hells greatest dad it wasn't a want to be a better dad it's just wanting to out do the other
ā and when it transfers to your relationship it gets agitating fast
moving on
ā relationship side alastor isn't as involved with that
ā but if either of them did something that upset you or like there was a lovers quarrel between you and either side it's a big deal to them
ā especially if you're only upset with one half of the hinge
ā cause like, sure, they could compete with each other and purposefully drive you apart
ā but tbh.. both of them lowkey like this arrangement much more than they thought they would
ā so they end up talking to each other about it and figuring out what to do
ā same if you're upset with both
ā not that you're upset often it's just that when you are it's usually cause they crossed a line in their little competition
ā and they hate making their girl feel like a prize to be won :(
ā whatever their solution is, they do it together.
ā show you they can get along, that they both care about you enough
ā you're in your room, a bit of a blow up happened earlier after they got into one of their arguments
ā it's not that you genuinely think theyre using you to get to the other but sometimes with the way they act it's easy to doubt
ā anyways, they both come in, it's late
ā i cry when im frustrated/upset and i think it's a pretty normal reaction, so let's just say you're crying a little
ā they're both immediately at your side, apologizing profusely
ā you've never cried like this before
ā it scares them. alot.
ā for once there's absolutely no competition, the only worry is making you feel better.
ā both sitting next to you on the couch, lucifer murmuring how much he loves you, and how he knows how much alastor cares for you
ā i hate the whole "alastor doesn't understand emotions" thing because he does. he has to, he knows how to read people well.
ā it's just he hasn't ever comforted someone
ā he doesn't know what to do when someone he cares about is upset
ā so he's glad lucifer is here, as alastor just sits at your side nodding along and gently rubbing your back
ā alastor only tunes back in when lucifer offers to give some space for the night, and a little murmur from you agrees but asks they both come to bed that night
ā given its usually only lucifer who actually sleeps in the same bed as you alastor is surprised
ā but lucifer is beckoning him out for some space.
"cmon, we'll be back in an hour yeah?" he chimes from the door, and with a squeeze of your shoulder alastor is out of the door, but he opts to walk along with lucifer. "we gotta do better" lucifer sighs as he walks, not looking over at alastor. he's not accusing alastor, he seems equally disappointed in both of them.
"for her?" alastor adds, and lucifer gives a hum of agreement. "this while ordeal has been quite... stressful as of late, no?" alastor adds, "to our own faults, yes" lucifer murmurs, giving a sigh. alastor nods, and the two men walk in silence for some time, ending up in the parlor, husk far since gone to bed. "want anything?" lucifer pulls alastor back to reality once again, he's standing behind the bar while alastor had been staring off, his mind running with thoughtd of god knows what.
"whiskey, my friend?" alastor suggests, and giving it a considerate thought lucifer pours two glasses. the silence falls over them again, just the sound of the clink of their glasses on the counter.
"so tell me, how do you do it when you pleasure her?" alastor breaks the silence, lucifers eyes dart up to him. thinking for a moment before replying "i don't really think tonight is the time for thatā" lucifer says, but in a gentle tone.
"no no, in the morning." alastor says, staring down at his glass. "you two indulge often in the morning, correct?" alastor says, now his eyes uncomfortably on lucifer. Watching as the other man almost pales a little, swallowing thickly.
lucifer immediately falters, giving a sigh. "look it's notā iā that's not her faultā" lucifer immediately starts, assuming this is a confrontation. his eyebrows raise as alastor shakes his head. "oh please, if i had problem with it i would have done something" he says, a static crackle echoing through the room. "no, i want to know how you do it when you... when it's just about her. how can i do the same?" alastor asks, and this is even more surprising to lucifer than this whole fucking idea in the first place.
