#im still carless im still at a dead end job with no benefits
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things r so not good and there is no real sign of it changing any time soon
#i use to have people i could go to when things got hard#i use to have friends who were able to listen to me for more than a few moments without getting tired of me#or atleast i thought i did#i got burnt out and stopped entertaining people and now i am alone most of the time#my friends play the games we use to play without me now like i was never needed#i havent talked to my “friends” in monthes#turns out in the end i was never that important to them#i thought this was a trend i was leaving behind in highschool but i suppose nothing has really changed since then#im still carless im still at a dead end job with no benefits#i am still looking at every interaction i have with the few people in my world and thinking#“any person could fill these shoes. i am not special. i fill a spot. i am an option when there is nothing better”#the only therapist in my network isnt accepting new patients#i am going to rip myself apart from the inside despite doing everything in my power to not destroy what little i have#i am barely surviving right now and i dont know how to get out of the hole im in#unrecoverable#sm.txt#ill probably delete this later
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