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solarwynd · 3 months

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Hi!

Thank goodness I was "able to catch you" while your asks are still open. I'm new army (does being into bts for a year and half now count as "new"?) and I've noticed how armys or other members' solos seem to always have a problem with jimin specifically? Yesterday pjms were talking about how jimin was dragged last year for appearing on the big screen at yoongi's show only for it to turn out that Yoongi was the one who wanted it

Now I've noticed that it's always Jimin who gets such reactions. When he goes to support one of his members, they say he's an attention seeker trying to steal the other's shine. I saw the Hobipalooza reactions live, when it was reported that Jimin was on his way to see Hobi, people were so mad. They were sure he'd try to take over Hobi's stage and make the show all about him. Also when he was seen with Jk on the streets of New York, they called him a leech. And when Taehyung had a show (I can't remember what it was but it was when Taehyung had the silver hair) they said the same thing

I haven't been in the fandom that long I think but Jimin has never once struck me as the kind of person to be envious of others and deliberately take their spotlight or turn attention towards himself. Instead he is the one who supports his members the most and doesn't ever differentiate between them.

What breaks my heart the most is that you don't see such reactions when it's any other member visiting the others and supporting them. I've never seen others being accused of trying to steal a member's spotlight when they go to visit them while they are busy with a show. You might see a member being called a leech but it's only done in regards to a ship. "Oh he's just doing this to feed the delulu" but never the way Jimin is accused of doing.

All the members solos don't always have a problem with each other's faves. But when it comes to Jimin it's like they've all established that he's the enemy. Jjks and kths never hate on each other's faves the way they hate on Jimin. Rapline stans claim to have a disdain for Maknae Line for being privileged since debut and being overrated while their faves are overlooked, but if you see their hate tweets, it's all directed at Jimin while the other two seem practically non-existent to them. They were just vile and awful during FACE era accusing Jimin of payola and getting fraud achievements, they'd be at it for WEEKS, but when Jungkook actually got all that it was silence. The few who did speak out about did it with such a nonchalant vibe like they were obligated because they don't wanna be called out as hypocrites by pjms. And they only spoke of it once while for Jimin it looked like they didn't sleep just to keep the trend going.

It's just so bizarre and very sad. How there are so many people who are unable to see how Jimin is being treated, baffles me. Because even during my first week getting into BTS I'd find comments that would make me side eye. Jimin would be praised and armys would have a "okay can we move on" vibe about it and even comment "ooh you should see Hobi. Now that's dancing/JK has the most beautiful voice/Taehyung has the best stage presence" and the classic "ALL members are good on stage, ALL of vocal line have unique voices, ALL of BTS suppor each other not only one" but when any other member is praised they enthusiastically agree and even talk about more stuff said member is good at or their "iconic" moments, there's no comparison, no "but" no "all of them" comments. How does anyone else not see this?

Why is Jimin treated like a rival of BTS instead of one of its members? What did he do?

He didn’t do anything. People fear Jimin’s gravitational pull because it throws things off balance.

Rational people know Jimin has never been and isn’t an attention seeker. He’ll highlight and praise people ahead of himself (often at his own expense) because he’s humble. But irrational people find him the complete opposite and it’s not to any fault of his own, it’s just because people are naturally drawn to him. He’s an attention hogger. That’s what these people are really getting at. He doesn’t have to do much to have all eyes on him and that’s to the detriment of the other members whose stans feel like they’re superior to Jimin but don’t command that same interest as he does. (There’s even an older video of th calling him out on needing to tone it down) That’s why people think Jimin purposefully tries to upstage the other members, but it just turns out that way because he’s the best performer out the bunch. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Best example would be that same yg concert you mentioned. Jk went the day before Jimin and there wasn’t that much noise, (outside of armys). Then in comparison, when Jimin came the next day, the hype and anticipation was astronomical. Hit tweets everywhere. Everybody was talking about his LC stage and that Tony Montana pop up. And that’s where the insecurity started to seep through from different corners. Nobody had any reservations about Jk performing the day prior yet with Jimin all of a sudden it became an issue. Yg stans kept reiterating how jimin was at his sold out tour. Armys acting like jimin was a stranger that yg graciously allowed to perform, and of course jjk’s who were pissed because jimin’s day made more noise than jk’s did. (Also that the infamous “I heard you guys are having more fun today than yesterday line) I never took it as a direct jab at jk, obviously. He was referencing what yg said earlier I believe, but he still wasn’t wrong. You watch the vid of his LC performance and you listen to those fan chants? You can tell that they were it’s just the truth.

Another non bts example is something that recently happened at a Dune premiere with Zendaya and Timothee where she got that really cool robot archive pull. There was a Timothee stan that got mad because Zendaya was the talk of the night and nobody was really paying attention to him. Calling her an attention seeker as well and claiming that she did it to get people to focus on her. But you see how crazy that sounds? Zendaya is known for her outstanding looks just like Jimin is known for his performances and stage presence. They don’t have to put any extra effort into getting seen. Everybody was already gonna be focused on them anyway because of who they are. Neither one of them can help that they’re impactful, but people take it as a negative because they believe that they’re taking up too much attention and they feel like the person they stan is getting left behind.

It’s just like in the initial years of when BTS was really blowing up and you’d see kpop stans every under hit tweet or YouTube comment. Trying to promote their own favs get some recognition. Or when they’d get mad when whenever somebody mentioned kpop all they’d know was BTS. Exactly why you have all these ex armys running around so resentful towards them because they were obsessed with the underdog story. BTS didn’t fit that mold anymore. They went to find a group that was unknown and realized they’ll remain that way because BTS and kpop still go hand in hand. Some people are adverse to super popular things. They always have to tear it/them down. Nitpick and find something to devalue it or claim they don’t deserve their spot because someone else does. That’s why people hang onto jimin’s vocals for dear life and over exaggerate their response to any mishap he may have. They need something to knock him down a peg and keep him at ground level. It’s basically a way to placate themselves by framing it like it “he might be popular but he’s still imperfect as a performer.”

Armys also don’t do the unanimous ”they’re all good” for BTS out of respect for them as a group, because (as we’ve seen) they have no issue speaking in hyperbole for other members. They just have to neutralize the praise jimin gets because it’s a way to take away from the spotlight put on him so he doesn’t shine as much. Another tactic kpop stans used to use, but armys conveniently act like they haven’t also acquired. They’ll use the guise of the OT7 umbrella to make it look like jimin getting his dues doesn’t bothers them, but realistically they know each bts member does not have equal talent. Some have their strong suits and in other areas they lack. With Jimin, people can talk about that encore all day and barring the unwarranted hate boner towards him, they still can’t truthfully say Jimin can’t sing at all because he can. His vocal color is unique and pretty. (people can have their preferences for others, not a problem.) and it caries a certain Je ne sais quoi that makes him that much more alluring.

Jimin’s just a powerhouse all on his own. Hybe knows it, armys know it and kpop stans know it. That’s why they all restrict, undermine or berate him at every turn (respectively). As long as Jimin is Jimin, he’s gonna be a threat and the anomaly, similar to how BTS was but on an individual level.

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bts-siwan · 20 days

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agust d - snooze ft. s!nea

on the last day of the kspo dome tour, everyone had ended up believing that siwan wouldn’t be attending the extended tour because he probably had something else scheduled that he couldn’t get out of, so notice everyone’s surprise when the man had walked up on that stage singing his part in snooze ( for context: instead of woosung collaborating on this song, siwan is instead ).

yoongi was actually unaware of siwan attending the concert in the first place because when he’d asked siwan if he was free, the younger had said he wasn’t. this had in fact been a ploy however, and something yoongi’s band had reached out to siwan to request prior so that they could surprise yoongi when he would walk up on that stage.

yoongi was genuinely shell shocked for a moment when he heard siwan’s voice harmonise with him out of nowhere, taking his ear piece out and everything because he thought he was imagining things until he turned around to bare witness to siwan walking up to him as he sang. yoongi immediately was wide eyed, stunned, before he broke out into a smile and sang along with siwan.

honestly yoongi has always been siwan’s biggest hype man. he was bopping his head to siwan’s verses, jumping around and creating ad libs and encouraging everyone to scream for him.

towards the end of the song, el capitxn had picked up the mic to inform siwan and all the armys in the dome of how yoongi had been disappointed and sad when siwan had mentioned that he wasn’t gonna be able to make it to the concert. this ended up making the rapper turn pink, complaining and trying to get yijeong to shut up. siwan couldn’t help but to smile fondly, saying “there’s nothing more important to me than you, hyung.”

s!nea - 1393

after finishing snooze, yoongi had informed him to sing any song he was comfortable with, before leaving the stage. this meant armys were in for one hell of a ride when siwan chose 1393; a song dedicated to his sister and suicidal youth, and named after one of the suicide prevention hotlines in south korea. siwan had never had the courage to sing this song live like this, but with the comforting cheers from everyone in the crowd, he was able to shake off his nerves.

his voice had cracked a few times throughout the song as he tried to hold himself back from crying. his eyes were glossy on the big screen and so armys collectively started chanting the all loving “everything will be okay” to him, causing him to smile and nod through his pain, pushing through to the very end.

after the song had ended, armys were cheering very loudly as siwan wiped his tears and gave a big, big bow as he thanked everyone. he had given a little speech saying “i wrote this song for someone very dear to me. my sister- you guys are probably aware, right? i lost my little sister to suicide a few years ago. this song is for her and everyone in the same situation as her. you’re not alone. i’m by your side.”

siwan was completely overwhelmed after this song, but luckily for him, yoongi was also running high on emotions tonight. he simply couldn’t hold himself back at that moment, hearing siwan’s words backstage, and so he’d made his way back onto the stage and pulled siwan into a tight hug in front of thousands of people at the dome as they cried into each other’s shoulders.

meeting the boys once again

upon finishing his role on stage, siwan had chosen to stay for the rest of the concert. he had caught wind of some of the other members being here, having already witnessed namjoon performing before him and so he was able to find a seat with the rest of them in the crowd.

he saw namjoon first as he excused himself towards the boys, ruffling his hand over the buzzed haircut namjoon was sporting before the male pulled siwan into a tight hug, telling him he was proud of siwan up on stage tonight and that “she’d be happy to hear you’re always by her side, wanie.” causing siwan to hug him tighter. he then proceeded to compliment namjoon up on stage too before asking him how things were going.

and then, the man moves onto hoseok and seokjin, saluting the duo respectfully and yet cheekily as they do the same back. they then each pull siwan into a hug, telling him he did well on stage before they share sentiments on how much they’ve missed each other. siwan also compliments the boys on their clearly developed physiques, saying “i think you guys have gotten bigger than me.” to which they deny, instead saying “i can’t imagine how you’ll look at the end of your training when you’re already so big.”

armys and the light stick + end of concert

during dear my friend ( a song that pains siwan because he has to see yoongi in pain ) and amygdala, he was using the flashlight on his phone as a makeshift army bomb in order to show his support since, well, he didn’t exactly think to bring a light stick.

the armys closest to him at the concert were all very sweet however, and noticed siwan’s predicament, offering him a light stick in their place. he had bowed continuously after being initially startled, saying thanks over and over again because he was so grateful to be able to cheer his lifelong partner in crime like this.

towards the end of the concert, siwan had asked who his army bomb belonged to, and ended up signing it as his way of saying thank you once again. he waved to everyone on his way out of the dome, blowing kisses, holding fans’ hands and bowing politely.

yoongi’s end of concert weverse live

after taking a photo with the rest of the hyung line before their departure, siwan had decided to tune in on yoongi’s live, commenting about how cute the older was over the whole tattoo situation saying “don’t play innocent with armys. we all know what you’re like~” etc. and complimenting his muscles.

yoongi called siwan ‘a pain in the ass’ basically lmao, but used politer language. he then mentioned how he was supposed to be catering to armys right now so siwan needed to stop being so distracting since he couldn’t help but check the comments siwan would send. he even tried to get the man to leave the live at one point lol.

yoongi informed armys that he would be going out with the members later by telling siwan “yah, i’ll see you and the others for a drink later, won’t i? so get out of here. give me some time alone with army.”

in the end, siwan didn’t actually end up leaving and instead stayed quiet throughout the rest of the live, meaning he heard yoongi making those last teasing remarks when the older had thought siwan left lol. the live wasn’t particularly long.

the boys all later went out together ( although they weren’t spotted by any armys ) and apparently siwan had cried a little bit again over knowing yoongi’s departure to the military is very soon. they spent hours together until the sun had started rising into the next day.

