#im right where u left me

[the-blackdale]

Love that good omens trends every alternate week, like none of us are getting over the brainrot I see.

[cannedmilkpoetry]

how crazy that love in the same breath can make me want to peel my skin off. how i drive to work in silence because listening to music makes me itch in a way that never did before. how the impression on your old bed swells at the incomplete body that cries into it each night. how ravenous my brain is seeking answers to questions that won't change a thing. i pick at old scabs. i still sleep in your shirts. and im still right where you fucking left me.

you gave up. you broke something you have no intention of fixing. and i have to suffer from your mistakes. i have to work ten times harder to heal from this. and i have to do it in the same goddamn house we grew in. each day i take a breath that feels like my last. all because i loved. and i still love.

this isn't living--it's just simply not dying. and im so tired of surviving.

i never want to love like this again.

[hotch-girl]

EMILY PRENTISS and JENNIFER JAREAU 

CRIMINAL MINDS 17.04 // 3.04

[sukibenders]

Look, I enjoy the Targaryens as much as the next person and think that their house, their family mess, all of it is very interesting. I want a dragon so bad and they are one of the reasons, I get it. But, on the same hand, it gets annoying when people say/act like they are the only interesting house within ASOIAF (this rhetoric is mainly on Twitter, from what I've seen) and it primarily has to do with them having dragons (to which, for a time many Targaryens didn't have after the dance and until Daenerys came into the picture). Look, having dragons is cool and all, but if that's all that makes a house interesting then maybe that house is boring. And, could be just me, but by saying that I feel like it's lowkey disrespecting all the work GRRM put into the other houses and their characters. If the Targaryens are your favorite that's fine, but there's no need to act like the lore behind other houses also isn't just as important. I'm new to this fandom, but there are so many aspects that have pulled me in and it's sad that people ignore it just because it's not a part of one particular house.

[puppyeared]

you seem like the. kind of person who I'd run into during a rock concert while I'm trying to find bathroom and notably you are dressed kind of oddly for the concert (see: divorced dad outfit. hawaiian shirt. jorts. chunky sandles. giant sun hat.) and so I ask you "hello, do you know where I can find the bathroom?" and you go "yeah sure!!" and you point me the complete opposite direction from the bathroom. not on purpose, but because you also have no idea where the bathroom is. I thank you and go on my way, both of us oblivious to the fact we are currently very much not at a rock concert. it's an idie band that just screams really loud. sorry if that's specific you just give me giant 'perpetual tourist that isn't really a tourist and has never left their home city but just seems like a tourist anyways' energy

naw thats a pretty reasonable impression id say

[mqstermindswift]

my favorite animal is me when i love you im sorry by gracie abrams starts playing (i go feral)

[termagax]

re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.

[jrueships]

ill be having such a good time then Boom, someone says something

[muselexum]

@videcoeur sent:

"there's a reason you're on your own." :^) you know who

Akane's lips parted with an intake of breath as if she were about to reply, and yet a silence hung heavy in the air instead. The calculated cruelty of his words was a delayed gut punch-- he might as well have knocked the wind out of her.

He just loved to hit her where it hurts, huh. It was as if every time she felt some semblance of stability in their connection, he needed to knock her down a peg, to remind her that any sense of comfort or attachment she found in him was a mistake. Was he reminding her, or was he convincing himself?

They hadn't seen each other since she had hitched a ride on his ship-- a tumultuous ride through and through. There were not many things more emotionally jarring than sharing a passionate kiss with someone that then yells at you to get out. Despite her disappearance soon after with not a word of goodbye, Akane already had her mind set.

She wasn't going to lose anybody else and Crocodile would be part of her future whether she had to drag him into it or not.

"Wh--" Her words caught, too many wanting to pour out at once. "I have people who are looking for me-- who care about me!" Her fiery eyes pierced into his as she almost sneered, "And for someone who acts like they hate having me around, you sure seem to keep showing up an awful lot! From the looks of it, the one on their own is you and YOU can't stand it!"

[hella1975]

i can’t believe not even 24 hours ago i was in an exam like that still feels like something i hallucinated

[eclarinet]

same soup... different day

[panspy]

hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[generationa1trauma]

whats up work hasnt paid me yet and the website is still showing last weeks payslip as my most recent one so thats todays vibe

[opalthea]

also, hello padisarah nonnie !! it's good to see you again :>

i decided to not answer your ask regarding the wholeeee stuff.. because i don't really care what they want to do anymore. i've done my part of speaking up about their behaviours and calling them out - which made a lot of people open their eyes for once instead of ignoring the warnings they got from me or other people. and i think that's all i want to do.

THIS WILL FORMALLY BE THE LAST POST ABOUT THEM. I will not answer any asks regarding it anymore, so if you want to make your own posts regarding those users, please use your own platforms, thank you.

as much as i encourage speaking up, i also don't want to give a flying duck about them anymore. y'know, like, i spoke up because i couldn't tolerate them and their behaviours anymore - couldn't just keep quiet when my mutuals are knowingly or unknowingly talking to shitty people like that. if they started a new blog, just let them. i don't really care anymore 😭 all i hope is that my mutuals and those that see this are more aware of internet safety and who you surround yourself with. it was already exhausting trying to warn others about them and not being listened to until i made this shit public — i'm not going to start becoming a blog that runs on discourse just so some can finally realise that this person was shitty and that person was the devil.

thanks for also caring abt me and informing me of their new url, i appreciate that a lot! it's on my blocklist now + the mutuals they've tagged on that post too 💀 if, however, i blocked you without a good reason why, or if i blocked you before you knew of this and had already cut ties with them, feel free to send me a message or ask on a different blog! i took precautionary blocks when it comes to having those kind of people as mutuals so .. yeah.

[soichirosgayson]

ok so we all know L is mega loaded right?? and that he wears the same outfit all the time??

well what if he wears like super mega expensive brands but theyre all just like the plainest clothing ever from each brand. bc hes rich and doesnt care about branding (hc: only nike L is aware of is the greek goddess). maybe watari, like he’s in charge of procuring L’s desserts, is also in charge of getting L’s clothing; L just doesnt ask or care bc he’s rich enough not to

i also made a crappy little fashionboard bc i needed my one hour of vigorous research to have some point to it:

i made sure all the clothes were baggy, but since L would most definitely get blown away in a mild breeze (source: L’s wiki page), pretty much anything would look baggy on him. he also wears a size bigger than he should to make up for his height

[lateatnewyork]

HELP... IM STILL AT THE RESTAURANT STILL SITTING IN A CORNER I HAUNT CROSS LEGGED IN THE DIM LIGHT THEY SAY WHAT A SAD SIGHT I SWEAR YOU COULD HEAR A HAIRPIN DROP RIGHT WHEN I FELT THE MOMENT STOP GLASS SHATTERD ON THE WHUTE CLOTH EVERBODY MOVED ON

I STAYED TEHRE

DUST COLLECTING ON MY PNNIED UP HAIRBORUEFBOIRGBOITGOTIEGNOINRG

this is my monthly unhinged post