ā so lucifer of course explains some stuff to him, of course it's hard because unless he's done it before it's hard to articulate some of his "moves"
ā i mean lucifer can hardly resist going down on you everytime, he's definitely experienced but it's hard to transfer that knowledge at times
ā but he's impressed alastor even asked
ā so when they return to your room, they're a lot more calmer with each other than before.
ā that night changed a lot between them tbh
ā it's slightly awkward for both of them when everyone gets settled in the bed
ā you're on your back, lucifer on your right side and alastor on the left.
ā they're both holding you to the best of their abilities
ā lucifer gives alastors hand a squeeze before shuffling it to have a better grasp on your waist
ā you all peacefully sleep through the night, not shifting much but it's pretty comfortable
ā is the morning you're mostly cuddled into alastor, which is entirely lucifers doing
ā when you're all awake though alastor gets arguably nervous
ā but you being you, you slump over onto alastors chest, murmuring some affection to him
ā lucifer gives a nod, it's time.
ā he'd honestly probably move to get out of bed, assuming some privacy is wanted
ā but he feels a shadow wrap around his forearm, it's a light pressure
ā alastor shakes his head, mouthing a small "please"
after lucifer processes for a moment what exactly is about to go down, he's okay with that. he settles back in, his eyes on the two of you as alastor tilts your chin up, pressing a kiss to your lips. "my dear, would you mind if i tried something a little different with you?" alastor chimes, and you blink your eyes open again, still a bit sleepy as you give a nod.
he gently maneuvers you on the bed so you're laying on your back, his hands pawing at your sleep shorts and pulling them to your ankles. lucifer watches, honestly a little mezmerized by the whole ordeal. he feels proud in an odd sort of way. āI think our little doe deserves a treat, would you like that?ā alastor murmurs as he spreads your thighs open. You take a shaky breath before murmuring some form of agreement, maybe even a little plea.
without further prodigy, alastors finally leans down his tongue swiping down your folds, hands grasping your hips to pull you to his face. your hands go to hold lucifers, but he shakes his head tutting at you. āah ah, thatās not very polite princessā he chides softly, guiding your hands to alastors hair.
and alastor makes good use of the tips and information lucifer gave him, his tongue plunging into your sweet little hole as his nose bumps your clit. his eyes wander up, making eye contact with you as he eats you out so wonderfully. you tug at his hair and he practically growls in pleasure, opting to change tactics and focus his mouth on your clit while his fingers slide inside you, gently curling into your sweet spot.
and lucifer watches it all, absolutely mesmerized. he doesnt know what it is about watching this but theres something about knowing alastor is doing exactly as told to in this scenario that makes lucifer feel warm. he lets alastor steal the show, doing only minimal work. maybe hes softly cooing praises or gently reminding you to show your appreciation to the one making you feel this good.
as you get close, evident by the murmur that falls past your lips, alastors eyes snap to lucifers for a moment, and he takes a moment to think before understanding. usually when youre close alastor is all over you, telling you to be such a good girl and cum, just slight praises and coaxing. given the fact hes face deep in your sweetness he cant really do that, so that job is up to lucifer now.
āisnāt alastor doing such a good job duckling? you want to make sure he knows how good hes treating you, dont you?ā lucifer coos, scooting in behind you on the bed so you stop trying to writhe away. āI think heād be so disappointed if you didnt cum for him, you think you can do that, hm? you wanna cum all over your masters tongue?ā lucifer says directly in your ear, and alastor feels a bit of a warmth in his stomach by being referred to as āmasterā
when you give a weak moan in response lucifer sighs, shaking his head. ābe a good girl now, you can do it little doeā he says which is what sends you toppling over the edge, your hips rutting up into alastors mouth, whiny moans coming from you as alastor desperately licks up your sweet release. this whole thing was quite enjoyable for alstor, but hearing lucifer call you ālittle doeā his petname for you made him smugly satisfied.