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bangtaninborderland · 1 year

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MYG- Music To My Heart pt. 2

summary: you helped yoongi get past a musical block, he finally shows you the song but it was nothing like you’d expected.

part 1

It was exactly two weeks before the countdown for the song had begun, army going crazy over the teaser for the new single Dawn, yoongi had been in higher spirits ever since that night in the studio. He had even asked you to go yourself, calling your presence a blessing to his artistry.

The usual before a song release would be yoongi waiting around Hybe, either hidden in his studio or in the company of another member. Very rarely would he be home to watch a release unfold so you knew it must have been a special occasion when he stayed in the apartment with you, moving you both to the couch to join the countdown for the music video.

“How are you feeling?” You asked, nodding towards the timer on the flatscreen.

He continues to pet Holly who situated himself in between you both, paws tucked under the blanket covering your legs. “I don’t like to think too much about these things, this song is just one I particularly liked so I feel excited. It’s not like I can go back and change it.”

“You should be so proud of yourself, you worked hard for this and the fans will know that.” You shifted closer to him, hand reaching out to massage the base of his neck.

He leans into your touch, eyelids fluttering. “I’m nervous for you to see it.”

“Don’t be, did you forget I’m number one in min yoongis fan club.” You laugh lightly.

He shakes his head, not enough to disturb your soft moulding of his skin. “There’s a million people who would have different opinions.”

“Yeah, and Jungkook would be the first one in line to do that.” You sigh dramatically, causing you both to laugh.

The rapper shrugs his shoulders, smirking. “What can I say I’m an idol of idols.”

“Min Yoongi have you no shame or has it all disappeared because of the “big house, big car and big rings?”

He buried his face in his hands, flushing red with embarrassment as he laughs at the old lyrics. “Stop it.”

“Oh, it’s starting!” You shout excitedly, nudging him to face the screen. “I can’t believe you didn’t let me hear it before now.”

Regardless of your continuous badgering and occasional bribery, he wouldn’t let you hear the song, declaring you could only listen to it once the music video had been released. You’d given up after he locked you out of his studio for two days.

The soft melody began playing, the music video starts out in flashes of black white and grey. Your eyes are glued to the screen.

“Is that?” You noticed the soft humming tone he had made you record, playing over the sound of a piano.

“It’s you.” He responded, you didn’t question any further wanting to take in the entirety of the song.

The music video shows him travelling through some sort of timeline, images of the locations you’d met at and been on special dates to flickering in the background. The lyrics caused you to tear up, the words being more meaningful than anything you’d ever heard before.

“Oh, I'm runnin' round in a daze

We been walkin' so many ways

Feels like my heart's about to burst

Can't you see the take two?

Stories unfoldin' just for you

Youth with you by my side

Take my hands now”

The last verse came on and you broke, drawing in a choked breath as you pull his hand closer to you.

“It was possible because I was with you

I was happy being with you

I breathe in your voice

I stood up with your tears

Do I deserve your love?

The intersection of souls we've created over the years

I am so grateful and happy to be with you

Let's continue to be happy in the future”

You noticed the grainy picture of you two in the background, neither of your faces showing but you remembered it anyway, it was the day he had asked you out.

You wiped your face as the song came to a close, the last notes being the song you always whistled whenever you were cooking.

You’d never heard something so powerful, you’d never heard a song that held so much meaning and although you were an avid fan of the entire bts and agust d discography this was by far the most beautiful song you’d ever heard. The message being clearly a one of devotion, love and thanks. Something you often realised you’d never understand so clearly if you hadn’t met the man beside you.

As you turn to face him you realise how eyes are trained on you, you doubted he had watched a moment of the music video. “It was so beautiful.”

He ran a hand down the side of your face, wiping away a stray tear. Search the song.”

“What?” You gave him a puzzled look pulling out your phone.

As you typed the title into Naver a ton of results followed, mostly articles about the release of the song. “Now what?”

“Search the credits.” He laughed, watching your eyes.

You did as he instructed and began reading through them. You went stoic with shock as you see the word “ace” below the melody section.

When you’d first met each other he had always called you that because he said you were the ace of multitasking. Dealing with your own job and supporting him at all times whilst making him his favourite foods whenever you could.

“Yoongi I don’t know what to say it’s all so perfect.” You began crying again and this time he brought you closer to him, careful to mind the sleeping dog as he pulls your head to his neck.

“I wanted to thank you for everything these past few years. For being my best friend and accepting partner, for loving me and the members. I’ll never not be grateful to have you.” It’s only when you pull back you realise he too has tears in his eyes.

You lean in to kiss him, the action speaking louder than words. “I love you Min Yoongi.”

“I hope I can spend the rest of my life with you.” He whispers back, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

“I’m not going anywhere.” You kiss his head in return earning a smile.

“You really are something.” He laughs, lacing his fingers with yours.

“Wait until your number one fanboy Jungkook finds out you made a song about me.”

He rolls his eyes, fake groaning. “I’ll never hear the end of it.”

You humm, tapping your chin dramatically.“You won’t but neither will I.”

“And why is that?” He raises an eyebrow, cockily.

“Because I’m yours forever.”

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beautifulfuckup99 · 8 months

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How about a huge fight betweere reader and yoongi.

like crying and breaking stuff around the house and it was so bad that their friends had to interfer and seprate the two before more damage was done.

reader gets w panic attack and yoongi had to step in to help her

Def needing smut somewhere but you work ur magic😉

Aw, I love some good Hurt/Comfort S!X. I've got you covered.

Title: Coming Back to You...

Warning(s): Arguing, Throwing things, Hurt/Comfort, Pan!c Attacks, Angst S!X.

Author's Note: Enjoy!

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"ARE YOU THAT FUCKING DENSE?!" You scream as you grab a random dish from the table that was once set for dinner and now was a crime scene in the making.

"I WAS GONNA TELL YOU!" Yoongi screams back, just as frustrated as you, and that only made you angrier.

"We would like to inform our fans that 'SUGA' has initiated the military ENLISMENT process?!" You recite the beginning of the letter, seeing red. "And where was my letter, huh?!" You snap as you throw the dish at the nearest wall. Yoongi frowns at that and your friends, that had come over to comfort you, jump at the sound of ceramic plates breaking. This was like the third thing you throw...

"'Oh, ARMY, don't worry. Suga will be back in no time'." You mock the letter. "And what about ME? Hm? Cause last time I fucking checked, I'm your GIRLFRIEND! And I had to find out about you leaving ONLINE?!" You scream in pure rage.

"Maybe because you're never around! Always fucking working, we barely talk anymore!" Yoongi shouts, voice hoarse from the argument that's going on a whole hour now, with no sight of stopping. Why would it stop? Both of you felt wronged here. Your friends share a fearful look. A two-year relationship was breaking down in front of them. All because of a few months apart.

You had been busy at work, but when you left for a work trip, you didn't expect to come back to news of Yoongi, who'd also been busy on tour, announcing his enlistment in the military. You let it slide in the beginning. Him traveling for tour and interviews. and never being able to pick up a call. Distance made the heart grow founder, right? But you should've known that stepping back from this relationship for work would be like leaving a slab of meat out in the sun. It would rot away...

"That wasn't just me!" You argue as Yoongi glares at you. "How fucking dare you enlist without talking to me first!" You say as you take a step closer.

"How fucking dare I?! Are you my fucking mother!" He snaps back. "You weren't around! You weren't-" Yoongi licks his lips and pushes his sweaty black hair back from his red face when you cut him off.

"Give me a fucking break! Don't you dare blame this shit on me!" You scream. Yoongi opens his mouth, but you keep going. "I am not one of your fucking fans, Yoongi. And you're not just 'Suga'. You are mine! Mine! How dare you make this choice on your own! Fuck you!" You scream in anger, your heart pounding against your chest. Yoongi turns and punches the nearest wall, making your friends move closer to you both. You had originally decorated this house with the intention of welcoming your boyfriend home, but after word broke, your friends were quick to come over for support. Now they were clearly working as a barrier between you two.

"You were never fucking around! You haven't been around! Every time I called or skyped, nothing! How could I tell you anything when you basically fucking ghosted me! I don't need your permission, this is my life!" He shouts and you stare at him, your face hard.

"Your life? You know what? Yeah. It's your life, and I hope you have a good one, you dick. Cause I'm fucking done!" You say. Yoongi pauses at that and looks at you for a moment before shaking his head in disbelif.

"S-She doesn't... Mean that." Your friend tries as Yoongi looks at you in hurt and anger.

"You know what? I'm done too. Have a great fucking life, Y/N." Yoongi says angrily before storming out, slamming the front door behind him. Your friends watch you closely as you breakdown. With him gone, you now had time to go through what was just said.

"Y/N...?" Your friend whispers as you start panicking. This couldn't be the end...

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Yoongi comes back to the house the second one of your friends was able to pull away from your hyperventilating form long enough to call him. You laid on the bed, wrecked with sobs and your chest felt tight and your heart was racing so fast, you thought it was gonna explode.

There's a knock on the bedroom door and your friend sits up, eyeing Yoongi wirly. "You shouldn't-" He cuts her off. "Get out." He says shortly, making her pause but slowly agree. She gets up and leaves you alone.

"Baby." Yoongi whispers as you cry quietly in your pillow. "Y/N." He whispers.

"No!" You wheeze out. He walks over to the bed and grabs you. You try pushing him away, but he's too firm. He pulls you against his chest and you give in, letting him hold you.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I dropped the ball..." He whispers. "I should've told you. I should've never..." He shuts his eyes. "I just wanted to get it out of the way. I'm so sorry..." He whispers as he rubs your back.

"I'm gonna miss you more." You whine softly as you hold his shirt tight.

"I know, baby. I'm so sorry." He sighs. "I... I won't be leaving yet." He tries as you just shut your eyes, trying to calm your panic down.

"I don't wanna break up..." You sniffle and Yoongi makes you look at him. "I'm sorry I said that-" He cuts you off.

"We both said dumb shit. I... I wouldn't have let you go even if you did mean it though. I love you, Y/N. I should've made it work more. But don't think it's cause I don't love or care. I will always love and care about you. About us." He whispers and you take your first deep breath in who knows how long.

"I love you..." You whisper quietly, too weak to speak at a normal volume anymore. Yoongi leans down and kisses you slowly and softly.

You kiss back slowly and it deepens with neither of you knowing fully who did it. "Let me show you... How sorry I am." Yoongi whispers as he strokes your cheek. "Please?" He whispers and you slowly nod, knowing you both needed to feel loved. He carefully lays you back and you sniffle, needing to feel close to him again. It's been months apart.

It's quiet as you both undress each other. It feels tense with different emotions thick in the air. It feels important. Like something you have to do. You have to prove to each other that you still love each other. Yoongi takes his time to kiss along your body, whispering all the little things he's missed the most about you. You lay back, eyes shut as you just enjoy his lips on you.

Slowly, he works his way down your body and to your legs. He holds them over his shoulder and nuzzles into your inner thigh. "I missed you..." You pant quietly, relaxing more into the sheets as you feel him start to kiss along your wet slot, up and down, making you moan softly, hand going to his hair, easing his headache from arguing earlier.

"Yoongi..." You breathe out as he softly starts to lap at your clit, letting you grind your cunt against his mouth. He was always a fan of tasting you, but tonight... Tonight you knew he was trying to prove a point. That he couldn't live without you.

"Mm..." He mumbles as he wraps his lips around your clit. "I'm the luckiest man on earth." He whispers before he goes back to sucking on your clit, making you moan as your back aches on instinct. You tug at his hair.

"W-Why?" You gasp out as he flicks your clit with his tongue. "Because I get to taste you..." He mumbles against your clit before going back to passionately sucking and lapping at your clit. "Mm... You're my goddess..." He mumbles, his mouth getting wet as he devours you, making you a weak moaning mess.

"I'm sorry for being gone..." He pants against your clit, having the statement come out muffled as he focuses on tonguing your clit faster before sloppily sucking on it some more.

"Baby!" You moan out as you grind faster against his face. "Mm... But I..." He pants. "I'm gonna make it up to you..." He breathes out as your back aches, a whine leaving your throat. "Use me. You can use me..." He mutters as his hand moves down to palm at his dick through his boxers, making you moan louder.

"I-I wanna... Cum on your... Cock..." You gasp out urgently, making him nod fast. He kisses up your body hurriedly and catches your lips in a emotional kiss. You kiss back, just needing to feel close to him again. As you two make out, he slowly slides his cock into you.

"It feels amazing... inside you." He mumbles against your lips as you pull back to moan loudly.

"I-I missed this!" You whimper as he makes you look at you before he starts fucking you, not wanting to waste time or hold back. There was this urgency in the air. An unspoken need to feel good after months of feeling terrible. "M-My Yoongi..." You cry out. That felt like the only thing your brain could register right now...

"Baby. My baby. I-I'm so... I'm sorry..." Yoongi moans in your ear as he starts to pound you. There was no holding back now. No thought of your friends downstairs hearing you. No thought about the fight or the mess that awaited you or the hole he'd put in the wall out of anger, because right now the only thing that mattered was you two. Just you two...

"I don't know... What I must've done... In a past life to have you. But I'm so... Grateful." Yoongi pants out as he makes you look at him by gripping your hair hard. Your eyes roll back as you moan out louder.

"You... You can't... Leave me!" You cry out as you throw your head back while Yoongi marks your neck with bite marks. "Oh god! Oh god!" You finally say.

"I'm not leaving. Never. Cum, baby. Do it..." Yoongi whispers against your neck, fucking you like a Fein. He was addicted. And he knew that face you were making. You were close...

"I-I'm cumming, I'm cumming, I'm cumming..." You chant as you begin to shake in pleasure and Yoongi doesn't let up.

"I love you. I love you, baby. I love you..." He whispers with this quiet urgency to make you believe those words... Every time he said it, it was like a promise. A promise to be there, a promise to come back to you, a promise to never hurt you like he did tonight.

"Every second... Of every day. Oh, you have no idea... How much I... I..." You make Yoongi look at you as the tears form in his eyes. This wasn't just sex. This was a healing process.

"I know. I know, baby. I-I love you..." You whine softly, willing to go all night, because this feeling... Was addictive...

"I'm so close..." Yoongi pants as he grips your body more, not wanting this to end. It melts your heart...

"Baby! Baby! Cum! Cum, please..." You cry out, making him groan more.

"You want me to cum inside? You want me to breed you, baby?" He shivers as he sits up on his knees, picking you up, hands tight around your hips, and you know they'll be bruises there in the morning, and you don't care. Not when you felt so lightheaded...

"Yes! Cum! Breed me, baby... Please! All for me." You whine as your head rolls back while he forces your hips down on his cock faster.

"Y/N!" He moans out as he cums hard inside on you and you grind hard on him, hands gripping his shoulders as you milk him.

"More! More!" You whine as he lays back, letting you take over now. You two were nowhere near done...

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"You promise it'll just be office?" You whisper as you lay your head on Yoongi's chest, fingertips tracing the scratch marks that littered his pale skin thanks to you. You would feel bad, but... Your skin looked like you were his personal chew toy, so... Call it even.

"I promise. Even if it was an average enlistment, it's not like I'm heading off to war." He snorts and you lightly slap his stomach, making him chuckle.

"I don't care. I'm not a fan, no matter what it consists of." You sigh before looking at him. "Just... You have to come back to me." You whisper and he looks at you lovingly.

"Of course, I will. You're home, Y/N. I'll always come back." He says softly as you shut your eyes in peace.

#bts fic #bts army #bts imagine #bts suga #min yoogni #suga imagine #suga x reader #yoongi #bts

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bangtanhoneys · 6 months

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Magic Shop - Grace

[BTS WEVERSE] GRACE started their LIVE: How are you feeling?

ARMY got their notification as it came through to their phones in the middle of the afternoon in Seoul. It had been awhile since Grace had been seen, heard or even mentioned since all members of BTS had enlisted with the military, Jungkook & Jimin the last two to go. Fans had taken to messaging or commenting on Instagram posts or on LIVE videos of TXT, CL, Seventeen and IU to see where Korea’s noona was.

The background didn’t belong to any studio or a modern apartment like ARMY were used to seeing from BTS. It looked homely, warm, unique and with a hint of British to it. She was sitting in a brown leather office chair, dressed in a jumper but with a cardigan wrapped around her and a blanket thrown over her legs.

As always, she was cradling a cup of tea.

The video was muted as she turned to her left, said something then nodded before turning her attention to the screen in front of her which was then when the video was unmuted.

“Good afternoon, ARMY. How are we doing?” she asked, shifting so she brought a knee up to rest her mug on as she leaned forward to see the screen.

“You’re feeling sad? Hungry. You’ve got homework to do, ooh someone is about to go on a date. Well have a lovely time. Sad, sad, sad,” Grace read through the fast incoming comments.

“I’m feeling sad,” she admitted as she smiled slightly. “As you know, the boys have gone to do their duty for the military. I’ve seen them all off now so I don’t know quite what to do with myself. I’ve come to stay with my parents for a little bit, Min-ji is enjoying himself with his grandparents. But I just wanted to come here and show my face, to say I’m here, I’ve not disappeared. I just needed a little while to reorganise my mind, if that makes sense?”

Grace took a sip of tea and watched the comments go up the screen, ignoring the ones that were plain stupid or the ones that only cared about one member in particular.

“Will I have contact with them? I will. Don’t worry, the group chat is alive and well. Namjoon sent a message which translated, means I’m freezing my ass off,” Grace explained as she switched to English when she saw the English comment come in. “So they're doing well. Seokjin is getting promoted left right and centre, Yoongi is having fun being a civil servant, Hobi is kicking ass and obviously our boys are adjusting. I’ve been keeping an eye on them in the best way I can. But it won’t be long till they are home. You just have to deal with me for a while.”

She laughed as the comments came in, some saying: ‘Grace noona is going to be the best ARMY leader ever’ ‘when is your solo stuff coming?’ ‘when is Seokjin coming home?’

“My solo stuff. Ah well, it’s coming. I promise. I have a lot planned but I can’t reveal everything yet. I’m under tight instructions not to say anything until it’s ready and we’re nearly there, you just need to wait a couple of months or so and then it will be here and you won’t know what to do with yourselves.”

“Am I okay?” Grace read one comment, pausing as she looked at the screen then the mug then back to the screen again.

“No is the honest answer. I’ve been with all of them for 13 years now? Roughly. I met Namjoon first, then Yoongi & Hobi and then all of them trickled in. I’ve been at Big Hit since I was 18 or 19 and I’m nearly 34. That’s a long time. So my world since the day I signed my BTS contract has been them and now I don’t have that. They're doing their duty and I’m very proud of them but it’s hard not having one of them here, every moment of every day. So I’m adjusting to the fact that I don’t have access to all of them now. It was alright when it was just one or two but now it’s all of them.”

Grace paused and took a sip of her drink, smiling slightly. “But don’t worry about me, I’m getting there. Like all of you, we were all here and now there’s only one but I know the boys have plenty of things to entertain you with while they enlist and you’ve got my things coming as well, so you won’t be bored. In fact, you’re going to be complaining.”

It was obviously a tease and she knew exactly what she was hinting at with Yoongi’s Suchwita episode with her still to come where the announcement would be that she was coming on her birthday and then it was going to be a whirlwind from her birthday onwards and then her tour.

So much to do, so little time but for now, she was content to sit with ARMY and just chat.

“Sing Magic Shop,” one comment caught her eye.

“I don’t have Jungkook’s karaoke set up but one moment, let me see what I can do.”

She untangled herself from her cocoon and went to the door, left the room and then came back with another phone. “I’ve stolen my mother’s phone so one second everyone.”

Grace closed the door behind her, just as Min-Ji slipped through the door. “Ah I guess he wants to say hello.”

She sat back down in her chair and sorted her blankets, tapping at her lap so Min-Ji could jump up. He gracefully did so and put his front paws on the desk, sniffing at the phone that was filming her live.

“You done? It’s only ARMY. Say hello.”

He gave a soft meow as he turned and made biscuits in her lap while she searched on her mother’s phone for the Magic Shop karaoke version.

“Okay, here we go. So everyone, I’m fine, sad as you are but I’m here if you need me. Just shout my name on WeVerse and I’ll come running - no matter what you need, what you want to ask, what you want to see, don’t hesitate to contact me, okay? After all, I’m in charge of the Magic Shop now,” Grace smiled as she lifted her hand to show her heart fingers. “I love you all.”

ARMY were left with Grace singing her version of Magic Shop to them, which the clip would be later uploaded to Twitter with many asking for Grace to release it for ARMY as a present.

#bts 8th member #bts additional member #bts eighth member #bts female member #bts fic #bts fanfiction

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beautifulpersonpeach · 7 months

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bpp lemme be sappy and incoherent for a min…

i saw this tiktok of bts’ solo era so far and i just wanna say that i’m glad that they know army doesn’t expect anything from them but music. GOOD MUSIC. like historically so many idols have gone on to do non music things after their peaks but bts knows that the core of their fandom are music fans. fans of THEIR music especially. bts as a whole prides themselves as being musicians and army prides ourselves as being fans of musicians.

idk. i guess i just wanted to appreciate how diverse this era has been musically and how proud i am of them doing the music they want even if i dont always enjoy it cuz someone else is bound to, yknow? i’m so freaking proud of their output. they’re amazing

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It just tugs on your heartstrings doesn’t it? Even Jin who doesn’t have a full album yet, the song he made with Coldplay in only a few months doesn’t feel rushed or half-assed. It feels like a (sappy) sweet letter (in Chris Martin’s ink) from a friend you’ll be seeing before too long.

From Hoseok producing the beauty that is Jack in the Box; to Joon’s archive of his 20s with some of the best collaborations for a Korean artist in Indigo; to Jimin’s episodic processing of the personal struggles he dealt with during the pandemic in FACE; to Yoongi’s culmination of the AGUST D trilogy in D-DAY; to Taehyung’s expression of the music that most feels like him in Layover; and finally, Jungkook pushing himself out of his comfort zone to make a full album in a language he doesn’t speak, showcasing his skill set of ever-improving vocal ability, in classic pop songs in several genres that he’s selected to showcase his personal taste.

All the boys have done well. The assignment was to serve music, and they’ve all delivered. Some songs are more my taste than others, but I can acknowledge the work they’ve all done and I respect it.

And this isn’t really what you’re talking about Anon, but please let me go on a short tangent here.

I’ve seen chatter here and there about how Jungkook isn’t mature in his interview answers. About how he apparently comes across as a clueless puppet who can’t articulate his views eloquently, but like I said about the discourse around Jimin’s apparent lack of contribution to BTS, or Jin’s apparent lack of skill - sometimes that criticism is warranted, but most of the time people who say things like this frankly have no idea what they’re talking about.

A few of you have sent me asks months back, to give my view on Jungkook the way I’ve done about Jimin, Yoongi, Hoseok etc recently. I didn’t answer because I was waiting for Golden. Now that the album’s out, I’m sitting with it and will respond to those asks before too long.

But before that, I want to draw attention to this excerpt from Jungkook’s interview in The Atlantic.

In my draft reply to the asks wanting me to talk about Jungkook, I start with saying he’s a very simple person. That’s both his charm and the thing that confuses a lot of people about him, because many of us are anything but simple, so when faced with a man like him living the life he’s living, some people respond with suspicion or bewilderment.