after some aftercare which mostly just involved more cuddling, alastor feels satiated enough to shift to leave, before getting a look from lucifer. he reluctantly stays, feeling as you come to lay at his side once more. lucifer seems to take note of something, giving alastor a nod down, he glances down, seeing the obvious tent in his pants. alastor looks back up, slightly annoyed. a like āyeah, no shit dumbassā kind of look is exchanged.
alastor looks back down at you, pressing a kiss to your forehead as you sigh happily. but alastor tenses as he feels a hand on his knee, shooting a glare to lucifer as he traces his hand up a little. the two meet as and alastor takes a shaky breath as lucifer leans in just a little, breathing out the next few words with a calmness alastor admires:
ājust keep cuddling herā
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I Don't Need Your Help (squip x reader; part 1 of ??)
yo yo yo hey so i finally gave into my desire to write a fic for the first time in fifteen million years and DAMN IT ALL TO HELL itās about a FUCKING COMPUTER
kind of experimenting with 1st person a little?? idk if I feel like itās a little choppy or something i might fix it later because im planning to have multiple parts to this so i have something to do while procrastinating on homework ew
also the readerās gender isnāt mentioned in this part (i donāt think?? i kind of proofread this but it was at like 2 am so i donāt even trust myself) but im probably going to use female pronouns when I need to- i promise itās not to offend anyone I just find it easier to write fics like this with a singular gender but i could try to change that if needed
last thing;; this fic kind of loosely follows the plot of BMC?? very very loosely,, like some dates might change or times or things, i donāt really know at this point but it might not even follow the story at all idk idk but still
here is an anon throwing their sin at the wall and hoping it sticks
have this you nasty computer fuckers
āāāāāāā
He had to be joking.
A pill? A pill that held a tiny computer- that attached itself to your brain for no other purpose than to āhelp you be coolā???. It sounded asinine. But maybe I could understand. Jeremy was desperate. I didnāt blame him. High school was a battlefield; intent on destroying all traces of individuality and creativity, burying unique personalities underneath avalanches of essays and book reports.
I voted against getting one, at first.
Jeremy had Michael, right? Theyād known eachother for what seemed like ages, it didnāt make any sense for him to just- want something new. Michael and I both knew Christine was important to him, that heād do anything to impress her or to get on her radar. We justā¦. didnāt expect something like this. Especially something as shady (and honestly terrifying) as a tiny computer that you literally swallowed and had it attach to your brain. It was ironic. Jeremy had told us heād heard about it through Rich- the very bully that tormented him half the time.
Of course, I didnāt know Jeremy nearly as well as Michael did. Iād only met Jeremy freshman year- Iād known Michael since the beginning of middle school at least. So it wasnāt too much of a surprise when I heard heād went out and paid the ridiculous fee for one of the wintergreen tic tacs, but that didnāt make me any less worried.
I didnāt hear much of it the first few days. I didnāt have any classes with either of them, and the only times weād see eachother were after school, and of course- Michael had work, and Jeremy had to get back home to finish homework most of the time. We didnāt see eachother too often, but we did have a commitment to meet up at the same coffee house every Monday morning.
I knew something was up when Michael and I were the only two who showed up the Monday morning after Jeremy had bought the stupid pill.
Something had happened. I didnāt know what- we texted him nonstop and didnāt get anything. Not even an acknowledgement for our efforts. Whether or not I believed in the 'SQUIPā at that point was debatable. It would be quite the coincidence if Jeremy had missed the bus that morning or overslept.
Both of us got rather worried.
Michael and I made a habit after that Monday of staying behind after school, purposefully lingering by the bus stop to see if we could catch a glimpse of our now oddly-distant friend. He mustāve been getting rides from an outside source, though- he never showed.
It was almost like heād dropped off the face of the planet, and honestly? If I hadnāt known any better myself, I wouldāve thought he had. But I had friends in some of his classes, and they said he showed up, butā¦..
It was like he had abandoned us.