Simple motivations, simple words, simple considerations - this is what I’ve observed in JK for the past 10 years. He’s younger than all the members but no less intelligent that the rest of the guys on average. He knows how to communicate what he means, he just usually has a preference to do it simply, and that’s what he did in that paragraph.

I’m excited to see how he’s going to become a global pop star, even bigger than he is now, because he’s certainly got the talent and skill to show real results. I’m proud of all the projects the boys have put out so far.

By their own words, one point of Chapter 2 was to showcase their individual colours, to show the world who makes up a group like BTS, so people could more clearly see what each member brings to the table, while the guys push themselves to learn new things, expand their skillsets, and hone their individual artistry to create a stronger, more nimble group.

So far so good. It seems to be going according to plan despite everything lol. I’m excited to get Joon’s next work, PJM2, Hobi’s release, Jin’s album, and all the other goodies lined up for us in Chapter 2. It’s been a trip and it’s only going to get wilder.

#bts #jimin #Jungkook #jikook #Namjoon #Hoseok #Yoongi #Taehyung #SeokJin #bts chapter 2

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peachjagiya · 3 months

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My Taekook timeline thoughts

Idea from @blue703.

I'mma try this. Let me preface by saying I'm baby Army, coming up to a year. I pick stuff up fast and I have ADHD so I hyperfixate and deep dive but there's definitely stuff I don't know/am still trying to figure out. I ALSO got exposed to a lot of rumour and speculation without much foundation early on so I'm trying to remove that from my thinking.

2013-2014

Tae is instrumental in bringing Jungkook out of himself. They're CLEARLY close. Initial puppy love vibes.

2014-2015

This always feels to me that the attraction is strongest/most obvious on Jungkook's side. I don't think it's one-sided but Jungkook wears his heart in his EYES and Taehyung finds it easier to centre himself, perhaps. 2015-2017

Jungkook is what, 18-20 at this point, Taehyung 20-22? (my maths is appalling. I think that's right) and they seem to have exactly the kind of relationship that two young guys figuring themselves out have ie; DRAMATIC.

Sweet and clingy and lots of eyes and touching. Doesn't seem beyond the realms of possibility that kissing/whatever might have occurred. They're young and besotted. But it also seems to be a time of some pretty intense down moments like whatever the heck happened around Tokyo.

If you think about the Inkigayo video where JK seems a little bit stroppy with Tae for not being there sooner - well, devolve his emotional maturity by 6 or 7 years. I know people say JK doesn't like when he's not getting attention and it's supported by some clips, I feel. Like the slight drama with Bogum. I can imagine this combined with scary queer feelings combined with *SPECULATION INCOMING* being seperated on camera*, against their natural instinct to be close, would create a pressure cooker of Feels which would only ever come out in drama.

Also: Stigma is released in this time, Namjoon says Tae has his own story about it. I have wondered if Stigma might have been related to HYYH but I don't think the storyline bled into the songs, did they? Please correct me if I'm wrong there.

*side note: Dispatch threat to reveal a same sex couple then Dispatch suddenly getting BTS exclusives is an intriguing theory but I think even if it's nonsense or about a different group, I imagine it would create nervous ripples throughout various agencies? Maybe seperating Taekook was precaution? I don't know. Just a thought.

2018

It's well known JK and Tae were having some of their worst times during 2018 and disbandment talks. What intrigues me is that Jin says JK isolated himself and didn't talk to the members.

But Yoongi sends Tae and JK the supportive text message and Tae says he and JK read the messages together and cried. JK is isolated and not talking to other members but he's with Tae at this point? Interesting.

(I don't know if anyone else gets this but there seems to be a kind of implied "Well except V" in a lot of these stories. JK in his 2023 Sirius interview "I didn't really get a chance to see the members this year." and yet he's with Tae on a number of confirmed occasions and maybe other unconfirmed? Almost like Tae is aside from the collective members when it comes to JK.)

I feel like intentions might have been set here and some kind of commitment made, though I'm not sure it's a "together" commitment. Just an undetermined milestone of things getting much heavier than they were. An admission, a mutual understanding, a commitment to stop the drama... I don't know.

2019-2021

Golden Disk Awards 2020. Grammys 2020. Atomix. That's all. :)

Oh I suppose we have BTS: ITS1 filmed in 2020 and as we all know, Tae and JK have been awkward for a while and the only way Jungkook wants to be near Tae is if Jimin tricks him into going. 🙄

They just seem real sweet and close these years. No particular dramas between the two of them are cropping up for me, correct me if I'm wrong. JK has his tattooist nonsense which just feels like a silly storm in a dumb teacup. Still being seperated and forced to pretend they barely like each other in lives but that's just Bighit Streisand Effecting themselves. 😇

If not 2018 then something in here feels like it might have been the actual commitment.

2022 onwards

Demonstrable time spent together. Confirmed private time where JK hangs out with Tae's friends. Unconfirmed time too. WHATEVER WAS IN THE WATER FOR DREAM PREMIERE. Obviously Jennie weirdness in late '22, early '23 but that feels so much like a press stunt that I just J-Hope side eye it.

I once looked up if there was any telltale signs of fanservice when I was newborn army and so confused. A lot of the response was just "if it looks gay, it's fanservice." LOL but one person replied, paraphrased, "Disregard stages, photoshoots, some of the promotional lives, anything under direct agency management. Consider whether they actually interact privately where nobody is." and I feel like that kind of sums up Taekook since 2022 when BTS are on hiatus and they're still in each other's orbit.

2023

If they're not a couple, they're in love and don't know it. That's a joke. Don't come for me.

Lets see what 2024 onwards brings!

#taekook #delululululu #theorising

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the way i thought hobi and taehyung will show the most support to jm during face and here comes taehyung with his closed mouth. I saw pjms saying thanks to him for letting jm see armys on his fanmeet but the way taehyung made me disappointed I'll never ever go back to liking this guy like never. He's there jm's bandmate and that's it. I don't care if jm loves him he's never gonna be same for me. Once i thought vmin were defination of soulmate but the way he behaved during face??? Nope, never, nada. I did got emotional yesterday seeing his bald head but that's that and I have that sympathy for all the humans no matter the person.

He has made it very clear that he's close with his wooga, jk and hobi and that's it. I just know they were having conflicts and somehow it got fine during the time jm went to his music show (the only one who showed some public support to him maybe apart from his wooga idk what they did but I'm sure they must have done something). I can bet my kidney that of jm didn't go to his music show he would have NOT asked jm to come to his fanmeet. i have Hardly ever been wrong about jm i just know that's how it was or would have been. Imagine being this selfish. This is why i wish jm drifts from those two cause They're just undeserving of his friendship his love and his support.

"I did got emotional yesterday seeing his bald head" I'm sorry this made me laugh

I've mentioned this when JK and Taehyung released their albums: JK and Taehyung never went anywhere to support Jimin, they didn't show up for him. Jimin was actually the one who showed up for both of them. He made his social media posts, and also was physically supporting them during a few of their activities. He's always been the one keeping both friendships afloat, and this year was just further proof of that, for me. In fact, JK ignored like crazy even existed until he had to do his own promo; same as Taehyung who only mentioned like crazy when he released his album.

I don't think he invited Jimin only because he went to the music show. That could've been his reasoning, but in my opinion he invited Jimin because he was the only one available. I'm sure he would've asked Jungkook to go, if Jungkook didn't refuse to involve himself professionaly with the other members.

I also came across this earlier today lmfao. I had forgotten about it.

If it was Jimin, he would've chosen a song from all of the members. Even when he went to the lee mujin show he was like, "Taehyung and Jungkook should come here since they have nice voices. Yoongi too". And Yoongi doesn't even sing... bffr Jimin!!

During some suchwita episode, Yoongi said that they went to celebrate Jungkook's bb #1, but none of them ever mentioned anything about celebrating Jimin's. Around those days, they got together because Jin was in leave if I recall correctly? But it's like... Jimin posted a photo at Hoseok's release party, then at Jungkook's release party; a couple with Namjoon while he was filming his stuff last year. He was publicly seen at Lolla, NYC, Taehyung's music show. There is factual, definite proof that he was cheering them on and happy for them in almost every step of the way. Meanwhile we had to assume, we had to imagine that some of them congratulated him. We should assume, we should imagine that they also went to dinner to celebrate his #1.

And it's like... the people want FACTS..! I was never one to assume that the things I believe to be true, are the reality. I don't want to imagine, I don't care to imagine that something nice is going on. I need to know that it's happening.

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reflections-in-a-critical-eye · 1 year

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Hey there BMT

Happy new year

So...after today's Tae Wlive...I was left feeling a bit confused

Okay to be honest...ever since the solo chapter two era began...I deleted my twitter account and it has been one of the best decisions I made...but in my journey as an Army...Tae has always rubbed me the wrong way and I couldn't really pinpoint what exactly it was about him because when you first come into this fandom it is ot7 kumbaya all the time....so I can't help but realize Tae doesn't like being left out on being in the spotlight...he is someone who seems to know what goes on in the fandom like how most of his solo stans are shippers of him and the maknae...and how said shippers are one of the biggest reasons this fandom is going to shit and how they portray he's supposed soulmate..so...it's how he always comes online when one of the other members is on the spotlight for some reason and he feels the need to name drop the maknae..like today...he comes on for two minutes,comes back and mentions how he is with the maknae and friends but he decided to do the live cause he was bored...plus I found it a bit weird how he didn't mention Jihope being in Paris....considering he likes fashion...something so big and new and exciting for his bandmates,his family,friends...but instead go on and just rally up his psycho cult by adding innuendos with strawberries and "pineapples?"....and I'm just wondering JK couldn't even pop in his head for a second to say hi but then I sit down and remember he likes to lie?troll?be funny? So many narratives to explain away his behaviour....anyways...what was the purpose of all this....you are one of the bangtan fans who is so level headed and I wanted to know if I'm just tripping..

Have an amazing day/night

Alright, I think it's time for a real talk here. I'm not going to mince my words because I don't care what anyone says. I'm no Army, you all know where I stand, so let's fucking go.

This fandom is made of butthurt, two-faced, kumbaya, fruity bangtan-lover people who are rarely able to show some spine because they're too afraid of losing their clout on twitter and their followers on tumblr. They're so programmned to believe that a bunch of seven men are the epitome of perfection, unable to do something even worthy of mentioning any type of criticism because they all live in this fairytale-like world. They are super human, incapable of actions and emotions that govern the daily lives of us, the inferior human race. Well guess what? Believing it doesn't make it real.

We can like nasty people and we can dislike them for the same damn reasons. We can dislike nice people and we can love those good people all the same. And guess what? BTS are people. Tae is one of them. Rm is one of them. Jimin. Yoongi and so on. And we can like BTS, while at the same time, not like some of the things they say or do. It's not the end of the world, the sky won't fall on us. Just as we have complex emotions and reactions towards the people in our own lives and towards our own self. I know I'm seen as some Tae/RM anti. Unfortunately for those people, I can never give them the satisfaction because I don't have a ''hate Tae today and talk shit about him'' on my to-do list every day. And they can say I'm biased and I only care about two people in BTS and I see them as perfect and I get frustrated when someone else talks shit about them. Yeah dude, I do care only about two of them. There ya go. The Earth is still spinning. And you know what? I can dislike stuff about them too.

I don't like Jimin treating the fandom as if they're all kids and even going as far as to cover a damn photo on a hotel wall. It's stupid and it won't help and he's part of the problem. I once thought that Jungkook is going to do something more artistic in the future because I saw the potential after My Time, but for now, all he did was confirm how damn basic he is from an artistic pov. I think he made a wrong decision making that song for the World Cup in Qatar and it shows that money comes first. I don't like RM because he's pretentious as fuck. I don't like Hobi because he's too damn loud and as a fan, I couldn't give a flying fuck about his presence at FW or what brand deals he gets. I think Jin is severely out of touch and money does that to you.I think Tae is insecure for no fucking damn reason, but he is. I think Yoongi can be so damn insensitive sometimes and he doesn't know when to shut up. And, for the sake of inclusivity and fairness, I'll add myself too in this dislike fest (not that I'm some world superstar and I have no fans, but you know what I mean).I am a selfish bitch that tends to ghost people. I have ex-friends that probably hate me and I don't blame them.

What does all this mean? That my opinions are facts? That the aspects I've mentioned reflect someone's entire being? That when I look at Hobi, all I see is an obnoxius loud guy? No. Of course not. He's not just that because none of us are only one thing. Layers, people. As simple as that. And if I or anyone else ends up thinking that Tae is insecure and doesn't like being left out, then so be it. Just as I mentioned all that stuff that I personally don't like, there are many more reasons that still make me enjoy them. They're not horrible people worthy of being burned at the stake. But one bad word and this fandom acts like that's exactly what one means when they are not a fan of a BTS member. Then they jump to call people antis, bitches, cunt whores and every other insult. Because that's certainly nicer that any sort of criticism made towards BTS, but it's an acceptable and desired form of bullying. If this was twitter or perhaps my inbox after this text is posted, some will jump and say that Tae would burn me to keep himself and JK warm. Oh no, I'm about to cry and do my penance and apply 30 lashes on my naked body.

Everything is so absurd and every day when I go on twitter and come here, I'm taking the bad pill on purpose so I can enter this alternative reality. And I accept that, I made my bed. But I'm also not going to be some sheep that parrots whatever this fandom deems acceptable.

So yes, anon. I don't blame you for thinking this. Yes, it does seem to look like a pattern. Why? I don't fucking know. Why doesn't it seem genuine? Because there's a history of lying for no damn reason. No one in their right mind should be upset that he's hanging out with his bandmate (be it in person or playing online games). That's not the problem here. It's just that it has become such a habit of only him doing this one-side whatever the fuck he is trying to do, that I had a bunch of people in my inbox from one-two weeks ago saying that this exact thing will happen at the right moment. And it did. I say we should place some bets next time. It will be more fun.

Why does he suffer from a bad case of mimetic desire? Is it needed? Not from an outsider pov, but I have no idea what insecurities Tae has. Except from that time he told Jungkook during their ITS talk that he uses weverse to get some love from fans because he was indeed insecure at that time. So, that tells you something. Which means, it's not completely out of the realm of all possibilities that some of the stuff he does can be on purpose. I'm glad I'm not a Tae stan or some ot7 army cause I would feel kinda shitty seeing Tae's attitude towards his fans. He laughts at them on Weverse while they believe they're laughing together. Look at how the others are using a live stream to connect with the fans they so much love, while he uses that because he's bored for 5 minutes. What is he? A teenage girl that gets bored after the guys come over? Is this high school? I didn't know he's some 16 year old cause at least his behavior would make more sense. But his fans thinks this is cool behavior, except he's a rebel without any cause that makes threats when the Paradise heir gets dragged in a scandal and other times he's keeping his mouth shut. Anyway......

And if we're dropping names (which doesn't happen just with JK, it's only that he's the main character lately) and if JK was there too, why couldn't he just give a shout and call him to say hi to his beloved fans? No one would think it's weird. We have footage of all the group hanging out together for years everywhere. Either tell him to shut up cause he's about to be live and doesn't want anyone to know, or actually do something? Cause this is what I don't get? Making situations be odd when it's not necessary. Now, it's not confirmed that JK is actually there, it could be just a theory and people having bad hearing and apparently Jungkook can sing like shit sometimes. We don't know.

And I don't want to hear anyone saying he doesn't know his stans and his shippers. First of all, they all do and second of all, he's on damn twitter and there's evidence of that. No, he doesn't have to call out his fans, but why rile them up? But then again, all of them are like that, so there's no escape.

Tae doesn't need to go live and talk about Paris Fashion Week and what his bandmates did. He's not the news so he can cover all the events that are happening. But the timing...like clockwork, every single time. Sometimes it's during and sometimes immediately after. Now he waited a day. Good for him, he's being considerate. If anyone would have to patience to look at the bts archive for the last half of year, I bet the pattern is more easily recognizable.

The point to all this and I'm going to end this post cause it got way too long, celebrities (that includes BTS) are people like everyone else. They put themselves in the public eye which means that everyone else watching them is bound to draw conclusions. Some are favorable and others are not. And saying that Tae seems to want some spotlight and he's not very nice sometimes is not a smear campaign. Whoever believes that, get a life. You have no idea what that means. But this fandom distorts all sense of reality and the actual meaning of words.

People can like Tae for exactly the same reasons I don't. I wish he would be an actual bad boy. That would make him at least interesting. I like shitty people. I like nice people who do shitty things. I like people who are considered persona non grata. So what? So if his fans like Tae for who he is, then absolutely fine. But then I can also say that I don't. That's the basics of all of this.

And one last thought. I can't truly take someone seriously or argue with them in some weird act of defending men. I value myself a bit more than that. So whoever wants to be an Army on a high horse and call me names, you can take them and shove them.

Happy New Year, Anon!

#bmt asks

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What's wrong with jungkook

Omg. Jk has been giving me mixed signals eversince he released seven. It's like there's a spark but the wires are not connecting cause wtf. Okay so before jimin got number one on the BB I bet nobody ever dreamt of it or even thought it was possible even jimin himself he never aimed for the billboard he just wanted to release music but it just happened to happen that every song he released this year charts on the BB. Like how am I going to say this... I just don't know what's wrong with him lately he's like a rookie that just got fame and now is letting it change him. Like I know there's no problem whatsoever when a person wants to chart on the BB I mean that's ever artist's dream but...

Like what do you mean by that. Jk already know that, that position is already secured scooter already payed the money we know. But why the sudden obsess with no1 if jimin hadn't got that no1 I bet he wouldn't even be thinking about it. But I've always knew he's been competitive and he's said numerous times he wants to be recognised more and stuff so what scooter and bang pd did they didn't manipulate him nor threaten him he wants this, all this payola and fraud. I'm disappointed in him actually cause why would he actually shit ok everything that BTS stood for, for years making music the honest way. What's he hoping to gain from this? Because armies might be blind but the world isn't. Like what is wrong with him.

The members have been acting fishy during the second chapter. If it's not Tae distancing himself from the group it's RM and acting bitter sometimes and well yoongi then now jk who's suddenly became chart obsessed it's like he tryna be the Beyonce of the group or something. I literally don't want to hate him but lowrdddd he's pushing me lowrdddd. It's like he tryna prove he's the golden goose and no-one can outdo him. I don't know what's he hoping to gain from this really because news flash this ain't gonna gain him new fans or something. BTS have always been used as scapegoats and belittled for way too long after proving themselves over and over again to the west and to Asia that honest artists to exits, that in order to achieve you must be passionatee

BTS has always preached about how making music is more that just making musing and selling music it's about passion, the message and all but wtf is this...

I swear I'm not slandering him nor being a hater jk is/ was my second fav after jimin and I'm a jikooker and I love them both but I tend to lean to jimin's side more because he's the owner of the magic shop. The reason why I'm into BTS today.

Anyways BTS has never urged us to vote for them, stream for them, buy their music all they've asked from us is to enjoy their music. But someone doesn't think so...

Yoongi and JK are the members that have been pushed the most so far. I mean a Tour really when's he going to military? Then jk and his payola and fraud I'm disgusted atp. It's like he wants to blow up so bad, like dude you're already famous what more do you want, or he knows he wouldn't have achieved what he did with seven without all that push which is why he's welcoming the payola with open hands and happy about it.

Mhhhh... Idk I don't want to sound like a hater but jk is annoying me rn so so much I don't want to end up hating him because hey it's not that deep but honestly how would you feel if you were called to the table to eat fancy food with utensils while your brothers eat crumbs on the floor but then hey

I don't want to sound like a hater because I think I'm starting to sound like one. This is the last time I'm talking about this I'm unfollowing anything related to him because I don't want to be toxic and know what's going to happen forward is going to shatters that little love I have left from him so I'm unfollowing everything related to him I don't want to see his face nor hear his name till jimin releases something.

Anyways congratulations to Tae on his new ambassadorial deal as the new brand ambassador for Cartier. And Kths had the nerve to involve jimin in their celebration like have your little celebration but know your boundaries Tiffany is bigger than Celine and Cartier combined. Does anyone know the difference between a Global House ambassador and a Brand Ambassador

I'm eating noodles for the whole semester I'm saving for pjm2 and possibly a concert from jimin even a one day concert would be enough :⁠,⁠-⁠)

#jimin #jm #park jimin #jeon jungkook #jk #jikook #bts #pjm2

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The Thing Is: - 3 : The Ni99a In The Room.

HARD PLACE - by H.E.R. [I Used To Know Her]

[Music is a very big part of my life and I’m MOSTLY INCAPABLE of writing without music, so I just thought I'd share what I am listening to while writing this]

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Time to give elephants a break, so let’s talk about the ni99as in the room instead. So here I am offering my two cents, as one of your resident black people, cause I heard it’s about to be some tough years ahead, economically, so every cent will have to count I was not gonna say anything as I feel like this chapter 2 is surrounded by crazies, but the crazies done did it, so I needed to get this out of my chest. Oh and this sentence right here will be the only one where I will use the word nigga, as you’ve seen, I’m writing ni99a, in the same way in which I’d be writing fa99ot instead of faggot, which in a way is kinda related to what happened as Tae didn’t say the word, but regardless we all saw it being mouthed right? And, In case you just so happen to not know what went down, during his WEVERSE live, two days ago 28 August 2023, Tae was vibing to a song, during which, he didn’t say, but did mouth the word ni99a.

As ALWAYS solos, in this case Tae’s, and diet ARMY began to deny everything, to the point in which they were downright gaslighting people, when it is all out there to see. And as always every non-black person, and their mamas, begin to yap, yap, and yap; but not listen to those who are directly affected by the usage of this particular word; us. Black people. And let me tell you, there’s been all ranges of reactions and opinions in regards, and when I say all ranges, I mean ALL.

I, for example, once it was clear that it he had indeed mouthed ni99a, loudly sighed and mentally yelled at Tae “for fuck sake!”. I personally feel that Tae’s heart is in the right place, he is not the type of person to intentionally mean to harm anyone and it wasn’t like he was yelling ni99a, while wearing a durag over cornrows. YET it was made clear that he didn’t understand the fact that “just not saying it, isn't enough” meaning that there is a deeper level of understanding, which is still not clear to him and I, talking about me personally, can understand that. And how can this be fixed? BY ACKNOWLEDGING THAT IT HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE AND CONSEQUENTLY PROVIDE MEANS TO FURTHER EDUCATE.

But how, I ask you, is he to even realise any of this well now that he caused a ruckus he knows for sure, if the first thing the majority of “his fans” did was pretend like it didn’t happen? In order to what? Continue to make him look stupid and ignorant? Aren’t we supposed to be walking this path with him, and all the other members? As friends rather than fans? If your friend says or does something out of order, won’t you let them know? Doesn’t the same happen to you when you make a mistake? The saying is live and learn for a reason. To be honest with you, all I did was hope that perhaps having people like Namjoon, Yoongi and Hobi around, who are actually rappers and as far as I know haven’t been going around publicly mouthing ni99as left-and-right, would sit his ass down and explain what’s up.

That’s how I saw it, and I am sure there are other people who thought the same, BUT there is a whole other section of black fans who were deeply disappointed, aggravated and just felt frustration and hopelessness; and THAT is ALSO VALID. There are black fans out there who can’t comprehend why it is that Tae doesn’t know, or understand, still, after all this time, that even just mouthing ni99a is just as bad. These people feel like black lives don’t matter after all, that perhaps it was all just a facade and that the extra mile wasn’t taken, and now it has made this whole experience, being his fan, tainted. “But Tae didn’t mean …”, “But Tae didn’t …”, etc, it doesn’t matter; none of that changes the fact that what happened, happened and nobody has the right to tell anybody how to feel and react about anything that directly involves them.