Iām sure it didnāt hurt me nearly as much as it did Michael. But it still stung- it was evident that after the second missed Monday Coffee Meeting that it was intentional. It hurt me more to see the heartbreak in Michaelās eyes when he realized it for himself, and if anything? It made me angry. Angry that Jeremy would do that to Michael. I didnāt care if he had a stupid computer in his head, telling him what to do- itās not like it was controlling him or anything. Him being friends with us had nothing to do with his popularity, or how 'coolā or how 'chillā he was. It had to be a conscious decision.
And that infuriated me.
I wanted to find him. Talk to him. But I had no idea where to go- heād abandoned all the places he used to hang out, like the food court at the mall or the field behind the school. It was ridiculous. Like he knew we were upset, like he knew what he was doing to us and didnāt care enough to even talk to us anymore.
Weād lost our friend Jeremy.
It was funny how my thought process worked after my mind began to comprehend the fact that Jeremy had made the conscious decision to opt out of our friendship- of his friendship with Michael of all people, even. I was a naturally irritated person by nature, which was my own fault, but it wouldnāt have had to go to extremes if Jeremy had just stayed with us.
I wanted to get the pill.
Not because I wanted to be 'prettyā or 'popularā. No, I wanted to prove to Jeremy that that tiny computer in his head didnāt do a thing to separate him from us. He was lying to himself, using the excuse of the SQUIP to tell people that he was the 'new Jeremyā, that he was 'betterā and 'strongerā now. And I intended to put him in his place.
Maybe if he came to his senses, heād realize what heād done to us. To Michael, at least.
Michael was against my plan from the beginning, which was predictable enough in itself. It took me weeks to get the image of Michaelās terrifed face out of my mind, and even now it still haunts me sometimes. He was scared heād lose another dear friend. He was scared heād be all alone in this school of savages. In this war against the very same people who he grew up with, who now made fun of him, spat on him for being different.
It took me a while, but I was able to convince him.
I had no plan of abandoning Michael. No, if anything, I wanted to be closer to him while I tried to pull Jeremy back from that dark abyss called 'popularityā. And hell, if the pill made me go insane just like Jeremy, Iād rip it out of my skull with my own two hands.
It was two weeks after Jeremy got his SQUIP that I got mine.
It was pretty painful to hork up all the cash, seeing as the weird drug-dealer-ish guy at the register didnāt accept debit for 'the pillā. About two monthsā worth of earnings slapped itself down on the desk as I quietly requested the same crazy contraption that had torn one of my closest friends away from people that he had used to consider family. It wouldāve been the understatement of the year to say I was scared- but at the same time confident. Maybe the pill would help me out or something in convincing Jeremy to hang out with us again. Then again, maybe the pill was a sadistic killing machine that wanted to take over the world.
Haha. Just kidding.
Still, I had no idea what I was getting into, and the moment the man led me into the back room I felt chillbumps rise on my arms. So I was actually doing this. It was ludicrous. Absolutely ridiculous- but I knew I couldnāt turn back. My six hundred dollars were in the manās back pocket, and in seconds, a tiny gray pill in a small plastic bag was placed in my hand and I was hurriedly shooed out the door.
I moved to the food court as my stomach churned in nervousness and anticipation, the sharpie on the bag instructing to take the pill with Mountain Dew. At least it wasnāt a bad soda, I reassured myself weakly as I slowly stumbled over to the drink machine and shoved a dirty dollar bill in the slot, punching in the code for the cold drink.
I felt dizzy walking back to my seat. My senses were heightened- the cold of the can numbed my fingers, shoving its way into my thoughts as I sat down. I waited a moment or two. It could be life-changing, my next decision. I hadnāt heard of any way to get rid of the SQUIP; or at least Jeremy hadnāt mentioned anything. I did suppose I could ask Rich, but it wasnāt exactly my favorite choiceā¦..
It all began to move in slow motion the moment I decided.