If you are a non-black person, and perhaps don’t understand fully, and maybe, all you want to do is make things better for Tae, then LISTEN TO YOUR FELLOW BLACK FANS. Understand their emotions, the positive and the negative in particular, understand why it is jarring in some cases, and why it is not seen as a problem in others, but don’t discount one for the other. ALL BLACK OPINIONS MATTER.

Trust me, our experiences come in all shapes and colors. An African American life will most likely be radically different from the one of an African European, such as myself. I never was called a nigga, in fact just using the word black in the purposefully harmful was offensive enough, even though the equivalent of ni99a exists, but also that was never used on me. Yet, what really aggravated me, was for example being refused a house, no matter how much money they possessed, which happened to a friend of mine I’ve moved out of that country long ago, just like me black, and just like me born in that country. So for those like us being called ni99a is the last of our worries; YET doesn’t mean it is not a real problematic, damning and serious issue for an African American. And then there’s Asian Africans … chile, and etc etc. As I said, all walks of life, all different triggers, same fucking skin.

The way I’ve always seen ARMY, was a benevolent force that is there with the boys in the good times and the bad times. This is an example of bad times. This is the time where ARMY can, in an educated manner, let their fav know that “hey, we know you didn’t mean it that way, but look, this, this, and that”, and if in this specific case it is probably impossible to reach them through the useless loud noise of the majority of the fandom in this stupidass chapter 2, then at least don’t go around hypocritically gaslighting and invalidating people’s emotions. As I said an I’ll keep repeating, I really do think that Tae’s heart is in the right place and just needs, some/more guidance, the way I see it, if I had to cut every friend that made a mistake in my life, I’d have to move to Mars, and many a person would send me to Venus based on my own mistakes.

I remember the time my brother was so angry at someone, not present, and described them as a fa99ot, and I literally gave him the lecture of a lifetime, we were at my church and he’s sinned in front of his pansexual sister “You know i wasn’t talking about you” he said “But that’s not the problem, is it? …” I began. Took a bit for him to properly understand and a while longer for him to stop using the word out of habit, but I haven’t heard him say it ever since, at least not in front of me, or in public, and for now, that is the most I can ask for. What he does in his private time, is his own karma, but none of that shit will happen around me.

So I’m just going to hope that someone in his life is able to get to him, and help correct where needed. It would be great if ARMY helped as well where possible and all we have to do is watch and see how things change from here on. However, if there are people out there who are not ready to give Tae the benefit of the doubt, ever again, I’m afraid that this is a consequence of his actions and we have no place to tell these people otherwise. All we can do is listen, understand and keep it moving.

And that’s my 2 cents. I know I need to give y’all that CHAPTER 2 BPOST, keep bearing with me, that is a reaaaaaally long as blog, so it will come eventually. So be there for Tae if want, don't if you don't. It's a free world and once again, in such instances, all decisions and emotions are valid and ultimately, it is what it is. But most of all be kind with one another, don’t be scared of facing adversities, everything happens for a reason, and most of the time, it is not about the mistakes in itself, but is what you do after it or to prevent it from ever happening again.

Always respectfully yours.

Marengo.

#Marengo TTI #This is bad times and it is okay #Acknowledge it; Face it; Deal with it #Future is gonna HOPEFULLY be okay

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JEON JUNGKOOK: UNEXPECTEDLY | Part 1

🥀Genre/tags: strangers to friends to lovers, fame,jk, fluff, angst, smut, young adults (18+) may contain mentions of kissing, sex in numerous instances, it might get a bit explicit… (18+)

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Jungkook finally having free time to himself since debuting as the Idol group “BTS”, and after completing military service, decides after a weeks of being back to get on live while he works out at a local gym he used to frequent before he was enlisted. Jungkook is really into working out. For him it’s a way to destress from a busy day and also to distract himself from any kind of feelings of loneliness. He’s not the type to express his emotions too openly to anyone and if they ask it’s too frustrating to put into words. He doesn’t bother to seek temporary affection or company from any outsiders because things like that can get messy really quickly. Outside of his friends and team he sees on a regular basis while at work, his fans are the only other things he gives his energy to outside of working out. His family doesn’t live in the city and he doesn’t get to see them much either but he talks to them whenever they call or can answer for a check in. Jk planned on visiting them later when he had more time and when they were able to be present and spend time with him.

He has a few solo events lined up here and there but those are a few weeks away. Then the groups schedule will be back in full force; music making, performances, photo shoots, music videos and in person events just like they did the last 10 years.

Yes 10 whole years. That’s a lot for any artist to be on top the way he and his friends are. The group is literally legendary for those who know of them and as the days go by their popularity increases and new fans join their beloved fanbase. The very reason he’s able to live as comfortably as he does in his huge penthouse in the middle of Seoul. He’s really grateful for them so doing things like going live and spending a few mins sometimes a bit over an hour at a time is a bit less than work for him. As closed off as he can be he’s vulnerable with his fans on rare occasions and they get a tiny peak into his life but still no one truly knows him.

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It’s a Saturday night in February at Master Mins Boxing Gym. My boxing coach, Mr. Min usually leaves his doors open a bit late just for me to come and have a private session with him for obvious reasons. It’s towards the end of our training for the day. I’m taking a break between & read all the comments that pop up on my screen as I turn on the live video and prop up my phone for the fans to see. I smile at the camera and turn to Mr. Min.

“They’re coming in. The people are coming in.”

“Yeah?” Mr. Min responds as he’s readjusting the bags I just finished pounding my gloved fist into.

“Yeah my armies are coming in now.” I say turning back to the live heavily breathing. “I’m so tired I could die!”

As I read the comments I notice a friend has toned in.

Jimin is one of my best friends and beloved vocalist just as much as I am. We have known each other for years trained and became the world famous group “BTS” under one of the now most successful entertainment companies to date “VIBE”. Me and my other group mates are one of the main reasons that this company thrives. Namjoon is our group leader. Him and Min Yoongi are producers as well as rappers. Tae shares the responsibility of being one of the main creative directors for the company with me;is also a successful actor and one of the groups four vocalist. Hoseok (Hobi); world famous dancer/choreographer, and rapper for the group as well. Lastly, Jin; also vocalist, is a bit older than us but anyone that knows him knows he is a big freaking kid. He had always been around taking care of us like a big brother and is well respected. They are all like family to me actually. I actually went into my military service with Jimin as my enlistment buddy and it really helped a lot having someone familiar alongside me during that time.

So when I do see Jimin’s comment pop up I immediately get excited and smile into the camera.

“Oh Jimin is here too! Hurry & come. Jimin is here!” I turn around & gesture Mr.Min to come over to say hello.

His heavy footsteps carry him over & I turn back to face the camera where I can see how much of a sweaty mess I actually am while my long hairs dangle wildly in my face.

“Jimin, you need to come box too.” Mr. Min jokes before returning to his tasks in the background.

Everyone immediately commenting to say hello to him and Jimin, just as Hobi joins the live and starts the back and forth teasing a joking we always do with eachother. They tend to hop on here and make themselves known sometimes so fans are aware and used to the foolery. After a few minutes of that I advise that I’m going to finish up my training while they watch and quickly return to Mr. Mins side and hold out my arms to have him fix my gloves back on. I was already tired for sure but we were almost done.

We did a few drills & then shape exercises. By the end of it I was ready to pass out I was sweating so bad & couldn’t catch my breathe. I sat down at the end & looked at the comments again & prepared to say goodbye to everybody on live.

“Everyone, my workout is done. I will go now.” I said waving at the camera even though I wasn’t turning it off at that very second.

“My stamina is not going away.” I said while using my fist to drum down on my legs for no other reason than being high on adrenalin. “No I mean… my breathlessness won’t go away so easily.”

After reading a few goodbyes from my beloved army I waved again at the camera.

“I’ll go now. BYE!”

Shutting off the live I let Mr. Min him know I’d stop by again some other time since he had asked earlier about me coming often again like I used to. I thought it’d be a good idea for me so I won’t stay bored & drink too much beer. Which I have a habit of doing. I’m not an alcoholic though. I just have a drink every now and then while I’m at home or out with friends over a big meal.

I gathered my phone & bag as Mr. Min started to clean up before he closed for good tonight. I headed out the door first saying my final goodbye to him & dug out the keys to my car from my pocket, unlocked the car & got in with everything.

I took a moment to breathe & enjoy the dark & quietness thinking about how long I’d walk Beau when I get home he’d been cooped up in there alone for at least four hours since I had a couple errands to run today and because I’d been gone away for over a year while he was at an extended care center we needed to do some extra bonding time. The neighborhood isn’t too far from the gym. I sigh & turn on the car & drive off. Serendipity starts to play on the radio. This is one of Jimins popular songs. I always thought his voice was super perfect for the song. He has such unique voice.

After about 30 mins of driving which honestly felt like 10 I arrived home. I pulled into the parking garage & found my spot. It was bright & smelled like fresh air with a dab of dry rubber the way a parking lot always smells.

Tonight was a warm & breezy night in Seoul. Perfect for me since I just finished that hard workout & Beau will really enjoy it too he’s been in the house alone about 3 hours while I was at the gym. I took the elevator up & walked to my front door as soon as I was in Beau came running to me with kisses. I chuckled and groaned in fondness as I tried to keep him from licking my eye. He is quite big for a puppy but he’s also a Doberman they are usually this big.

“Hi Beau, Hi boy.” I rubbed his fur playfully as he finally settled down from his excitement then walked past him to put down my bag.

“Did you miss me Beaumi? Daddy was gone too long huh?” I turned on a single light once I reached my room & placed the bag near the closet. I decided to put my hair up & was feeling thirsty so I walked to the kitchen while putting it in a bun like I always did when I’ve had enough of it in my face. I hadn’t bothered getting a haircut since I’ve been back being that my head was shaved not so cleanly before I went away and had to basically stay that way in order to maintain the militaries strict dress code. My hair has gotten so long & Army seems to love it too.

I grabbed water bottle filled it up for me & also a bottle for Beau. It’s one of those

dog bottles that allows them to drink comfortably on walks. I put on a small pack & put them both in after taking a drink from mine. Then reached to grab Beaus leash where it was hanging. Not in even touching it all the way he came running to sit in front of me to hook it on. I chuckled because I find it amusing he seemed to know he’s going on a walk. A minute later we head out the door & I lock up behind us. I put in my headphones & pressed play making sure I could still hear my surroundings.

We walked to the elevator & down to the side door leading outside the parking garage. As expected Beau was full of energy and if he wasn’t properly trained he’d probably drag me down the street.

I walked down at least 3 blocks & started turning left to go the back way back to my neighborhood. Beau starts barking & I hold tightly to his leash, stopping my steps abruptly before making it all the way around the corner of the bricked building that happened to be a convenience store I sometimes go to for late night snacks. I see a girl there not too far from us dancing…very well might add. I mentally curse myself for even thinking that. Nevertheless it makes me smile a bit. I was just really impressed considering what I do for a living. I bend down and pet the pup to let him know it was ok.

“It’s alright Beaumi.” Before I can look up I hear a startled scream.

“AHH!”

I stand up straight fast Beau & I now both staring at the very pretty brown skinned girl.

I could almost feel my cheeks start to burn but bit my lip ring instead shuffling awkwardly.

“Hi… are you ok?”

She’s holding her chest slightly bent over breathing heavily with a shocked look still plastered on her face.

She then let out a sigh pressing stop on the music she was listening to & said. “Wooh… yeah y-you scared me.”

“I’m so sorry…I thought you’d hear my dog barking.” I let out a soft laugh to try reassuring her that it was safe while pausing my music as well to hear her better.

It worked because she returned my laugh & I could see her shyly blushing after doing a once over of me. I instantly froze up where I was standing as she did so. I was almost scared she recognized who I was & I’d have to deal with someone who didn’t respect boundaries. The way she was also frozen in place staring deeply at me made me even more nervous but in the same instance…curious. She wasn’t freaking out the way I expected she might.

Finally after a moment more of silence she responded to me.

“No. Uh not at all. I was so int-“ she stopped & started blushing again. Even with her brown skin I could see the redness in her cheeks… she was… glowing?

“You’re a good dancer.” I offered, allowing myself to relax & take a few steps closer to her.

“Haha well. I enjoy it very much. I sometimes get caught up in my own world when a good song comes on. Like I’m performing for a huge audience & I’m one of the hottest artists out.”

With that she made the sassiest but I swear cutest facial expression & put her hand on her hip.

“Oh,Yeah?” By now I still wasn’t sure if she recognized me or not.

The temperature seemed to be dropping & Beau was restlessly shuffling beside me. She looked down at him & smiled.

“Yeah. What’s this cuties name?”

“Oh. This is Beaumi.” I said smiling a big smile kneeling next to him to give him rubs.

She cooed. “Aww so cute. Is he friendly?”

I looked up at her & noticed she had gotten closer to us. “Uh yeah he is. Right Beau?” I look at him still rubbing his back.

“Can I pet him?” She asked.

I stood up. “Yeah of course. He can never get enough rubs.”

She chuckled then cautiously stuck her hand out to rub him on the head & behind his ear. Her touch seemed so delicate. I could tell Beau was in heaven from it. Her nails were nice short, shaped like almonds & painted a jade green. That’s the first thing I noticed before stealing a look at her outfit. It was a pair of cargo pants same color as mine that hugged her in all the right places & a black v-cut crop top long sleeve shirt with those thumb holes. Basically the same outfit as mine but more feminine. I smiled to myself at this coincidence. When she stood back up after being done petting the pup. I noticed her belly ring. It had sapphire diamonds in it. I could clearly see green was her favorite color or at least is my guess judging by the green sparkly headphones and phone case; but sapphire? Was she born the same month as me? Why do I even care if she were or not? She was wearing what seemed like a fresh pair of black & white vans & her hair was in a half up half down style. It was really pretty…her curls. I smiled to myself then asked.

“You live around here?”

“Yeah actually I just moved here from the US. I’ve been wanting to travel here for a while now actually. I’ve been studying the language for at least a year because of my work.

I simply nodded. “Wow that’s so cool. Do you know a lot already?”

She shook her head & blushed. “Actually not really.”

“Oh. That’s ok I’m sure you’ll pick up faster being here where everyone speaks it everyday.” I offered.

“Yeah of course.“

There was brief moment of silence again & then she broke it.

“Uh. You live around here too I take it?”

“Yeah a bit less than a half mile I was actually heading home.” I gestured in the direction.

“Oh well. I guess I shouldn’t hold you then…”she smiled & stepped aside to let us by.

I realized how long we’d been standing there & it was definitely getting late & I was exhausted.

“Yeah. Of course.” I nodded goodbye & began to walk past but some strange feeling inside me made stop & I turned to her once more.

“Oh, just a tip it’s not too safe to be out this late alone…”

She was already looking at me. This time I could see her brown eyes more clearly. They had a hint of a honey color & made her eyes sparkle under the street light. So…beautiful.

“Of course. I should head back home too.” She seemed hesitant but then began walking the direction I was about to go.

“Wait… You live this way too?” I said as I began my walk again with Beau right beside me.

She turned to look at me but kept walking still. “Yeah Seoul Estates.”

I furrowed my eyebrows surprised because that’s where I live and I found it a bit weird she’s just giving out the name of her place to a complete stranger because to her right now as far as I can tell I definitely was to her. How come I haven’t seen her around?

“Really? That…that’s where we live.”

By now we were walking side by side.

“Oh? so we’re neighbors then?” She asked questioning the obvious.

“I guess so.” I shrugged in response. Then I asked,“What’s your name?”

“Y/F/N. But If it’s easier you can call me Y/N/N.”

“Y/N/N?”

That is a beautiful name. For some odd reason I can barely stop myself from smirking and have to bite my lip ring again. What’s wrong with me? I literally am blushing at the sound of her name in my mouth. I wonder if she notices it?

“Yeah. What about you? What’s your name?” She asked Interrupting my thoughts.

We we’re getting super close to our homes now. I was hesitant to tell her my name in the case she’d heard it before but something tells me she really doesn’t know who I am so I answer proudly.

“Jungkook. I am Jungkook.”

We reached the side entrance to the elevators & I opened the door for her before I allowed Beau & I to enter. She walked through & pressed the button to let us on the elevator.

“Thank you Jungkook.” She said mispronouncing it just a little. It sounded like she was trying to do it with an accent but failed. I was fine with it though. It was…cute.

The door to the elevator opened with a soft dig & we stepped in together. I was closer to the buttons so I asked. “Which floor?”

“Oh uh this one.” Before I could press anything she leaned in & hit the 6th floor. I was hit with a sweet but intimate scent from her as she did so and it took a second to realize that she just said she lives on the same floor as I do as well. Considering the size of my pent house and the building itself there was only enough space to fit three penthouses of this floor. I was really confused now because I really never seen her before. Maybe because she said she just moved here but I’m literally in and out so often if it’s not visiting the company building it’s the gym or to hangout with friends over dinner so I should have noticed if anyone moved in.

My hands were sweaty now as I held Beaus leash. “So do I…”

Her eyebrows shot up. “Oh wow. Haha… we really are neighbors then.”

I nod as we reached the 6th floor & the doors opened. It was quiet besides the dinging of the elevator & our footsteps as we stepped out into the hall.

“Well it was nice meeting you neighbor.” She said as she turned right & began walking to her door which was located opposite end of the hall I lived.

“You too Y/N/N.” I said just to take in the feeling of her name in my mouth again, waving goodbye.

She unlocked her door as I started walking slowly to the left side of the hall to my door. I turned to look if she went inside yet before reaching my door completely. She was & her door was now closed.

I unlocked mine & entered undoing Beaus leash. He ran straight to his water bowl for a drink. I put my bag down & added in what was left from his bottle I packed & my own. Then sat it on the counter. He finished & went into his dog house. Running my fingers through my hair, I walked to my room where I had left the light on & stripped down so I could take a shower. The whole time I was in the shower I thought about this mysterious beautiful girl who happened to be my new neighbor.

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As I entered my new apartment I breathed a deep sigh. I was tired but that’s normal for me I guess as busy as I have been lately. I had the day off and I like to go for walks outside when it’s warm & breezy because it feels nice. It has been cold the past few days so tonight was the first time I was able to go outside & enjoy the weather comfortably here. What’s insane is that the very first time that I decide to do that I met a hot stranger… who happened to be my neighbor.

~Recap/summary~

I was having so much fun dancing outside under the street light. My eyes were closed so I didn’t notice someone standing nearby until I opened my eyes. He was bent over petting a big dog. I screamed & he seemed just as shocked as I was. I was out of breath from dancing & my heart was beating fast. I sighed & pressed pause on my phone to stop the music & looked up at him again. Wow…. He was so hot! He seemed a bit on guard as I took in his handsome features. His hair was pulled back into a messy ponytail & I noticed his lip was pierced & tattoos trailing down his arm onto his hand. Damn. I’m used to only seeing such hot guys on tv shows, SM, or Drama’s which I’ve been so obsessed with for months. Though they have to exist in order for them to be in these things right? On a serious note, I’ve actually been watching them to better my listening skills because I’m studying the language. It’s so interesting to me & spanish is the only other language I know little of & I really want to master at least one other language besides english in my life time. I’m sorta lucky to have been given the opportunity to moved here a few weeks ago. I had a college professor tell me the best way to learn a language was to surround yourself with it and I’m definitely surrounded. I never really been a fan of my home country if I’m completely honest and was itching to get away. I’d lived in Virginia all my life & only visited a few places outside of it. I’m 24 & never been overseas. So when I got this new career opportunity I didn’t hesitate to say yes. I’ve already worked remotely with a few upcoming artists as a songwriter back home such as the girl group XG. Their song shooting star… I wrote it. It was perfect for their debut single. The choreographer & I have a mutual friend & the song has been blowing up all over social media. So it’s dope that both of us had the opportunity to work with these girls. I was dancing to it when this handsome stranger came upon me.

I was slightly embarrassed because I was blushing. We both laughed after an awkward moment of silence. He complimented my dancing & got a bit closer to me where I could see his face more clearly he had big doe like eyes. I made a joke about my dancing & made a sassy face. My attention then turned towards his dog shuffling next to him. Looking down at him with a smile I ask his name. Beaumi is what his owner told me it was. I asked if he was friendly & if I could pet him. He gave me permission & I gently pet Beau. His fur was so silky & dark. He definitely enjoyed the rubs as much as I did enjoy giving them to him. Feeling the strangers eyes on me, I stopped petting him & stood back up. I was a little shy. I swear I caught him smiling to himself. I wondered why but didn’t dare ask. He then asked where I lived & found out we were neighbors & ended up walking home together basically. He did tell me it wasn’t safe to be out this late alone it was nearly 1am here. It was weird because I had never seen him around the apartment building. I’ve been in & out sight seeing & visiting the entertainment companies due to request for help completing songs for other artists during the day & had not run into him once?

Maybe he never left his house? Maybe we both just have schedules that don’t overlap. I assume he takes Beau out at night usually & like I said I haven’t been outside during the night because it had been pretty cold. I moved in here on February 1st super early in the morning it was still pretty dark. Everything came pre furnished in my apartment so I really didn’t do much hauling and unpacking that would’ve had me hanging out in the hallway. I was lucky enough for the company XG is under for getting these accommodations. It’s definitely way different from what I was used to. They even hired me an assistant for showing me around since I am obviously a foreigner. The friend that I share with their choreographer is actually from South Korea. She’s super involved in the music industry here now. I met her while out of town in DC last year during valentines weekend.

Kim Nari is her name. She’s a little older than me; about 26. She’s super cute & cool too. We were at the national mall amongst the botanical gardens. She saw me alone & complimented my outfit & saw a notebook in my hand. Which I decided to bring with me in case something I saw inspired me to write. I didn’t mind the company & wanted to try and connect with new people anyway. She asked me what I was writing & I told her about the song I was working on at the time & that’s when she asked me to share with her. We sat down on a bench & I handed her my notebook. She read it & then smiled at me then told me how dope it was. I had no idea who she was connected to & the doors she’d open for me as a song writer. She was in America visiting & scouting out talent & she told me she worked for an entertainment company in South Korea & was in charge of networking opportunities. They were looking for writers, so we exchanged numbers hung out a little & now here I am in Seoul 1 year later.

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I have a busy day planned for me tomorrow so I needed to get some sleep. I had just finished my shower & now in the kitchen drinking some Lemon tea. I had a really pretty view looking out into the rest of the city. Perks of living on the 6th floor of this beautiful building.

I just have a feeling my time here is going to be so fun. I smile thinking that to myself & me smiling makes me think about Jungkook.

“Jungkook. Jungkook.” I practice saying his name.

Which btw I’m sure I’m mispronouncing. I decided I’d need to find a nickname for him, or maybe it’s better to ask what he’d prefer being called? I sip the last bit of my tea and place it the sick wondering about the next time I might run into him again. I couldn’t get his smile, those tattoos, his piercings out of my head. I was getting hot from the thought.

“Sheesh.” I sigh while holding my chest to keep from bursting into laughter.

I shake my head and quickly move to find my bed.

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The next day I wake up around noon as usual & roll over to face the window, sun shining in my face. Usually the curtains are closed but I’ve been leaving it open to lower the depressive vibes it was giving off. Don’t get me wrong I’m not depressed at all. I’m really enjoying this break time that the group was able to have to focus on our own individual projects. I just don’t really have anything particular scheduled for myself right now. If an opportunity comes I’ll most likely take it but I’m in no rush to do anything. Especially creating my first solo album which naturally as the others are on their second or third solo projects I was expected to fall line. I groan sitting up with my eyes closed. I got up & made my bed quickly & went into the bathroom to do my morning business & brush my teeth. My hair was all over the place so I wet it & combed it out with a comb drying it with a towel after. It was slightly curled but that was cool with me.

After I finished I went to see if Beau was up he was sitting at my bedroom door waiting for me to go & feed him.

“Good morning to you too.” I chuckled while rubbing him.