I was in a rather empty part of the food court, as not many liked to linger when all the restaurants closed down after eight. I supposed that was good for me, seeing as I didnāt want to possibly be seen as a crazy person if anyone I knew suddenly saw me talking to myself or screaming at nothing. It was for the best, I said to myself.
A part of me wondered if Jeremy had hesitated too. Did he just take it the second he got it? Was he scared? Was he worried? Upset, even? Or maybe he was happy. Excited. Because heād finally be away from us, heād finally have the chance to snag the 'perfect girlā. The chance to be cool. The chance to make his life perfect.
Unfortunately, we did not fit into his perfect lifestyle.
I popped open the tab on the soda and took a deep breath, shaky hands fumbling with the opening to the plastic bag. Why was I so nervous? I had something to prove. I chose this of my own volition. If anything else happened I was sure to have a panic attack- maybe it was better to do this at homeā¦
Then again, I already was waist deep in the water. It was best to just jump in while I was at it.
Two trembling fingers placed the small pill on the back of my tongue, the strong peppermint taste making me recoil for a moment before I took a swig of the carbonated drink. I squeezed my eyes shut as the disgusting feeling of the oblong object sliding down my throat gave me chills, waiting for the sensation to end. Soon enough, the feeling faded-
And nothing changed. At all.
I blinked my eyes open. Okay. Soā¦ā¦. wasnāt I supposed to start hearing things or something? I called out in my mind hesitantly, feeling like a fool. Nothing. Silence. I frowned deeply and stood. All that was left of the pill was a distorted minty aftertaste in my mouth and nothing more.
This had to be a joke.
Abandoning my soda on the table, I marched to the restrooms. Just to make sure- I wanted to know of every possible change, every possible thing that couldāve happened to me. But the nagging feeling in the back of my head grewā¦..
What if there was no such thing as the SQUIP?
What if Jeremy had forked over his cash and- instead of being disappointed at the lie- took the opportunity to just totally abandon us? Did he even believe the lie in the first place?
Had we done something wrong? Had we offended him? Hurt him in some way?
What could I do to fix this?
My worries rang clear in my ears as I stared at myself in the crusty bathroom mirror, hands gripping the sides of the dirty sink tightly as I tried to control my breathing. I looked awful. It wasnāt even because of the pill, I knew that- my stressing would make me look beyond my years once I graduated, I was sure.
But the thing that unsettled me the most?
The fear in my eyes.
And just like that, everything was spinning- I heard myself gasp as I collapsed to the ground. Pain shot up my spine. Someone screamed- or was that me? I couldnāt tell. I prayed the bathroom was empty.
'Target male inaccessible.ā
My eyes widened. No. No. This couldnāt- it wasnāt real-
'Please excuse some mild discomfort.ā
The voice rang out in my ears once more and I felt my body jolt as another wave of pain flooded my body, a weak cry the only noise escaping my lips. This couldnāt be happening. It wasnāt a real thing- the SQUIP didnāt exist- I had already determined-
'Calibration complete. Access procedure initiated.ā
The world seemed to stop for a moment. Everything froze. The pain vanished abruptly, my thoughts froze, my heart stopped. I let out a shaky breath. My body trembled involuntarily.
'Discomfort level may increase.ā
A shrill scream filled the air as blistering pain overtook my senses a second time, eyes squeezed shut as sobs wracked my body. Tears trickled down my cheeks freely. This was the worst thing Iād ever experienced. In that moment I wanted to end it all- I wanted everything to stop, the pain to stop, the problems to stop, the world to stop. I just needed to breathe. Just for a momentā¦.
'Accessing neural memory. Accessing muscle memory. Access complete.ā
A weak breath escaped my lips as my body went limp, all energy needed to sustain myself having evaporated. But I could still hear it. Could still hear him.
ā___________________. Welcome to your Super Quantum Unit Intel Processor.ā
I closed my eyes.
āYour SQUIP.ā
The world fell silent as I went unconscious.
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