He stood up & we both walked into the kitchen I grabbed his food from the bottom cabinet & poured it into his bowl. I swapped out the old water for new water & sat it back down on his placemat near the island.

I stood & stretched my arms as wide as they could go & bent over to stretch my back too.

My body was still sore from yesterday’s training. I thought about going again today. My stomach started growling. I threw my hand over my stomach protesting.

“Ughhh.” Beau jumped on me almost knocking me down. I steadied myself & stepped away. I thought about what to eat for breakfast, well technically lunch. I can’t believe I slept in so late again. I went & grabbed my phone to look at my options as far as takeout, but then decided I’d get dressed instead & go out for lunch. I got dressed in a yellow hoodie, black pants & black sneakers. Then let Beaumi out to use the bathroom in his potty station on the balcony. I let him back in and wiped down his paws with some dog wipes and headed out the door.

As I was locking up to leave & get breakfast, I heard someone open then close their door & they were talking on the phone.

“OMG I’m so late! I’m sorry I have to call a cab & everything. Nari I’m so sorry!”

I recognized the voice & turned around after locking my door to see y/n hurriedly pressing the elevator button. I guess she hadn’t noticed me.

“UGhh why is this thing so slow?!”

The elevator finally opened after a minute & she hurriedly stepped in. I rushed over catching it just in time before it closed. She jumped & dropped her phone.

“Ah shit!”

My eyes trailed down her outfit head to toe. She was wearing an above the knee length black skort with a long sleeve v-neck black top scalloped along the neck line and at the cuffs of her sleeves. Her legs were covered with sheer skin toned stockings and she’d opted for some chunky black loafers. She wore minimal accessories starting with small diamond studs in her ears. I counted at least six piercings not including her nose ring. She also wore a matching thin chained studded diamond necklace and two dainty rings on her left hand. Her hair had been parted to the side & pulled into a low bun pieces of her pretty curls sticking out in all the right places.

I secretly cursed at myself for literally gawking at her. Thankfully she still didn’t really look at me until I leaned over to pick up her phone for her before she could.

“Good afternoon.” I said with a gentle smile as I handed her the phone & stepped inside.

She sighed heavily. “We have got to stop meeting like this.” She joked followed by a cute laugh.

I bit my lip ring to keep from smiling harder than I thought I should be. She dusted her phone & put it to her ear again. I pressed the button to go down as I pretended not to listen to hear conversation.

“Oh Hey. I dropped my phone. I’m on the way ok? I’ll be fast as possible,have to call a cab but I’ll be there! Ok? Alright see yah.” She hung up and I swear my heart stopped beating as she looked at me.

She had minimal makeup on. Just mascara. Maybe some light concealer or tinted moisturizer? Her lips were touched with a brown lipstick that complimented her skin tone and glossed over with a peachy lipgloss that definitely had specks of glitter. Nothing overwhelming but just enough to make anyone looking at her lips want to kiss them.

As I felt my cheeks began to get hot I diverted my eyes to look at elevator door hoping she didn’t catch me before I found her eyes again. I caught her checking out my tattoos since I had my sleeves rolled up slightly and watched her do the same before she spoke.

“Heyyy you. Where you off to this afternoon?”

I smirked. “I was just heading out for lunch.”

“Noted.” She said nodding her head.

“What about you? Where you running late to?”

She leaned her back onto the wall of the elevator facing me now.

“Oh yeah. I’m definitely late to something. It’s so not like me! I’m meeting a friend for an important meeting with this new entertainment company & I was supposed to be there 20 mins ago. Luckily the manager is running behind as well.”

I leaned to the other side of the elevator even more curious now. Did she not know who I was honestly or just isn’t affected by it? Maybe I sound self absorbed but it was really on my mind since last night. I haven’t been able to go out without being noticed & asked for pictures, autographs, or being followed in a long time. I feel like even with a mask & hat I was always spotted. I like how I can just be a normal person in her presence.

“Entertainment company? Which one? Are you an artist?” I asked brow lifted.

“Oh no, I’m a writer actually. I have to swing by Starseed . I have a friend who’s well established in the industry & she’s helping me get more gigs. I’m obviously super new to everything so it’s great to know someone. You ever heard of Starseed?”

I was intrigued. “Really? Starseed is one of the biggest entertainment businesses here in South Korea. That’s super cool.”

She beemed with excitement. “Exactly! I’m so happy that Nari & I met. I’ve worked with at least one group that she has connections with but they aren’t based here. Nari is from here though. The company that the group XG works under was kind enough to help get me here & set me up & usually I have a assistant to help me get wherever I need to be but she’s out sick & probably will be for awhile. I didn’t want them to worry about finding another one so I’m solo getting around asking Nari for help whenever she’s available. I overslept & I have to find a cab. She said it was the quickest way to get around here if you don’t drive.” She stood up & began searching through her phone for cab service.

“XG? They’re pretty dope. I heard they are starting to gain a lot of traction on SM.” I stood up straight as the elevator signaled & opened up to let us out to the elevator lobby.

I got an idea as we stepped out. She’s new around here & honestly cab rides aren’t that great. They definitely hike up the prices for naïve customers. Especially foreigners.

“Hey, uh. I know we just met but since I’m headed in that direction to grab food instead of you doing cab fair I could take you there?” I stood near the parking lot door waiting for her to answer me. Secretly hoping she would take my offer so I could talk to her longer.

She stopped searching & looked up at me eyes wide. “OMG you’d do that for me?!” She squealed. “Thank you, thank you so much!”

I chuckled at how cute she was & pushed the door open for her. She smiled & gave me a thumbs up as she walked through. Then I led the way to my car making sure I stood on the outside of the lane just in case someone drove by & she’d be protected. Protected?! Why am I thinking about protecting her? I barely know her. We reached my car & I unlocked the doors opening the passenger side for her.

“Hop on in.” I gestured for her to get in.

“Wow JK you’re such a gentleman.” She nodded in my direction approvingly & got in.

“JK?” I questioned not sure how I felt about the nickname she gave me because it’s literally the name that a lot of the fans call me. The hairs on the back of my neck stick up and I swallow air, internally trying to reassure myself that she really doesn’t know and it’s just a coincidence. I mean I don’t blame her at all for giving me a nickname to address me by I heard the way she struggled with saying before.

She blushed embarrassed probably after seeing the look on my face after she called me JK. “Oh… sorry is it ok for me to call you that? Until I learn how to properly pronounce your name?”

I laughed shyly. “Yeah, I think I’d be alright with that for awhile.” I closed her door & walked to the driver’s side, got in & started it up. The radio was low but not anything interesting to hear.

“Hey you want to listen to anything in particular?” I asked her. It was low key a test to see if she’d mention anything about BTS.

“Can you play shooting star by XG?”

I nodded. Not one mention or indication she knew anything about BTS so far. I’m relieved about this. I search the song on my phone & play, setting it to shuffle. Then begin driving.

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Y/N

I settled in my seat as Jungkook drove out of the parking garage towards our destination. He was very nice. Nicer than I thought he’d be considering that I’ve heard it’s normal for guys here to be assholes. All the horror stories I jokingly call them that Nari told me about the men & their behavior towards women. The Korean women literally started a movement refusing to date, marry or have children with any Korean men. I guess he’s a rare breed? He has such a chill demeanor & something about him seems mysterious but not in a scary way. I can’t stop staring at his tattoos. There was cute little Heart on his hand & the word ARMY across his fingers. I wonder why he chose those tattoos. I was too shy to ask. I stole a quick stare at his face while he wasn’t looking in the rear view mirror & smiled, looking out the window next & sang along with the music.

“Give it my all…will it pay off…Working overtime no days off. All these shooting stars in the dark…” I tend to make hand gestures when I’m singing Jungkook was staring at me for sure through the mirror. This is confirmed when I hear him chuckle.

“I thought you weren’t an artist? You sure sound like it.” He was smiling now eyes back on the road.

I looked at him blushing. “Haha oh gosh. I promise I’m not. This is the song I wrote for them.”

( I have no rights to the music outlined in the story. It is being used only to create a fictional story line. I am not the writer.)

“Yeah? Well I’m truly impressed. I see why a big company like Starseed would welcome you with open arms here.”

“Yeah it’s my favorite I’ve written in a long time.”

“I don’t understand though with the voice you have & you dancing skills…How come you aren’t an artist?”

JungKook was so impressed & curious about this. Anyone that laid eyes on her could admit she is beautiful. If you knew her personally you’d say she was absolutely talented. He thought she was super nice and he’s a sucker for nice girls. Like the man is having a real hard time not drooling over her when they reach a stop light.

I giggled . “I don’t know. I just haven’t put myself out there in that way. A lot of artists start out as writers for other people. I don’t know if I could personally handle the huge responsibilities an artist has though. It seems to stressful.”

He nodded in agreement.

Literally if anyone completely understands what it’s like to be an artist & take on those responsibilities it would be JK. You have to be focused 24/7, there’s endless rehearsals & you have to maintain a certain image until the company feels like you’ve accomplished enough to take any kind of breaks. It’s been 10 going on 11 years of BTS. He’s 25 for him it a bit mind blowing everything that BTS experienced & accomplished as a group it doesn’t feel that long ago when they first started out. It’s really a blessing to be apart of such a thing. He silently reminisced all those moments as the light turns green & they began driving again. They are about 10 mins out now & he’s not liking it. He steals a look at her in the mirror when he think she’s not looking. Then his thoughts are interrupted as she clears her throat & breaks the silence.

“So… what about you? What’s your story?” I asked him.

He suddenly felt hot & his hands began to sweat. He was not expecting her to ask him about himself.

“Uhhh… well I…” He seemed to panic at the question. That’s a little odd. Maybe he thinks I’d judge him or something?

Jungkook searched for something to make up or maybe just a little truth but not enough to expose him for who he was since she clearly has no idea. She patently waited while digging into her purse for some lipgloss. He breathed softly to calm himself down before answering. He opted to tell her what he did without telling her the part about him being an idol.

“Ah. I’m No one special really. I do work for VIBE entertainment actually as an artistic director.” He said.

Which is the truth technically.

“Oh? Say what now? That’s impressive.” I said with a surprised look as I applied some tinted lip gloss to my dry lips.

I heard only a little about VIBE as being one of the top entertainment companies but Nari & I never really talked too much about them because Starseed was where she had ties. We were too busy with discussing everything needed to know about them for me to be curious about anything else.

I saw that we were about approach the buildings lot & he turned into it driving as close to the door he could.

“Yeah I guess so.” He said shrugging as he came to a stop & parked.

I put my gloss away & looked at my phone to see if I’d gotten any messages. There were none. I put it in my purse & took off my seatbelt.

“Thank you so much! Like seriously you’re a life saver!”

I noticed JungKook was taking off his too. Then before I could ask why he had hopped out & ran to my side opening the door.

“Don’t mention it!” He bowed & smiled a wide smile at me as I sat there with a shocked look on my face.

“Sheesh you are really something.” I turned & slide out of the seat to stand in front of him now he closed the door behind me.

“You didn’t have to do that you know?” I told him letting out a nervous laugh.

He ran his fingers through his hair. “Oh yeah I know but I want to.” He was looking me in the eyes & I almost melted under the contact. I cleared my throat & shifted my gaze to big tree out front of the building.

“Well thank you again.” I said I nodded at him & was about to walk into the building but he quickly spoke up.

“Oh! Hey let’s share numbers just in case you ever need a ride again.” He took out his phone. I didn’t dare object because I was intrigued & kinda grateful to have met someone so kind outside of the people I work with.

“Sure.” I said & he typed in my number as I gave it to him verbally.

“Awesome. Y/N is saved. I’ll send you a text.” He said just as I felt the little buzz inside my purse. I took it out & saved his number as well.

“Got it! I’ll catch you later then!” I said waving goodbye before I walked towards the front door of Starseed Entertainments enormous building.

He waved back & got back in I noticed he didn’t pull off until I was completely inside.

Such a gentleman. I smile to myself and make my way to the receptionist desk to ask where Nari may be waiting.

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